#im just really sad :(

[rebka18]

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#vent art #im just really sad #i want to isolate so bad #i hate change #and i hate positive change #whatever change tbh #i just dont wanna think for once #but paranoic brain dosent stop #even on dreams #i need therapy #im the blobb btw #i wanna sleep forever also #xc #ill delete later probably tomorro

[aspen-rider]

:(

#got canceled on again #i was so excited they wantes to see me two days in a row like omg #my brain started doing flips #like maybe next #they would want to fall asleep with me #but maybe im thinking too fast #they probably want nothing like that #It's okay. #im just really sad #honestly its been so long since i went to bed next to someone #i cant even remeber #please #i just want to be loved #but im never going to say this to them #the pressure that would make them feel

[solusminds]

I can't stop crying right now. One of my cats I named Ccino in this cat game. I have DIED because I forgot to check in on the game, and she got sick and ended up dying because of it. I can't help but cry, I didn’t expect cats to die :(

I got a diary from it, and this was the last entry.

I wasn't fast enough to save her...

I will be watching the game like a halk to ensure this doesn't happen.

I know she was just a digital cat, but damn does it hurt so much. I need to go make myself feel better now...

#vent #can i even call this a vent ? #i dont know #im just really sad #and really upset #i want her back how do i bring her back??? #if i had been a day earlier i could've saved her #i don't think i can forgive myself #my other four cat i saved before it was too late but i didn’t save her in time #im am genuinely heartbroken #she was a digital cat but still

[zhjami20]

sorry to put this in the sso tag, but just wanted to let yall know my main account @zhjamii just got terminated lol. I'll post the character heights here still, but oh well.

I sent tumblr the appeal whatever but idk.

#sso #star stable #apologies for putting it here #im just really sad #great start of 2023

[arkainea1911]

So I was reading an original works fic and one of the characters mentioned how talking about things helps and...I guess I feel compelled to vent...

I'm constantly sick and worried about everything from paying the bills (that i never seem to have enough money for) , to figure out how to afford my loans and credit cards, to stressing about my job, to trying to get a new house cause the current one needs work badly. Not to mention the back taxes on the house we didn't know about and everything else that came up when his mom passed away.

I can't seem to talk to anyone about it. I can't talk to hime about it and my only coping mechanism is to dive into my fanfics push out thw world ans that not the best thing for me.

I'm just so tired of constantly having to talk myself out of having a fucking panic attack all the damn time. And there is no one I can feel like I can talk to about any of it. like this is my problem and no one would either care or really understand how I feel.

I just want to be able to afford a goddamn decent house and my bills! I want to be able to not wake up in the morning and immediately have to dive into my phone because ill start thinking too much about every damn thing! I want to be able to go to sleep at night instead of staying up late because that is the only time I feel I have control of my life! I want space so that my dogs can actually run around instead of being coupled up under me all the damn time!! I just...I just...

I'm just so tired and I feel so alone in this!! I just want to be free to actually live my life and not just work, sleep, rinse; and repeat. I feel trapped by my life and I don know how to break free.

I just...needed to get this off my chest...I don't really feel that much better but at least it's not inside me anymore. so I guess that's a plus

#random ramblings #random feelings #random writing #random #im just really sad #also tired #and emotional #but I don't have a lot of places to vent so here I am #im going to bed

[beepboopbopblep]

......

#just sad #im just really sad

[angelicstalker]

I guess I knew this would happen to you

Inside I did, but I refused to know the truth

I'm headin' back inside to sit at home with you

I think I know what's wrong

My friends put on their bravest face

Their tails between their legs, something's out of place

I bet their mothers let them know what I'm about to face

Keep your mouth zipped, son

Baby, I've been there before

I was at the point where all I really wanted was someone

And now I'm still hangin' on

I was at the end of every tether waitin' for what once was

Tell me all the important stuff

What's your favorite color, what makes you so tough?

Please don't let go when you've had enough

I'm on my knees

#god this song really hits fifferent right now #im just really sad #mine #hers #what once was

[perpetually-confused-rat]

Does anybody else have a person? Somebody who you love, someone who once loved you? Someone who you’ll never forget and never stop loving because they fixed you. And you still love them even though you haven’t spoken in years. But you can’t stop loving them like they stopped loving you because once you knew what it felt like to feel that way, you could never just stop. A person who was never anything more than a best friend, a partner in crime. And even though they stopped talking to you and stopped loving you, all you want is for them to be happy because if they stop being happy, you’ll break again. And this time, they won’t be there to put the pieces back together.

#i don’t know #im just really sad #that person #i still love him #even though he doesn’t love me

[ikigaisvt]

rant rant rant

#im just very sad rn #im so sad that things didn't work out the way i wanted it to #and now im missing so much good opportunities because of fucked up timelines #covid ruined it for me tbh like #i was hanging on by a thread and then covid happened #ever since then i have been going crazy #like i am really trying to feel like i am on the right path #but sometimes i just am sad at how things turned out #i sound way more dramatic than it really is but #putain de merde #(excuse my french) #im just really sad #and i feel alone in my sadness too like #i dont fee like confiding in anyone so i just #shut down and keep it all inside myself but it just really sucks #i just really want a hug and maybe cry in someone's arms a lil #and have their arms keep my falling pieces from falling down #but i don't have any friends i can hug rn #thats what u get for having only online friends sammy!!! #anyway #im gonna try to sleep #bye #🫡 #sammy's podcast

[chloesimaginationthings]

Will Abby ever meet Elizabeth 👀

I’ve technically drawn that once before! In newer comics? We’ll see,,

#ask reply #I really do want to draw Elizabeth again #though I will warn the comics will probably be sad BAHA #Abby may meet her but just in a different way than yall think #THOUGH im also not above having a lil fun and just having actual Elizabeth meet Abby #it would be cute!

[the-phantom-peach]

Meeting the Light Dragon ✨🐉

[tagged as spoilers!]

#do you like the color of the sky #sorry long post #anyways #everyone’s talking about ‘the theme of totk is hands’ okay yeah but have you seen the eyes?? #this game is so good I’m biting my hands #I just wanted to get this one off my chest bc im tired it didn’t turn out the way I wanted but that’s okay #coloring was really fun though! #im sad now gotta draw happy stuff to cope #totk spoilers #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda #tloz #loz #tears of the kingdom #breath of the wild #totk #botw #Zelda #Nintendo #totk link #totk Zelda #totk light dragon #light dragon #totk zelink #zelink #tloz fanart #totk fanart #art #my art

[onawhimsicot]

i know not many people would want to read a 10,000 word article about the minecraft end poem and how the author, Julian Gough, was never fairly compensated for his work and has made it public domain.

But it's a very well-written and heartfelt read, and he makes it very clear that none of this is a cash-grab and despite the fact that he is essentially a starving artist in this capitalist society, he only mentions his financial struggles despite Minecraft's huge huge success at the bottom of this article and not in the tweets so as to not dilute his message.

Anyway, I just think it'd be cool if those who are able to could support him in some way whether it be subscribing to his substack or donating to his paypal (that's linked in the article, you can ctrl + F to find it easier), that's all.

#Edit: Please look at the article for his paypal and his substack!! most ppl are reblogging a version where i didnt mention it oh gosh #im not really. the kind of person to make posts like this and i dont have the spoons to make it look nice. #my tumblrs not that visible anyway so i guess it doesnt actually matter #i just think that understandably not many ppl would read through the entire article and it makes me so sad that even in the article #he talks about how badly he just wants to make art and not play the capitalism game and still he doesnt talk about needing support #on the platforms where it'd be most visible bc he doesnt WANT to play the capitalism game even if society dicates it and its meant to #be an act of LOVE and just. yeah. #minecraft #minecraft end poem #mineblr

[cozylittleartblog]

worst way to start my new year, thanks. i have a lot of things to say about these companies but i'm tired and just keeping it focused to the pin side of things for this one. do not ever buy pins from these companies, literally ALL of them are stolen from small artists like me. if you want to buy enamel pins, check out etsy, and artist's personal websites and shops! (though even Etsy has some bootleg pins that ship straight from china, so tread carefully…)

Every pin I've designed is, thus far, EXCLUSIVE to my etsy. if you find it anywhere else, it's been ripped off! and once these stupid bootlegs pop up, it's basically a never ending game of whack-a-mole trying to get them all taken down...

#psa #art theft #pin theft #aliexpress #shein #wish #temu #deltarune #the bootleg pin is just over an inch tall. do you know how BAD this design looks at that size?? i'd know. i tested it. #they didn't even use the black nickel of the pin for the black parts of the design. and the listing says copper for some reason. what. #some people never even get their designs taken down. its really sad #so i might just have to deal with bootleg queens out there forever :( i hope nobody confuses the ripoffs for the real thing.... #my pin is so much nicer! its almost two inches big and it has two posts on the back so it doesn't spin #because spinning pins are the bane of my existence #im out here working my ass off out of my bedroom in my parents place trying to make a living and here come these pricks #i watermarked all my listing photos exactly so they Couldn't steal my fucking pictures so at least there's that #my new years is just full of bad luck so far i hope this isn't a bad omen #if my registration isn't accepted by the aliexpress copyright department I'm SOL and this will just. stay up i guess #i'm sad #bootleggers kys

[blindcabbage]

I'm going to see my mum tomorrow morning. Her funeral is on Friday. I'm scared but I think I need this. I need confirmation that this isn't a sick joke or a horrific mistake. I need to see her to know that she's gone. When she died I thought it was the worse day of my life, but there are a few days since that have taken that title. Tomorrow will be another one. Friday will too. I'm supposed to work on Thursday, but I don't think that's going to happen.

I don't know how to process this. The only person I want to talk to is my mum. Even when she was sick, even when she couldn't talk or understand me, she was still there. But she isn't anymore and I don't know what to do. Nothing will make this better. They say to take it one day at a time. But that doesn't stop the fact that she is dead and she will always be dead. She didnt get to see my wedding. She didn't get to meet my children. She didn't get to grow old, the way most mothers deserve to. She was taken from us quickly and horribly and she suffered every second. Nothing will undo that.

I have a counselling appointment tomorrow afternoon. I supposed that's a good place to start. This is counselling that was supposed to help me process the dementia diagnosis. Now it will help me process her death. Even though I don't want to. Processing her death means living the rest of my life without her, and that is something I don't want to so.

I don't have a point to this. I'm just sad and I miss my mum.

#personal #missing my mum #rant #might delete but probably wont #im just really sad

[wasyago]

the brainrot won

#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without- #distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just- #super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff #i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i- #read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :( #SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!! #but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little- #break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think #ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for- #designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much... #WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to #umm. tags. #new life smp #smallishbeans #mythical sausage #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #smajor1995 #inthelittlewood #my art #sketch

[boneinator]

Ik there are usamericans following me I have a question for yall , what the fuck do y'all even eat . Like . The typical huge greasy American breakfast has to be an exaggeration but I really can't think of meals that don't contain stuff exclusive to my country and do you guys even have that honestly

#no dulce de leche ... no pepas .... no milanesas ...... #what a sad life #/j ofc im being hyperbolic but fr what #I mean this as in like . what you usually have in your main meals not something specific #also let's not even talk about the hours y'all manage im going to get sick . dinner at 6 pm ??? ong no honor to the merienda ... #rambles #completely random post but im just really tired my brain doesn't work very well