#lymies

[ketunhanska]

he is an alien and a robot and he has a very big laser sword i love him a lot

#original character #artists on tumblr #science fiction #alien #started out as a #dungeons & dragons #dnd character #as Yet Another One Of Jules Ketunhanska's #paladin #s #original art #alright #style ref #lymy

[neuroborreliosis]

www(.)ineedatherapist(.)com/

written in a bad bout of brain fog - 7/20/23:

i sit here like a screensaver staring out, taking nothing in i sit stupefied by very mundane surroundings while time wastes itself on trivialities my brain booms with echoes of thoughts that evaporate before they hit me my ears are tornadoes where white noise and tinnitus ring around and clang against my consciousness like vehicles and furniture and other things lost to encephalitic winds

saran-wrapped brain suffocates me in my wakeful state just enough to make me go a little bit dim, not enough to call a doctor in i feel like if i don't scream and keep screaming i'll die forgotten like this, cold-war collateral strung along by b. burgdorferi, silent slo-mo fadeout from the sickness that screens me in.

#lyme disease #brain fog #poem #poetry #tinnitus #chronic lyme #lymie #spoonie #chronic illness #chronic fatigue #chronic pain #free write #diary #lyme diaries #cld #journal entry

[recentupdates]

Lyme disease Has a Diverse set of symptom? - Lifestyle Physicians

Test for Lyme Disease: To contract the disease, the infected tick needs to attach to you for 36 to 48 hours – that’s about two straight days. If you find a tick on you, pull it firmly and upward off your skin with a clean pair of tweezers. Always check exposed skin after a hike or working outdoors for ticks that may have taken hold.

Source URL:https://lifestylephysicians.com/7-things-you-need-to-know-about-lyme-disease/

#lyme #lymedisease #lymewarrior #lymediseaseawareness #lymeawareness #lymelife #lymefighter #lymedontkillmyvibe #chroniclymedisease #lymesucks #lymetreatment #lymecommunity #autoimmunedisease #lymie #lymestrong #lymewarriors #health #lymesurvivor

[bubskino]

Mielensäpahoittaja Eskorttia etsimässä

Karvahattukääpä ajaa kotteronsa lunastuskuntoon. Samanlainen tarvii saada tilalle. Saksasta löytyy. Hakureissulla fiilistellään samalla broidin kanssa menneitä.

Sympaattista kamaa edelleen, joskin välillä ollaan jo liiankin vakavia.

2/5

#2022 #2/5 #Heikki Kinnunen #Kari Väänänen #Iikka Forss #Ville Tiihonen #Tiina Lymi #Mari Perankoski #Pekka Strang #Mielensäpahoittaja Eskorttia etsimässä

[sofiazerkalo]

Stormskärs Maja (2024)

Dir. Tiina Lymi

#myrskyluodon maija #finnish cinema

[neverevan]

thank you for the tag @fagmuppet lymy 💛

rules: spell your url with song titles and then tag as many people as there are letters

C - Carry You by Ruelle + Fleurie

A - Amen by Amber Run

L - Long & Lost by Florence + The Machine

L - Lost on You by LP

M - Mind Over Matter (Reprise) by Young the Giant

E - End of the Earth by MARINA

N - New Eyes by Echos

E - Erode by TENDER

W - Wicked Game by Chris Isaak

B - Bottom Of The Deep Blue Sea by MISSIO

I - I Gave You All by Mumford & Sons

E - Everybody Knows by Sigrid

I gotta do 12 tags?? jfc do I even know anyone?

@forthewolves @karolincki @kingeomer @chaosandwolves @captnsunshine @bringyouruin @doyouyearn @datironass @jaskierofrivia @flootzavut @harmonictechnicality @mestizashinrin

And as per usual, if you see this and wanna do it, consider yourself tagged by me 💛

#tag game #music #so many e-s lol #random

[nurinsyirah23-blog]

Freaking madly in love with you

Missing you so much

Been waiting all these year

Hoping that you feels the same ways as i do.

#LYMY

[basmeow]

LYMIE LOVE!

#lyman posting

[lymefordummies]

First post 9/13/2022

Reading books written by “Lymies” made me realize that other people feel just as lonely as me. I was recently diagnosed with Lyme Disease. I already have some familiarity because my mom is currently in remission after fighting Lyme & Babesia for 5 years. My Mom was diagnosed with Lyme in 2016. Just hearing the word disease convinced me she was dying. The people around us treated this diagnosis in a completely different way. My mom finally had an answer after diving head first into a giant wall. Her "support system" acted like this was just something to bounce back from. People acted like this new diagnosis was because she had new symptoms. The TRUTH of it all is my mom was diagnosed with Lyme after years of being told she was depressed, had fibromyalgia, wasn’t exercising enough or stressed. The fact that she couldn’t get out of bed, felt “bruising from the inside” & had a daily combination of headaches & nausea was somehow her fault. She took medication to meditation & for every person who claimed that this would heal her another 10 said she was wasting her time/ money. Her friends assumed she would take pills daily & “back to her old self.” Old self? By the time she was diagnosed with Lyme it was chronic; her old self (pre-diagnosis and treatment) could have been 48 or even 8 years old. She hasn’t felt like “her old self” in God knows how long; while the rest of us saw nothing. This wall my mom saw as something to get over. Getting over this wall will make her healthy; mind, body and Spirit, right? For the first few months I prayed nightly “Please God my mom is so young, please let her live a long rest of her life pain free. Please let her get to enjoy the life she worked so hard for. Please don’t let me lose my Mom.” I didn’t look up anything online that wasn’t on WebMD. I didn’t bother to ask her Dr. questions. I didn’t bother to read the few books written by celebrities I was all too excited to hand over to her. I heard what she said “I can’t focus, I’m over stimulated, I’m tired, I’m hurting” But I didn’t listen. I said I would help her over this wall but the invisibility of this disease made it extremely easy to forget about. As frustrated as I was with the other people in her life “not believing her”, over time I found myself worried only when the disease showed rashes . Somewhere during year 2 or 3 I stopped praying. I felt pissed for a while, embarrassed I was praying to no one. To no surprise the passing of time slowly alleviated the pain into non-existence. It wasn’t until she got pneumonia that I started praying again. “Please God don’t let me lose my mother, take away her pain so she can enjoy her life & I’ll do anything I swear.” “God please take it away from my Mom and give it to me.” I wasn’t at all prepared to take on Lyme disease in my own body but I would do ANYTHING to save my mother’s life. At least that’s what I said. I was pissed that no one was listening last time so I guess a big part of me thought I was praying upon deaf ears. It’s actually really funny to me when I think hard about it.Now here I am. Officially a Lymie. And FUCK I didn’t realize how hard my mom was and still is fighting. I didn’t (& couldn’t) understand the extent of her suffering. She was physically disabled, she was emotionally drained, she was so tired and she was alone. Now I know the heart break and complete slap in the face my Mom experienced and because of her I am now determined to not let anyone face this alone.

My medical history is a story for another day. My brain feels fried. But I'll end by saying 2 things. Lymies I see you, you're not alone and just because Lyme is invisible doesn't mean you are. And I love you mama. Very very much.

#lyme disease #lymewarrior #babesia #invisibledisease #findacure #afforablehealthcareforall #bartonella #relapsingfever #coinfection #chronic lyme disease

[ketunhanska]

🦊🦋🔫🔪

#original character #artists on tumblr #original art #character design #fox #moth #bounty hunter #inspired originally by #star wars #but grew a life of its own as you may have guessed #foxglove oc #patterns inspired equally by circuit boards and ashitakas scar/the patterns on the night walker in princess mononoke :3 #and the shoe inspo is from portal of course :333 #alright #style ref #lymy

[thegentlemancollects]

#LyMi #Brunette #Skirt

[neuroborreliosis]

i can never fall asleep right when i go to bed. usually, it takes me between two and four hours. i know i have insomnia, but it's hard to reconcile that knowledge with the fact that i am so exhausted all the time. generally, these days, once i'm asleep, i can sleep through the night. i wake up partially through the night, i stir, i toss and turn, i adjust my position. mostly i move around so much because no matter what side i sleep on, or what position i sleep in, my back always always hurts. staying in the same position too long makes my back uncomfortable. but i don't usually wake up completely to shift throughout the night.

it wasn't always this way. insomnia is a beast with many heads and i've come face to face with all of them. for years, i would be able to fall asleep pretty quickly, but the slightest sound - a creak in the floorboards from another room as someone shuffled to the bathroom, for example - would wake me, and i'd find myself struggling to fall back asleep for hours. sometimes, i wouldn't fall back asleep at all. there have been times where i've been able to fall asleep and even stay asleep but never got deep sleep, never felt like i went into rem, or whatever. i'm not an expert. there have been periods where i can't fall asleep for hours and even when i do, i can't stay asleep. there have been times where i'm able to fall asleep but wake at least once a night to complete numbness in one or both forearms, hands, fingers. to the point that my own limbs would feel like they belonged to someone else and i'd have to carry them to the sink to rush steaming hot water over them until sensation returned.

i dunno. these days i just can't fall asleep until between 2 and 5 am, no matter how early i take my sleepy things, no matter how early i get in bed.

melatonin gummies. melatonin xr. passionflower. skullcap chamomile valerian. cbd. l-tryptophan l-theanine. homeopathic sleep tablets.

i always have some cocktail of sleep aids on deck, and i generally take several of them each evening. but STILL I CANNOT FALL ASLEEP UNTIL THE WEE HOURS.

i used to get prescribed ativan, then klonopin, both teeny-tiny doses. i used to get prescribed low-dose lunesta. i used to swipe my mother's ambien.

i hate relying on pharmaceutical medications. i am already chemically dependent on suboxone. it's the lifeline for which i reach every morning. it's the only reason i can do things in this late stage of lyme disease. so i'm wary of adding another.

but pharmaceuticals are really the only thing that has ever worked like clockwork for sleep, for me. i've been taking medical-grade melatonin xr every night for multiple weeks, since my doctor prescribed it to me, and i've been adding calming herbs and sleepytime tea and homeopathic tablets to the mix and STILL I CANNOT FALL ASLEEP.

i am SO TIRED ALL THE TIME.

during the day i try to be as active as i can, i try to pace myself, i try to tire myself out. i do yoga most evenings. i sometimes shower before bed so that my body temperature drops a little because jules told me that in order to get sleepy, your body needs to cool off a llittle bit.

i try to lull myself to sleep with all kinds of youtube videos, i rewatch netflix's "inside the mind of a cat" night after night because i wonder if maybe, when i've memorized the script, it'll ease me into slumber. but i guess it's not that easy.

i will say, there is one youtube channel whose videos can help me fall asleep pretty quickly MOST, but not ALL, of the time. her name is jody whiteley and she makes the only sleep hypnosis videos that aren't creepy or weird or sus to me. her voice is soothing and her hypnosis seems to work. i discovered her videos when i was 16 and i've used them ever since on nights when i'm afraid i won't be able to sleep. racing thoughts slowed by her suggestive cooing. but there are nights where i'm so wired that even jody whiteley can't save me from my wakeful state.

i dunno. i sort of hate when you tell doc you have insomnia and they go, "have you tried melatonin?" like YES I HAVE. WHAT DO YOU THINK I'VE BEEN DOING ALL THIS TIME IF NOT TRYING EVERY GODDAMN SLEEP AID THAT'S AVAILABLE OVER THE COUNTER?

i need to ask my provider for something. something''s gotta give. because of my lyme, my severe fatigue, no matter what time i fall asleep i need a BARE MINIMUM of 8 hours of sleep, and i won't feel good the next day unless i get closer to 10 or 12. so, the fact that i can't fall asleep until the wee hours means that i never wake up early enough to really take advantage of the day. i absolutely HATE waking up as late as i do. and the only solution for me is to be able to fall asleep earlier. i need a prescription. i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, like they say in 12 step. something's got to give.

#lyme #lyme disease #chronic illness #spoonie #lymie #insomnia #insomniac #neuroborreliosis #illness #sick #writer #writing #poetry #creative writing

[azzking1only]

I dont wanna weite military nothing. Thatcshit is beliw me and a waste of everyones time. Let lesser minds make those flicks. Whats ip statham ??? Bam shot dead done. Wanna duel bitch asa monkey? Your mother and your fuckn idiot sister. Duel for real to yhe death coward. Your death bitch. Thats what i tjought ya lymie fuck. I vow to no ons leriod. Tell em and font exoect it you british bitch ass monkey. Ill bang anykbe on eartybout gone dead dont talk period. Or ill kill yiu. And no cop will care rat.

[theatrevampire]

Not that I’m in any rush to get through like you mean it, but do you plan on writing another one after? I hope you have the time to take us all the way to season 2 and beyond.

lol i DO have another idea that i have been mapping out in my notes app. i gotta be honest... i'm not sure when i will post that one. i had originally planned to finish LYMI and then take a break until s2, but then the new idea came to me. ALL THIS TO SAY that yes i have one more up at bat BUT i don't know when i'll post the first chapter

#ask #anon #i got super excited about the new idea so honestly i could possibly post AND finish it before s2 lmao

[miuimusic]

Ella Lymi

[medinainternational]

(Motif-Radio) This is the Reggae Pon Top # 16 2023 Track Listing is below::

SINGLES: RISE & SHINE DUB KEISHA MARTIN & mAURICE GREGORY- BEST PART KEISHA MARTIN BEST PART DUBPLATE CINDY CRAIG- SHARE YOUR LOVE RICHIE SPICE- BASEBALL GIRL NATURE ELLIS- LIGHT IT ANTHONY JOHN- HIGHER LYMIE MURRAY- TIL THE MORNING COMES ISIAH MENTOR- SING BECAUSE I'M FREE ABKA KABA- GOOD LOVE MICHAEL GORDON- CELEBRATE LIFE BUGLE- PROBLEMS

RIDDIMS: R.I.T.S. BLODD & FIRE RIDDIM TELL YUH WHEN RIDDIM WE GONE HOME RIDDIM

DANCEHALL: INNA DEM HEAD- JUGGLIN ROUND 2 RIDDIM VYBZ KARTEL- NO REGRET JAHMEIL- THE MESSAGE MUNGA HONOREBEL & BOUNTY KILLER- 50 CALIBER SHIFTA, KONSHENS- BODY DEY 450 & SHANEIL- CRAWSES NITTY KUTCHIE & BUJU BANTON- LORD I THANK YOU RICHIE STEPHENS & KUKUDOO- PRAY THAT AWAY WEBSTER JAMES LINTON- LET ME LOVE YOU NESSA PREPPY & IKONE- PARTY GANG SPICE QUEEN OF THE DANCEHALL VYBZ KARTEL- NUH DWEET CECILE & DEMARCO- MAKE ME FEEL NICE

ROOTS/ONE DROP/LOVERS ROCK: JOHNNY OSBOURNE- KISS SOMEBODY UROY & ROOTS RADICS FT. CONGOS- THE COMING OF JAH JAH TONY ROY- MI'ER N GOD ALONE A-STARR- I HOPE YOU'LL BE VERY HAPPY WITHOUT ME KHALIA & SKYSCRAPER STEREO- EVERY MAN SINGING VERNON & ASANTE AMEN- REMEMBER YOUR ROOTS IT AIN'T RIGHT RIDDIM SUFFERER RIDDIM

#SoundCloud #music #Motif-Radio #Dancehall #ROOTS REGGAE #DUBPLATES #LOVERS ROCK