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dreamybasil · 6 months
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mar what are you doing MAR DONT YOU DAR--
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landonorizzz · 3 months
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SUMMARY: pierre is not the boyfriend of the year that everyone thought. his girlfriend is left to fend for herself, fourtunately she seems to have good people in her corner
PAIRING: pierre gasly x ex! fem! ferrari media team! oc , [redacted] x fem! ferrari media team! oc (no faceclaim)
WARNINGS: mentions of cheating, cursing
A/N: im finally after my exams, this is somehow AGAIN - twitter heavy, there's this one twitter thread that is so obvoiusly halfassed, please ignore it :))
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marcilazzaro1 a cheeky lil pitstop in heaven 🤠 see you in singapore
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madi_races what'd you mean pitstop?? i thought LA was the pitstop?
nyoomf1 is that... seb?
mickschumacher 👀
↳ marcilazzaro1 stop acting all mysterious, you were there too
↳ ilpredestinatox sorry what
redclerc is she in Switzerland???
↳ redmilton i mean, it looks like it?
↳ hammertime_1 but why tho
↳ redmilton her and sebastian are friends, it's not like she needs a permission to visit him
forzalec16 girll it's tuesday, aren't you supposed to be IN singapore already??
charles_leclerc still can't believe you didn't take me
↳ marcilazzaro1 yeah, it's not like you have a car to drive this weekend or something 🤔
ferra_ria who is she?? why is everyone so obsessed with her still? i thought she and pierre broke up?
↳ screwderriaf1 we've been obsessed way before she was with pierre. she's actually on ferrari's media team and she's friends with a lot of drivers
↳ shithappens skylar (blondecedes on twitter) actually has a thread on it if you want to learn more, it's her pinned post
↳ ferra_ria thanks! i'll check it out for sure
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marcilazzaro1 posted on her story!
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marcilazzaro1 Singapore, you've been good - p1 and p4 for the team ;) Congratulations on your podium landonorris !
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charlie_sun did yuki take you to the restaurant?
↳ marcilazzaro1 yes! it was really lovely
yukitsunoda0511 we need to do this more often
↳marcilazzaro1 for sure! just name the time and place ;)
quickstappen yuki looks so cute!!
shithappens she's back in the paddock!! mother's back in the paddock
redmilton_ i like this new post aesthetic, very cinematic
↳ redclerc reputation era?? ↳ redmilton_ who knows, maybeeee
landonorris P2 babyy
lewishamilton It's good to see you back
↳ marcilazzaro1 feeling's mutual
barbiegirl i'd just like to know how could pierre fumble so badly, like dude, she's perdect basically
pierrespookie ugh, you're still here? i thought she quit.
nyoomf1 new lance content! hell yeah!
↳ strollingaway i didn't know they were friends??
↳ nyoomf1 same, looks like they started hanging out after her and pierre broke up 🤷 tbf i don't really care, i'm just happy we're getting the content
↳ strollingaway fair.
madi_races can't wait for the media content from this weekend, it's gonna be great i can feel it
↳ darth_nando it's gonna be elite, marci told me herself
carlando333 no carlos mention? 👀
↳ shithappens sorry, are you blind? he's literally in the pictures
↳ barbiegirl she's also not a carlos fan page, official ferrari account already congratulated him
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"Quali-tea Time with Sarah Scott (Redbull's secret weapon with Marceline)"
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madi's radio: pt.3 is finally here, sorry for the long wait, 4th is already in the works so hopefully it'll be a shorter wait ;) i actually planned to put more into this part but,,, 30 pics limit.
(also, valentines coming up, i was thinking of doing short sepcials if i have the time, if i do, which drivers would you like to see?)
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anonymousjester · 11 months
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Hello hello! Anon here again for another round with baldi's program: Learners initiative! Here im gonna introduce another teacher, as well as two staff members!
And, an announcement! The learners initiative askblog is open, if you wish to ask anyone whether it be student or teacher, please leave it in my askbox!
now, onto the others
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first off, a new teacher! King dice, the music teacher. After being thrown into this odd dimension without a way back, at first dice wasnt fond of anything that was going on. completely denied any position and in multiple times attempted to escape.. it didnt take long for him to realise though that the people in this new place were much stronger than initially thought, and that the dimension itself wasnt...safe. So the best thing to do was to play it safe, keep his cards close.. He decided to take the role of the music teacher, though secretly still trying to figure out a way out of wherever he is. He isnt too fond of children, but tolerates them at the least.. He does have a soft spot to those who genuinely want to learn, though.
Now, onto two staff members!
first, the lunch lady!!
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PINKIE PIE! Alright, ive seen the tags asking for either chica to be the lunch lady, or the marionette being the music teacher, but the only reasons why i didnt do that because i stick with their lore and both are just robots possessed by children, we cant have children working as staff now can we? Pinkie is a master cook, despite always going for sweets she does understand the nutritional aspects of what kids really need. She's a really nice cook and she absolutely adores just having fun with the kids and the teachers! shes both the lunch lady and plans for any school party or event, dice is cautious of her. She just weirds him out..
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now the last member for today, mike schmidt! No no, not michael- MIKE. as in EARLY FNAF FANDOM MIKE BABYY! Ive decided to add a fandom favorite, from the days where purple guy was vincent mc phoneguy and everyone drew chica and foxy love triangles. Hes the school security, and is pretty numbed to any weird things that happen in this dimension, after all he lived in a world with haunted animatronics and horrible paychecks, atleast the food here is actually good- The kids often come to him as well, since he doesnt freak out if anything they do sort of..well- goes out of the ordinary- he mostly looks after them, mostly to make sure they dont get themselves or the others hurt somehow.. He also keeps an eye out for the teachers, theyre creepy to him.
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lilredghost · 11 months
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BABYY I SEE THE THING WITH THE SCENTS IM NOTICING HE DETAILS!!!!!
It needs to, he thinks to himself. I have plans with Anakin today. After all, the last thing Obi-Wan wants to do is disappoint his husband on account of his damned biology.
he doesnt know anakin would be so glad 😭😭😭 he didnt want an alpha in the first place this is misunderstandings galore im living for it
Should he chide his mother or spurn his husband? Should he attempt to compromise by bringing Obi-Wan to the temple, or will that hurt the both of them?
he's learninggggg my heart is full <3333 shmi needs to learn too istfg obi is a baby!!!! you dont wanna hurt him!!!!! he's the most innocent baby in this verse!!!!
i cant wait for them to go sand seal surfing together <3333 dangerous rides call for tightly held hands :) ALSO their kiss!!!!! they both are accepting and showing their feelings for each other im still swooning from that!!!!! cant cat wait for obi to give anakin the sash cause in anakin's mind obi proposed and the wedding wasnt done with tatooine's standards <3 this is gonna be so healing this is gonna improve my life i can just feel it
Anakin will come to him, he knows. He promised.
IF THIS HURTS OBI AGAIN I SWEAR I WILL READ IT WITH GLEE BUT ALSO MAKE PLANS TO KILL ANAKIN MYSELF PLEASE
1. My best girl back in my ask box!! I am so ELATED that you're catching the details! I've been slowly making the transition on the way Obi-Wan smells since literally chapter ONE (OK chapter 3 actually but still)
2. He doesn't even know Anakin would still love him 🥺🥺. Hell, he doesn't even know Anakin loves him NOW. There's this bit in the next chapter, the following morning:
He studies Anakin carefully, taking in the soft expression on his face. With some surprise, Obi-Wan realises he’s seen it before, seen it directed at him. How long has his husband been looking at him like this? How had he not noticed?
He sees he's been blind about Anakin's feelings but continues to be blind about the EXTENT of Anakin's feelings.
Anakin realized he loves Obi-Wan (this chapter's "epiphany") and immediately was all in, 100%, this is his husband they're married and in love now. In his mind, it's clearly mutual.
But Obi-Wan has been in love with Anakin for a looong time now, and he thinks they're still taking baby steps in their relationship. They kissed, sure, but that doesn't mean Anakin is suddenly in love with him.
3. Anakin learning is soooo dear to me, because aaall the way back in chapter 3 he was like:
there is a part of Anakin that wants to be petty, to tease and bring the man to tears in a vindictive sort of punishment—an opportunity to take control back from his Emperor husband without any chance of it being perceived as a threat to their alliance. However experienced Obi-Wan is, he won’t stand a chance against Anakin.
But now he knows Obi-Wan has such a soft heart (the most innocent baby in this verse, you're right 🥺). He's treating Obi-Wan gently, he's not lashing out anymore. We see the growth SO MUCH in this chapter:
It's clear to Anakin that his alpha is still feeling a little unwell, looking pale and somewhat distracted. Anakin resolves to take it easy on him, today.
He slides one hand slowly up Obi-Wan’s back, the other reaching out to pull him down by the nape of his neck. He moves carefully, not wanting to spook Obi-Wan—but his husband comes eagerly, leaning down and pressing lips to lips.
As for Shmi... she'll change her opinion on him once the whole "who proposed to who" conflict is resolved
4. SAND SEAL SURFING. I'm planning to have them go sometime after the Celebration of Light but there will also be sooo many kissses between now and then <3
And don't even worry about the morning after, Anakin will be there! I already wrote the scene for the next morning. (Originally it was gonna be in ch13, but unfortunately it didn't work with the pacing)
There will still be some angst in the rest of the fic, but like...we've gotten passed the hard part. Once they return from their vacation, the larger plot will begin acting upon them again. They'll have all these problems thrown at them and they'll have to split up for a bit. But they'll still be TOGETHER 💕
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corkisms · 2 years
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Dude I am super excited to read about Eldritch Duke and Eldritch Bain’s backstory!!
im soo mad i had such a comprehensive answer to this post and tumblr ATE IT so now i gotta rewrite the whole thing from memory. hell on earth :[
alright i CANNOT take credit for eldritch bain thats @des-paa-cee-toeee BABYY!!! eldritch duke came about on a whim before i knew abt despaa’s take on eldritch bain but it was soooo fun learning abt this bain and throwing ideas at the wall (discord dms) to see what stuck (exploded in the microwave). i cant speak to bain's origins bc im still learning them myself but ive got some eldritch duke facts down. readmore placed below to contain the brainspill ^_^ (and it really is one hell of a brainspill like it got way longer than i intended so sorry in advance😭)
right so dukes a university student in the late 60s/early 70s(?)
hes taking part in an archaeology project with one of his classmates in a forest near his uni (studying bone fragments, arrowheads, just collecting random samples) and keeping audio logs of the whole project
his classmate strays too far and messes around in a bunch of forestbeings' turf
the beings retaliate by possessing/driving the classmate mad
classmate offs duke via rock crimes (fly high babe) and duke gets to spend some time getting acquainted with the spirits in the trees
one of the forestbeings decides that that was kinda fucked up in hindsight and takes pity on duke, searing life and consciousness back into his broken body and resurrecting him from the mud as a nothuman trapped in a mostly mortal vessel (you work with what ya got)
this process might take a while but idk if itll make up the 20 yr gap in his lifespan yet (give that hes 20ish in the 70s and shows up in pd2 in 2017 as a 50 yr old and not a 70 yr old)
i just think hes neat!
tbh idk how i actually feel abt writing this duke au given that i think im also writing some other stuff rn but i looove gnawing on it when im spaced out during class its like my screensaver. i actually started a little smthg as a sort of taste-test for this au where its a police report on the case of duke's initial disappearance in the 70s, documenting the weird facts from an in-universe after-the-fact pov (i am such a sucker for dramatic irony its not funny) and working through the story in the form of aforementioned audio logs. pasting the scraps below
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Friends initially report 20-year-old August Lindenhurst missing on August 18th, 1968.
Over summer break, Lindenhurst had been taking part in a month-long personal project proposed by 19-year-old Gillian 'Gill' Dorsey, both students at Dennington University. Classmates became concerned when the project's allotted time period ended and Lindenhurst had still not returned to campus. He and Dorsey were last seen entering the forest behind the main building (see map in addendum 2A) with bags one month prior. Investigators organized search teams, which found their equipment still intact in a makeshift bell tent approximately 1.8 miles from campus, and CSI later noted that the project seemed largely archaeological in nature. Around the same time the tent was discovered, a welfare check conducted on Dorsey's dorm discovered her partially decomposed body still in bed (Dorsey case filed separately, though it shares many unusual circumstances with this one).
CSI recovered a collection of microtapes from the tent in the forest, dated throughout the month as audio logs leading up to Lindenhurst's disappearance. Detective Greene was able to transcribe a majority of the logs’ content despite questionable integrity following recent storms. Following analysis of the tapes, the Lindenhurst case was changed from missing persons to homicide. Transcripts deemed relevant to the case are attached below (transcripts for the rest of the tapes available in addendum 2F).
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and then the transcript of the first tape starts! from there the rest of the story plays out over multiple tapes as duke n his classmate (using gill dorsey as a placeholder name for no reason in particular) pick through tiny buried oddities over the course of about a month. all the while we see signs that theres Something In These Woods thrown in (discussing strange dreams in passing, unidentified voices heard on tape, odd changes in behavior seen in casual conversation, etc) leading up to the discovery of The Final Tape later on in the case, recorded on the day the project was supposed to end 
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The original recorder was recovered in a clearing approx. 600 feet from the tent. Clear signs of a fight present in surroundings (see addendum 3A-3G). Blood at the scene matched with Lindenhurst. The recorder still contained the most recent (presumably final) microtape inside. Det. Greene reassigned for transcription.
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and then we get into the nitty gritty of the day of the attack. the report basically concludes with “well that was fucked up” given that lindenhurst’s killer classmate is also dead under mysterious circumstances (found in bed with their mouth and lungs all full of dirt, more thoughts on that but this post is more than long enough rn) so theres kinda. no one to prosecute. the story itself ends with the whole case file being completely wiped by bain, revealing that we were just reading the report along with him the entire time as part of a background check on duke. hes troubled by the implications to say the least, like sorry man you found more than you bargained for in this funky crime grandpa!! the whole ‘coming back nothuman’ thing isnt super covered in this version of the story bc it is still just a police report and obvs cant have ALL the details but that does still happen
thoughts n suggestions n corrections welcome i love having thoughts and making words i love it to bloody pieces. i love kneading ideas in my brain like dough. also ty for reading this far mwah 😭 😭 😭
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missdawnandherdusk · 4 years
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Draco X Hufflepuff!Reader
Summary: A new student needs a bit of guidance from you. 
A/n: No, this isn’t the chapter you’re looking for but this was in my archive of notes for this series and I ended up cutting it, but it was too cute and pure not to share with you guys, so here’s a deleted scene from my Hufflepuff series!! New chapter to come soon! 
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Until McGonagall was standing over Draco and I, my nerves had calmed down. Now, they were sky high.
“Professor?” I asked, taking Draco’s hand in mine under the table. He squeezed it reassuringly.
“Miss Y/n, I would like to speak with you in my office,” McGonagall looked over her spectacles at me.
“Uh, okay,” I stood slowly, eyeing Draco, who was glowering. “Love you,” I whispered softly to him before following the professor.
“You can stop your fretting dear,” McGonagall encouraged. “You’re not in trouble,”
McGonagall closed the office door behind us where a young Gryffindor student stood, looking quite terrified. Her bright golden eyes stood starkly against her deep chocolate skin. If I hadn’t seen her eyes, and it had been years ago, I might have mistaken her for Hermione.
“This is Cheyenne Clearwater,” McGonagall introduced. “She is descendant of Ieles.”
“The nymphs?” I gasped, a smile growing on my face. “That’s so cool!” 
Cheyenne blushed. 
“Quite so,” McGonagall pressed her lips into a thin line. “But it also means that she is deaf,” 
“What?” I backtracked.
“And until we can get a proper translation spell in order for her and her tastes, Professor Sprout proposed that you might be able to translate for her? She needs a translator in Herbology, and as a part of your N.E.W.T course, Sprout said that she would accept if you were a teacher’s assistant for the younger years, and thus being able to aid Miss Clearwater, here. Since you and Abby took up sign language last year for your... task.” Her blue eyes held an air of mischief.
“Oh, yeah, of course,” I smiled at Cheyenne and began to sign: My name is Y/n. It’s nice to meet you.
Cheyenne’s eyes widened in shock and awe as she quickly began to sign back: You can sign!? I didn’t think anyone here knew how to! Momma and Papa always used translating spells.
I learned last summer. I smiled signing, mouthing the words.
Cheyenne beamed up at me, and for a moment, all of the darkness that loomed over the school was absent in her smile and shining eyes. To my surprise, McGonagall began to sign at Cheyenne asking her to wait outside her office door while she spoke to me. When we were alone, my anxiety began to flutter again.
“It shouldn’t take more than a day or two,” McGonagall reassured. “And, of course, you’ll get House points and extra credit.”
“No, I don’t need that,” I refuted quickly.
Cheyenne was waiting for me out in the hall, still beaming. We chatted—signed—and I asked her about her first day so far. She was a bit wary of Professor Snape, and I informed her that it was a commonality amongst all students. She said she had made a few friends and that her sister was also here, helping her translate in her other classes. I led her back to study hall, where Draco’s stormy blue eyes flashed up and met the two of us.
Is that your boyfriend? Cheyenne asked, giggling. He’s very pretty.
Yes, he is, I chuckled to myself. That’s Draco. He’s a bit rough on the outside but deep down he’s sweet.
“Who’s this?” Draco asked. “What happened?” I could hear the anxiety in his voice.
“This is Cheyenne,” I signed as I spoke. “She’s a first year and she’s a nymph decensdant, so McGonagall asked me to translate for her until they could get the proper spell for her.”
I watched her hands.
“She says it’s nice to meet you,”
Draco looked baffled at the young girl beside me.
“It’s nice to meet you too,” He gave a tight smile, watching my hands as I signed to her. “We have homework, love,”
I told Cheyenne that I would see her in class tomorrow, and that Draco was correct, I did have homework to attend to. The first year nodded, still smiling as she bounced off down the halls towards what I assumed was the Gryffindor Common Room.
“Were we ever that lively?” I murmured, sitting back down next to him. “As first-years?”
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0ssianic · 3 years
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#the minor nitpick i have with the show im watching rn is that the netflix translators are a bit too liberal with how they translate phrases #for my taste#like i heard 'france' but it was not in the subtitles #or they seem to expand sentences that i could hear were not that long
nvm this isnt as small a nitpick as i thought.
Started the next episode and here’s selected subtitles from the opening minutes:
Cynthia: Hopefully he’s picked up at least a little french by now
Laurent: I think that answers your question about his french
Except, that bolded part was really spoken & captioned as  “il n’a pas l’air d’avoir appris le francais”. Literally it would translate as “he doesn’t have the air of having learned french”.
if I was to translate it to fit the context, i would’ve gone with something more like “(certainly) doesn’t seem like it” where “it” could stay as it (given how close the lines are in time, or be “he’s learned any french”.
So my liberal-ish translation would be “Well, doesn’t seem like he’s learned any”
I get that translating is hard and there’s lots of factors involved and that the translation will change depending on what you’re optimizing for. but Netflix’s translation puts more emphasis on Laurent reacting to Cynthia rather than Laurent commenting on Makoto, which to me, is a significant change in the intent of the line and this is all discounting how many times the script has gone through translation (like jap -> french ->engl vs french -> engl or jap -> engl) and how that afffects accuracy
This bothers me and becomes more than a nitpick because it starts to affect characterization and the interpretation i, the native english speaker, comes away with of the characters. i definitely think translation is more on the side of being an art rather than a science, but it’s not the translator’s job to do any writing.
for me as the viewer, it casts doubts onto whether i can trust the subtitles to be accurate, in character and in tone. its frustrating because i like this show and im really hoping that what i think of the characters it is still true to the original/what the creators intended.
i know (in an academic sense) that the translation of anime and manga is never going to have exactly the same feeling or meaning as the original japanese, but i always start with a trust that what im reading is true to the original unless the translation/translator gives me reason to believe otherwise grices maxim of quality babyy. unfortunately netflix is giving me reason to believe otherwise
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theartofmining · 3 years
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djhdnf my last post: hell yeah summer babyy its almost time :D
this post : oh shit oh fuck this is my last semester of highschool ever- probably gonna put this under a cut because it might have some heavy topics in there
This is so fucking weird I can't believe it's happening? Like all through out freshmen to junior year, specifically sophomore, I genuinely did not think I'd make it this far. I dont even fucking remember sophomore year because I was in such a horrible mental state that it's completely wiped from my memory. I could not tell you a single event that took place, a teachers name, or anything from that year. Every night for 3 fucking years I would wish I could just wake up and be done. Either be done with highschool or just not wake up. It sounds really dramatic but the amount of stress I put myself through was /is?/ unbearable Like going into highschool from middle school I really wanted to go to medical school and get a good degree but now my stance on college has completely changed and I'd rather not go at all because I burnt myself out so hard. I don't think I'm mad at myself for it necessarily? Yeah Im a little disappointed that I pretty much ruined the fact that at some point, for most of my life, I enjoyed learning. But I guess it just happens. Even so I'm so fucking proud of myself for making it this far- sure I'm young but I was so, so ready to die just a year or two ago. I genuinely never thought I'd make it this far. and Here i am!!! I did it!! No matter what changed or how I feel about college and stuff, I still made it !!!! It's just such a surreal feeling. I know that I'm in a hell of a lot better place mentally now, I still have hard times but I know that if I can make it through what I did, I'm okay. Of course its scary to think about what comes next, what my life is gonna be, but for now- thats okay. I know now that I'm ready for whatever comes next.
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hobidreams · 3 years
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one of my papers just got returned and i got a “passing” grade but it’s still low as hell imo :’)) i know that there’s not much i can do now, other than learn from my mistakes and move forward but i still feel so disappointed with myself lol -🌿
babyy im so sorry to hear that!!! i know that feeling. actually right now i’m re-reading a paper i got docked on for “not writing well” (literally the first time a prof has ever said this about one of my papers. usually my ideas are the weaker parts hah) & it reaaaally hurts to see the corrections but im still gonna talk to the prof about it so i can figure out how to improve asfdlkj. let yourself mourn!!! its natural! but im glad u know u gotta move forward. im rooting for u. i know ur gonna improve from here on out ✨ maybe its just the prof u didnt mesh with or something. its gonna be ok!!!! i believe in you💗
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heartbreakgoretzka · 5 years
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thanks so much to @andygravitee who tagged me for 21 questions!! <333
Rules: Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to know better
Nicknames: my name is already short so most people will only call me maria but a few friends call me 'ma' and some very close ones call me cute nicknames like babe and angel
Zodiac: aquariuss 💙
Height: 5'5" (had to google it but I am still not sure about it)
Hogwarts House: slytherin babyy
Last Thing I Googled: not couting the height question from before it was "prigami tsuru" (but i still don't know how to make it)
Favorite Musicians: abba is my favorite one without a doubt but I also love the beatles and lately i've been listening to a lot of olly murs and MPB
Song Stuck in My Head: the name of the game by abba
Following: 1,169 but I urgently need to make an unfollow spree bc most of these blogs are +3 years ago
Followers: 255 💥
Do You Get Asks: almost never but I used to love getting asks when I used to do the 'FC Bayern players as' series
Amount of Sleep: last night was probably 7 but my sleep is always shit and never consistent
Lucky Number: 2
What Are You Wearing: sweatpants and a shirt (dont judge, its monday and I am very tired)
Dream Job: im actually in college but i am still having major doubts about my future and all
Dream Trip: anywhere to be honest, i want to go to europe really bad (especially amsterdan) but brazil has so many beautiful places to visit and south america is so full of amazing places full of history so i can't choose just on place
Instruments: none :/
Languages: portuguese and english so far but I want to learn as many languages as possible
10 Favorite Songs Currently: 10- maria by olly murs 9- leãozinho by caetano veloso 8- american boy by little mix 7- excuses by olly murs 6- don't let me down by the beatles 5- dona de mim by iza 4- honey honey by abba 3- fire on fire by sam smith 2- onde anda você by toquinho 1- o mundo é um moinho by cazuza
(a lots os brazilian songs 😍)
Random Fact: i should be studying rn but I am procrastinating on tumblr (not a goood fact to be honest)
Aesthetic: cannot and will not choose
Clubs I Support/Teams I Post About: ofc bayern, germany nt, brazil nt and internacional (brazilian team) but I lile a lot of others teams as well
i do not have 21 people to tag so i’ll just tag @braveryviolet @fantaesticbxyern @fussballstuff @goretzkaaas
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paisleystyles · 6 years
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i was tagged by the lovely andy @rosegoldeyelids to do this thank u sm honey!!
rules:
answer twenty questions and then tag twenty bloggers you want to get to know better!
name: rosie
height: i dunno uh around 5'9"
orientation: a big mess
nationality: australian
favourite fruit: pineapple, apricots, apples, raspberries
favourite flower: daisies! sunflowers! carnations! god i love flowers
favourite season: summer
favourite scent: my mulled wine candle, rain on bitumen, lychee, mango
favourite animal: dugongs
coffee, tea or hot chocolate? tea only
average hours of sleep: 6 or 7
dog or cat person: dog
number of blankets u sleep with: as its nearly winter and im a weak-ass aussie i sleep with about seven (i'm still cold)
dream trip: right now i rally want to go to scandinavia
blog created: july last year
number of followers: -7
random facts: i hate chocolate with a passion, i also hate the cold and i live for summer, i do love snow though, um, i'm currently learning japanese and i don't entirely suck, i love to run, oh i saw harry on the 28th of april and i havent really been ok since... waiting for louis to tour so i can loose my sanity compltely.. this went really off track anyway
im tagging (not 20 people yikes): @babyy-honey, @curlyhairedprince, @rainbowstour, @hstylesbians, @halfofme28, @unexpectedlarry, @rainbowsboa, @thatonefruitsong, @cutielouis, @floralsuitlarry​ @definegirlfriends , @definegirlfriends, @alwaysinmyheartte!! xxxx
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07-03-19 · 4 years
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02/12/2020
Dear my future social worker,
Happy Valentines 💕first of all Ngayon palang nag sosorry nako kasi alam kong bonggang inis ang mararamdaman mo pero mahal ko alam kong mas mahaba pa dyan ang pasensya binibigay mo sa mga kakulitan ko. Buoin mo yan ha wag susuko hahaha iloveyou. I know this semester nagsisimula pa lang pero lagi nako busy di na kifa masyado naalagaan ng maayos and im sorry for that mahal ko. I didnt give you enough time dahil sa classes. But you know what everytime na nasa klase sko ikaw’t ikaw parin iniisip ko kung kumain kana, kung okay ka lang pero mahal nakikinig parin ako sa klase, galing no multitasking hahaha. We been together for 7 months and 9 days, kahif na nag aaway tayo lagi nitong mga nakaraang araw at buwan, but still my love for you still the same. Everytime na pagod nako gusto ko nalang sayo, sa tabi mo lang yakap mo lang with you i always feel at home. Babyy always mo galingan sa klase ah kahit sa mga quizzes pa yan galingan mo lagi alam mo naman na lagi akong proud sayo sa kahit anong bagay pa man yan kasi alam ko lagi mong ginagalingan. I know in the near future you will be successful on your career. Kasi ngayon palang andyan na sayo yung hardwork and you always excited to learn to new things lalo na pag gustong gusto mo yung subject. Di man tayo napag bigyan sa unang career na gusto natin but we know God has a better plan for us, always. Iloveyousomuch babyy , im so lucky that i have you. I promise as long as i can i will always makes you happy, feel loved and appreciated. Thank you for always being there sa mg rants ko hahahaha. Iloveyou and i will always will 😘
-Your future librarian and soon will be forensic scientist 😂
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ppippii · 6 years
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Getting to Know Me Tag
I was tagged by : @yuniixoxo thank you sweetie💛 you tagged me ages ago but i didn't have time to do this until now!
1. Nicknames: I don't have any 🙈 im just Laura
2. Gender: Female
3. Star Sign: Leo
4. Height: 168cm
5. Time: 14.59
6. Birthday: August
7. Favorite Bands: Bts, exo and highlight💕
8. Favorite Solo Artists: Hmm i don't think i have any rn EXCEPT agust d 😏
9. Song Stuck in My Head: agust d ft JIMIN - tony montana (jimins part is stuck in my head, i still need a studio version)
10.Last Movie I Watched: Lego batman
11. Last Show I Watched: Knowing bros suju ep
12. When did I create my blog: Two months ago, this blog is a babyy 👶🏻
13. What do I post: K-pop
14. Last thing googled: Lego batman movie 😂
15. Do you have other blogs?: Yes! A main blog (juksari) + a few abandoned ones
16. Do you get asks: Never 😢 but i just found out that my ask was not open😅
17. Why did you choose your url: So ppippii is lyrics from cypher 3: "unnies call me ppippi". The meaning of ppippi is a little ambiguous. I wanted a name that was kinda kpop but not any members/groups name. And it sounds cute
18. Following: 277
19. Followers: i don't want to say 😓 not many
20. Favorite colors: black
21. Average hours of sleep: 5 💀 that’s not enough i feel dead all the time
22. Lucky number: 2 and 8
23. Instruments: None, but i want to learn to play the piano, and i kinda started a little bit.
24. What am I wearing: Blue scrubs 😛 i’m a dental hygienist student doing practical work right now. Using tumblr on my break lol
25. How many blankets I sleep with: One
26. Dream Job: Dental hygienist, but i think i want to do something else too in the future!
27. Dream Trip: anywhere as long as i can go alone 😅 im trying to plan one
28. Favorite food: Spaghetti+ tomato sauce maybe
29. Nationality: Finnish
30. Favorite Song Right Now: "Heinali - The Ocean That I Found" its from the game Bound and its beautiful 😌
Tagging: @poutybearjongin @memekookiee 
But you don’t need to do it, if you don’t want to! Have a great day~ 💕
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smutsonian · 3 years
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I just read Permanent Vacation and damn that was a rollercoaster ride of events. I’m kinda curious of what happened after though. Your writing is amazing
🤧🥺
People are still reading that fic and that warms mi heart 🥰
What happens after is whatever you want to happen 🤣🤭 I’ll let you decide on that 🥴 does he spoil her or does she learn to live and be with him? Does she try to escape all the time and he has to punish her for that? Im not sure but it is up to you babyy ✨🥸
Thank you for reading and for your kind words 🥺🤗🥰
Permanent Vacation
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