#like i know in context that this is intense

[zriasstuff]

part two to all because i liked a boy plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

All because I liked a boy pt.2

Theodore Nott x reader

Beware of mistakes, this is simply what my mind produced after a long period of having no motivation. It’s relatively short, but there will be more parts.

Summary of pt.1: Theodore Nott was dating Pansy, but also seeing you in secret at the same time. After pondering and dealing with moral dilemmas, you decided to end it. But just as you were getting closer with Pansy, she finds out, and this is how it goes from then on. I recommend you read pt.1 of “All because I liked a boy” for better context.

For two weeks now you’ve been trying to crawl your way back into the semi-friendship that you and Pansy shared. All in vain. There was simply nothing that could make up for what you did. No object expensive enough and no apology genuine enough to turn things around. The last conversation in class that you had went like this…

“I know you don’t want to hear it, but-“

“Then shut up”

“Pansy what will it take for me to redeem myself, please just tell me, I truly want to make it better”

She raised her hand after you said that and loudly announced that she couldn’t focus with you next to her. Now you sat next to Daphne. It was looking hopeless.

…

“LETS GO FRESH MEAT, NO SLACKING OFF!”, yelled Angelina. It’s not like you were doing it on purpose. You were considerably good at quidditch, but playing with your friends and playing competitively for house pride were two different things. Especially with Harry Potter, one of a kind wunderkind, on your team too.

Everything was dizzying around you. The players zoomed by so fast that you couldn’t even tell apart who was who. The balls flew up down left right, one blink and you could be knocked off your broom. Quidditch had never felt this intense. You try to manage and not drag the team down, but you don’t seem to be contributing much either. It’s alright considering you were “fresh meat”, but then you remembered that Harry caught the snitch as a first year…

Although Harry was team captain, Angelina was actually taking over the leader role.

“PASS NOW!”, she yells, and you’re not sure who she’s directing it at.

You frantically turn and freeze upon seeing a quaffle flying at you at maximum speed. It was now or never. The quaffle gets closer and closer, so close that you swear it was only millimeters away from your face. Failing was unacceptable at this point. And your reflexes don’t disappoint you. You reach out and your palms get hit with the immense pressure of the ball. It was almost painful, but you had to soldier through.

You’re not sure if it was the right call, but when some guy was hinting at you to pass the quaffle to him, you don’t. Your road to scoring wasn’t particularly blocked, and you had a shot. With one hand steadily holding the quaffle, and the other gripping onto your broom for dear life, navigating you through the players, you inch closer and closer to the rings and…

“SCOREEE!!! THAT'S HOW WE DO IT FRESH MEAT!”

You let out a fucking sigh. That was exhilarating. Hopefully you’d soon go from “fresh meat” to your own name, but all within due time. Right now, being the Gryffindor team's newest chaser addition was enough to satisfy you.

“TEAM HUDDLE”, Harry commanded so you all got into a circle before leaving today's practice session. “Don’t forget, we have a match against the Slytherins in five days, so I want all of you to be in top shape. Sleep enough, eat well, and no distractions” You all nod in unison to his last words, and leave the field one by one.

Frankly it was a bit nerve wracking that you had to play in such an important match, while having just joined. You didn’t want to disappoint everyone after all. But you remind yourself that there is a good reason for which you were accepted.

Your legs and arms ache from that intense practice match, causing you to slump a little while walking. In the dressing room you are left behind, with the others leaving one by one. As you’re about to step out too, you freeze at the sight of who was standing before you.

“So I see you made the team”, Theo carefully states.

You can only gulp at his words. You weren’t sure what this was going to lead up too.

“What made you join? I mean you are really good”

What was he doing? Oh, and the reason? You can’t help but think back to a certain first conversation with someone.

“I come in peace”, he continues saying.

Something made you think that that wasn’t entirely true.

“So what do you want?”, you finally respond.

“I don’t know. I guess…”, Theo suddenly goes silent in the middle of his sentence.

“Guess what?”

“Nevermind”, he swallows. “Good luck for the upcoming match anyway”. He then slowly turns and walks away, head down as if he was terribly ashamed.

So much for no distractions. You completely forgot that Theo played too. How fun that would be.

(taglist and tysm to everyone who supported pt.1: @pumpkinchee @inky-sun @valenftcrush @l4vendereads @rorysbrainrot @helendeath)

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[ham1lton]

you said u read ao3 fics! what are your f1 recs?

ahhh!!!!! this is the best question you could have ever asked me like ever i love you so much. i’ve been dying to talk abt this for a hot minute. i opened myself up to any sort of ship mostly because i cared more abt the fic quality then the ship you know? kinda glad i did it because my fav ones are not necessarily ships i am a fan of. it’s really long so i put it under a read more!!

okay so number one has to be the fic that was my first fav f1 fic. this is steal the air out of my lungs (make me feel it). now this has a lot of elements that i love. guy who’s in his own head vs other guy who’s also in his own head but pretends he isn’t. also idk why but i’m always a sucker for a good medical au and this one fucking delivers!!! another maxiel fic i read was three rounds and a sound which has coffee shop owner daniel w/ stressed out student max. a lot of introspection but it’s also unfolding while the romance is. idk i just love this. it’s so good. last maxiel fic is come on, star boy which is a alt universe where daniel is the american guy he always wanted to be and max is the new transfer to his small town’s football team. it isn’t just incredibly written but everyone feels so real and vivid. i can visually see this in my mind everytime i read it. i listened to a lot of ethel cain while reading so that helped. i love this so much and the brocedes in the background?? you’ll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves youuu 🗣️

i’m not really a landoscar girl, i’m gonna be honest. however, where i am going is right where i am, is just incredible. alt universe where the drivers live on a street version of stars hollow? brocedes that influence everything even though they’re long over? charles being insane over max? pierre hating on esteban every second that is possible (i was laughing every time he would just cuss his ass out unprovoked) and annoying george being their street’s version of gilmore girls’ taylor?? what more do u need in ur life?? also oscar in this fic is just my dream man. i think a croissant from him would fix me. actually i read a lot of this author’s landoscar fics and they’re so cute i was sending kudos as much as i can. like almost home! just want to bite them both and put them in my pocket. they’re so obviously in love i want to shake them down and scream and smoosh them together. lawyer!oscar i love you. check out their profile!! incredible writer :)))

i’m also not a galex truther but the two of us, in sympathy is so cute!! rich boy!george with broke junior doctor!alex. george attempting to court alex and just absolutely failing. i love it. they’re such a mess i need them in my life. also this loscar future fic is so intense but incredible. i’m really bad at describing but i binged it on my train home and i was really glad i did - i promised to forget you now.

the reason i even got into f1 aka brocedes. this fic i think was one of the first i read. on the faultline which is just amazing. i can’t recommend it enough. read it if u can. another fav is a brocedes threesome with their toxic fucking each other via proxy aka new money, and it’s all cash. cute brocedes!! nico thinks lewis is his sworn enemy but everyone knows otherwise. roseberg’s vs haminkton. this was so cute and funny. cause why was nico saying lewis, the owner of a tattoo shop was stealing business from him… when he owns a florists… he’s so dramatic i want to tuck him in my pocket. this job will take my sole has the same premise but they’re both shoe shops which makes a lot more sense. i just love stupid rivalries and dramatic nico.

now back to my sweethearts, the lights of my life, the fires of my heart - sewis. all of these fics have past brocedes just for context. every tongue should confess talks about religion and queer identity in such a nuanced and delicate way? i adored this fic. transmotion which is another alt universe with fashion designer!lewis and footballer!sebastian both figuring out their careers, themselves and their relationship. maybe together we can get somewhere - this is an mpreg fic which usually isn’t for me but it’s about seb and lewis going on a road trip for an abortion and it’s so good. honestly the ending line of ‘it’s a good feeling, to know that sebastian’s outstretched hand is right there.’ it just stuck with me. i loved it. the numbering at bethlehem which is thee sewis fic to me. professor au?? this was made for me. like perfectly moulded. everything about this is art. i could do a full essay on this fic. just read it, it’s incredible. just amazing. sebastian as the child prodigy who has nowhere else to climb?? i love them both in this fic so much!!! tnab sewis get behind me!! i’m gonna protect u!!

okay i’m sorry this is so long. i just love art. i love writing. i just love the work these authors’ have spent putting together these masterpieces for free!! check them out!! leave kudos!! comment!! <3

#im always open to new recs!!! :D #and if u read these and wanna chat abt any - my asks are always open :D #ao3 fic recs #sewis #maxiel #landoscar #brocedes #anon ask

[somnambulic-thing]

Hi Sweetheart

Eddie Munson x gn!reader E 18+ || ao3

1.8k

This is a follow-up to Smoke and Cherry Pop Rocks taking place exactly one year after their first night together.

There is a 400ish word blurb preceding this that isn’t totally necessary to read, but will give a little more context and make this pull on your insides a little more.

CW ||demi!bi!Eddie, Roadie!Eddie, letter format: Eddie pov, angst, intense heartache, regrets, grief, mentions of sex with other people (no cheating), self-exploration, painful introspection, growing pains||

Hi Sweetheart

Do you know what day it is? Do you remember?

I’m watching the sun’s descent while having a smoke and I remember everything. 

It’s been a year now, one full fucking year, and the memories of you still haunt me I remember every little thing from the moment you walked out of the sinking sun like straight out of my daydreams.

It felt like the ground was shaking beneath me but I think it was just my heart dropping through my ass at the sight of you.

I never told you that I had been thinking about you that very moment, asking myself what the fuck I did wrong to make you say goodbye to me like that. With so much determination.

And I am not just talking graduation day, oooh no, I’m talking all the fucking time. Every time we hung out after I fixed your bike, when you left, you left me with something that felt like a small break-up. Like the end of something that never had a chance to really be something.

And I just couldn’t figure out why. Nothing made sense and the idea of asking scared the shit out of me because you never gave me the feeling of not being good enough and I was afraid to be proven wrong about that.    

So I was lying there on the deck in a nice warm pool of self-pity, rewinding the moment you vanished from my sight for the last time but in my mind, I pressed stop right before you could get away. And through the power of my imagination, you spun around and came back to me but before daydream-Eddie could say anything to daydream-you, real-you appeared out of fucking nowhere.

Felt a little like fate, if I’m totally honest.

And you know what? Instead of rejoicing with delight that I somehow managed to conjure you up out of dry, dusty air, I was terrified. Because I had enough of your goodbyes, all I thought I could take. Because in my mind, there was no scenario that wouldn’t end with me, alone in bed with a rock for a stomach after you left again.

Wondering why you just didn’t fucking want me when I was so sure we had something between us. (and oh wasn’t I right about that?)

Fuck.

And then you ramble and ramble, confusing the shit out of me before you ask me for a kiss?

Fuuuuck.

So yeah, I remember all of it. Remember the look on your face after that first kiss, so sweet and hot and in awe from k i s s i n g ME. I could feel my heart crawl up my throat with the intent of crawling down yours, using that moment to vanish between your pretty parted lips so that you had no way of walking away from me again. I remember feeling so high.

Fuck.

This sunset looks the same as ours, by the way. Just another cosmic cruelty. 

Because now, when I watch a sunset like this, I either get sad or hard. Right now, there’s a bit of both going on. Who am I kidding? Why hold back? It’s not like I’m actually going to send this letter. It’s another one for ‘the box’. I’m so fucking sad right now, sweetheart. Heartbroken, actually.

Because you won’t leave my mind. Your fingertips won’t leave my skin. I try to remember your voice all the time so it won’t fade from my memory the way your smell has left me. Replay the way you say my name when I make you laugh or cry or moan.

I called a girl by your name last month. Was sure she was going to slap me but the pity in her eyes when she put her clothes back on did the trick just as well.

I don’t think I’m particularly made for that one-night stand business. Am more of a ‘books, drugs and rock'n'roll’ guy. My crew says, it’s because I am still sulking about you, because I am idolizing you, turning you into a goddess and maybe they are right, I don’t fucking know, never been so in love before, have I?

But it doesn’t feel like they are right. 

I can’t describe it, really. It’s not like it’s bad or disgusting or whatever (the sex, I mean, in case that wasn’t clear) it just feels. Not right.

Yeah yeah I am so not sending this one, so I might as well…

Felix suggested (I told you about Felix on the phone, remember? We started the roadie adventure at the same time. He's hilarious.) I might swing the other way. He also offered himself to test that theory a few weeks ago and he’s cute and a good guy, so turns out I might swing both ways and it was kinda nice, no it was nice, but it still didn’t feel right.

So Felix suggested to stop thinking about it for a while and clear my head.

As this document and all the others recently tucked away in ‘the box’ can testify, it’s not going too well.

I hate thinking about you with other people and I hate thinking that there’s a possibility that you’re as miserable about this as I am but I also can’t stand the thought that you’re not thinking about me anymore. That you don’t miss me.

Can still hear you cry through the shitty sticky plastic receiver of that gas station pay phone and I hate that the last time I heard your voice it sounded so hollow and so small. Like I was calling you from Saturn and fuck me if it didn’t feel that way too.

And that is the whole gigantic fucking problem, isn’t it? That I’m not ready to come back to earth. That I love being on a new planet every other day with all those strange fucking aliens where I belong more than I ever did in the town I grew up in. I’m not reliable right now and no matter how much you told me it was okay that I called two days late or whatever it was I had to disappoint you with. It wasn’t. Wasn’t okay at all.

I’m glad you admitted as much when I called you to say goodbye.

It’s been seven months, one week and five days since that day. But it feels like forever. Remember I told you one day on the road can feel like three?

So much has happened in that year, so many new loud, bright, wild memories and still… You haven’t faded yet against any of them. I am blessed and cursed with the most vivid visions of you, just have to close my eyes to see you climbing on top of me, naked and sweaty and glorious. I just wish I could feel your palms on my chest pushing me back into the mattress. Your nails leaving little marks and

Fucking stop it, Eddie!!! Gonna end up crying with a boner…

Don’t want you to think it’s just about the fucking. It’s not. It’s just… with the date and all.

Fuck. We could have celebrated one year today.

I am playing with the thought of calling you, to ask you to try this long-distance thing (this constantly shifting distance thing) again. I almost called you before I picked up the pen. Am still thinking about calling you. Maybe after I am done getting all the fucking whining out of my system. I hope that’ll be soon, my hand is already cramping.

But it’s been months. More than half a year. I can’t just fucking call you like that, can I?

Wayne told me your mom told him you’ve been seeing someone.

He didn’t tell me more, despite me begging, despite knowing that I knew he knew more because I know that man and can tell when he’s trying to protect me.

What kind of a fucking asshole does it make me that I want to call you anyway? More, even?

That kind of asshole that found solace in the vision of knocking on your door one day, when I’m done with the circus, setting sun in my back and that stupid smile on my face you find so irresistible for reasons I can not comprehend.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I just want to talk to you, wanna know how you are, what you're up to and

fuck I miss you.

I miss you and you're seeing someone and my chest aches like my heart did crawl down your throat a year ago and now has to watch you fuck a stranger being with someone else and I fucking did this to myself. And to you. To us.

And I want to take it back. I want you back. I want the privilege to call you at weird fucking times to have access to your thoughts again and tell you mine because there is so much left to say and make plans and make you horny and 

I want to know

I thought of taking time off. Pulling a: I was in town and thought we could catch up. But I bet you'd know the truth as soon as the lie leaves my mouth. I’d like to think I could play it cool when seeing you again, you know, but the way I feel right now, it would be a miracle if I could suppress the urge to just launch myself at you.

I want to know if the guy you're seeing treats you right and feed him to a Fell Beast if he doesn't. Piece by agonizing piece.

How long has this been going on? Long enough to push out memories of me? Or were those already faded when you met him? Do you compare him to me sometimes and am I doing good?

You know, there are whole days where I don’t think about you. I had a full month where I was sure I was getting over it, when we transitioned between bands and I had to get used to a different drill, different equipment, new people and all that every-day-roadie-shit.

Some days I want to smack my head to get you out of there. Smack it real hard to make sure that nothing stays behind so that you can’t slowly grow back into the cracks of my mind like weeds until I can’t see where I’m going.

I really only had you for two weeks and I am acting like we were married for two decades.

But what an outlook…

Sweetheart, is there a word for grieving things I never had?

The sun is gone now, by the way. I think I should leave my hiding spot and go back to my crew before they send a search party.

I bet you’d like the guys.

If I still want to call you tomorrow, I will.

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#eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x you #eddie munson fic

[levmada]

would levi like to maintain eye contact during sex?

yes and no. sex to (canonverse) Levi by itself is deeply serious, completely exposing, and intimate. it shakes him to the core every time without fail. it just becomes easier to downplay beneath the surface. eye contact turns that up to 11.

as an intense man with even more intense feelings who had it (sometimes literally) beaten into him not to be vulnerable, eye contact in this context makes him feel like you've peeled back the layers to his spirit. in the beginning, it even turns him off a little before turning his head away or burying his face in your neck. and, partly because he can't stop from tearing up. the reason confounds him, and it's unpreventable.

see… he wants to watch when you cum, but he can't withstand eye contact. he has a deep, visceral desire to do it, like it is the right thing, but he's also just as averse.

time passes, and he becomes more comfortable when he peeks his eyes open and sees your eyes, glazed over from the sex, peering up at him. at these precise moments your gaze says that you see him as the center of the whole world as you know it. he still has to kiss your neck and close his eyes, because if he watched any longer he'd cum. (and he doesn’t want you see him tearing up.)

...but you looking into his eyes when he cums?? cradling the nape of his neck as you whisper look at me?? he’s in a state where the sound of your voice is like a command unto itself.

now completely at the mercy of that red-hot passion and desire you’re gazing into him with, combined with what you’re doing to him, he doesn’t last. he cries out soundlessly and his moans sound almost distinctly like sobs. like shredding all the darkness out of him with a blaze.

when it's over and he's all loose and pliant, he's still shaking. whatever you both were doing, he has found a way to hide his face, and is crying silently. he needs aftercare after that :'(

some embarrassment is always attached to the eye contact, but he's no longer scared of it. sometimes, it gets him off. so in the end, i think it's a mixed bag.

#levi ackerman hc #levi ackerman headcanons #levi ackerman smut #levi hc #levi x reader #aot levi #snk levi

[yeah-thats-probably-it]

Of note in "Bertie Changes His Mind"- just noticed that for all Jeeves's expertise in ~the psychology of the individual~, he actually displays a failure of emotional intelligence at the beginning of the story. He's noticed that Bertie has been moody for the past few days, but attributes it to his having been sick lately, and is surprised by what he thinks is a sudden outburst. He evidently failed to notice any signs of sadness or loneliness building up to it, despite a later scene where he says Bertie's face is easy to read (in this scene Bertie's emotions are intense and pretty easily inferable from context clues, which probably helped).

I feel like this indicates that Jeeves might have trouble reading people's subtler emotions. I doubt he'd be able to derive someone's entire mental state from a minute eyebrow twitch the way that Bertie can. This would support my general theory that Jeeves uses his study of psychology as a crutch to compensate for poor social skills-- he's carefully observed and memorized the way people who are feeling a certain way will react to different stimuli, but he has to know how they're feeling first. Which might be troublesome for him, and somewhere where it would be interesting to see him and Bertie teaming up.

#it's been a while since i've posted any “jeeves is autistic” content #i need to remedy this #reverse!au is generally not my thing #but if you're into it there could be something interesting in the idea of reverse!bertie being a terrible valet in most ways #but always being able to tell when jeeves is sad and working really hard to cheer him up #which some might say makes him a good valet after all #i might be interested in it if that were the angle #// #reginald jeeves #jeeves and wooster #jeeves books #bertie changes his mind #carry on jeeves

[disquietiswhatitis]

Nia is the first one who comes into the tower one day, randomly singing BBL Drizzy. J’onn beats everyone else in the room to ask her what she’s singing. Nia gives them a brief rundown of the Kendrick-Drake beef so far for a little context and then shows them. The earworm spreads like an infection.

Lena holds out the longest, but Kara eventually catches Lena singing “BBL Drizzy” quietly to herself in the shower of their apartment. Kara, whom Lena didn’t know was there, sings “BBL DRIZZAYYYYY” outside the bathroom door. Lena’s head drops, knowing she’s been caught. Kara walks into the bathroom and when Lena pulls back the shower curtain to look at her wife, Kara’s got the “you like Krabby Patties, don’t you Squidward” grin on her face (a reference she learned watching the show with her goddaughter.)

All Lena can say is “it’s…its just SO catchy” and Kara bursts out laughing as she strips off her clothes to join the love of her life.

“You’re going to tell everyone, aren’t you?” Lena says as her hands reach out to wrap themselves behind Kara’s neck.

“I might’ve sent a group text while I was outside the door” Kara replies with a smile as her hands go to hold Kara’s back.

Lena chuckles as her head briefly drops onto Kara’s shoulder, as if in embarrassment, before rising back up and giving Kara a quick but loving kiss.

“You’re still not going to get me to sing at Kara-oke tonight.”

“We’ll see. Right now I can think of some other things I’d much rather you be doing instead” Kara says with a grin as her hands reach down to grab Lena’s ass.

“Oh?” Lena says, lighting up at Kara’s touch, pulling the naked Kryptonian closer to her as she kisses her again with more passion.

Kara’s kisses her way from Lena’s luscious lips over to her ear. Though it’s not the sultry whispers that make her knees quiver like she’d been anticipating (a trait Lena hadn’t expected from the usually reserved hero when they first had sex, though it never ceases to delight her), Lena can’t say she’s surprised to then hear Kara sing “don’t act like you don’t know me, these yams deserve a trophy” as Kara tightens her her grip on Lena’s ass, eliciting another laugh from the young CEO. Her wife can be such a nerd; it’s one of many things Lena loves about her.

“This cake will make you show up, I know you see this glow up” Kara continues to joyfully sing.

“Shut up and take me to bed, Mrs. Danvers.”

“As you wish, Mrs. Luthor.”

Two blissful hours later, Lena lays on her back, a sheen of sweat covering her body as she comes down from her latest, intense orgasm. There’s a few floors between Lena, Kara and their closest neighbors, having bought the top three floors of her building both for security and privacy, but she’s sure the whole block just heard her yell “Oh, FUCK, KARA!!!!” Kara takes one long, final lick of Lena’s sex before she kisses and nips her way up to her wife’s belly, followed by her tits and then her neck, before their lips finally meet in a series of slow kisses that are almost filthy. Lena relishes the taste of herself on Kara’s tongue. They’ve been together for three years (should’ve been eight, she sometimes laments), married for two and Lena is still delighted and awestruck that it’s Kara, her Kara, that she gets to share this intimacy with.

Kara’s body rests fully upon Lena’s. There’s a thin layer of sweat across the hero’s skin, an accomplishment Lena takes pride in, as it is no small feat to make a Kryptonian sweat. Being a Kryptonian though, Kara recovers faster than her wife and starts kissing her way down Lena’s neck. Kara LOVES kissing and marking Lena’s neck, sometimes too much. It’s happened more than once where Lena’s gotten strange looks for wearing a scarf in the middle of the summer, but Lena couldn’t give a damn right now. Not when Kara’s lips are setting Lena’s nerves on fire and her hips are pressing into Lena’s pelvis in a gentle but insistent, suggestive manner.

It’s arousing, to the point where Lena wants to go again. She wants to wrap her legs around her lover, to try to dig her nails (however futilely) across her partner’s back and kiss her with all the desire she has and continue to feel her wife’s body against her own, to be touched by her again and again and again, but Lena’s body simply cannot comply. It’s screaming at her, demanding more recovery time.

“I can’t go again. I’m-I’m sorry baby. You…wiped me out.” Lena whimpers.

“Never apologize for that. That was incredible. You are incredible. I love you.”

“I love you.”

Kara presses a quick kiss to Lena’s lips before rolling over to her side of the bed and reaching over to her nightstand. Months ago, Kara had requested that a mini fridge be installed on the bottom half of her nightstand, insisting she didn’t need as much space for personal items and that this would be much more useful to her. Lena personally thought it was ridiculous, but not wanting Kara to feel like she had less of a say in their shared bedroom, Lena agreed on the condition the door be customized to look like it matched Lena’s own nightstand, which was perfectly fine with Kara. As Kara reached into the appliance and grabbed two water bottles for the both of them, Lena had never been more thankful to be so wrong. She didn’t trust her legs to walk to the kitchen at the moment and having cold water within arm’s reach of their bed was a godsend right now.

“Hey babe, what time is it?” Kara asked.

Rolling over to her nightstand, Lena reached for her phone to check the time. “7:56.” A realization hit her. “Shit. We have to meet everyone at the bar in 30 minutes.”

“Shoot!” Kara thinks about their situation for a second. “Ah, we’ll be fine. I’m going to shower really quick, give you a little more time to catch your breath, then you shower, we’ll get dressed and then I’ll fly us there. Sound good?”

“Sounds great.”

Kara leans over to Lena’s side of the bed to kiss her wife on the cheek. “I love you Lena.”

Lena turns her head to give Kara a kiss on the lips and says “I love you Kara.”

Kara turns to get out of bed. Standing up from the bed, a quick intrusive thought comes to her mind and Kara gives into it almost immediately. As lightly as possible, Kara playfully smacks Lena’s ass with the back of her hand and starts to sing “BBL Drizzy” again.

Lena laughs at her wife’s silliness. “BBL Drizzay” she sings into her pillow. That song is like a damn virus.

#lena luthor #kara danvers #supercorp #supergirl #I can’t keep getting inspired to write at 1am and working on it for a few hours I should be asleep

[notjusthespongenextdoor]

It's a shame that "it gets better" is such a trite phrase now cause like. It does.

It's just such an important message that has kind of been ruined by weird PSAs of just a bunch of famous people saying "it gets better" at the camera with absolutely no context. Do they still do those. Idk they're stuck in my head from when i was a kid and definitely even then just had this sense of "this is meaningless to me"

It's hard to say what would have worked to actually get the message across before but like. For someone to start to believe it they have to hear it from someone who they know has gone through similar things and really believes what They're saying.

Anyways here's my little story. I remember hearing from a lot of sources when i was younger that depression never completely goes away, it just becomes more manageable with treatment and you can reduce the length and frequency and intensity of depressive episodes. And what this meant to me at the time was like, oh, so i might be happy sometimes but I'll always backslide into this unbearable feeling that everything is terrible and nothing will be okay ever?

But like. No. That's not what that means. It's hard to imagine when you're in the midst of feeling like everything is terrible, but "manageable depressive episodes" doesn't mean feeling godawful and just gritting your teeth and powering through it like you're used to. It means every so often you will feel kind of low energy and unmotivated for a little bit, and you get to go, eh, this is a little frustrating, but I'll just try to take it easy for a while and then I'll feel better

Like it's genuinely manageable. Not "everything is terrible but I'll deal with it" manageable but "this is a little unpleasant" manageable. It is genuinely much much better

#spongesound.txt

[illiana-mystery]

There he is, there's my sinister baby girl. ✨️

#i love his posing here #like i know in context that this is intense #but damn my babygirl is looking good #i know he's bad #but i can fix him #i know i can #norman osborn #green goblin #no way home #nwh #spiderman no way home #willem dafoe

[mitskikissme]

#zokiku #roronoa zoro #kiku #op kiku #op #fanart #guyss i love them so bad #i have zokiku diseas3 #zoro and kiku are madly deeply truly in love with oneanother #context for the comic is that kiku and zoro have been married at least 10 years zoro is worlds greatest swordsman #they like to flirt with eachother as if they dont know eachother ok idc if itsnout of character #its canon to me #i love u zokiku #also i think zoro and kiku just intensely stare at eachother for hours on end they love it #swordsman to swordsman communication #t4t #:)

[puppyeared]

Tell me about a song you like right now, maybe an animation you just watched that made you think thoughts and feel things

Only Acting by Kero Kero Bonito!! I want to make an animatic for Macaque using this song and some parts of Shadow Play and the s4 special.. although im still mapping it and deciding whether I want to use the radio edit or not lol

#its like really really rough and mostly in my head rn bc i havent drawn lmk in a while so im a little rusty. probably need to rewatch some #eps if i want to get a good idea of what i wanna include. im also debating if i should wait until we get more context on his and wukongs #past before i do anything bc the last thing i wanna do is butcher it @_@... i was thinking of paralleling the song with the pilgrims #but because i dont actually know what HAPPENED or why mac even thinks wukong killed him thats probably gonna be important to know #but its like really cool in my head.. if u listen to the song sarahs voice uses an audio filter and there are some random glitch effects #which could be good visually for macs smoke monster and him fucking with MK in general.. spooky stuff!!! #the lyrics also speak from the pov of a performer which is what reminded me of mac in the first place so it would be fun to animate to #its in my shower playlist so when i listen to it i get really intense visualizing for what scenes i wanna do. hitting 2 birds with 1 stone #actually thats smth i do when i wanna storyboard smth.. i add it to my shower playlist bc thats where i come up with my ideas lol #but yea!!! if i ever get around to doing it id be really excited to share what i have.. i have another in mind with pigsy and MK #which is way shorter and i could probably get it done during my break... ;o) #my art #myart #ask #answered #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #liu er mihou #doodles #yapping

[gncrezan]

some old @chrysanthemumgames hermes-seph sketches!!! some of it is established-relationship daydreaming but also a peek at my dark and twisted mind (sprawling intricate spidey au)

#colored that top left one for my sidebar. lol. #a/tsv release made me so sick about spider-man you had to be there. im still on my bullshit but its a little more maintained #mostly bc a/tsv actually came out and i was attacked by every terrible take ever. some of u should not consume media #i know its rich coming from the IF player who enjoys romance but not everything is about romance or self insertion or ocs #miguel tag was UNUSABLE. IM TRYING TO BLOG ABOUT HIS HYPOCRISY AND SEE FANART. NOT SEE FANFICTION!!!!!! #also coming out as the biggest raimispidey2 mj speech enjoyer. im sorry. raimi trilogy is a bit messy to me BUT #if u take the mj speech at the end of 2 then it is. SO SO SO CUTE TO ME. (ignore the context its in pls) #also how her first comic appearance was IN HIS DOORWAY TOO!!!! #of course it was quite easy to project that onto sephmes from my brain so. here we are #talking mostly about raimipetermj rn. but hermes is simply not a Nerd like maguire's pete. so some insp from 616 #but comics p/etermj is its own can of worms. i am taking bits and pieces of spideymedia i like and making my own sandcastle ok #sorry for spidey meta in the foa post i will shut up nyeow #fields of asphodel #foa #hermes #seph #and also i think hermes would make a crazy mj (the association with red and how intensely similar they are with how they present themselves #but the fact is . i really really love drop dead gorgeous seph who is wanted by everyone. its true. im one of them #<- i say this like the s in seph doesn't stand for s/pider-man. i have plenty of spideyseph doodles in the archive

[shrimpleton]

Toshiro as a character is very funny to me because in most other contexts the clearly very cool and incredibly skilled samurai would be presented as a Goemon or Musashi-type character, but in Dungeon Meshi he's presented like "What if Sixpencee kinda had the personality of a wet sock?"

#dungeon meshi #spoilers (kinda) #yes yes I know there's nuance and I know he gets better but he sucks! #I get how his weird and unstandard rich kid upbringing in a repressive high-context society made him shy and doormat-y #especially around an intensely european dude with suspected autism from the in-world fantasy equivalent of a backwater balkan village #but he still manages to come out looking like a loser anyways! he sucks!!

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[glimblshanks]

In Room For Growth Mariner really does heavily imply that she'd finally do something to get herself kicked out of Starfleet if Brad's "Bold Boimler" antics got him killed.

#lower decks #lwd #marinler #beckett mariner #bradward boimler #sorry sorry #I don't mean to keep posting things about old seasons #but I'm rewatching everything with The Inner Fight goggles on now #Anyways it's interesting to me how in the context of season 4 #A lot of Mariners quippy one liners start to actually come across #as someone expressing very intense and frequent anxiety about death and abandonment #but doing so in a way that wouldn't be immediately obvious if you didn't know how much Sitos death effected her #like there's a lot of lines I laughed at when first watching the show #that now I watch them and I'm like 'oh no Mariner 🥺🥺🥺🥺' #like I'm actually sort of coming to the conclusion that she is - base level - more anxious and high strung than Boimler is #she just expresses that anxiety in a less obvious ways so the people around her don't pick up on it #might make a longer post about this once I've finished my rewatch

[ne0nwithazero]

Effects of the divide

#Deltarune Cable AU #Deltarune OC #Deltarune AU #Mittens #Klieg #Rayne #Mittens Art #Klieg Art #Rayne Art #The Brat in question is Tenna and the They are Mike and Host #For those who are a bit lost :') #I know this is a bit no context #I just like drawing intense/emotional scenes #Rayne is a character #Cable Art #Cable Comics #Tags are still a wip #I got a lot of posts to get through :')

[designernishiki]

kiryu sitting haruka down for a really important talk and looking nervous but deeply serious about it and when he finally speaks he gives an honest and vulnerable admission that upon much self reflection, as unlikely as it may seem, as shocking as it may come, he is, in fact, gay, and he hopes this doesn’t make her feel any distress or discomfort in-part due to the implication that he likely didn’t have romantic feelings for her mom, he did care very very much for her regardless of labels, and so on and so on. and she lets him give this lengthy emotional confession that goes on for like twenty minutes before he finally goes dead silent anxiously anticipating her response. and she’s just like. uncle kaz I really appreciate you opening up to me like this and I’m really proud of you for accepting yourself for who you are. but me and every other kid at morning glory figured this out like 10 years ago

#he’s shaking he’s on the verge of tears and she’s just sitting there like. should I act shocked? this clearly means so much to him but #i feel like saying ‘uncle kaz. its not that subtle. you were a bachelor taking care of a bunch of adoptive kids with no interest #in women whatsoever for years. i already know. most people close to you already suspected.’ is a bit anticlimactic #I think about this a lot #cause realistically she would probably be the first person to open up to about it #unless he miraculously put together through Obvious Context Clues that daigo and mine were a Thing (probably YEARS after the fact though) #and then went and asked daigo about it. which would be hilariously awkward and id pay money to see it #he’s so bad at reading the room and like. getting social cues. I feel like he’d finally get a moment where he’s alone with daigo in his #office and would strike right as daigo’s about to make casual conversation like #‘so how have you b–‘ ‘daigo-san do you like men’ #with his typical stoic intense look on his face. poor daigo that’d be mildly terrifying. also the funniest thing he could possibly do #kiryu #haruka #rambling #kazuma kiryu #haruka sawamura #yakuza #amusing follow-up to the initial idea with haruka. he eventually calms down and is relieved and whatnot and says to her kinda casually #‘I’m not sure if I’m ready to tell anyone else. except maybe majima. I’ve been able to trust him for decades with just about anything and I #know he’d never be judgmental–‘ and haruka’s sitting there like. oh god do I have to tell him. someone’s gotta tell him.

[thewhizzyhead]

wait so like, I'm just checking out more of Epic The Musical and like,,,is "Just A Man" aka a song that establishes Odysseus' tragic character and the beginning of his many dilemmas and hardships starting with being commanded by Zeus to kill Hector's infant child,,,is thAT SONG with all the spirit of all the penultimate acts both thematically and musically,,,IS THAT REALLY SUPPOSED TO BE THE SECOND SONG OF THE MUSICAL? because damn. that's quite a bold introduction. i'm intrigued.

#NO LIKE LEGIT LISTEN TO THE THING #I WOULD COMPARE IT TO HURRICANE FROM HAMILTON BUT LIKE HURRICANE HAPPENS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SECOND ACT #JUST A MAN HAPPENS IN THE VERY BEGINNING OF THE MUSICAL AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PROPERLY PROCESS THAT FDSJFJD #it's certainly an unconventional move because like when i first listened to it (without prior context abt odysseus killing hector's boy) #i thought the song was supposed to be like the emotional 2nd act climax or some shit #LIKE LISTEN TO IT JFDHD IT'S NOT WHAT YOU NORMALLY WOULD EXPECT FROM AN INTRODUCTION #ITS VERY INTENSE FOR AN INTRODUCTION IS WHAT I'M SAYING BOTH MUSICALLY AND THEMATICALLY #because u know odysseus having to kill an infant child because greek god stuffs #but then again wow having that intense fucking song and dilemma as an introduction to the musical and odysseus' story #is very bold and very striking and i would like to hope that the rest of the musical would follow that set up #so anyways epic the musical is definitely interesting ooooohh #epic the musical

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