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defiledtomb · 2 years
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I finally cracked it. The placing of Lena’s scene, the exposition on the clergy, a moment on how things unfolded in the past.
Funny thing too, since Lena’s scene almost ended up exactly where it started. It just needed some foundational work, a little nudge to remind the reader of where MC came from, and where they are going. It sounds so simple in hindsight, but it was driving me insane for the longest time.
It only took a restructuring of my entire outline, a hard look at the actual themes I wanted to introduce this early, how it weaves together with the rest of the story, changing the reveals I cherished so dearly... My brain turned to goop. But! I am so satisfied with how it looks now. And with the first draft of the update having grown legs, sprinting ahead of me, I have so much to work with now! Tonight I start on the second draft, the one I will be sending to betas. (Don’t worry, I haven’t announced the need for them yet!)
I feel like I’m finally tooting the boat-horn and shouting full speed ahead! 
Spoilers for chapter 2 beneath the cut: 
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[ID: 
“An obedient army, I’d say. I visited Oakwerth just before the release, the Draman job, do you remember?”
“If I remember, Leith? You came back with the skin peeling off your arms. I remember.” You shudder.
“The scourge had already started, then. The commoners turning into mindless, slithering things. Their eyes… Their eyes multiplied like blisters forming all over their bodies, blinking open. I think the clergy wants us to keep them safe from their self-made consequences.”
You scoff. “Short of controlling us into fighting for them-”
“Well..” Leith takes a seat next to you, wrapping an arm around your shoulder, pressing you close. A shiver runs down your spine as le_he sighs. Your hands are covered in tiny cuts, in dried blood and dirt. A thorn is lodged in your thumb. Folding your hands together, you ignore the sting of weeks of unrelenting work. “What are you saying? Do they have the tech for that, to… to actually control us?”
Leith runs a hand over le_his face. “It’s possible.” END ID]
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jewishbarbies · 1 year
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god knew that if i had the skill i have now back when i was in in the community i would be too powerful
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ilyluffy · 9 months
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𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝟗: 𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐞 。°。° 𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐱
𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: ryouta kise x afab!reader
𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: smut {minors + ageless blogs dni!! you’ll be blocked}
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: established relationship, soft dom!kise, mirror sex, vaginal sex, praise, slight dumbification, creampie, petnames “princess, pretty”, implied multiple orgasms
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 0.7k+
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“𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔’𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆” kise suddenly stops bucking his hips, making you whine. gently he tries to turn your head back toward your reflection but you hesitate. it’s embarrassing for you and you tell kise as much.
“the point isn’t to embarrass you, pretty thing. the point is for you to see what i see when i look at you” kise hums, dragging his nose along the length of your shoulders until he reaches your neck. you squirm in his lap as he starts to place feather-like kisses against your soft skin.
lately you’ve been feeling a little insecure. it was hard not to when your boyfriend was a famous model and basketball player who was often surrounded by people either as talented or as gorgeous as himself. you were finding it harder and harder to compete with the people kise saw on a day to day basis.
for a while you kept your emotions to yourself. you didn’t want him to see you as pathetic but eventually you blurred out the truth during a moment of weakness. kise was a little shocked when he heard the news but his surprise was quickly replaced with a wave of guilt. as far as he was concerned it was his fault you were thinking like that.
all kise’s ever wanted was for you to feel loved. he wanted you to know that you were absolutely stunning but obviously he wasn’t doing a good enough job at making that clear to you. now he was trying to make up for his mistake. with your back resting against his chest and a tall mirror sitting in front of you, kise was trying to prove to you how breathtaking you were.
“you’re so pretty” kise continues his praises as he sucks bruises on your neck and jaw. “please pay attention and you’ll see”.
whimpering, you fulfil his request. glancing back at the mirror you catch a glimpse of yourself. it’s bad enough that your eyes are glossy and you’re covered in hickeys. no, what’s really humiliating is the sight of your pussy stuffed full of kise’s cock.
kise must sense your discomfort because he softly whispers in your ear as he begins bouncing you on his dick again. “there’s nothing to be flustered about. i can never get enough of the expression you make when you’re drooling on my cock. maybe if you see the face you make when you cum you’ll understand”.
before you can argue kise’s tip kisses your cervix, earning a moan of his name from you. as he picks up the pace, moving you up and down his cock at a greater speed, kise gives you more and more praise. his hope is that the more he calls you beautiful and perfect, the more you’ll hear his voice in your head when you start to have those negative thoughts.
eventually you walls start to squeeze him tighter and kise knows you’re close. determined to make you see your post orgasm features, kise reaches down to rub your clit. it helps you along and before you know, as he pinches your sensitive nub, you’re making a mess in kise’s lap.
naturally, because you’re still staring at your reflection, you’re a witness to how your release affects your face. you see the way your skin glistens with sweat, your spot your wet eyes shining, and how drool slips down your chin.
to you it’s a graphic sight but kise can’t get enough of it. he loves your reactions so much that it brings him to his end. groaning your name like it’s the most heavenly word he knows, kise fills you to the brim. your face heats up as his load leaks out of you.
“do you understand now?” kise pants after he works you both through your eyes. his hands are still exploring your body. he just can’t stop touching the figure he loves so much. “you saw it right? how pretty you look. or did you still not get the message?”.
at this point you haven’t fully recurred from cumming. so you can’t quite bring yourself to respond. kise’s left with no other answer other than he still needs to prove a lot to you. “if that’s the case, let me make you feel good again. 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌, 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓?”.
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thewritetofreespeech · 7 months
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omg i saw the recent knb request and screamed. 😳 how would the gom react if they fell in love with someone a few years older than them? (assuming everyone’s adults!)
KnB Boys + older reader s/o
Akashi has always been attached to older women as he’s extremely mature, and most girls his age are, well, not. Age difference isn’t that big of an issue for him as his parents had a pretty big age gap; in the reverse though. A few years isn’t that big of a deal in the world he grows up in, and is probably also introduced to a lot of his father’s friends business contacts eldest daughters as a way in to the Akashi Group.
Aomine is not really into older women. He just feels like he’s dating his mother, or older sister; not that he has an older sister but he’s sure that’s what it would feel like. It also makes him feel insecure that they do things or learn things before him. Especially with how dense he is in school. He’d **** an older girl but doesn’t really want to have a relationship with them.
Kuroko does like older women. They are usually a lot calmer and like to be in a more low key environment, which he enjoys. Kuroko is a good, even keel guy that most older woman gravitate towards, so he has a lot of suitors in this bracket. The one most open to a large age gap.
Kise meets a lot of older women on his modeling jobs, and dated his fair share. Age isn’t really important to him. It’s more the vibe and how compatible they are as a couple. The one most willing to be a sugar baby for an older woman; yes it’s shameful, but he likes nice things.
Midorima canonly likes older women, so this isn’t much of a stretch. Girls his age are usually frivolous, catty, and have no sense of direction. Midorima wants a woman who has a path in life. Preferably one his is already established on it he can come along beside. He’s not an overly affectionate person, so he needs someone who is secure in themselves and their relationship to not be threated by that. Which is usually older women.
Murasakibara doesn’t really have an opinion on anyone’s age. He’s always looked tall for his age, so people have always thought he was older. Then he opens his mouth and people think he’s younger. He’d really only be interested in older women because they are taller. Murasakibara doesn’t like to stoop. He does like their energy though. Something about older women is very soothing to him.
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theholypeanut · 5 months
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♪ I Think He Knows ♪
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Content: GOM + Kagami + Takao having a tall gf (headcanon) fem!reader, just fluff, tiny suggestive
Notes: “Tall”, but realistically (I know wild for knb) so let’s say approx 5’9 (175 cm)
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Kuroko
- Kuroko is so used to everyone being taller than him, that he wouldn’t really feel that out of place while having a tall girlfriend
- You are the only person allowed to stroke his hair, but only in private - you’d never allow anyone to see it
- Kuroko always cares about your comfort and even if he is not much into pda, you hold hands very often
- He love to kiss your forehead when you sit
- He can be both a big or a small spoon, whatever you need
Kise
- Kise absolutely adores that you are tall, but not taller than him
- You can get model gigs with him and he asks you to that often because he is just obsessed with showing you to people
- You can still comfortably wear heels with him
- Kise loves hugging you from behind
- H U G E pda fan, you are never safe in public, holding hands, stolen kisses, constant forehead kisses because “your forehead is just so close to my lips it’s asking for it”
- will literally hiss seeing guys checking you out
Aomine
- He was actually quite bummed at the beginning that you are not tiny, because he cannot make fun of you 24/7
- But who cares about height there are other measurements that are more important (I’m not pointing fingers)
- You are still smaller than him so he can put his hand on your hair and just destroy any hairstyle you have and laugh at you
- The king of putting his hand around you waist
- Randomly nibbles your neck and starts teasing (usually it ends up spicy)
- Mr “I’ll whisper dirty stuff to your ear in public and watch you get red”
- Puts his chin on your head All. The. Time.
- Tries to make you play basketball with him because “tbh you are still higher than Akashi and Kuroko so maybe there’s some potential” (he’d never say that next to Akashi obv)
Midorima
- Midorima is so clueless and extra tall, that he wouldn’t even notice that you are reasonably tall for a girl until someone points it out. Or until you stand next to Takao
- He has absolutely no opinion about it whatsoever because he just don’t think it’s an important factor in a relationship
- However he gets red like a tomato if you’d hug him from behind and put your face on his shoulder
- Or if you stand on your tiptoes and give him a forehead kiss. He is g o n e
- That’s the day he decided he loves that you are tall
- Gets annoyed when someone comments that you could be a model. Tells you that you absolutely shouldn’t start a model career, and didn’t want to elaborate why (because he was afraid you’d start attracting a bigger crowd and leave him bc he is an insecure Bebe inside fight me)
Murasakibara
- Tall? You? You look like a Smurf to him
- Who is this gnome standing next to him? Yes that’s you
- I mean, again, Murasakibara do not find you really tall. However seeing how small are girls at school, Atsushi fast realised that this is as good as it gets
- Atsushi constantly puts his head on yours
- If any guy tries to flirt with you and approaches you, he gets jealous quickly and shows up out of nowhere and holds you by the waist to show dominance (and with his height… works like a charm)
- Murasakibara is a big baby and pouts if any guy is complimenting how tall you are
- Also for very long he would call you “tiny” and everyone had the idea that you must be very small, and gets surprised when they meet you (“well for me she is tiny”)
- He is constantly kissing the crown of your head
- The biggest softie, honestly for him being taller than an average person makes you just… average to him, and that’s honestly perfect
- Not that big on pda but will always hold you close, hold your hand, waist, just to show everyone that you are taken
Akashi
- Being taller than Akashi… oh boy, well
- Obviously you didn’t expect to fall for a guy who is shorter than you, but obviously Akashi has a huge personality and it doesn’t really matter
- You are almost the same height and it has a lot of perks: for example it’s so easy to get a quick kiss without a lot of effort
- Akashi loves to kiss your neck
- No one dares comment about lack of height difference
- Akashi actually encourages you to wear heels if you like them, because he has enough confidence to not get insecure about this kind of stuff, which you appreciate a lot
- Also all of his clothes fits you like a glove, which is a huge perk especially with the fancy expensive stuff you can wear as your own
- You sometimes kabedon him as a surprise when you are alone
- It never ends up well for you (but spicy edition)
Kagami
- Kagami just like Midorima has one braincell and he wouldn’t even notice that you are tall until someone says it out loud
- One day he saw you standing next to Kuroko and he yelled “oh you are taller than Kuroko? You should play basketball”
- One braincell golden retriever
- Just like Aomine he tries to persuade you to play basketball with him (basketball ball for brain I swear)
- He has this reflex to grab your waist and pull you closer whenever there is a crowd
- Loves it when you lay down on his shoulder and fall asleep when you watch a movie
- Loves it when you snuggle your nose in his collarbone, he gets so red
- He is not big on pda but when no one is looking he would sneak a tiny cheek kiss (he actually loves tiny kisses, as well as steamy make out sessions)
- If someone says you look like a model he would get hyped up
Takao
- Takao is a cheeky boy, he would for sure be the one flirting with you till you fall for him
- He fell first he fell harder and he would do everything to convince you to date him even when he is slightly shorter than you
- When he succeeded he couldn’t believe it and he feels like he is the happiest guy on the planet
- The Greenest Flag in here, he treats you like a queen
- Flexes about you constantly, how beautiful and amazing his gf is
- He loves it when you wear heels, and he would for fun pout and ask for forehead kisses like a baby
- HE would kabedon you for fun to make you blush
- Loves hugging you from behind and kissing your nape
- Also he would playfully bite your shoulder or whisper dirty thing to your earlobe just to make you blush out of nowhere
- Honestly just marry him already or I will
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lamnwar · 10 months
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Gom + Hanamiya + Imayoshi with an s/o who has a big bust and is insecure about it? (Nsfw please~~)
Heeeyyyy 💕 omg LOVE that request because it's so relatable to me 😭 so this one is kinda self-indulgent and long bc I got really inspired lmaooo also as I said before, I don't write for Hanamiya so he's not in these hcs but I still hope you like it! <3
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MDNI 18+
LOVE 'EM LIKE THAT // KNB Headcanons
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Context: feeling insecure about your big bust? no worries!! your fav boy loves them <3 All characters are aged-up for plot purposes (18+).
Pairing: GOM + Imayoshi x busty gn! Reader
Warnings: nsfw so fondling, nipple play, nipple sucking, biting, mentions of sex, reader has breasts but gender is not specified! (yeeeaaah I went all out I'm a big titties enthusiast 😭)
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AKASHI
Ok first how dare you feel insecure about any part of your body???
Akashi is so convinced that you are absolutely perfect and that every part of you is exactly how it's meant to be
Nothing, to his eyes, is too big or too small or anything of that sort! So naturally, Akashi believes that your breasts are exactly how they're meant to be
He understands, however, why you'd feel insecure about them
He's witnessed people oversexualizing you because of your chest and my boy doesn't fail to put them back to their place
He's a smart guy and despite the way that he personally feels, he knows that straight out telling you that you have no reason to be insecure won't help
So he figures that he should help you appreciate it!
Akashi buys you pretty necklaces because he says it makes your chest look absolutely elegant <3
He's got you one with an "S" for "Seijurō" and he's just in heavens seeing the little pendant fall on your chest!
He particularly like how it moves with each jiggle of your breasts when your having sex 🤭
If you like lingerie, Akashi spares no expense and buys you the prettiest bras!
Doesn't matter if it's tedious to find actually beautiful bras for bigger sizes, he finds them and he buys them for you
And when you wear them for his eyes only, oh my...
He's a well-conceited dude, but he can't help but ravish at the sight
He loves to hold your big tits in his hands, massaging them ever so delicately
And he litters them with kisses, telling you how much he loves them
"They're so gorgeous, you know? Just like you, my love"
It's guaranteed the moment you two are having sex that your insecurities disappear
No one is as good as Akashi when it comes to loving your body <3
Like if he could make a painting of them, he would!
MIDORIMA
Midorima deals with his loved ones' insecurities in a rather indirect way
He's heard you talk about how bad you feel sometimes for being so busty and how you wish you had smaller boobs
He's seen your face when those cute tops that everyone wears can't fit on you
But he's never said anything about it, so you'd think he doesn't understand or worse, he doesn't care
Oh but you're wrong though!
My boy Shintarō is observant, so he doesn't say much anyways
But then you'll come home and he'll sit you on his lap and just look at you
Scanning your body with his cunning green eyes as you blush, and he'll let his slander fingers pull your top up
And you'll sit here, flustered as he hums, tracing the shape of your tits
"It's foolish to be insecure, sweetheart, these are just as they should be"
He'll say these words as he cups them in his big hands, thumbs grazing your erected nipples
And he'll go ahead, sucking on them and looking up at your face as you let out soft moans
"See? Sensitive just as they should be"
And he'll caress them, ever so often squeezing them harshly just to get a loud gasp out of you
"Soft, just as they should be"
And he'll see himself get hard not from the playing with your tits, but from seeing that pleasure on your face
"I told you, nothing to be insecure about, sweetheart"
KISE
Kise refuses to accept an universe in which his s/o is insecure about any part of their body!
So he's very vocal about it, he tells you everyday that he loves your body
He sometimes gets very passionate, even going to the length of ranting about it for long minutes
"Trust me baby, you're gorgeous! You're busty, so what? I love your big tits, baby, they're crafted by the gods, you hear me?!"
Don't you dare pull your neckline because you're showing too much cleavage! Kise thinks you're beautiful as you are and he won't let you hide your beautiful body in any way
It lowkey gets annoying lol
His favourite way of showing you how much love you and your big bust deserve is by taking pictures of you!
You heard me, Kise occasionally snaps pictures of his gorgeous s/o and their beautiful, big breasts
And if you dare cover them, he'll slap your hand away
He even takes a selfie of him resting his head on them
"See baby, they're perfect!" He grins as he shows you the lewd pictures he's taken
And it's not just dramatic words and action! In the simpliest ways, too, Kise shows the appropriate love to your bust
Ever so often glides his hands under your shirt to fondle them, his hot breath in your ear
"So great, baby... love these big titties of yours. No need to hide them, alright? Everything about you is just perfect."
He loves to suck on them, leaving open mouth kisses all over <3
He just loves to caress them, holding them as he thrusts into you and watches your body with stars in his eyes
"You're my pretty one, don't forget it"
AOMINE
Ok ok so Aomine is a special case because being with him at first might have made you more insecure
You knew the guy loved big boobs, he's never been subtle about it
And if technically you had what he liked, you feared at first that he'd be disappointed by your chest
It's not perfectly round and tight like the ones on the girls he's seen in magazines and other pornographic media
Yours sags and jiggles, it's natural but you've known way too many men who can't accept the real look of naturally big breasts
So you got particularly insecure when you started dating Daiki
However, you were quick to realize that you had no reason to be
Everything that you hated about your tits – the size, the shape, the way they sit on your chest – is EXACTLY what he loves about them
The first time you pulled your shirt up and let him see your tits, Aomine was mesmerized by the way they dropped out
He's absolutely in love with them (and you <3)
Oh god, does he love how squishy they are!!
And the way they jiggle
Literally moans when he sees them move with his thrusts
Even fucks you harder just to see them bounce
Squeeze them hard from time to time, absolutely feral for them
"Fuck pretty, those are insane!"
Always finds his way to be under your shirt, fondling them, squeezing them, sucking on your pretty nipples
He's so obsessed with them omg he even gets them sore from all the attention he gives them 😭
At this point you have no choice but to accept that, in your boyfriend's eyes, your tits are the best thing ever
Works you towards loving them as much as he does
To the point where you even take the initiative sometimes to give him a boob job
It drives him CRAZY omggg
He loves to see his cock drag in and out between your big titties
Always makes him cum instantly hihi
Talking of which, he's got a peculiar way of showing his love for your titties by occasionally cumming on them
"Shit, pretty... god bless you're so perfect"
Yeah, basically makes you less insecure about them by loving them enough for the two of you <3
MURASAKIBARA
Weirdly enough, I believe Murusakibara to be be the most understanding of your insecurity
He's lived his whole life being above average in size, so he kinda gets you for the way you feel about your bust
He knows how annoying it is to attract unwanted attention and have everyone oggle at you because you're not built like most
So when you voiced out your insecurities, he's got you!
And since he knows how it is, he helps you out of it
For him, the key is acceptance: you don't need to love what you're insecure about, you just need to be ok with its existence
So he'll tsk when you try to cover them up or when you feel like changing your top because you think it's too tight
He'll show you that one very intricate bra with an insane cleavage and ask you, "why don't you wear this one more often, hm?"
The funny thing with him is that he's kinda indifferent to the size of your chest
Honestly, nothing is too big for a guy like him, so he acts with no particular regard for your bust size
Except maybe putting his snacks on them when you're sitting together watching tv
Dude got himself a nice table, so he's gonna use it 😭
He touches them in such a nonchalant way too
Oh! Gotta mention though, how good it feels that his hands are big enough so your boobs fit almost entirely (if not entirely) in them!
It's the kind of thing that makes you feel a bit normal about your big tits, so you insist sometimes to have him holding them for you
And he doesn't complain, he quite likes it!
Squeezing them to destress
"These are fun, sweets"
Definitely leaves a shit ton of love bites on them! As much as he seems indifferent about your tits, he loves to take them in his mouth
Loves to suck and bite them the most! Leaves your chest covered with his saliva and doesn't give a fuck about it
Atsushi is a 100% the kind to randomly get his head in your shirt and nibble on your skin for his own entertainment
And when you start breathing heavily and whimpering at his ministrations, he'll look at you with the most indifferent look, head peeking between your tits
"Something's wrong, y/n-chi?"
Doesn't even let you reply before he keeps gnarling on them, leaving small purple bruises everywhere on your tits!
IMAYOSHI
LISTEN. He may be a bit of a fucker, but he's got empathy
Seeing his s/o insecure about a part of their body, he makes it his life mission to resolve that issue
Personally speaking, he doesn't care about chest size, so the fact that you're busty is the least of his worries
But it's an issue to you, though, and he can't let you live like that!
Imayoshi's solution is exposure therapy
He's gotta make you face your chest, he needs you to see them as he does
And he'll do it in... questionable ways, indeed, but it does work (somehow?)
He might suddenly lift your shirt up while you're cuddling, leaving you confused while he chuckles in your neck
"Now now, darling... I just wanna see these pretty things"
And can you say no, when he's so good at teasing them?
He LOVES tugging on your nipples, twisting them a bit just to get to hiss and swear at him
And as much as you hate him for playing with you like that, you do love what he's doing
And he takes it to another extreme, sitting you in front of the mirror, chest bare
Hand on your jaw, forcing you to watch your reflection as he mutters in your ear
"Look at them, pretty, don't you dare looking away"
So here you sit, getting to look at that part of you that makes you so nervous for such a long time that it slowly starts to change your gaze on them
And Imayoshi's not done there
He takes your hands, putting them on your chest and giving you just one, simple instruction
"Go ahead, play with them"
You're stunted at first but you slowly start doing what he's asked you to, and the more you go, the more you feel different
From embarrassement to arousal, seeing yourself in a whole new light while he sits beside you, a cunning smile on his lips
That's exactly what he wants, for you to change your perspective on yourself
That body of yours, though he's not one to admit it, is irrestible
Every part of it, meant to be loved, touched, played with
And when he gets you to do it to yourself, you have no choice but to love it too
After a while, he'll swat your hands away and replace them with his, looking at you in the mirror
You can't help but keep your eyes on your chest, on the way it looks in his hold, at his mercy
And you blush, tempted to look away but unable to do so, because you enjoy it
You enjoy the way Imayoshi toys with your tits, making them feel less like a burden to you
"Still insecure, darling?" he laughs softly "of course not, these marvelous tits of yours are nothing to be insecure about"
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tetsunabouquet · 3 months
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Loved the interpretation and writing of my last request! If you dont mind, here's a new one. Tw! Anorexia
Gom with a reader suffering from severe restricting eating to the point where they passed out in public or private, your choice. Again, sorry if this is triggering.
A/N: Thank you for the compliment! Trigger warnings for the readers up in the request
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Akashi
-Don't expect this guy to be surprised. He has been suspecting it for a while. -When you faint in front of him, his heart sinks in that ultimate, 'Oh no,' moment. -Actually has a minor panic attack. -Flashbacks to his mom. -He'll do everything he can to wake you up. -Once you're awake, he'll have food arranged for you and he's guilt tripping you to eat it. -"Don't make me lose another person that I love."
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Aomine
-Has actually told you before about how you should gain a little more weight as he notices the thinness but doesn't has the intellectual brain capacity to suspect something like an ED. -When you faint, it still doesn't registers in his mind but he does immediately recognize that you needed something to eat. -Momoi is the one to tell him she suspects your disordered eating, and Aomine's heart honestly breaks at the news. -He is demanding you to tell him which stupid idiot convinced you that you were fat, so that he can beat them up right now. -You are honestly touched to see him be so angry and upset on your behalf, he is so pure with his praise and love for you. -Demands that you eat with him at the Maji burger at least once a week and that you try to finish the meal he buys for you.
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Murasakibara
-Like Aomine, he doesn't has any suspicions regarding the behavior itself but he does notices you don't eat enough. -Murasakibara just cradles you confused in his arms as Himuro tells him what to do next as well as mention his suspicions about your restrictve eating. -Murasakibara honestly stares at you like you're an alien creature as he has to process the idea that people can hate food that much, thank god you're unconscious and you can't see his face. -He makes up his mind to be the person to cure you of that hate. -Dumps pretty much all candy and snacks he has on him on you the moment you wake up all the whilst giving you a look as sweet and pure as the candy itself. -He increases little habbits like feeding you, because clearly you need it.
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Midorima
-Has been taking calculated notes of how much you eat, but is afraid of coming off too strong so he refrains from daring to ask the question. -When you faint he has the most perfect response ever, and manages to stay calm even though he is breaking down on the inside with worry. -Confronts you sternly but lovingly once you wake up, he only wants the best for you. -Reads multiple books on how to be a supportive partner. -Honestly he's adorable with how hard he tries to be there for you. -After the event, he prepares you a bento in the theme of your lucky item of the day, always. Even on the days you can't bring yourself to eat it, he doesn't minds and just hoped carrying the lucky item themed lunch brought you courage in different ways.
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Kise
-Knows. Immediately. -As a model, he has far too much model contacts not to know about that dark side of the industry so he knows all the signs. -Is the only one to have confronted you about it before it got to the fainting stage. -Honestly he bawls like a baby when you faint in front of him, because this was exactly like he feared. -He manages to get the number of a great treatment program from another model that is combatting her own ED after you woke up again and got him to calm down. -Tries to feed you all the time whilst acting as cutesy as possible, full idol mode. Because he hopes it will do the trick. -He tries to uplift you by talking about his own insecurities, as being under the limelight does also open him up to scrutiny way more then the average person.
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ballblender · 11 months
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Could you write for KNB where gn reader has tattoos that are usually covered up with their school uniform and during the summer vacation training at the beach everyone gets to see them?
Not sure which school you wanted me to write for, so i just made a scenario with Seirin + GOM/Vorpal Swords :>
Beach Training Camp!
Kuroko No Basuke with Tattooed!Reader
Kinda long, I like writing about KNB characters a lot, they're too silly.
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It’s not like the guys hadn’t noticed the way you’d slyly pull down your already-long sleeves in front of them during practice. It got to the point where the team thought you were ashamed of your body, which led to a little intervention where they sat you down and started listing things that they liked about your personality, much to your confusion. They got really into it too: tearing up by the end. It was only until Kuroko muttered "You don't have to feel insecure around us, ok?" that you realised what they were trying to do.
"Why are you laughing?"
"Because that's not the reason I wear long sleeves!" you laugh out, clutching your stomach. "I thought you guys were trying to kick me out nicely!"
"...So what is the reason?" Koganei asks, Mitobe nodding along.
You chuckle a little more, still amused thinking about how long they must've been thinking this way.
"...Don't snitch."
The moment you pull up your sleeve, their eyes widen in disbelief...
...and not long after, the questions come flooding in.
"Is that a lizard?"
"Idiot, it's a dragon."
"Does this mean you're in a gang?"
"I thought the age to get a tatoo in Japan was 20."
"How did you get that?"
"Is it real?"
You chuckle once more, used to this kind of reaction.
"I lived in America, and the state laws were pretty soft on tattoos as long as you have writte consent from an adult. Got my first one a year ago, and now we're here."
Some turned to Kagami for some kind of confirmation on those laws, but he just shrugged, equally as shocked as they were.
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Anyway, the events of the big tattoo reveal were 4 months ago, and it's still funny to look back on, even in the backseat of Kagetora's car, as you talk with Riko.
"But really, I never thought you'd have an arm covered in ink."
You laugh again, before putting on a cheeky grin.
"If you thought that was unbelievable, you have more to look forward to." you snicker, reading her confused reaction. She scans your outfit for stray areas of revealed skin, but to no avail.
"The hell are you planning..."
As you turn up at the beach, helping to unload the basketball hoops from Kagetora's boot, you see some familiar faces waving in the distance.
"Y/N-chii! Over here!" yells Kise, soon met with Aomine's palm to the back of his head.
"Moron, we're in public, you know." utters Midorima, pushing up his glasses.
Akashi and Murasakibara sit at a bench; one studying the antics and dynamics of the other three, the other chomping on a box of ice pops.
"Hey, I wasn't expecting to see all of you guys here." you say, impaling the pole of the hoop into the sand.
"Kuroko invited us, I assume we can stay?" Akashi replies.
You nod, smiling. "Of course! We're just waiting on the him and the others now."
Riko grunts, "Seriously, how can you invite people and then be the person who's late!" she exclaims, kicking the sand in an animalistic manner, earning a few confused glances from the others.
You laugh a little, before turning away, bag in hand.
"I'm just going to change into my beachwear, I'll be back soon."
"MAKE IT QUICK!" Riko yells, as you nod.
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During your outfit change, the Seirin team turns up, jumping off the bus.
Immediately, Kuroko is met by a slap to the back of the head.
"Kuroko! If you wanna invite guests, tell your coach first!"
Kuroko mutters a little apology, timidly side-stepping away from her.
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Eventually, a match begins. The Generation of Miracles on one, the Seirin team on the other.
Aomine gets a steal early on, before realising he can't dribble.
"Aomine-chii! Pass to me, don't just stand there, what are you looking at?" yells Kise, before his eyes land on you, jogging over with a more comfortable outfit for the heat.
"Hey, have you guys already started playing?"
Everybody just stares.
"...Hello?"
Riko is the first to say something.
"Lord."
There you stand, both arms littered with tattoos, along with ink traced along you collarbone and across your back. And don't forget the thighs.
"...What?" You ask, confused by the sudden attention.
Kuroko's eyes are just a little wider than usual, as he says, "I thought you only had one tattoo." You shrug, "Well, I didn't say I only had one tattoo."
Akashi squints his eyes at you from a distance, scrutinising you with his gaze.
"They look nice."
Aomine makes a point to act unbothered, but inside, he's freaking out. "oh my god they're a gang member i'm literally gonna get my ass beat holy shit i'm not ready i haven't even won an oscar before oh jesus i can't die like this i'm too young"
Kise on the other hand is very loud, commenting on all sorts of things, “Did you get those done here? In America? I have a fellow model with a similar design to that!”
Murasakibara just stares like a confused child, just glad that you’re here so that he doesn’t have to move around as much.
Midorima is also a member of team act unbothered, but backs up a bit. Not that he thinks that there's anything explicably wrong with having tattoos, but more so that Oha Asa predicted that "Cancers, watch out! You may encounter something or somebody dangerous today!". In hindsight, it was a ridiculous action to take; you'd always been so kind and welcoming to him and his team in previous matches and practice games, but we wasn't going to take the chance.
Kiyoshi is the first, and only person to laugh; he also laughed when you showed the team your first tattoo, he just finds these kinds of situations amusing.
Hyuuga and Kagami take the scolding route, half-heartedly berating you as you look at them kind of confused, they don't really mean anything, they just don't know how to respond to this kind of thing.
Izuki finds a way to crack a joke about the whole affair, much to the surprise of absolutely nobody.
Mitobe and Koganei compare notes scrawled on a little pad.
"Ha! I predicted it! 7 tattoos!" Koganei exclaims, as Mitobe sighs softly and hands him a ¥1000 note.
You giggle and clap your hands together.
"Let's continue the match!"
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Thanks for the ask!! Can you tell who my favourite characters are from the amount written for each LOL
Also omg an opportunity to write about Riko I will take any chance i get i love her personality so much
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eunoiaaaivy · 11 months
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PREMIUM ECONOMY: A TRIP TO LOS ANGELES, CALIFORNIA WITH KAGAMI TAIGA! @vespersposts
╰┈➤thank you for visiting eunoia airlines! ah! another great trip for the lovable you! enjoy this trip with your love one as you roam around la with them! we hope you'll enjoy this trip and come back again!
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WARNING!! THIS CONTAINS SUGGESTIVE CONTENT, BEWARE I DON'T WRITE SMUT. JUST SUGGESTIVE FICS, AND THIS IS ONE SUGGESTIVE FIC. I HAVE CONSENT POSTING THIS FROM MY BEST FRIEND. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
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D IS FOR DANGEROUS
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cw: a bit suggestive, mentions of alcohol and alcohol consumption, a tinge of jealousy, mentions of insecurities, fluff, pet names (doll, love, baby, babe.)
a/n: IM SO SORRY FOR THE DELAYED POST, MY MENTAL WAS JUST NOT IN THE RIGHT PLACE TO WRITE. IT WENT LIKE THIS 📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉📉📉📈📉📈😭😭😭😭😭
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kagami sipped on his wine glass, the taste gliding along his tongue. he felt the way it burned his throat a bit but his gaze was only focused on one person. you.
rather it was the person you're talking to.
you both went to los angeles for his game that was a few days away, and a concert of the arctic monkeys the week after. not this.
you were chattering all and about, yet he could feel the way his nerves were irking as he gripped the wine glass tighter. kagami burnt holes on the back of the man's head, somewhere within himself denying what he was feeling. jealousy.
he knew it was a contagious disease but he couldn't help it. why would he when kagami had you?
the booming music through this small bar-club typa building didn't even help at all. he could see from a few meters away his teammates, aomine with his girl, akaashi inspecting his surroundings, midorima sipping his drink with a distasteful look, murasikabara not having a care in the world as he was chewing the cherry and kuroko trying to stop kise from chugging down another drink. then he sees you.
talking to a man.
you suddenly came in to his life and stole his heart.
he had you, and you had him. your fingers wrapped around each other as your feelings were confessed on that night before.
kagami feels special as he looks at you, you were chortling and he couldn't even care about the man.
it made him feel special at the thought that you chose him out of everyone.
he felt so lucky, as if he just won a lottery prize as you cheer for him at his game, making him attain victory. he never knew were it started but you were the very person he needed.
the woman he loves who was the brightest star in his universe, a trophy that nobody has but him. to kagami, you were the river flowing down in a slow steady ocean in amsterdam. to kagami, you were the very air he breathes. the one who steadies him on the ground as the world crumbles behind him. you were his home.
kagami believed that love was an emotion that was passionate, something that everybody has to wait for. but when he looks at you, he can't help but be proud of the way he suddenly confessed his feelings back then. (albeit embarrassing to him.)
he could still remember the way your lips first felt like against his, hovering as if there's no tomorrow. kagami could still remember the way you wrapped him around your finger, forever stealing his heart as he did with yours.
it felt like yesterday, when the both of you were walking and he suddenly had the urge to clasped his hands around your much smaller ones. the beating of his heart against his ribcage and the clammy feeling of his hands wasn't something he'd forget. ever.
it already was embedded in his head the moment your delicate hands were wrapped around his calloused ones.
kagami could never forget this feeling. he will never forget the way he would get all jittery and nervous with the way you smile at him, or with the way you reserved a soft spot in your heart for him. like the way you did with yours, he had an even more softer spot for you.
anyone could see his gaze, kuroko was really wet from the rain yet he offered you his umbrella, leaving his light-blue haired partner sneezing the next day.
kagami could feel this feeling wouldn't fade. it was like you were his very memory his brain muscle can never forget, maybe like a broken record replaying over and over in his head.
it was no lie that you were really beautiful, yet a mystery to everyone. they couldn't fathom what was so different about you. they were intimidated with the way you gaze at them, yet the red hair saw nothing so different.
you were so perfect in his eyes.
everything, every moment and every second spent with you feels like time is slowing down. the laugh, the smiles, the echos of it all- you slow down time.
kagami could feel it, he feels like a kid- the happiness, the innocent touches, and the adrenaline rush. everything about it was so special to him.
it was like butterflies were the things he ate in the morning as he hears your laugh, even when his joke was so unfunny.
love consumed him. everybody could tell.
but what do they know?
do they know how you brighten up his day and make him so fuzzy? does everyone know that you make kagami so weak in the knees for you as you whisper sweet-nothings in to his ear as the monsters of insecurities come back crawling to him? would everyone know that your lips against kagami felt so right to him? that it felt so good?
you're the blood running along his veins, the pulse through his life. the heart his yearns for and has, and the way it pumped out with so much adrenaline and blood filling up his body. you're the seratonin that makes him much more happier and much more lively.
you were the adrenaline that rushed across his whole body as he plays basketball and he could hear, see you in the stands cheering wearing his jersey on. you were the the iron streaming along his blood. the one that functioned his heart beat everyday.
oh gosh, no dopamine swarming in his head can conquer his happy days with you.
and it makes him warm and fuzzy that you chose him. out of everyone. you could've chosen somebody rich and more good looking than him. somebody more who has self-control and discipline. but it goes all away out the window as you tell him "i love you and only you."
it feels like he won the lottery ticket that can conquer all his bills. yet he knows this isn't just a lottery ticket he won.
to kagami, you were much more than that. you were worth everything.
kagami could feel his jaw slacking as he sees you smile at the man. you know he's looking, yet you were teasing him with this.
clearly, you had no likes for the man. the wedding ring against your ring finger says so.
kagami knows your his. and only his.
but this man was no ordinary man, he could see the way this random man was looking you up and down. he even ignored kagami's presence when he walked up to you and dragged you away from where you were!
having enough of teasing the love of your life, you sauntered your way over to him with a smirk he's all too familiar with. that teasing smile of yours only pumping him up.
making your way to him, you let out a short chuckle with the way his arms immediately wrapped around your waist, wine long forgotten as he placed it on the side. he lowers his face to the crook of your neck where he could feel your pulse surging as he placed a lazy kiss over it, making you gulp and sigh from the sensation.
" were ya teasing me back there doll?" kagami mutters out lowly, face nearing below your collarbone. "if you're trying to make me jealous then it's working. you win the game now." his voice on your collarbone sent vibrations throughout your whole body as he placed another even more lazy kiss.
carding your way through his red tussles of hair, you chuckled at his admit of defeat, making him groan even more as his body came back to his full height. "aww, is my poor taiga jealous?" you teased out as you sent him a wide grin, only to receive a low growl from him.
"ofcourse i am, did you see the way he was looking at you? it was like he was a predator! i was ready to come swoop you out there!" taiga whisper-shouted in your ear as the grin on your face only widened.
"aw, but you know im only yours right?" you muttered out near his lips as your arms wrapped around his neck pulled him down to your height. breath fanning over his, making him groan lowly against your lips as you didn't make the move kissing him.
kagami's hand immediately went to the base of your neck, pushing it forward as your lips crashed on his. the kiss was sweet at first, which quickly turned passionate as he pulled you closer, hands around his neck as he circles small shapes at your sides.
kagami let's out a small groan as he feels you tug his crimson tussles, hands on your waist tightened more if that was even possible. you feel yourself move, kiss not breaking yet even when your back collided with the wall.
his teeth tugged at your bottom lip, biting it as you let out an incoherent sound. the loud sound of music filled both your ears but you didn't care as you tasted the wine he drank from before, you could feel his body all over yours.
taiga was so warm, like this kiss you were sharing. his hands being placed next to your head to the wall as his whole figure covered you from the view of the man you were talking to- paying him no mind.
your lover gave you no space to breathe as he pulled away but as immediately as he pulled away, he kissed you again. it was dangerous game to play like this with kagami-the jealousy of this man was really contagious.
but you loved the sensation he sent through your body as he places a few wet kisses on your jaw, making you sigh from the sensation as he lowered himself up to your neck to press more fervent kisses there before staring up at you.
"i wonder what goes through your mind, doll." taiga started as he finally went up to his full height. his red eyes stared at yours, eyeing you as if you were a prey as you stared back at him.
you hummed out as his hands went back to your waist, circling shapes around it as your hands were still wrapped around him. "you know how to rile me up. do you always have to do that so that you could get a big kiss from me? you could just ask me, you know?" he curiously asked, music so loud.
He knew what he wanted to say
But he didn't know how to word it
The dirty little Herbert was seeking an escape
The guiltiness that started
Soon as the other part had stopped
you smirked up at him, a glint in your eyes as you stared at him through your lashes. "baby what's the fun in that? plus you look hot when you're aggressive." you said out to him as he growled once more, tugging your waist as he lowered his face near your face again.
D is for delightful
And try and keep your trousers on
I think you should know you're his favourite worst nightmare
"if you wanted that then you could've said so, baby." kagami said so lowly near your ear, breath fanning over you ear lobe, making your face flush as he places his head on your shoulder.
you could feel taiga chuckle against your skin as it sent vibrations throughout your whole body, leaving you speechless. "speechless right now babe? im sure that man would've loved to hear more words from your mouth." he added as you groaned, face flushing as you buried your face on his toned chest.
"stop teasing taiga!" you squeaked out, face still flushed against his chest as kagami chuckled more. "but you did that to me, love. one can play the game too." he muttered out as you looked at him, cheeks coated with tinges of pink. kagami's smirk grew wider as he saw your face. victory.
"okay fine. you win!" you blurted out as he laughed, the sound making the flowers bloom once more in your chest. "that's what i thought. never knew los angeles was going to be fun this season!" he laughed out again, you soon joining as he left a small peck on your forehead.
los angeles was indeed fun this season.
and so was the kiss you shared with kagami.
d was really for dangerous.
you couldn't wait for more.
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evelhak · 6 months
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Hey! So we talked about Kuroko and Haizaki, and now I’m curious in your vision of other Kuroko interactions.
Not shipwise, since I know you only do kagakuro, but in terms of dynamics, what are your fav characters to write Kuroko with?
Lets say, top 3 GoM and top 3 non-Gom?
Oh my friend how you're letting me go nuts again.
May I suggest you get a cup of your favourite drink and maybe some snacks?
Also how do you expect me to choose...? Hmm okay, to make things slightly easier for myself I'll exclude Kagami of course since I've been talking about them a lot already and I also believe I've talked about Momoi at length at least twice in relation to Kuroko so I'll define GOM in the strictest sense for this, but I also won't count either of them as non-GOM haha. I hope that makes sense.
Okay, not surprisingly, I'm going to start with Aomine. I love writing him with Kuroko particularly because when he's at his worst they are absolute poison to each other and they don't really even know it for lot of the time or at least understand why, and that makes for peak relationships drama. (It's complex and I love it.) They have a particular way of feeding each other's weaknesses. When Aomine is stressed out, average Kuroko's communication style and philosophy actually makes him worse in the long run. Also Aomine at his worst makes Kuroko worse. This is because Kuroko's weaknesses at his most stressed resemble some of average Aomine's weaknesses (anxious, lonely and pessimistic) while average Kuroko's optimism and understanding actually give Aomine more room to spiral down because what he's subconsciously looking for is pushback and someone he can trust to practically force him to get it together and average Kuroko is always going to be too accepting for that. However. Here's the cool part. Aomine at his best has some of the strengths of average Kuroko (loyal, secure, taking care of others) which is why when he's getting better he's drawn to Kuroko's typical idealism and particularly when Kuroko is getting worse, Aomine actually steps up, and can empathise with Kuroko at his weakest because while it's a rock bottom for Kuroko it's all actually pretty mundane to Aomine and he can stay quite level-headed about it. Meanwhile Kuroko at his best can direct the same qualities productively as Aomine at his worst does destructively (confidence, independence, stubbornness), and that's why at his best Kuroko appears like he has got the answers Aomine has been looking for after all, because Aomine is actually looking for trust but he needs hard proof for it unlike Kuroko who at his average is just able to trust that things will turn out alright for no particular reason. This is in a nutshell why I love writing the larger scale of their dynamic. It just makes for such interesting plot twists.
Also it's so God damn funny sometimes. Like, I was writing a scene where Kuroko is pretty significantly sick and Aomine is pretty significantly enlightened and although it was a rather serious scene in my story, I just happened to come across a song from some musical that illustrates the inherent comedy of their practically reversed dynamic a 100%.
For contrast here's bit from Kuroko's POV when he had to take care of drunk Aomine:
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I just find them hilarious to write and they bring me so much joy.
Then, I suppose the next one will have to be Kise. I just love how they poke at each other's insecurities and how incompatible their communication styles are. You're probably seeing a theme here? I just love it when characters' personalities collide in a way that causes a lot of friction and ultimately provides opportunities for growth, so long as both are eventually willing to go out of their comfort zone. Of course it's only so satisfying because there's so much they can help each other learn, which is true here as well. Kise and Kuroko can both be particularly annoying to each other, because Kise has this habit of putting the burden of interpretation of how serious he is on the other person and that really doesn't work with Kuroko so he's often particularly dismissive of Kise. And while Kise seems like he's bothered by it I think he actually finds it reassuring because it means that with Kuroko he can be as goofy, flirty, needy and attention-seeking as he pleases with zero consequences because Kuroko just deflects it. Obviously Kise actually doesn't want the kind of attention from his friends that he gets from elsewhere, so at his core he doesn't actually feel rejected by Kuroko, he feels quite secure. Meanwhile, I think Kuroko secretly likes the attention he's getting from Kise, because everyone needs some attention. Kise is getting too much so he finds Kuroko relaxing and Kuroko is getting too little so he finds Kise refreshing. And annoying. Because Kuroko actually craves direct and genuine interaction the most, and that's why Kise's way of avoiding it can get really tiresome for him, meanwhile Kise becomes instantly self-conscious and evasive when Kuroko attempts to get some unambiguously genuine expression of feelings out of him (unless they're on the basketball court of course where it's suddenly okay to let things go to your feels). So, as I want to develop their communication I end up writing stuff where Kuroko is quite fed up with their shallow interactions and attempts to get more under Kise's skin, which of course is way too much emotional work for Kise. But it slowly gets better, of course.
A lot of their interactions for me are also based on how Kuroko needs more of Kise's easy breezy "do things for the heck of it and don't think about the deeper meaning" attitude while Kise obviously needs the exact opposite and Kuroko is a great person to make him think about what things he's just doing because it's easy and provides instant gratification, and which things he would actually find meaningful in the long run. Kise has opportunities to make Kuroko less serious and Kuroko has opportunities to make Kise more so. I think Kuroko very much dislikes any shallow or vain feelings that he has and rejects them, but Kise can help him be more comfortable with that part of humanity, while Kise is scared of his deeper feelings, and Kuroko can help him with that instead. So both can find that the feelings they dislike in themselves or make them anxious still have their place and it's better to get acquainted with them.
It takes quite some time for them to get to a point they can understand this because it's obviously not fun trying to consciously work on your insecurities, but when they get there it's really satisfying.
Now I kind of feel like showing this development. So, here are three scene's from Kuroko's POV. Although two of them are with Kagami, but they are talking about Kise.
First one is a conversation on the phone.
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About ten chapters later with Kise:
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And then about 20 chapters later:
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I just wanted to show you because writing this kind of development makes me so excited. (The sport they're talking about is quidditch/quadball.)
The third place is a really tough one because I enjoy writing Kuroko's interactions with every GOM and I think the reason I'm going to have to pick Midorima is actually not because I inherently prefer him, it's because his interactions with Kuroko naturally happen more because he lives closer than Akashi and Murasakibara. But this is how it is because the more I write interactions with characters the more I begin to like them. Kuroko and Midorima are a blast because of their completely opposing conceptualisations of the world. The funny thing is that they might not actually be as opposing as they seem, it's just that they are looking at the same thing from different angles and describing it in language that leads them to believe they disagree more than they do. Yes they also have completely different strategies to getting where they want but maybe it's not as stark as they sometimes seem to believe. This is where the most friction in their relationship comes from and I have done my absolute best to be fair about it, because I am so much more likely to see things in Kuroko's way and I despise horoscopes. So I think another reason I like to write these two so much is that it challenges my objectivity in a particular way.
Anyway, basically Midorima describes fate as something that is above humans while Kuroko basically says you can make your own fate, if you really simplify it.
But. I have these song lyrics in my mind...
"You can plan a pretty picnic, you can pick the perfect time, but you can't expect the weather to be fine".
That thought is still true for both of them. They would both agree to that from their different perspectives. So their views are not actually complete opposites. Just their reactions and how they deal with it, are.
As funny as it sounds, Midorima is actually uncomfortable with the 'supernatural' or abstract unseen realm of things, and that's why he's looking at sources outside of himself to control his thoughts about that which is uncertain. Meanwhile Kuroko can just casually be like "hey what if a meteorite hit the bench" and "cool let's go look for ghosts I've never actually seen one" because he doesn't fear the uncertainty. He is the uncertainty. For Midorima that is his pressure point. Kuroko gets strength from the thought that anything can happen because he feels familiar with and in control of the uncertain, so he believes he can work it to his advantage. For Midorima the idea that anything can happen is daunting because it feels like it pulls the rug from under him and his hard work. He just genuinely doesn't understand that realm of things, much like Kuroko just genuinely doesn't understand cold hard facts and numbers. And that's why they have trouble understanding each other, because they are always approaching things so differently even when they desire the same conclusion.
Anyway. I wanted to do something with Midorima that I felt canon didn't really do. I wanted his way of thinking to get Kuroko off guard and even question his view of reality a little. I wanted Midorima to be able to foresee something about Kuroko because of his strange relationship with fate and I wanted Kuroko to dismiss it because he thinks his way of thinking is above Midorima's. And ultimately Kuroko would be wrong. I thought this would bring more depth to their relationship.
I'm going to show you one key scene in that plot to illustrate some of the tensions in their interactions. This is Kuroko's POV and they are at Suutoku's cultural festival where Midorima is doing fortune-telling from tea leafs.
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Alright, that's it for the GOM. I wonder if there's a limit with post length...
Then the others.
Well, there's Ogiwara. And he was not so discussed in depth in canon that I have definitely developed some of his personality on my own. He was obviously contrasted with Kagami and Aomine a lot and explicitly said to have some similarities but the way I see him, he is also similar to Momoi and Kiyoshi in a particular and pretty defining aspect, and that is that he can control the emotional atmosphere of the room. So, while Aomine and Kagami have a lot of physical presence, Ogiwara and these other two characters have a lot of social presence. But the way I see it Ogiwara is also the least manipulative of these examples, pretty chill in the way that he has less of an objective, like it's rarer for him to try to manipulate things to a particular end although he generally could if he wanted to. And I think that's because he mostly just wants everyone to be happy and to have a good time, which aligns well with Kuroko's instincts, so it's no wonder if their friendship was a pretty uncomplicated one before shit hit the fan.
There's actually very little conflict between them in canon that has anything to do with them as individuals. However that's also what makes the relationship kind of stagnant and less interesting because when there's no outside force, then there's nothing about them as people that makes them push each other enough to create the level of conflict and opportunity for growth as there is with some other characters. In some ways that's refreshing, but only as a breath of fresh air. Basically in a story it just makes for nice filler. There isn't enough meat to write for an extended period of time.
That's why, if I wanted to keep Ogiwara in the story in any meaningful way, I had to make something up, and I do enjoy what I came up with. A lot. One key aspect is miscommunication that is due to the fact that although Ogiwara is socially very smooth he doesn't quite understand that Kuroko is actually significantly less so, probably because Kuroko still has emotional intelligence and the ability to match a more a dominant personality (I mean this in a broad sense, not like dominating or something) in a way that makes interaction feel smooth, because the other person is the leading force whether they mean to be or not because Kuroko can pretty much just make it so. (Like in Kagami's case it's more like Kuroko is redirecting a lot of Kagami's emotions so he's not actually dominating it's more like he's Kuroko's 'material' unlike Ogiwara who actually means to lead the interaction.) So, Ogiwara has a habit of implying things, hinting at things, speaking with gestures and believing that Kuroko understands what he's saying, but actually the implications go completely over Kuroko's head. For example, their whole promise: Kuroko didn't understand that more than anything, for Ogiwara it was about staying in touch. Of course facing each other in a game was important and exciting in and of itself, but Kuroko took that way more literally than Ogiwara meant it, and became so single-minded about this one thing he thought his friend wanted from him, that he actually kind of forgot about talking, which led Ogiwara to misinterpreted it as Kuroko not missing their everyday interaction as much as he does. Because Ogiwara thought the implication of their promise was totally clear, while to Kuroko it wasn't. It takes kind of a lot to start seeing why things that are totally clear to one aren't so for another, so they repeat this miscommunication several times and it stretches out into the future so much that it turns out Kuroko's view of their childhood is in some significant ways different from Ogiwara's view of the same events.
Writing more of them together I also found that Ogiwara sees Kuroko in a quite different way from most people and can sometimes say stuff that other people probably wouldn't say:
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I'm not saying he's right or wrong, and out of context it may seem like he's undermining the fact that Kuroko didn't have much options, but it's more complicated than that, just too much to explain here. I just put this here because it's interesting contrast to write someone with a little bit different perspective to some things, because his key points with Kuroko have been so different from that of the other characters in the canon timeline which Ogiwara was mostly absent for.
A character whose interactions with Kuroko I actually write way less than I would like is Furihata. Because they have similar temperaments in ways pretty much no other characters do, and I feel they would make the kind of friends who are perfect for peer support and venting to, if either of them could just be a little more proactive about it, but that's the difficulty with a similar temperament, isn't it? It's not just my fault, it's not just that the story is already so bloated from these other relationships, it's that both of them are also going to respect each other's space too much and are generally the type to just sort of let things in relationships develop in their own time. Obviously they both have a lot of drive to make things happen when they need to, but when they don't need to, they are both the type to be more likely to just sit back and watch things develop. So circumstances would need to force them closer to get closer. So far such circumstances happen here and there but not that much. Most often it's Furihata needing emotional support and Kuroko being there, because he has already gone through the same thing. This happens several times in my writing. It takes a while for things to turn the other way around because Furihata is more likely to seek comfort from someone, and Kuroko is more reserved in that way, but once Furihata grows aware of their similarities and differences he also makes more effort to make sure Kuroko knows he can be relied upon too, which fits quite well with Furihata's growth into a captain which is part of my headcanon too.
This is probably his sharpest moment so far, after Seirin's darkest moment in my story. (Kagami's POV)
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Then there's Yagi who practically counts as an OC because I've invented like 90% of his personality but I love him so I'm going to talk about him. Yagi is sort of like if Aomine and Furihata fused in some ways. His insecurities come from lack of experience and skills but he reacts to them in a similar way as Aomine to his overwhelming skills, feeling like he's alone and no one can possibly help him. He's more even-tempered and timid, but his negativity comes through in a passive-agressive way and he basically needs someone to kick his butt at all times and he punishes people emotionally if they don't. You can imagine this creates some very intense conflict with Kuroko whose gentle approach to helping Yagi integrate into the team just... doesn't work AT ALL because he's an even harder person for Kuroko to be tough on than Aomine. Kuroko can kick butt when it's Kagami or another openly aggressive person as long as they are not being vulnerable. But Yagi is like... Nope. Nothing is getting through because he wants someone to boss him around but you're supposed to figure that out on your own and Kuroko wants someone who will tell him what they need from him. Match made in heaven right. Well, still it's not hopeless once Kuroko does figure out which string to pull (with the help of Aomine haha). But yeah, it's a minefield. (Not to mention Yagi also starts out as homophobic.) But they do develop when Kuroko realises that he needs something new to help him stay out of sight and Yagi is exactly that because he's radiating negative, passive energy as much as Kagami is radiating positive, active energy so when Kuroko uses both of them he has a double cover as the neutral point between these two energies. But what makes this difficult for Kuroko to figure out is that while Kuroko is technically using Kagami to hide himself he's not using Kagami in a sense that he would need to control him. Kagami is doing what Kagami wants, and Kuroko is using that which Kagami would be doing anyway. But Yagi isn't going to do anything unless someone makes him. It is when Kuroko realizes that Yagi is actually begging to be used, that the game changes. Despite of appearing otherwise Yagi has basically zero ego. He just wants to be useful but he wants other people to tell him how. (Akashi should have used someone like Yagi not Mayu lol.) This was difficult for Kuroko to get, because despite of being as team-oriented as he is, being a shadow was still always a sacrifice for him. Had he been able to he would have wanted to be more "normal". And he still does have enough ego to want to create something for himself and be in control even if it's in a less traditional more subtle way, and he mistakenly believed Yagi would want the same. But Yagi doesn't have that kind of desire. Kuroko is willing to sacrifice himself. Yagi enjoys it. Yagi is a "soldier". Well, in this case, Kuroko is the trickster and Yagi is the rabbit= the star of the magic show who isn't actually doing anything but who things are being done to.
Or...? (Kuroko's POV)
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I just love to play with metaphors.
I don't have the best action writing skills to get the most exciting games out of this idea (and a lot of it is probably so out there that it wouldn't even work) but I am actually very proud of how it plays in the interpersonal and metaphorical realm of the story.
Okay. That's it for now. Looks like I didn't run out of space. I hope I managed to keep you interested.
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i kise him
1st drawing is bc i have this hc that he is a huge cuddlebug like he will just cuddle all day if you let him EXCEPT he wont initiate it bc he doesnt want you to think he LIKES it lsjhfdjskgfdgf but he will gladly let it happen... maybe he'd initiate it one day when he's more comfortable in himself :)
the 2nd one is just my body type hcs for him.. i think (and tbh its canonly implied that) hes really insecure about his physical appearance and body, but i think he is cute :)
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Not very familiar with knb but it seemed to be a lot of self loathing for me? Like if you asked Kuroko if Kagami would do something so cruel to Miho and just drop her for maximum psychological damage he'd be all WTF NO HOW DARE. He knows Kagami is a kind person who cares for his team, but he's seen his old teammates change too. And specifically with him, he believes Kagami will help any of their teammates regardless of talent and will help them mentally, iirc Kagami has also been training up the other first years and helping them keep their heads cool, but their mental weaknesses are things like nerves and insecurity. If the other first members struggle Kagami will help but Kuroko will obviously be swept out with the trash if he can't keep up.
Kuroko loves basketball, and a large part of that love is about team play and being with his friends, and then the Teiko disaster happened. So it seems to me(based on the wiki and bil) he made like a detailed plan for things to Go Right this time, how to be a better shadow, but he couldn't be sure how long it would take to find and train a proper light. He was determined of course, the darker the shadow the brighter the light but he must have been aware that it might take a bit to create the right dynamic. And then Kagami showed up and was obviously perfect for the role. But Kagami rejects the whole thing but doesn't reject him, Kuroko's worth is not based on how useful he is, he's more than just a shadow or phantom. So right off the bat Kuroko gets not only the exact kind of player he needed to be paired with to defeat the Miracles and make Seirin number one, but also that kind of closeness and acknowledgment and teamwork that he craves without having to prove himself first. If Kuroko doesn't know what he did to be worthy of this, then how can he know what missteps will make him unworthy? Boy seems like he has a desperate need to be useful at all times, and he is scrambling to try to be as useful to Kagami as possible, both as a player and as a person, but if he can't fully embrace Ball Is Life, will that outweigh his usefulness, make him more troubme than he's worth? He's miserable at the thought of losing Kagami and being distant from the rest of Seirin, but he can't let go of his former teammates either.
From a cold logic standpoint, even though Kagami obviously doesn't care for the Miracle bullshit, he still treats Kise and Midorima kindly despite not as nearly a close of a relationship as he does with Kuroko. Kagami bitches and moans but he genuinely helps Kise and Midorima and is willing to banter, and eventually the whole circus will be in his living room. But you can't just outlogic trauma.
A+, full marks
notes of appreciation:
you went into the wiki and looked things up
references to in-fic events and behaviors
understanding of tendency to allow injustice onto self vs others
you can't outlogic trauma
the need to feel useful as a metric of self-worth
low self-esteem and feeling unworthy of kindness, plus being comfortable in discomfort
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crenny headcanons 🐹🐭
shitty ooc hcs that make no sense feel free to igmore 🥰🥰i keep asking for headcanons but no one talks to me so i am posting my own bc i love them 😌🥰
they have rodent play dates
craig loves his disease-infested rats and gives them kisses and calls them sweetheart and honey and earth angel
whenever kenny comes over he gives him head/ cheek kises and calls him sweetheart 🥰🥰
they are both equally protective over each other and beat ppl up. craig punches cartman a few times jus for calling him a hoodrat
craig is the only one who is allowed to be mean to kenny 😤
they slow-dance to craig's shitty emo music and kenny's shitty country music.in the middle of craig's bedroom at like three am
craig and ruby give their clothes to kenny and karen bc they're poor
they play guitar and sing together.but in their bedroom bc they're shy ehe ☺️
craig always tells kenny he's going to beat him up but never does. actualy whenever people pick on kenny he beats them up instead
craig calls him ken doll and sweetheart and angel and baby doll and hoodrat and kenny calls him honey and sweetie and fuckign nerd and skinny bitch 🥰they're in love
they get braces at the same time.and everyone makes fun of them.but then they become the hottest bitches in town 🤭😌
kenny is a little scared of stripe 😧and ruby 😖
craig and butters become close and bond over their rodents
kenny doesn't like craig's friends. clyde and kevin stoley are always flirting with him and tweek doesn't like kenny he cals him a hoodrat ghetto hoe 😪
they're both v v shy and insecure about their voices. but that is all they're insecure about bc they know they're the hottest bitches in town 😌
they're v v shy and scared of ppl and they fight over who gets to order their food 😖
craig has a goth/emo phase and kenny has a hippy/scene phase lmao at the same time
craig proposes 🥰 to make up for the fact that kenny made the first move, bc craig was too pussy to ask him out first
craig makes him carry him around and pick him up even tho he's way taller than kenny.but kenny is strong and he doesn't mind ehe
they make playlists for each other.and craig is v judgmental of his music. but he secretly enjoys his country music :^(
craig looks through his playboys and is also v judgmental even tho he is gay and isn't even into women 🤭😌
craig is extremely protective over karen. karen refused to talk at first when craig is around whenever she comes over to ruby's house. craig is v v sweet and patient with her and calls her sweetie and honey and buys her things and never lets ruby pick on her. eventually karen starts getting used to craig and craig says she is so cool, way cooler than kenny 🤭😌😏
and kenny appreciates everything craig does for karen and also whenever karen says people at school pick on her, craig offers to beat them up😭middle schoolers
they're both poor hoodrats. and they have dates in craig's room. with like frozen chickem nuggets and cheap juice boxes
they intentionally like forcing each other to do things out of their comfort zone. like pickign up spiders and eating gross shit. or talking to strangers bc they're shy 😭😪
craig pierces his ears w a rusty safety pin. and kenny gets an infection and dies 😭😭
when they start going out they use corny ooc pet names for each other just to piss each other off (tho they secretly like it) and eventually they do it so much that it doesn't feel like a joke anymore and their friends are just like 🤨
craig loves sitting in keny's lap and making kenny hold him and pick him up even tho craig is tall and gawky and awkward asf
craig is v possessive and calls kenny *my boy*
craig is v awkward w expressing his feelings so he is always hugging and holding onto kenny and giving him gay kisses. kenny is the one who uses bad pick-up lines ^_^
craig gets annoyed that kenny hides his face behind his hood all the time and yanks it down. it annoys kenny but eventually he breaks the habit of hiding his face
craig normally acts like he hates kenny and is annoyed by him but when craig gets drunk he gets extremely affectionate and uses pet names and is v v clingy
craig always gets girls number bc he's tall and handsome w dark hair but never calls them bc he's gay 🥰so he gives them to kenny instead
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i need some comfort rn so myb knb Kise, Murasakibara and Aomine (adult version of course) comforting fem s/o over her stretch marks? like she growed drastically in height and weight when younger so there was left stretch out skin on her thighs, hips and chest and she’s sometimes insecure of it 😕, i hope this request is alright! 💙
Kise
Kise works in the fashion industry, so he gets it’s a sensitive topic for people.
Tries to be helpful but…in the least helpful way possible. Like offering suggestions for creams & salves to fade them, or makeup tips to conceal them if they are uncomfortable about it.
His heart is in the right place but it’s usually taken poorly, which puts him in the dog house.
Murasakibara
Could not care less if you paid him.
Murasakibara honestly doesn’t pay that close of attention to them. Honestly they blend in with their skin so much that he has to squint to even notice. And squinting gives him headaches.
Stretch marks are normal, and given his height he has some too, so he doesn’t see what the big deal is. Mentions this often when they tell him they  are insecure, which is also not helpful.
Aomine
Aomine actually has a secret passion for stretch marks.
He likes large, natural breasts (second to that is butts & thighs). You don’t get those without stretch marks. They are a sign that their breasts are actually 100% natural.
Tells them that often when they are feeling insecure. That their ‘tiger stripes’ are super hot and he wouldn’t change them for anything.
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Heyyyy, I was wondering if you could give us kise lovers some headcannons bc I need something kise related to read bc I love my mannnn🫶🏽
Hiiii there! I'm more than happy to feed you Kise hcs, I missed writing about my favourite blondie 💕💕 thanks for the request, hope you enjoy it! <3
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THE BEST BOY // Kise Ryōta Headcanons
Context: since I wasn't given specific instructions, these hcs are basically how it is to be dating Kise (god bless him) 🥰
Pairing: Kise Ryōta x gn! Reader
Warnings: none, just really sweet fluff (but I may do nsfw hcs if requested, that would be interesting too hihi 🤭)
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WHEN HE HAS A CRUSH ON YOU
KISE MY BELOVED <333
Ok so let me start by saying that this man's arrogance is all bullshit
I know in canon he's very aware of his attractiveness and can be a bit annoying about it
But when it comes to him genuinely being into someone? He's so insecure
He's the kind to worship his crush yk
My boy see no wrong in you, so in comparison to you he feels like a worm
Congratulations on being the first person ever that turn him into a stuttering mess
He blushes A LOT
You're waving at him?
Laughing at his joke?
Cheering him during a match?
My man is on a cloud
He won't be shy, but you surely make him feel a bit uneasy (in a good way)
WHEN YOU FIRST START DATING
The second he's past the crush state and he starts dating you though, he's another person
I guess once he is comfortable enough, he's more likely to be his true self
Count on him to tell you cheesy pick-up lines even though you're already dating
He's also the kind to shower you in gifts
For literally no reason! It's like a random Thursday and he's there offering you a bottle of that perfume that you love
Which makes me think about how he pays so much attention to the little details
You won't even notice but he's already taken notes of the small things you like and dislike
Basically he is the kind to really use his brain in the relationship
Real men could never
UNSUFFERABLE BOYFRIEND!KISE
NOW let's get to the more goofy side of boyfriend! Kise
Because that guy, as much as I love him, can be unsufferable
He's clingy af, you can't breathe when he's around
Pouts when you have to leave him
So dramatic also, for nothing
That's just his nature, he is a drama queen
You won't really fight but if you tell him about something he does/says that annoys you, my boy is giving you a whole scene
It's kinda funny though, you won't lie
Likes to speak in exagerated metaphors
Has you rolling your eyes at least 5 times a day but the good thing is that he is good entertainment
He will 100% gossip with you
Whether you like it or not, he's telling you every one's business
CARING BOYFRIEND!KISE
When he's not being a drama queen, Kise can be a really mature partner
Despite him being obviously in love with you, you sometimes feel insecure about all his fans
So he generally notices when you feel like that, and he's quick to react
He'll reassure you in implicit ways
Expect PDA, especially in front of his fans
He needs them to know that he's taken
He'll also try to avoid them as much as he can when he's with you, because he knows that you aren't comfortable with the constant attention he gets
On his side of things, he's not too jealous if you get attention from other people because he trusts you
But if anyone makes you uncomfortable, he's stepping in
Won't fight but he knows how to intimidate
One of the reasons he doesn't get jealous too is because he understands why you attract people
To him you're impossible not to love, so he's like "yeah makes sense to me"
He literally thinks you are the best at everything you do
Constant praising!
Even for the little things, Kise's your #1 supporter
Whatever project or dream you have, he's always encouraging you
Will always help, even when you don't directly ask
But please ask him for help, nothing makes him happier than knowing that he is useful to you!
LOVING BOYFRIEND! KISE
I mentioned before that he is a clingy + PDA guy
But it's always in the sweetest way
It might get annoying for 5 secs but most of the time you appreciate it
Kise is the kind of boy that kisses your knuckles when you're holding hands
Also loves to hug you from behind, head resting on yours since he's a big boy <3
Will absolutely give you shoulder rubs, even if you don't ask for it
Always taking pictures of you and changing his lockscreen every week to his new favourite pic of you
Shows you off to everyone he knows
Has your picture in his wallet, a picture of you two on his nightstand, and he once gifted you polaroids of you for your birthday
Expect a lot of cuddling sessions
He's the kind to lend you his clothes too and he thinks you're the most beautiful person ever when you wear them
Kisses you all the time and wears the cheesiest grin on his face everytime
Moral of the story: we all need a Kise in our lives
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Basic Instinct Chapter 27
A/N: HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! Today, the first chapter of Basic Instinct turnt 1 year old. I mentioned before how xenophobic native English speakers dragged me for my mistakes as a non-English speaker to the point I stopped publishing fanworks and I'll admit the lack of support also wasn't motivating. Basic Instinct is the first fanfic I've completed since my very first fanfic that I actually kept to myself that I wrote when I was 11 years old. Yes, I am saying completed as I had planned this to be the final chapter. There's something poetic about releasing the ending on Basic Instinct's birthday and it just feels right to end the story at this point. Don't worry guys, you guys will still be getting an epilogue and a blooper reel where I will be releasing some short funny scenes like the off screen dance Kotaro and the reader did at the Maji Burger in chapter 5. I thank every single one of you for being here on the journey! masterpost
Today, was Akashi's birthday. Rima had planned out everything and you, Momoi, Reo, Midorima and Kuroko had filled her in with the occasional comment about what they thought might be nice too. Last week, before winter break, Reo had slipped the invitations to Nebuya and Kotaro, and Momoi did the same for Kise and Aomine as Kuroko took care of Kagami and Murasakibara. Kagami had been a bit surprised to be invited too, but after careful thought everyone agreed Kagami also should be getting an invitation. You were glowing with excitement and wore a beautiful, expensive dress that Rima had given you as an advance Christmas gift as you did feel a bit insecure as Masaomi would drop by on the party. You didn't wanted to look cheap, knowing how he felt about you. Rima had her scary side, but she had embraced you like a granddaughter and you knew she truly had your back if Masaomi were to act coldly towards you. So if anyone should be scared, it should be him. At least, that's what you kept telling yourself. You had been as thoughtful as possiblr. For one, you had written his birthday note with the markers he had bought for you on your first date. It had been hard to think of a birthday gift, because what could you give a boy who had almost everything already? You had been grateful for your friend Mari-Chan. As the two of you had chatted about the topic and how you thought of perhaps a self-made gift, she had the most brilliant idea. With the help of everyone, you had managed to collect a decent number of photos of Akashi and his friends, the few ones of the two of you and Rima had doubles made of childhood photographs with his mother. Spending your money on a few magazines of National Geographic, you had created the most beautiful collage of nature pictures to create a pretty backdrop, and then you carefully started making a collage of Akashi and his loved ones on top of your first collage. Mari had given you the money for the frame as those magazines had blown your budget, telling you how you always had her back when she needed you and this time she wanted to help you. She also said she thought you and Akashi were a cute couple in general and how much happier you looked now that the two of you had one another. Mari nearly chocked in the tight embrace you'd given her. Now, as you entered the Kaneshiro mansion with your gift, you couldn't help but think of how the dress and the pretty mansion remembered you of a fairy tale, with you being the princess. Fujioka came to place your present with the others, and the old man smiled at you. "Thank you for giving him his joy back. This birthday will be the best my young master will have ever gotten, and its all thanks to your love that he's getting what he deserves. I'd be honored of serving you as the lady of the house one day." Your face got a little red and you could feel a few tears pricking your eyes. The compliment touched you, and you gave Fujioka your warmest smile. "And I thank you, for getting him to the warm home he deserves." "Oi, y/n-chan!" Kotaro yelled, arriving with Nebuya and you let out a soft chuckle. Another servant took the gifts of their hands and they led the three of you to the dining hall. The usual table was shoved into a corner where the small pile of gifts rested atop A new, larger table was seated in the center of the room, sporting the largest birthday cake you had ever seen in real life, and plates with various different foods. Midorima and Tamamura-san seemed to try their hardest to distract Murasakibara from eating before the party started. Kuroko, Kagami and Momoi were reacting to something stupid Aomine had said, Momoi was rolling her eyes and Kuroko was saying something you couldn't hear with Midorima's scolding drowning out his voice. Reo was chatting up with Umemiya-san and you guessed it was probably recipe related. You could recognize Yuuki, chatting up with some other maids as they eyed the commotion as you did. Only Kise hadn't arrived yet.
After another half hour, all of you gathered around as Fujioka went to get Rima and Akashi. Kise still wasn't there yet! You hoped it wouldn't hurt Akashi's feelings. As the anticipation arose in the room, and you could feel the excitement jittering in your skin, the doors opened. "Surprise!" They all yelled, only to see Kise in the doorway, carrying his gift. He chuckled as he walked into the room, "Hi!" "Kise, why are you so god damn late!" Aomine grumbled annoyed and Kise pouted. "Aominecchi, I am supposed to be fashionably late." At that you and several others chuckled, and just then did the doors open again, this time with the actual birthday boy, butler and grandma. As everyone gathered some air, they once more shouted, "Surprise!" Akashi looked on with big surprised eyes and then looked at his grandmother. "I thought you deserved an actual birthday." He couldn't help but feel his eyes water, and he hugged his grandmother. You broke out into a wide smile, looking onto his happiness. Akashi walked to your group and said, "I'm happy you made it to my birthday." "He's here now. Can we finally eat?" Murasakibara asked hungrily. Akashi chuckled and said, "Of course, let us feast on this occasion!" And so all of you took your own seat. The cake only had one candle, so Akashi did not have to worry about the cake's large size. He closed his eyes and made his wish, 'I wish my bonds with these people will never change.' All of you clapped as he blew out the candle, and almost with lightning speed did Murasakibara took a slice. Everyone looked flabbergasted at his audacity not to let Akashi go first, but he shrugged it off with a happy smile, because all of you were there and that was the gift he had always wanted. Each of you then took your then filled your own plate, and just as you took your first bite of food, did another butler bring in Masaomi, awkwardly holding a gift. "Take a seat father." Akashi said, and Masaomi handed his gift to the butler. You immediately felt anxious, but then Rima smiled at you and you couldn't help but smile back. 'thank you', you mouthed, for all her support. And the party did go over smoothly. Masaomi talked mostly with Rima and the servants that evening, observing you, Akashi and his friends from the sidelines. Which came much as a relief. Before you left to go back home, Akashi embraced you as you bid your goodbye to him in the garden. "You really look stunning in that dress. It suits you perfectly." He complimented and your face flushed red. "Thank you, your grandmother has great taste." He chuckled, his eyes bright and his smile so wide that it hurt but he couldn't help how happy he was. You wrapped your arms around his neck. "Happy birthday Sei." Akashi leaned in and kissed you with such delight, the two of you felt as if you were set afire. There was no moment more perfect then this.
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