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jrueships · 5 months

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bcs this is rpf, i personally don't think i have the leeway to say 'he would not fucking say that' bcs these ARE real people, just put into a (hopefully) harmless fictional sense where it's written with the purpose of the people NOT having to see it. It's a (n admittedly odd) little hobby that has lanes, thusly, lines to respect -- in my viewing and partaking of it, at least. It has more range than being in some fandoms, but it also has fewer ones due to its niche nature. I don't know what this man whose story i have gravitated toward would or would not say, really, because i'm Not a part of his Real life AND i D O N ' T W A N T to be. My ire is not because i am policing a perceived possession of mine ( a 'favorite 'character', persay), it's really because i'm sensing an off-putting pattern of perception showcasing real people that reflect real issues.. in a hobby. it's just unsettling, i guess, to see

#even the smallest flowers can have weeds #voicing disappointment is a tiring thing #but silence can hurt you even more #idk #like i know this is for fun #i know nothing should be serious in the end #but i think thats what makes the issues so stark #it's jarring #& it's nothing new #what youre seeing #but where youre seeing it is #it's a punch in the gut at a tea party #the man you're dating playfully squeezing your hand #just a tad too hard #and reminding you he could kill you without little sweat #comfort cannot exist without crime #hearing that is nothing new #it doesnt mean it doesnt hurt

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ja3yun · 4 days

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why is picking outfits for concerts so difficult 😮‍💨

#aj talks #it's jarring #i jist wanna look pretty

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casketscratch · 5 months

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i'm also just going to pipe up and say i can't get over how often i open my mouth the last few days and something completely different than what i was gonna say comes out of it without warning

and how often that thing being said is more insightful or smarter than whatever dumb shit i could say would be lmao

#i default to jokes and finger guns lmao #it's jarring #system things #but also that's good right that's sharing brainspace on some level #even if i have no idea who's there or what's up #probably #sachapost

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yousaytomato · 2 years

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I don't like when other people use my little guy. get your own this one is mine:

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#he is me #it's jarring #woes of emily #err #/j #to be clear

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wildbeautifuldamned · 3 months

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Antique 1920's Rat Perfume Figural Bottle from Germany ebay Diane's Clearinghouse

#perfume #perfume bottle #jar #glass #mouse

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ninjasmudge · 7 months

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last night i had a dream that i was playing minecraft and i noticed i had 77 blocks of cobblestone in one slot instead of it being capped at 64 and it was so jarring to me that it literally booted me out of the dream. like sure you can fly now and your childhood home is a pharmacy but 77 pieces of cobblestone? unthinkable. wake the fuck up.

#minecraft #tagged so i can find it ig #PROBABLY MEANS I PLAY TOO MUCH MINECRAFT TBH #IT WAS 77 COBBLESTONE DO U UNDERSTAND HOW JARRING THAT WAS #IT LEGIT WOKE ME UP BC I WAS LIKE 'that cant fucking happen.'#shark talks #l

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metamorphesque · 9 months

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— Sylvia Plath, "The Bell Jar"

#quotes #literature #classic literature #sylvia plath #the bell jar #the annual reread of bell jar

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sadmanyeyes · 19 days

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Chapter 7

Later on, in a hotel room, Natsuko asks Yakumo if he's sure he's okay, saying she knows she twisted his arm into coming along on the trip. Tatsuya joins in, saying the whole experience has scared him into never driving without a license again. Yakumo tells them all to chill, reminding them that they're all friends.

Later, by himself, Yakumo muses to himself that at least he has a bike now and now all he has to do make a few bucks before the trip. Then, he remembers Three Eyed Pai saying that he doesn't even have two weeks left of his normal life...but he doesn't trust her. Pai is fine but he has no idea how to deal with her other half. Then he sees a guy in an overcoat walk out of nowhere, staring at him with one eye. The guy walks off, Yakumo being creeped out before he heads inside his place, Pai apparently having left the door unlocked. He finds his dad's skull on the floor...and finds his place a sty, apparently ransacked. That sucks...but more importantly, Pai's missing!

He runs over to his boss' place and is greeted by an angry drag queen with cream on his face. He calms down when he recognizes Yakumo and he tells him that Pai's inside sleeping when he asks for her. The boss says that she was at his door five minutes ago, saying she was starving. Apparently Yakumo told her how his boss used to cook for him when his dad was on trips. Then Yakumo finds her sleeping like this:

Yakumo tells his boss he can't dress her like she works at the bar, much to the boss' confusion. The boss then teases him for being possessive, much to Yakumo's embarrassment. Yakumo fights off the allegations by saying that he doesn't see Pai like that, only wanting to protect her, saying she's like a sister to him.

The boss accuses him of being into incest then. Yakumo gives up and takes the boss to his place, showing him the mess. The boss asks him if he called the cops but Yakumo wants to duck them for the time being...he asks if the boss heard anything from across the hall and the boss denies it, saying the ransacking is the work of a real pro. Yakumo then says that means Pai didn't do it, much to the boss' confusion. It's then Yakumo sits him down with some tea and explains some things...

So to recap, Pai is triclops with a split personality and Yakumo is an immortal zombie. The boss then says that Ling Ling seems suspicious, since she helped the two with no reason. Yakumo says they don't have to worry about her though, since she just wanted to make money off Yakumo's "zombiehood". So Huang is more like a victim (as far as they know) and Chau is dead...so who's left? Apparently (I'm using that word a lot) the only things taken were a few of Yakumo's father's books. It's here where Yakumo's boss reitarates some words he doesn't want to hear: he can't go back anymore. Like a Yakuza trying to leave his old life, he can't go back to how he was.

He repeats what Pai told Yakumo: trying to live his old life will just lead to unhappiness. There is nothing on this planet that can't be broken, nothing that can't die...except for him. Just being immortal is going to make a lot of people come after him. But that's not so bad! He can leave his old life behind, go on a new adventure, rescue the beautiful girl, maybe get some ass along the way...but Yakumo insists he doesn't see Pai like that. She's a monster after all...but the boss says so is he.

Yakumo, walking outside, says that while he thinks Pai is pretty cute, he can't drop his entire life for the sake of getting her human again. He doesn't trust her...and his life and friends are in Tokyo. The next day, at school, he greets his friends and tells them that he fixed up the bike so he's ready for the trip! He takes Hideyoshi's coffee can and takes a swig, handing it back...but Hideyoshi walks off, telling him to keep it. Tatsuya goes with him. He playfully tries to flirt with Natsuko and she screams when he touches her, running away from him.

Later on, Hideyoshi tells some girls Yakumo can regenerate, telling them he's a monster...as Yakumo and Natsuko (having come back to him) listen in. Yakumo confronts him and Hideyoshi breaks down, begging for forgiveness as if Yakumo is going to kill him. Yakumo runs off as Natsuko calls after him, the one-eyed guy watching him as he says his name...

So Natsuko chases Yakumo down and says they're all just worried about him but Yakumo gets it. He can' even trust Pai. It's just like Three-Eyed Pai said: his life is over. He tells Natsuko tell everyone he said to take care, saying he'll be back when he's human, before the one eyed guy shatters a pillar, burying Yakumo is rubble before he snatches Natsuko!

End of chapter.