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#i <3 being bipolar and trans
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One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.
#imma be so fuckin hungover tomorrow#someone should kiss me#and i moght be either asexual or aromantic or both which like woo thats funny to only me for so many trauma reasons#i love#im so drunk#i too drunk#i stated typing thos at 12:30#imma smoke pot after i post this#if your reqding my tags hi i love you. why are you reading this though like im a schizo bipolar depreased trans girl im unhinged in the tags#i need to stop drinking by myself#if think im an alcoholic as well if it wasnt for the fact that i can genuinely stop when ever i want but idkmaybe that changes?#at this point im just typing to annoy myself cause i think its funny to annoy other people and itd be hypothetical to not annoy myself#im ramblimg in the tags and honestly its your fault for still reading this#trans thought time#i wish i was born with a pussy but i do like having a cock and there is a possibility im genderfluid and fuck me that sucks if true#like how do you transition if your genderfluid? like i kinda want a cock and pussy and i know thats an actual option#but is it the right option?#i hate being trans but not knowing what kinda trans maybe ill hit where im at with my gender and just say tranny#cause i already say faggot for my sexuality instead of anything specific maybe i should just say tranny#this is probably what a therapist is for but idk if i can justify paying for this instead of saving money to buy a hoise#america sucks#capitalism sucks#love is such a bullshit thing#how can i be in love with some ane be in love with someone. being in love is nothing but selfish but also you have to be selfish for youryou#like i know that doesn't make sense sense but it makes sense to me and i also know its wrong#maybe i should give up and spend money on a therapist#i love my freinds and would sacrifice myself for them literally#12:51 and i have one more short tag to add#i hope you didnt read this far cause even in a drunk state this tag is embarrassing and im sorry you know me irl im sorry this is rambly+ugh#but if you dead read all the tags <3 i love yoh and would die for you
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worms-in-my-brain · 6 months
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I need people who are like, “but it’s so statistically unlikely to be physically disabled, neurodivergent, and trans/queer all at once!” to search up the term, “comorbidity.”
Example:
Let’s say you have autism. Up to 70% of people with autism have ADHD. 47% of autistic people have GAD. *30% of autistic people have a physical disability or physical disabilities. Numbers for trans identity are variable, but it seems that somewhere around maybe 10% of autistic people are trans. 70% of autistic people are queer on the axis of sexuality. 70% of autistic people experienced ‘traumas’ and 44% met the criteria for PTSD (you can read the linked study for what defines ‘traumas’).
So, if you have autism, your chances of also being a traumatised physically disabled trans and sexuality-queer person with ADHD and GAD are (.7*.47*.3*.1*.7*.7≈.0048≈.5%), which means that, if you’re standing in a crowded square or at a concert, odds are that one or more people around you is all those things at once!
And that’s not even taking into account that, for example, people with both ADHD and autism are even more likely to have experienced traumatic events than someone with only autism, that people with ADHD and autism and trauma are even more likely to have GAD than someone who only has autism, and that LGBT people are also more likely to experience traumatic events.
(Bonus math: if we flip the percentages and do .3*.53*.7*.9*.3*.3, we get ≈.009, which means that only one person out of 100 people with autism will not be traumatised, have GAD, be queer in any way, won’t be physically disabled, and won’t have ADHD… which actually doesn’t mean they would only have autism, they could still have tons of other comorbidities I didn’t even account for here, such as tics (22%), psychosis and/or bipolar disorder (9.4% and 7.5%), intellectual disability and/or epilepsy (75% and 72%), etc…)
*not letting me add the link? It’s: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6120653/#:~:text=Results,%25%3B%20other%20condition—34.1%25.
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saytrrose · 2 months
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Small question you're free to ignore but I'm curious.
What are all of your head cannons for Kinger and Queenie? :3
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I have SO much so this definitely won’t be ALL of them but ramble time lets go some might be a bit suggestive because silly silly!!
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- Kinger and Queenie aren’t actually married, due to circus rules they’d had to have met in the circus because the erasure of memories but yes they were in a relationship and dated.
- While they don’t need to sleep, they still enjoy keeping up the schedule as if they do, in order to not go crazy over it. Kinger and Queenie usually spend their time in on or the others room though, as opposed to seperate.
- Kinger the type of mf to give Queenie a friendship bracelet and her say it’s lame and he almost cries and tries to take it back and then she puts it on her wrist and says no it hers (she cares she’s so bad at showing it)
- Queenie get jealous easily and Kinger can’t wrap his head around the concept of jealousy
- Kinger is Vegetarian and Queenie finds it weird
- Kinger is your token cishet white man
- I lied he’s maybe bisexual but won’t admit it
- Queenie is a trans woman AUGH❗️❗️
- I genuinely love the theory on Kinger and Queenie being the originally beta testers and the first of everyone to enter the circus. And for my peeps that love religious imagery esp tied to tadc- then you could think of them as Adam and Eve, the firsts and Queenie being the first to abstract aka a way to resemble the betrayal of sorts.
- Kinger hates chess and Queenie doesn’t know how to play
- Old music fans ❤️❗️ Frank Sinatra plays and Queenie is dragging Kinger to dance with her
- Oh yeah, good dancers. But traditional dancing of course.
- Kingers “bug” collection is actually glitches within the circus, not genuine bugs. Like the glitched potted plant, he picks up glitched items or “bugs” and collects them in his room.
- Pls pls projecting Queenie was a motorcycle girlie
- Kingers autistic, but Queenie is not
- Kinger also has paranoid schizophrenia and ADHD, Queenie is bipolar
- Made a comic on this one, Queenie always made pillow forts and eventually invited Kinger into them, and taught him to make them.
- they are both married to me /j
- One time they were doing “adult relationship couple things” when Caine called everyone into the hallway and they accidentally rushed out of the room in one another’s robes instead of their own
- Kinger is a horrible liar and Queenie just gives him a look and he immediately spills everything he’s thinking about
- Queenie is a hello kitty fan
- First time!! Kissing!! Kinger leaned in to kiss Queenie for the first time and it was pretty quick and he was nervous, and Queenie grabbed his face and told him to calm down and whispered if he’s ever kissed someone before, and he said he doesn’t think he has so Queenie gave him a good cute little “tutorial” on that.
- Translation: THEY MADE OUT GANG!!
- Anytime there’s a snow themed adventure, Kinger likes to make a Snow Queenie (this applies to before and present day)
- Kinger is little spoon Queenie is big spoon
- Very clingy- they both are very clingy it’s just Queenie is the only possessive one over it.
- Kinger randomly mutters to himself “Queenie would love this”
- They aren’t afraid to always perform pda around the others, hugging/kissing/nuzzling into one another and the only one brave enough to comment on it would be Kaufmo who I personally think hates viewing affection in the slightest and he’d later get whooped by Queenie
- Kingers a service top/sub
- Queenies a bratty bottom/top
- They can both be switches why not
- Queenie loves plushies
- I’m getting tired so I’ll stop here this isn’t even most of them or a lot hhhh
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astaraels · 7 hours
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Omg, I’d love to hear more about the galladads/starr verse universe!!! ❤️ what would mick and ian be like at the first school event they go to with starr? A little outta place over protective dads?! ❤️❤️
Oh man, I feel like they'd feel so out of place because they're so obviously not her parents, but her bio parents disowned her and so somehow through the magic of fanfic they're able to at least become her legal guardians. (it probably takes a LOT of paperwork considering prison time and all that but this is fiction I do what I want!)
So Ian is insistent that they dress nice to make a good impression and Mickey doesn't see why his regular clothes are a problem but he puts on a nice button up anyway (and Ian ties a tie for him <3) and Starr is so chill okay—fuck you guys she's not nervous or anything—and they go to her school, talk to her teachers and everything
They are glad to see a couple of other kids that say hi to her in the hallway and everything, and she's all quiet and a little bit shy (aka the exact opposite of her regular personality—she first showed up all anxious and angry when the guys took her in, but she's gotten to be pretty bubbly and boisterous and really come out of her shell lately) and Ian tries to give Mickey a Look™ about it but Mickey is just worried about the kid
And thankfully Starr enrolled at school after she's started taking blockers and such, and she's socially presenting as a girl, so she doesn't have a lot of people misgendering her like they did at her old school, although anyone who does will be very quickly corrected—it'd probably be teachers since they'd be more aware of the situation? But most of her teachers are pretty chill and call her Starr and use she and all that
But yeah anyone steps a toe outta line and the guys have got her back. Like I said before Mickey would walk into this knowing nothing about trans stuff, but same as with Ian's bipolar he would do his research because it's important to the people he considers family, and they've very quickly accepted her into their family
But I do think that there's probably some stupid assholes who give Starr a hard time at school (as there always is) and Mickey gets super protective of her—he's there to pick her up and makes sure the bullies get a good look at him, knuckle tats and all, so they know exactly what they've got coming if they mess with his kid (not that Ian is above giving asshole bullies a good punch in the face, but "they're teenagers, Mick, you can't hit them!" "you think they know that? fuck no")
Also he tells Starr that if she's gotta then she can tell people she lives with ex-cons so that the bullies get scared away (she tells him that no, she'll fight her battles, and Mickey's like "okay then I'm at least gonna teach you how to throw a punch" and poor Ian gets to be the punching bag 😂)
I feel like they'd try to help build up her confidence and give her the tools to protect herself, you know? Especially because they want her to feel like she's safe in a world that's not always kind to people like her, and she deserves a chance at a good life. Ian also gets her signed up for like, boxing classes or something after school when she talked about being interested in doing something like that. But she also loves doing girly things like shopping, and Mickey endures the mall now and again for her sake (lbr he grumbles the whole time but he's there okay) and Ian always asks her to show them what she got since she clearly comes home all excited about it
I just love them letting her have the chance to be a kid and a teenager and give her a sense of autonomy while still trying to make sure she stays safe. They remember their own lives growing up and want her to have the best of everything that she can, especially with what she's already gone through. And yeah, she'd be a stubborn bratty kid sometimes but Ian had to deal with all his siblings, he's used to it :p he'd read parenting books for foster parents and figure out the best way to meet her where she's at, that sort of thing
okay I think that's all for now because this reply went on a lot longer than I expected but! I hope you enjoyed some more Starr verse ramblings! I love talking about her she's my new favorite OC tbh
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moodooivy · 2 months
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My ship children
I made some headcanons for the Sanses. Now I wanted to list off some of my OCs. More specifically my ship children. I will draw them later. I mean I have, they were the first things I posted. These ship kids are a few years old, I made them maybe 5 years ago. Some of these ships I don't ship anymore, but I've already developed these characters too much to just get rid of them... So... Here.
Midnight 3' 0''. (Technically) Mom is Blue, dad is Error. She has Nightmare's powers because while she was being made or whatever you call it, Nightmare touched her soul before she was fully formed. The oldest even though she's the shortest. She had a birth defect. Loves flowers. Especially lavender and roses. Loves cute animals. Especially bunnies, puppies, and kitties. Her favorite animal is butterflies. Loves squishies and stuffed animals. Loves pancakes and cookies. Likes to write. Writer's brain. Scared of basically everything. Pegasister. I mainly ship with Ivan.
Ivan 4' 4''. Mom is Horror, dad is Dust. Acts like a doggo. Scares his parents. Has a long tailbone that sticks out. Has a good sense of smell. Can probably see in the dark. He is sensitive to smell and particularly dislikes the smell of gunpowder. He never went to school. He can't speak properly and he can't read. He is just by definition slow. He likes to watch cartoons. He'll watch anything on the TV screen. Get very upset when he's hungry. Major separation anxiety. Hates the world. I mainly ship with Midnight.
Chip 3' 5''. Mom is Blue, dad is Error. Nice and plump (Before anyone says "How, she's a skeleton", easy. Ecto body). She likes hugs, but it is just a natural reflex that she glitches out when touched. She hates being stared at and will get angry, even if you just trying to admire her. The stars on her head change shape and color depending on how she feels. I mainly ship with Zany.
Zany 4' 1''. He is made out of pure negativity and magic. He is technically not related to Nightmare. But Night and Cross love and care for him like their child. Zany is the prince of darkness. But he is the complete opposite of Nightmare. Probably the nicest guy you could ever meet. Hates his name. Likes head pats. Loves strawberry milk and the color pink... Good boy. Very strong. Scared of apples. I mainly ship with Chip.
Domino 4' 0''. Mom is Chess, dad is Mafia. Smokes. Good at card tricks. Probably gambles (He cheats and never gets caught). I mainly ship with Honeydew.
Mayonnaise 4' 0''. Mom is Classic, dad is Fell. Very laid back and chill... Except when it comes to Pitaya. Zany's bestie. They do pranks on the Bad Sanses together (Except Nightmare and Dust). Cheeky little prankster. I mainly ship with Pitaya.
Pitaya 3' 8''. Mom is Melon, dad is Sugar. Loves fanfictions and shipping (Like me). Cooks and bakes (Mayo loves her baking and will try to steal it). Can speak Spanish. I mainly ship with Mayonnaise.
Honeydew 3' 6''. Mom is Melon, dad is Sugar. Hates when Domino smokes. Nerdy boy. Can speak Japanese. I mainly ship with Domino.
Constellation 3' 5''. She is made out of pure positivity and magic. She is technically not related to Dream. But Dream loves and cares for her like his child. Spoiled brat. Not a good person. Mini karen. Will start a fight with anyone. I mainly ship with Casper.
Casper 4' 0''. Mom is Dust, dad is Killer. Bipolar disorder. Tiny little prick. Scared of dogs. Hates Ivan and will take advantage of his lack of intellect. The only two people he cares about are his sister and Constellation. I mainly ship with Contellation.
Desire 3' 4'' Mom is Lust, dad is Dance. Trans M2F. Dramaqueen. Loves ballet. Wears makeup. Obsessed with her phone. Very sensitive about her identity. I mainly ship with Abstract.
Dread 3' 3'' Mom is Geno, dad is Reaper. Goth queen. Has a pet jellyfish. Has the death touch. In a book club with Zany and Midnight. Loves voodoo and poetry. I mainly ship with Scarlet.
Scarlet 3' 3'' Mom is Killer, dad is Horror. Loves tea parties. Will eat anything. Has a pet spider. Spoopy bean. She is teaching Ivan how to speak from what she's learning at school. She's not the smartest but she tries her best so she can help Ivan. She don't like clowns. I mainly ship with Dread.
Abstract 6' 0''. Has no parents. They are just a drawing came to life. The youngest but tallest (This is in birth order btw). They have no gender (I will usually refer to them as 'he' as to not be confusing by constantly saying 'they' though). Likes drawing their friends (Hasn't gotten to draw Chip yet because she refuses to stay still). Can't talk because they don't have a mouth. Their pupils shape into words that fit what they're thinking. Doesn't like profanity or technology. Collects random stuff. Likes creepy crawlies. Hate cleaning up. Scared of erasers. I mainly ship with Desire.
I didn't assign sexualities or ages to my characters because I didn't want to restrict myself or anyone who wants to use them. You can change their heights and age order if you want. You can ship them with whoever you want, proship or not. You can do whatever you want with my characters. Just credit me.
Undertale: Toby Fox Blue: Popcornpr1nce Fell: Undertale community Ink: Comyet Dream: Jokublog Nightmare: Jokublog Geno: Crayonqueen Error: Crayonqueen Fresh: Crayonqueen Horror: Sour-Apple-Studios Killer: Rahafwabas Dust: Ask-Dusttale Lust: Nsfwshamecave Reaper: Renrink Cross: Jakei95 Melon: Missladytale Sugar: Sugartale Sans Dance: Teandstars Mafia: Undermafiaz Chess: Mintysammy Children: Me
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starry-skies-116 · 1 year
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ROTTMNT HEADCANONS BECAUSE I WATCHED AND LOVE THIS SHOW AND AM HYPERFIXATING AGGRESSIVELY ON IT NOW:
They keep the surnames of “Hamato” despite abandoning the strictly traditional practices of the Hamato clan whilst also taking more eclectic inspiration from their arts to their own.
They all brumate btw. Pry this from my cold dead hands. Every time brumation season comes, the Disaster Twins Inc. hog the couch.
Donnie, because he’s autistic and is a softshell turtle, has sensory issues and is very picky about what food he eats and which clothes he wears, as well as what surfaces he touches. He secretly has a casual list catalogued about what sensory things he loves versus what he hates, and there’s a small area in his lab that’s sensory heaven for him.
All the turtles have different eye colours. Leo has natural heterochromia, one eye being cobalt blue and another eye being bright amber. Post-movie Raph has heterochromia from being turned into a Krang zombie for a short amount of time- one eye is emerald green, and another is a bright magenta purple. Donnie has warm brown eyes, and Mikey has baby/cornflower blue-ish grey eyes. April has hazel green eyes.
Teenage Mutant Intersex Turtles, anyone?? They’re all different variations of intersex on the intersex spectrum. Leo was presumed to be a guy and does have some male traits, but is biologically female- he’s both intersex and a trans dude (and I’m all here for it).
Raph is an aroace bigender (both transfem and demiboy), Mikey is genderfluid and greyaroace pansexual and panromantic, Donnie is nonbinary, asexual and greyromantic biromantic, and Leo is FTM trans, demisexual and gay (did I mention they are all intersex).
Yes I do headcanon disaster twins, and that Donatello was taller than Leonardo when they were younger but Leo is 3 and a half minutes older than Donnie and takes every damn opportunity to brag about it.
“We need CaCa and Maggie~!” “JUST SAY CALCIUM AND MAGNESIUM GODDAMNIT-”
In the future, all of the turtles have cloaking brooches and stable jobs that earn them great income. They also have apartments close to the sewers that is their home.
Okay, we all know Donnie’s canonically autistic. But what if all the turtles are on differing parts of the spectrum. More at 5.
Donnie in addition to being autistic has insomnia, BPD and misophonia and does have sight issues and is prone to migraines due to staring at screens and not getting enough sleep, Raph has panic disorder, dyslexia, OSDD-1a and GAD, Leo has ADHD-I, autism, GAD and is bipolar, and Mikey has ADHD-HI, dyscalculia and autism. All of them have some form of PTSD post-movie.
Leo does know how to play chess please and thank you. He just does it for fun and doesn’t really practice.
Splinter has PTSD, is autistic and is bisexual (the most unrealistic thing is young Lou Jitsu/Hamato Yoshi in his 20’s NOT kissing men and enby hoes in addition to women). He’s not a bad father, he just passed some of that generational trauma of everything that’s happened to him, as well as his regrets and grief, down to his kids without even knowing and feels terrible about it once he realizes. He may have made so many mistakes as a father, but he deeply loves his sons beyond what they could ever comprehend, and he’d send anyone to the shadow realm if they laid a finger on his beloved turtle children.
Donnie and Leo (mostly Donnie) bite each other for no reason at all- not enough to hurt or draw blood, but enough for the bitten to yelp and want an apology from the one who did the biting.
April O’Neil is an also autistic lesbian polyamorous demigirl. She’s saving up enough money by working at The Foot shoestore partially for her top surgery. Sunita is her best friend soon-to-be girlfriend. They’re gay disasters your honor.
Cassandra Jones is MTF trans. Fight me on this one.
Sunita, despite being a teenage slime yokai, does celebrate and participate in Indian culture and does consider herself Indian (let me have my rep I’m starved of please). She’s also a lesbian demigirl, and is asexual and autistic. She also has the ability of superhuman bodily elasticity, even in human form (though it is restricted somewhat in human form). Sunita WILL call pilaf ‘biryani that needs therapy’ okay, she’ll fight you if you say they are the same thing.
Queerplatonic/non-romantic Apritello where they have a super close relationship greater than best friends but cringe at the idea of being in a romantic relationship together wya <3
April’s African American, we all know, but what about her being of Afro-Iranian Jewish descent and her mother’s Shakshuka and Latkes and Rugelach and Sufganiyot being her absolute favorite among all the stuff she makes. She gets MAJOR hyped by the time Hanukah comes around and tells the Turtle boys and Splinter about it.
And there’s more, but I’ll tell y’all about that later, or we’ll be here all day.
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ya-world-challenge · 9 months
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Hello!
I was wondering if you had any good recommendations for books containing disability/disabled characters? Fiction or non fiction. I'm trying to put together a little disability literature resource, and I've occasionally seen you share some books on it. I thought your blog would be an excellent place to come to for some more global ones!
Thank you, and I hope your reading is going well!
Oh wow, I haven't been making many lists lately so I'm not searching out books as much as I used to. But here are some more global/non-US ones that I know of/have gathered from various lists ( I haven't read all of these but most are on my TBR if I haven't.) I'd love to see your resource when you're finished!
A Time to Dance by Padma Venkatraman (India) A girl must relearn to dance with her new prosthetic.
One for All by Lillie Lainoff  (France) In 17th-century France a girl with POTS/chronic dizziness wants to become a Musketeer.
The Weight of Our Sky by Hanna Alkaf (Malaysia) A girl with OCD must survive riots in 1960s Malaysia to find her mother.
Black Bird, Blue Road by Sofiya Pasternack (medieval Khazaria) A Jewish girl defies angels to find her twin a cure for his leprosy.
The Theft of Sunlight by Intisar Khanani (fantasy N. Africa/Arabia-ish series) A girl with clubfoot teams up with a thief to tackle child trafficking.
The Library of the Dead by TL Huchu (Scotland, diverse heritages, series) Magical mysteries with a wisecracking wheelchair-user secondary character.
I Am Not Alone by Francisco X. Stork (Mexican-American) Contemporary novel about an undocumented boy developing schizophrenia.
Scar of the Bamboo Leaf by Sieni A.M (Samoa) A girl with a limp finds a relationship with a delinquent newcomer boy.
Noor by Nnedi Okorafor (Nigeria) A woman with cybernetic enhancements due to disability finds herself on the run.
Akata Witch by Nnedi Okorafor (Nigeria) A girl with albinism discovers that she has magical powers.
On the Edge of Gone by Corinne Duyvis (Netherlands) An autistic girl worries about being chosen for a survival group before an apocalypse.
Love from A to Z by S.K. Ali (Qatar) Romance where the love interest has multiple sclerosis
Torch by Lyn Miller-Lachmann (Czechoslovakia) 3 teens try to escape communism, including an autistic boy whose father threatens institutionalization.
Beasts of Prey by Ayana Gray (pan-African fantasy series) One of the main characters has OCD.
Dear Fang, With Love by Rufi Thorpe (Lithuania) A bipolar teen and her estranged father search for their heritage in Lithuania.
Long Macchiatos and Monsters by Alison Evans (Australia) Short romance with 2 disabled trans people.
Russian Doll by Cristelle Comby (Swiss author, set in London) Series of mysteries with a duo of private detectives, 1 of whom is blind.
Crazy by Benjamin Lebert (Germany) Autobiographical coming-of-age, the MC has partial paralysis
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kai-selfships · 1 year
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SING + SING 2 HEADCANONS (human au)
Part one: main characters
Picrew link, art by Naylissa on various social medias
(One year passes in between movies so for characters who are in both movies, there will be two ages listed)
I’m posting this here instead of on my main because you guys are used to me being cringe <3
Also, important: I chose each character’s ethnicity based either on where in the world their species of animal lives, or (for animals that live all over, like pigs or mice) other contextual things (like Gunther’s accent)— basically, please understand that I’m not making Johnny black because he’s a gorilla, but because gorillas in real life can be found in equatorial Africa— however if you’re black and still find this offensive, please dm me and you can explain to me what’s wrong, and I’ll do anything I can to make it better :)
Buster Moon (he/him, gay and trans)
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36-37 years old
5’0”
Australian
Autism, bipolar, and PTSD (after working with Jimmy Crystal)
Hair started going gray due to stress, so he dyed it all
Forgets to eat a lot
Works too much, gets bad burnout
Is best friends with Rosita; she reminds him to eat and sleep and stuff when they’re on the road
Has electrical burn scars on his hands from when he and Ash messed with the electric fence on Clay’s property
Was dating Eddie in the first movie, but they broke up which is why he’s not there in the second movie
Rosita (she/her, bi and ace)
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40-41 years old
5’5”
Latina (I chose this for her because of her name)
ADHD, depression
In canonverse she had two litters of piglets, one with 15 and one with 10
In human au she only had five kids— Carrie, Hannah, Kelly, Leo, and of course Casper
Her husband, Norman, is very supportive of her identity— they were going through a rough patch in the first movie because he was taking on too much work (hes a Lawyer) and didn’t have time to spend with family, but they work on it together and have a much healthier relationship now
She got a degree in journalism and used to work for a newspaper
She has been closeted bi all her life, but only found out about the “asexual” label once she met the theater group (mostly Gunther) and learned more about the queer community
Speaking of Gunther…
Gunther (he/him, queer)
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39-40 years old
5’5”
Immigrated from Germany when he was a teenager
Was not accepted by his family for being queer— he hasn’t had any contact with them for most of his adult life
He’s very well adjusted and stable now, though
A lot of his energy goes towards helping out his friends at the theater, who are still figuring out who they are— like Rosita!
He gets along surprisingly well with Ash, probably because Ash really needs a really positive friend to hype him up
Gunther has been doing dance since he was a kid, and is really good at it
Johnny (he/him, gay)
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19-20 years old
6’0
Very sweet and supportive with his friends
Kind of a puppy punk— he’s discovering a lot of new music and ideas through Ash haha
Always bruised and sore from dance practice
Loves skateboarding
Used to straighten his hair (like in the first movie) but now he takes better care of it
Helps Nooshy get tattoos and piercings because they’re afraid of needles
His late mother is the person who inspired his love for singing
Also loves to do other kinds of art
Dropped out of school at age 16 to help out at the garage so his dad could focus more on his other business
His best friends in the group are Ash and Meena
Ash (he/him, transmasc)
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19-20 years old
5’3”
Brazilian
Actually went to middle school with Johnny, but neither of them remember the other
Gives himself stick and pokes
Came out and started his transition in between the first and second movies
Also has electrical burn scars on hands like Buster
Is kind of withdrawn from his family— they love him a lot and want to rebuild their relationship, but Ash feels guilty for having chosen his ex-boyfriend over them when he gave him an ultimatum
Still doubts himself about his gender identity a lot because he grew up thinking everyone felt that disconnected with femininity
Loves getting piercings
He still wears really artistic makeup for shows
Hasn’t even thought about dating anyone after his ex— not because he carries a torch for him, but because he feels like his mind and body has been “ruined” by having spent so much time in such a manipulative and toxic relationship (I’m toootally not projecting haha /sarcastic)
Meena (she/her, transhet)
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23-24 years old
6’1”
She and her family are Indian (I chose this because in the second movie she’s a lot smaller than Alphonso, and to make it work with both of them being amab I decided she’s an Asian elephant and he’s an African elephant)
Anxiety, dyslexia, rejection sensitive dysphoria
Her parents have always been supportive of her transition, but it took her grandparents a few years to warm up to it
She has been out as a trans girl since she was a young teenager
She’s been taking singing lessons since she was a kid
Attends a community college in the area and is really self conscious about the fact that she’s not pursuing any other higher education because her cousins and parents are all very scholarly
Her parents are both professors
Gets really dysphoric about her height and size
But she feels really EUPHORIC about her beautiful long hair and the jewelry she likes to wear!
Looks up to Buster a lot even though sometimes he doesn’t make the best choices
Miss Crawly (she/her)
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82-83 years old
5’4”
Salvadoran
Half blind and hard of hearing
Was very good friends with Buster’s late parents
Is extremely good at cooking; always feeds the theater group when they work late rehearsing or putting on a show
Is actually married, but none of her friends at the theater know her husband very well
Has two adult children too; she loves them very much and talks on the phone with them a lot, but they both live out of state so she only sees them and her grandkids every few years
Doesn’t mind when Buster doesn’t have the money to pay her; she may technically be an employee, but she views her job at the theater as just helping out a family friend
Is definitely more competent that she appears to be
Porsha Crystal (she/her, lesbian)
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19 years old
5’7”
Has lived in Redshore City all her life
Autistic
Has a lot of followers on her official social media, but she also has a few secret accounts so she can goof off with her friends without her dad knowing
Really admires Ash, even if he took a while to warm up to her
Dyes her hair as a way to be in control of her appearance— Jimmy always chose her hairstyle and clothing so she looked “normal”, but didn’t mind if she dyed it because that’s kind of typical for modern teens
Loves to do colorful and fun makeup
Had a little bit of a crush on Suki when she first started working for Jimmy, but obviously that was one-sided because Porsha’s a lot younger than her
Nooshy (he/she/they depending on the day, genderfluid and bisexual)
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21 years old
5’4
Finnish
Depression
Was homeless prior to meeting the gang, now lives with Johnny
Dyes his hair black
Is afraid of needles
Gets a lot of nightmares and doesn’t sleep well
Doesn’t spend a lot on clothes, upcycles their own stuff
Still just does street performance as her job
Clay Calloway (he/they, trans, genderqueer, bisexual)
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62 years old
5’5”
He and Ruby are t4t
Stealth in public, and has no living family members— the only people who know he’s trans are his friends, who he came out to after a few months of getting to know better
Ash is like their grandson
Completely left behind their old life when they moved to Redshore
Ruby transitioned later in life— when they first started dating, they were technically a mlm couple
Literally hates Jimmy Crystal so so much and is very open about it
Porsha helped them start a social media account. He’s not very active on it besides replying to fan messages and posting things about the shows he does.
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adlamu · 9 months
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call me newt... only my mother calls me [ llew ].
name's newton, but you can call me newt. i'm a 29yo welsh (and welsh-speaking) arobi trans man. pronouns are he/him (fo/ei yn yr gymraeg, diolch).
i'm autistic (self-dx, which has been a 3 year process of self-research) + bipolar (diagnosed since i was 16) and i suffer endure a handful of physical disabilities. i'd appreciate some patience and empathy - especially when it comes to tone - but i get it if you don't give me any.
sometimes i'm a writer, sometimes i make art. most times i reblog weird stuff, depeche mode, and recoil (amongst other bands n things that i like/have a tHiNg about) and my askbox is always anon friendly (all i ask is that you're polite and i'll always treat you with the same respect you treat me, innit).
i like: minding my own business, coffee, bananas, foxes, mountains, weird stuff, memento mori/danse macabre stuff, historical stuff, spacey stuff, synthpop, weird spooky experimental music (iykyk), music in general tbh, films, writing, and keeping strange hours.
i dislike: kpop (sorry, i tried it, i don't like it), cottagecore, people who disrespect my country, culture, and native language in any way, being referred to as "british" (the current prime minister literally said it's synonymous with "english", and i am not english, and calling me that word is considered xenophobic), airbnbs, ai, terfs, scabs, and yk your general dickbaggery types (who i won't interact with).
favourite bands/artists: depeche mode, recoil, bastille, lights/lūn, childcare, bobby saffron, la dispute, blur, pulp, happy mondays, catatonia, fleur de lys, mari mathias... loads of 'em, all varying in genre + popularity.
current/on-going fandoms: depeche mode (+ related things), 80s/90s bandom generally, doctor who, good omens, the simpsons, watcher (specifically puppet history, ghost files, and mystery files), and some other stuff, you'll figure it out lmao
weaknesses: blond fletch & skrunkly alan, basslines, tone detection
strengths: fuck around & find out, bilingualism, weirdly accurate spidey senses
tHiNgs: ask me
url tl;dr explanation: "adlamu" (ad-lam-ugh) is the welsh word for "recoil" (or "recoiling"), who, yk, is one of my favourite music people huhuhuh.
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cabatboy · 2 months
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HELLO THERE •w•!!
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INTRO
I am a guy who slowly over the past year or so realised xe is vampirekin,,,,, then a batkin,,,, then oh maybe xe goes by xe and is actually a full therian and gets shifts,,,, oh and nope xe’s also a cat and maybe wants to get into petre
So I’m here now! to look into petre on a blog where my friends and mutuals can’t see me working things out and/or getting into a kinda stigmatised practice, fr happy to be here though dw about it <3
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NAME AND THERIOTYPES
Call me Magpie for now, I’m not settled on a ‘pet name’ yet but my cat self seems to respond happily to Magpie, I think it’s due to him being a black and white cat
my kin/theriotypes are vampirekin, bat therian and cat therian! with definitely more of an emphasis on the cat atm but it’s fluid! I am looking into cat regression and bat regression specifically and get phantom limb for basically pretty much every aspect of both animal.
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GENDER AND PRONOUNS
I am ‘fully male’ as far as I know and also pansexual greyaroace, but I relish the chance to get funky with it, I’ve been incorporating more bat stuff into my gender recently and I’ve been really enjoying it! just no female terms or ‘uwu soft trans boy’ stuff please, at the end of the day I may be a soft little kitty catboy but I’m still a man.
xe/bat/vamp/meow are currently the preferred pronouns, but he and they work fine as well! it’s just I hear those more in my day to day life so using my ‘weirder’ pronouns is more appreciated <3
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FURTHER INFO
I am in the 18-25 age range and do not regress down to any other age! although I’m not against agere I’m more interested in petre. I also swear a lot! If any of this makes you uncomfortable, I understand completely and genuinely no hard feelings! I also have not ‘properly’ regressed into a pet before either but am looking for tips on how to do so!
I have autism, adhd, bipolar, and anxiety, and am trying to still work out and unpack if I have trauma and what it is. feel free to ask me questions or request me to tag/tonetag anything. Do not worry about me, I like to think I can handle stuff like an adult even if this is my mentally ill kitty space haha so don’t feel scared to bring stuff up with me!
my fave regression stuff are 100% pokemon, adventure time and bluey please talk to me about pokemon, adventure time, or Bluey I LOVE them!! my favourite characters are Chilli and Marceline respectively! and my favourite Pokémon is Lycanroc :3
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DNI
This blog is a safe space, and standard DNI’s are in place. I talk enough about politics and life and shit on my main blog, this is just a chill space. No NFSW or Kink blogs please, no discourse or syscourse, all systems are welcome here. no TERFs, Transmeds, anti-xenogender, etc. people, anyone who thinks agere or pet play are inherently sexual, no empty blogs, no proship people, also no hazbin hotel or spongebob or jjba stuff. There’s probably more but like you know standard agere blog DNI stuff, yeah that. just like,,, this is my weird space to be weird and cringe and free and safe; don’t like don’t read if you don’t fuck w/ that.
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kitcatttt · 4 months
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Tpc headcanons!!!
Heroes:
Cyan is renamed to Tristam
Orange is renamed to Ginger
Ginger is trans FTM
Gold and Tsavorite are both autistic
Ginger has really bad separation anxiety
Tsavorite has and will dash headfirst into objects and other shapes
Tristam goes TIO when stressed/overwhelmed
Gold is EXTREMELY tech smart, and has made several pieces of tech for the heroes and caretakers to use
Ginger was very stunted in growth, aka he got his powers late and didn’t mature instantly when he got the pieces he needed to do so
Cyanide has two memory cards in her, one like how she is in the show, and the other to make her willing to work with Dub, which kinda makes her an ass
Tristam and Cyanide had beef until the bad memory card got removed
Tsavorite can heal shapes
Ginger is afraid of Iris corrupting
Gold is mildly depressed because the tree killed his original caretaker, which wasn’t Pyrare
Heroes don’t die when their caretaker does
Caretakers:
Cube is trans FTM
Iris has DID
Pentellow ISN’T a Mary Sue
Pyrare has mild anxiety
Pentellow is terrified of losing any of the caretakers or heroes like she lost her mom (and dad technically)
Cube has anxiety and depression
Cube’s real name is Cosmic
Cube has 3 2 siblings, named Cubical/Ellias and Cuboid/Kara
Iris acts like an ass to drive shapes away on purpose so they don’t see his “weakness”
Pyrare treats the rest of the caretakers like they’re his kids
Pyrare is TERRIFIED of Gold shattering, which has happened once before (he shattered him :3)
Pentellow sometimes locks herself in her room and just cries
Cube is partially cat-like
Chipzel:
Marcle is a Half-Breed, which mixes 2 of my shape types. She’s a mix between a normal circle and a Bloom, which is an aquatic flower, which makes her fish-like
Blooms are really flexible and squishy, and Marcle uses that to squeeze into vents and creep around
Squadril has firepowers and has lit himself on fire when he was younger, leading to him having several burn marks
Squadril has an older brother named Wick
Purpex adopted Marcle and Squadril when she found them hiding during the first event
Marcle has a TON of repressed trauma
Squadril has anorexia, he overworks himself and doesn’t eat until he perfects whatever he’s working on
Purpex is partially a dragon, and accidentally killed her parents when she was 13
Purpex went missing for 15 years when she was 16
Marcle works as a dance instructor
Squadril does a ton of magic shows
Purpex plays the violin
Bossfight:
Cintagon and Circumsphere are married
Cintagon has anxiety and ADHD
Circumsphere has autism, schizophrenia, and DID
Circumsphere has severe anger issues, which mostly come out while corrupted
Cintagon misses his daughter a LOT, he almost asked her to not leave at the end of episode 10, but knew she had to
Circumsphere has an older sister named Pirene
Cintagon has separation anxiety
Cintagon is part dragon, but he doesn’t know
Circumsphere is part bat, and a demon (not evil!!!)
Circumsphere used to date Hexagram
Cintagon and Circumsphere are rarely seen apart
Both would die for the other
Old married men <3
Danimal Cannon
Both Hexagram and Quintagon are Half-Breeds, being part Hexagon/Pentagon and Bloom
Hexagram has bipolar disorder and autism
Quintagon always carries her shovel
Quintagon has and will beat the shit out of Cubic
Both are energetic and enthusiastic
Hexagram bothers shapes a lot but he wasn’t taught otherwise
A lot of shapes don’t like Hexagram because he’s “annoying” even though he went undiagnosed for autism for 60 years
Quintagon will kill and would die for her brother
Hexagram was in an abusive relationship for a few years after he broke up with Circumsphere. That shape is now 6 feet under. Thank Quintagon.
Quintagon hates men (in the sense that she would never date one. She isn’t sexist. Maybe I could phrase this better-)
Hexagram and Circumsphere have mild beef, but still good friends
Hexagram has a few scars on his face
Quintagon is missing one of her fins on her right arm
BGC:
Cirtunda adopted Circumuscle, Circumuscle and Rincle adopted Spheer
Rincle is a Half-Breed like Marcle
Circumuscle is part bunny
Spheer is part puppy
Cirtunda is part lion, and partially an eldritch horror
Circumuscle has a prosthetic jaw, leg, and hand due to getting mauled by a monster when he was 10
Rincle DESPISES Circubit and will fight him on sight
Rincle is scarily strong, even for a circle
Circumuscle hides in a cave when he wants to get away from others. The cave has a strange seal in it, seeming formed by a hero
Cirtunda scolds Circubit after she’s unhypnotized, and then adopts him-
Spheer barks a lot for no actual reason
Spheer has ADHD and is autistic
Cirtunda and Polyhedron are close friends dating
Rincle makes jewelry for fun
Corrupts:
Dub and Barracuda used to date
AJ and George are best friends
Lycan sometimes leaves flowers wherever Cube is staying for him to find
Circubit has a boyfriend named Asher
Circubit is part snake and a demon (kinda evil!!!)
Lycan will maul you if you anger him enough
AJ is a street fighter
George is extremely fluffy, and a fox-flower, not a wolf-flower like Lycan
Dub acts all tough but is a huge softie and cares for all the corrupts
Barracuda wasn’t originally making the Pink Corruption to take over the world. He was a scientist and terminally ill, and he was hoping he could make something to help. It didn’t work, and he went crazy after a while
Barracuda used to be Gold’s caretaker, but after the corruption was made he was deemed “unworthy” and was killed
Dub (and most corrupts) DESPISE the tree
AJ and Quintagon are close friends
George is non-hostile and will run from any pures
Circubit works in a night club with a group of friends, who are mostly permacorrupts (shapes who cannot be purified without dying)
Lycan loves to bother Cube/Cubic, but would NEVER hurt him
General hc’s:
Cubes still have super strength
Pentagons can get injured, they just heal faster and can survive normally lethal injuries
Circles are well rounded in all terms of physical strength, and will normally have a holdable weapon
Triangles are strong magically, and will normally have a controlled weapon
Hexagons are good with acrobatics
All shape species; Standard, Irregular, Segmented, Flowers, Blooms, Animalistic, Half-Breeds
Age + height headcanons
Tristam - 16, 4’10”
Gold - 22, 5’3”
Tsavorite - 20, 5’
Ginger - 18, 4’11”
Cosmic - 27, 5’6”
Pentellow - 28, 5’10”
Iris - 29, 6’4”
Pyrare - 70, 15’10”
Marcle - 23, 6’9”
Squadril - 23, 4’11”
Purpex - 64, 5’11”
Cintagon - 65, 6’6”
Circumsphere - 68, 5’4”
Quintagon - 63, 6’2”
Hexagram - 65, 6’
Circumuscle - 34, 6’7”
Rincle - 34, 6’9”
Spheer - 9, 4’4”
Cirtunda - 86, 8’6”
Polyhedron - 90, 5’8”
Dub - 37, 30’
Barracuda - 39, 30’2”
Lycan - 27, 6’7”
AJ - 30, 4’10”
Lichen - 27, 7’9”
Circubit - 28, 7’
Will keep updating!!!
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azrael-is-haunted · 11 months
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Identity-y stuff just to put it out there I guess.
I tend to say I'm trans. I guess some would argue I'm not for some reason as I don't just... fully identify as male, but with how VEHEMENTLY dysphoric the female label makes me, I feel like it's fair to say I'm trans. Not necessarily a trans-man but still trans.
Sexuality is a fairly fluid thing to me but I suppose you could say I'm pan or omni. I vary greatly in sexual drive from time to time (sometimes repulsed, sometimes hypersexual). I don't really "remember" anything before the past few months, so I'm really only into or attracted to my partner, who is nonbinary (:
Don't ask me about our plurality LMAO I'm not a trustworthy source tbh. I don't feel like I'm honest, and I don't know how to stop acting like this or being like this or "lying" so idk. My brain is dumb. I hate it here lmao
I'm autistic. I was dx'd the past few years with adhd, generalized anxiety, bipolar, depression, ocd, and c-pstd. I may have somehow lied my way into being the Ash Ketchum of conditions but hey, I just work here.
Anyways... that's it, I think. All the fun lables. My brain is being weird. Ask me stuff if you want to know more.
Thanks buds <3
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That stuff about anime characters being trans always riles me up because it's such a confusing, stupid thing to say and I don't think they know what they're trying to say either.
Are they saying Tomo wants to transition to being a boy? Because she fucking doesn't. That's the whole fucking point of the series! She's a girl who wants to be seen as girly!
Are they saying Tomo was a boy who transitioned? Because once again that verifiably isn't true. It's not mentioned or implied or even vaguely possible to interpret that as being something that happened.
But it's worse! SO MUCH WORESE that they are either implying Tomo is some kind of poorly passing trans girl, because she's bigger and stronger, which goes absolutely against the whole concept of passing and gender identity and everything these people say they believe in and value... BUT I'VE ALSO SEEN SO MANY QUEER PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPER OBSESSED WITH THE IDEA OF GLORIFYING UGLY TRANS PEOPLE FOR BEING UGLY AND POORLY PASSING
Or or or..... are we supposed to think Tomo is a girl masculine girl that wants to be boy that wants to act girly because she's a trans boy that's gay? Because where the fuck is that coming from?
And I keep seeing this sort of THIS CHARACTER IS TRAAAAAANS stuff happened to so many characters like Deku and Bakugou and Link and Samus of course and Naoto (but not Chie I guess!) and all of these other characters that are just slightly outside of their gender roles and these people can't explain what they mean or what it's supposed to entail! They're just obsessed with the idea that breaking a gender stereotype in any way makes a character TRANS in some non-specific way and it drives me totally fucking insane because it doesn't make ANY sense!!!!
So for me specifically when it comes to calling any character trans, especially now a days, in any medium whatsoever, it denies and erases culture.
I'll explain. Japan specifically doesn't have a very large trans population. And it's not because they are "oppressed" it's because over there if you are believe you are trans rather than rush to transition you like lunatics, they do their job and put you into therapy. Why? Because being trans should not be a trend. Being trans should not be a fad. Being trans is what it's always been which is a mental illness stemming from extreme body dysphoria. As such being "Transgender" or as it was known previously, being "Transsexual". was a mental illness under the classifications of the WHO.
However in the last 5-10 years they rescinded that classification. Not because they no long view it as a mental illness. No. But because they wanted people who were trans to stop being, "Stigmatized". The irony behind this having been done was that for actual people who were trans, their insurance no longer covered their transitions. The WHO actually screwed over the entire trans population in one sweeping move.
But more than that, many people were also pissed, myself included, because removing something as a mental illness classification was damaging 3 fold. How?
The above reason about cutting off insurance.
It basically said, "If something is a mental illness we should actually continue to stigmatize it hence why we are removing it"
And it pushed an impossible standard, where now ANYTHING could be removed as a mental illness, just because it is, "Stigmatized". Like say Bipolar disorder. Or maybe Psychopathy. Extreme cases of OCD. Turrets. Literally anything that is stigmatized could be removed from classifications, AND be subject to the above two problems all over again. Specifically number 1. Losing the ability to have insurance treat it.
But my over arching issue with calling anime characters trans is again that it ignores Japanese culture. Hell it ignores most cultures on earth. Consider this. A girl is born and in the womb she was exposed to high levels of testosterone. And when she is born, she ends up taller and slightly more masculine than other girls. If you tell her that she is a boy you are doing 2 things.
You are telling girls that they are not allowed to act outside of YOUR definition of feminine. And you are saying that because she does NOT match your exact definition of feminine, she'd be better off as a man. Or maybe she sees that as you telling her unless she transitions, (a process including a life of body altering chemicals that you can never stop taking, but also likely a life of body altering surgeries and potential of many complications in the future, as well as the inability to ever have kids, or to ever actually enjoy sex.) she will never be happy or find someone who loves her.
People don't have any clue how damaging that is. And of course they don't. Detransitioners are growing in number by the day and the internet PURGES them. They are bad for Big Pharma of course they are purged. Can't let those, ugly, clearly bigoted detransitioners ruin your ability to sterilize the youth am I right? :D
My sarcasm aside, imagine how upsetting it must be for a girl growing up now. Imagine being like Tomo from the manga and anime. Could you imagine what it does to your psyche when everyone tells you that a character similar you isn't a girl. And not for any valid reasons. But because they decided, "Oh well she doesn't match what I PERSONALLY view as a girl, so she's a man actually". WHO THE ACTUAL FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE to tell others what is and isn't allowed to be feminine and masculine?
Who the fuck are you to decide what being trans is?! Because I can tell you what it's not. It's not a boy that likes to wear makeup sometimes. It's not a girl that happens to like wearing jeans. It's not a drag queen. It's not a girl that likes to keep her hair short. NONE of those things MAKE you trans. You know what does? Extreme and RARE cases of gender dysphoria. And I'm sorry to tell you, that's NOT all of a sudden 30%-50% of the population. This new shit? It's social contagion. It's girls being forced to see only fans models other types of models all day every day on Instagram, Facebook, TikTok and over platforms. And when you have to compare yourself to THAT all day every day? Yeah I can see how some girls would be like, "You know maybe life as a man would be better."
Never you mind that 70%+ of Females that say they are trans are either on the spectrum, OR later realize they are lesbians. Or both. Kind of makes me feel like modern trans activists are honestly just fucking homophobes. Because I guess it's not gay if you are trying to be the opposite sex.
Long story short, In the 90's and 00's there was a war waged on gender norms. People were tired of girls being called too manly or boys being called too feminine. And yet now that's not only exactly what we are telling them, but we are also pushing sex change surgery on them if they are those things. So we not only brought back gender norms. There is a radical sect of people ENFORCING IT through indoctrination and love bombing.
And I WILL be called transphobic for this post and you know what? I don't care. Because I know I'm not. And forgive me for not wanting my friends to be lapdogs and bitches to big pharma for the rest of their lives, because some moron on Tumblr told them they are not allowed to exist as they are, because they are not feminine enough.
FUCK YOU you homophobic, misogynistic piece of shit. (Not directed at you anon. Directed at the person that made the "Tomo is trans" post)
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I wasn't quite sure why I was so drawn to your art, until I read your post about intimacy, self love and mental health awareness being themes behind your work. I'm trans and have bipolar 1, so yeah mystery solved lol. It feels serene and euphoric at the same time, it's some of the most beautiful art out here and I look forward to seeing it every time I open tumblr <3
Thank you so much for the lovely comment 💓 ahhh im so happy ✨
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the raven boys (blue included) & gender headcanon, random headcanon, and also your favorite headcanon about each of em
edit i just realized i misread this so favorite and random are all piled into one 😌
mags i owe you my LIFE i've been trying to get asks all day 😭
also love this one bc you know i have gender hcs for all of them
ok so!
for blue:
gender: i saw a fic once where blue was amab but her moms like, knew psychically that she would be trans and just raised her very like neutrally gender-wise and i love that. anyway i hc blue as nonbinary transfem
favorite hc: ok i have my many mental health hcs for all the gangsey including! all of them are autistic but blue was the only one raised in a house that was 1) also nd 2) knowledgeable about autism and 3) like, positive, about it? like accepting and encouraged stimming and helpful coping mechanisms and such. yknow. like decent parents would. related to this i think she would teach the rest of the gangsey healthy coping mechanisms and how to like, embrace their autism. and like makes/finds them little fidget toys and such.
ALSO i think she takes them all thrifting. (i'm """writing""" a fic about that but it's uhhh. not goin alsksls)
OH OH ALSO she uses forearm crutches she's hypermobile (like me) :3
gansey:
gender: i think for a while gansey is the Token CisTM friend of the group before having a HUGE gender crisis and figuring out he's genderfluid.
favorite: i think that when gansey, blue, and henry go on their roadtrip gansey grows his hair out. i also think that blue lets him try out one of her chew necklaces and he ends up always having one with him to chew on when he's reading
ronan:
gender: oh you just KNOW this boy's trans. he's full of rage, secrets, AND he shaved his head. he's transmasc. and i know 100% that niall was shitty about it and aurora was so accepting but very confused. declan pays for his hormones/top surgery but other than that they don't talk about it. matthew always finds little trans colored things to give to ronan.
favorite: as always, he's autistic. i think when blue first brings it up he gets really upset (so do adam and gansey when she talks to them but ronan gets particularly riled by it) but blue just starts listing out all the symptoms and after stewing in it for awhile ronan goes and talks to her about it. or OR maybe noah calms him down and tells him he's also autistic and helps hin come to terms.
ALSO ronan and blue are absolute besties but they'll NEVER admit it. i also think blue ronan and noah have a groupchat for memes and making fun of gansey and lusting over him and adam. any time blue mentions henry ronan starts spamming the murder squash song
oh ALSO blue gets him a chew bracelet and he thinks it's so stupid until he finds himself just gnawing on it constantly
adam:
gender: either transmasc or amab nonbinary <3
favorite: oh he def has trauma related to being an autistic child in an abusive home. he's so fucking repressed oh my god this boy has not stimmed openly in so fucking long. he would take five minutes before school in his room to stim like mad and then that was it for the day (this isn't what i used to do i'm not projecting what-)
also he has chronic pain related to nerve damage <3
also he's bipolar and ocd because i said so <3
noah:
gender: nonbinary!!!!! agender!!!!!!!!! also not gender but!!! aro! ace! noah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
favorite: oh god ok. he's my favorite so. he's committed to the bit first and foremost. i think he loves cats and that a stray starts hanging around monmouth and noah just LOVES them. when he was alive he was a red and black flannel, red converse, and backwards baseball hat kinda guy. buttons everywhere. he loves glitter (canon but still). i think he loves thrifting w blue and picking out the ugliest clothes to make her laugh. i think he's the only one besides her that already knew he was autistic and i think he family was kind but not very informed so they just paid for fancy tutors and shit. he loves stimming esp vocally and anything that clicks. he's a cuddler even though he's so so cold. he loves cheese but is lactose intolerant. he FREAKED when he heard mcr came back like i think he prolly busted all the lights in monmouth. he's the friend that's always cold (ik he's cold bc hes a ghost but he was always cold when he was alive too). he loves stimming with crunchy glitter slime. also i think he prolly had to wear a knee brace from a skateboarding injury
ok i have been typing since i got the notif about your ask so i'ma wrap this up and i'll prolly rb and add henry onto this later
ily and thank you so so SO much for the ask <3333333
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Hey bitches I'm back
Used to be @Skeletal-Prince, Deleted that blog cause I got proper better after moving in with my dad. except... oops nevermind ig.
Call me Zai
I'm a trans guy but I use It/She pronouns. She/Her in like a drag queen way idfk
I have Fibro + CFS. not to mention AuDHD, OCD, and Bipolar, (+ cotards symptoms) If we're interacting one on one please use tone tags cause I'm stupid /lh
2. I'm Sol (☀️), He/They/Any, I'm genderfluid and agender, and I also use this account sometimes
I have some unspecified physical issues, Severe Social/General anxiety, Borderline PD, and C-PTSD. I'll probally post more helpful stuff sometimes, cause helping people can help me ignore my actuall issues /hj
TW + Shit:
I have a raging ED. Shocker, this blog is about it, and probs some SH stuff. I don't condone ED's, but this blog is the dumping ground for all my bad shit so... don't like it? block me. or report me. idgaf -Zai
however, being serious for a second, if you are in recovery, or if this could be triggering to you, please don't interact, all I can say is that I'm at my happiest when I'm recovering, and I wish you the best <3 -☀️
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