#i'm sick...and bored so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[hallowpen]

"Vampires. They have different kinds of power."

#vampire project #the vampire project #boun noppanut guntachai #santa pongsapak #mix wanut #myedit #hallowgifs #i'm sick...and bored so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #when i don't feel like writing i edit #this fucking series has taken over my life #but it hasn't aired! #and it doesn't even have a name yet!

[hd1u]

My Bowser x reader ideas:

Bowser seeking refuge in your kingdom after he escapes Princess Peach's imprisonment.

Princess Peach using you as Bowser bait cause she's sick of being kidnapped n shit (you're totally into it, tho).

Princess Peach x reader x Bowser? I've literally got nothing else cuz I've had Bowser brainrot for a few months now, but omg..... 🫣

This is probably the one I like the most, and the one I've put the most thought into (under cut):

While Bowser is still in Princess Peach's captivity, you wander around his kingdom just cause you think it's cool and like, who's gonna stop you anywayz?

Eventually Kamek and the rest of the Koopa Troop notice you, but they don't really care because they're too busy trying to figure out how to aid Bowser in his escape, along with running the kingdom without him (I'd imagine that mostly lies on Kamek).

You figure hey, you dig this place, and you're bored as hell. Why don't you just become the new ruler for a little while? And that's what you propose to them.

They decide to entertain you, knowing that a random little human isn't gonna be able to do much harm anyway. They don't expect it to go much farther than being an inside joke, but they're surprised when they find out that they actually... Like you? And you're kind of good at this? And it's kind of nice to not have a huge fire-breathing beast with anger issues over their shoulders all the time??? Kamek is also enjoying his much needed break, so it just ends up not being a joke anymore. You're just their ruler now, and they're chill with it.

Anyway, when Bowser inevitably gets out, drama ensues, and it's kind of like a weird custody battle. Reader and him start off on a really bad foot, and they consider each other enemies at first. The only thing that stops Bowser from murking you on the spot is Kamek (lucky, lucky you!), and it is very physical. We're talking movie Bowser here so, he doesn't really care about what's best for his kingdom or what they want fr.

Anyway, a lot of the Koopa Troop really, really like you, but they are also loyal to their king, and let's be real: some of the troop could probably go without Bowser, but that simply isn't allowed. So, you guys basically have to co-parent the troop, even though you hate each other. They even pick a favorite "parent," lol.

Obviously the relationship will escalate to more of a romantic one once you guys really get to talking and interacting or whateva... and yeah.

There's still a lot for me to figure out like, where does this reader even come from? What draws them to the Koopa Kingdom? Do the Koopa Troop aid Bowser in his escape, or do they get carried away with you being their ruler and he ends up having to escape himself?

Lots for me to think about, and lots of plot holes to fill... but I wanted to know what you guys think of this. Is it something you'd be interested in reading? Does anything already seem inaccurate our OOC?

Oh and btw, if you wanna use some of these ideas in your own works, I don't care!!! Go crazy with it! I'm not necessarily new to writing fanfiction, but I've never been particularly good at it so... if I never end up writing these ideas into real stories, I really don't want them to go to waste! I'm going to try my best, but y'know... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I think it'd be fun to see others takes on these prompts anyway.

I really love Bowser, and there is not enough x reader fanfiction to satisfy me. I just had to post something... I'm going crazy!!!!!!!!! Feral, even! Help me!! 😩

#bowser #bowser x reader #bowser x y/n #super mario bros movie #smb movie #smb #mario movie #bowser fanfiction #super mario x reader #king bowser #bowser x you #super mario movie x reader #tryin to find my ppl 😤 #my writing

[sharpilu]

RiftClan Year 2

hello, i've officially given up on this clan. i'm just not interested anymore. but! i'm already starting plans for a new clangen to blog! so i'll be doing that soon :] feel free to read what i did do before moving on.

aaand we're finally back! sorry for the wait- got busy with runaways n stuff. you can find year 1 here! reminder: if you don't wanna see these, block the “riftclangen.blogging” tag <3

moon 13

just realized i never showed you my starclan guide- so here he is!

nothing special, but he's here.

not much happened this moon. Olivefleck and Streamsmoke had a successful hunt through the snow though so that's neat!

moon 14

OH MY GOD JUNIPERSTAR. also Flaxpaw is so fucking cute- though i decided to change her mentor to Skyglare. it just felt more right, especially considering Flaxpaw really seems to like her :]

she remains a cutie! and has become strict. sent her out on her first patrol and she got a vision. yippee.

WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK. OKAY. I GUESS. FIRST DEATH FUCK IT.

Crestedfeather lived to 109 moons in total.

moon 15

ah.

Juniperstar lived to 168 moons.

the only important lives Skystar got was confidence from Crestedfeather and leadership through the darkest times from Juniperstar. also grace from Lilacchaser but idrc about her lol

aside from that- Streamsmoke has yellowcough and Flaxpaw tried to convince Olivefleck to run away. i can figure out lore for that later.

Streamsmoke is the only eligible cat to be the deputy, but she's super sick so i've decided instead on Ashspark. also i checked on Namielle and they're old now lol

Flaxpaw got a mangled leg from a fox while out with Skystar, which i forgot to screenshot.

just thought this was really sweet <3

we met Moonclan! Marshalleaf was friendly to them and we had a nice conversation :D

moon 16

Skystar is old now!

also apparently someone has been pranking Echobeetle by putting thorns in his nest??? nerds. on the topic of Echobeetle tho- i just noticed he...isn't grieving Juniperstar. weird.

Skystar and Ashspark went on a date <3

okay i ignored it last moon but Pansystreak keeps getting visions from Starclan. i'm starting to think Riftclan might just...be really spiritually connected? idk

moon 17

OW?????

WDUIOSJAD I DIDN'T KNOW THAT WAS A FUCKING STATUS LMAO

nothing interesting happened on patrols.

moon 18

everyone is feeling better, though Skystar and Marshalleaf have running noses now. also- i only just now realized that Streamsmokes bite mark is on her normal sprite. so. oop. guess she has two now since they're in different spots!

yeah okay everyone is having visions i think we're just really spiritual or some shit.

Olivefleck stole a rabbit from Biteclan and got a torn pelt, i like to think Marshalleaf chewed him out for it afterwards lol (since she was also on the patrol)

moon 19

nothing interesting in moon events, though Olivefleck and Marshalleaf feel better now :]

we met Furzeclan! Pansystreak and Olivefleck had a nice convo with them :D

pretty boring moon. damn. Flaxpaw had her warrior assesment tho!

moon 20

Marshalleaf is adorable and FLAXROOT! i love that name <3

she is now careful and a fantastic hunter :]

nothing interesting happened on patrols. scared a rogue tho so ¯_(ツ)_/¯

moon 21

Skystar finally moved on from Crestedfeather, which means i can now officially make him and Ashspark mates! yippee

Pansystreak and Echobeetle had a conversation about the nature of Starclan. cute

moon 22

oh. shid.

Ashspark lived to 107 moons.

Echobeetle lived to 142 moons.

i've decided that Streamsmoke is the new deputy (has trained an apprentice, is calm and a fantastic teacher, seems like a good cat) and Pansystreak will be the new medicine cat (showed interest in learning from Echobeetle, is shameless)

clan is uh...not doing good. yeesh.

i've decided it was Echobeetle <3 gonna draw that sometime me thinks

WE GOT A KITTYPET AND SOME BABIES !!!!!

i love them sm but i decided to rename Avalanchekit, and i generated Squirrelkit! <3

moon 23

yippee! though i did change Archpaw to a medicine cat apprentice, under Pansystreak. cause. Echobeetle got me scared lmao

also, Petalpaw is now adventurous, Squirrelpaw is now daring, and Archpaw is faithful.

NOT ARCHPAW FINDING A FAMILY OF CORPSES HER FIRST TIME OUT OH MY GOD

#riftclangen.blogging

[lilbit-of-kizzy]

For the next 24 hours I'm gonna write down every song that's running through my head. Gonna try and do this properly but I'll probably forget about it lol because I hardly recognize the song change half the time

It is constant so like it's gonna be A Lot lol (like I'll go to sleep with one in there and wake up to something completely different so 😆)

I'm sick (yippeee) so I thought this'd be something fun to do

Anyways:

Piranhas on Parade - Mario Wonder (ya da dee doo dah dum dum)

Olympic theme (John Williams my man)

Bei Mir Bist Du Schoen (this one)

Main theme - Princess Mononoke

Wyndon theme - Pokémon Shield

Back to the PM theme lol

Some weird mix of PM and Driftviel (they sound similar and my brain is weird)

Balad of Lucy Gray Baird - Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes (let's goooo)

A weird loop of Shut Up and Dance w/Me, Bei Mir and It's Been a Long Long Time (they're kinda close on a playlist of mine and I guess my brain just...idk cycled em for a while

(asleep)

Bei Mir (...again?)

Jeopardy theme

Wheel of Fortune theme

Nothing You Can Take From Me - Ballad of Songbirds

Devil in Disguise (yeah Elvis....idk why either)

Some background song that played on a too long commercial

Everyday (Good Omens brainrot)

A Nightingale Sang in Berkeley Square (oh look, more GOs brainrot)

Idk some tiktok song (he tells me I'm pretty, I tell him he's pretty too?)

Greengrass Isle theme (Pokémon Sleep)

Intro song (Pokémon Sleep)

Earth Angel/Special Angel (my brain refuses to separate these into two songs...allssoo GOs brainrot let's g...nvm)

Coming Down the Chimney Down (why????)

We Don't Talk About Bruno (¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

Monkeys Spinning Monkeys (this)

One Day More - Les Mis (reading an AU... they're in the play... it's just this the rest of the night lmao)

Empty Chairs at Empty Tables - Les Mis

Red and Black - Les Mis

The Way You Look Tonight/Without a Smile (ok I lied, they also sing way you look and I really like this mashup of it)

Empty Chairs at Empty Tables (again)

The end!....kind of a boring day for me honestly lol but it was interesting to try and remember that the "track" had changed and write it down lol

Also I didn't like...actively listen to any most of this during the day, my brain just sees/hears a word and runs with it lol

Y'all should do this too if you want! It's fun!

#i have no idea what to tag this #good omens #for fun #the brainrot is real #songs #music #idk?? #princess mononoke #les mis #sure #anyways tag me if you do this too!! #how many songs get stuck in your head during the day? #lmao i should make a playlist

[humanitys-strongest-bamf]

How about Bees, Daisy, and Lemons?

I’m sorry Kat this further distracts you from your work butttttt at least it’s a different distraction other than us simping over Levi together 🤣🤣

HAH it's okay, i gave up like 2 hours ago, this presentation can write itself

i also buried myself into the couch and talked about dropping out and opening a bakery shop im so sick of school i- al;kjdf;alsjfdk

also there is never too much simping, i will remain permanently thirsty for this man

Bees - what's your go-to spring outfit?

i'm so boring, i literally wear a t-shirt and leggings for everything. i tried the "spring dresses uwu" trend when i was 19 but i just dont think i'm fem enough for it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Daisy - do you have any pets?

YOU BET I DO. i have two cats, one is orange, one looks like a cow. will happily post pics if requested ♡

Lemons - what's your favorite type of dessert?

tbh this switches depending on the week. i think i'm currently fixated on bubble tea.

this reminded me i have a boba kit at home and now i'm gonna go make some brb

~~ send me some spring asks! ~~

#spring asks #kat chats #not aot

[keichanz]

I’m so incredibly happy that you were able to get things squared away. You were one the first people I ever followed in the IY fandom and I absolutely love your work. I always look forward to seeing your new stuff and I swear I could reread your fics a million times and not get bored.

I’m sorry you’ve been sick and have been struggling lately, but just know we are here for you.

Get to feeling better soon, sweet girl. 💕

awww this is so sweet! thank you so much my dear anon! ❤️truly you are a gem for sending this and it made me smile ^_^ i'm so glad you enjoy my work! lately i haven't felt very inspired or motivated to write much, but i'm hoping that'll change soon. even now i'm working on a oneshot i hope to have finished by the end of the week. wanted to get it done yesterday, but i battle a constant headache every day and my brain just said "no." heh. thank you for reading my stories! it's so good to know people still enjoy my stuff :) ❤️

thank you for the well wishes ❤️it's not too bad right now; honestly the worst thing is the stupid fatigue that makes me want to just sleep all day. used to be the loss of taste/smell but strangely i'm getting used to that now. at least being quarantined or isolated or whatever i can use the time to recover so i don't have to go into work. and i'm still symptomatic anyway so aren't i still contagious? idk i'm still coughing so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ just doesn't seem like a good idea to go into a place surrounded by people five days out of the week.

anyway. i know ive said it already but thank you again for this sweet message!! ❤️it's so heartening and wonderful to know my followers care so much about me and just ;lkajdf;afd it truly means so much to me!! all of your support and kind words and encouragement...y'all really don't know how much it means to me. really. i love you all so much words cannot even describe it ❤️

i love you sweet anon!! thanks again for checking in with me and i hope you have a great day! hoping to get that oneshot out soon, so keep a lookout~ C:

#!!!!!!!!! #im cri y'all are just too sweet 😭❤️ #ily

[elriell]

I hate the fact that people say Elain doesn't have a personality considering the fact that after reading multiple pov's nobody interacts with her. Its not that she doesn't have a personality but more-so everybody ignores her so we never see her true character. Also I'm so sick and tired of Elain slander because they honestly don't have anything better to do, but also shows how she lives rent free in somebodies mind.

Yup! Not to mention she does, she is funny af, and has shown her personality in little increments throughout the series, it does make me laugh though, when Az is stoic and shares nothing its “sexy” “”mysterious” but when Elain does it “boring” “bland”.... It is very telling.  

And yes, for someone who is so plain they sure do speak on her a lot ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#elain archeron #m for ts #replies

[jensmisha]

I'm gonna go for the obvious one here and choose jensen/misha for the relationship thing

Disagreements:

who is more likely to raise their voice?: Jensen who threatens to leave but never actually does?: Jensen who actually keeps their word and leaves?: Misha who trashes the house?: Misha for sure, lol do either of them get physical?: Nah how often do they argue/disagree?: They have infrequent/occasional arguments and disagreements who is the first to apologise?: Misha. He does dramatic apologies with fully decorated cakes and romantic soliloquies.

Sex:

who is on top?: They switch who is on the bottom?: See above who has the strangest desires?: Misha any kinks?: Uhh. Flogging?? Fisting? I don't know, lol. who’s dominant in bed?: Misha is head ever in the equation?: Yes if so, who is better at performing it?: Misha ever had sex in public?: Yes who moans the most?: Jensen who leaves the most marks?: Jensen who screams the loudest?: Misha who is the more experienced of the two?: They're both pretty experienced but I'll give the edge to Misha do they ‘fuck’ or ‘make love’?: Yes rough or soft?: Yes how long do they usually last?: A couple hours is protection used?: Sometimes does it ever get boring?: Nope where is the strangest place they’d have sex?: Public library restroom (¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

Family:

do your muses plan on having children/or have children?: They each have 2-3 kids so probably not

Affection:

who likes to cuddle?: Jensen who is the little spoon?: Jensen who gets naughty in the most inappropriate of places?: Misha who struggles to keep their hands to themself?: Both of them how long can they cuddle until one becomes uncomfortable?: Five to ten minutes who gives the most kisses?: Misha what is their favourite non-sexual activity?: Boating where is their favourite place to cuddle?: Bed who is more likely to playfully grope the other?: Jensen how often do they get time to themselves?: Not very often as they're both pretty busy but they usually find some time for skype and zoom sessions

Sleeping:

who snores?: Misha if both do, who snores the loudest?: N/A do they share a bed or sleep separately?: Share if they sleep together, do they cozy up together or lay far apart?: Cozy who talks in their sleep?: Jensen what do they wear to bed?: T-shirt and shorts for Misha, pajama pants for Jensen are either of your muses insomniacs?: No can sleeping pills be found by the bedside?: No do they wrap their limbs around each other or just lay side by side?: Misha sleeps with his head on Jensen's shoulder who wakes up with bed hair?: Both of them who wakes up first?: Jensen who prepares breakfast in bed for the other?: Jensen what is their favourite sleeping position?: Spooning who hogs the sheets?: Misha do they set an alarm each night?: Yep can a television be found in their bedroom?: Yes who has nightmares?: Jensen who has ridiculous dreams?: Misha who sprawls out and takes up most of the bed?: Misha who makes the bed?: Misha what time is bed time?: 2am any routines/rituals before bed?: They talk to each other about their day who’s the grumpiest when they wake up?: Jensen

Work:

who is the busiest?: They’re both pretty busy who rakes in the highest income?: Jensen probably are any of your muses unemployed?: Sort of? who takes the most sick days?: Neither? who is more likely to turn up late to work?: Maybe Misha who sucks up to their boss?: Neither what are their jobs?: Actors who stresses the most?: Misha do your muses enjoy or despise their careers/occupations?: They enjoy their jobs are your muses financially stable?: yeah

Home:

who does the washing?: Misha who takes out the trash?: Misha who does the ironing?: Misha who does the cooking?: Misha who is more likely to burn the house down just trying?: Jensen who is messier?: Misha who leaves the toilet roll empty?: Jensen who leaves their dirty clothes on the floor?: Misha who forgets to flush the toilet?: Misha who is the prankster around the house?: Jensen who loses the car keys when it comes time to go somewhere?: Misha who mows the lawn?: Jensen who answers the telephone?: Misha who does the vacuuming?: Jensen who does the groceries?: Jensen who takes the longest to shower?: Jensen who spends the most time in the bathroom?: Jensen

Miscellaneous:

is money a problem?: No how many cars do they own?: Four do they own their home or do they rent?: Own do they live near the coast or deep in the countryside?: They split time between their home states do they live in the city or in the country?: City do they enjoy their surroundings?: Yeah what’s their song?: "Sucker," Jonas Brothers lol what do they do when they’re away from each other?: Text and facetime each other where did they first meet?: Set of Supernatural how did they first meet?: Probably on set Misha's first day who spends the most money when out shopping?: Jensen who’s more likely to flash their assets?: Misha who finds it amusing when the other trips over?: Misha any mental issues?: I don't know who’s terrified of bugs?: Jensen who kills the spiders around the house?: Misha their favourite place?: Vancouver who pays the bills?: Jensen do they have any fears for their future?: They both mildly fear aging and the impact it can have on job prospects who’s more likely to surprise the other with a fancy dinner?: Misha who uses up all of the hot water?: Misha who’s the tallest?: They're roughly the same height but iirc I think Jensen is slightly taller? So Jensen? who’s more likely to just randomly hop into the shower with the other?: Jensen who wanders around in their underwear?: Misha who sings the loudest when singing along to the radio?: Misha what do they tease each other about?: Misha teases Jensen about who is more likely to cringe at the other’s fashion sense at times?: Jensen do they have mutual friends?: lol yep who crushed first?: They had mutually unrequited crushes any alcohol or substance related problems?: Don't think so, no who is more likely to stumble home, drunk, at 3am?: Misha who swears the most?: They both swear like sailors

#anonymous #replies #ask box #memes #help i'm being held prisoner in a complaint box #long post #text #exQUEUEse me

[catfishmaster]

Unpopular opinion but I don’t think Mello left without telling Matt, I think Mello tried to get Matt to run away with him and Matt told him to fuck off.

#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #I don't see them as that close honestly #And I think Mello valued Matt's friendship way more than Matt ever valued Mello #Because to Matt #Mello was just an amusement #Like #He had other friends #And he actually viewed Near as more tolerable #He later joined Mello again because he was just bored with adult life #I mean all he does is just steal from peoples bank accounts and play video games #Anyway I'm kind of sick of Matt just being Mello's slave so I guess their relationship is just not that interesting to me #Like from what we see of Matt #There's a lot that's interesting about him but his dynamic with Mello certainly isn't one of them #But I guess people ignore everything canon about Matt which... #sigh #you do you but it's kind of annoying to me at least #but that's just my headcanon matt so.... #continue with sweet innocent matt #and I'll stick to nihilistic asshole matt

[leviathan-says-hi]

Ask 21 / Tag 21

Answer 21 questions then tag 21 people you’d like to know a little better. Tagged by @fahrenflame Hope you're doing well! 😊

× Nickname ×

Levi, I guess? Not too many nicknames, most people think my actual name's bizarre enough and just go with that 😅

× Real name ×

Leviathan

× Zodiac ×

Pieces 🐳

× Height ×

Uhhhh...like 5.7"-5.8" ish??? Maybe???

× What time is it? ×

13:03

× Favorite musician ×

Marilyn Manson, Ghost, My Chemical Romance...idk honestly. I don't really listen to whole artists anymore, I just find random songs I like by all different people and throw them in a huge playlist, so most of my 'favourites' I literally know like 1 song by ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ whoops. Individual songs I've been enjoying lately though are:

° Nightmares - Easy Life (hence the recent animation lol)

° The Bidding - Tally Hall

° Boys Will Be Bugs - Cavetown

° Carnal Carnival - Here Come The Mummies

× Favorite sports team ×

Ngh...not so much a sports person ngl, but my dad gave me his Oakland Raiders baseball jacket he had as a kid and I wear that a bunch so er...go Raiders?

× Other blogs ×

Oh god I have a whole bunch. I have the really bad habit of making a new one everytime I get wrapped up in something then kinda abandoning it...I'm probably most active on my Ghost one @cardinal-cornucopia

× Do I get asks? ×

Nah, not so much

× How many blogs do I follow? ×

Christ, like...4,000 I think. I've been here a while, what can I say 😅

× Any tumblr crushes? ×

Eh, more so admiration than crushes, but there's a few people who are pretty rad, yeah

× Lucky number ×

13! 6 is pretty chill too

× What am I wearing right now? ×

Having a slouchy day revising for uni stuff, so grey sweatpants and my Unus Annus shirt 👍 Comf

(Quick side note, imma be pretty busy until the start of February when the new semester kicks in / spring exams are over, so hopefully I can start back up drawing/animating then!)

× Dream vacation ×

Maybe a road trip? I'm not really one for travel but a long, chilled-out drive to nowhere sounds really good rn

× Dream car ×

Welp, my sucky health means I would be considered the biggest of liabilities on the road so was basically told it's not even worth getting my licence 😅 BUT teenage me was really into motorbikes and was actually saving for a Suzuki GN125 👌

× Favorite food ×

Probably mac n cheese? Any form of instant noodle/pasta that can be microwaved at 3am between assignments. University broke me, what can I say

× Drink of choice ×

Blue raspberry jolly rancher soda / Pink grapefruit Fanta / Vanilla coke are my sugary weaknesses, but I also really love weird tea flavours like strawberry cupcake green tea and pineapple with grapefruit!

× Languages ×

English...barely 😅 Tried learning Russian but got sick so had to stop. Brain don't work so good ✌️ Think I still rember the alphabet/1-10 though!

× Instruments ×

Okay, okay so like, hear me out...I play banjolele. Well? No. Enthusiastically? Very! For anyone who doesn't know it's like the ungodly amalgamation of a banjo and ukulele and I love it to death. I also have a full sized banjo and ukulele not smushed together too so I guess they count separately too? But yeah, banjolele's my main squeeze 🖤

× Celebrity crushes ×

🤫

× Random fact ×

I've got a few months of neuroscience left before I should get my psychology degree, and I've been (unofficially, shh!) invited to stay on and complete a masters degree in research methods! Whoo 🎉🎊✨ Sounds boring, I know, but my academic dream would be a PhD in evolutionary psychology/neuroscience soooo...Slowly, slowly doing the thing 👍

× Tagging ×

Been out of the loop for a while so no idea who's done this already or not, sorry!

@pierlerett

@cardicishot

@markipliersin89

@nameless-jinx

@haunted-kazoo

@goodboysatan

@copias-caboose

#Tag meme #Personal

[ravensknowledge]

I'm sick and I'm home bored and unsupervised so I ordered four new sets of dice ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#in my defense... i didn't have any blue ones

[mental-health-advice]

(1/3) So here's the thing. I feel like I'm going to fail my next years in school, and be a disappointment entirely compared to my older sister who graduated from Stanford. On top of that, there are so many family issues in which my mom, my frickin 50 year old mom is coming to me for advice and to cheer her up. Not to mention my sister has this horrible attitude but she's depressed so I want to help her so bad but its a pain in the behind to talk and work with her, you have no clue. And I hate

(2/3) sorry for the discontinuity, I have to leave momentarily and I forgot what I left on, god that sounds stupid haha, but my point is im always in people's corner with a smile on my face and nobody is ever in my corner which really sucks but hey I have been coping for several years so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ deal with it I guess but it definitely feels good to vent on anon. my main problem right now is I think im gonna fail in life. especially because im in an extra competitive environment. im also sick of

(3/3) being dumb. everyone thinks im dumb, I think im dumb and ive gotten over it but honestly im still sick of it. I dread tomorrow, or every coming day. but im scared as to what happens after death. god this is dark and tbh this is the most ive ever vented to someone and the great thing is I dont feel ashamed or awkward because im anon so yay Tumblr. anyway tysm if you have actually read this highkey boring story, you're genuinely great, and I hope youre aware of the impact you're having :)

Hello lovely,

I’m so glad that venting out to us has made you feel even the tiniest bit better, having an outlet no matter what it is, is so important in keeping us moving forward and helps us feel so much better!

It is so lovely of you to be there for all those around you who you love, but you gotta put yourself first. If you aren’t feeling well or taking care of yourself then you aren’t able to take care of those around you. Is there any one that you feel as though you could have a mutual conversation with? Start with something like “I love being there for you. I’m going through a really hard time too and I was wondering if I could talk to you about it”. That way you break the ice a little. Another great outlet that I love if I’m having trouble talking to people is writing things out in a journal. That way I get to say everything that I want to say, no matter how harsh it might sound, without worrying about hurting someone else's feelings if it relates to other people. Other amazing outlets that have helped me release a bit of stress and tension is yoga and exercise if you want to try those also! 

In terms of your family it can be hard to keep things at a certain distance. Could you maybe let your mum know that you don’t feel comfortable with all the things she talks about? Or suggest that she may benefit from getting advice from someone with a little more experience? That way you are still being there for her but you are making sure that you are not her only outlet and that she is not offloading everything on to you. Working with those who live with depression can often be difficult. Symptoms that follow depression often include agitation which can make communication difficult, but there is never an excuse for what you say or how you act. Mental illness is not an excuse, it’s only an explanation. You can always talk to her if you feel she is acting inappropriately and say “maybe we can pick this up in a minute after a little space?”.

Failing at life is a very common fear, I don’t think it’s possible to fail at life. I think people are constantly learning new skills every day that they did not have the day before, you cannot fail at life. You are human, you are breathing and that in itself is an amazing thing! You are life. Try tell yourself everyday how wonderful you are, and that you are doing an amazing job. It may be hard at first, but I find it’s so motivating to me when I get up in the morning.

Everyone is good at different things, things that others may be great at may not be your forte and that’s okay! Part of life is figuring out the things that you are good at, and things that you enjoy doing. Intelligence cannot be measured on one scale, everyone works a different way you just have to identify what works best for you. If you are struggling in certain classes you could also see if there is option for tuition and talk with your teachers if someone is able to offer you extra time to help you understand things that you find difficult. The one I could never get my head around was chemistry, I spent half my lunch times working in classes to try get there but I decided it was not my thing and I went on to healthcare instead. Everyone has their good and bad and being in a competitive environment is hard but try your best to just focus on yourself and what you are doing, as opposed to those around you. This is your life love, live it the best you can!

If you are noticing an increase in these dark thoughts you may also benefit from getting some extra supports. Talking with your GP to make sure that there is nothing medical that causes you to feel the way you do, and if there is something going on with your mental health what options are best to help you get through this. There is also a tonne of counselling services available if you feel more comfortable venting in that route, that way you can get professional advice on a regular basis and ensure not to bottle things up. It’s so incredibly important to let things out lovely!

You’re genuinely great!!

Links for you to look at:

Getting helpDepression informationHelplines if you’re feeling worriedReasons to stayMindfulness

You got this x

Much love,

Willow x

#school #study #depression #sad #suicide #suicidal #family #mother #sister #death #Anonymous #mental #mental health #health #advice #mental health advice #mental health acceptance #acceptance #mhawillow #blog #advice blog #help

[nofeartina]

Baby! I'm so sorry you're sick. Hope you feel better soon. For your fanfic ask game, can I have K, N, S, and T please?

Hi babe!!!

Thanks for indulging me! And I hope I feel better soon too! :(

K: What’s the angstiest idea you’ve ever come up with?

Besides Rearranged...?? xD Well. I’d rather not say actually, as it’s in my drafts right now, waiting for me to do something about it.... ;)

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

Oh yes!! I have this massive thing outlined where Isak is a famous former child actor trying to make it big as an adult and Even is doing a documentary on the movie Isak has a major role in. And I just can’t write it! I know next to nothing about acting and doing documentaries, but I would LOVE to read the fic... :) Anybody....? xD

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

Oh, so many!!! And I’ve written fics in most of them by now! :) I love the friends to lovers, I LOVE hurt/comfort, I love soulmate tropes, I love fantasy and space AUs, I love sports AUs (haven’t done one of those (yet?), and I’m sure there are plenty more, but I have to stop somewhere... ;)

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

Oh yes! I really don’t like kid fics. And (surprising noone) I don’t like d/s fics. Daddy kink is a hard no from me. I just can’t.... x( 

But honestly, I’ll read almost anything. However, I must admit that it takes a lot for me to keep my interest all the way through a fic. I nope out of a fic pretty fast if I don’t like it or get bored by it. And it’s not even specific things, like I’ve read (and liked) fics with bad grammar and language, but the story was amazing. BUT if I get bored, I’d rather just write...  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Ask me a question from this Fanfic ask game... :) (because I’m sick and bored...)

#Fanfic ask game #thank you babe!! #towonderland72

[th3-z0diac]

Wooo Doggy I'll tell you how it ends. I've moved on. I'm honestly so sick of the Libra. I got bored and anymore even the sight of him annoys me. I snapped at him quite a few times today and honestly I don't even care if it was mean. It was what was in my mind and I said it. I'm just so done. He's immature, annoying, and frankly, he's not emotionally intelligent. But anyway I think I'm developing something with a Virgo, not the best match but I think it might just be friendship ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Yes !! Friendships are awesome! Wish i had one… I’m sorry that it didn’t work out with Libra, but i mean you’re not gonna get along with everyone you ever like or just meet in general…

#rey #greymattergirl

[eterneli]

all text symbols because i'm your favorite nephew.

TEXT MEME. | No longer accepting. (x)

“✆” for a morning text.

( sms – brat #2 ) You sleep too much.( sms – brat #2 ) Wake the fuck up.

“✉” for a text that wasn’t sent.

( sms – brat #2 ) I kinda miss having you around.

“☎” for a rushed text.

( sms – brat #2 ) Theater.( sms – brat #2 ) 6pm.

“⁇” for a drunk text.

( sms – brat #2 ) shimmiiie shimmie yay ( sms – brat #2 ) shimmmie shhime aaah swallla llala( sms – brat #2 ) taaeyong gon swalalla( sms – brat #2 ) gettin freakky freaky

“✿” for a suggestive text.

( sms – brat #2 ) Your hair is quite fluffy. Must be nice to pull on it.

“ø” for a late night text.

( sms – brat #2 ) Why are you up?( sms – brat #2 ) You’re like, ten.( sms – brat #2 ) It’s past your bedtime.

“✘” for a hateful text.

( sms – brat #2 ) Why don’t you slip into something more comfortable like a coma?

“#” for a random text.

( sms – brat #2 ) I just found out a mind blowing fact.( sms – brat #2 ) Coca-Cola would be green if coloring wasn’t added to it.

“@” for a scared text.

( sms – brat #2 ) The water is rising and I might just drown all over again.( sms – brat #2 ) I can’t handle it.

“&” for a loving text.

( sms – brat #2 ) Don’t catch a cold.( sms – brat #2 ) I’ll have to listen to Taeyong whine if you do.

“%” for a curious text.

( sms – brat #2 ) When are you bringing beer and chicken over?( sms – brat #2 ) You never showed up on my birthday, you little fucker.

“ツ” for an excited text.

( sms – brat #2 ) I am finally being left in peace.( sms – brat #2 ) The president is taking a trip somewhere far away.( sms – brat #2 ) And my manager is on vacation.

“$” for an accidental text.

( sms – brat #2 ) No, I haven’t heard from him all day, president.( sms – brat #2 ) I’ll make sure to drop by his place to check if anything happened.

Ten minutes later:

( sms – brat #2 ) Fuck. That wasn’t meant for you. Disregard it.

“♀” for a heartbreaking text.

( sms – brat #2 ) Some days, I get a sick feeling. Everything about my life seems so empty, so meaningless. Each minute holds something familiar, something I saw yesterday and the day before. Every second seems to drag on, and my heart feels so lonely. I feel so bored with my life and everything in it. And then there are other days when everything feels so great. The sky sinks pretty songs of love and I can smile for once. Everything I encounter gives me that same feeling of the warm sun on your skin after you’ve been cold for so many months. I have hope and everything is bright and new and so, so lovely. The only difference between these days is a few hours of sleepless nights and dreams of how I wish my life could be.

#jaenv #inked. #marked. #nephew? favorite? where? #neither of those apply.

[yamiheart]

Belarus is already three dimensional. She's a depressed character that has a philosophical mind with a dreaded feeling how long she'll live. She loves mental music, into supernatural and useless trivia. She also has a playful side by pulling pranks on Lithuania and Poland. I'm sick and tired of people forcing a beautifully interesting character having to be paired with someone that's boring and practical. I honestly hate all of her ships, because she needs someone 'change her and make better'.

If this is the same person as before, I’m very impressed that we went from punching “Bitchenstein” to a very serious deconstruction of Belarus’ canon character. I have the feeling it’s not the same person as before, however, because the first message suggested shipping Belarus with Hungary or Vietnam, but you prefer no ships, so... ah, I’m not sure who I’m talking to anymore. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Anyway, I honestly respect your dedication to Belarus. It’s obvious to me that you care very deeply about her as a character. I mean, if you didn’t, you probably wouldn’t even bother messaging me about this. I admit the fandom typically gives the Slavic nations the short end of the characterization stick, which was something I really tried to be aware of as I wrote this story (I hope people noticed that even though Clubs is the Kingdom of warfare, Russia has never been portrayed seriously as the big bad villain. In fact, America hopefully came across as more of an aggressor than Russia). If I’ve continued to contribute to a long history of micharacterization of the Slavic nations despite my best efforts, then I’m sorry.

But your assertion that you don’t like any ships with Belarus “because she needs someone 'change her and make better'” is confusing to me on multiple fronts. First, it implies that the relationship I’m writing is one-sided, that only Belarus has had to change for Liechtenstein. That’s not the case at all. As I established in the last post, Liechtenstein has changed because of Belarus as well. The relationship is give-and-take, like a healthy relationship should be. This leads me to my second point of confusion, which is that you seem to believe that Belarus in her canon Hetalia form is so perfect that she has no room to grow. If that’s really how you feel, then that makes me think you’re idea of Belarus is a little...boring. No one is perfect, and relationships -both romantic and not- are supposed to help us grow and make us better people. I think it’s cool that in canon Belarus likes metal music and philosophy and playing pranks, but interests don’t equal character motivation. What motivates your idea of Belarus? What makes her a distinct character that you love so dearly? Finally, if you don’t like people shipping Belarus with anyone because being in a relationship inherently changes a character, why are you messaging me? I mean, what do you hope to gain from telling me you don’t like what I’m doing? I appreciate you taking the time to elaborate on your opinions, but I am over 50,000 words and 70% into this story. I don’t want to break your heart here, but I’m not going to chuck out this pivotal relationship in the last two chapters of my story -a relationship that I do still love to write because I love Liechtenstein and Belarus and what their interactions mean for their characters. 

I have no trouble accepting that you will never like what I’m doing with the character you love, but can you accept that you probably aren’t going to change my mind about Liechtenstein and their relationship?

#yami answers #ASfV #no but seriously are you the same person as last time or someone new??? #I'm so confused #Anonymous