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horseimagebarn · 8 months
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horse eating hay from the hood of a very nice car parked inside its stables we can deduce the cars engine is not in the front as the lights are still on and there is hay in its hood and nothing has caught fire or blown up or some other tragedy instead this horse is peacefully having a meal from the maw of the very machination that rendered it nearly obsolete in the transportation industry of western world this speaks to the possible forgiving nature of this horse
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fixing-bad-posts · 8 months
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[Image description: A tumblr text-post, edited blackout-poetry style to read, "This is your gentle encouragement: give in to sin. feel good for a moment. I love you. okay?"]
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Thomas Couture (1815-1879) "The Romans in their Decadence" (1847) Oil on canvas Located in the Musée d'Orsay, Paris, France
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malglories · 1 year
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ireland, may 2023
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sluttywonwoo · 1 year
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indulgence || vampire!c.sc x f!reader
summary: dating a vampire gets... complicated when you're on your period
warnings: swearing, menstruation, blood, smut 18+ (additonal warnings under the cut)
word count: 4k
a/n: this contains some cross-posting from my main blog so if you recognize some of it that's why!!
masterlist + ko-fi
[additional warnings: fingering, shower sex, unprotected sex, period sex, blood drinking-- BUT NOT *THAT* BLOOD]
Seungcheol groans, tongue running across his fangs. He tries to convince his brain to retract them... but no dice. So he keeps his mouth shut and hopes the problem will solve itself on his own. He’s wishing in vain, of course he is. His fangs aren’t going to disappear unless he quenches his thirst which is out of the question tonight because he’s stuck at work. 
For a vampire who hasn’t tasted a drop of alcohol in the last half a century, he’s a pretty good bartender, at least that’s what people tell him. The tips he made backed up his suspicions as well. Although, he wasn’t sure if that had as much to do with his mixology skills as it did his shameless flirting. That’s how he met you, after all.  
Only, you were completely uninterested which meant that Seungcheol just had to have you. His flirting with customers was usually empty, just a means to rack up cash and pass the time. Usually, it worked like a charm. But you were unimpressed. He was eventually successful, winning you over with his sparkling personality… and his dick. 
Now you’re at the home you share, waiting for him to get off of work. Seungcheol felt guilty leaving you home alone on a Saturday night, but the two of you had bills to pay and weekends were the most lucrative shifts so it was a sacrifice he felt he had to make. You understood, of course. You always did. But tonight he could tell you were a bit disappointed. Hell, he was too. 
You had been in the middle of undressing each other, about to fall into bed together, when Seungcheol’s phone went off, reminding him of his shift. 
You had been needy all day and Seungcheol hated making you wait even longer but his boss had already been on his ass for being late this week so he couldn’t finish what he started. He promised you that he would come straight home after work, though, so he wouldn’t be able to hunt until after making you cum a couple of times. Not that he minded, obviously. Everything paled in comparison to sex with the love of his (after)life, even satiating his infernal thirst. 
Cheol knew you would be more than happy to kill two birds with one stone; you had offered to quench his thirst on more than one occasion, but he always had to turn you down. It’s not that he didn’t want to drink from you, it’s that he knows he wouldn’t be able to stop if he did. 
The first time Seungcheol got you alone, away from the crowd and the noise of the bar, he almost pulled a Twilight ala the first time Edward met Bella in biology class. He hadn’t been able to pick up your scent in the midst of all the chaos, but as soon as he stepped outside with you he was overwhelmed by it. You’re irresistible, in more ways than one, and resisting the urge to sink his fangs into you every time he sees or smells you is a torturous battle he puts himself through daily. 
But it’s worth it. It’s all worth it to be able to spend part of his eternity with you. He would walk through hellfire, invoke God’s name, drive a wooden stake through his own heart just to be by your side. 
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Seungcheol works until close, counting down the minutes until he can finally kick all of these people out and get home to you. Once they close all of the patrons tabs and turn off the neon OPEN sign, Seungcheol helps Soonyoung restock behind the bar and tip out the other employees until they’re the last two left. 
He watches as Soonyoung pours bourbon into a low ball glass for himself. He points the bottle towards Seungcheol. 
“Wanna drink?” 
Seungcheol rolls his eyes. “Very funny.”
“You know, it kind of sucks that vampires aren’t able to consume other things. No pun intended.”
“We are, it’ll just make us sick.”
“You know what I meant,” Soonyoung says flatly. 
“Yeah, well, believe me, I know. I’m the one living in these conditions.”
“You’re not technically living.”
“Now who’s getting hung up on the details?” Seungcheol points out, grabbing his coat and folding it over his arm. “Anyway, I’m out of here. I already stayed longer than I promised I would.”
“Alright, well, don’t forget to take your cut of the tips. You made the most tonight, as usual.” 
Seungcheol smirks at his friend and pats his front pocket. “Way ahead of you.”
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You’re not in the living room when Seungcheol arrives at home but the fire is still going in the hearth. It’s dwindling now, left untended for who knows how long. Had you already gone to bed? Seungcheol knew you weren’t much of a night owl, but you had been so eager when he left, and you had been texting him throughout his shift, so he assumed you would still be awake. 
He finds you in the bedroom, curled up in a ball underneath the blankets. You’re not asleep, just lying in bed. You lift your head from the pillows just slightly to greet him. But instead of smiling you pout at him.
“Baby?” he asks, hurrying to the edge of the bed in concern. 
“I started my period,” you whine and burrow further under the covers. 
Oh. Seungcheol is surprised he didn’t pick up on it as soon as he got home. Granted, he had been distracted, but still. The scent of your blood, your scent, has always been so overwhelming to him that you usually don’t even need to tell him these things. It was like the first night he met you all over again. Now that you’ve said it, though, all he can smell is you. Everything else ceases to exist, blending together in the background like white noise. It’s like the first night you met all over again. 
He stiffens and clears his throat, blinking away the self-indulgent thoughts that threaten to overtake him. 
“I’m sorry,” you add when he doesn’t respond. Evidently, you think he must be disappointed so Seungcheol is quick to explain his lack of reaction. He kneels onto the bed, situating himself at the edge of it where he had been standing. 
“You scared me, I thought there was something actually wrong with you!”
“There is something wrong with me!” you cry dramatically. 
He cocked his head to the side in confusion. “Hm?”
“I ruined our plans.”
“Baby, what are you talking about?”
You roll your eyes as if you’re annoyed you have to spell it out for him. You probably are. “Our sex plans! We were both looking forward to having sex and now we can’t anymore.”
“Says who?”
You lift yourself up, eyes wide and blinking. “Cheol... we can’t.”
“Why not?”
“You know why. You won’t even let yourself feed off of me, you really think you’ll be able to control yourself when it looks like a crime scene down there?” 
“I’ll be fine,” he insists. “As long as I don’t drink your blood, there won’t be a problem.” You look skeptical, but seem to be considering it. “I just want to take care of you,” he continues, “I feel bad having worked you up just to leave you hanging.”
“I’ll manage,” you assure him. 
“But you don’t have to. I’m offering.”
“Seungcheol, I don’t know...”
“Does it make you uncomfortable?”
“Period sex?”
“No, well yes, but not like that. I meant does period sex with me make you uncomfortable?” Seungcheol pauses and reaches out to touch you, laying his hand over yours. “Does it scare you?” Do I scare you?
It’s as if you can sense the question he’s actually asking and answer accordingly. “Of course not. You could never scare me. I trust you. God knows how many times I’ve begged you to drink from me. I just don’t want you to put yourself through torture just so I can get off.”
He squeezes your hand and smiles weakly at you. “Nothing is torture if it’s with you.”
You fall back onto the pillows, groaning. “You’re so cheesy!”
“You love it.”
“I do love it,” you admit easily. 
“Let me make you feel good?” Seungcheol asks, bringing your hand up to his mouth so that he can kiss the back of it. He trails kisses up your arm slowly, making you shiver as the chill from his lips sets into your skin. He looks up at you when he reaches your elbow, waiting for your answer. 
“Only if you want to.”
“Baby, I want to. Do you want me to?”
“Yes,” you confess, finally letting your eyes flutter shut as you succumb to the feeling of his lips on your body. 
“I’ve been thinking about this all night,” Seungcheol tells you as he peels back the covers to reveal your body. You’re still in your pajamas, but at least now you’re not a formless lump underneath all of those layers. It gives him better access to you, more to work with. He knows he’ll have you naked soon enough. “It was so hard to focus at work knowing you were waiting for me at home. I kept having to run off to the bathroom to adjust myself just so people wouldn’t notice I was hard.”
“Fuck,” you whisper, sounding defeated. 
“And those fucking texts you kept sending,” he growls, “you’re a menace.”
“I wouldn’t have to be if you had finished what you started,” you tease. 
Seungcheol knows you’re right, he had left you high and dry tonight after all. 
“I guess I deserved that,” he sighs. 
“Mhm.”
“Still, you played dirty.”
“It got me what I wanted, didn’t it?”
Seungcheol rolls his eyes at you but can’t help smiling at the same time. He loves when you’re a little bratty- or a lot bratty- but he’ll never tell you that. Not like you don’t already know. 
He shifts upwards so that he can hover above you, cupping your face with one of his hands. You lean up into the kiss and let him slip his tongue into your mouth. Seungcheol takes the lead more often than you, and tonight you’re letting him have total control. You allow him to set the pace, not wanting to further test his resolve when it was already so thin. 
Seungcheol moans into your mouth and you reciprocate. He rolls his hips into yours and you whimper at the friction, arching your back and pushing your hips up to chase the feeling. He chuckles but gives in, letting you rut against him. 
Then, you break away to catch your breath, staring up at him with longing. Your pupils are blown, making your eyes look almost as dark as Seungcheol’s get when he’s hungry. He figures it’s kind of the same thing, bloodlust and well, regular lust.
“Should I take a shower first?” you ask. “Would that make it... easier?”
“Sure, if you want. Whatever will make you comfortable.”
“I think I will,” you decide. “That way I won’t feel as icky.”
“Do you want me to join you?” 
“Do you want to join me?” you counter with a smirk. 
“Always.” 
“Predictable.”
“Like anyone would ever turn down the chance,” Seungcheol reasons with a shake of his head. “But I figure this way we can kill two birds with one stone. It’ll make less of a mess, if that’s something you’re worried about.”
You nod immediately and visibly relax a bit. So you had been worried about that. Seungcheol pats himself on the back for knowing you so well.
“Can I... can I rinse off a little by myself first, though? I know it’s not gross, I’m not gross, but I still feel a little embarrassed-”
“Of course, baby. You don’t have to explain yourself to me.”
“I know, but I just didn’t want you to think it had anything to do with you.”
Seungcheol just has to kiss you again when you clarify. You were always thinking of him, putting him first. He didn’t know what he had done in his lifetime to deserve you, but whatever it was surely couldn’t be a viable concession. He can’t even conceive a noble deed that would suffice as payment for your partnership. Planting hundreds of trees, saving a family from a burning building, fostering dozens of rescue animals, none of it would ever be enough to equivalize that kind of trade-off. It was pure luck and nothing more.
You giggle against Seungcheol’s lips and he melts into the kiss even more, leading you right back to where you started. Eventually, you manage to break away again. 
“Cheol!” You push his chest lightly. “C’mon, we don’t have all night.”
He eases himself onto his side so that you can get up. You roll out of bed and scurry off into the bathroom. He hears the water start and a few moments later he hears you humming. He waits until you call him in and even then he’s still sure to knock on the little rolling door that separates the bathroom from the bedroom. The mirror is so fogged up already that Seungcheol wouldn’t be able to see his reflection if he had one. You like your showers hot, but he wasn’t sure if you had always been that way or if it was something you’d picked up after spending all of your time with someone whose body was perpetually cold. 
Seungcheol is quick to undress, setting his clothes in a pile on the floor with yours and then joins you in the shower. 
“Hi,” you say shyly.
“Hi,” he responds and closes the gap between you. 
He pulls you close, wrapping both arms around your waist. You let him hold you like that for a minute and then shift so that he’s able to get under the stream of water. You laugh as his hair begins to fall in his eyes, but you’re quick to sweep it out of the way and Cheol thanks you with a kiss. 
This time, he draws back first, wanting to take a moment to admire you. 
“You’re so pretty,” he murmurs quietly, moving one of his hands down to squeeze your ass. You can only moan in response. With one arm still around you he begins to kiss his way down your body until he reaches your tits, taking one of your nipples in his mouth and humming around it. 
You arch your back, pushing your chest into his face.
“S-sensitive,” you whine. 
Seungcheol chuckles against you, stimulating you even more and you gasp, bringing your hand to the back of his head to hold him in place. 
“I know,” he manages to get out with your boob still in his mouth. 
“Please, don’t tease.”
At your request, Seungcheol releases his hold on your ass and begins giving attention to your clit instead. He uses his thumb to rub slow circles on it and you can feel him smile when you shiver. He switches his mouth to your other breast as he continues to play with your clit, picking up the pace ever so subtly. 
He knows it’s not enough to get you off, which is exactly why he does it. It’s not that he doesn’t want to make you cum- he just prefers to tease you first. He lets you rock into his hand, chasing the feeling. He thinks you’re grinding against his hand, but in reality you were trying to get him to move his fingers lower and lower until they were inside of you. Eventually, he picks up on this and gives in, but not without teasing you a little more. 
He slides two fingers into your cunt at once, but only up to the first knuckle before he’s pulling them back out. He repeats the motion a couple of times, turning your knees to jelly. Thankfully, he’s able to hold you upright with his free hand to keep you from falling to the shower floor. 
You whimper and push your hips forward to try and get him to go deeper, but he just tsks at you and shakes his head. 
“You could use your words, you know.”
“You know what I want,” you grumble. 
“Do I?”
“I think you have a pretty good idea.”
“Yeah? And what is that?” You groan and Seungcheol retracts his hand fully, holding it out of reach. He tries not to look at his fingers, tries not to think about sucking them clean. “Want to hear you say it, baby.”
“Want your fingers...”
“Where do you want them?”
“Inside of me. Please, Cheol.”
“Fuck,” he hisses, dick twitching noticeably against your thigh. 
Your answer had satisfied him, but now you can’t stop talking. You ramble even after he’s pushed his middle and ring fingers inside of you to the hilt. 
“Want you to stretch me out so I can take your cock... please, please, need it.”
“Your mouth gets so filthy when you’re like this, huh? So desperate to be full.” 
“Can’t help it,” you rasp out, fucking yourself on his hand now. “It just happens...”
“Happens when you feel good?” he finishes the thought for you and you nod. “Must be doing something right, then.”
“You’re doing everything right,” you moan. 
Seungcheol knows he’s found your g-spot when your body seizes up and you whine his name. He tugs you upright and hooks his fingers inside of you, repeatedly pressing into it. 
To make it even better for you, he spins you around so that your back is to him and hugs you close. In that position he can easily rub your clit at the same time he fingers you. The only drawback is that he can’t see your face. It’s a small price to pay in exchange for making you cum all over his hand, though. You lean back against him, letting him support most of your weight.
“Close?” he mumbles, kissing your neck. He can feel your pulse right beneath his lips, can feel your heart rate spike as he rubs your clit a little harder. He opens his mouth just slightly, letting his fangs brush against your skin. He knows that if he were to apply a little bit of pressure, if he would just sink his fangs into this spot on your neck, he’d be able to taste you. The idea is tempting. But Seungcheol is more than used to resisting temptation. He wouldn’t be fucking you right now if he wasn’t. 
The teasing drag of his fangs makes you shudder and clench around his fingers, effectively answering his question. “Gonna cum for me?”
You start to nod but then stop abruptly, yanking on his arm to get him to stop. 
“What’s wrong?” he asks, unable to hide the panic in his voice.
“Nothing, nothing, just didn’t want to cum before you fucked me.”
“What, why?”
“Because I wanna cum on your cock,” you say like it should be obvious. 
“You can cum more than once, you know.”
“Yeah but... I just want your dick inside me, is that so wrong?”
He laughs. “You should have just said so!”
“I’m saying so now.”
He’s been hard for so long now that he’d be an idiot to argue any further. “Fair enough.”
Seungcheol pulls his fingers out of you and rinses them underneath the showerhead. His throat tightens and his stomach churns as he watches your blood disappear down the drain but he pushes it all down in favor of focusing on the task at hand. 
“You sure about this?” he asks, hoping it doesn’t sound as strained as it feels.
“Positive. How do you want me?”
“Here, just lean your back against the wall. I’ll do the rest.”
You position yourself as he’d instructed and take a deep breath in preparation for the stretch. Seungcheol wraps an arm around you and hoists one of your thighs up to his hip so that he can push himself inside of you. You both sigh in relief when he bottoms out, and you tilt your head back, letting it rest against the cool tile wall. 
“If you feel like you’re gonna fall, just hold on to me, okay?”
“Okay,” you squeak. 
Seungcheol knows he’s pretty big, and he tries not to be too cocky about it, but it’s hard not to be when you can barely speak just because he’s inside of you. You give him the go ahead to move so he begins to thrust shallowly. Immediately, your eyes roll to the back of your head and your body practically goes slack in Seungcheol’s hold.
The extra lubrication helps you adjust to his size fairly quickly. You urge him to go faster with a squeeze of his bicep and Seungcheol obliges easily. He’s stronger than the average human even when he hasn’t fed in a while so he’s able to hold you in place as he fucks you, slamming his hips into yours again and again. 
“So full,” you mumble.
“Just like you wanted, right?”
“Mhm.”
“Fuck, baby, I’ve been thinking about this all night.” He’s telling you what you already know but he knows you like hearing it anyway. “You’re so good to me, letting me fuck you like this. Trusting me, loving me, fuck baby, I’ll lose it...”
This is supposed to be about you, but Seungcheol’s already dangerously close to the edge. He’ll cum if he keeps talking about how much you love him, about how much he loves you, so he decides to shut up. 
“You’re the one that’s good to me,” you say breathily. 
“Don’t,” Cheol rasps out, knowing if you elaborate any further he won’t be able to hold back.
You pull Seungcheol into a kiss instead. It’s desperate and hungry, exactly what you’ve been feeling all day. This time your tongue ventures into his mouth against your better judgment. Against Seungcheol’s better judgment. He doesn’t think to stop you until your tongue catches on his fangs and suddenly his mouth fills with blood. Your blood. 
You both freeze. You draw back, eyes wide, blood trickling from your lips.
All this time. All these years. He’d been so careful. Had exercised self-control even though every fiber of his being was constantly screaming for him to give into his instincts, his carnal desires. Allowing himself to indulge in sex with you tonight had been a mistake. 
He could spit it out. But what would that do? It was still too late. He’d still be able to taste it, would always be able to taste you lingering on his tongue no matter what he did. How would he be able to resist you now that he’d crossed that line?
“Swallow it.” Your voice snaps Seungcheol back to reality, back into the moment here with you. You bring a hand up to his face and cup his cheek gently. “Swallow it, it’s okay.”
His resolve fractures in that moment, threatening to shatter completely as he does what you tell him and swallows. 
It’s like something inside of him snaps. He groans at the taste of you, rich and sweet and addictive. He’s cumming before he can register what’s happening, burying his head in your shoulder with a hoarse cry of your name. 
His orgasm triggers your own, likely heightened by his venom that was now in your bloodstream. You cling to him, nails digging into his back as he weakly fucks you through it. 
The water is starting to get cold by the time you both come down, panting like you’d just run a marathon. You’re beaming at Seungcheol, clearly proud of him for not killing you. He’s not sure that feat is necessarily deserving of your reaction, but he doesn’t want to kill the mood so he keeps that particular opinion to himself. 
“Does this mean you’ll drink from me now?” is the first thing you say to him, which to be fair, he should have seen coming. 
Seungcheol sighs, shaking his head as he grabs the bottle of shampoo off the shelf to wash your hair. “Baby steps.”
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likebreadandwine · 8 months
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it's all about "indulgence"
a deep dive into a favourite word
to indulge: to allow yourself to enjoy the pleasure of something. to give into a desire. to let yourself, or someone else, have what they want.
the etymology of the word gets even better. from the Latin, indulgence as "a yielding; fondness, tenderness" (indulgentia) or to indulge as in to "be kind, forgive or show leniency, give oneself up to, be addicted." in the Church sense, to grant an indulgence, a "freeing from temporal punishment for sin."
the world is so hard, but this word is so soft. it is the opposite of discipline and asceticism. some may believe that restraint brings them clarity and peace—and by all means, seek your peace—but I much prefer the idea of allowing the world inside instead of bracing oneself against it, of believing that while we are here on Earth, we may enjoy earthly pleasures and that there is no guilt in having your fill.
to indulge is to believe there are good things worth having and to let yourself have them.
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churchofsatannews · 15 days
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Celebrating Anton Szandor LaVey
Today, those who have embraced the title Satanist might recall that it is the anniversary of the birth of Magus Anton Szandor LaVey. We owe him a debt for crafting a rational, skeptical, pragmatic philosophy which embraces the human animal for all the glories and ghastliness of which our species is capable. He properly named it after Satan, that grand, mythical adversary of all stultifying…
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horseimagebarn · 8 months
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horse in its stall reaching its head around the door to attempt to grasp a nearby apple in its mouth one can see from the crazed look in its eyes that this horse has a hankering for some apples and who is to blame it in its pursuit of a delicious treat
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fixing-bad-posts · 7 months
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[Image description: A tumblr text post, edited whiteout-poetry style to read, "give in to sin folks it feels good!! #genuinely"]
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give in to sin folks it feels good!! #genuinely
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This is what you shall do; Love the earth and sun and the animals, despise riches, give alms to every one that asks, stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants, argue not concerning God, have patience and indulgence toward the people, take off your hat to nothing known or unknown or to any man or number of men, go freely with powerful uneducated persons and with the young and with the mothers of families, read these leaves in the open air every season of every year of your life, re-examine all you have been told at school or church or in any book, dismiss whatever insults your own soul, and your very flesh shall be a great poem and have the richest fluency not only in its words but in the silent lines of its lips and face and between the lashes of your eyes and in every motion and joint of your body.
Walt Whitman, in the Preface to Leaves of Grass
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malglories · 8 months
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love is truly the most insane thing like. i have only so much time on this earth and i want to spend it with you. i want to entwine my life with yours. i want my particular collection of atoms to swirl around your particular collection of atoms and when they disperse across the universe in whatever ways mine will still carry traces of you.
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blvk-orbit · 2 years
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I want to disappear into chiffon and silk. Sip cool, crisp champagne. Indulge in decadent desserts.
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