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yup-thats-me · 2 years
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— more than best friends • bill denbrough
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pairing: Bill Denbrough x reader
movie/series: IT (2017)
summary: your suppressed feeling for Bill finally gets surfaced
warning: cheesy teen romance, this is bad tbh, feelings, language (I mean it's IT), a bit angst, negative self image. Also not everything goes as per the movie.
note: don't hate. I take criticism not hatred. If you don't like it, KEEP. IT. TO. YOURSELF.
DON'T COPY/STEAL. NOT COOL
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"You sure they got the right stuff to fix you up?" Beverly asked Ben with a sly smile.
You watched Bill staring at her. Looking as if she's the only girl he's ever seen. As if, she meant the world.
Whereas he was yours.
"Hey, y/n," she greeted. "Hi, Bev."
Richie seemed confused as to why you were talking to her. "You know her?" He questioned stupidly.
"We have history together you dimwit," you replied annoyed.
You noticed Beverly has cut her hair, now she looked more beautiful than you, you thought. You stood no chance with Bill your mind told you, breaking your heart to millions of pieces.
However, you were not the only one who noticed Bev's hair.
"Your h-h-hair. It looks b-beautiful", Bill noticed too and seemed quite fascinated with it judging by the look in his eyes.
Beverly muttered a small thanks and they both stood there awkwardly. No one making a sound. It was making you want to gag with the looks they sent eachother.
"We're going to the qu-quarry tomorrow. You can come too." Bill offered with the same smitten smile.
You huffed. It was a ritual only for the losers to jump from the cliff at the Quarry. You did that every year and just the five of you.
It's not that you didn't liked Bev. But having a crush on Bill with Bill having something with Beverly made you jealous. You wanted to be the one Bill stared at with those loving eyes. But seeing them two standing next to each other, it was pretty clear who he wanted. And it was most certainly not you.
"You dipshits stay here or do whatever the fuck you want, I'll go home. It's getting late anyway. Fuck you all!"
The losers stared at you as you rode away. They knew something was up you've never acted this way before. Bill knew something was wrong. You sounded annoyed to him. He needed to find you and had to talk to you. You meant more to him than anything else. If you were sad, he wanted to make you smile. If you were angry, he needed to know why.
"Come if you can, B-ev. I have to g-go," he told Beverly and the gang collectively, he too picked up his bike and rode after you.
"When will they get together already. It's getting kinda annoying honestly," Richie sighed the others humming in agreement.
"Wait, what?" Beverly asked confused.
"Oh Bill's got a crush on y/n. Everyone except y/n knows it." Stan answered on behalf of everyone. Beverly nodded walking away.
Bill found you sitting by the lake. The place you always go to when you need to be alone. He slowly parked his bike and progressed towards you.
"Why you here?" You asked bitterly knowing it was Bill. He always found no matter wherever you were.
"What? A-m I not a-a-allowed to check on m-my best f-friend?" He said, sitting down beside you, looking over the lake.
Best friend. How you hated the word. "Shouldn't you be hanging out with Bev in your room or something? I don't know man. I don't seem to be important enough anyway." You muttered with your head low.
He sighed. Both of you knew he didn't allow anyone in his room other than you. "Okay I-I know some-thing, something's wrong. What is it, y-y/n?"
You finally looked up at him from your lap. Eyes red with tears
"I can't pretend anymore Bill! I-I love you, and and I hate myself for it. I know you like or much rather love Beverly. She's so beautiful and perfect. It's impossible to not love her," you paused taking a breath. "I'm tired of being best friends! I want to be more than that to you, Bill but it's pretty sure it's not going to happen!"
Bill sat without a word processing what he heard. Everything was so silent the only sounds are of your quite sobs.
"What d-do you think I l-like Beverly?" He questioned back.
"What?"
"I asked, Why do y-y-you think I like h-her?"
You breathed in softly. "Well, there's the way you look at her in school and now too. As if she means everything to you.".
"It's b-been you, Y/n. It's always been you s-s-since the fourth gr-grade. It's been four y-years and still you've been th-the one," Bill was now turned to you, holding your face in his hands. "I feared you'll n-never like me t-t-that way s-so I thought it was best fo-for me to just m-move on. But, you've always b-b-been the one to have m-my heart," his thumbs wiped the still falling tears from your eyes.
He touched your forehead with yours, staying that way for several minutes on the quietness. "Can i-i kiss y-you?" He whispered softly.
"Yes, please."
His hands held your face so tenderly as if you'd break any moment. The kiss was slow, your lips moving in sync with his. You pulled away, bright red blush covering your cheeks.
He seemed rather surprised when you pulled away. "Woah th-that was b-better than the pl-play," he chuckled, making you laugh.
"W-Will you be my g-girlfriend?" He asked with hopeful eyes.
You nodded your head quickly. "Yes!"
He pulled you in by the waist to kiss you again.
"You guys do know we can see you two right?" Richie shouted from across the road.
"Shut up, Richie!" You and Bill both shouted back in unison, smiling at the gang.
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robinbuckleyshotgf · 2 years
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[🌼] introduction
[🧃] hey! my name is charlie! i’m gonna use my writing skills on the internet so thats why im here! i hope you enjoy my writing!
[🫧] my rules are very important. if you do not obey them, then it will result in me blocking you. please respect my boundaries and rules.
[🌈] rules:
~ dni if you are an nsfw blog
~ i will not write smut with minors. the only exception is if that they are aged up to over 18.
~ if you are requesting a celebrity and they have boundaries, please respect them.
~ i only do x reader. i can do female, male, trans, genderfluid, gender neutral and other genders.
~ if requesting a reader with a different gender, please specify their pronouns.
~ use your imagination!! make it silly! i really dont mind!!
~ dont sexualise me or send me weird messages in my inbox please.
[🌊] fandoms:
IT 2017- Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak, Stanley Uris, Bill Denbrough, Beverly Marsh, Finn Wolfhard, Wyatt Oleff, Jaeden Martell, Sophia Lillis
A Series Of Unfortunate Events- Violet Baudelaire, Klaus Baudelaire, Sunny Baudelaire (platonic only), Duncan Quagmire, Isadora Quagmire, Quigley Quagmire, Malina Weissman
Stranger Things- Mike Wheeler, Will Byers, Max Mayfield, Dustin Henderson, Steve Harrington, Robin Buckley, Jane ”Eleven” Hopper, Jonathan Byers, Nancy Wheeler, Eddie Munson, Joe Keery, Sadie Sink, Noah Schnapp, Millie Bobby Brown, Gaten Materazzo, Maya Hawke
Harry Potter- Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy, Cedric Diggory, Ginny Weasley, Luna Lovegood, Tom Riddle, Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Tom Felton
Arcane: League Of Legends- Violet (Vi), Jinx (Powder), Caitlyn, Ekko, Mylo, Claggor, Hailee Steinfield
My Hero Academia- Izuku Midoriya, Katsuki Bakugou, Shoto Todoroki, Ochaco Uraraka, Ejiro Kirishima, Denki Kaminari, Tsuyu Asui, Mina Ashido, Tenya Iida
Heartstopper- Charlie Spring (Only male), Nick Nelson, Ben Hope, Harry Greene, Darcy Olsson (Only Female), Tara Jones (Only Female), Tao Xu, Tori Spring, Elle Argent, Aled Last
I Am Not Okay With This- Sydney Novak, Stanley Barber, Dina (i dont know what her last name is😭)
Metal Lords- Hunter Sylvester, Kevin Schlieb, Emily Spector, Adrian Greensmith, Isis Hainsworth
The Goldfinch- Boris Pavlikovsky, Theo Decker
[🌸] prompts:
~ Angst
”please stop lying to me.”
”i dont care.”
”please dont cry”
”what makes you think i would want to date you?”
”just shut up for once in your goddamn life!”
”am i going to die?”
“when did you fall out of love with me?”
”are you leaving me?”
” dating you was the worse mistake ive ever made.”
”loving you is a fucking death sentence.”
”i shouldnt love you, but i couldnt help it.”
”always knew that you were too damn selfish.”
”i dont know if i can look you in the eyes after what you’ve done.”
”it’s only 2.am..”
”please dont hide from me.”
”dont take another step in my direction.”
”i wish we met before they convinced you life is war.”
”you are the worst thing that has ever happened to me.”
~ Fluff
”let me walk you home, hm?”
”i wanted to say i love you without stuttering. but i failed.”
”ugh i cant reach it!”
”stop being so goddamn cute.”
”you dont need all that candy, do you?”
”call me as soon as you get there.”
”did you just- throw salt at me!?” ”im not fucking possessed!”
”cuddles please!”
”hey love, can you help me out?” ”im gay and i need a few dollars”
”thats not true! my wife is a bitch and i like her very much.”
“YOU DID WHAT?!”
”you motherfucker! never do that again!”
” i have no idea what you are talking about.”
”what the actual fu-“ ”HEY GET OUT!”
“im only here for the dog.”
~ Smut 🌝
“come over here and make me.”
”kiss me.”
”looks like we are trapped in here for a while..”
”you heard me. take. it. off.”
”keep looking at me like that and we might not make it to bed.”
”if we werent in public right now, i would have my head in between your legs.”
”i want to taste you.”
”dont be shy now, sit on my face.”
”is that my shirt?”
“be quiet.”
”use your words, baby.”
”what if someone hears us?”
”oh fuck yes, just like that.”
“need any help with that?”
“were you just masturbating?” - “what?! no neve-“ ”do you want some help?” - “huh?”
“relax.”
”did you come?”
”shut up slut.”
~ Funny Ones🌚
”im not wearing any underwear, thought you would like to know.”
”YOU SENT ME PICTURES OF YOU NAKED WHILST I WAS IN A WORK MEETING!”
”at least we didnt break any laws this time.”
”we are literally fugitives of this state.” - “so no pizza?”
”your pretty.” - “your drunk.”
”excuse you?”
”i might of had a few shots.” - “what they mean by a few is about 20.”
”if you do that again im gonna chuck you out the window- what are you doing?” - “checking how high the drop is to see if its worth it.”
”you ate all my noodles! you’ve lost toilet paper privledges.”
”OI THATS MY HOODIE LOSER!”
”haha thats so funny!” *pulls out gun* ”say it again!”
”DUDE STOP HOGGING THE FUCKING BLANKETS!”
”your bleeding!” - “oh yeah no shit sherlock!”
”for fucks sake- MOVE!”
”hey wouldnt it be funny if we made out right now?”
[⚡️] thank you for reading! have a great day!! :))
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satansbakesale3 · 1 year
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5 Films to Watch if You Loved "The Menu" (2022)
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By now I'm sure we've all heard about the newest horror comedy starring Anya Taylor Joy and Ralph Fiennes that has been taking the world by storm. The way this film melds precisely timed comedic moments into the suspenseful environment these characters are in without breaking the tension is marvelous, and the exact reason why is has been praised by many. When a group of elitist snobs (and Margot) attend an overpriced exclusive dinner experience on an isolated island hosted by a deranged world renowned chef, the film takes a turn from an intense slow burn to a batshit crazy action-packed evening.
"The Menu" holds a very impressive and unique ability to keep the audience intrigued and guessing at every turn, not sure what's going to happen but knowing it can't be good. The way it invokes dread during every dish is what's so captivating and exciting about it. So if that's something you deeply enjoyed about this film, here are 5 others sure to feed your appetite.
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The Invitation (2015) dir. Karyn Kusama
"The Invitation" is the most impressive example of innocent yet unusual situations turned diabolical and menacing within seconds before your eyes. When Will (Logan Marshall Green) and his new girlfriend attend a dinner party at his ex wife Eden's (Tammy Blanchard) home in the company of all their closest friends, unresolved trauma of their relationship looms over the entire evening. Things turn even more sinister when Eden and her husband Will's (Michiel Huisman) new friends from a "wellness retreat" join the party, adding to the uncomfortable tension plaguing the evening. This night goes from bad to worse, but the true mastery of this film is the way it depicts trauma and how it eats away at people, how people will look for anything and everything to feel alright again, to find their sense of purpose again. Not everyone processes or deals with trauma in the same way, and "The Invitation" shows how easy it is for desperation and grief can be manipulated, taken advantage of, and turned into something horrifying.
The Lodge (2019) dir. Veronika Franz, Severin Fiala
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Isolation horror and religious horror are two of the most popular sub-genres of horror, and "The Lodge" combines them both in the most magnificent way. The movie surrounds Grace (Riley Keough) as she joins her fiance and soon to be stepchildren Mia (Lia Mchue) and Aiden (Jaeden Martell) on a trip to their remote winter cabin. When work pulls her fiance away and she is left with the two children alone, a blizzard traps the three in the cabin and things begin to go bump in the night. The psychological trauma that Grace has endured in her life, coupled with the hatred and resentment the two children have for her begin to get to her head. "The Lodge" makes a simple story of a family caught in a snow storm and elevates it to seem more petrifying than I could have ever imagined, and the unravelling of the individuals stuck in that cabin grips your interest the entire time.
tw: suicide
The Platform (2019) dir. Galder Gaztelu-Urrutia
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"The Platform" is a social commentary on the class system and how vicious it can be, how people on the top take whatever they can and leave nothing for the rest. It takes greed and gluttony to an extreme level. This dystopian hellscape is set in a large tower type construction and involves two people per level living in the tower, with its residents switching levels every month at random. It becomes the home for Goreng, who volunteered to spend six months in "The Pit" in exchange for his diploma, and Trimagasi, who is serving a year long sentence in the facility for manslaughter. Each resident gets one item to bring into "The Pit," and while Goreng brings a copy of Don Quixote, Trimagasi brings his self sharpening knife. With at least 200 levels theorized by the residents, the only source of food and sustenance is a single platform that travel through the center of every level. It begins at the top, and makes its way down to the very bottom. As you can already guess, the lower the platform gets the less food there is for residents to eat, which leads to the most extreme and basic natural instinct; eat or be eaten. The commentary on this film takes its critiques on capitalism and social systems that favor the rich and shoves it right in your face. It forces you to look at humanity at its most masochistic, and how capitalist or socialist systems turn us against each other.
Barbarian (2022) dir. Zach Creggens
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As another heavy hitter of 2022, "Barbarian" stampedes into the horror genre as one of this decade's best. What I feel to be the absolute best depiction of modern technology and horror opens with Tess (Georgina Campbell) struggling to get into her Airbnb after it was double booked to her and Keith (Bill Skarsgard) for the same night. Without giving too much away, the unsettling moments and utter suspense have you on the edge of your seat with brief bouts of comic relief reminding you to breathe. Breakout director Zach Creggens created an outstanding film that I can already tell will withstand the tests of time and become an ultimate horror cult classic, while the hilarious and talented Scream King Justin Long adds to the different dynamics between the characters and brings this movie to another level of excellence. If you think you can guess what's coming, no you fucking can't.
Ready or Not (2019) dir. Matt Bettinelli-Olpin, Tyler Gillett
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Ready or not, here comes Samara Weaving as one of this generation's favorite scream queens in this violently funny horror comedy. The movie opens to Grace's (Weaving) wedding day as she gets ready to marry Alex (Mark O'Brien) and join the LeDomas family, an affluent family who's ancestors gained their fortune from a man named LeBail. In order for the family to hold up their end of the LeBail deal and keep their fortune, they must uphold the tradition of playing a game from chosen by a puzzle box anytime someone marries into the family. When Grace draws the "Hide and Seek" card, it soon becomes apparent to her that this game of hide and seek is more sinister and deadly than she initially thought. Between the cynical alcoholic brother Daniel (Adam Brody), the coked up sister who can't seem to do anything right, and Weaving's incredible ability to make even the most violent and gruesome encounters a little humorous, "Ready or Not" is a masterpiece of social commentary horror comedies.
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n66x · 18 days
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[FanCasting] My Little Pony: The Live Action (2024) by ©iannis / n66x
Now that the 'Live Action' movies are on a rise, I thought it'd be fun to visualize what a 'Live Action' Adaptation of the 'My Little Pony: The Movie (1986)' could possibly look like~!
Here is my 'Dream Cast' for this project:
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Melissa McCarthy as Hydia Chris Rock as Spike Danny DeVito as The Moochick Mckenna Grace as Megan Jaeden Martell as Danny Mykal Michelle Harris As Molly Maya Hawke as Draggle Nicola Coughlan as Reeka
I think it would be so bizarre, weird and funny if Hasbro ever made a 'Live Action' with a mixture of 3D ponies with real human actors, I can already picture how epic this could turn out with the right direction, and maybe it would also spawn a new generation of 'My Little Pony' toys based on the G1 characters, now that would be worth it just for that alone, right??!! lol.
[Edit]: I've now updated the cast with three more additional characters that are non-existent in the original series, but I think would make up for nice additions:
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Nico Parker as Big Sister Henry Cavill as Dad Thandiwe Newton as Mom
The way I imagine it is, the parent characters having just bought the farm that we see Megan attending to a horse in the 'Rescue from Midnight Castle (1984)' movie, I think expanding the storyline of the human family a bit will make the movie more approachable for a larger audience, the Mom and Dad characters having brought their new life together to the farm, where their children, as they get familiar between them, discover a way to visit the Ponyland, then perhaps at some point they can also bring back some of the baby ponies to the farm and shelter the forest creatures to protect them from the Smooze, also put the sea ponies in the bathtub of the farm, etc, and then the parents discovering their existence for the first time when they're all crammed in their farm like this, I think that would be quite funny and cute… Farmboy Henry Cavill with a mustache in Cowboy attire nursing and bottle feeding baby ponies wrapped in blankets??!! Now that would be cinema gold, lol!!!
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thebrideoftiffany · 5 months
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whoever said they don't imagine joe keery as my steve was on to something but lets do it for will cause fuck that guy for real. maybe jaeden martell or wyatt oleff
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georgiapeach30513 · 5 months
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Scott pilgrim has an incredibly niche and dedicated fanbase and they were stoked for an anime series. Edgar Wright also very clearly thinks of this project as his baby (and Brian O’Malley, especially since he was the creator of it all.) I don’t think they were ever going to let it fail. Especially since they waited so long to do this AND the entire original movie cast basically signed on to do it asap.
The CE turned hater whatevers are hilarious to me at times because 25 losers on tumblr who spend 24/7 stalking his flights and soba noodle prices should have realized that a lot of Scott pilgrim fans also enjoy Lucas lee and a lot of ppl were pleasantly surprised he’d turned up to do this again.
I think Chris has a decent fan base in the comic book crowd (primarily for his Steve portrayal but also the random other things he’s done like Scott P, the losers, fantastic four, etc.) he has a whole fanboy fan base too and those guys are likely the ones tuning in to watch his Netflix movies (lol). One of my guy friends is a huge CE fan - he loves him and Ryan Gosling and the guy literally said one of his all time favs was Chris in the perfect score (LOL). He’s like “I’ve always liked him and his cap trilogy is the best in the MCU and he has a great Ass.” This guy is your standard football watching Vegas hopping guy who will watch stuff like the gray man but probably won’t care to follow up on people magazine lol.
Point blank there actually are a lot of men who admire Chris and his assets (LOL) and they tend to be typical dude crowd. Chris has that ability to appeal to nerds, comic book geeks, women, basic betches, teenage girls, and grown ass men. I think that’s a very special thing.
Say what you want about him but I think more people are upset he’s not doing better movies post MCU than whoever he is dating. Which means - if he starts doing more projects that get people excited you will see more people tuning in for him.
Just my two cents.
Oh 100%!! I love that Edgar Wright was true to Brian’s original creation. The cast, script, director, and animators did amazing! Bringing back the original cast was the cherry on top. They jived really well and it shows.
Those “fans” are seriously just whatever. This is the last ask I’m going to do on the subject. Ignore the trolls. If you give a mouse a cookie! Anyways, Scott Pilgrim has a solid fan base so it was always going to do well.
Ghosted wasn’t great by any stretch of the imagination. I enjoyed it and watched it more than once. But I will say it didn’t crack my top 10 of his projects. He did well. The script sucked. But I also think the role should have went to someone much younger. I don’t know, is Jaeden Martell or Finn Wolfhard too young? Maybe Jacob Elordi or that other kid, Noah Centineo? It wasn’t believable as a “38” year old man personably.
Chris has a wide fan base that expands past women. I promise you. My dad has became a fan 😂 I love when he tells me about one of his movies and says, you would like it and I’m just like, uh huh. Yeah. He did say he wants to watch him be a detective and wants him in a western. So random. That man has watched many of his movies and not by my influence.
Chris has a universal appeal. And I think a lot of his fans want more from him. So many of us will support all of his projects, but don’t dumb us down. Give us good projects to work with. But we can’t deny that there are fans, like myself, who are a fan of him as well. No, I didn’t ever buy into this Prince Charming that Disney sold us, but I also can’t say I haven’t been disappointed in the past year. Am I “mad” at him? Nope. Just want more and better for him.
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kit-nelson-imagines · 2 years
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-> rules, prompts and more <-
[🧃] hey! my name is kit and im a young writer :) my friends recommended that i use my writing skills on the internet so thats why im here! i hope you enjoy my writing!
[🫧] my rules are very important. if you do not obey them, then it will result in me blocking you. please respect my boundaries and rules.
[🌈] rules:
~ dni if you are an nsfw blog
~ i will not write smut with minors. the only exception is if that they are aged up to over 18.
~ if you are requesting a celebrity and they have boundaries, please respect them.
~ i only do x reader. i can do female, male, trans, genderfluid, gender neutral and other genders.
~ if requesting a reader with a different gender, please specify their pronouns.
~ use your imagination!! make it silly! i really dont mind!!
~ dont sexualise me or send me weird messages in my inbox please.
[🌊] fandoms:
IT 2017- Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak, Stanley Uris, Bill Denbrough, Beverly Marsh, Finn Wolfhard, Jack Dylan Grazer, Wyatt Oleff, Jaeden Martell, Sophia Lillis
A Series Of Unfortunate Events- Violet Baudelaire, Klaus Baudelaire, Sunny Baudelaire (platonic only), Duncan Quagmire, Isadora Quagmire, Quigley Quagmire, Malina Weissman
Stranger Things- Mike Wheeler, Will Byers, Max Mayfield, Dustin Henderson, Steve Harrington, Robin Buckley, Jane ”Eleven” Hopper, Jonathan Byers, Nancy Wheeler, Joe Keery, Sadie Sink, Noah Schnapp, Millie Bobby Brown, Gaten Materazzo, Maya Hawke
Harry Potter- Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy, Cedric Diggory, Ginny Weasley, Luna Lovegood, Tom Riddle, Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Tom Felton
Arcane: League Of Legends- Violet (Vi), Jinx (Powder), Caitlyn, Ekko, Mylo, Claggor, Hailee Steinfield
My Hero Academia- Izuku Midoriya, Katsuki Bakugou, Shoto Todoroki, Ochaco Uraraka, Ejiro Kirishima, Denki Kaminari, Tsuyu Asui, Mina Ashido, Tenya Iida
Heartstopper- Charlie Spring (Only male), Nick Nelson, Ben Hope, Harry Greene, Darcy Olsson (Only Female), Tara Jones (Only Female), Tao Xu, Tori Spring, Elle Argent, Aled Last
I Am Not Okay With This- Sydney Novak, Stanley Barber, Dina (i dont know what her last name is😭)
Metal Lords- Hunter Sylvester, Kevin Schlieb, Emily Spector, Adrian Greensmith, Isis Hainsworth
The Goldfinch- Boris Pavlikovsky, Theo Decker
[🌸] prompts:
~ Angst
”please stop lying to me.”
”i dont care.”
”please dont cry”
”what makes you think i would want to date you?”
”just shut up for once in your goddamn life!”
”am i going to die?”
“when did you fall out of love with me?”
”are you leaving me?”
” dating you was the worse mistake ive ever made.”
”loving you is a fucking death sentence.”
”i shouldnt love you, but i couldnt help it.”
”always knew that you were too damn selfish.”
”i dont know if i can look you in the eyes after what you’ve done.”
”it’s only 2.am..”
”please dont hide from me.”
”dont take another step in my direction.”
”i wish we met before they convinced you life is war.”
”you are the worst thing that has ever happened to me.”
~ Fluff
”let me walk you home, hm?”
”i wanted to say i love you without stuttering. but i failed.”
”ugh i cant reach it!”
”stop being so goddamn cute.”
”you dont need all that candy, do you?”
”call me as soon as you get there.”
”did you just- throw salt at me!?” ”im not fucking possessed!”
”cuddles please!”
”hey love, can you help me out?” ”im gay and i need a few dollars”
”thats not true! my wife is a bitch and i like her very much.”
“YOU DID WHAT?!”
”you motherfucker! never do that again!”
” i have no idea what you are talking about.”
”what the actual fu-“ ”HEY GET OUT!”
“im only here for the dog.”
~ Smut 🌝
“come over here and make me.”
”kiss me.”
”looks like we are trapped in here for a while..”
”you heard me. take. it. off.”
”keep looking at me like that and we might not make it to bed.”
”if we werent in public right now, i would have my head in between your legs.”
”i want to taste you.”
”dont be shy now, sit on my face.”
”is that my shirt?”
“be quiet.”
”use your words, baby.”
”what if someone hears us?”
”oh fuck yes, just like that.”
“need any help with that?”
“were you just masturbating?” - “what?! no neve-“ ”do you want some help?” - “huh?”
“relax.”
”did you come?”
”shut up slut.”
~ Funny Ones🌚
”im not wearing any underwear, thought you would like to know.”
”YOU SENT ME PICTURES OF YOU NAKED WHILST I WAS IN A WORK MEETING!”
”at least we didnt break any laws this time.”
”we are literally fugitives of this state.” - “so no pizza?”
”your pretty.” - “your drunk.”
”excuse you?”
”i might of had a few shots.” - “what they mean by a few is about 20.”
”if you do that again im gonna chuck you out the window- what are you doing?” - “checking how high the drop is to see if its worth it.”
”you ate all my noodles! you’ve lost toilet paper privledges.”
”OI THATS MY HOODIE LOSER!”
”haha thats so funny!” *pulls out gun* ”say it again!”
”DUDE STOP HOGGING THE FUCKING BLANKETS!”
”your bleeding!” - “oh yeah no shit sherlock!”
”for fucks sake- MOVE!”
”hey wouldnt it be funny if we made out right now?”
[⚡️] thank you for reading! have a great day!! :))
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makimaandyorswife · 1 year
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imagine being in love with too many people at the same time.i am in love with my crush in school,FOUR celebrity crushes and my best friend(shes a girl).you're in love with them imangining scenarios of you and them you know will never happend and you know they will never like you back.because there is me who reads too much jaeden martell x reader smut and imagining in my free time about scenarios of my crush in school.how do i even exist??? am i adopted? because i feel so different from my sisters.
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falcqns · 2 years
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IM DOING IT BECAUSE I CAN ALSO IMAGINE CHRIS BWFORE TIMMY LIKE SEE THE VIDEOS AND HE JUST LIKE COMMENTS
"stop simping for that timothée kid natasha"
LIKE SNDJDJSM
I CANT WAIT MIRJR
no bc why is that literally him as an older brother lmao. he's def over protective but hides it behind teasing but not in a mean and degrading way towards you lol
when i was in my chris evans sister dr he worked it out w Mama that we'd spend time together as a family in the morning, but then after lunch we could split up and do whatever so chris deemed it our 'bonding time' and we'd do whatever i wanted to do and he took me to see gaston, who started flirting with me and chris was so angry about it (which, to be fair, i was 16 lol but i know it wasnt in a serious way the guy was just doing his job) and chris didnt let me stand next to gaston for a picture. HE had to be in the middle, and said that i was too beautiful and smart for him. then i brought it up to Mama later and she was like "i don't wanna know what he's gonna be like when you get a boyfriend or girlfriend" and chris immediately went "no. absolutely no relationships until your 40, you're too young." 😂 little does he know im gonna start date jaeden martell when the two of them are filming Defending Jacob season 2 bc your girl/person decided that she still wants to act so im playing his kid from a previous relationshio that he didnt know about 🤪
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face claims for random characters in. the book Ghost Story by Peter Straub from 1979 because i can !!!!!
Donald Wanderly- Michael Shannon
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the beginning of the book reminded me a lot of the movie Midnight Special, which immediately cemented the character of Don (travelling with a mysterious child) as looking kind of like Michael shannon (a guy who travels with a mysterious child in the aforementioned movie).
Angie M. - Anne-Marie mostly
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the aforementioned mysterious child! i thought of TWO black haired children but mostly I'm envisioning Anne-Marie from All Dogs Go to Heaven (her name has the same initials Come ON (subconsciously this is probably why i thought of her)). but i also thought of Cheryl from Silent Hill cuz of her pink clothes
Sears James- one of these guys
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Edward Gorey or Peter Freuchen... Sears is described as "massive" with a bald head and an impressive beard. he also wears a black coat (i'm really caught on the coat here). neither of these r quite how i imagine him, but i did very specifically think of these photos (it;s the coat + beard combo).
Lewis Benedikt- Lon Chaney Jr.
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not sure why i thought of this drawing of Larry in The Wolf Man by wormthing for this guy! Lewis is described as looking very good for his age, with a Cary Grant vibe that makes people think he should be an actor.
Stella Hawthorne- a person i know in real life so i'm not naming her or sharing her photo lol. u might run into my stella hawthorne faceclaim and never know
i wish i had a face in mind for her husband Ricky, but i can just rest easy knowing he is played by Fred Astaire in the movie adaptation
Anna Mostyn/Ann-Veronica Moore- Michelle from Strawberry Fields
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i was 99% sure these were the same character & it turns out they kind of are but kind of aren't. Anna is in her 30s i think, & all i can remember about Ann-Veronica is that she has green eyes & is around the age of 18. but they're both this cartoon character from scrapped beatles movie strawberry fields
Gregory Bate- Conrad Veidt??
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Gregory is described as being muscular, very beautiful, calm & charismatic with an underlying animalistic, seething malice. plus he has golden eyes. when i tried to envision his eyes, i thought of this shot in Eerie Tales where the light hits Conrad Veidt's eyes really strongly, so now it's kind of stuck even if this guy isn't the body type i would ascribe to an actor of greg. Greg is also very theatrical, which is fitting. side note he also wears a pea coat in some scenes which i'm pretty sure is what conrad is wearing up there SWAG
i wish i had a face claim for his younger brother Fenny but i have nothing :•( sorry boy. i guess it would b kinda funny if he was played by Jaeden Martell (who was also in Midnight Special) but i can't say that's how i envision him
Walt Hardesty- the sheriff guy from The Incredible Melting Man
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what can i say they're both sheriffs......... the actor here is Michael Alldredge.
Elmer Scales- Horace Nebbercracker from Monster House
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aww look at that first screenshot, he's so smitten :•) Elmer is described as having ears that stick out i think? I don't think he's very old so here's a pic of this guy when he's young. but at some point he starts looking worse & worse because he isn't sleeping or eating much.
ok that's all i got
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happier // Bill Denbrough
request: none
prompts: none
warnings: breakups, headache, angst, slight stalking, sadness
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we broke up a month ago
your friend’s aren’t mine, you know, i know
you’ve moved on, found someone new
one more girl who brings out the better in you
Dating Bill Denbrough was one of the happiest summer’s of your life. You spent every day with him and his friends, growing closer to them every day. The five of you were inseparable. That was the greatest summer you’ve ever had. You thought nothing could ever tear you apart. You loved Bill, and he said that he loved you. He seemed to mean it too. But after everything, how could he?
and i thought my heart was attached
for all the sunlight of our past
but she’s so sweet, she’s so pretty
does she mean you forgot about me?
When the summer ended and school started again, something happened. Something changed. Bill seemed distant. He was rarely around you anymore, and no one would tell you why. You tried to still be friends with Stan, Richie, and Eddie, but since they were always with Bill it was hard. He rarely talked to you for the first few months of school. But then, Georgie disappeared. And suddenly he was back. Clinging onto you, not knowing where else to turn to. And you took him back. Brushing it off as nothing.
oh, i hope you’re happy, but not like how you were with me
i’m selfish, i know, i can’t let you go
so find someone great, but don’t find no one better
i hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier
It was the last day of school. And some part of you hoped that maybe things would go back to the way it used to be. Maybe Bill wouldn’t be so distant. Maybe the tension between everyone would disappear, and you would finally have your friends back. But after the final bell rang, Bill pulled you aside, and said he didn’t want to be with you anymore. He wasn’t ready to be with someone right now. It hurt, but you went with it, wanting him to be happy. Maybe, someday when he was ready, he would come back.
and do you tell her she’s the most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen?
an eternal love bullshit you know you’ll never mean
remember when i believed you meant it when you said it first to me?
It turns out he was ready to get back into a relationship sooner than you thought. You were biking through Derry, trying to waste the day away, when you saw him with Beverly Marsh. She was riding behind him on his bike, hugging him closely. And seeing them together hurt. That was supposed to be you. You were supposed to be with him, not her. You wanted him back. Part of you was happy that he was happy again, but you wanted him to be happy with you, not someone else.
and now i’m picking her apart
Like cutting her down make you miss my wretched heart
but she’s beautiful, she’s kind, she probably gives you butterflies
They were together all the time now. It’s like they were inseparable, like how the two of you used to be. Richie, Eddie, and Stan were there too. It’s like she took your place. She stole your friends. Your life. Everyone you’ve ever loved. It was all hers now. And there were two new people who you didn’t know. It was as if he wanted everyone except you around. He left you and moved on, finding new friends, and someone new to love. And the worst part was, you couldn’t even hate Beverly. She was amazing, beautiful, and one of the nicest girls you’ve ever met. No matter how hard you tried, you just couldn’t hate someone as perfect as her.
i hope you’re happy, but not like how you were with me
i’m selfish, i know, i can’t let you go
so find someone great, but don’t find no one better
i hope you’re happy, i wish you all the best, really
You saw them kiss. They were really together now. This was really happening. The small shards of hope you had of getting back with him were disappearing. You were happy that he found someone who made him happy, but it still hurt. Was he happier with her? Were you not good enough for him? Why did he leave you? Did he love her all along? Hundreds of questions flooded your brain as you quickly pedaled away. You couldn’t bear to see them together any more. It hurt too much.
say you love her, baby, just not like you loved me
and think of me fondly when your hands are on her
i hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier
“You’re with her now, aren’t you?” you asked Bill as you walked towards him.
“Yeah,” he said, smiling softly.
“She makes you happy, doesn’t she?”
He nodded, smiling once more.
“Does she make you happier than I did?”
He didn’t answer this time. Tension grew between the two of you as he avoided your question. At that moment Beverly walked over to the two of you, a bright smile on her face as she ran over and wrapped her arms around Bill.
“Hey! You’re y/n, right?”
You nodded, trying to wear a fake smile.
“I’m Beverly,” she said, smiling at you, draping one arm over Bill.
“Nice to meet you.”
“So what were you two talking about?” she asked, her smile never faltering.
“Nothing really, just catching up. Anyways, I should get going now. Bye,” you muttered softly before getting on your bike and leaving.
Even though he didn’t answer you, you knew what he meant. He was happier with her. She was better for him than you were. And no matter what you did, nothing would ever change that.
i hope you’re happy, just not like how you were with me
i’m selfish, i know, i can’t let you go
so find someone great, but don’t find no one better
i hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier
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good-doctor-imagine · 3 years
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Wingman (Bill Denbrough)
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Pairing: Bill Denbrough x Fem!Reader
Prompt(s): A86. “Because you’re so young.” / B43. “We’re friends, you can tell me anything.” from @swanimagines​’s prompt list [xxx]
Summary: Georgie seems too young to know anything about love but that doesn’t mean he can’t be his big brother’s wingman.
Word Count: 1.5k
A/N: I’m sorry if this one is a bit different from normal. I’m trying to get back into writing and for some reason I felt out of my element while writing this one.
Your hand swung side to side as you waved back at your friends. Behind you, Bill offered a sheepish smile to his friends, fiddling with the house key in his hand as he walked to the front door. After saying goodbye to your friends, you turned around and followed closely behind Bill, rocking on your heels as he messed with the keys.
A few moments of struggling later, you two were able to step foot in the house. Your shoulders relaxed at the familiar atmosphere. You'd known Bill for a long time since both of you were in kindergarten. His house was not something new to you, you had plenty of playdates as a kid and every summer you would spend practically every weekend in his house.
"(Y/n)!" Georgie came running down the stairs, a wide smile plastered on his face. Your hands shook a little as you extended your arms towards him out of worry. Thinking you were offering a hug, Georgie only ran faster and jumped into your arms as soon as he made it to the entrance.
You let out a surprised noise as you were pushed back a bit from the young boy's strength. It was a bit shocking realizing how much Georgie had grown up.
"Georgie, you scared me," You sighed, wrapping your arms around him and giving him a squeeze. "You shouldn't run down the stairs with socks on."
Georgie separated from you and shook his head, playfully pouting at your scolding. In response, you ruffled his hair, making him laugh.
"Why do you like (Y/n) doing that but not me?" Bill questioned, his arms crossed over his chest.
"Because it's (Y/n)," Georgie simply shrugged before running off into the living room.
"I don't get why he likes you more, I'm his brother," Bill grumbled, sending you a fake glare.
You smiled at him and raised your hand, extending your arm towards Bill's head. "Oh, I'm sorry," You grinned mischievously, "Were you jealous? Did you want me to mess with your hair too?"
Bill's eyes widened as he dodged your hand, feet scurrying into the living room to get away from you. Laughing, you followed him, leaning over the sofa to ruffle his hair. Bill frowned and quickly grabbed the throw pillow sitting on the couch next to him. You didn't get much time to react before he swung the pillow and hit you straight in the face.
You stumbled back, a hand covering the side of your head. Bill dropped the pillow and immediately ran towards you, waving his hands around frantically. "Sorry! I'm sorry I thought you would dodge it!"
You chuckled at your friend and hit his arm, sending him a smile. Bill's shoulders dropped at your gesture and an embarrassed smile replaced his panicked expression.
"(Y/n), are you staying the night?" Georgie asked from the sofa.
"No." Georgie frowned and sunk into the couch slightly. "But I am staying for dinner. I'm leaving when your parents get back."
"Then can we watch a movie before dinner?" Georgie gazed at the two of you with puppy dog eyes.
You smiled at him and looked over at Bill. Bill grumbled and walked off, heading to the basement to grab their box of DVDs.
As Bill took his time searching for the DVDs, you took a seat next to Georgie, relaxing into the cushions of the sofa. When Bill disappeared into the basement, Georgie leaned over to whisper in your ear.
"Why are you being weird around Billy?"
Your heart froze for a second as you struggled to respond. How did his little brother even notice anything?
"Ah, it's nothing..." You responded, keeping your eyes on the TV to avoid eye contact.
"We're friends, you can tell me anything," Georgie added, leaning in front of you so you couldn't avoid his gaze.
"No, I can't."
"Why?"
"Because you're so young," You rolled your eyes, once again reaching out to mess with his hair.
This time, Georgie dodged your hand and shook his head at you. "I'm six," He defended.
"Exactly." Georgie angrily sunk into the couch, turning his head away from you. Sighing, you leaned towards him. "Sorry, Georgie. I will tell you some other time, okay?"
Georgie grumpily turned back, arms crossed in front of his chest. You had to keep yourself from laughing at the resemblance the two brothers had.
"I'm back," Bill announced, closing the basement door with his foot. "Pick the movie, Georgie."
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The movie was a bit awkward, to say the least. You sat between the two brothers, Georgie curled into your side as Bill fidgeted next to you every few minutes. Whenever Bill would move closer to you, Georgie would pull you towards him. By the end of the movie, Georgie was practically sat on your lap. Bill had given up, jaw clenched as he stared at the screen. Anyone could tell he was upset. His brother was supposed to be his wingman, after all.
When the credits started rolling, you stretched slightly, trying not to disturb Georgie as he slept.
"I'll order pizza." Bill shot up from the sofa and sped to the kitchen, his face red as he passed by you.
You watched as Bill strode out of the room, obviously not in the greatest mood. You bit your lip as your mind wandered to what your friends told you yesterday.
"You should just tell him," Beverly stated simply as if it wasn't a big deal.
"Wha– no!" You dismissed her idea, "That is not what I should do."
"Come on," Richie rolled his eyes, "As if he'd say no. Big Bill is practically whipped for you."
"That's not true," You shot at him, "Bill only thinks of me as his friend. We've known each other for a long time."
Richie dragged his palm down his face and groaned, tired of your excuses. Beverly shook her head at your words.
"Which is why you should tell him," Eddie joined in, "Bill understands you more than anyone, right?" You nodded. "Then he should understand."
"Ugh," You complained quietly, rubbing your forehead to relieve your headache.
"(Y/n)?"
The quiet voice made you jump slightly. "Yeah?"
"Do you like my brother?"
"Georgie!" Your voice rose, panic beginning to kick in. "Why would you say that?"
Georgie grinned sleepily at your reaction. "Y'know, Bill won't stop talking about you."
Your heart froze for a moment. "Really?"
"Mhm!" Georgie enthusiastically nodded, "I don't really get it, I think girls have cooties."
You looked down at him, noticing he was still curled into your side. "You think I have cooties?" You playfully asked, hands coming to his sides.
"Well, you're a girl, aren't you?"
As soon as he answered, you moved your fingers along his sides, making him squeal.
"Aha!" Georgie started laughing hysterically from your sudden tickle attack.
"Take it back!" You yelled jokingly, your smile widening.
"I'm sorry! You don't have cooties! You don't have cooties!"
"That's what I thought," You chuckled, standing up from the couch.
Georgie took a few seconds to catch his breath. By the time he calmed down, Bill entered the room, looking between the two of you.
"I heard yelling?"
You smiled over at Georgie before turning back to Bill.
"It was nothi–"
"I told (Y/n) you have a crush on her."
Bill's eyes blown wide at his brother's statement. The smile that was on your face disappeared when you processed his words.
"Y-You did w-what?" Bill stuttered, his face turning completely red as he stared at Georgie.
Georgie smiled mischievously as he pointed at you. "And (Y/n) said she has a crush on you too!"
Your throat went dry as your hands shook. You didn't say that, but it wasn't like Georgie was wrong.
"G-Georgie," Bill gritted his teeth, taking steps toward his brother.
"I'm going to my room!" Georgie giggled, running around the couch and sprinting up to his room to avoid his big brother's wrath.
The room was silent when Georgie left, leaving you and Bill alone together.
"Well, this isn't how I expected this to go," You rubbed the back of your head as you tried to swallow down your embarrassment.
"You really like me?" Bill questioned.
You looked at him. Surprisingly, all of the anger he had a few seconds ago disappeared as he stared at you. Instead, it was replaced with longingness and fear.
"I mean," You stumbled with your words, "Yeah, I do like you."
Bill's face once again bloomed red at your words. He coughed nervously and covered the bottom half of his face with his hands.
"I like you too."
Despite how tense the situation was, you laughed at Bill's confession. "I kind of figured that after what Georgie said."
"Shut up," Bill mumbled, hanging his head.
When your laughs died down, Bill rose his head and walked towards you, pushing his lips.
"Do you maybe want to go on a date with me sometime?" Bill asked quietly.
"I'd love to," You responded, your chest fluttering at his words. Was this even real?
"Cool," Bill nodded. It was silent for a few more seconds before both of you started to laugh.
"Georgie is really smart for his age," You wiped the tears that pooled in the corner of your eyes.
"He can't keep secrets," Bill protested but a wide smile was still on his face.
"Obviously not," You shook your head. "But maybe that's for the best."
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sleepyimpala · 4 years
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inseprable
FANDOM: Knives Out. PAIRING: jacob thrombey x reader. GENRE: fluff. WARNINGS: racist slurs, swearing. REQUESTED: yes. 
“No one cares what you have to say,” you snap at Meg, cocking your head. “Stoner,”
“Oh, stop it!” She hisses. Jacob raises his eyebrows, smirking. “Control your fucking girlfriend,”
You flip her off before anything gets too serious.
“Y/N…” Marta starts. You roll your eyes, you didn’t want to hear another stupid lecture.
Marta was probably the one person you got along with.
Besides your boyfriend, of course.
Jacob smirks at the floor, you smile softly and rest your head on his shoulder.
“You know, technically, this kind of relationship is illegal,” Meg retorts.
“Yeah, well, she was my friend first.” Jacob hisses. You smile again.
“God, you’re both such little fucks but I still ship it,” Meg rolls her eyes in annoyance.
“Ship?” Marta repeats.
“It’s where you put two people together in a relationship and support it,”
“Children,” tuts Linda.
“What?! It’s a fucking Twilight family relationship is all I’m saying,” Meg shrugs.
“Who even watches that movie?” You roll your eyes.
“Can you guys like, turn it down on the PDA, please?” Marta mutters.
You were sitting in Jacob’s lap.
“Can you turn it down on the PDA, please?” You mock, shaking your head.
You turn around to kiss him on the cheek pointedly.
“You’re so fucking annoying.”
“You’re still so fucking single.”
“You little shit!”
MASTERLIST (requests for jacob/knives out are closed) 
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iamwallpaperz · 4 years
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a knives out request no one asked for but i wanted to 😩😩
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bowieandqueen11 · 5 years
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Not Your Fault / Bill Denbrough Imagine
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Request: Omg!! I just love your blog!! The content👌👌👌👌👌 Love your writing skills so much and also thanks for finding time to share it with us😁🖤 Also, my idea of a request would be being like a big sister to Bill (IT 2017) trying to help him after the death of his younger brother Thks 
@h-a-j-i-m-e-ru​ omg ily darling <33
The Denbrough House stood tall, looming on the rainy street like a cracking coffin as the other houses huddled around it, sheltering it from the sunshine and the brilliant light. Those walls heard nothing but pain, even the silent screams, the ones so shrill behind unsmiling smiles of the Denbroughs. You wish things had been easier, but it doesn’t do well to dream on what should have been, what Bill and Georgie Denbrough had deserved and what the roll of fate had dealt them instead.
Ditching your bike on the mildew grass, the words of Richie still ring loud in your ear.
Bring - Bring
‘Right, school’s over assholes, I’ll be down at the arcade training to roundhouse kick Eddie’s mom in the face.’
‘That is just- that is so not funny.’
‘...Don’t you... don’t you think guys, that we should go see him? He must have been awfully lonely today in that big house by himself. God knows his parents won’t have gone near him.’
Eddie and Richie give each other concerned stares, Eddie biting his lip harshly as Richie starts. ‘Maybe it would be best if you go save the day, y/n. We’ve all tried to visit, but you’re the only one he’ll let in.’
The porch stretched the entire frontage of the house, cracking slightly as your footsteps creak over the old wood and white paint. Passing the damp looking wicker chairs in the corner, you started for a second, you’re mind reminding you of all the times the grey slate roof kept off the harshness of the sun from you and Bill. In the fall the two of you would sit back and watch the endless rain, your legs comfortably banging next to each others from where they were criss crossed on the cushions, a smile on his face as Georgie runs out with a nicked bag of popcorn. In the winter Bill would pull out his duvet with his latest book as the hail bounced off the lane, reading it to you as you lay your head on his shoulder. In spring the two of you would clasp warming mugs of tea and look for the new flowers poking through the grass that had begun to shoot up. It was your own little world. Your safe bubble. Bill’s perfect place.
You could see the curtains covering his windows rustle slightly in the wind as you ring the doorbell, feeling a chill roll down your spine as they furl over the cracking wood.
‘Oh, Y/n, I didn’t expect to see you today.... I wasn’t expecting to see anyone today. Hoping, actually.’
You jumped backwards, so lost in your daydream that you hadn’t noticed Bill’s mother opening the door with bloodshot eyes, dabbing the corner of her nose with a crinkled hanky.
‘Actually Mrs Denbrough, I’m here to see Bill.’
Noticing the raising of her eyebrows, the way her fingers twitched towards the doorknob of her door as she shook her head slightly, you reach out your hand to thump against the glass.
‘Actually, Mrs Dembrough, he’s missed a lot of school work and he really needs to catch up.’
You hadn’t expected it to work, but Bill’s mom curtly nodded, opening the door slightly and beckoning you in as she quickly scans her head around the neighbourhood like a thief, stealing you away into the cold house as you began to steal up the stairs.
Bill’s bedroom was furnished on a meagre budget but if was full of a heartfelt warmth. The walls were a creamy colour, a few posters hanging furled on the walls by his cluttered desk, with the single bed pushed up against the wall. You smile gently to see his drawing pad open, glowing white with the slight light that manages to stumble through the closed curtains. Bill sat on the bed, the white duvet crumpled around his feet as he holds a pillow bent in his hand, his fingers picking at the cotton as he gazes into space. After the ‘accident’, Bill would often stare blankly no matter what was happening in his house, no matter who was visiting or who was absent, no matter how often his parents shouted. It wasn’t so much a cold stare, but a vacant one. A guilty one.
You stumble to where he sat in the darkness of the room, sinking down next to his quietly weeping figure.
'Hey, Bill. I’ve missed you. We’ve all missed you.’
Bill raised his head to you, his eyes dull and complexion pale as he stares at you. No, he seems to stare past you. Something pangs in your heart at the way his hands are still shaking, the way he doesn’t react to the dust that swirls through the front of his face in the cold room. He looked dead.
‘Bill...when was the last time you opened the curtains? Or opened the window? Or, jesus Bill, even moved?’
Bill raised his hand, ghostly in the thin stream of light, and wiped the tears pouring from his eyes away from his cheeks. His body seemed to be contorting as he breathed, as if he was trying to control the great sobs that wracked through his core, his eyes swollen and sore as he dipped them again.
‘D-does. Does it m-matter?’
Your fingers swirl over his palm as you pause for a second, ignoring the confused look his doe eyes give you. There was something solemn swimming in his eyes, the despairing chill that they conveyed made you feel heartbroken. You looked away, not able to bear it. The weakness and tiredness in his eyes. Then a tear rolled down his cheek. You didn’t see it, but could feel him crying beside you. Putting your hand on his arm, you gave a small, hopefully encouraging smile.
He wrapped an arm around your shoulders and pulled you close, gently rubbing your arm. Despite the heaviness in his stomach, it fluttered at the feeling of your body pressed against his. He sunk into the warmth of your side, appreciative of the simple gesture.
‘It was all m-my fault, y/n. All mt-my fault. My parents hate me, and I h-hate me too. I wasn’t even s-sick, you know. I just d-didn’t w-want to go out. And it killed him. It should have been me, y/n. It should have been me.’
You try to blink away the tears that sting against your eyes, your lips quivering to see him so distraught, and to have no idea how to help him. Looking down at the hand that grasps onto your cotton shirt desperately, the two of you just sit there for a while, allowing Bill to let it all out and sob uncontrollably into your chest. You hold him in silence, rocking him slowly as his tears stain your clothes and his cheek smooshes against your neck, his eyes crinkling shut in pain.  A tiny lapse lets him pull away, blinking lashes heavy with tears, before he collapsed again, his howls of misery worsening. The pain must have come in waves, minutes of sobbing broken apart by short pauses for recovering breaths, before hurling him back into the outstretched arms of his grief. He eagerly wraps his arms around your waist, once again burying his head into your chest, allowing his eyes to flutter close in a moment of peace.
You reach up to entangle your fingers in his hair, rubbing over his scalp gingerly as you whisper over and over again, ‘it’s not your fault, it’s not your fault.’
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