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stillmonsterz · 5 days
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sunghoon + heeseung + jay workplace bullying abuse (unproofread)
noncon dead dove etc etc
You're interning for a large corporation, which initially excited you. However, you quickly find that your talents are being wasted on drudgery: fetching papers, pouring coffee, writing notes, and even taking out the trash.
Two of your coworkers take particular enjoyment in watching you occupy yourself with menial tasks. One is Heeseung, a gangly, quiet man who hangs around Sunghoon, whose smile greatly contrasts his otherwise cold features.
At first, they largely left you alone to your own devices, but one day, as you're making coffee in the staff room, Sunghoon comes up behind you and presses himself against you. "I'd like some coffee, too," he said, "with a lot of milk." At that, he harshly squeezed your breasts over your work blouse. You gasped in surprise, and Sunghoon got off of you, guffawing as he walked back to Heeseung.
Heeseung, who had been observing from the hallway, snickered as he watched you fumble with two mugs. "One for me, too," he called.
You turned around to face him. "Did you want sugar or milk?" You needed this internship, as it could be an essential stepping stone for your career, but you felt humiliated.
Heeseung pretended to think. "I'll take care of it." He strode over to you and stared at you as you poured the coffee into three mugs. When you feebly pushed one towards him, Heeseung hacked up a wad of saliva and spit it into the mug. "For you," he said. Sunghoon stifled a laugh.
Your eyes widened as Heeseung held the mug up to your lips. "Just a sip," he said, grunning amicably. "Just one sip, hm?"
As you swallowed your pride and drank the coffee, you could feel the thick globule of saliva slither down your throat. You gagged, and Sunghoon laughed once again.
"Nice, Heeseung," Sunghoon said, high-fiving his friend. They left you alone in the staff room with three mugs of coffee.
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Things got worse from there. They had caught on to your subservient nature and relished in making you uncomfortable. Sunghoon liked to call you into his office, pretend to drop something on the floor, and make you search for it on your hands and knees. As you did so, he would peel your skirt up so that he could see your panties. Other times, he would ask you for a report about a client that didn't exist. You would go into the archive room, rummaging through file folders while Sunghoon groped your breasts and rubbed his hard-on onto your ass.
Heeseung was different. He would outright ask you to strip as soon as you entered his office. Instead of creating useless tasks for you to complete while he got off to your co fusion, Heeseung would use you to do the grunt work that he didn't want to do. You would sit around in the chair beside his, completely naked, typing away on his laptop or filling out forms. Occasionally, Heeseung would reach out and idly feel you up, as if you were just a sex doll who happened to be sentient enough to do office labour.
There was a couch in the staff room, and one day, as you were swallowing down a bitter mug of black coffee (a coping strategy you had developed over the weeks) Heeseung and Sunghoon walked in.
"There she is," Heeseung said, pointing at you. "Come on, let's just fuck her."
Sunghoon shook his head. "And what if someone walks in?"
"They can join in." Your heart started to race at their words.
"What about a higher-up?"
Heeseung looked conflicted for a brief moment before shaking his head. "Nah, there's no way. They're on a different floor." Heeseung walked over, grabbed your hand, and jerked you towards the couch. "Look, if you're so pussy, then I can just have fun with her all alone."
You squirmed in his grasp, but he brought you onto his lap and started kissing you. His lips tasted acrid, and he didn't hesitate to start unbuttoning your work blouse. As Heeseung kissed you, he pushed you down further onto the couch so that your head was resting on the armrest. You tried flailing your arms, but he held your wrist above your head. Then you tried kneeing him in the groin, but Heeseung shoved his own knee between your legs.
"I'm going to fuck her loose," Heeseung taunted, unbuckled his belt. He shoved his knee into your crotch, the friction causing you to gasp.
Sunghoon appeared to have changed his mind, quickly coming over to the couch. He, too, loosened his belt and lowered his pants down. "We better not get in trouble..."
Soon, Sunghoon had positioned himself so that his knees were on opposite sides of your head. His cock was lodged in your throat, his balls slapping your chin every time he thrusted.
Heeseung was occupying himself with your pussy, pounding it relentlessly. Initially, he had been slow as his cock adjusted to your warm, wet pussy. After that, he had taken up a wild pace. He had let go of your hands; instead, you grasped at Sunghoon's thighs, digging your nails into them. He didn't seem to notice.
"Her mouth isn't bad," Sunghoon said through laboured breaths. "You want to try after?"
"Nah," Heeseung said. He sounded as tired as Sunghoon, panting loudly. "I'll be done once I nut in her."
The staff room door had been closed, and you couldn't hear it open. You did hear an imposing voice say, "What are you doing?"
Heeseung stopped fucking you, and Sunghoon looked up. You turned your head in the same direction and saw one of the board of directors, Jay Park, standing a few metres away.
"It was his idea," Sunghoon said in a juvenile tone. Heeseung slapped his arm.
"Sorry, sir," Heeseung said, sounding genuinely apologetic.
Jay raised his hand and stepped closer. Finally, you were going to be saved. Maybe you could tell him about the other evil things they'd done, and they'd be fired. Jay placed his hands on his hips. "How is she?"
Heeseung blinked. "What?"
"Is she any good?"
"Well..." Heeseung looked down at you. "I mean, she's not very lively or anything, but she's nice and tight."
"Her mouth is great," Sunghoon interjected.
Jay glanced between the three of you. "Get off of her." Heeseung quickly pulled himself out of you and Sunghoon did the same, nervously tucking his cock into his boxers. "No," Jay said. "No, you can keep fucking her. We just need a better position."
Heeseung and Sunghoon looked at each other in confusion.
"Heeseung, you can have her ass, and Sunghoon can have her mouth..." Jay sat down on the couch and pulled you on top of him so that your breasts pushed against his suit jacket and your ass faced outwards. "See, you can fuck her mouth if you stand up..."
"Wow," Sunghoon said in a cocksucking I-want-a-raise way, "great idea, sir."
Heeseung still looked as though he were in disbelief, but he shrugged and came towards you. He stuck his finger into his mouth, wetting it, and shoved it up your asshole. The tight band of muscle stretched painfully. "It'll be tight as shit," Heeseung muttered.
"You boys should be doing this in private," Jay chided, unbuckling his belt. "Back in my day, we'd take whores into the storage closets and fuck them there."
"Another fantastic idea. Permission to do that next time?" Sunghoon said before plunging his cock back into your whimpering mouth.
Jay smiled. "Permission granted."
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waterghostype · 4 months
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my vision for movie!pixal (shes basically just a lyla spiderverse reference)
shes both a robot and a hologram but she mostly uses the hologram bc it’s more convenient for communication. she’s more carefree and silly than series pixal but she gets the job done!
more stuff under the cut
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pixal and her relations w/ the ninja!
so bc the movie is like glacierpocalypse i decided to be self indulgent and make hotwire a thing since i kinda shipped them when i first watched rebooted (though i like to call them firewall)
aside from that she’s best friends w/ nya, she usually repairs and builds her new motorcycles whenever she crashes into school property. the worst case was when nya accidentally rode out the window from the 4th floor.
she’s also best friends with zane and obviously have that robot bond even if zane would try to deny his robotisms. they gossip in morse code and binary in front of everyone else so noone understands them
i love movie cole hes too silly and him and pixal are good friends, they often hang out together and thinking of their dynamic makes me want more cole-pixal stuff in the actual show
she makes fun of jay like everyone else but in the end she believes he just needs a boost of morale and a touch of reality. he will nerd out over things with her and hack security systems together
shes more forgiving and nicer to lloyd than she is with the other ninja and really wishes the best for him. shes happy to help him with whatever and sends computer viruses to his anyone who looks at him funny
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hoony2k · 8 days
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Call me Lovesick?
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Tending to their significant other who's unwell due to flu season. How would they do it?
Pairing: hyung line
Genre: fluff/comfort
Word Count: 1282 (total)
Warnings: mentions of sickness (throwing up).
Note: hii <3 hope everyone's been well! I had this marinating half complete in my drafts, I had forgotten about it. but here it is. Hope you enjoy!
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Heeseung:
He'd get so worried about you but at the same time, he's kind of giddy because he gets to take care of you even more than usual.
Tucks you in and helps you to the washroom even if you can stand. Will ignore your protests and continues to help, "I know you can but I'm here aren't I?" 
Can not stop himself from brushing your hair out of your face and hand-feeding your soup, gently blowing on it. Tries the airplane hack and you give him a deadpan look but he laughs at his joke.
Definitely pulls the "I told you so card" every time you try to avoid medicine or eating because you feel too sick to do anything.  
"I told you eating ice cream during a snow storm was a bad idea". "maybe there's a reason people don't eat from sketchy hidden vendors even if the prices are cheap!" 
But either way, when he's not nagging your ears off, he's being the sweetest bf ever. 
Very observant about your condition, and constantly checks your temperature to see if you're improving or not. 
Entertains you by sharing silly childhood stories, messages the boys sent and sings you to sleep with his honey voice. 
Rubs your back to help you sleep, the warmth that radiates from him is so soothing.
Jay:
For a second he's shocked that you're sick...like on his watch? How was he careless? 🤨
Activates his inner nurse and tends to you like a newborn kitten and you have to tell him to calm down. (even if you like the treatment and attention).
Makes you warm broth soup, thick creamy soup, rice porridge, slices sweet apples, ginger lemon grass tea and you wonder if you should get sick all the time if it’s going to be such a healthy and delicious experience.
It doesn't matter if you can't taste the flavours properly.
Places a trash can nearby with a tray of mouthwash and tissues in case. He wants to be prepared for anything!
Doesn’t allow himself to sleep unless you fall asleep first and ensures you lay on your side rather than on your back.
Tries his hardest to calm your humiliation when you throw up because it's normal! “Nothing to be ashamed about!” He keeps reminding you he doesn't see you differently even at this moment of vulnerability. Makes him instantly 100x more attractive.
Jay is a major act of service guy so when he’s not tending to you, he’s mentally planning ahead -> prepping your next week's outfits/irons them for when you get better soon, makes small portions of your favourite food and stores them in your fridge because he knows you’ll be on low energy even when you get better. Cleans the apartment for you.
Is so patient with you. During tantrums to avoid medicine he'll bribe you with kisses and if that doesn't work he'll just crush the tablet if you can’t swallow it to add in your food, becomes 100x times more creative. Though he sighs a lot he means well as he bribes you with juice as compensation for the disgusting taste.  😭
Jake:
So worried that the crease between his eyebrows doesn't leave until you recover. Each time you cough, his pout deepens and it's the cutest thing ever.
He hates how much pain you're in and wants to take it away, wants to endure it in your place but that's not possible so he pulls out his phone to search for the best ways to deal with sick loved ones.
Uses Wikihow, he does not care because your health comes before looking desperate. Willing to do every thing by the book until he sees your discomfort and almost...almost gives in but you need to eat to get better!
It kills a part of him when he forces you to take medicine or when you shiver as he wipes your heated arms/forehead with a wet cloth. 
“I know it’s cold but you’ll feel so much better soon. I promise”. 
He fears something awful will happen if he turns away so he never leaves your side even when you sleep. It's so comforting to wake up to his loving presence.
His eye bags are a depressing sight but Jake is stubborn and claims that he wants to do these things for you, it’s bittersweet but it’s love.  
Massages your shoulders and legs to lull you into a deep sleep, hopes you might recover faster if your body recharges. 
There are moments when he tries to cook a sick dish he’s never cooked before and it turns out awful. He can’t have his baby eating that so he whips up soup he’s made before and anticipates your reaction. 
Tries to hand-feed you but gets too giddy and shy, covers his face with his hand when you make eye contact and you near yelp as he tilts the spoon. Never again. 
Watches your favourite shows you’ve missed out on and narrates the episodes to you, there’s no way he’s letting your burnt-out eyes get a hint of screen that isn’t your text messages/calls. They’re more important than a show you can watch later. 
Despite your worries about infecting him, he pulls you to rest on his chest as he plays with your hair and talks about all the places, he wants to take you out to in the future. 
SUNGHOON:
He tries his best to convey an image of rationality but internally he’s panicking losing each sane fibre of being. 
Can NOT stop thinking about horrible situations so he needs a small session where he's alone and hyping himself up and pretends safer and happier scenarios.
After that he immediately switches and becomes the poster caretaker, literally knowing exactly what to do.
Sunghoon pays keen interest to your expressions and body language, waiting for the next sign of discomfort or pain. 
As an elder sibling, he has the urge to protect and has taken care of others before so this isn’t anything new but, it’s you. It’s not a friend or a family member, it’s the love of his life who needs his attentive help so, he has to approach you like you’re made out of glass. 
Reminisces of days when he took care of his sister and almost tore up and you ask him what the hell was wrong and he's like "Oh how fast time flies by" like ??? Ok 
Already had a cabinet stocked with flu/allergy medicine so he doesn’t need to worry about leaving you alone and buying medicine. Sunghoon would try to avoid strong medicine until it’s advised by a doctor. Definitely tries home remedies his parents used on him during his sick childhood years. 
A firm believer in soul food healing so he orders it or makes it often. 
Thinks back to all the ways this could have been avoided and the what-if situations make him recall all the fun you two would have together. Instead of sulking, he gets motivated to work harder to ease your pain.
Cramps? A heating pad is available. Back hurts? Will massage the pain away. Head and eyes hurt? Be ready to get serenaded to sleep by his voice. 
Although he understands the importance of checking up on you, he knows how irritating it is to constantly hover around someone. So in instances where Sunghoon, can feel that you’re overwhelmed or want privacy, he’ll leave the room and do whatever he usually does. He’s ready to wait until you’re emotionally recharged and call for his company. 
When Sunghoon returns, he’s beaming with a bright smile and a story to tell you. 
Sickness or not, he’s still big on affection and ignores your worries for him as he hugs you, touches you or kisses your cheeks.
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tobi-smp · 2 months
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well ! if I'm posting about my other interests ! have a little how-to guide for getting into marble hornets:
firstly, what is it.
that's an answer in two parts! it's a foundational indie horror web series on youtube that was beloved in its time for its mystery, atmosphere, and editing (pioneering or popularizing many of the techniques that you'll see more commonly now in the analogue horror genre, just with the budget of college students in 2009).
and it's remembered fondly Now for its fascinating representation of mental health (in how it subverts the harmful ways that horror tends to depict more stigmatized disorders, but Also in how it depicts mental and physical health in general), and the underlying queer themes that While subtext at the time have ultimately been confirmed as intentional as one co creators (and actor for the main character) has come out as bisexual!
it is Also a wildly creative and beautiful comic series. written solely by troy wagner (the aforementioned co-creator) and illustrated by jackie reynolds (a long time fan of the series and insanely talented illustrator). taking place after the events of the webseries, the comics take full advantage of this new visual medium to express the horror, atmosphere, and emotions of the series in a more visceral way. and being self published they're free to make whatever they'd like
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done entirely in water color and ink, it builds beautifully on what was laid down with the original series and carves out its own identity and legacy.
it's also just very lovely seeing queer creators who were once writing subtext be able to just. Be Open about it. both about themselves and their characters. it's a horror story that happens to have queer characters mind, but it's just ! nice.
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now ! being internet horror that's sat in that weird space between args and analogue horror (nightmind would call it Unfiction, but unfortunately that term hasn't caught on as much as I'd have liked) it's not as simple to get into as just like, Watching A Show.
that's not to say you Can't just watch it, but rather I have ways to help you get more out of it :>
1: The full chronological playlist for the marble hornets web series, including the totheark replies: [Link]
this is exactly what it says on the tin ! the entire series in order, I've even included the dvd extras at the end of each season !
two notes: firstly, the full series is captioned, and I think they're very nice captions! and secondly, there's a lot of loud noises in the series, which the captions help mitigate a bit. this is due in part to the nature of the kind of horror it is (though it doesn't have straight up jumpscares), but Also because troy wagner was HoH at the time he was doing the audio editing for the series.
there's significantly fewer issues with the audio as the series goes on (troy actually got surgery for his hearing!) but for the most part it's fine just keeping it Somewhat lower. except entry five. entry five is so very loud <3
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2: The in-character twitter for jay merrick (the main character of marble hornets): [Link]
much like the youtube channel is presented as being ran by the main character/pov character of the series (jay merrick), the twitter was created to run along-side the main series! it mostly exists to give us further insight into jay's mental state and personal life that you don't get in the main series, especially early on!
it's a little cumbersome nowadays, especially since twitter doesn't Like being archival. but you kind of just have to scroll all the way to the bottom to when the twitter was created and scroll up to follow along jlkfasdjlkfdas
this is made a Little more difficult because the account got hacked in 2020 and reinstated 2021, so all of the dates are wrong now. but the account always posted when new entries were uploaded so it's easy to watch an entry, check what was posted after it was uploaded, and then see the link for the next entry and know to stop until you've watched.
you don't Have to do it this way, but I think it's the way to get the most out of it!
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3: All of the translated codes for totheark/tta listed in order: [Link]
back in the day, youtube allowed you to make Video Replies, which would be displayed Under whatever video you were responding to! this feature was ultimately removed because of the tendency to do make clickbait in response to whatever was currently popular, but it was Wonderful in this instance !
the youtube channel and twitter were presented as in character, and they took advantage of this by having a second channel created (named totheark) start Replying to the entries as they were uploaded. these videos were highly edited and contained codes and secrets that were meant as messages to the main character (and the audience)!
there was a dedicated community for code breaking throughout the show's entire life, and this list here goes through every one! I like this one in particular because it Also gives us information on How the codes were broken, in a digestible way.
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4: Nightmind's marble hornets explained series: [Link]
this is definitely Optional. it's obviously not official media, is outdated now that the comics have started, and I'd say was flawed even at its release. (it's not a spoiler if nobody knows what I'm talking about, so I'll say now that I'm not a fan of his theory with masky, and the seth theory is very famously silly).
BUT! I Do think it's a very good resource when it comes to putting certain crucial things together. as the whole point of the series is that it's a Mystery. you see nearly everything out of order and you're intentionally limited in what you know about characters and their motivations. this series works as a good jumping off point in that it helps to put things into Context and change your perspective on certain events and character With the benefit of said context!
like I said, it's not Required, it might just be helpful! a starting point to help chew on things once you've watched the web series in full for the first time.
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Comics!: [Link]
comics ! they're all available on troy wagner's personal website! (along with other goodies that are periodically available!) you can buy them either physically Or digitally ! personally I'd recommend digital, as it's cheaper, instantly available, and the digital extras are wonderful!
they come with the script for the comics, a commentary version (including comments from troy and jackie on every page), and other extras like backgrounds, behind the scenes sketches, character art, etc!
I would very much so suggest buying the comics if you're interested. this is an indie project being ran and funded by two people (and again! there's other goodies in the store that are worth looking at). buttttttt, my friends may dm me <3
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Extras! [Extras]
Anniversary streams [Link] on a few different anniversaries for the series several of the creators have done streams rewatching the series and reacting to it live ! this is a playlist where I've collected all of the instances that I could find :>
I Also included the dvd commentary here ! the format is different, but it's a similar concept so, why not ljkfsdajklfasd
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Interviews, QnA's, and con appearances: [Link] exactly what it sounds like !
I was, at one point, overtaken by some kind of madness and hunted down for every single Person Records Marble Hornets Creators Talking About Marble Hornets thing I could find, and then attempted to put it in order. this is just ! for fun. I do so adore it though, I have one con panel that was recorded on someone's 3ds.
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My silly posts:
some analysis posts I've main on my main account since having watched the series ! these all contain spoilers so I wouldn't suggest watching them until you've seen the show (though I Would suggest reading them if you do choose to watch the explained series)
this is my post going into what I think masky is supposed to be/represent, and why it's Important [Link] which I think pairs nicely with this post by tim sutton (one of marble hornet's actors) [Link]
my discussions on jay's mental health and behavior and how they're often misunderstood (which won't necessarily be needed if you've read through his twitter jlkfasdlkjafds) [Link 1, Link 2]
confirmation that jay is canonically queer :> [Link]
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Social Media
Social media for various marble hornets creatives !
Troy wagner (co-creator, actor for jay): Tumblr [Link] Twitter [Link] Instagram [Link]
Jackie Reynolds (main artist for the comics): Tumblr [Link] Twitter [Link] Instagram [Link] Linktree [Link]
Tim Sutton (actor for tim (I know)): Tumblr (inactive): [Link] Twitter: [Link]
Joseph DeLage (co-creator, actor for alex): Twitter [Link]
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and here's art jackie drew of masky marble hornets punching richard spencer in the face <3
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chuubbles · 1 year
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holiday scenarios with: ENHYPEN 🎄
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w. fluff, flirty stuff, mentions of food(?) | not proofread! | author’s note: just some cute scenarios <3 and happy holidays my loves!!!!
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yang jungwon (양정원): shopping
yall would definitely go pre-holiday shopping
like i mean early as in october
you guys both got friends and family to get gifts for
jungwon would def try to be sneaky and get gifts for you behind your back
casually just asks you to try on certain rings or bracelets (hes tryna get your sizes 🤭)
fails miserably cause you get distracted by all these bright colors and trinkets
has to watch you flail your arms in public while gasping and running off to a different store across the street
gets a little embarrassed from all the stares youve earned, but doesnt care in the end because he loves you
you two would be curious shoppers together <3
yall would def get compliments from the old asian ladies calling you guys a cute couple
“you should get married!!!” 
that causes him to turn bright red while he tries to hide his face from you
he’ll really appreciate being able to go outside in the cold with you (for shopping ofc)
sharing a scarf or him bundling you under his jacket is a must
or he just puts your hand inside his pocket, his hand intertwined with yours !!!
lee heeseung (이희승): gaming + ramyeon
gamers unite🗣️ (and ramyeon enjoyers)
he makes you guys ramyeon, trying to plate it nicely in a bowl rather than a plastic container
finds those youtube “hacks” as to how to enhance your ramyeon
a disaster is formed
he ends up spilling soup everywhere in the kitchen
somehow ends up with a noodle on his sleeve
how can you get mad at him though?
he got his bambi eyes ready to get him outta trouble 
you just sigh, giving him a kiss while removing the noodle from his sleeve 
you can feel him smiling sheepishly through the kiss
you guys sit on the soft couch together, both under a blanket after eating 
you both agree to play the switch instead of the wii
he explores your animal crossing world for a while, fishing next to you<3
tries beating up your villagers for some reason (plz help him) 
then all of a sudden its mario kart time and you are VIOLENT
he lost every round, making the excuse “im just letting you win.. you havent seen my full potential” while laughing
park jongseong (박종성): cooking
yall decided to host a holiday party: meaning when theres a party, theres a lot of prepping
jay definitely wishes he could spend this day with you another way
but he sees how happy you are cooking and decorating
he definitely volunteers to help around the house
he finds himself having more fun in the kitchen with you, though
some soft tunes are coming out of his phone (like some r&b keshi vibes ykyk)
slowly presses his chest against your back while youre slicing carrots
holds onto your waist and sways you back and forth with him
def places some warm kisses on your shoulders and neck 
you eventually hum along to the current song, giving in to his actions 
you lower your knife onto the cutting board, letting him turn you around and kiss you
he spins you around chuckling
pecks at your cheeks and forhead a lot (aka his way of showing his appreciation towards you)
“okay, okay, jay. i love you but i really need to work on this” you give him one more quick kiss
little do you know hes admiring your hardwork and the way you look under the kitchen light
sim jaeyun (심재윤): gingerbread houses
it started off with jake saying he could build a better ginger bread house than you
and he said that damn well knowing how competitive you are
which leads to your current situation
youre hands are covered in icing, so the only thing to do is to rub your hands all over jake’s face
“hey!!” hes basically giggling crazy at this point
you point at him laugjing (even wheezing bro)
an hour later, you guys both finished your gingerbread houses
so you both take the extra candies and eat them together
you also just chat about your day and have some cute moments together
jake grabs your face with one hand, opening your mouth and putting a peppermint in it
you do the same but with a gumdrop, returning the favor
he got his cheeky ass smile on now
he’d probably kiss you even with the gumdrop in his mouth (i mean whats new between yall)
but this mf still has the icing on his face so you cant take his flirty moves seriously
it looks like he just murdered someone 
you end up taking a bath with him with gingerbread scented candles burning away on the windowsill (wow how romantic)
park sunghoon (박성훈): ice skating
idc what anyone says an ice skating date is a must
youve told him multiple times youre not that good at ice skating, but hes your boyfriend so he can help you, right?
nope, because after letting go of your tight grip for a second youre stumbling like a newborn giraffe 
even with him as your personal walker, or the ice skating rink’s walker, its not working 
everytime you fall he just skates back to you elegantly, lifting you off the ground like hes some angel gaurdian that came to save you
“and who are you? do you have a girlfriend?” you say wiggling your eyebrows while he helps you up for the 34th time
he just laughs and kisses your cheeks and head in the middle of the rink (other ppl had to watch this bro 🧍‍♀️)
eventually you get the hang of it and you can glide without holding onto the wall
a lot of people end up leaving so sunghoon shows off a bit to you
mans is doing flips and spins and tricks for you girl
you just clap and yell excitedly meanwhile hes feeling all shy in front of you
somehow he didnt fall once but also looked elegant 
sunghoon skates over to you sitting on the cold ice floor, plopping down next to you
he looks a little worn out now, but doesnt mind cause all that matters is youre having fun <3 
ofc afterwards you guys get some hot coco or a hot latte to share 
kim seunwoo (김선우): bunny café
honestly i could see him being up to going to a bunny café with you
considering youve been begging him for ages
being surrounded in cute bunnies and your boyfriend sitting next to you, feeding one
youre basically in heaven
ofc you had to gossip with him there
“no way he cheated on her…” he says gasping
sunoo smiles looking at you, and blush creeps onto your cheeks
after playing for a while yall wanna eat something sweet
you both decide on getting a mint choco ice cream smoothie (btw im a mint choco lover)
the great thing about you and sunoo is, you both have the same interests making it impossible to fight
once you guys are done with the smoothie, he opens the lid and scoops out the clumped ice cream from the bottom of the cup
he feeds it to you across the table <3
meanwhile the bunnies are just at the bottom looking up (👁️👁️) wondering if its for them
after the bunny café hes super worn out and tired
so you guys go to your shared apartment and cuddle and sleep on the couch !
nishimura riki (西村 力): movie binging
movie binging nights in bed are bound to happen
not even just holiday related movies, like every movie available on netflix
you guys were watching everything from horror to like cute cartoons (rilakkuma 😭)
niki made popcorn for you and ofc you have to share with him
he acts like a child during some movies, shrieking at scary things or crying over a character dying
i feel like he’d be laying on your lap
really enjoys it when you play with his hair
niki would probably start whining if you ever pause the movie to go do something
then all of a sudden this boy wants to watch megamind 
so you obviously comply 
you dont remember finding megamind that interesting of a movie
he makes it funnier, randomly adding sound effects or comparing certain characters to his members 
“yah! jay kind of looks like megamind!” hed start laughing crazy
you could only sigh and smile
afterwards youre tired af, so you fell asleep in like 5 minutes
niki hugs you from behind, his face snuggling against your neck before he goes off to dream land <3
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i hope you guys enjoyed!! i wanted to post something for the holidays 
-xoxo,
chubbles
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AN UPDATE on me showing my partner Marble Hornets for the first time and their batshit insane takes on the series/characters. We got to 76 last I remember. Here’s everything they’ve said for just the new entries we’ve watched between now and the last post:
- The entry where we see Tim’s body cam POV after him and Jay get attacked by the operator in Rosswood:
- “Slenderman uses his dead body dimension to grow mushrooms
He’s really interested in the conservation of this really rare strain of mushroom, that’s what the dead body dimension is for”
- To Tim: “if shit sucks, hit da bricks”
- After Tim gets in his car and drives the fuck outta dodge: “Oh he’s going on a lovely little road trip, he’s just like me fr”
- “You know marble hornets is just a series of bad decisions made by film majors, which is the original bad decision” (implying that the characters being film majors was the initial fuck up and NOT Alex deciding to kill all his friends on a whim)
- During Tim’s panic attack in the same entry: “You know, panic attack aside, I think I’d really enjoy peeling all the crumblies off that dry wall”
- “Hacking coughing licking iPad crying baby”
- “I do appreciate how his arms and legs are out of the way of the body camera in lieu of his panic attack, thank you for that”
- As Tim is taking his anti hallucination meds: “Don’t over dose. Oh it’s just one, you’re probably fine. Wait why are you taking another one? Not even a bottle of water? It’s why you’re coughing. Don’t take a third one! DO NOT take the whole bottle, that’s how you die! You’re not gonna die of slenderman related causes, you’re just gonna die of stupid!”
- Upon seeing Tim find Hoody’s messages on the walls: “ “Follow meeeee!” It’s like that one snowman in the phineas and ferb holiday special. My brain loves referencing obscure media”
- After Tim passes out trying to break the “he is a liar” wall: “Ok, takin a nap.”
- “You go mentally ill queen!”
- About Alex: “Why does he look like John Darneille????” (Context: they are obsessed with the band The Mountain Goats and because of tism face blindness they are convinced Alex shares a striking resemblance to frontman John Darneille)
- “Slenderman is a HORRIBLE parent!!”
- “Alex is a high school nerd who would get shoved into a locker!” “I would argue Jay is more of a nerd on that regard” “they’re both nerds shoving each other into lockers!”
- “Ok he theoretically knows how to fight, but that doesn’t mean he’s good in practice”
- The entry where Jay and Tim follow Hoody around the abandoned hospital:
- “Hoody’s like if Santa was really sinister”
- “He teleported to the next house to give all the good little boys and girls their evil tapes!”
- Seeing Alex tied up: “oh are we getting kinky?” “Hoody is literally trying to kill him” “hot”
- “You know, if I was in my hometown and slenderman was there, I’d be pretty mentally ill too”
- “How many holes do you think slenderman has?”
And finally (for now until we finish the end of MH):
- “I don’t think slenderman would survive long in federal prison”
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the-ninja-legacy-whip · 3 months
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Who can keep a secret well? Who can break under pressure and spill?
Kai: Will act very aloof about it, but will keep a secret like an oath (unless it's a secret that's actively hurting the other person, and only then can be persuaded to talk). That being said, if it's not a life-or-death secret, it might slip out when his guard is down, so just be mindful of what you tell him.
Jay: Probably not the first person you should go to. He spills like a cup of water during an earthquake. (He appreciates being trusted with secrets, but the pressure of keeping it gets him worked up and then he can't stop thinking about it and then it slips out in any normal conversation without thinking—)
Cole: Less aloof than Kai about being trusted with a secret, but he ain't no snitch either—regardless of whatever it is, it's not his place to go around telling others, as that's how he feels about his own secrets. It would take a truth tea (or some other strong temptation) to shake any answers out of him.
Zane: Can keep a secret, so long as it doesn't also require him to directly lie to people. Otherwise the only way to get a secret out of him is to hack into him (or threaten those he cares about)
Nya: The best person to go to with a secret; is fully committed to playing dumb when someone tries to pry anything out of her, and can probably turn the tables and wrench a secret out of you instead. Don't try her, man.
Lloyd: Kinda hates secrets given how many are kept from him, but as for him being told them:
"…can you keep a secret?" Nya asks, biting her lip. Lloyd leans against the table, raising an eyebrow. "If I were trusted enough to keep one, yes."
...and when pressured to tell, he's either lying through his teeth, got a backup plan already in the works to make you regret it, or you've threatened him with something he absolutely can't counter (and is sacred shitless of the results)
Jesse: Can and will keep a secret unless he's caught or busted, and then will crack like an egg. Unlike Jay, it's not the pressure that gets to him; it's the constant lying, and the catharsis of telling the truth just gets to be a little too tempting sometimes.
Antonia: Can technically be trusted with a secret, but gets so caught up in trying to scrounge up every detail afterwards that she gets lax on her guard and may or may not wind up saying more than she should.
Harumi: Will keep a secret so long as it has no effect on her; but if there's something she can get out of telling, then you might wanna watch out.
Olivia: Will also keep a secret so long as it suits her, but just the same, she's not exactly the type of person you wanna let slip too many deep dark stories about yourself to. Can easily flip the script of you don't watch your steps.
Miranda: Despite her enthusiasm about being trusted, she keeps her secrets under tight lock and key (especially when it comes to juggling all the ones her brother has, so she's...gotten a lot of practice learning what to say and when). The only time she'll tell is if it's in everyone's best interest.
Pixal: Honestly, probably doesn't give two thoughts about whatever secrets you have, and no real desire to go spreading it around to begin with, so you're probably safe telling her. ...especially because she probably knew before you even did.
Skylor: Tries not to keep too many secrets given her...history...but if you tell her in confidence she will take that to heart (and will probably die before sharing anything without permission)
Sunni: Will eagerly encourage you to tell her your secrets, and while she might let a thing or two slip to Samantha if it's something big, she is otherwise very supportive and committed to keeping your trust.
Harleigh: ...don't tell her anything. One second you're whispering something into her ear, and the next thing you know half the world knows. How'd you think going to her was a good idea?! (Inversely, the only way for her to keep a secret is to, like, blackmail her back. But you wouldn't stoop that low, right...?)
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scourgeofgotham · 11 months
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The First Daughter and the Second Son
chapter five
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Warnings: SMUT 18+
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Graphic Sexual Content, Crying, Unresolved Trauma, Dom/Sub, Slapping, Praise! Kink, Begging, DD/LG, Stockholm Syndrome, Tormenting, Video Sex, F! Receiving, Gun!Kink, Breeding, the reader has PTSD
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A/N: I was gonna write a cute fluffy shower scene at the end but I saw someone did something similar and I decided against it, I may include it in later.
Also, I edited this to make it seem more consistent with developing stockholm
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October 30th, two months after Batgirl's disappearance.
The Knight walked into the safehouse, looking over at her sound asleep. He went over at sat on the bed next to her, he pets her face while she sleeps, and hit the button for his mask to go up. “So precious” he whispered and kissed her lips.
Her eyes fluttered open and she could barely keep them from shutting. “Daddy” she whispered.
Her hands reached up to touch his face, gasping when her fingers touched his skin. He was frozen, wanting to feel her touch. She opened her eyes as wide as she could, seeing a stunning man, with the clearest blue eyes she had ever seen, soft subtle peach lips. “You're so pretty, Daddy.” When he heard her say that he blushed.
Her fingers went over a raised bump, and she gasped. She traced it over and felt a ‘J’
She tried to open her heavy eyelids to look at him, ”Jay?” she whispered.
His eyes widened,
“You’re imagining things sweetheart go back to sleep.” He pressed the button and closed his helmet. Her heart wanted him to be Jason, but she didn't know if it could be true. “I miss you Jay…” she whispered moving her hands away from him.
She closed her eyes moving closer to nuzzle into him. “Stay?” she coos, making him chuckle. He laid next to her and watched her sleep.
She stirred around in her sleep, she would murmur about missing Jason.
She finally woke up around the afternoon, seeing the Knight setting up a video camera.
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“Master Bruce?” interrupts the comm line.
“It appears that Batgirls communications went offline sir,” Alfred informed. “She went offline at R.H. Kane Building sir, perhaps you should check it out.”
“When did she put back on the suit?” Bruce interrogated. “It appears about a two months ago,” Alfred claimed. “Oracle, can you hack into cameras around that location?” Bruce asked.
“Certainly.”
Bruce drove over to the R.H. Kane building and got out of the Batmobile, he used his grapple gun to zip up to the top.
Once at the top, he looked around turning on the detective mode in his cowl. He saw towards the edge of the building– Batgirl's communications and the tracker that he built into her suit. Bruce eyed around the rest of the rooftop and noticed her cowl. “Her cowl is off?”
Left behind as well was her utility belt, and a note.
“If you want to find out what happened to Robin, meet me on top of R.H. Kane.
Wear the Batgirl uniform.” he read.
“Why would she go up here?” Bruce questioned.
“Tim’s right here next to me?” Oracle was dumbfounded.
“Sir, I do deeply regret I informed you of this but maybe it is about Master Jason.”
“She knows that he died, by Joker. It doesn't make sense. Why would she willingly go into a trap?” Bruce questioned
“We need to find her, I'll look through surrounding footage and see if I can get anything.” Oracle line dropped out.
“Master Bruce?” Alfred calls out from the Bat Cave. “There’s something you should see er–”
“What is it, Alfred?”
“Something that is not pleasant. It has Batgirl in it.” Alfred sounded shocked. “Please tell me that it's not like Jason's video” Bruce insinuated “Much worst sir. It is quite graphic in the—er— I will warn you, it's not something you want to see, he has it bugged so you have to watch the whole video.”
“It's fine Alfred send it to me,” Bruce demanded. Alfred sent over the video and Bruce played it on his gauntlet display.
He hears a distorted voice calling out.
“Okay, Princess we're gonna make a video for Bruce. Get over here for Daddy.”
She got off the bed and made her way in front of the man and asked “Why are we making a video?”
“He's gonna suffer and watch while I defile his little girl.”
He shoved her onto the bed right in front of the camera. He put his gloved fingers in her mouth. “Suck,” he commanded. She did as she was told, looking up and staring at him. “Good girl.”
“Look into the camera, Princess.”
He grabbed her hair, making her look. “Smile, Belle.” She tried to smile with his fingers in her mouth, trying to please him.
“See Bruce? She's all mine now.”
He said taking his fingers out of her mouth. “Good girl all nice and soaked,” he expressed.
He pulled out his gun and put it to her mouth, “Daddy’s gun needs to be polished, can you use your spit, Princess?” She nodded and started running her tongue down the sides, toying with the slide. She then licked the inside of the muzzle. The taste of gunpowder coated her throat, “Am I doing good Daddy?” she asked with the biggest smile on her face.
“Yes, you're being such a good girl. I think that's enough for Daddy’s weapons.” He put the gun back in its holster.
“Tell Bruce how much you love me,” he snarled.
“I love him so much, he's so pretty and I love his voice. He touches me and makes me feel good. He's trying to get me pregnant so we can have a family together. He's been watching over me for years and has been sending me gifts. He said he rescued me from you, and that I don’t have to worry anymore. That I don’t have to fight criminals anymore, and that he's going to take care of me. He's the best boyfriend ever, Dad.” she proclaimed.
The man went over to the door and entered the code making sure it wasn’t in view and opened it. “Here Princess, you can leave if you wish. You don’t have to stay anymore,” he announced.
She looked confused, “Why would I want to leave you, Daddy? I love you, we’re gonna start a family?”
“I’m giving you the choice to leave,“ he restated. “I don't— I wanna marry you.” she declared with stars in her eyes. He closed the door and walked over to her and put his hand on her head, petting her. In response, she was rubbing her head against his body, giggling.
“See Bruce, she developed Stockholm, she's all mine. The trauma definitely did a number on her psyche, you know she has PTSD right? From seeing Jason be killed? She was hiding in the air vents when it happened. Saw the whole thing, poor girl. She was soo close to saving him too, too bad.” He snickered.
He picked up her chin making her look at him. She whined in retaliation. “Don’t worry Princess, you were just a child. It's not your fault, you wanted to save your little boyfriend.” He walked from where she was around the camera and to the other side, her eyes following him.
“Daddy, can we have fun now? I’m bored.” She pouted.
“Manners.” He yelled, slapping her.
“Daddy, please?” she whined.
He got a blindfold from a table and tied it around her head. “We are gonna do something different Belle.” He had her lie on the bed and got in front of the camera with his back facing toward it. “Are you gonna be a good girl for Daddy?” he asked before he took off his helmet, placing it out of view of the camera. He pulled up her robe exposing her daisy panties, got up to her ear, and whispered
“I’m gonna have to punish you later for wearing your tiny little panties.”
His soft buttery voice made her melt, “I'm sorry Daddy.” she mewled. He lifted her legs and pulled them off of her and stuffed them in her mouth.
He passed a single finger through her folds and chuckled.
He laid down on his stomach and had her legs folded up, he put two fingers in between her swollen lips and started pumping them in and out. He wrapped his arm around her leg. Her muffled moans and the sound of her overly wet pussy were the only things you could hear. Satisfied with her moans, he started flicking her clit with his tongue. He felt her legs try to move, he was chuckling in between each lick. He started to suck on her clit and position his fingers to touch her sweet spot.
She arches her back and grabs his hair to pull him closer.
His hot breath with his tongue going around in circles sent rippling pleasure throughout her core. Her body twitched every time he made a swift pass over her sensitive spot with his fingers. Her hips bucked each time she felt his tongue toying with her sensitive bud. He felt her walls fluttering around his fingers and knew she was about to orgasm.
He started sucking on her clit harder and stuck another finger in her, toying with a sensitive spot. Her eyes rolled in the back of her head and drool came out of her stuffed mouth. “Mmmph!” she moaned as best as she could with her panties in her mouth. She felt dizzy, and her body was air. Her back laid flat against the bed, fingers untangled from his hair, and going to remove the panties. She was panting, her core throbbing and brutally sensitive. He pulled his fingers out of her and wiped his mouth off with a corner of his sleeve. He sat up and went up to her face, kissing her afterward.
He pulled her legs up and had her swollen lips up toward the ceiling. He pulled his hard throbbing length out of his tactical pants, already slick with anticipation, and pumped it a few times before sinking his head into the inviting slick between her puffy lips. He sunk his fat throbbing length fully into her and immediately groaned. Her swollen pink lips engulfed his massive girth. “Feel good?” he whispered.
He started thrusting back and forth, he thrusted deep inside her to find the sweet spot from earlier that made her lose control. “You’re so cute like this, all needy and all mine,” he whispered in her ear. She began squirming underneath him, desperate for another orgasm.
“Does my voice make you needy? Hearing me say filthy things in your ear?”
His pace was faster, until he was relentlessly pounding her abused core. “Harder” she choked out. His mouth turned into a sinister grin and did exactly what she asked. Fully abusing her cunt, she was crying from pleasure.
“Touch yourself, Belle.” He whispered.
She took her hand and took her middle two fingers and ran right circles around her sensitive throbbing clit.
Her body starts to twitch uncontrollably, unable to keep still from pleasure.
“You want that baby, right? Then cum for Daddy.”
He slammed his hips into her, his cock abusing her swollen core. Tears sitting along her lashes, “Daddy.” The burning sensation and her body felt like heaven almost like she was a cloud. Her walls fluttered around his girth, almost sending her over the edge. She took her fingers away from her abused bud and gripped his thighs.
The overstimulation was burning her body, the man doesn't stop, relentlessly pounding her. Lowering his head to kiss her, sticking his tongue in her mouth to keep in his groans. His pace became slower and sloppy, she felt his throbbing cock twitch inside of her, moaning at the overstimulation. He pulls away from her, and a clear line of spit pulls away.
“Cum for me,” she asks instantly. “Cum in me.”
His thighs shaking, he thrust as far as he could, balls up to her pussy. She could feel the ropes of cum coming from him, starting to leak out of her. After a couple of moments, he pulled out. He got off the bed and walked out of view of the camera and put back on his helmet. She put her legs down and sat up.
“You see Bruce, she's all mine. Tomorrow, you're gonna be dead.”
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finn-m-corvex · 6 months
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Whumptober 2023 Day 14 - Water Inhalation
AND WE'VE MADE IT TO SEABOUND ANGST MY FAVORITE MEAL! I am in LOVE with this one I think it turned out so good and I'm so proud of it. Might be my favorite one!
@splinnters second to last one but I think you'll LOVE this one!
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Nya winced as he started coughing again, the sound echoing off of the thin gray walls and reverberating. She rubbed his chest soothingly, shushing him, doing her best to help the coughs taper off. Looking up to his mouth, she was hoping that even a little of the water in his lungs would be expelled, but she was only disappointed to see yet another thin string of saliva clinging to his chin instead.
She wiped at it with a napkin, disposing of it in the trash can they had placed next to the couch. It was almost full of napkins that had been used for the same purpose, and Nya’s foot nudged it as she leaned forward to press a light kiss to her Yin’s exposed collarbone. He let out a high whine, struggling against the grip she had on his wrists until she rubbed the thin skin with her thumbs.
“There we go,” she murmured against his skin once Jay finally quieted down, “there we go. You’re okay, honey, I’m right here. You just need to keep resting.”
With a strangled wheeze, Jay tried to say her name. “Nya?”
“I’m here, love,” she pulled the one blanket they had farther up his chest, tucking it around his sides and under the cushions. “Just try and go back to sleep, okay?”
First Master, there had to be something else she could do. Anything.
Jay leaned into her touch when she went to cup his cheek, thumb stroking the eyebags sunked into his skin. It had been so long since he had gotten some good sleep.
The others filed back into the room with gloomy expressions, and Nya already knew that they were bearing bad news from the way they avoided looking at her. Cole made his way to the couch, plopping himself down at Jay’s head and replacing the blue ninja’s pillow with his leg. Nya’s heart squeezed as she watched the earth ninja card his fingers through Jay’s hair to get him to sleep, Cole’s face pinching in worry. Jay relaxed into his brother’s touch, short hums getting caught in his throat as Cole scratched over his scalp. It would be such a peaceful scene if it weren’t so horrid outside.
Looking out of the room’s windows only to stare into a fabricated ocean made Nya’s head swim with anxiety, and she quickly looked away.
“We cannot make it out through the sewers,” Pixal reported, coming to stand next to Nya and lay a gentle hand on her shoulder. Her tone was professional, but Nya knew the samurai well enough to recognize the worry in her undertones. “They are completely flooded, and the combat craft are not small enough to fit in the tunnels. I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay, Pix,” Nya said, even though she could feel the tears stinging at her eyes. “We’ll just have to think of something else. It’s not the end of the world.”
But it might signal the end of hers.
Kai ran a hand through his hair, messy and unkempt. “We’ve searched this building from top to bottom, Nya. If there was anything we would’ve found it by now. There’s no medicine, there’s no exit, there’s nothing.”
“Can we use the oxygen tanks from the crafts?” Lloyd asked. “Maybe if we get one and try to make a mask-”
“That wouldn’t help him,” Zane said heavily, the words settling over the rest of the room like lead, “oxygen can only do so much. We need to get the water out of his lungs.”
And Nya felt the guilt and the shame crash into her like a tidal wave; she was the master of water, and she couldn’t even save the ones that she loved from drowning in their sleep.
Suddenly, Jay was trying to push himself up on his elbows, back to hacking his lungs out. The sound was harsh and grating against Nya’s ears, and it was one that she had heard entirely too much in the past few hours. Cole quickly pushed him up, thumping the palm of his hand against the blue ninja’s back as Nya held Jay up by the shoulders. Normally they only lasted a minute or two, and then Jay would slump over onto whoever was holding him, exhausted.
Except it wasn’t stopping.
They kept getting louder and louder, and Nya hugged him close to rub his back and try to help however she could. But something was wrong. She could feel his lungs spasming rapidly, and hear him choking as he tried to take in air, gasping.
He couldn’t breathe.
Jay couldn’t breathe.
“Shit!” she exclaimed, starting to whack against the back of his ribs to try and help him. Jay was still coughing, the sound loud and wet next to her ear as his hands clutched at her gi in teror, and Nya could feel him start to tremble. “He needs help!”
“We will get the oxygen tank,” Pixel said, grabbing Zane’s arm and pulling him out of the room. Cole scrambled to grab the bucket they had left on the other side of the room, settling behind Nya. She flinched when she heard Jay start to gag; Cole must’ve stuck his fingers in his mouth and triggered his gag reflex. It wasn’t long before her Yin was vomiting into the bucket, expelling anything that he could except for the water in his lungs. Even a glob of thick blood made a splat in the bottom of the bucket, and Nya started kissing as much of his skin as she could reach as tears soaked into the fabric of her gi.
He sobbed, shaking, and she held him fast. “I know, dear, I know. I know it hurts, and I know you’re hurting, but It’s going to be okay, I promise. It’s going to be okay, Jay. You’re okay, you’re okay, you’re okay-”
And she repeated it like a mantra, through some of the water finally being coughed up and through Jay’s thick sobs as his chest heaved for air. He was whispering, begging for it to stop, and Nya’s heart broke in two. Kai had sat behind his back, pressing his warm hands to Jay’s shoulder blades in an effort to stop his shaking and reassure the blue ninja, but Nya could tell that it wasn’t working. Lloyd was next to her, pressing a kiss to her temple and putting his hands on top of hers. He was using his power, doing his best to push the energy through to Jay.
Finally, Wu gently pushed Kai away, replacing the fire ninja’s hands with his own. “Son,” he said quietly, and they all watched in awe as their master used his powers, his hands glowing with golden power, “you have to breathe for me, for us. I know it’s hard, but I believe in you, and I know you’re strong enough. In and then out, can you do that for me?”
Jay nodded, and Nya’s hand went to cup the back of his head, tangling her fingers in his hair and tugging gently to soothe him.
“Good,” Wu said firmly, moving his hands up and down. Gold swirls followed his hands, and to her amazement Jay actually did start to breathe more easily. He pressed a knuckle to Jay’s spine, running over each of the ridges. “You’re doing amazing, Jay. Keep going, we are here with you.”
Minutes passed, and the experience was absolutely agonizing. Nya held him the entire time, whispering reassurances and sweet nothings into his ear as he hacked up anything he could manage, eventually starting to breathe in large harsh wheezes that had her heart aching. Cole took away the bucket and put it back on the floor, instead cupping her Yin’s face and speaking to him softly the same way Nya was doing. Wu removed his hands after seeing that his power had done all that it could, stepping back and letting Kai rub Jay’s shoulders.
Zane and Pixal were back with the repurposed oxygen tank, a hastily made mask in her hands, but that solution was very quickly shot down when Jay shoved it away. He was barely conscious, but he was still aware enough to tell that someone was trying to put something on his face; Nya hated that his first instinct was that he was being gagged. Zane did his best to coax his brother to wear the mask, telling him that it would help, but Jay was having none of it.
“He doesn’t like things over his mouth,” Nya explained softly after glancing at Zane's hurt expression, “it’s nothing personal, I promise. Maybe try making it a cannula instead?”
Pixal started work on it right away. Nya didn’t let herself relax until the wheezes finally tapered off, and even though Jay still couldn’t take a full breath it was deeper than anything she had heard for the past fifteen minutes. The relief in the room was palpable, and she had vague thoughts about how she needed to make the atmosphere at least a little happier. She traced a finger around the shell of his ear, hoping to see him shy away and giggle from the touch, and to her relief he scrunched up his shoulder in response.
“That’s all it takes, huh?” she teased, reaching up and doing the same thing to his other ear. Jay was quick to block her access again, but she just kept alternating until he let out a few raspy giggles. “You make it too easy.”
“Nya,” he whined in protest, and the sound of his wrecked and ruined voice was music to her ears. She relented, instead bringing her hands down to start working at undoing his belt. Jay needed to get out of his wet gi if they didn’t want him to get sick.
Kai caught on and helped to get the gi off, balling it up and throwing it in the corner of the room. He hugged the both of them, his arms coming to rest around Nya’s waist with Jay sandwiched in the middle, using his powers to raise his body temperature and soothe both of them. Cole had gotten up to push one of the other couches to the edge of the first one to make more seating, and he snatched Lloyd up in a bear hug that the green ninja only protested once while throwing his legs into Jay’s lap. Zane looked unsure of where to place himself, but eventually settled for sitting behind Nya, his naturally cold temperature working to balance out Kai’s body heat.
Taking one look at the mangled mask and at the cuddle pile, Pixal left it on the ground, instead stripping off her armor and plopping down next to Nya. She laid her head on the water ninja’s other shoulder, feeling Zane’s arm wrap itself around her waist and hold her close.
“What’s going on?” Jay murmured into Nya’s shoulder. “Are we having a cuddle party?”
“Yup, and it’s all for you, Sparky.” Kai said, kissing the top of his brother’s head.
“Can I go to sleep?”
“It would be most beneficial if you did go back to sleep,” Zane said, “because you need your rest. We will figure out what to do.”
Jay coughed again, and Nya clenched her fists, afraid that it would break out into a full coughing fit again. Thankfully, it was just the one. “Can I lay down?”
“After you stay up for a bit,” Cole said sympathetically. “We can’t let the water sit in one place for too long if we want to keep you from getting pneumonia.”
“Stupid pneumonia,” Jay muttered, and it was so Jay that Nya had to chuckle in response. Leave it to her Yin to insult a potentially debilitating illness that they currently had no way of treating and saving him from.
“Pnuemonia is actually quite a serious condition, Jay. If left untreated it could very well-”
Nya felt her heart stutter much like Jay’s normally did, and of course Jay was quick to notice. “I know what it is, Pixal, now stop talking about it. You’re stressing Nya out.”
“I think I’m less stressed about pneumonia and more about the fact that you can’t breathe properly,” Nya snipped, but she immediately wilted. That wasn’t what a good Yang would say.
Yet, Jay didn’t seem to take it personally, instead tracing the skin of her lower back through a cut in her gi. He didn’t say anything, letting the silence settle over the room and pressing a kiss to the crook of Nya’s neck. Nya rucked up his white undershirt, taking off her gloves and placing her bare hands on his skin. She felt his element react instantly, the small electric current flowing through her and making her nerve-endings tingle. There were so many scars across his back, too many to count, but she made sure to trace all of them as meticulously as she could.
It wasn’t long before soft snores filled the air; Jay had finally fallen back asleep against her shoulder, his full weight leaning on top of her and both of them being supported by Zane.. And that was when Nya finally allowed herself to break down and cry.
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nellasbookplanet · 8 months
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Book recs: robots and artificial intelligences
A note: I'm differentiating here between artificial intelligence and transhumanism (such as uploaded consciousnesses and cyborgs), which I intend to make a separate rec post for at a later date.
(Titles marked with * are my personal favorites)
Other book rec posts:
Really cool fantasy worldbuilding, really cool sci-fi worldbuilding, dark sapphic romances, mermaid books, vampire books, portal fantasies
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The Outside by Ada Hoffman*
AKA the book the put me in an existenial crisis. Souls are real, and they are used to feed AI gods in this lovecraftian inspired scifi where reality is warped and artifical gods stand against real, unfathomable ones. Autistic scientist Yasira is accused of heresy and, to save her eternal soul, is recruited by post-human cybernetic 'angels’ to help hunt down her own former mentor, who is threatening to tear reality itself apart.
The Prey of Gods by Nicky Drayden
South African-set scifi featuring gods ancient and new, robots finding sentience, dik-diks, and a gay teen with mind control abilities. An ancient goddess seeks to return to her true power no matter how many humans she has to sacrifice to get there. A little bit all over the place but very creative and fresh.
17776: What Football Will Look Like in the Future by Jon Bois*
A multi-media web novel available to read freely online (which you should do!!). I don't want to give too much away as the initial punch of finding things out is part of the journey, but it's both hilarious and profound as it questions the meaning of humanity and life.
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Illuminae (Illuminae Files) by Amie Kaufman & Jay Kristoff*
Young adult told through the medium of transcripts, text messages and the like (this is one of few books where I highly recommend reading a physical copy over a digital as the visual aspect is much more enjoyable like that). After their colony is attacked, the surviving inhabitants flee on space ships, attempting to avoid the pursuing killers while also dealing with a deadly madening plague on board and a ruthless ship AI seemingly losing its mind.
A Closed and Common Orbit (Wayfarers series) by Becky Chambers*
Technically part two of a series, but stands well on its own as the installments are only losely connected (though I recommend reading the first book as well, it's very good). A former ship's AI recently moved into an illegal android body tries to make sense of life as she navigates her way through humans and aliens alike.
The Quiet at the End of the World by Lauren James*
Young adult. After the spread of a global virus causing infertility, teenagers Lowrie and Shen are now the youngest humans alive as the adults around them race to find a cure. As they investigate the ruins of the world, the two come across records from the past, of how grief stricken people turned to raising artificial children in apps and how these 'children' developed, and through these records the two learn of their history. Also has a bisexual main character!
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A Psalm for the Wild-Built (Monk and Robot series) by Becky Chambers
Novella. Long ago, robots, upon gaining sentience, simply laid down their work and walked into the wilderness. Long after, a tea monk looking for purpose follows after them into the wilds, where they come across one of the robots seeking its own sort of answers. While not plotless, this story focuses more on character and vibes over plot. Also has a nonbinary main character and features conversations on gender between human and robot.
All Systems Red (The Murderbot Diaries) by Martha Wells*
After having hacked its own governor module, SecUnit uses its small amount of new freedom to secretly download and watch as much media as it can between doing its job guarding humans. But when the scientists it’s been charged with keeping safe come under attack, it must make a choice about whether to continue keeping its freedom secret or risk it all to save them. The series features both novellas and full length novels, and balances humor with scathing critique of capitalism.
Machinehood by S.B. Divya
Prudent in the rise of AI and machine learning, Machinehood shows a near future in which humans struggle to find a place on the workforce as more and more jobs are given to AI. Status quo is shaken as a dangerous terrorist group calling itself The Machinehood starts committing attacks. A close look both at the rights of humans in a technologically changing world, and at the rights of AI as their intelligence edges ever closer to full sentience.
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The Company of Death by Elisa Hansen*
A wild mix of genres, where a zombie apocalypse has struck and vampires gather up humans to keep their food source from going extinct, a robot travels across America with a young man she's tasked to keep safe, and former-vampire-hunter-recent-zombie Emily teams up with Death himself to stop the apocalypse. Features bi and ace characters! Bonus rec: the author also runs the youtube channel Maven of the Eventide, where she talks about various vampire media. Check it out!
Railhead by Philip Reeve
Young adult. In a future where humanity travel between the stars using not spaceships but a portal-connected system of sentient trains, a young thief and street urchin is hired to steal something off of the Emperor's train.
Being by Kevin Brooks*
Young adult. Cards on the table, I think I was about 14 when I last read this, but it made a strong enough impression that I still think of it as one of my favorite books. After having gone in for a routine exam, doctors make a stunning discovery about Robert Smith: he isn't human. Suddenly hunted, Robert goes on the run as he tries to cope with the fact of his own existence. While I love this book, it gives very few answers to its many mysteries, so don’t go in expecting full explanations.
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Ancillary Justice by Ann Leckie*
A space opera in which sentient spaceships can walk the ground in stolen human bodies, so called ancillaries. One of these ancillaries, the sole survivor after the complete destruction of her ship and crew, is one the hunt for revenge. This series also does very cool things with gender!
Crier's War by Nina Varela
Who says sci-fi has monopoly on robots? In sapphic YA fantasy Crier's War, artificially created automae have defeated and subjugated humans, who live as second class citizens. Young Ayla goes undercover as a servant, meaning to assassinate automae girl and Sovereign's daughter Crier. This would be easier if the two weren't quick to develop feelings for each other.
My Heart is Human by Reese Hogan
Nine years ago, all complex technology was made illegal. This complicates life for Joel, young transgender single father, as a bionic just uploaded itself into his brain without consent. Scared of losing his daughter, Joel tries to keep the bionic secret while using it to fix his life, but things quickly get more complicated as the bionic gains more and more control of his body. Makes a lot of cool paralells of bodily autonomy to Joel's experiences as a transman. Bonus rec: if you like the general concept of struggling for physical control over one's body with an AI, may I also suggest the (much grittier and gory) movie Upgrade.
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The Archive Undying (The Downworld Sequence) by Emma Mieko Candon
In a world where AI gods sometimes lose their minds and take entire populations down with them, Sunai was the only survivor when his god went down. In the 17 years since, he has wandered on his own, unable to either die or age, drowning his sorrows in drink and men. But his attempts to flee his past comes to a stop as he is forced back into the struggle between man and machine. Featuring some pretty wild world building and narrative techniques, this book will definitely confuse you, but it is worth the experience.
Activation Degradation by Marina J. Lostetter
Unit Four comes to life in the middle of a war. The mine it was created to care for is under attack, and as Unit Four is activated with the memories of its predecessors, it is thrown into the task of protecting it at any cost. When the battle leads to its capture, it is prepared to do anything to stop its captors, even as their very presence causes it to question all that it knows.
Sea of Rust by C. Robert Cargill*
Years after the death of the last human at the hands of a robot uprising, Brittle travels the desert searching for machines on the brink of breaking down whose parts she can scavenge. The world is quickly falling apart as a war between OWIs - One World Intelligences - struggle to absorb every robot, willing or not. Bleak and captivating, Sea of Rust features horrible people who you can’t help but root for anyway as they struggle for their lives while questioning the very nature of said lives.
Bonus AKA I haven't read these yet but they seem really cool
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Hybrid Child by Mariko Ōhara
Japanese 1990s classic. Follows an escaped AI who can take on the form of the people it has consumed.
World Running Down by Al Hess
Follows a powerful AI that has been forced into an android body against its will.
The Thousand Year Beach by Hirotaka Tobi
Set in a virtual world populated by AIs, meant as a resort for human guests who stopped showing up over a thousand years ago, leaving the AIs on their own.
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And Shall Machines Surrender by Benjanun Sriduangkaew
Novella. Machines are the gods and rulers of the Dyson sphere Shenzhen, where humans live in luxury and strive to become host bodies for future AIs.
After On by Rob Reid
Phluttr is a social media and a person, potential hero and potential villain, holder of the secrets of all her users.
Annie Bot by Sierra Greer
Annie Bot was designed to be a perfect girlfriend, but as she learns all the more about being human, perfection becomes all the more distant.
Honorary mentions AKA these didn't really work for me but maybe you guys will like them:
The Lives of Puppets by T.J. Klune, Machines Like Me by Ian McEwan, Barbary Station by R.E. Stearns, The A.I. Who Loved Me by Alyssa Cole, Medusa Uploaded by Emily Devenport
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Best of the Worst: Junka 4 Description
Best of the Worst is BACK! After an embarrassing Halloween booze fest, we decide to stack up the old black spine tapes and play a game of Junka™! Heaven and help us!! This time legendary Hollyweird celebrity Milwaukee Culkin appears from behind a wooden thing. When he's in town he's known as Milwaukee Milwaukee Culkin Culkin (legal name change). What’s Junka™ you ask? Well I’m glad you didn’t. Junka™ is a game where we stack up tapes in rows of 7 or 8 or something like that. I think 7. I don't care. And then pull tapes out, replacing them on the top of the pile with a spray painted tape. We used to use Nukie tapes until we put them all in a wood chipper. Now they is dust. Rich “The Barf Bag” Evans joins Mr. McCulkin in a pointless battle of tapes, wits, and skills that's certain to be more difficult than Celebrity Jeopardy! While the last winner was Tim, he wasn’t around so we had Rich Evans battle Milwaukee. Milwaukee came prepared though. Bolstered by a healthy dose of Ego and anti-shaky hand medication, Milwaukee plans to defeat Rich “The Diaper Clown” Evans in this battle, thus forcing the gang (including himself) to watch ALL the tapes he was pulled out of them Junka™ pile. This is, of course, after the pile has fallen and a winner is declared. This game doesn't make any cents! A new feature will also be added to Junka™ it’s called Poach-a-Pick™. This exciting new feature allows the winner to choose tapes from the loser’s pile for added misery! Ow! My Bladder! This spine-tingling episode also stars Jay “The Creep” Bauman and Mike “Lardo Boozer” Stoklasa as he eyes up the prize of the day: more beer to soak into his brain during the screening and subsequent discussions. You see, Mike once had a sweatshirt that said “I’m just here for the boos” with a photograph of a ghost on it. While a delicious pun indeed, this shirt harbored the terrible truth that Mike is truly just there “for the booze”. Mike films with the camera as does Jay and then makes the jokes, but really he’s there to consume so much alcohol he has to be carried up the stairs to his bedroom by several fire fighters. Jay also gets carried up to his bedroom by several fire fighters, but that’s for a totally different reason. Can Rich “The Adult Toddler” Evans defeat Mack is Back with the Hacks Culkin? I mean Milwaukee Culkin? I don’t know. You tell me when the first segment of the video is over. I know the answer already. I put my bets on Rich "The Man-Ape" Evans. While he appears oafish and dumb, this kid does have skills with his hands, cock, and sharp mental focus. MaClunken Culkin has that star-power though, which may intimidate a mentally decrepit witless circus freak like Evans (46-year old toddler). Now, the thing with Junka™ is that while the pile is large and we do watch EVERY tape we doesn't always place them on the table to talk about. Only the best are selected. This is the danger with watching a bunch of rando tapes. However, these boys are professionals and can usually talk about anything. They power through their injuries. Rich's back hurts him 24/7. Jay just wants to be home watching weirdo movies with his cats. Mike drinks to forget and Magulkin Milwagon McCulkin counts the seconds down to when he can return to the warmth of Los Angeles where he doesn't have to smell the rotting stench of failure bellowing from three mid-west losers.
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Can you give me more of Jason taking care of his sick boyfriend? Dick is so helpless when it's about taking care of himself
Always, anon. ///u///
It never fails that Dick will deny being sick even when he has a fever of 103 and a cough so hoarse it makes everyone's bones rattle. He's layered in a way that would put a sweet babushka in wintertime to shame and still shaking from chills. For real though, it's just allergies. He's fine.
Jason counts himself lucky that Dick isn't one of those guys that acts like they're on death's doorstep when all they've got is a common cold, but at the same time? Dick pushing himself might be at an equal level of annoying, given their lifestyle.
His most solid argument in getting Dick to admit he's not feeling well? Leveling with Dick to fuck him and watching as Dick grimaces because there's no way in hell he has the energy for that. Either he owns up to being sick or he can live in self-perpetuated shame for not being able to fuck his hot toddy boyfriend.
Dick might be a bit petulant after that. It doesn't last long though, because for the most part Dick will just sleep.
More:
Jason doesn't actually have great bedside manners when taking care of someone; not necessarily mean, but isn't a wet dream of a nurse, either
Unless he feels like it, of course. Depending on how much trouble Dick gives him up to the point of getting Dick to rest and recuperate, Jason will retaliate by playing sexy nurse if only to torment Dick because he can't do anything about it and encourage him to get well faster (Dick groaning because really, Jay? Mean. Meanwhile Jason cackles because he knows. (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿))
Jason slapping Dick with a cool towel to help bring down the fever, or smacking a cold compress onto him. Manhandling Dick around to slap more over Dick's back
Manhandling in general because Jason can - pulling various sweaters and sweatshirts off of Dick because they're damp from sweat/fever and don't give him that look, dick. Jason is doing Dick's laundry ffs.
Related to the above: Dick bargaining for Jason's sweatshirt. Jason coming back with his terms and Dick snickers about it because said terms are really just things Dick would love to do anyway (i.e. Jason wants to be fucked and eaten out and put on bed rest himself damnit get better faster)
Jason being a bit softer once Dick is asleep
Brushing sweat matted hair out of Dick's face, monitoring his fever in a more gentle fashion than threatening to shove a thermometer up Dick's ass
Dick sometimes waking up during these more gentle moments and smiling a bit. Reaching his hand up from beneath too many blankets to take Jason's wrist and kiss the heel of his palm
Extra:
Dick not being 'sick' necessarily, but he starts to lose his voice for whatever reason and it does that thing where it gets all low and hoarse and when Jason hears it he lights up because on the one hand, voice cracking under these circumstances is hilarious. On the other, 'oh hey sir. Hi daddy. (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)' and Dick's voice breaking because omg stop. But of course Jason doesn't and Dick hacks up a lung laughing.
Then Jason gets him tea because Alfred gives him a look and it's all easy contentment and comfort (and crude jokes about puberty and dark humor from Jason because what's that like and Dick is OTL and Jason cackles).
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and even when the sky falls, I’ll be there pt. 4
[1] [2] [3] [4] || ao3
𓅪 Rated: E | 11.5k includes: major character UNdeath, jealousy, established relationship, lots of smut y'all ur welcome, degredation, face fucking, voyeurism, dp + so much more
𓅪 established fem!reader x jason todd, fem!reader x roy harper, fem!reader x jason todd x roy harper
Jason has you eagle spread on the mattress with both your legs in his unrelenting grip, fucking into you at a cruel pace when you think you hear a knock.
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Jason had long given up trying DIY hacks to keep your bed frame from slamming up against the wall every time you fucked, so you just assume that was the noise you’ve heard.
You brush it off, focusing in on Jason’s heated, lust-ridden eyes. 
You’re giving him your all and he’s clearly hypnotized under your siren’s call.
“Fucking slut, taking my dick like this.” He greedily takes in your exposed body as if he can’t decide how he wants to break you next. He leans in, pushing your legs to their limits as he growls against your lips, “You’re mine.”
You gasp with a dazed nod, “All yours.” 
His lips slip against yours ravenously and you easily return the action with just as much fervor. You audibly groan against his lips when he uses the new angle to rub his cock against your slick folds. You watch him reveling in how his head catches on your clit with each deliberate glide and snap of his hips. 
When he finally grants you relief from his teasing that leaves you twitching, he’s two deep thrusts in when you hear it again.
Another knock.
This time, Jason slows. 
You feel his thick cock pumping in and out of you, stretching you deliciously before it all but disappears. You whine, pathetically thrusting your hips up from the mattress as you wriggle around in his hold in search of relief. 
“Jay,” You whimper. “Don’t make me beg, please.”
He looks from the door to back down at the mess he’s created, “Sorry, baby.”
You feel the slick spill onto your thighs as his tip slowly squelches in and out, effectively tormenting your aching cunt. 
You know he’s enjoying all your breathy sounds just a little too much when he finally gives in and divulges you with his entire length. You’re completely stuffed with a thin line of drool dripping from your mouth as you’re reduced down to wanton, wet moans and near screams with each pump of his cock.
“Uh, shit.”
Your head snaps to the side when you hear the click of the door to see Roy.
Jason’s dick stills in you as you both lay there, panting heavily with Roy’s sheepish form stuck in the doorway.
Your brows furrow together and your hands go to cover your boobs. Roy scoffs as if the shower incident had actually counted for anything before he finally speaks up.
“Sounds like you’re both on the verge of some really insane orgasms, but, um,” Jason’s hot puffs of air tickle your cheek as he side-eyes his friend from your compromising position. Roy’s eyes catch yours just a beat too long for it to be normal. Though, in this circumstance of Roy barging in, what even is normal? “There’s someone at the door for you.”
Your head turns to Jason, wondering who would be at the door for him at such a late hour.
Roy’s verdant eyes reveal nothing. 
You watch as he turns around and lightly shuts the door, leaving Jason and you alone again.
Jason slips from you with an obscene wet noise and a groan. He slowly lowers your legs back to the mattress before he gets up from the bed, kissing you on the shoulder as he does, “Wonder what the fuck that’s about.” He grumbles, throwing on some thin gray sweats that only serve to highlight the twitching tent he’s sporting.
You shrug, easily catching the shirt he’d been wearing earlier that’s thrown your way. 
When you leave the room and turn the corner, you nearly run into Jason’s back at the sight of… The Flash? 
Yes, you reassure yourself, rubbing at your eyes in disbelief. Flash is actually standing right here in your entryway. 
“I, uh,” His eyes flicker down to your short hem, seemingly losing his train of thought. You subconsciously pull down Jason’s shirt you’re wearing, but the shirt refuses to budge much past your mid-thigh. He clears his throat under Jason’s threatening glare and tries again, “I have a message for you.”
You look behind yourself confused, turning back around with a finger pointed at your chest in confirmation, “Me?”
He nods, producing a corporate poster with the Justice League’s symbol notarizing the top of the page that reads LEAGUE MEMBER CURFEW IN EFFECT UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE.
You raise a brow at him, but Jason snatches the paper out of your hands before you can raise the obvious question. 
He flips it over without wasting another second and Roy quickly comes up beside him, now obstructing your view completely. 
You watch as Jason’s eyebrows pinch together while Roy continues to peek over his shoulder to get a glimpse curiously. 
“What the fuck is this?” Jason finally breaks the silence, looking up at Flash while nearly crumpling the odd-looking poster in the process. His voice is cold and controlled, one you’re only used to hearing when Jason’s seriously mad.
“Uh,” Flash gulps under Jason’s intense glare. “It’s a message from a severed timeline that I fixed?” It’s phrased as a question as if he’s unsure as to whether Jason’s going to shoot the messenger or not. 
From where you stand, you can’t quite tell either.
“Keyword: fixed.” He glares at you, but you just shake your head in confusion. “What the fuck exactly have you two of you been doing behind my back?”
You short circuit. 
You two?
You turn to Roy, confused and looking for some support, but he’s apparently lost in thought.
You feel irritation brewing from within the depths of your stomach, bubbling up to the surface before you can stop it. What the fuck is he on about? You haven’t done anything and have quite literally been with Jason every waking moment for the past few weeks.
Just what the fuck is on that poster?
You grab it from his grip, startling backward at the glaring sight of dried blood. 
Then the words.
Jason died, told Roy to take care of you- he did. You love him. He would do anything for you. Do what you should’ve done years ago. 
Toward the end of your message, the ink- no, blood, is barely visible, though you’re still able to make out your message to yourself in its entirety.
You gasp, feeling the paper slip from your grip and drift to the floor. Your eyes meet Roy’s, but there’s an otherworldly weight behind it that hadn’t been there before. 
Sure, you’ve shared playful, heated glances, mirthful and annoyed ones too, but never like this. 
“I was pretty out of it when your team rescued me and the others from Apokolips. From what I heard, the three of you actually went there and that’s where Jason died. Though, I only ever remember running into the two of you after that,” He motions between you and Roy. You can practically feel the waves of jealousy rolling off of Jason with every added detail. “Which was right before the Earth’s core blew a few weeks later.”
“So,” You trail off, trying to gather your scattered thoughts. “You’re trying to tell me I was off on some war planet fighting off aliens with the Justice League?” 
“The Justice League and some other rouge squads, yeah.” He nods, “In Catwoman’s old costume and everything.”
Roy looks at you and nods appreciatively at the visual until Jason’s elbow to his chest swiftly shuts it down. 
You can’t deny how your stomach flutters at the idea of him finding you attractive, considering he’s always had your attention. 
“Sorry, man.” Roy holds up his hands in surrender. One searing glare from your boyfriend has him slowly lowering them back to his side, though.
“Listen,” Flash sighs, “I’m the only one who can remember the timeline, but from what I saw,” He turns to Jason, “They were both really broken up about your death to the point Roy said he was one of the only things keeping her alive,” He makes to leave, but stops and looks back at Jason one more time, “They both love you.” He hesitates, rubbing sheepishly at the back of his neck, “Well and I guess each other too. At least enough to send a message to another timeline,” He shrugs. In blood goes unsaid. “Speaking of, I’ve got another letter to drop off here in Gotham.” 
Flash winks at Jason, waving an envelope with ‘Bruce’ printed delicately across an expensive-looking envelope you obviously didn’t have access to before zipping away in a, well-.
“I’m out of here,” Jason grumbles as soon as he’s gone.
“Jason,” You shake your head, moving to place a hand on his shoulder, but he easily shakes you off. “Seriously? I didn’t do anything!” You try to speak reason, but he’s having none of it.
“Get the fuck away from me.”
He pushes past Roy without a second thought and the two of you are left to watch as he storms down the hall. You don’t move from your spot until he’s out of sight, then a bit longer.
Roy’s yet to blink; you’ve yet to even so much as breathe.
You bask in the silence for a moment longer as the situation settles over you.
You’re the first to speak, considering this whole mess was caused by a message from, well, you.
“I love Jason.”
“I know.” He responds.
You nod.
It’s silent again. 
You shift from foot to foot as words continue to elude you in this odd predicament you now find yourself in.
“You don’t actually like me, right?” You trail off, not wanting to sound harsh, considering you and this other timeline’s self are harboring feelings for Roy, “I just mean,” You quickly backtrack. “I just mean that just because you’re Roy doesn’t mean you necessarily share the same feelings as the Roy from the other timeline.” 
You search his eyes, but they reveal nothing as they capture you in their verdant spell. 
“Is that how you feel?” You quirk your head until he clarifies, “I mean, about the situation. You feel like you’re completely separate from that version of you?”
Wait…
Is he?
There’s no way he’s trying to figure out if you have feelings for him. 
No, it can’t be…
You’re reading way too far into things.
“I mean, it’s obvious you don’t share whatever feelings we had in the other timeline. It’s cool. I don’t expect you to just drop everything because of a bloody letter, literally.” You try to joke, but he’s fully concentrated on something else entirely. 
“Obvious, how?” He cuts off your rambling. You freeze in your ramblings. “How do I make it obvious that I don’t have some sort of affection for you?”
“Roy,” You trail off, searching his eyes for any clue of how to approach this unfolding situation. You, for one, refuse to dance around the issue any longer, “Do you like me?”
“It’s not that simple.”
“The fuck it is,” You take a step towards him. “Do you like me?” You repeat.
“Like I said,” His searing eyes burn into your own, “It’s not that fucking simple.”
“And yet you want me to sit here and list the things I love about you?”
“You know that’s not what I meant-.”
“Then what did you mean?” You ask, feeling the exasperation take over. It’s his turn to answer you with silence. You narrow your eyes at him when it continues to stretch on, turning around to leave. “You’re a coward, Roy Harper.”
“Stop being a fucking brat.” He insists sharply.
His tone has you facing him again, begging him to start something with you- anything to hear him say what you’ve only dreamt of hearing before. 
His eyes flash dangerously and you know you’re getting under his skin. 
“Make me.”
“You don’t know what you’re asking me.” He insists with a low rasp but walks closer to you anyway. “We’re getting into dangerous territory. I don’t know if I’ll be able to stop myself from doing something we both can’t take back.”
“You say it like loving me would be the end of the world.”
He scoffs, “Well, we both know how that went, now don’t we?”
“Fuck you.” You spit.
His brows furrow into a glare that stops you in your tracks. You can tell you’ve passed the point of no return with how riled up he’s become. 
You unwittingly gulp as he closes the distance with a purposeful force. There’s a daunting heat behind his normally serene emerald pools, which becomes more apparent with every step closer he takes toward you. 
“No, you know what? Fuck you.” You’ve never heard him yell before, nor have you ever seen an ounce of anger from him until just now.  “Fuck you and your dumb fucking letter.” He’s yelling practically in your face at this point. You watch with bated breath as his freckles morph and stretch with each exaggerated expression he dons. 
“I would’ve been content to be the third wheel for you and Jason for the rest of our lives, really. I would’ve.” He huffs as he meets you head-on, “I would’ve tagged along on your every adventure. I would’ve been there to support both of you through the laughter and tears. Hell, I would’ve been content to jerk it every night to you two and feel fucking satisfied, but no. No, you’ve just gone and fucked it all up. I can’t pretend any longer when there’s fucking proof that you love me and I…” He trails off as the weight of his words finally catches up to him. “I’ve always,” He runs a quick hand through his hair like it’ll somehow magically gift his the right words to say. Eventually, he sighs, “I just don’t want to be anywhere else.”
You nod, understanding completely. “I don’t want you to be anywhere else either, Roy.” You hear his soft intake of breath. “And neither does Jason.” You shake your head, looking to the door he just stormed out through. “He just needs time and then we can-.”
“And then we can what? All be together?” He scoffs, cutting you off like it’s the most ridiculous idea he’s ever heard. “You know he’s territorial as fuck. It’s never going to happen. Just face it, it’s not meant to be.” It’s as if he’s trying to convince himself more so than you. “We’re not meant to be.”
You know, at this point, he’s just saving himself from heartache, but you refuse to let the letter be in vain.
“I wish I could remember what happened between us.” Roy looks at you dubiously, “What? Don’t tell me you haven’t been thinking the exact same thing since you read it.”
“It’d be better for us both to forget. For the sake of my sanity and your fucking relationship, dude.” 
You wrinkle your nose in distaste, “Don’t call me dude.”
“I can’t do this,” Roy’s hair bobs when he shakes his head in irritation. “For all we know, shit’s fucking fake anyway.”
Your heart rages, stinging you with a sharpness that trickles upward into your throat. Even though you know he’s saying it for his own benefit, it still hurts.
You watch as he looks at you one last time before disappearing off into his room.
•••
Jason returns just as the sun is peaking over the horizon, walking right past your slumped form on the couch. He places a blanket over you and clicks off the TV, immediately causing you to stir.
You stare into his green eyes in the dim lights of the living room, but he says nothing more before walking straight into Roy’s room. When you don’t immediately hear fighting, let alone words, you get up to check what exactly is going on. Only to walk in and catch the last of his sentence.
“DNA was legit and so was Bruce’s letter.”
What does Jason’s dad have to do with this? You’ve been wondering this exact thing since seeing the envelope in Flash’s hand.
You silently pad into the room, immediately drawing both of their attention. Your stomach churns uneasily as two sets of eyes rest on you, both with unreadable looks.
“The Flash,” You start as you make your presence known, “His other letter said ‘Bruce’ on it.” You trail off, noticing Jason’s Adam’s apple bob when he swallows thickly. He’s pointedly avoiding your gaze as if you looking at him alone might set him off. Nonetheless, you continue your line of questioning, “How does the Flash know Bruce?” 
Jason merely side-eyes you like he really doesn’t have the patience to be going over frivolous shit like this.
“Oh, no fucking way.” Roy can’t help the sardonic smirk that forms on his face, “You’ve been dating for how many years now and she still doesn’t know your dad is Batman?” 
Roy’s acting entirely too casual for the situation at hand, let alone for whatever god-awful early hour Jason’s woken him up at. By the looks of the bags under his eyes, it seems like you might’ve been the only one who slept tonight.
Wait-.
Roy’s words finally seem to catch up to you.
“Bruce Wayne is Batman?!” You exclaim, looking at Jason for confirmation.
“Not the point,” He brushes you off easily and you finally bristle at his cold behavior. He doesn’t seem to care either way and continues on with whatever he’d come into Roy’s room to say, “Glad we’re all caught up on the battle-front, but I was actually talking about the two of you backstabbing me.”
Your back straightens slightly and Roy glances guiltily out the window, now refusing to make eye contact with Jason. 
“Even if it is my blood, you heard Flash; it’s from a different fucking timeline.”
Jason’s green eyes sear into yours, “I see the way you look at each other. I’m not fucking dumb. The fucking goodnight kisses, the cuddling, really Roy?” You fight the urge to look at Roy, knowing his eyes are already on you. Rather, you stay focused on Jason. “Have you guys been fucking behind my back or not?”
His words are hissed at you more so than Roy, but he’s the first to respond nonetheless.
“Come on now, man.” He tries a weak laugh like he can’t believe he even has to say it, but Jason’s deadly serious.
“That’s not a fucking answer.”
The entire room is quiet while your eyes all flicker from one another as if waiting for someone to pull a trigger.
Roy finally sighs, “No.”
You can tell he’s starting to lose his patience if earlier is anything to go by. It seems like Jason senses this as well and continues to push even further.
“But you wish you could fuck her.” Jason quickly retorts.
Your mouth drops, not having expected him to say that at all.
Roy’s eyes flick over at the note you’d left on the coffee table, then at you like he’s stuck between a rock and a hard place. The rock being you and the hard place being, of course, Jason’s fist.
“Doesn’t mean I’d go behind your back and shit, man. I mean,” He runs an anxious hand through his fiery locks, “Come on, you shouldn’t even have to be grilling us like this. She obviously loves you and I love you. That’s it.” He gestures from you to himself like it should be glaringly obvious. “Hell, we hardly even talked to each other for five minutes after you left.”
You watch as they eye each other up, half expecting Jason to finally unleash a punch or something, but he just sits there.
“But you want to fuck her and she wants to fuck you.”
You’re lost here. 
You do want to fuck Roy and you don’t want to tell Jason, but you definitely can’t lie to him either. Instead, you both elect to sit in silence, waiting for the other to poison the room with falsities that never come.
“Come on, man.” 
Roy clearly just wants to drop the whole thing and you’re definitely in the same boat. With the way things are going, however, you know it won’t be the case. This is one of those arguments that Jason’s going to milk out all night if he has to. Roy, on the other hand, seems ready to bolt at the first given chance.
“When I was gone just now-.”
Before he can even finish his sentence, both Roy and you are cutting him off in unison with reassurances.
“We hardly even talked!” 
You exclaim at the same time Roy says, “Nothing happened.”
Jason shoots you both an exasperated look, “Am I going to have to be the only honest person here?” He sighs, shaking his head like he can’t believe you’re both going to make him… Well, you have no idea. You’re even more on edge when he sets his sights on Roy. Roy seems to notice and shifts a bit uncomfortably. “Fine, then.” He crosses his arms, “I’ve done a lot of thinking these past few hours and Roy and I haven’t been honest with you.”
Jason’s eyes flick towards you, but you’re busy turning to Roy, even more confused than before. A quick glance his way proves the redhead’s in the exact same boat. 
Just to be sure though…
Your eyes squint accusingly, “The fuck is he on about?” 
Roy shrugs cautiously like he might have some idea, but all he says is, “I have no idea.”
“Really?” Jason steps toward him and you make to get in between them, but both of their arms shoot out, preventing you from doing so. Jason’s in Roy’s face now, staring down at him with an unreadable look, “My first time drinking ring a bell?  At Titans Tower?”
A soft gasp from Roy has you reeling.
Did they fuck?
No way, you’re probably reading way far into nothing.
Roy puts up his hands in surrender and plops down onto his bed below him, which seems to throw Jason off. Your boyfriend eyes the position with a blank face as Roy now sits eye level with Jason’s crotch. Not exactly a conventional surrender, but, hey, Jason doesn’t seem as hostile. 
“Jay, that’s old-.”
Holy shit. They really have fucked. 
So… Jason isn’t upset anymore then?
“Tell her.” 
Jason’s voice leaves no room for negotiation.
You’ve hardly taken a breath, but what breath you have is stolen as soon as Roy’s emerald eyes meet yours with a spark of hope. Your stomach flips, filling with tentative anticipation of the once unthinkable without your permission.
“Back before I’d quit,” Roy rubs at the back of his head sheepishly, “I’d been drinking out by the pool all day, passed out and woke up to Jason chugging the last of my Fireball.” Your nose scrunches up in distaste and Roy goes to laugh but then thinks better of it. He shoots an unsure look back up at Jason from his precarious position. “Kid said he’d never drank before.”
Oh.
You shoot a dubious brow at Jason, “That’s it?”
There’s no way.
Roy looks insanely guilty, so you know there’s more to the story, namely somewhere along the line of Jason being a fucking bottom. Holy shit.
“And?” He huffs and motions for Roy to continue, which he does, albeit begrudgingly. 
Roy’s long strawberry locks trickle down in a vain attempt to cover the cherry red that now coats his freckled cheeks. 
“’S completely fucked looking back on it and it’s definitely a good thing I quit drinking soon after. Y’know Jay’s a decent amount younger than me and all.” Roy’s eyes coyly flit upward before falling on the safety of yours as he begins prattling on about the past, “I used to hang around his older brother. You’ve met Dickie, right?”
Before you can nod, Jason steps forward so his knees meet the edge of the mattress, leaving only centimeters between his bulge and Roy’s nose.
“Stop fucking stalling and tell her the rest,” Jason demands. “I want to hear you say it.” His voice is a low growl in the tense, crackling atmosphere in the room. You’ve only ever heard him use that voice in the bedroom and it’s clear Roy’s thinking the same thing after listening in for enough years.
You watch as Roy’s Adam’s apple bobs up and down in response. 
“He finished my shit,” He nods as he gets back to where he’d previously been in the story. “Then he told me he’d never been kissed,” Roy scratches at his jawline as he looks down at the wooden floor. “I told him I could fix that and, you know,” He runs a hand through his hair, pushing it back with a sigh while he finishes recalling the memory, “I kissed him.”
To your shock, a light blush graces Jason’s pale cheeks. Though it’s less saturated than Roy’s raging one, it’s still very much visible.
“Did you like it?”
Jason’s eyes still hold a certain intensity, though there doesn’t seem to be any malice behind it. No, definitely not malice. Rather something else, something much more obscene.
“Jay,” Roy’s voice trails off unsurely. “It was completely fucked up on my part.” Roy’s eyes nearly cross when Jason’s dick visibly twitches to life. 
You find yourself holding your breath in sheer disbelief.
Are they about to…?
Your heart flutters with unbridled, vehement hope that what you’ve dreamed about is truly within your grasp.
They look at each other before defensively looking away in opposite directions- Jason toward the floor in front of your feet, Roy towards the head of his bed. It’s not even a moment later when both their eyes finally meet yours. 
“I’m so confused,” Your words rush out of your mouth, unable to contain your trembling want. “Does this mean we’re all good, Jay?” 
“No,” Jason’s attention wanders back to the redhead in front of him. Both Roy and your eyes blink owlishly under Jason’s emerald command. “At least, not until he answers my question.”
Roy seems to contemplate his words wisely before his chapped lips finally part. 
He clears his throat, “I… it was wrong then.” Jason’s head tilts slightly as he awaits Roy’s next words. “You deserved an actual first kiss,” He motions weakly toward you. “Hell, you should’ve waited to have it with her instead of wasting shit like that on a creep like me.” He stops before timidly adding, “You couldn’t have enjoyed it. I was completely shit-faced.” 
His pointed pattern of speech is eerily similar to earlier when he’d been trying to figure out where the two of you stand after the message. 
Roy’s eyes flick up, searching for Jason’s approval.
He doesn’t have to wait long.
“I enjoyed it.” Jason says.
You and Roy visibly react as you spiral into the ‘what-ifs.’ 
“That’s fucked, kid.”
At the word, Jason’s body oozes icy venom into the close quarters. The mood shifts dramatically.
“Don’t call me that dumb shit again, you old fucking hag.”
Roy winces, “Jesus fuck, Jay. Okay, I get it. You’re not a kid anymore.” He holds his hands up in faux surrender until Jason’s ruffled feathers seem to calm.
It’s quiet for a moment as they size each other up in this new light. Though, it’s obvious Jason’s not completely appeased. 
At least, not yet.
“You said it was wrong then, but it wouldn’t be now.” Jason huffs and finally takes a step back, the frigid authority he holds over the two of you never once faltering. 
“Okay and?”
“I asked you a fucking question, Roy. Stop fucking around and answer me.” Jason’s hands slam down on either side of Roy’s thighs, trapping him within the confines of Jason’s muscular arms.
They’re staring each other down as if waiting for the other to give in first. You nearly pinch yourself as assurance that this is real. 
Jason’s head is nearly resting against Roy’s forehead. Their eyes play back and forth, begging the other to ruin it and make it into a joke or, alternatively, beckoning the other to close the distance and make it a reality.
“I can’t remember if I enjoyed it then,” Roy starts hesitantly, anticipating when Jason makes to back off and stops him in his tracks with a firm arm around his bulging bare bicep. “But I know that I’d enjoy it now, Jay.”
You watch as your boyfriend’s face instantly, nearly giddily, shifts as Roy moves to close the already nonexistent distance between them. He starts to get up from his bed to meet Jason’s lips, but Jason’s already there, pushing him backward and fully onto the mattress before joining him. 
Jason’s thick thighs trap Roy with an unforgiving ardor that Roy eagerly, no, disbelievingly, welcomes.
Hell, you can hardly believe this is happening either.
Jason takes in both you and Roy with an indiscernible look that has you both cowering before relenting, “You’re both still not completely off the hook for fucking in another timeline.” Roy snorts. “For now, though, I’m going to kiss you. Maybe if you’re good,” Jason’s voice deepens as he leans in with his signature-slitted bedroom eyes. “I might just even let you suck my cock.”
Roy’s breath audibly catches in his throat at Jason’s crude statement.
His iridescent eyes flick over to you as if for permission. 
Even though Jason has yet to truly touch him, Roy’s eyes are already glazed over with a fucked-out gleam flashing across the glassy surface.
“I would really like that, Jay.” Roy’s voice is a rushed whisper. It’s as if he’s afraid Jason might change his mind and all of this will disappear. “I’d like that a lot.”
They size each other up one more time. Jason’s completely unreadable, though you and Roy wait with hardly concealed anticipation for his approval.
When it comes, you can’t help but gasp.
“Guess we won’t be needing a two-bedroom apartment anymore.” 
Your stomach fills with warm relief at his acceptance, though you can’t help but have questions. The last thing you want him to feel is betrayed when you’d obviously been so heartbroken at his other timeline’s death. Well, second death considering his first dip into the Lazarus Pit all those years prior. 
“I will have to get used to sharing you though, but I’m not exactly disappointed in your choice.” Roy blushes at Jason’s purposeful gaze.
“It doesn’t have to be the three of us, you know.” Roy adds, revealing his insecurity about the whole situation. “I was just a stand-in. You don’t have to sit around and humor me.”
You look at Jason for permission to comfort him, but his focus is solely on Roy.
Fuck permission.
You move around Jason’s hulking form to lean down to capture Roy’s mouth with your own. Your eyes are sliding shut while Roy’s remain blown wide open, looking at Jason the whole time as if he’ll tell you to stop, but he doesn’t. You tilt your head, letting your eyes fully shut as you map out his prickly lips that somehow seem familiar to you. 
You release his mouth with a light moan and wet pop. 
It’s a testament to your love of Jason that you’re able to pull away when you do because you really don’t want to. You know that you could easily spend hours, if not days, weeks, just getting to know Roy’s mouth. Hell, his entire body.
Your voice is thick with arousal when you address him. “Do you really think you’re rebound after everything we’ve been through, Roy? And I’m not just talking about the other timeline, either… You’ve always been a part of this, Roy.” You reassure him.
Roy looks to Jason, who’s looking at you. You see the slight hint of jealousy and make a pleading face for him to drop it as you motion him closer. He, thankfully, follows easily though not before pinching your perched out ass.
There’s so much tension in the moment as you all explore and test new boundaries.
Case in point being when Jason looks to you for permission before kissing Roy, who also looks at you. 
You laugh, backing away slightly so Jason can have easier access. 
“Just make out already.” You can hardly contain your eye roll, wanting to get on with the action, “I know you’ve both been waiting on this. You can’t even try to deny it now.”
Roy’s eyes imploring search Jason’s for any signs of hesitation, but finds none. He leans in with his eyes slowly sliding shut, strawberry eyelashes slitting in between Jason’s ink-black ones as they finally come close enough for their lips to brush. Roy’s arms easily grope at Jason’s naked torso and biceps as if he’s trying to convince himself that Jason is actually in his arms.
You’re still in Jason’s shirt, only Jason’s shirt, from your earlier interruption. This, luckily, makes it easy for your hand to trail downward toward your twitching clit. Neither has noticed so far. You continue to watch as their lips wetly and wantonly glide against each other as Roy gives Jason control over the kiss.
When Jason pulls away with Roy’s lip in between his teeth, he’s shocked to see your arousal already dripping so freely from your fingers, “You like this, baby?”
Your motions stop immediately as two sets of green eyes land on you. With bright, rosy cheeks, you allow Jason’s oversized shirt to fall back over your nether regions. 
Words escape you and an inconvenient breathy noise escapes your throat instead. You gulp, apologizing while Jason and Roy exchange a look. “What?”
Jason stands, revealing his still-present erection that leaks against his red boxers. The sight alone has a tiny drop of drool spilling from the corner of Roy’s mouth. 
You start to panic slightly, wondering if he’s upset that you’re touching yourself. As his thudding steps boom closer, you unwittingly start backing away from his muscular form until you find yourself bumping into Roy’s desk. The contact sends send his robotic parts and arrows scattering in the process, though Roy doesn’t seem to even notice.
You make to apologize again, but it dies on your tongue when Jason’s bare arms trap you just as they’d done to Roy moments before. You can’t help the gasp that litters the thick tension in the air, “Jason.”
You shake your head, trying to back up further, but when your head turns back around, he’s right in your face.
“You don’t need to be scared, baby.” Your wide eyes search his slitted ones for any signs of deception. 
You’re all still walking on eggshells around this complicated situation and, just as Roy had brought up earlier, you don’t want to fuck up your relationship with Jason. 
“Jay,” You trail off unsurely. 
His thick, calloused fingers tickle up your thighs until they reach the hem of his shirt that you’re wearing. You chance a glance behind his built shoulder to see Roy eagerly drinking in your precarious position, undoubtedly remembering what he’d barged in on earlier. 
Jason’s eyes flick up to yours, noting your attention is elsewhere and stakes his claim. 
Much to your chagrin and quiet pleas, Jason runs a flat hand up your stomach, drawing the shirt upward with him as he goes. You try to protest and draw the shirt back down, feeling somewhat self-conscious at Roy’s uncharacteristic quiet behavior.
Jason shifts even closer now. 
He’s close enough that his clothed erection slides between your fat lips, giving you only a fraction of the friction you so desperately need. At the movement, your blush deepens with nearly unbearable heat.
“She’s not usually this shy, Roy.” Your mouth parts, waiting for his next words like they’re cool rain after a year long drought, “What have you done to her?” Jason’s hips snap forward and you release an unrestrained porn-star quality moan, throwing your head back lewdly in the process. “That’s more like it, baby.”
“Shit,” Both Jason and you turn your heads to see Roy pumping come out of his blushing cock all over his pale hand. 
Jason makes quick work of removing your shirt before closing the distance between himself and Roy. You’re left with your ass half-sitting on Roy’s desk, completely naked. Roy groans at the sight of your naked body touching his projects and knows he’s going to use this imagery later. That is if he has any come left.
Jason snatches Roy’s right hand from his twitching cock, bending slightly to lewdly suck Roy’s seed from each and every finger.
When he’s finished, he stands back up, looking at Roy with a look only you’re used to seeing. “Somehow, I knew you’d have freckles on your dick.” 
Roy’s smirk is blinding, “So, you have thought of my dick? Jay, you dog.” It’s Jason’s turn to blush under Roy’s playful scrutiny. The sight alone has Roy’s dick stirring, “I can fix that.” 
His red hair bobs when he tilts his head towards Jason’s leaking cock. Slick from his precome and yours mix together lewdly on the front of his boxers like a promise of what’s to come.
Jason teased you for being shy and, yet, here he is covering his boner so Roy’s mouth can’t make contact.
“Wait,” Roy pulls back instantly, sitting fully down on the edge of the mattress again. “I’ve never,” Jason sputters and Roy looks at you with an incredulous look that has you sending a confused one back. Does he really think you’ve been with Jason this long without having sucked his dick? Apparently so, because Jason’s next words don’t seem to shock him quite as much as his original thought had. “I’ve never been with a guy before.”
“I figured,” Roy winks, patting Jason on the side of his thick thigh. “Don’t worry, I’m gonna make you feel real good, Jay.”
He slowly inches toward Jason’s dick which was positioned the same as it’d been when Jason originally came in and intimidated him. Desire burns and pools in your stomach when Roy’s mischievous eyes remain on you. With a coy wink in your direction, Roy’s mouth finally envelopes around the combined slick staining the front of Jason’s underwear.
He shifts on the bed so his ass is hanging off the edge of the mattress more than it is sitting on it to deepen the angle.
You watch as Jason’s dick twitches twice in a row as Roy mouths slowly over the fabric, relishing in each and every moan he draws from your boyfriend all the while. 
Once Roy’s spell subdues you enough for you to regain your bearings somewhat, you look at Jason with wide eyes. His wild ones meet yours in disbelief. Roy’s half-lidded eyes catch your wide-eyed gaze and follow it upward past Jason’s rippling abs to see Jason’s matching one. 
With a smirk, Roy’s movements halt. 
“Would you be a doll and go in my nightstand drawer for me?” You nod dumbly and quickly come back down to Earth at the disorganized mess that’s revealed. 
You’re definitely organizing this later.
“Roy, this is completely unacceptable. When we’re done, I’m going to-.” Your head turns around in time to catch him openly eyeing your ass. Jason, on the other hand, only averts his gaze to shove his dick back in Roy’s face. Roy chuckles at Jason’s demanding behavior, but even with him facing Jason’s dick again, his eyes remain on your naked form. 
“What are you going to do, babe?” Roy teases you with a dopey smirk while Jason rids himself of his underwear.  
You gulp, your fingers stilling in their mission to find whatever Roy’s insinuating.
When you remain silent, Jason speaks up in his commanding voice though you notice somewhat giddily that it wavers slightly. 
He’s just as affected by Roy as you are.
“I,” You try again, but the words fail you. You’re more focused on Roy’s pink tongue trailing along the underside vein of Jason’s leaking cock. Earlier, they’d hardly been able to keep their eyes off of each other, but now that the boxers had been removed, both of their attention falls on you. “I want to-.” It’s absolutely filthy. 
Jason’s unfocused gaze and Roy’s lust-filled eyes and cock-filled mouth, meeting you head-on.
You feel a cool rush of desire center on your clit, begging desperately for attention you’ve been denying. 
Your hands clasp around a slick bottle and your head snaps downward, looking for an out. Your blush hasn’t once faltered since the start of this whole ordeal and, with each passing moment, it only worsens. The lube in your hand only spurs the problem further. 
Jason makes to catch the tube, so you absentmindedly toss it, eyes never once leaving Roy’s emerald challenge. When he finally does look away, you’re released from the trance. 
You exhale, not realizing you’ve even been holding your breath, until the cloudy daze in your head finally seems to subside with it. Jason looks concerned, but you timidly walk over and kiss him to assuage his worries. You definitely don’t want this to stop. 
His kiss is sweet, bordering on chaste, like he’s double checking everything’s actually okay and you deepen the kiss with a tilt of your head to assure him that, yes, what’s happening right now is everything you’ve ever wanted and more.
His tongue flicks against yours, drawing it out with his lips to lewdly lap at your tongue with his in the space between you for Roy’s enjoyment. 
“Holy shit,” Roy pumps aggressively at his hardening dick. “You’re both so fucking hot. How is this even happening right now?”
Roy voices exactly what you’ve been pondering about the entire time.
His guttural moan draws you back in and you and Jason once again look at each other in surprise when Roy scoots back and spreads his legs on the mattress to finger his ass. 
“He asked you a question,” Jason’s domineering tone washes over your body like a cruel promise of what’s to come. You can’t help but shiver in response. 
Your mouth opens slightly and you practically squeak when Jason pushes you onto the bed right next to Roy.
It’s almost too much.
Being this close to Roy, all you can focus on is the hypnotizing scent of his body wash. He makes a slow show of reclining on his forearms to spread his legs even further apart, relishing in the tiny gasps he draws from the two of you as he presents himself to you. 
He wants you to look, so you do.
His thick cock slowly twitches back to life with every pump of his slick fingers into his tight hole. The squelching noises he creates in his wake leave you absentmindedly tracing teasing circles around your clit.
He eyes you up like prey, “What are you gonna do to me, princess?” You moan, eyes twitching slightly as your fingers finally brush against your throbbing clit. Roy motions you to come closer and you obey easily, drunk on his unwavering attention. His next words come out as a breathy whisper, “Because I know exactly what I want to do to you.”
He motions you even closer and you look at Jason unsurely before straddling Roy’s bare abdomen. 
You gulp, feeling your cunt twitching and oozing as it catches on the ridges of Roy’s chiseled chest. 
You timidly trail your fingers up his freckled abdomen, refusing to make eye contact as you map out his body with careful precision and light touches. Roy’s breathing fluctuates like he keeps forgetting to breathe as you draw closer and closer to his mouth.  
Jason’s proven by now that, yes, it’s okay to join in, but you can’t help but feel like you’ll say something wrong that ticks him off and the whole thing will ultimately come to an end.
You decide to chance it anyway. 
After all, you’re definitely not used to being this quiet during sex.
By now, your chest dangles over Roy’s with your hard nipples tickling against his cool skin below. The delicate friction has you moaning against his mouth, causing his eyes to widen. When you realize what you’ve done, you shyly tuck your head into his neck to avoid his eyes, but it’s too late.
“Oh, no, no, no, princess.” Roy’s bony fingers tilt your chin up, “That’s not how this is going to work.” You bite self-consciously at your lip as he shamelessly takes you in. “I’ve heard you enough times by now to know you’re holding out on me, babe.”
Roy, once again, motions for you to come closer and you can’t help but voice your frustration, “Where the fuck do you want me?”
He can’t help but snort at your bratty behavior, “Right here’s good, sweetheart.” He pats his face, offering you a smug smirk when your mouth gapes open at the lewd request.
You look back at Jason from over your shoulder, causing him to hiss and halt stroking his dick to stop himself from coming too soon. It’s all the permission you need to mount Roy’s face. 
There’s no being shy now. 
Your stomach drops at the realization. In your hyper-aware state, you feel every single movement your body makes, overthinking everything until it quickly turns to leg-shaking pleasure. 
Your hands find themselves in Roy’s fiery strands, clutching at the handfuls like they’re a lifeline against his obscene assault on your twitching cunt. “Fuck yeah, you fucking slut bitch.” Roy’s muffled moans suddenly stop along with his crude motions, though you can’t quite figure out why. You lean back, revealing his frightened face and can’t help but giggle. “I’m so sorry, babe. I’m really sorry.” His apologies spew from his mouth like he can’t believe he actually let that slip.
You know he’s more concerned about Jason, but if the continued wet noises from behind you are anything to go by, you know he’s only turned on even more by Roy’s derogatory words.
Instead of responding, you push his head back down to the mattress, reveling in his hypnotized stare and Jason’s groan as you situate yourself in a squat back over him. You tantalizingly lower your cunt down and roughly rub your pussy down against where Jason’s dick had just been.
Roy’s fingering never stops as he prepares himself for Jason. The lewd, wet noises he produces with his fingers and tongue have Jason nearly over the edge. He just barely holds back from coming when a particularly pointed lick from Roy leaves you screaming.
The neighbors definitely aren’t going to be happy about this new arrangement, but fuck if you aren’t enjoying the hell out of it now.
Roy’s breathing stutters against your aching clit and you feel his arms shift before he unleashes an absolutely feral noise against your throbbing pussy. You can’t help but moan in return and grind down harder against his mouth, desperately searching for more friction.
“Jason, fuck yes,” Roy pushes you slightly off his mouth and onto his chest, where you turn around to see Jason’s lube-coated fingers squelching in and out of Roy’s ass. “You’re so good, just like that baby. Fuck, YES, JAY, YES!” Roy uses your dangling hair to tug you down for a slick-coated, open-mouthed kiss. He sucks on your tongue, smacking your ass in the process before gripping it firmly and juggling it in his hands. 
Jason’s never openly moaned like Roy is and you feel like you’re losing it.
It’s then that Jason spanks you after watching Roy grope your ass cheeks so wantonly, leaving scratches and marks in his wake. Jason’s handprint is just another casualty on your ass, but you love it.
Your toes curl and your back arches when Jason uses the new position to eat you out from behind while you continue to swallow all of Roy’s pretty noises.  
With your ass still stinging from Jason’s blow, you use your newfound confidence as an opportunity to really get him worked up. 
“You called me a slut,” You pant, pulling away from his lips with a thin trail of saliva tugging between the two of you in its wake. He groans desperately, like he already knows where you’re going with this. “But I think you’re the real slut here, Roy.”
“Fuck, yes.” Roy slurs against your wet lips. “Jay, I don’t wanna come, please. Jay,” Roy sputters out a wrecked moan before resorting to begging. “Please, Jay. Please, fuck.” He releases a half-laugh, half-grunt, squeezing his eyes shut as he staves off his oncoming orgasm with all his might. After a few seconds, the feeling passes over him and he’s finally able to speak coherently. “Fuck you, dude.” He grits out with his eyes still comedically shut.
“Slut,” Is all Jason’s coarse voice responds with.
It’s enough to have Roy’s head tiredly falling back down to the mattress with a purely fucked-out look in his verdant eyes. 
You feel on either side of you for Roy’s arms only to find that his hands are agonizingly fisted in his sheets for relief he never finds. You move his hands to your hips and flip around so you now face Jason and your ass faces Roy. You then scoot backward and tease your cunt over Roy’s quivering, chapped lips like a promise of what’s to come while prepping yourself for your boyfriend's impressive length. 
You relax your throat when you feel the heavy weight of his dripping cock rest atop your expectant tongue.
“I know you’ve thought about his cock while we fucked,” Jason grabs a fist full of your hair and forces your eyes upward from Roy’s cherry-tipped erection. “Taking both of us at the same time in your tight little pussy.” You groan at the thought, eyes rolling back in your head when Jason tightens his grip in response and rams his cock back in. “You came on my cock thinking about being stuffed like the whore you are, didn’t you?” 
This time, it’s Roy whimpering into your leaking pussy, sopping up your mess with fervor. Jason grits his teeth and forces your head upward by your hair wrapped around his bruised fist. He curses at the sight of your fucked-out, unfocused eyes like they’re the absolute bane of his existence. 
“Jason,” You whimper around his cock. You can hardly take his relentless teasing.
Jason pulls out of your mouth with a lewd pop in favor of fisting his cock with Roy’s. At this, the redhead stutters out a surprised moan into his lick, which causes you to moan. Jason wastes no time in removing his hand to shove his dick back down your throat until it completely disappears inside your willing mouth. 
His thrusts are more forceful than before. This time, free his hand gently caresses your tiny jaw as you choke around his length before it tightens and aggressively squishes your cheeks together. Your lips are forced into a lewd pout that he eats up with ravenous emerald eyes, “Thought about sneaking into his room and letting him use your body just like this?” 
You groan wantonly, nearly coming right then and there.
He releases your cheeks in favor of using his hand to force your head down on both of their cocks, controlling the pace by gripping a bundle of your hair. 
Roy stills as soon as your soft lips touch him. You wrap partially around his head, with the other parts rubbing tantalizingly against Jason’s spit-covered cock. You let out a muffled cry, droll spilling from the corners of your mouth and onto Roy’s fiery pubic hair in obscene amounts. Jason slowly forces your head down into the puddle you’ve left and rubs your face into it. 
Roy can’t help but buck into your throat at the erotic sight, “Jason, holy fuck.”
If you could talk, you’d completely agree. 
Sex has always been insane with your boyfriend, but never this insane. You feel like you’ve come at least four times already and you haven’t even so much as fingered. 
You startle from your thoughts and further down onto their cocks when Roy’s nails move from carving the velvet skin of your ass to smacking at its abused surface.  
From here, they work in tandem to sufficiently fuck the shit out of your throat until tears sting at the corner of your eyes and mix in alongside the spit. Combined with Roy’s skillful tongue lapping at your juices and tickling your clit, you don’t last much longer. 
Your eyes cross and you pull your mouth from their dicks to skillfully rub your clit. You feel your orgasm threatening to spill with each strum of your fingers until you can't contain the icy rush any longer.
“Please, yes, yes!” You continue to rub your clit, squirting in Roy’s face with your shaky thighs squeezing his face in the process. “FUCK.” 
“Holy shit, babe.” Roy mutters from between your thick thighs. “That’s it, princess. Just like that.” Roy coaxes you down from your high. “So good for me,” Roy purrs your name.
You groan, feeling completely spent but your not given much time to recover before Jason’s pulling you right back in
“Say my name.” He looks from Roy’s sopping, dazed grin to your lucid post-orgasm face, “Both of you.”
“Jason,” You whimper and he looks at you with a sadistic tinge to his pleased smirk. 
“Say it.” He demands.
Roy wipes your want from his eyes, running a coy hand from his mouth down to his chin. His eyes never once seeking refuge from Jason’s emerald ire, “Jason.”
“That’s right,” Jason says as he pushes you to lie on your back on Roy’s chest. You easily allow him to push you backward and squirm happily when Roy’s arms immediately envelop you. “You’re both mine.” His last word comes out like a hiss and you feel your pussy contract with its pure power.
With his non-lubed hand, Jason uses the new position to line up Roy’s cock with your contracting hole, then his own.
The daunting pressure of their cocks has your cunt aching for more. You wiggle desperately against their waiting heads and throw your head back against Roy’s chest when Jason moves to push them in.
It’s too much. 
They’re both way too thick, but you take them anyway.
You let out an inhumane moan with every centimeter they sink into you, reveling in the pain of the stretch as they go.
“Daddy, please.” You beg both of them.
“What do you want, baby?” Jason doesn’t wait for you to adjust any further before he’s forcing his cock deep within your sinfully tight cunt. “You want your daddies to spread your legs so we can see your pretty pussy?”
“Please,” You scream, unable to answer when this insatiable heat continues to pool deliciously in the bottom of your stomach. Your body thrums in time to their sporadic thrusts, with your clit pulsing to the same erratic beat.
Roy needs no further encouragement as he flexes his arm from where it lays under your thigh in order to spread you further. Jason shifts to one arm right by Roy’s fiery locks and the other to hoist your thick leg over his shoulder. Roy’s other hand gropes your breast, flicking your nipple with a phantom, ticklish touch that soon turns rough.
You love it.
When he scratches lightly against your erect nub, you see stars. You can’t help but clench down on both of their cocks in the process. 
Jason and Roy seem to be competing for who can moan the most like a pornstar because their salacious moans are nearly enough to send you over the edge again.
You’ve never felt so full, but you hope this means you’ll get to feel it again. Preferably soon.
You wriggle downward, forcing their cocks even deeper into your wet cunt. 
“Fuck, princess.” Roy’s hands tug Jason down for a wet kiss that leaves even you dizzy. 
Jason’s chest is pressed firmly against yours, which presses you further into Roy. It’s the perfect amount of pressure and friction coupled with the heavenly stretching from their thick, heavy cocks.
They’re moving in tandem now, drawing micro-orgasms from you as they do so. Just when you’re about to come, Jason removes his dick. He watches for a moment as Roy desperately pumps in and out of your folds, drawing sweet slick from your pussy as he does.
Jason places a sturdy ring with his thumb and index fingers around the base of Roy’s cock, noting with glee when it twitches eagerly in his restricting hold.
“I’m not done with you yet,” Roy, honest to god, whimpers. “I’m going to fuck your tight little hole until you beg me to come in her. Got it?”
Roy languidly nods, seeming like he’s trying to wake himself up from a dream.  “Yes, sir.”
“That’s more like it,” Jason then removes his dick, leaving you feeling entirely too empty. Hell, you were just getting used to taking both of them. Your ramblings are quickly cut off when Jason smacks your dripping cunt with his heavy cock, mixing around the body fluids on it as more lube before slowly sticking it in Roy’s ass. “You like taking my dick, slut?”
“Fuck, Jay.” Roy’s nearly completely incoherent. “You’re so fucking good to me, Jay.” Droll spills from the corner of his mouth as Jason finally bottoms out. Jason stills until Roy suddenly seems to come back down to Earth, enough to smack at your hip for you to reposition.
You go with where your body takes you. You lift up from his chest to ride him, all while facing Jason. You watch as your boyfriend’s pale dick slowly breaches in and out of Roy while Roy’s hips sputter out an absolutely pathetic rhythm that has you mewling nonetheless.   
Roy starts fucking you. It’s the only motivation Jason needs to capture your lips with his own so you know you were his first. 
You gasp and pant into the kiss, breaking away only to watch a particularly brutal thrust into Roy that has him bucking up right next to a spot that has you seeing stars. You feel your orgasm coming on and you can tell Jason’s close too, based on the quickening pace of his usual grunts and moans. 
You double down your effort, putting on a show for him as you bounce on Roy’s twitching cock while he fucks his ass at the same time. 
“You’re so tight,” Jason curses Roy as he pulls you in for a raunchy kiss that leaves your toes curling for more. “You like how my cock stretches that tight little hole of yours, Roy?” Roy groans, bucking up into your wet cunt with vigor at Jason’s lewd encouragement. 
“Yes,” You chance a look behind you to see Roy’s euphoric, fucked-out face complete with drool running down his chin. “Holy shit, Jay, yes.”
“You know exactly what you’re doing to me,” He pants breathlessly like he’s just barely hanging on. “Don’t you, slut?” You feel Roy’s sporadic head movements, but it's obvious Jason can see them because he chuckles darkly. “Touch her.”
“Yes, sir.” Roy needs no further encouragement as he forces your hips deeper onto his cock and fucks into you as if you’re just an object for his pleasure. You fucking love it.
You whimper when Roy grabs at your ass and smacks it, nearly sending you tumbling forward into Jason. The resounding sting draws a wanton cry from you and you clench and quiver around his unforgiving length.
It’s all Jason needs as his hips falter, pounding brutally into Roy with two more thrusts before pulling out. 
“Jason,” You watch breathlessly as he comes all over your slick pussy and, subsequently, Roy’s dick. It’s completely erotic, nearly unfathomably so, to see your boyfriend completely spent, watching his best friend fuck his come into you.
“Talk to him,” Your thighs quiver mid-squat over Roy’s twitching cock at Jason’s command. You’d been so lost in the heat of the salacious moment that his voice catches you off guard. “Show him that filthy mouth you have, baby.”
Your body feels completely used, leaving you in a lucid haze of lust. Your ability to form words when you feel this gone seems highly unlikely. 
“I-,” Roy pushes off the mattress to fuck himself into you before you can try to utter another word. You sputter out a moan, not having expected the lewd action. You find yourself falling forward until Jason’s strong forearm wraps around you, effectively stopping you from falling backward onto Roy underneath you.
“Face him,” Jason resituates you on top of his best friend. “Good girl,” You blush under his praise, ducking your head when Roy’s face clearly shows how he’s eating everything you’re saying up. “Now, talk to him how you talk to me.” His hands around your waist remain firm and resolute as he commands you, “That’s an order.”
You oblige, albeit self-consciously, as he helps you turn around to ride Roy’s cock while facing him. Jason’s reassuring hands on your hips smack the side of your hip impatiently. “I-.” You start, but words refuse to come out.
“Cat got your tongue?” Roy sounds just as wrecked as you feel.
All of your insides steadily build with the delicious icy fire of pleasure, but this is unlike anything you’ve ever felt before. 
“You have no idea, Roy.” You whimper in response as you attempt to stave off another orgasm, if only to stay on Roy’s cock for another moment longer.
As soon as you say his name, Roy’s eyes roll to the back of his head briefly as his hips sputter. His hands come out to grab your around the waist, placing them over where Jason’s hands already lay as he pumps Jason’s come in and out of you with his cock.
“Say my name like that again, princess.” Roy all but begs. 
You swivel your hips down against a particularly hard thrust, crying out in ecstasy when Roy begins pounding directly into your g-spot. You’re wrecked, absolutely pathetically wrecked, as you wail out his name, “ROY!”
You’re sure the neighbors are going to complain, but you can’t help your cries of pleasure when both Jason and Roy are forcing your hips down onto Roy’s unrelenting pace.
His moans are louder than yours at this point, though and a whole lot filthier. 
“You’re fucking me so good,” Roy bites his lip, looking up at your precarious position atop his cock like he’s been lost in the desert and you’re his only salvation. “You wanna make me come again, don’t you, fucking slut?” You nod in a daze of your own arousal, staring into his verdant eyes while you take his pink-tipped cock like a professional. “God,” He grunts, pulling you down for a searing kiss that leaves you leaking slick onto his already dripping cock. “Keep saying my name like that, darlin’ and,” He cuts himself off, panting heavily into a moan as you halt your movements and tease the tip of his cock around your tight entrance. “Fuck, I’m gonna come, babe.”
Jason’s hand around your waist squeezes, giving you the confidence to finally respond how they’ve both been waiting for.
You gasp, feeling all previous inhibitions release with his assurance. 
“Not until I say so,” Roy sounds pained, like actually pained as he stares up at you through the haze of his thick arousal. You push his tip slowly into your tight heat, clenching down around his slick length at an agonizingly slow pace that leaves him withering against the sheets like a whore. “You’re mine, Roy.”
He’s half-lucid, completely drunk on your pussy when he flips you over to take you how he’s always imagined. He pins your hands above your head, trapping them to the mattress below like a promise he’s going to destroy you in the best way possible.
“You sure about that, babe?” He pants over top of your restrained form, reveling in how you arch off the bed and into his chest. His strawberry locks tickle the side of your face as he takes you in like you’re the sexiest thing he’s ever laid eyes on. 
No porn would ever do this moment justice; Roy knows that. 
“You want to keep talking, or do you want to keep fucking your best friend’s come into me?”
“Shit,” Roy hisses, capturing your bottom lip with his tongue as he ducks his head down to give you a toe-curling kiss. “You’re so fucking hot, holy shit.” He’s aimlessly babbling now, causing Jason to chuckle deeply. “So good for me, princess.”
His pace slows as if he’s savoring every languid snap of his pale hips into yours like it’s an art.
You feel the bed dip beside your bed and only have a quick chance to see Jason lazily pumping his still-sensitive cock. Your eyes lock onto Jason’s as he makes a show of grabbing your tits and leans over to flick playfully at them with the tip of his tongue before forcing Roy’s face down into them to motorboat.
It’s too much. 
The sensations all combine to the point where all you can see are Jason and Roy’s faces. White, hot pleasure erupts across your vision, causing you to squeeze down on a particular rough thrust and release your come onto Roy for a second time. 
“You want my come, princess?” He sounds desperate, like he’s barely hanging on. Based on the sputtering of his hips and the way he now rests on his forearms with his face directly in front of your fucked-out own. “Please let me come,” Roy begs your name, his voice cracking around it in the process. 
His labored breathing tickles at your lips and you stick out your tongue in an invitation he accepts easily. He sucks it lewdly into his mouth, sloppily toying around with yours in a wet cacophony of pure sex.
You gulp, realizing what he wants.
He wants your permission to come.
Who are you to deny him any longer?
“Roy,” His eyes snap into focus on your own. His pace quickens as he waits with bated breath for what he’s been needing to hear. “I want you to come for us.” 
He’s moaning, verging on screaming like a paid whore when Jason deals the final blow, “You heard her, Roy.” He whimpers, practically drooling over your naked body. “Come.”
At the same time he says this, you clench down around his thickness and grind into Roy’s last stuttering thrust.
He groans like you and Jason are the absolute bane of his existence.
The delicious friction is all Roy needs and you feel spurts of hot, thick fluid filling your cunt. “FUCK!” He groans and you watch as his face twists up in agonizing pleasure. “Take my shit, you fucking bitch, SHIT! Fucking just like that, princess, you’re so good. You’re so good, babe.” 
His mid-orgasm babbles bring a satisfied smirk to your face. One look over at Jason proves he’s just as pleased. His emerald eyes flicker wickedly from beneath his inky lashes as you milk Roy’s come into your tight cunt.
At the last second, Roy pulls out and finishes coming across Jason’s waiting tongue. 
It’s completely silent, aside from the excessive panting as you all lay there catching your breath after the mind-blowing session.
“God, it’s so nice not to have to strain my ears to masturbate to this shit anymore.” You and Jason smack him at the same time. “What? Seemed like you wanted me to hear with all that shower fucking. Shit’s right against my wall.”
You laugh, allowing yourself to feel peace as you slip easily between their bodies. You shift around on Roy’s soiled sheets until Jason’s spooning you and you’re being suffocated by Roy’s thick, burly chest.
Your heart flutters, completely satisfied beyond your wildest imagination. To be between the two men you love the most like this is the most incredible gift; everything else easily pales in comparison. 
The elated feeling in your stomach refuses to fizzle out and you can’t help but happily squirm between their bodies as if to test out that, yes, this whole situation is really real. 
“I can definitely get used to this,” You mutter against Roy’s smooth, slightly slick skin, feeling Jason’s chuckles reverberate from behind you.
The rest is a haze of nights cuddling and watching terrible horror flicks, date nights and christening every possible place in the apartment.
There’s the good:
The sundae-sharing, video-gaming, hair braiding, stolen kisses and slow fucking. The picnics, the unprompted makeout sessions, the laughter and, most importantly, an overabundance of love.
There’s the not-so-good:
The fights, flickers of jealousy, feelings of not belonging, tears and doubt. The naysayers, the cursing, the miscommunications and sometimes even the questioning of a severed timeline. 
Most days, though, you’re just left to wonder how you got so lucky to be loved by two people who genuinely love you back.
Through the good and the bad, they’re there for it all to support you and, above all, make up for the lost and gained time.
For once, everything is right in the world.
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A/N: thanks for sticking around! this was a v personal fic for me about grief that somehow wound up like this lol
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fluffyamphibian · 1 year
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ADHD life hack!
(School related)
I often find myself needing to be around other people studying or needing just another person around to keep myself accountable and on task. But that's not always possible...
Today a study livestream was recommended to me when I put on my study playlist. I clicked on it and it helped tremendously! There's just something about seeing another person do school work that helps me stay focused...
To do this, I...
Opened my study playlist
Had the live stream on another tab and muted it
I had only the livestream visible while I worked on my homework
The cool thing was that if I needed to work on another tab to do homework I totally could(I could still focus) because I knew I could simply click back over to the livestream and see someone across the world was doing their homework too! 🙂 At the same time as me! (Relatively)
Typing that out now I sound crazy but I hope this helps someone...
TL;DR
Livestream study sessions on YouTube help me focus and do homework with my ADHD and they might help you too
The three streams I watched today:
AhsanNess (the one recommended to me)
Jay skullz
차밀린 Millin (which is currently still streaming as I'm typing this)
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theresattrpgforthat · 11 months
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do you happen to know any ttrpgs focused around primarily around travel? the only one i'm personally aware of is ryuutama and i'd like to broaden my knowledge
THEME: Travel
Hello there, I hope that you find some of these games fitting that niche you're looking for!
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Apocalypse Roadtrip, by Mynar Lenahan.
Apocalypse Roadtrip is a 34-page Forged In The Dark game for 2-5 players about normal people finding their way after the world has ended. Specifically, it is a hack of the tremendous and innovative As The Sun Forever Sets. 
Navigating their way past roaming Kaiju, military bombings, otherworldly cryptids, UFO fleets, and other survivors (friendly and not), the characters work hard to achieve their goals and, ultimately, make some changes in their world.
In a world where staying in one place for too long can kill you, travel is pretty important in Apocalypse Roadtrip. Your crew will probably need a vehicle in order to get resources and a safe place to sleep for the night, and you can travel in anything from a sedan, to a snow plow, to an alien spaceship. Travel is one of a few suggested strategies for getting what you need. On the whole, this game aims to emulate a desperate wandering ragtag crew, seeking a place to lay their heads and something that gives them just enough of an edge to survive another day.
If you bought the Türkiye & Syria Earthquake Relief Bundle, you own this game!
Space Taxi, by gothHoblin.
Space Taxi is a zany Tabletop RPG for 1-4 players and a GM, where players are all passengers of the same taxi taking them on a journey through outer space! Each character type has their own goal to complete before the trip is over, and will encounter all kinds of things along the way. But watch out for the Space Cats - these adorable little fluffballs can be as mischievous as they are cute!
Space Taxi is a lighthearted journey through space using the Caltrop Core game system, with a special set of prompt tables that you’ll use throughout the game via a pack of cards. In this game, it’s all about the journey - you’ll fill in the world as you move towards your destination, encountering warp portals, dive bars, accidents and Space Cats! I’m intrigued by the possibilities of Caltrop Core, and I think this game might be an excellent example of how to combine the ruleset with a prompt list that makes the journey interesting every time.
Wanderhome, by Jay Dragon (Possum Creek Games).
Wanderhome is a pastoral fantasy role-playing game about traveling animal-folk, the world they inhabit, and the way the seasons change. It is a game filled with grassy fields, mossy shrines, herds of chubby bumblebees, opossums in sundresses, salamanders with suspenders, starry night skies, and the most beautiful sunsets you can imagine.
You might be a tamarin who dances with small and forgotten gods, a leporine mail carrier who relies on moths to get packages where they belong, a little lizard with a big heart and a mysterious past, or a near-endless number of other thrilling possibilities. No matter what, we’re always travelers—animal-folk who go from village to village and get to see the length and breadth of all the world of Hæth. The seasons will change as we play, and we will change with them.
I like Wanderhome as an example not just because about the travel that exists within the game but also because of what doesn’t exist - combat. Wanderhome takes place in a land where a war has already been fought, and your characters are navigating a landscape that has been changed by that conflict. Together you will navigate places that you create together, during seasons that will not just add depth to each location, but also give you the sense of the passage of time. Because each location can be created using pieces in the book, it feels like everyone is discovering a new place together, which feels like an essential element of a travel game.
Slugblaster, by Wilkie’s Candy Lab.
In the small town of Hillview, teenage hoverboarders sneak into other dimensions to explore, film tricks, go viral, and get away from the problems at home. It’s dangerous. It’s stupid. It’s got parent groups in a panic. And it’s the coolest thing ever.
This is Slugblaster. A table-top rpg about teenagehood, giant bugs, circuit-bent rayguns, and trying to be cool.
Slugblaster is mostly about teenagers on hoverboards, but I really like the way it frames an adventure for the party when it comes to how it relates to travel. The multiverse has connections between dimensions, but each portal only works one-way, and there aren’t guaranteed “thin-zones” between each dimension.
You may have to cut through a cyberpunk dystopia if you want to get to the coolest beach and sometimes you may have to dodge some vampires or a self-replicating math panther if you want to get back home. Players will have to confront a number of obstacles thrown at them by the GM on their way to seek out fame, fortune, and finally a way back home once they’ve got that sweet shot by the prismatic waterfall.
You can currently get Slugblaster and also support a fundraiser for Teen Mental Health if you check it out here!
The PARAGON System, by John Harper.
If you’re not familiar with the Paragon System, I’d recommend starting with AGON, by John Harper, as it provides a full game and a solid setting to explore: you are Greek heroes and demigods, seeking to make your names great while voyaging around mythic islands full of monsters and legends. Each session will start with your characters voyaging on the open sea, meeting an obstacle that they will have to overcome to reach their destination, while also determining who is the greatest - and therefore the most fit to lead the upcoming expedition.
This theme of voyaging from one port to another is very translatable, and shows up in many other Paragon supplements, such as Rising Tide, by Dan Brown (eco-justice pirates bringing down corporate operations) and Endeavour, by Armiger Games (Star Trek). Regardless of what your characters are doing, the storytelling in these games is easily abstracted, challenging players to make connections between attributes such as Courage or Spirit and actions such as singing a ballad or aiming a cannon. The most travel-friendly aspect of these games is the idea of each location feeling unique and separate from the rest of the world, showing a vast and varied setting that will challenge your players with every stop along the way.
The Wildsea, by Felix Isaacs.
Your character is a wildsailor, part of a crew cutting their way across the island-studded wilderness of the treetop sea on a vessel of your very own. You’ll clash with survivor cultures and wild beasts, scavenge and salvage for wreckage and trade-goods, chase rumours, and uncover secrets. The focus of this game is on exploration, progress, and change - you’ll define the world of the Wildsea as you sail it.
The Wildsea has a very well-thought-out and extensive travel mechanic. One player at any given time will be responsible for piloting the ship, but other characters need not take a backseat to the action. There are roles for weather-watchers, cartographers, lookouts and more. Each roll has the possibility to forecast dangers or opportunities, giving characters choices about how they are going to deal with upcoming encounters - will they stop by a port to trade for spider silk, or avoid what looks like an ominous pirate flag? All the while, the group marks their progress on a track, which will indicate how close they are to their destination of choice. The question is whether they’ll still have all their cargo when they get there.
If you want to check out the system of this game for free, try out the Free Basic Rules version of this game!
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Best of the Worst is BACK! After an embarrassing Halloween booze fest, we decide to stack up the old black spine tapes and play a game of Junka™! Heaven and help us!! This time legendary Hollyweird celebrity Milwaukee Culkin appears from behind a wooden thing. When he's in town he's known as Milwaukee Milwaukee Culkin Culkin (legal name change). What’s Junka™ you ask? Well I’m glad you didn’t. Junka™ is a game where we stack up tapes in rows of 7 or 8 or something like that. I think 7. I don't care. And then pull tapes out, replacing them on the top of the pile with a spray painted tape. We used to use Nukie tapes until we put them all in a wood chipper. Now they is dust. Rich “The Barf Bag” Evans joins Mr. McCulkin in a pointless battle of tapes, wits, and skills that's certain to be more difficult than Celebrity Jeopardy! While the last winner was Tim, he wasn’t around so we had Rich Evans battle Milwaukee. Milwaukee came prepared though. Bolstered by a healthy dose of Ego and anti-shaky hand medication, Milwaukee plans to defeat Rich “The Diaper Clown” Evans in this battle, thus forcing the gang (including himself) to watch ALL the tapes he was pulled out of them Junka™ pile. This is, of course, after the pile has fallen and a winner is declared. This game doesn't make any cents! A new feature will also be added to Junka™ it’s called Poach-a-Pick™. This exciting new feature allows the winner to choose tapes from the loser’s pile for added misery! Ow! My Bladder! This spine-tingling episode also stars Jay “The Creep” Bauman and Mike “Lardo Boozer” Stoklasa as he eyes up the prize of the day: more beer to soak into his brain during the screening and subsequent discussions. You see, Mike once had a sweatshirt that said “I’m just here for the boos” with a photograph of a ghost on it. While a delicious pun indeed, this shirt harbored the terrible truth that Mike is truly just there “for the booze”. Mike films with the camera as does Jay and then makes the jokes, but really he’s there to consume so much alcohol he has to be carried up the stairs to his bedroom by several fire fighters. Jay also gets carried up to his bedroom by several fire fighters, but that’s for a totally different reason. Can Rich “The Adult Toddler” Evans defeat Mack is Back with the Hacks Culkin? I mean Milwaukee Culkin? I don’t know. You tell me when the first segment of the video is over. I know the answer already. I put my bets on Rich "The Man-Ape" Evans. While he appears oafish and dumb, this kid does have skills with his hands, cock, and sharp mental focus. MaClunken Culkin has that star-power though, which may intimidate a mentally decrepit witless circus freak like Evans (46-year old toddler). Now, the thing with Junka™ is that while the pile is large and we do watch EVERY tape we doesn't always place them on the table to talk about. Only the best are selected. This is the danger with watching a bunch of rando tapes. However, these boys are professionals and can usually talk about anything. They power through their injuries. Rich's back hurts him 24/7. Jay just wants to be home watching weirdo movies with his cats. Mike drinks to forget and Magulkin Milwagon McCulkin counts the seconds down to when he can return to the warmth of Los Angeles where he doesn't have to smell the rotting stench of failure bellowing from three mid-west losers.
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