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Hhm, I guess there's a reason why Timmy is an elf, an angel or a devil when I write xD This feels pretentious and intrusive. Way more than writing smut. Lol

So don’t mind my silly thoughts about vague possibilities that could be the other way around. But I couldn’t ignore the fact that Timmy keeps repeating the word `boring´ xD and `family/kids´ ;)

Thoughts on a random day in January.

Of course they teased him.

About his marriage, about being married.

About being a husband.

Married at 25, now 27, still young. None of his friends with partners would even come close to the idea of committing to someone for life.

But he had. It had felt right, still did. He had already been through everything with Armie, what else could happen that would change his mind? And yet, since then, not necessarily because of the marriage, but simply because of the circumstances, something had changed. The beginning of their relationship had been a hell of a roller coaster ride. As if it wasn't enough to deal with all his feelings and hormones as a young adult in such a blatant clash with a person he had fallen so deeply in love with, Timmy also had to deal with it as a public figure. Who wasn’t allowed to love this exact person that he loved so much. So while he still had to figure out for himself what it meant to love so badly, at the same time he had to hide it all in plain sight. Failed sometimes miserably. But had to try and try again because there was just no other choice.

And that was just the beginning. All the decisions that had to be made regarding this, all the shams he hated so much, all the organization just to be able to have a relationship like this at all. All the crap that had happened when they thought they had overcome the most difficult part.... It was getting quieter now. And often he wondered if it was getting boring, too. Sure, the wild love years were over. Nobody stays in love like this forever. And he would maintain, if he went by the study that examined the length of the infatuation phase and claimed that one can be in love for up to a maximum of three years, that they had gotten the most out of it. But he wouldn't even want to be so conceited to claim that it was necessarily because of them. All the obstacles, all the times being apart, it all led to them having a very very strong crush for a very very long time. Which at that time felt would last forever. And now? Was this phase over? Really over forever? Would it never be the same again? He was not sure.

And he wasn’t sure how much he would miss it. They had felt the daily routine of a long-term relationship before. He had caught himself long before wondering one morning if Armie couldn't have eaten a little less garlic and onions. Or maybe could have just brushed his teeth before he kissed him hungrily. But he was happy with Armie and the sex had been good, so why complain about random things like that? Still, they had these little fights, quite a few, now and then. For example, when Armie was quite often annoyed that Timmy listened to his rap music, too loud, and sometimes couldn't stand it because it just wasn't his music. And Timmy could get endlessly annoyed that Armie always bought way too much food, put it in the fridge until it molded so they always had to throw away way too much. Or how Armie got upset with him for leaving his stuff lying around everywhere in the house like he was a little kid. How Timmy had freaked out when Armie once lost in thought threw Archie's full poop bag on the counter instead of in the trash can. All that kind of stuff. But actually, it was exactly that that had made Timmy say `yes´ when Armie asked him to marry him. After all, what surer indication is there that you still want to be with someone until the end of time, even if sometimes you just can't stand each other? Often Timmy also had to realize that this not-bearing-it was simply unfair of him, because if he was annoyed that Armie in some situations sometimes just let his family do everything with him, and gave way too little back talk in regard to Liz and did not make it clear to her often enough what a danger she was for the children, then it was because his family was his family and Armie saw these back talks with Liz as just another danger to the kids. Liz. Timmy really tried to get along with everyone, but Liz... He hated her so abysmally. It was unprecedented. But he knew, of course, that Armie had no choice but to get along with her. Because of his kids. So how could Timmy be mad at him if he didn't keep telling her off, as he would like to do. And how unfair it would be of him to constantly rub Armie's nose in this hopeless situation. He admired Armie for that. For keeping quiet, for not taking his anger out on her. The one who was responsible for so much of his misery. It had to take a tremendous effort. Like in general everything that concerned Armie's situation. So much that Timmy sometimes wondered where Armie took all this strength from. Still not to give up, to make life worth living, to have fun with it, to be happy and to laugh. And that's why Timmy had to realize that their relationship wasn't always the center of attention. It wasn't all about them. At least not when there were other, more important things. So it happened that when Timmy came home after a long time of shooting and wanted nothing more than to see Armie, to hug him, to laugh happily with him, to kiss him, to end up in bed with him, Armie was happy to see him... but on a completely different level than he was. He had to accept that. And when Armie dragged him down with him into the maelstrom of frustration of the injustices they both couldn't do anything about, and Timmy's good mood completely evaporated, he had to accept that too. If Timmy tried to distract Armie, wanted Armie not to fret too much about a court date or whatever, but he couldn't get to him, couldn't manage to distract him, couldn’t change his train of thought, then he had to accept that. And he had to accept if Armie didn't tell him everything some days, didn't want to tell him everything. Because Armie wasn't doing it because he wanted to hide something from Timmy. But because at that moment, that was exactly what kept him from going crazy. So Timmy had to endure those situations where he would have liked to be there for Armie to help him, but Armie didn't want that.

He learned to be there despite not being wanted or needed. And he still did not want to be anywhere else. That was also why he had said `yes´ when Armie had asked him to marry him. He wanted to help Armie as much as he could, even if he sometimes couldn’t. So why did he keep wondering about what had happened to their relationship? Like thinking about how they've been living their own lives more and more lately. Sure, they had always led their own lives, and that had been fine.

But it was very common now for Timmy to say `no´ when Armie asked if he wanted to come along when he met up with his friends. He did like Armie’s friends and was glad they liked him, too, but in the grand scheme of things they were too different. He often couldn't relate to their conversations, it was another world and not his, so he preferred to stay at home and read or facetime with one of his friends. So weren't they much too different after all? Didn't that mean they were growing apart? The age difference had been an issue in the beginning because society made it one. But they came to the conclusion that society had the problem, not them.

Still he had long ago stopped teasing Armie about being too old for anything, stopped saying "old man." It wasn't about being old. But he had seen an insecurity in Armie's eyes. And Timmy wondered if it was because he, Timmy, was still so young. So young and only with one real, serious relationship in his life.

Maybe Armie thought, how could anyone not want to try out more? Know what it was like with another partner? At the same time, Timmy didn't care. Again, one of those things that society expected of him and he had no interest in fulfilling it. He wouldn’t change what they had for a quick thrill.

The same with the sex. Sure they still had good sex, no question.

But at one point he was asking himself, wasn't there a bit of thrill missing like before? Because they were doing the same things over and over again. Was that the point where they had to buy more sex toys? Even if they already had so much? But if he was honest, and he believed Armie felt the same way, they liked to keep it simple, they didn't have to try everything and almost always used the same stuff. And above all: What he had when he was with Armie, feeling so safe and loved... he wouldn't trade all that for a little more thrill. Sometimes, though, he wondered if that was why Armie had asked him to marry him. To be more sure that Timmy really really loved him. And did not intend to chase one day the thrill like so many others seemed to do. But he hadn't dared to ask Armie about it yet. Instead, he wondered if they were drifting too far apart now and just didn't realize it. Under the false assumption that marriage would already make sure everything stayed ok. There were times, nothing of this was apparent. Timmy was away a lot, Armie too, with his kids, and they sometimes didn't see each other for weeks, so they were (mostly) just happy to finally be together again. But then there were the times when they saw each other for extended periods of time, waking up next to each other in the same bed for weeks. And if this used to be the times when they spent the whole time kissing, touching, love making, or Timmy telling Armie everything that was on his mind or the other way round, in any case being connected at all the time, now there were also times when they were together, but not connected. Both doing their own thing. And Timmy noticed how, as much as he wished it wasn't, and as much as it seemed strange to him that this was happening with them, of all people, there were evenings, breakfasts, where they didn't have that much to tell each other because there was just nothing left to tell, when they spent so much time together. Sometimes he would tell Armie something he had already told him, because he couldn't stand the silence, and sometimes he let himself go with the silence and was surprised to find that he kind of liked it. Just being together. Saying nothing. But when it went up a notch, when Armie sometimes didn't even look at him when he was talking to him because his mind was elsewhere, Timmy had started to worry. Then Timmy had kicked Armie's shin with his foot and said "Look at me!" and Armie had laughed, apologized and looked at him.

For the next weeks, too. And the sex also became more exciting again.

Maybe it was just his job to remind them every now and then how much they loved each other. Even without nights when they talked for hours, when they were crazy about each other, when they couldn't get enough of each other. Mentally and physically. But he had to admit it became a bit difficult when he himself was in a bad mood. When he himself was unhappy. Or sad. Because he often did not dare to bother Armie with it. What problems did he have in contrast to Armie?

What was his sadness about losing his grandma in contrast to Armie not having his kids around and all the mess that surrounded him?

Armie had so much on his plate, he didn't need a bad-tempered boyfriend as well. So Timmy would cry to his family in situations like this. Depending on the subject, his mom, his sister, or his dad. And yet, when Armie "caught" him once on the phone crying to his sister, he sat with him down afterwards, put his hand on his knee and said, "Tell me about these things, I'm your husband, I want to be there for you, I want to know." He was right about that, of course.

So everything was as it should be, wasn’t it? How many times did he have to come to the conclusion that everything was good the way it was? Wasn't it a bad sign to have to keep making sure? It annoyed him. Why couldn't he just be sure and that was it?

But today was another day when Timmy started to think. The celebrations of the last weeks were over. Hanukkah, Christmas, his birthday, celebrating the new year, ski vacations... where everything was as it should be... Talking, laughing, having fun, fucking.

Now quietness had returned and Timmy didn't know what that meant for them now. He would have a few days off until things started up again for him. The house was all set up. And now they were sitting here on the seating set, each on another couch, reading. Shouldn't they be squatting together, close together, Timmy's head in Armie's lap, like they had done so often before? He thought of their vows. In Paris, in front of their friends. How they both beamed, how they both struggled not to burst into tears. And he thought of the vows they gave each other later, then all alone. Because they were so intimate, it was just for them.

Armie's cell phone rang, and Timmy looked over at Armie. It was Ford. Timmy's soul always ached when he heard Armie's voice for Ford. So much love and warmth and yet there was always a certain sadness in his voice that he tried to cover with even more love and warmth. In those moments he couldn't wait to have a family of their own with Armie, to have kids of their own. He wanted kids nonetheless but the main reason he wanted kids was that he wanted his kids to have the kindest and coolest dad in the world.

He couldn’t wait to see Armie with them. Spoiling them, goofing around with them.

Raising them with his beliefs. Being his. And not been taken away from him.

But Timmy was still young, they still had to wait until everything else was settled, and the thought of how they were actually going to put their wish into practice always made him feel sick on a regular basis. But they would find a way, just as they had always found a way. And others had done it before them. He felt so much love for Armie right now. So deep. Sure, he'd loved him for years. Nor did they lack opportunities to express it. Whenever they had to say goodbye, physically for several days, `I love you´, or on the cell phone because they missed each other so much, `I love you´, after sex, `I love you´, at celebrations, birthdays, Christmas, New Year. `I love you, I love you, I love you´. Now there was actually no occasion to say it, but more than ever, he wanted it because he just felt it. Armie had already ended the call, typing something on his cell phone, still seeming a little tense. And Timmy said, on a random day in January, "I love you." Armie looked up, a little surprised, put instantly his phone aside and came over to sit next to Timmy. Their bodies immediately close, Armie taking Timmy's legs on top of his, his fingers intertwining with Timmy’s and looking at him with a warm smile. "Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you... It's nothing important..." Timmy whispered. Armie’s smile grew bigger. "You tell me you love me on a January 6th at", he looked at his watch, "2:34 pm, for no reason, and you think it's not important? Even if it's not important to you, it's definitely important to me. And also a good opportunity to say that I love you, too. Terribly."

Timmy felt his heart skip a beat.

“Did you marry me because you were afraid I was going to leave you some day?” And without any sign of indignation that he had asked, Armie answered. “No. I married you because I wanted to show you that I want to be by your side until I die. If you ever want to leave, I’ll let you. And I'll be thankful for the time you were by my side.”

Timmy pulled Armie close to kiss him.

He came to the conclusion that it was not in vain but quite important to think about their relationship, over and over again. To be able to value it. And it was just what people meant when they said a relationship is work.

Love is work.

On oneself the most.

“I won’t go anywhere,” he whispered between the kissing. “I want to be here. With you. Always.”

And he felt like there was a tingling in his body that felt just like it did back then. When he had first fallen in love with Armie.

#charmie #charmie fanfic #sorry way too long #and no smut #love is love is love #Armie Hammer #i don't know maybe I delete it later xD

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 9 months

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Opinions on Dream? :^

SO many feelings about him omgg rant under cut please forgive me

okay so i don't really talk or draw him much cause honestly,,,most of the times i just think he's a bit....boring? or more accurately plain? not in a mean way either but just in a 'fades into the background' type of way like don't get me wrong!! he's a really nice friend to his peers, his feelings about his powers and aura making his relationships harder to navigate and trust along with his whole conflict with nightmare and morality about what's good and bad IS very cool!! and i love it whenever they write him to be complex and not on this black and white mentality or when he's just straight up following along his friends with no free will or with a dubious purpose without ever addressing his issues or feelings! it's just unsatisfying to me :')

or when they're making him the 'naive' and oblivious, (sometimes childish?) character being marked as the obstacle and villain along with the other star sanses from the fic's pov, always talking about doing good things while fighting his brother and not hearing him out about the balance, (and for weak reasons most of the time. like it's been so long and you STILL haven't sat down with him when he's, generally, basically begged you to just have a talk? guys please :'( ) or when they go for the victim sad dream always missing the old nightmare, where corrupted nightmare is the incarnation of evil, with no sympathy or emotion except anger and sadistic glee, killing and hurting everyone and dream's just trying to protect the multiverse and dream's always been in the right. such extremes!!!

LIKE!! i hope i'm not the only one that thinks a 500+ year old should have had enough time to idk. learn things? about people and manipulation and deceit? after knowing what the villagers did to night? about the bad things in the world and how there's a lot of grey areas in life and that he maybe reflected on his past enough to process and ask himself if there should to be a convo to settle his differences with nightmare (and you can make nightmare the stubborn one too! or have them BOTH be petty and imperfect and have some things wrong and some right at the same time like why do i always see the good guy vs bad guy cliché with these two when they're the perfect example of why positivity doesn't have meaning without the negativity!! as long as there's a satisfying evolution or growth that doesn't leave me empty i'm good yknow?)

plus i believe dream really isn't as dumb as people view him. i do get some of you saying he probably can't read or write since that's actually a pretty interesting idea to explore! but in general please let him have emotions other than pure sunshiny happiness or endless sadness like he's gotta have more depth than that! let him make mistakes, have flaws that don't just make him the bad guy that's always in the wrong by default, and be angry or suspicious or jealous or bitter or battling his mental health problems/depression or malicious or smart or witty or mischievous and silly or sarcastic or ANYTHING dude i just want him to be put into different scenarios where he can be serious or lighthearted like it doesn't even have to be long or perfect but make him feel real.

it could definitely be that i don't read or see much art about dream or really look for it hard enough but also i just. i feel bad for even saying this fr and i wanna be honest about why i don't enjoy most stories about him cause he always gets the worst treatment along with ink!!! especially ink omg the poor guy has it the worst i think like wow do they mess him up :'(

always one dimensional in non shippy fics, or too plain or easily replaceable by other, more entertaining people in the significant other's life in most of his ships like man. i have read fics out there that made me genuinely FEEL and root for him and love his character so much it restored all hope for me!!! but i can only name one on top of my head and the others? it's been so long i don't even remember their names i just legit feel terrible cause i love him still and i can't find many headcanons that fit my interpretation of him yknow?

not to say people who write him very happy, mislead or sad are ruining him like that's silly- if i see something i don't like i just. move on bro i wouldn't force people to feel or think the same way i do about him cause anyone can have whatever headcanons they want!!! just talking about what i personally look for in him and why i can't exactly find it since most of the stuff out there just isn't my cup of tea :')

hopefully i didn't set anyone off with this rambling opinionated essay i just pulled hhh xD i know i know he's a popular character and i know a lot of people like dream so *sobs* please please recommend me artists and fics about him that you think is good it's been so looong since i've read or seen anything new that makes me attached to this little guy aughg<33333

#ask #rambling #delete later?#probably xD i just wanna love him SO much but sometimes he's just *sigh*...forgettable #i tried to explain myself but also it's like 4 am and i skimmed through the proofreading so don't take this too seriously HHH #like really even when i do read good fics about him he's not on the forefront of my mind and it's painful to me :'(#i used to see him as my third fav but now? ever since i've read and seen characters who get heavier more in depth plots?#i can't say it with as much confidence :') and dream lovers out there i am not bashing your choice or even your headcanons #to each their own but i really wanna hear someone be passionate about him in my feed or askbox like TELL me about him #i've seen ink rants out there that are FIRE like so true!!! but where's the dream defense team???#maybe it's just me tho :') btw i still like cream but not the same way as before if i'm being real #it feels the same...all of it and it makes me wanna bite something ARGHGG #i know i know i ship some stuff that's basic too hhh but dream and cross are always written the same and dream is too innocent #and nightmare is too weird in some of these fics like if MY brother ever tried to literally attack my hypothetical partner????#i wouldn't give him the :'((( sad face and weakly tell him to 'please stop...you're hurting him'' like NO girl they're TWINS #they're the same age i would tell him to BACK off and not insert himself in my love life after years of ignoring and fighting LIKE #especially since most of the time cross is actually good to dream and all- so he doesn't have a good reason to disrupt his bro's dates #UGH i just have so many opinions but basically i would love him a lot lot more than i do now if they also let him be more flexible #and shake things up like with shattered and stuff! gimme alternate versions of him even if it's too ooc like we do for all the other sanses #jaa i am SO sorry you had to read all that dude thank you so much for passing by :'D

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writingoddess1125 · 6 months

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I am obsessed with how you write for one piece characters (especially angst-fluff XD) I was wondering if I could request a Sanji x male!reader where they both barely got together yet sanji still fawns over nami and robin which causes reader to start feeling insecure, then later in private reader asks sanji if he’d love him more if he was a girl instead. Angst to fluff/comfort pls:))

Btw idk if you have any rules so sorry if this goes against them! Feel free to ignore/delete this!<3

Please and thank you :)

So love this idea! I'm splitting it into two however! So don't worry this will have a happy ending I promise!

Curiosity pt. 1

Sadness

Sanji x MaleReader

Support me on Ko-Fi! Enjoy!!

P.s the sanji quote I used was actually in the Japanese sub so don't @ me

You sat there as silent as stone eating your meal as the chaos and laughter of the ship sounded around you. Nami angrily yelling, Zoro drinking, Luffy yelling for more food while eating, Usopp spinning another story and your boyfriend fawning over Nami's tits openly- In most cases you would have been embarrassed but at this point... the disappointment was expected.

You'd only been together for a few months, starting out as flirting with each other- Him approaching you since he had felt conflicted in his attractions and you guided him through the maze of identity and attractions. Finding him in your arms and in your heart-

Sanji later admitting you were the first guy he has ever liked and the first person he dated. You thought it was sweet- a romance unfolding that you two would one day tell the world... but that didn't seem like the case anymore.

"Nami~ Can I see your panties! Wait let me get a camera!" Sanji laughed loidly as you could see the love in his eyes as Nami looked red in the face and angry.

"You're vile" Zoro hissed at the laughing Sanji, his nose bleeding as Nami gave him another hard punch to his head knocking him to the floor.

Zoro had been getting more aggressive against Sanji- mainly due to the fact he find his acts disrespectful towards you.

Lowering your gaze at this you took another sip of the mixed rum drink your boyfriend had served. However the sweet cocktail tasting bitter on your tongue now- not bothering to announce you were dismissing yourself from the joyous dinner.

Zoro gave you a sympathetic nod, watching you silently stand as you gave him a tight lipped small smile in return and left.

Stepping out you take a heavy sigh- Trying to keep the tears from falling and Biting your lip to swallow the pain once more.

That ache in your heart had faded letting a numbness settle instead. Taking a seat on the main deck you stare up at the sky, watching the stars above you as the fading sounds of laughter echoed behind you.

Sitting out looking over the open ocean you thought- Thinking about the pain and embarrassment that Sanji had brought you. He had been the one to approach you, asking you out on a night like this. Thinking of how he held you close and whispered that you were his one and only. Yet you felt like those moments were now just empty words- Maybe they had always been that way even after such a short amount of time....

"(Y/N)! What are you doing out here?" You heard a all too familiar voice call out, seeing a cherry checked Sanji smile brightly at you. His smile did freeze slightly at seeing the rather stoic look on your faze, his brow raising.

"Is something wrong?" He questioned, stepping closer in worry.

"No" You say calmly, looking back out on the water. Knowing you would kill the mood of you brought up how you felt- however it seemed you couldn't have your way... He sat next to you nudging his shoulder against yours.

"Come on- I know my boyfriend well enough to see you're sad" He said sincerely. You didn't meet his gaze however, sighing in defeat instead.

"Would you have preferred it if I was a girl?"

Sanji's eyes widened at this, confusion and shock going over his features.

"What kind of question is that?- Of course I"

"You still fawn over Nami and the others.. stare at their chest and droll over their figure.." You say softly, touching the thin fabric that covered your lack of breast.

The blondes face falling as he realized what he had been doing to you-

"(Y/N) dont be ma-" He started but cut him off again.

"I'm not mad at you... I'm not going to scream at you or yell if that's what you're expecting.. I'm just telling you my reasonings" You explain and you could practically feel the dread rolling off him.

"Reasonings?"

You nod softly at this, not having the heart to elaborate further on that. You see the flash of panic.

"I don't want to ruin the night Sanji so I didn't want to have this conversation now"

"We are having it now- I don't want you to go.. I care for you" You heard the careful side stepping of his words, avoiding love or like with 'care' it made your chest ache all over again.

"Like how you care about my feelings?... It's okay to say you were just.. experimenting-" You say and he grabs your shoulders suddently so you were facing him, a flash of anger in his eyes as he stared at you, the sharp rum from his breath burning your nose.

"You aren't a experiment to me okay? It's not like that? I just- It's hard to explain okay?" He tried to reason as he released your shoulders and reached forward grabbing your hand to try to reassure you. But you pulled away calmly.

"Do you still like Nami?.." You finally ask and watch his face twisted up as he tried to answer.. but couldnt-

You close your eyes, almost greatful he didn't answer. Not knowing if his excuse would hurt you more then his actions, standing up from your seat you smooth out the invisible Imperfections in your trousers.

"It's okay Sanji... I can understand if I was a curiosity for you. Thank you for the meal, I'm going to bed. Goodnight" You say calmly and head below to get some sleep- you still heard the laughter from the kitchens as you faded into the belly of the ship to hopefully hide your tears.

Sanji sat there, dazed over what just happened. Pulling out a cigarette from his pockets however he just silently started at the stick of tobacco, a heavy weight settling on his shoulders as guilt tore through his chest. Closing his eyes tightly like he was force away the shame he felt.

"Shit.."

#x reader #one peice x reader #one piece #one peice live action #op sanji #sanji x reader #one piece sanji #black leg sanji #sanji x male reader #x male reader #x male y/n

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dragonridernoobie · 2 months

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hello! I was wondering if you could do some HCS (or a scenario idrc) of TFP Optimus x Fem reader (not human) who is a single mother?

Could it go something like where when Optimus first met the reader and her little one he would just help her out and understand the situation. But when he and the reader start interacting more he like slowly falls for her and her little one?

(Hope this makes sense, if not just delete or ignore this‼️) Ty!!<33

This is really fucking cute. I will try my best, also I know there's a human form in the Fandom, I can't remmber what it's called (it's 1am bare with me) so I'm gonna do that for some situations since a 30+ft robot playing house with a child....seems hard to do without breaking something XD. also you dident specified what age the kid so I'm throwing in a 4 year old boy. Hope you enjoy!!!!!!! <3

Request are still open

OptimusPrimeXSingleMotherReader

When optimus met (Y/N) and her son was when they where cought in the middle of a fight between the decepticons and autobots.

Optimus picks up (Y/N)'s car while they are still in it and runs into the autobot base.

Optimus explains why they are here, the people that attacked them, what happens now, and the story.

(Y/N)'s little kid spoke before (Y/N) and ran up to optimus

(Y/N)'s son: wow! You are big! Really big! I bet you are a giant robot like in power rangers! Have you beaten a mosnter?!

Optimus actually shows emotion when this happens by smiling

(Y/N) takes his hand and put him behind her. She apologized for him

Tho, optimus if fine with it, he love little ones.

Optimus offers to be (Y/N)'s and her son's guardian.

Later, optimus talks to (y/n), asking if they have a place to live and where's there mate.

(this is up to you)

(Y/N) explains there "so called mate" has (insert here)

Optimus feels bad but offers then a ride home.

On the ride home, (Y/N)'s son is having the time of his life, since he loves trucks and he was riding in one.

(Y/N) son: mama! Look, look, we are in a big robot! Optimus! Can you transfowm into anything else?

Optimus: no little one but I am happy you are enjoying yourself.

On the way, optimus talks to (Y/N)'s son and enjoying their company.

When they got home, the kid was knocked out from all the excitement they got.

(Y/N) thanked optimus for tiring out her kid.

Over the next few weeks of then being there, optimus took (Y/N)'s son out for drives when she needed a break.

He offers to babysit when (Y/N) needs to go to work or a errand.

The other autobots noticed, even ratchet. Because of this, he actually became a softy toward you and your son.

I can see him over at you're house when you are at work, when you come home, he is in his human form, playing power rangers with you're son.

I belive after maybe...2 years of you knowing him, he could come you and confess his feelings to you.

Optimus: (Y/N). Will you give me the honer to be the father of you're child and let me be you're new mate?

You obviously say yes.

Optimus will teach you're son Patients, wisdom, and more.

Oh, don't worry, he definitely gotten 1000000000000000% more protective of you and you're child.

If yiu are wondering about the team, yes. They love you're child to.

Also, you might have gained a new child, well, a few new childrean. And their names are Bumblebee and smokescreen

Bumblebee has a mother now (Yay!!!)

You bet you're son is best friends with bee.

Wheeljack is the best uncle

Ratchet is the best grandpa

Arcee is the best aunt

Bulkhead is the best uncle

UltraMagnus is the best grumpy uncle

Smokescreen is the best brother

Bumblebee is the best brother

Hope you enjoyed it!!!! Here is something funny

#transformers tfp #optimus prime x reader #optimus prime #tfp ratchet #autobots #single mother #x reader

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just-my-latest-hyperfixation · 6 days

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📚 🔮 🎨 i love u

Love you too!!! 😍💖🌸

📚 Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend? Aaaargh, you know that I forget any opinion I've ever held the second anyone asks me for one! There's so many incredibly talented ppl in this fandom, and so many fantastic fics, how am I to choose one??? Here's some I've read and loved recently:

hunter's moon by mourningshowers: a very intriguing werewolf AU with a cool, unique spin on pack dynamics, and stunning prose - the descriptions of ppl's scents in particular stuck with me, they're so vivid and evocative! butter, sugar, and northern mockingbirds by @thefreakandthehair: the most perfectest, soft, mushy, sweet bakery AU. If you're in need of a fic that will leave you feeling all warm and fuzzy and happy inside, this is a definite rec! Never coming down (with your hand in mine) by @eyesofshinigami: the latest instalment in their omega!Eddie series, which I adore. If you're into a/b/o and omega Eddie, give this one a read!

🔮 Any advice for writers working through burnout or writer’s block?

Some things that work for me, personally:

Just write! I sit myself down, set a word count (100 words, 200 words, doesn't matter, it's about getting started) and don't get up or hop on socials before I have written that word count down. Maybe I'll find my flow and keep going, maybe I'll think it's garbage and leave it for the day. I never delete what I wrote, even if I hate it. Instead, I come back a day or two later and look it over with a fresh pair of eyes. Most of the time, I'll realize that it doesn't suck as bad as I thought it did.

Write something small! If my large WIPs seem too daunting atm, I'll try a microfic or drabble - something small and relatively low effort. Those also have the added bonus that I can yeet them out immediately after they're done, and the reactions I get usually give me the serotonin boost I need and motivate me to write more. (Bc I'm an attention whore like that! XD)

Let the brain run idle! I take a walk. I craft or doodle something. I play with my kid. I watch a movie or go out with friends. The main thing is, I don't write. I try to not even think of writing. That's often when my best ideas hit me out of nowhere.

🎨 If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?

I am blessed enough to have a bunch of incredibly talented mutuals who have made so much wonderful, gorgeous, incredible art of my work. I look at it daily, it makes me feel so incredibly loved and cherished. I couldn't wish for more! That being said, if someone asked me, I'd probably pick for a scene from Someone who cares because that's my oldest fic (my baby, my firstborn, etc.) and it doesn't have any art yet.

Fic writer asks

#steve x eddie #steddie #steve harrington x eddie munson #steddie fanfic #fanfiction writer #fanfiction #fanfic #my writing #asks and replies #ask games

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One undertheorised aspect of Elisabeth [yes I'm approaching the show like a research field] is that of the POV in Mayerling. Setting aside/ignoring my favourite interpretation (ie. Lucheni's POV colours every scene from beginning to end), I started thinking: could it be we're seeing it through Elisabeth's eyes?

The first time Elisabeth acknowledges the mirror imagery (which is built between her and Rudolf in the Vienna-based productions) is literally right after his death - "you were like me, you needed me / I left you on your own to free myself -- / The fault is mine". She seems to see "the truth" (what the show has constructed for us to see from the start - Elisabeth's emancipation and Rudolf's isolation) and blames herself for it. And that "truth", as it is represented in the show, includes (personified) Death.

But is it really "the truth", or is it what Elisabeth has come up with in her long solitary hours despairing in the crypt? Has she, while mourning him, just begun to think back on everything she knows about Rudolf and reinterpreted his life as a nightmare similar to her own - looking to Death for guidance and comfort and yet suffering as a result? Maybe Elisabeth isn't just observing; she's interpreting and creating (the narrative) before our eyes. What we see happen to Rudolf before that point is her hindsight. And ok the implications are kind of horrifying especially for Schatten reprises where Tod really goes at it physically, like, her imagining Rudolf suffering like that - like she has with depression as well, in DLT and WITW - over and over (in Mayerling too) and not being able to stop it because he's already dead.

Granted, there are some things that make this less likely: ie. the overall strength of the Lucheni interpretation (I think it's the canon one honestly, there's too much evidence to ignore) as well as the historical fact that Elisabeth remained mostly ignorant of Rudolf's political writings and aspirations even after his death, but it's still interesting to think about.

In any case I don't think Rudolf is in control of his own narrative like traditional fictional characters are - and why should he be, he's a minor character in a show using storybook/circus/etc aesthetics as an artistic device. He's in control of his actions within that narrative (ie. Elisabeth saying his death is her fault is not really true), but he's really a plot device. And therefore:

1)conspiracy bad XDD

2) Mirror imagery good, hence removing the mayerling kiss horribly bad

3) what if Elisabeth made up Mama, schatten reprise and Mayerling after the fact, while despairing and overthinking what she could've done differently during Totenklage (out of all the candidates for "narrator"/POV character, Rudolf is just about the unlikeliest person in the show - he's only born halfway in and dies before it ends)

Fourth point under the cut for whining XD Might delete that part later

4) i keep saying this ad nauseam but we do not really need more/expanded mayerling (or rudolf immorality) stuff in the show ahsjfkggkkf. I get that in terms of history and the public sphere, we need justice and spotlight for Mary, but the show is about the death of liberal politics through Rudolf and it's already unclear to some people so we don't need to make it more confusing for them. Based on the level of reading comprehension online re my favourite shows I don't trust people to understand the symbolic death of liberal Europe in the face of Hass AND the rudolf-elisabeth mirror imagery AND Rudolf as a historical person being complicated and shitty. The last one can be brought into it through acting I think, but we don't need to change the staging to be heavier on the historical Mayerling stuff. You can criticise the portrayal, you can think Elisabeth does a bad job of portraying Rudolf and normalizes abuse or murder or something, but you can't really change how it's depicted without wrecking the architecture of the show. Rudolf literally has no canon personality beyond "sad" [being gay for death is part of this] and "struggling politically"

I promise i'm not sexist and horrible btw akjsjdjdfkgkg. But like legit. Rudolf already comes as a matching set with the mayerling affair in the public sphere. Elisabeth is like the only thing where his political legacy (or lack thereof) is of equal importance, and the portrayal is generally sympathetic. I'm not saying we can't do more rudolf media that addresses it with more complexity, but Elisabeth is not the time or place - especially since if we did include more of the Mary stuff (as a staging choice, since the script is set), it would almost certainly fail to do anything meaningful in terms of her historical legacy, given that she wouldn't be named (can't stop the mayerling sequence to give a spoken rundown of events...), and her life and personality beyond the circumstances of her death would once again be overshadowed by her ending up in Mayerling

#musicals #theatre #elisabeth

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Troy Otto and boundaries

so, here’s another rambly post coming from me. Over the years (omg! It’s already been years!) I’ve had a lot of thoughts about Troy and how he treats boundaries of others but also his own (both kinda like they were non-existent – or did he?)

Troy and other people’s boundaries

I think it’s clear, pretty much without debate that Troy just loves to step over boundaries, deliberately pushing against them. He does this with everyone (except maybe his dad) and he knows very very well what it is he’s doing.

One of the best scenes is unfortunately the deleted one with Luciana and him. I love that one, you can see the sheer delight in him about pushing her and saying more and more outrageous things

and then! She pushes back and he fucking loves it (also woops, that’s a point I wanted to come to a bit later…)

(Unfortunately this one doesn't show his expression... but don't take my word for it, watch the youtube video XD)

Anyway he pushes and I think there’s different reasons why he does so.

Information/insight. Troy loves to know things. Things about people around him, definitely. I think it has a lot to do with his childhood (actually you’ll see that’s a theme throughout all the reasons I’ve listed, except for: it’s fun). He grew up in a very unsafe environment, very unsteady for him (he never knew what could upset his parents right since that’s kind of how child abuse works…). And so knowing as much about what set them off, knowing as much as he could about their inner workings was crucial. And so he did it. And he never stopped doing that with people, trying to know what sets them off, how far he can go, what is far enough, and what happens if he goes too far.

Upper hand. Again I think this is rooted in how he grew up. That unstable environment, the feeling he never was safe translated to him needing to be in control, having the upper hand. And he does that by unbalancing his opponent, very deliberately. Put them in an unsafe space or at least one that’s uncomfortable so it doesn’t happen to him. So they are focused on getting out of that, and he is safe.

Trauma-response (isn’t it all?). I think there are two parts here.

The one is again about him having felt unsafe so long throughout his childhood that he expects that to happen. But no one wants to be a victim. No one wants to just sit around and let things be done to them. Least of all Troy. So if he has to feel unsafe he much rather be in control of that. He much rather put himself in those situations instead of being put into them by others. And that’s what he does, pushing and pushing knowing full well people could push back. Could have enough of him at one point.

And that’s the other thing. I think he wants people to push back. He wants people to say ‘up to here and no farther, you hear me!?’ Because he does cave when people do. When Jake does he backs down at least a little. When Madison does he backs down too. Never easily and he may try again. But for the moment he does. I think he needs the structure of that. Of other people consistently(!!!) telling him where the boundaries are. He also never had that, it was always arbitrary. And he’s searching for something to make sense to him, for something that will click. And for people to not be afraid to tell him that (which, from what it looks like, a lot of the ranch people are). To care enough maybe in a way even, to tell him, so that it makes sense. I even do think that someone expressing boundaries may even be like a trust thing for him (depending on how it’s done of course haha, tone matters. Words too (looking at you, Jake)). By that I mean that he feels like he is trusted by that person. Some kind of sign of affection, even.

It’s fun. Do I really have to explain that XD

He low-key has a deathwish. That’s a whole other post.

Troy and his own boundaries.

Now, Troy is as bad let’s say at keeping/protecting his own boundaries as he is respecting the others’.

He lets Jake push him around (ok except for that one time he hit Jake,

but, notably, it had been about the ranch then, about people leaving it scaring the ones left behind. It’s also this that makes him tell Mike to “Lock it down.” in ep6

The desire to protect the ranch and the same for when he tells Madison 'shut up, shut up.'

It's about the mission, it's about his people following him and that is why he speaks up), he let’s Madison push him around. Even Nick. Awfully ok with people waving guns in his faces or otherwise threatening him.

And, you guessed it, I do think this also is rooted in his childhood. He never had been allowed to have boundaries, there was no respect for them there (both physical and emotional abuse will do that to a person). And so he never really learned how to protect them (or that it was ok to do so). Possibly the only time he actually is defending his boundaries is when he gets angry (out of control) and then it is in no way an adequate response but way over the top.

But the fact that he doesn’t respect his own boundaries isn’t only manifesting in how he let’s other people physical or verbally push him around (dismissing his insights, too). It’s also notable in the way he takes to Madison. He’s all in, very early on, just breezing through normal steps of building a relationship, no caution. This is something that can also result from having one’s own boundaries ignored from very early on, an abnormal behavior let's say in forming attachments.

And he does the same with Nick. “I think we can be friends now” he said to him the second he thought Nick was worth it XD Worth which Nick proved by… waving a gun in his face (there’s that deathwish again, his fascination with danger…)

In conclusion Troy Otto's boundary issues are mostly rooted in trauma. It's a way to protect himself but at the same time a search (honestly a cry by this time) for someone to set boundaries. Consistently and respectfully. And maybe even a cry for someone to respect his own boundaries but I think that one is buried even further in him. Thanks for coming to my ted talk.

#troy otto #analysis #boundaries #ftwd #fear the walking dead #ramblings #feel free to jump in #love to get peoples perspectives

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Me....today.....hair looking weird, tone is shit on this, I need to record things a bit better maybe?! But I was just practising and decided to just record this with my GoPro. Maybe I will delete this later. Anyway. 94 hours intro by As I Lay Dying. I'm hiding under the cut XD This is one of my faves intros ever btw :) Don't hate me....I feel like I know nothing today. As if I never held a guitar in my hands XD. I could continue to wine....whatever.

#personal stuff #still learning :)

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dp-marvel94 · 6 months

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20 Q's for Fic Writers

Thanks for tagging me, @agentianlegend !

1. How many works do you have on Ao3?

62! I can't believe I have that many fics posted.

2. What's your total Ao3 word count?

918,405

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Almost exclusively Danny Phantom. I have one Gravity Falls Crossover and one DPxDC crossover as well.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Summoning: When Jack and Maddie Fenton tried to summon the King of All Ghosts, the last thing they expected was the sudden appearance of a very familiar, very human boy wearing spaceship pajamas and with a toothbrush halfway to his mouth.

Double Discovery: After accidentally shooting Phantom with an anti-possession gun, Maddie finds she has a lot to learn about both Danny Phantom and Danny Fenton. Eventual Revelation Story.

Borrower Danny: A teeny tiny Danny starts living in Wayne Manor

4. Fangs or No Fangs: For Phic Phight 2021. Jack and Maddie know that Danny is Phantom. They saw him transform and they knew they should talk about it with him. But…even after two weeks, that conversation feels impossible. And so Jack and Maddie have a plan: a trip to the planetarium to cheer Danny up, to finally see him smile again, and to pave the way for the truth.

5. Below the Greenhouse: For the Phic Phight. Prompt by Avearia: Maddie discovers the depths of Vlad's obsessions when she stumbles upon his secret lab. Despite the shock, part of her almost isn't surprised by the stolen Fenton Tech, the ripoff ghost portal, or the eerie Holo-Maddie—but the clone she finds floating in the pod at the back of the room? That's another matter entirely.

5. Do you respond to comments?

I generally try to! I love hearing what readers have to say and will happily answer questions, as long as I'm not giving out spoilers. XD

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Well, my second long fic, Hope Can Be a Heavy Thing to Hold, ends with the main character dying so....

Seriously though, I do have a sequel to this story planned as my next major project. Maybe we'll all find out things aren't what they seem. 😜

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I love angst with a happy ending so a lot of my fics end happily. I don't think I can pick which one is happiest. This one has a special place in my heart though.

Offspring of my ectoplasm. My child.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I have before but not very often. I normally just delete mean comments without replying.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Nope.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I have written a two before. I think Borrower Danny is the craziest one.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Luckily I haven't as far as I know.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Kinda? One of my fics, The Danny Program, was based on an au which @thesoulspulse came up with. Later, Soul wrote a longer version of that au which followed a lot of the same stories beats as my fic and I beta'd.

14. What's your all-time favourite ship?

I'm not a huge shipper. Dark Gray (Dan Phantom and Valerie Gray) is something of a guilty pleasure though.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

My series, Life and Death is all Perspective, has been a bit of a struggle. I get close to thinking it's done and it keeps growing. 😂

16. What are your writing strengths?

I'm very good at writing emotions and dialogue.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Fights scenes are definitely a struggle since I have trouble visualizing them in my head.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I only speak English fluently so I probably wouldn't write dialogue in another language.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

I feel like I've told this story before but the first fic I wrote was a Doctor Who fic for a school assignment in high school. It was for one of those warm-up exercises in English and my teacher loved it. XD

20. Favourite fic you've written?

Tagging @mymadmedleyw @five-rivers @assorted-candy @tathartiel @tachvintlogic and anyone else who wants to participate!

#my post

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juniper2rivalsbrain-rot · 10 days

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Ehi Juni, recently after you deleted your stuff on Twitter I posted this with your art in it about the "Cat AU" (https://www.tumblr.com/thenaiads/748133239748804608), I did because I really loved this AU and I wanted even other to see it somewhere, but if you are okay to repost som of your old art here o Tumblr I can and I will deleted if you wish. Just let me know, I will gladly delete this post and reblog your original stuff, just tell me okay. And question: will you post about your OCs here on Tumblr too? I would love to see you more here XD

That's all alright you don't need to delete it also thank you for your concern<3333 ( i literally forget about this au but I'll repost it myself maybe )

About my ocs i haven't thought about it yet but since you say that I'm gonna post it later yayayyayayyayya

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Gonna do it in French, for the sentences part. Be prepared !

more fic writer asks!

reblog & your followers can send asks with the questions they’d like you to answer!

the last sentence you wrote

"Comme s’il n’y avait jamais eu le moindre mensonge, comme s’il s’agissait d’une visite de plus, parmi toutes celles qu’il lui avait fait, comme si rien n’avait changé et qu’il ne portait absolument pas encore il y a peu, un masque immaculé qui reposait encore entre ses mains."

Took the most intereting one. Otherwise, it would have been : "Il ne devait pas…." But these two were the last i wrote recently. Will probably write more this night XD

a character whose POV you’re currently exploring

Q!Aypierre. Again. But i'm in a QSMP fanfiction Arc, so....

how you feel about your current WIP

Proud and frustrated at the same time because i don't progress as mauch as i want XD

a story idea you haven’t written yet

One of the list ? Okay.... "When the time come.. " A what if, where Q!Max was about to break with Q!Aypierre, thinking he doesn't need him really but couldn't because realizing he was not well,thinking he will break with him later when he got better but.....He began to see sides of him he doesn't know and fall XDDDD But i have so many, you have no ideas XDDDD Some ghost fics, some soulamte fics, some more casual......

first sentence of the fifth paragraph of an unpublished WIP

"Mais tout cela allait prendre fin dans quelques minutes, n’est-ce pas ?". Comes from an OS about the ending of Purgatory, from Q!Guill point of view.

the word that appears the most in your current draft (wordcounter.net can tell you)

"De " XD Disappointed of the result i must admit XD

your preferred writing fonts

Times New Roman. Not original XDDDD

if you had to write a sequel to a fic, you’d write one for…

One for a fic i wrote before which was a mix between Alice in Wonderland and D gray Man, based on Alice through the looking glass.

start to finish, how long did it take you to write the last fic you posted?

....... I never finished a fanfiction. XDDDD Not because i don't like them, but i m always full of new ideas and some of them must be written down immediately, otherwise, i will loose the words that came XD

what is the longest amount of time you’ve let a draft rest before you finished it?

Months. Maybe, even years XDDD

a WIP you’d like to finish someday

"Les Marques du soleil. " A fic about how a RPZ character (Lenny Johnson ) obtain each one of his tatoos. A spin off of an other fanfiction about him and Kenneth.

a trope you’re really into right now

The clown who hides what he really think behind his smiles and jokes XD

a fandom you’re thinking about writing for

Red Queen. A prequel with Carmadon and Davidson.

where do you get your inspiration?

Absolutely everything around me. XDDDD Can be looking at something and.... Tada XD

favorite weather for writing

Don't really mind XDDD

favorite place to write

On my bed. XDDDD But i wrote in many places before XD

talk about your writing and editing process

Depends. I write often on the impulse,seeing the scenes before write them, immerge myself in the scenes,until i need to go to sleep, when i m in a writing session. Let the words and sometimes how the characters want to act. Sometimes I have ideas which turn out differently as if the characters guide my hands XDDDD I read myself a lot of time for be sure to make less faults XD Sometimes i write my chapters like Verne did (i learned this technic in a litteracy course : writing chapters by ideas you will use in this chapter ). But i use this when i have a good idea and i m afraid to loose how i want to build my chapter XDDD Sometimes i write the feelings the characters feel, to be able to immerge myself in when i take back the writing XDDDD

if you keep them, share a deleted sentence or paragraph from a published fic

I write mostly on the PC. I may have notes (when i was at university, i wrote on paper and write later on the PC at home) but i m too lazy to go upstairs and search XDDD

the most interesting topic you’ve researched for a fic

Was not for fics, but RP. China in the 19 th century with the occidental world and...... poisons XD

in what year did you publish your first fic ?

It was a song fic and it was published in 2012 XD

when did you publish your most recent fic?

In 2023.

do you ever worry about public reaction to what you’re writing? how do you get past that?

Yeah, but most of the time, i have so few person who like and comment about my works, that what i'm anxious about is, is there people who read about my works or/ and don't they comment because they don't like my works ? XD

pick three keywords that describe your writing

Feelings - Hurt and comfort - Slowburn . (you will not see me on silly ideas without plot ).

how do you recharge when you’re not feeling creative?

I play videos games, or i read. I do other things and don't try to force myself, even if sometimes i feel guilty XD

besides writing, what are your other hobbies?

Reading, playing videos games, diamond painting, paintings by numbers.

are you able to write with other people around?

Yes. but if not too noisy and if nobody talk to me XDDDDDD

your favorite part of the writing process

When letting the words come to me, and let the flow of the story guide me and change what i have in mind before.

your least favorite part of the writing process

When it's the 425857515124141 time i read mylsef again and i still find mistakes XDDDD

how easy is it for you to come up with titles?

Most of the time, easy but sometimes really difficult for me. Always in english, though. Easier for me.

share a fic you’re especially proud of

"Des châteaux dans le sable ". Which i will finish one day. A story about a child and an adult who try to save their souls in a war context, in D Gray Man context. Or "Les Marques du soleil".

#Fic writers Ask game

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mcalhenwrites · 10 months

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Feeling a little mentally better tonight, so I'm going to work on finishing Seasons, maybe cleaning up some of it/rewriting a few scenes that I'm not satisfied with. :D Yes, I know you're not supposed to edit and delete words during camp nanowrimo, but it's for the greater good and makes me feel better about going forward. :P

I also think I'll clean my desk area to help. It's gotten kind of messy and that sort of space really fucks me up. (As does this extreme heat, and there's no AC in this room.) I still want to make some kind of bookmark holder for all my loose bookmarks, but I have yet to figure out how I want to do that... (I want it to stand upright like a pencil cup to reduce the room that the bookmarks take up, without being as big as all the bookmarks lying across my desk shelf.) Also gonna try to make some soup tonight, if I have spoons. I love soups so much. I wanted to make some pasta using creamed spinach, cheese (parm and moz), and mushrooms, but the store didn't have the frozen creamed spinach. 😭 I also want to find time to read later. I have this huge to-read pile sitting in front of me and tons of fics to catch up with... and I need to return my brother's Demon Slayer box set back to him. And all his .hack books for that matter. XD; (Not sure I love .hack as much as I used to? And the books seem worse than I remember.) What I really want to do is just sit and play FFXV (windows version) but I'm trying not to run that computer in this heat. 😭 Oh, and rewatch White Collar. These are definitely connected. xD Edit: Oh, but when I first woke up, I did manage to start Howie's doll! I'm stuck on Shannon's bc I don't have the right color yarn for his hair (well, I do, but so little, it won't stretch to finish his hair...I thought about using it for highlights, but idk yet, gonna see if I can't find more of that color) so I decided to start Howie's head! \o/

#mcalhen personal

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genuine question, what is "proshipping?" i looked it up and all the results was like "omg its pedophilia! incest! shipping adults and minors!" and ofc i thought that was gross and weird. also even if proshipping is bad or good or whatever, you didn't deserve that comment at all

Hello Anon, I answered this before I went to sleep XD. Okay so I got my glasses now XD

Pro shipping was the general attitude before the rise of antis vs pro ship and callout culture in fandom spaces and outside of fandom spaces. Maybe it was the earlier, older version of pro shipping and not something that became a faction like today. During the heyday of FF.NET and livejournal, no one used labels.

They simply shipping what they wanted and avoided what they disliked or involved in ship war but there were no pros vs antis that encompassed all fandom space. The pro vs antis that you will find back in the day were something like pro sasunaru vs anti sasunaru pro kakasaku vs anti kakasaku

( which later in the present time become either part of the modern pro or anti)

Although you might find people who were anti certain ship, ALMOST (some groups did ) nobody were making essays nor callouts about shipping. They simply left their negative comment on a story and talked about it amongst their friends. In the old fandom era nearly every single person was pro ship, although such label didn't exist back then. The culture was very hmmm... Broad? Very diverse and not categorized into pro vs antis

Technically by the old fandom culture all people were pro ship by today standard, especially if you are not into harassing others and simply choosing to filter out what you don't want to see, you are a pro ship, so does your friends and anyone

(tbh nearly all professional writers out there will fall under neo fandom category of proship, example Stephen King. If he's not a popular writer and he writes on ao3, he'll be branded as a pro ship by the modern fandom culture)

The new pro ship culture that you know today is a reflection of the old culture (not all but it heavily taking many aspects from the undefined, wild west fandom culture)

Pro shipping encompassing many things, to label it as just "Pedo and CP/incest enjoyer" is an oversimplification and inaccurate.

Both in the past and current timeline, there are pro ship who are into adult x adult RPF but against lets say incest ship, there are incest shipper who are against RPF, there are pro shipper who are into 'unproblematic' ship that is very vanilla, there are age gap shipper (adults x adults ship) who are not into child adult stuff, there are the furry ships, the monster fuckers, the serial killers fuckers etc etc. Pro shipping came in many forms just like the past.

NOT ALL PROSHIP AGREE WITH EACH OTHER. ALSO, I can understand why even if one believe in "whatever about fanfic and shipping, i dont care" they dont want to put label anti or pro due to the drama that discourse always bring.

TBH I'm still in 2016. No label. I yearn for era before pro vs antis

There were proto anti ship ( at least the crusader version, I'm not saying all anti shipper are into crusading ) what were they? The people who hate certain ships and leave hate comments alongside with their friends and alsoooooo the people who often crusade against anything 'immoral' in fanwork. Here are a few resources of groups who are crusading against fanworks which lead to the destruction of many many sites such as FF.Net.

I encourage you to look at Olderthannetfic blog for this resource, but here a few more links

I think this phenomena of fandom and fanfic crusading happen because of the need of Millenial and Gen Z to be better and politically more progressive than past generations which is good and all but tends to breed irresponsible activism. They were fueled by older people who are into moral crusading out of the need to be 'right' and jacking off to the thrill

( I see you the certain 40 years old person who harassing people in a certain fandom )

The younglings are easily influenced and so they followed these older people's example and joined the crusading.

If you don't care about fanfic discourse you'll be branded as a pro ship or whatever and thus a target of harassment as well because you don't take sides and you are not good enough.

if you said you are anti censorship you'll be branded

if you are 'sus' of any kind you'll be branded.

If you said "hey guys don't harass others over fanworks" you'll be branded.

In their emotional and vanity fueled mind they will attack anyone and do anything in the name of being 'right'. Like a republican, witch hunters and templars or judge Frollo.

Also may I remind you that the anti kink and crusade against any kind of 'problematic' story is also heavily sponsored by TERF/ SWERF and conservative? I have seen more than once the same people who harass others over fanfic are either influenced by TERF or associated. Often repeating the talking points

The TERF/SWERF and conservative are riding this accountability and call-out culture to do their agenda and using young people as cannon fodder. Sinister but effective… They are using repackaging pseudo leftist language to rope young gen z to join their crusade

Look at this gem that I found from an ultra conservative account. Sounds familiar?

Now this is another gem that I found from one of those purity call-out blog that I bet wouldn't want to be associated with ultra christian

Of course I can understand the concern of some people with child/adult stuff or troubling content or whatever but these kinds of people will brand everything as 'sinful' and the category keeps expanding and expanding. See genderbending?

It's bleed into space outside of fandom, which is very very concerning

I saw a TERF saying that Daddy kink is immoral and predatory and then another blog who is not Terfs blog, progressive and into fanfic crusading parroting the same talking point. Word for word, because they feel like of course they have to follow this point because it feels aligned with their fanfic activism. They have been doing this since Live journal era

Their methods of operation involve harassment, false accusations, false callout and false mass report. This shit has been happening since the Live journal era, then to FF.net and now to AO3 and the pro vs antis stuff. Ourobos cycle.

It's destroying lives, fandoms and online spaces

#fandom #fandom history #discourse #proship #anon #anon ask #shipping discourse

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-->With the trash sorted and Smiler having grabbed their share of the greenhouse produce, it was time to take care of the rest of the farm chores:

Smiler went and took care of the chickens -- spreading feed, collecting eggs (5 normal ones, hooray!), chatting to a couple of them to keep attention good, the usual -- then joined Victor in the greenhouse to brew up a fresh Sadness Alleviation Lotion. Once that was done, they took Victor's spotted heart frog and tried to breed it with their regular dirt frog to get a spotted dirt frog (both so Victor could use it in potion-brewing and so they could add one to their own collection) -- however, the first attempt only resulted in another dirt frog, so that got turned into a plasma pack. Just have to try again later! They also put out the living room fireplace, because, uh, we don't want a fireplace just randomly burning in this house. I don't think Alice would approve.

Alice, for her part, was put on cow duty -- refilling Moory's feed, cleaning her off, and telling her a joke before milking her. I'm not sure how well the joke went down, judging from Moory's expression in the screenshot, but, uh, Alice tried! And Moory didn't kick over the milk pail when she was milked, so that's something. Alice also emptied out the outside litter box because that was looking NASTY -- I guess having three cats means it DOES fill up quicker! I should upgrade the litter boxes to the zappy kind at this point, they have the cash for it...

And Victor, of course, was banished to the greenhouse to harvest all the remaining produce and tend the plants. XD However, today he actually got a little help -- not only were the bots out and assisting with the watering, weeding, and spraying for bugs, I had Alice and Smiler join him to do the same once they were done with their own chores. The more hands on deck, the better! :D They got everything sorted in good time, and Alice even got the honor of planting the one new plant they'd gotten from all those seed packets the gnomes left around -- a bell pepper! So now they have peppers to offer for sale along with all their other various veggies, fruits, and flowers. :) There was even a little time for flirting and chatting as they finished up -- which I'm sure the trio appreciated, as I have been working them HARD lately.

-->On my end, once all the produce was actually harvested, I went back into Build Mode and started moving around all gnomes that had wandered during Harvestfest -- I sold the duplicates, then put the three "normal" gnomes and the one alien gnome in the four corners of the greenhouse, the pool floatie gnome in the wheelbarrow out front, and the Grim gnome next to Toothy the cowplant. You know, as a warning. Still no sign of my old bunny gnome, though -- I think the game may have deleted it while trying to move it out of its wheelbarrow home. *grumbles* Ah well -- maybe I'll get a new one during a future Harvestfest!

-->Oh, and before the gang finished up and headed out to the store, I had to get this one last picture of the kittens being cute by the scratching post. :D Look at how teeny they are! So adorable~

#sims 4 #the lazy save #victor van dort #alice liddell #smiler always #you guys know the farm routine by now I'm guessing #look part of being a good farmer is making sure all your animals and plants are tended every day #at least this time the tending was easy #and Victor got some help in the greenhouse #work goes faster with everybody including the robots lending a hand!#and yes there was just a bit of time for Valice flirting and Alice & Smiler chatting #though it occurs to me that I haven't had them do anything really explicitly ROMANTIC in quite a while #I will have to rectify that in a future play session #for now though you will have to satisfy yourself with cute kitten pictures :p #and a Grim Gnome next to the cowplant #I mean I'd consider that a good “beware cowplant” sign #actually I should probably fence it in and then let only household members through the fence #so much to do so much to do #queued

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