#i have nowhere to go

[bodhrancomedy]

As the UN has released a statement on the UK and it’s hostility to LGBTQI+ rights, we just paid for a 2 billion pound funny hat ceremony, people are freezing and starving, our NHS is being pummeled into the ground, our third prime minister we didn’t vote for, and no one can afford to travel or rent, I have to ask: what is there to be proud of in the UK anymore?

Not something an individual country has done. What point is there in the UK anymore? 

#uk politics #depressed #i don't feel safe here #i hate it #but i can't leave #i have nowhere to go

[candyskiez]

Girl help I am completely giving up 👍

#my father is abusive and nobody beleives me #my sister who doenst live with us's husband is abusive #i have nowhere to go #my therapist didnt believe me about my shit #i am trapped #it doesnt matter what i do im just. fucked. #fuck #im sk tired #im so fucking tired #i dont have energy to talk to friends and i wnat to so bad #all my energy is bejng used ul by living with my fucking abusers #and i cant fucking help my friends anymore #im spending all my energy trying to keep my abusers from killing me #god #im tired #im so tired #i jusg want it to stop #candyskiez vent

[ilychoso]

finished my bllk rewatch today on the SAME DAY leaks drop i’m actually inconsolable rn friends

#evie.txt #i keep getting WHACKED #BYE . #i have nowhere to go #🔥🧍‍♀️🔥

[selescope]

sometimes you just put a good outfit on and do nothing and that’s just part of life

#i have nowhere to go #and i can’t go anywhere really #have to watch my brother

[bunnihearted]

im so frustrated bc im so mad but i cant punch myself in the face bc my teeth hurt cant punch my stomach bc i recently had surgery there nd just like ughhhhhh!!!!! sure i can cut but cutting dont even hurt cutting is a joke !!!!!

#genuinely hate everything i just wanna die #i have nowhere to go #and i #i dont know #i cant talk to anyone #or go anywhere #or do anything #i just hate being trapped in myself #i hate myself and this bitch is all i have? lmao just let me die

[darkmothsy]

There is no place for me anywhere at all

#i try to make myself important and construct the life i was meant to have but to no avail #I'm never actually there just looking in and pretending #shits rough #i have nowhere to go #i have nowhere to be #whether I'm around or not makes no difference #it all ends up the same #personal #my thoughts #hella depressed #just want somewhere to call home #mental illness #I'm my own worst enemy #it's lonely out here #odd one out #unimportant #late night thoughts #real fucking sad #feeling sorry for myself #it won't get better #at least as far as I've experienced #I'm so tired

[thesongofawinterwolf]

I don't belong anywhere

I don't fit in with anyone

I don't have anywhere to go

I'm all alone and I'm scared

#personal #katie's oversharing adventure #actually mentally ill #mental health #mental breakdown #mentally ill #mental illness #im always alone #im so scared #what do i do #i have nowhere to go #i have no one that wants me

[socialistexan]

I'm so tired of cis people asking stuff like, "Why would Texas want a list of trans people who legally changed their names?" or "Why would Florida want a list of college students who have seeking gender affirming care? We can't figure it out."

It's eliminationist.

Ken Paxton wants a list of trans people who have changed their name in Texas so he can reverse all of those decisions (and that's the most charitable interpretation). Ron DeSantis wants a list of college students who have sought affirming care so he can force them to detransition.

Oklahoma introduced a bill to forcibly detransition people under the age of 21 (ironically doing what they accuse us of doing, forcing someone to live as the wrong gender). Texas has a new bill that will ban gender affirming care for every Texan of any age and makes it a felony for doctors to provide it. Multiple states either have passed or will pass bills that will ban legal name changes. Some states have slipped in language to anti-drag bills (which are horrific enough on their own) that ban anyone from displaying, presenting, or dressing outside their "biological" gender (one state has language about "DNA gender") in public.

It's about legally and morally mandating trans people out of existence.

Plain and simple. It's about making sure that trans people can not exist. Period. It's not about restrictions, or "think of the children!" It's about eliminating us from public life and then eliminating us from private life so that we have a choice of either die or conform.

When will y'all realize this isn't some wedge issue or a political football that they'll just give up on if they lose an election or two. These are ideologues who are singularly focused. They don't care about the marketplace of ideas. They don't give a shit if they get mocked on lefty Twitter and the late night shows. They only care about one thing: gaining and then wielding power to achieve their goal of eliminating trans people (and then gay people, and then women who don't conform to their gender standards, ect).

If you give them that power they will use it.

#trans #transgender #nonbinary #lgbtq #lgbt #i kinda have nowhere to go here if theres forced detrans i have breasts now i am getting bottom surgery #like you take me off my hormones and i just... dont have sex hormones anymore #or we'll just have to go underground again just like we had to in the 1930's

[nobie]

Loki and Mobius + touch s2 e1

#*sigh* they were literally touching each other in almost every scene #and i have a feeling their relationship is going nowhere but i'll hold onto this forever #loki spoilers #loki tv spoilers #lokius #loki #mobius m mobius #marvel #mcu #marveledit #mcuedit #lokiedit #lokitvedit #lokitvsource #marveldaily #myedits*

[old-movies-stuff]

#the little prince #le petit prince #little prince #rose #the rose #steven warner #donna mckechnie #no one #i have no one #i have nowhere to go

[identitty-dickruption]

one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle

#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk #I feel so fucking awful rn #I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir #but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere #it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now #only way to get my brain to shut up #I have such a busy weekend ahead as well #godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas #I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry #but I sure Feel Like Doing It

[purplepollywog]

I wish I could look attractive but I am relegated to Shapeless Blob by my PCOS, in this weird grey area of not masculine enough, but also not feminine enough.

#I was literally called a boy when I was a kid #but also I was forced to have a ridiculously short haircut #and I wasn't really allowed to care about myself #I was essentially gaslit into wearing those The Mountain shirts that were as big as a tarp on me #and no one ever taught me how to do makeup or feminine things #and now that I could actually do something about my appearance #i have nowhere to go #and also who tf would I be trying to impress I'm not really a club person and I'm definitely not an extrovert #I literally go from PJs to my work uniform like 98% of the time #why bother with nice clothes 🤷‍♀️ #I'm too tired to even bother looking good anymore

[inkskinned]

but they don't care about the burnout. everyone is burnt out, they tell me. who isn't burnt out!

the good news is they don't say depression is a choice as much anymore, but the symptoms for burn out and depression are so hand-in-hand that they are mirror images of each other. but depression is serious. you're not depressed, you're just whiny. they barely change the script - don't be lazy! burn out is for people with real problems. burn out can be resolved with some fun candles and a day off work. burn out only happens in adults - no kid can be burnt out, after all; they've barely even had a life to live!

do you have a roof over your head and a steady job? you're not burnt out. so what if every night you wake up with a panic attack frothing inside your chest. you're lucky your problems are small. get back into plants or into yoga. shut up about it.

rich people get burnt out and go to fancy places. they get burnt out in their fancy offices with their real-people problems. they get burnt out and hire an assistant to help them never burn out again. you don't have the money to burn out. you don't have the two weeks to recover in a local spa. the job you come back to will still be stressful and hard.

you find yourself often wondering - does nobody remember about the pandemic? it seems almost like a joke or a punchline. being burnt-out was okay "during" the pandemic. now that people are back to ignoring covid, burnout is just-an-excuse again.

you google how to know if it's seasonal affective disorder or burnout. you google how to know if it's anxiety or it's burnout from working. you google how to know if my depression is back or i'm burning out badly.

coming back from burnout just leaves you covered in ashes, not new growth. you struggle to get back basics, and then - you're just supposed to get back up and keep going. every day the amount of tasks you are able to do seems to dwindle even further - where does the time go? why is everything moving so-fast-and-yet-so-slow?

my therapist and i were talking about how many people had latent mental illnesses that were triggered by the pandemic. how depression can be environmental and situational. i am annoyingly logic-driven about my own recovery - i like to be sure i'm working on the "right" thing. i tell her i feel like i'm lying. that it just might be burnout, and i need to stop complaining. she asks me what words come to mind when i think of burning.

oh, i guess i see.

we casually ignore the violence of being left empty.

#employers for 2 weeks during the pandemic: we know it's gonna be so so hard and we're here for you #week 3 day 1: now that we have been nice to you fucking get over it you weakling #do not worry this is not me romantically recalling the ''we're here for u'' overhead announcements #this is the opposite #side note #the new options to post????????? huh #gonna go write something VERY gay just to test it #(eventually. i skipped my meds by accident today so im nowhere)

[cutiesigh]

❤️🖤🩷

Wuthering Waves has taken over all of my free time recently, so here's a sketch of Scar!Ren I originally shared in da 14DWY Discord!!

#14 days with you #to be tagged later #Sometimes a team is just Sephiroth; some random flower girl; and a dragoon from FFXIV #Like....... Look me in my eyes and tell me that one of Jiyan's abilities isn't just stardiver /silly #Anyways!! Sharing dis on my main only because it's just a sketch and doesn't feel ''official'' enough for da 14DWY blog #If I come back to this piece + retouch/put more effort into it maybe I'll reupload it there instead #But ya!! Any inconsistencies in Scar's outfit is because I was too busy staring at Taoqi <3 #There was also absolutely no rhyme or reason as to why I drew Ren as Scar specifically too— #—Other than the fact that he WOULD rock da onigiri strip (RIP T_T) /ij /silly #Plus I was going to draw [REDACTED] as (WUWA SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!!!) Geshu but?? Babes I don't think the timeline works out?? #I really saw the marks in the same spot and was like “oh!! they're the same person :3” LIKE GIRL NO?? This is what happens when you skip cs #Geshu is still my number 1 next to Taoqi though (in terms of design) <3 I have a type teehee #Mayhaps I will draw [REDACTED] after all...... (It's currently 3pm and I'm nowhere near my tablet) #Also also!! A treat for those who've read this far: Day 3.5 will be made public very soon!! It's pride month n I wanna celebrate— #—With everyone's fave demi/pansexual enby (who sometimes does a bit of stalking) (as a treat) (he's a yandere) #Violet's birthday is also June 10!! Early birthday gift!! Yippeee!! #Ok I'll shuddup now <3

[frankpunisher]

im getting kicked out tomorrow but i dont know if i have to be out BY tomorrow or if i have to leave tomorrow

#tomorrow is my 25th birthdat #the only logical course of action is to hang myself #i have nowhere to go #ugh and i have so many Things i love my Stuff #but i can only take one suitcase and my backpack #and ill miss stinky and georgie and simon #as if i didnt hate having a birthday enough

[kaeyapilled]

when kaeya was a kid his most exacerbated reaction to getting hurt was a very pointed "ow" and one tear at most. meanwhile when diluc got hurt he would wail and sob and sniffle around all day afterwards. and yknow what i think that their essence hasn't changed now that they're adults. kaeya who says "this doesn't.. look good.." when he dies in game and diluc who says "my flame.....has been..extinguished....." like okay. we still know who's the most dramatic out of the two

#do not ask me where im going with this im going nowhere they just won't leave my head. ever #and also i don't know if those quotes are correct i didn't check this is from memory. #i wouldn't know what they say when they die since im so good at this game (blatant lie) #kaeyaposting #diluc #i should have a funnier tag for diluc but alas