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9th member getting in a bad fight w skz (v v v angsty)

Hit me where it hurts.

Warning: very traumatizing, read at your own risk!

Pairing: skz x 9th member

Summary: friends fight all the time but eventually get back together right?

!not proofread so forgive me for mistakes!

You will hate me after this but I love you 😆Enjoy!

-🩷

My body stumbles into the dorm rooms. A giggle leaves my mouth. My vision was blurry, no doubt there. The room was spinning but in a good way.

The scent of a good home cooked meal filled my nostrils as I sat on the floor and removed my tied shoes.

Another giggle escapes my mouth as I get up and fall down on my bum.

“Y/n? Is that you?” A voice calls that makes me jump a little. I look up to see leeknow walking into the little entrance of the dorms.

“Heyyy Oppa,” my words slur as I get up again slightly sliding but able to balance.

He looks at me examining my body. He was wearing sweatpants and a white hoodie. His glasses were on too meaning he was cooking. He stood there arms crossed and eyebrows furrowed.

“Have you been drinking again?” His voice is calm yet harsh.

“Maybe,” I simply say before giggling again and walking past him making my way to the living room.

His body turns with mine as he follows behind continuing the conversation.

“Are you fucking serious? We talked about this.” His tone was getting louder and I didn’t like it at all. I stopped and looked at him. His face a few inches away from mine.

“But Oppa I thought you said you would support me in everything I do,” I tilt my head and bite my lip. Slowly a smirk crips up. “Don’t you like seeing me happy?” I hiccup.

He takes a step back and I frown, “You’ve been coming home drunk for the past two weeks! What is wrong with you? We’ve been worried sick!” He growls quite literally. His face turning red and his arms crossed.

“Okay but what’s the big deal I had a little to drink, whatever,” I roll my eyes and turn my body to continue walking to the living room.

His hand grabs mine. I squirm a little trying to make him let go. “Let go Leeknow your hurting me,”

“Look at yourself Y/n! Just look! You’re a fucking mess!” His voice is loud now. Filled with anger and running through out the house. His towering over me. Making me feel small.

“Leeknow I said let go of me now!” I yelp but he doesn’t. His breathing is heavy and his looking at me with dark eyes. Filled with hurt and anger.

“Your killing yourself-“

I cut him off. Not even bothering to listen to the long speech he was about to give because what was the point? We had been going through this for the past week. The same old boring ass speech.

“I don’t fucking care! You didn’t care about me before now why all of a sudden you care about me now huh? Huh?! You’re a monster, you and all the boys are!” I’m now yelling at the top of my voice. His hand lets go shocked at my reaction. He steps back trying to process what I was trying to say. His eyes searching my face.

“What do you mean I didn’t care? Who was fucking there for you when you got eliminated? Who was h there for you when you broke your ankle? Who the fuck was there for you the nights you couldn’t learn a choreography? Huh? Who the fuck was there for you when your mum disowned you? Stop being a fucking little bitch about everything and running away from your problems. Face them! Face them instead of drinking them away!”

“Don’t you ever talk about my mother again leeknow,” my voice is low, anger laced all over it. It almost comes out as venom.

His stood in-front of me, his hands are in a fist. Why was his hand in a fist? Was he going to hit me? What was he trying to do?

“If you going to fucking hit me, hit me! Hit me leeknow-“

I step closer to his body. My finger poking at his chest and he clenched his jaw. The world is still spinning and the room is dim.

“Hey! What the fuck is going on?!” Hyunjin drops his phone on the ground and runs towards us. His hand automatically wrapping around my waist and pulling me away from leeknow who is huffing in anger. Trying to calm down.

“What the fuck Y/n?! Have you been drinking again?” Hyunjin asks me when he puts me down. His runs his hands through his hair as he starts to examine me. His eyes going back and forth between me and leeknow. “Please don’t tell me you haven’t,”

I go quiet but Leeknow Ofcourse had to step in.

“Yes she has been-“

“It doesn’t have to do with any of you!” I yell at him. I grab my jacket that laid on the floor and slightly stumble. Hyunjin is still processing what’s going on but leeknow still has a lot to say, I see it, I sense it.

“Yes the fuck it does because you promised you would stop! Look at the way you’re talking to leeknow! You can’t even see in a straight line for crying out loud!” Hyunjin’s outbursts caused me to snap back into reality.

“Why are you on my dick Hyunjin? Why are you alwyals in my business?! God! Ever since you came back from haitus you’ve been such a clingy bitch!” The words leave my mouth and my brain stops. I instantly regret what I had just said. I knew Hyunjin didn’t like his hiatus and it was the worst time in his life.

“Hyunjin’s I didn’t mean-“

“Are you serious? Are you serious right now y/n?” Leeknow cuts into the argument. His now walking towards both of us. His hands waving in the air as he speaks. “Why would you say such a thing to him? You know how sensitive that is!”

Hyunjin’s eyes start to shine, his lips turning into a frown then a scowl, “and ever since you were sexually assaulted you’ve been moping around like a bitch!” Hyunjin took a step away from me his hands were shaking. His voice is louder than ever. His body upward and straight.

The word hit me hard. My body starts to shake aswell. This was the biggest fight we had ever gotten into and we had just taken it on another level.

“Oh great then why don’t we all just leave eachother alone huh?!” I stumble back again, the alchohol getting to me as hard as the emotions were. “You know what? Fuck you leekmow, fuck you hyunjin!”

“That’s great because you know what?! Chan never wanted you in the group before! He just picked you cause you were a sad fucking trainee that nobody wanted in their team-“

“Hyunjin!” A voice yells and we all turn at Chan and Felix who are standing at the door. Obviously coming from outside. They were both wearing coats and beanies due to the coldness outside.

“I’m sorry! I had to say it, She’s a bitch!” He glares at me and then back at Chan “and I mean it, I can be a bitch to if I wanted too,” he spits at me.

I look at him in disbelief. My heart ached. My heart ached so much I couldn’t help but hold my chest.

“Where the fuck have you been Y/n? So you know me and Felix have been walking out in the cold for hours looking for you?!” I look up at Chan who is now in the same area as us. Leeknow still standing there pissed off trying to calm down.

“Why would you? Because I’m a sad little girl that needs saving?!” I scoff when I reply to Chan. His face falls, so does Felix’s. My Han trying to support my weight as I watch everyone in the room glaring at me.

Was this even real? Was I even real?

“Are you drunk Y/n?” He looks at me, eyes wide opened. His hands turn into a fist as well. His jaw tensed up.

“Ask your little fucking friends that you wanted,” I scoff and turn my back on them starting to walk out the door. I fall to the ground (quite literally) and put on my shoes. Then get up. The boys all watching in shock trying to figure out what to do.

“Where are you going?!” Chan yells, “running away from your problems won’t solve anything! Y/n! Stop!” His shouts are getting louder as I open the door not bothering to listening to him.

“I’m going somewhere fucking away from you and your pathetic little team! Chan leave me the fuck alone.” Everything goes quiet as I unlock the door but the glass shattering causes me to turn and look at their direction.

Pieces of glass laid in front of them. The handle of the face still in Chan’s hand.

“Good go away and don’t come back all you do is cause us problems!”

“Hyung!” Felix gasps and grabs his arm trying to calm him down. “Don’t say that! Ever-body just please calm down and let’s talk about it-“

“I didn’t want to be in the group in the first place!”

“We all didn’t want you either but look where we both are!”

“Hyung stop!” Felix puts his hand over his mouth. “That’s not true! Look at you guys.” His eyes tears up as he looks at me. My heart breaks. “Y/n just come back inside and let’s talk about it okay?”

“Let her go Felix, she’s pathetic anyway.” Hyunjin says as he turns around to walk back to his room.

I slam the front door and run up the apartments stairs. I need to get away for a moment. I needed to think. I stumble through out until I get to the roof stop.

I take a deep breath and find my legs swinging off the edge. I look down to say the busy street.

When did life get this busy? This out of control?

I had to deal with a lot. I couldn’t anymore. I wouldn’t. If the boys didn’t want me anymore then I had no one.

Hot tears run down my cheeks. The pain in my chest aching even worse than before. The wind blew on my hair as I took a deep breath in and let myself go.

“No wait! Y/n!” I hear I.N’s scream. Instant regret fills my body but it’s to late. My body falling down the different floors, gasps and screams fill the street until everything goes quiet. My mind goes quiet.

Then end.

Y’all I feel so bad omg forgive me 😭

-🩷

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i-wolfbit · 1 year

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ﾠﾠﾠℐ𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗂𝖽𝖽𝗅𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍, 𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝗒 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆𝗌...

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lixxskz · 3 months

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MY BOY🫶🏻

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youcanstayhere · 2 years

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jaehyunsprincesspeach · 9 months

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Hyunjin as a Boyfriend

This man has my heart fr

Ugh he’s my comfort person i could go on for hours about everything i love about him

Hope y’all enjoy

All the love ~ lunar

Prepare for the most romantic relationship of your life

As well as the goofiest

This man is a hopeless romantic (but we all know that)

I know this is commonly said, but he for sure has at least one sketchbook full of drawings of you

Probably more but only one that he admits to having

Everything he has painted since he met you has somehow related to you in someway

If it's not already a photo of you, it's something that you like or an idea that you gave him when he couldn't think of what he wanted to paint

Mans is completely starstruck for you

Head over heels, only has eyes for you kind of guy

(slightly irrelevant but when he says he paints old couples cause love should be eternal… HEART SHATTERED SO FREAKING CUTE)

Now when he paints old couples, its the images that he has in his mind of the two of you growing old together

Lets you meet Kkami, and is jealous when Kkami likes you more than him

Though he also really likes how much his little Kkami loves you

“Okay Kkami, I know you love them, but they're mine, not yours”

Insert a growling Kkami and startled Hyunjin

Drama King (another one we all know lol)

Honestly, never a dull moment with Hyunjin

Eve if the two of you are sitting in his art studio doing your own things, he will ask you the most random questions every now and then

Absolutely ask you “would you love me if I was a worm?”

And if you say no, its as if he was just rejected, has the most dramatic reaction

If you say yes, still will have a dramatic reaction

“AHHHH MY BABY WOULD LOVE ME IF I WERE A WORM HOW CUTE”

Truly a gentleman

Don't even think about touching a door handle, he would look at you as if you committed a felony

Protective in subtle ways

Always has a hand on the small of your back if the two of you are in a crowded area, guiding you through the people

Knows all of your likes and dislikes, and makes sure that your dislikes are not even offered to you

Rather than bringing you flowers, he brings you paintings of flowers, he thinks its more romantic, and he enjoys painting flowers

Though he will still buy you flowers as well

Plans the cutest dates ever

Loves dancing with you in the living room late at night without any music playing

Overall he is just so in love with you, and he tries in every way possible to show you, sometimes his hopeless romantic side takes over, and treats you like royalty

Most boyfriend to ever boyfriend omggg

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straykuds · 8 months

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Shattered pt.2

Genre; reunion (I guess)

Hope you guys enjoy!!!

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A year had passed since that tumultuous breakup, and the wounds had slowly started to heal. Life had moved on, albeit one painful step at a time. You found solace in rediscovering yourself, nurturing old hobbies, and building new connections. The love that had once bound you and Hyunjin had become a distant memory, replaced by a growing sense of independence.

One crisp autumn morning, you decided to visit your favorite café, the one that had witnessed countless moments of joy and sorrow. As you entered, the familiar aroma of coffee enveloped you, and you couldn't help but smile at the nostalgia. You ordered your usual and settled into a corner, engrossed in a book.

Minutes turned into hours, and you were deep into your reading when you heard a voice that sent a shiver down your spine. "Is this seat taken?" The voice was tentative, hesitant, but unmistakably Hyunjin's.

You looked up, startled, to find him standing before you, holding a cup of coffee and looking more vulnerable than you'd ever seen him. You nodded, motioning for him to sit.

Awkward silence hung in the air before he finally spoke, his voice trembling slightly. "How have you been?"

You took a moment to collect your thoughts, surprised by his presence but determined to maintain your composure. "I've been...okay. Life goes on, right?"

He nodded, his gaze fixed on his coffee cup. "I've missed you," he admitted, his words sincere.

You couldn't deny the mix of emotions swirling within you. "I missed you too, at least the person I thought you were."

Hyunjin sighed, regret etching lines on his face. "I know I messed up, and I'm sorry for how I treated you back then. I've had time to think, to grow, and I realize I was wrong."

Your heart wavered as you listened to his words. "Hyunjin, a lot has changed in a year. We both have."

He met your eyes, his gaze earnest. "I know, but I can't stop thinking about what we had. The good times, the connection we shared. It was special."

You couldn't help but feel a pang of nostalgia for those moments too. "It was special, but it was also toxic. We hurt each other, Hyunjin."

He nodded, remorse in his eyes. "I've learned from my mistakes. I want to try again, not as the person I was, but as someone who's grown and is willing to make it work."

Your heart ached, torn between the memories of the past and the uncertainty of the future. "Hyunjin, I need time to think about this."

He nodded again, understanding in his expression. "I'll give you the space you need, but please, just consider it. I really want another chance."

As you watched him leave the café, you were left with a whirlwind of emotions. The wounds of the past were still there, but so was a glimmer of hope. Time would tell whether you could rebuild what was once shattered or if it was better to move forward separately, with the lessons learned from the past year shaping your future.

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Days turned into weeks, and you couldn't shake the conversation with Hyunjin from your mind. You found yourself reflecting on the good times, the laughter, and the shared dreams. But you also remembered the pain, the tears, and the heartache. It was a tough decision, one that weighed heavily on your heart.

Finally, one evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon and cast a warm glow on your room, you made up your mind. You knew it wouldn't be easy, but life was full of risks, and sometimes, you had to take a leap of faith.

You picked up your phone and sent a message to Hyunjin, your fingers trembling slightly as you typed. "I've thought about it, and I'm willing to give us another chance."

And so, the two of you embarked on a new chapter, wiser and more mature than before. It wasn't a grand love story, as he had once scoffed, but it was a story of growth, forgiveness, and the belief that love could be rebuilt from the ashes of the past.

Seconds felt like hours as you waited for a response. Then, the familiar chime of your phone signaled a message from him. "I can't believe it. Thank you. Let's meet and talk."

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The day you had agreed to meet Hyunjin again arrived, and your heart raced with anticipation and nervousness. You had chosen a cozy corner of a quiet, little coffee shop, much like the one where you had first seen him after a year of separation.

As you sat there, sipping your coffee, you watched the door with bated breath. And then, he walked in, just as uncertain and vulnerable as he had been when he first approached you. His eyes met yours, and there was a mixture of hope and anxiety in his gaze.

You gestured for him to sit, and as he settled into the chair across from you, the silence hung heavy in the air, echoing the weight of your shared history.

Hyunjin broke the silence, his voice cautious but sincere. "Thank you for agreeing to meet me, and for giving us another chance."

You nodded, your own voice tinged with a hint of nervousness. "I've had a lot of time to think, Hyunjin, and I believe in second chances. But it won't be easy."

He leaned forward, his eyes locked onto yours. "I understand that, and I'm willing to put in the effort. I've spent this past year working on myself, addressing my flaws, and learning from my mistakes. I want to be a better partner for you."

You could see the sincerity in his eyes and hear it in his words. It was clear that he had put thought and effort into this moment. "I appreciate your honesty, and I hope we can both move forward with a fresh start."

The conversation continued, both of you sharing your hopes, fears, and expectations. There were difficult moments where you discussed the pain of the past, the things that had driven you apart, and the need for open communication. But there were also moments of laughter and reminiscence, where you remembered the love that had once bound you together.

As the hours passed, you felt a sense of hope growing within you. It was a hope that maybe, just maybe, you could rebuild what was once shattered, but this time, on stronger foundations.

Hyunjin reached across the table and took your hand in his, his grip gentle yet firm. "I've missed you so much, and I want us to work. I want to make you happy."

You squeezed his hand in response, a small smile tugging at the corners of your lips. "I've missed you too, and I want that too, Hyunjin."

And in that moment, as you both looked into each other's eyes, you knew that this second chance was a risk worth taking. It wasn't about creating a grand love story; it was about building a love that was grounded in growth, forgiveness, and a shared commitment to making it work.

With a renewed sense of hope, you and Hyunjin left the coffee shop that day, hand in hand, ready to embrace the challenges and joys of rebuilding your love. The journey ahead wouldn't be easy, but it was a journey you were both willing to take, knowing that sometimes, the most beautiful stories were the ones that were rewritten with love and resilience.

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