#negitive thoughts

[lively-run-away]

i wanted to see if i can still draw this loser of a man still or not. then i rember colouring is my enemy and i couldn't decide on which suit to depict.

this is a very unconventional way to depict Negative and RGB but i was inspired by the new pages where rgb's situation is similar to the house of lead and the house of paint.

have a some sketches of my process in the read more.

yeah the gimmick i was trying to pin down was that a part of rgb's leg would be both lined and coloured, then it will be split to coloured only rgb and lined only negative. i was fighting so much with poses cos it kept looking like rgb was railing negative :( but after leaving it a bit i survived and was happy with the cartoony fight pose with the shared foot :)

#tpoh #the property of hate #negitive #rgb #my art #i still liked the flow of the final sketch pose but i was struggling with the foot position too much that now the it's more ridged #no there is no thoughts in rendering beyond similar colour vibe of the house of paint #all panic multiply/ overlay layers

[crazycatgirl420]

Reincarnation as Danielle Fenton-Masters

(Danny Phantom Self Insert Fanfic)

Danielle Jasmine Masters. Honestly, as if having my reincarnation half-assed with my memories of my last life intact wasn't bad enough, I was tossed into the newly created body of a fictional character.

Not fictional anymore though, I supposed, if this was to be my new reality. I stared up at 'Vlad Masters', the wannabe super villain of this series, and I supposed he was technically my life-giver now.

"Hey," I said, interrupting his monologue lecture. "Do I call you mother or father?"

Vlad's face did a few meme-able expressions as he processed my question. Wish I had a camera. I waited, letting the lonely mad scientist find an answer.

I came to life in a lab, likely Vlad's basement lab in Wisconsin, unless he'd already moved to a mansion in Amity Park? It's been so long since I actually watched the show, and the Phandom online ended up being much more entertaining anyway. Oh! What if this universe was a crossover universe? There were so many of those, and the 'Ghost Zone' was also known as the Infinite Realms for a reason right?

I would have to figure out what to call my species. I'm pretty sure 'Halfa' was a phandom term, and even if it wasn't, I don't think it actually fits what I am. I'm not a ghost or spirit, this body hasn't died. I might qualify as a being from the realms, but I was created on Earth. Ah wait, hybrid? Human-Plasmic hybrid. Kinda sounds like demon hybrid from folklore stories, or maybe a car...but it sounds more honest to my situation than what 'halfa' does.

"...Father" Vlad said. "You may address me as Father,"

"How's my health Father?" I asked, glancing at the piles of failed Danny Fenton clone goop. "How long do you think I have?"

Vlad seemed to freeze, actually being acknowledged as my parent, my father,brought some light to his eyes. Green ectoplasmic light. Then it faded, and he looked horrified. He scooped me up in a panic and rushed me to a more medically inclined part of the lab.

Several tests later, and I learned I was unstable. Vlad would need Danny, or his dna, to make me stable. Lots of science words I didn't listen to and was unlikely to learn, but Vlad sent me on a quest to meet Danny. Technically it was a mission to kill Danny, but like...I wasn't going to do that. Vlad would regret if I actually succeeded anyway so what he didn't know wouldn't hurt him.

I had seen my own reflection in the mirror during the health tests. I looked way younger than Dani from the show had looked, I looked like I could pass as a small four-year-old actually. How exactly Vlad thought I was going to get to Amity Park when I didn't look like I was even potty trained yet I had no idea, but I'd bring him back a parenting book or two. Did this universe have a 'Parenting for Dummies' ?

Now...how to get to Amity Part from...wherever this is. Oh look! Vlad has a personal driver.

"Scuse me Ma'am?" I said, gently pulling on her pant leg. "Could you take me to Aunt Maddie's house in Amity Park?"

Of course Vlad's employees knew who Maddie Fenton was. Hopefully Danny Fenton was as good natured as he was in the show. lots of things were already so different, if this was an evil Danny universe things would suck.

#danny phantom au #self insert #danielle fenton #danielle phantom #self insert as Dani #Redeemable Vlad #Might make this a crossover #I implied it #but haven't actually decided if I will or not #I'm going to explore the Dp Au aspects first #and see if I want to crossover it as I go #I know self inserts get a lot of negitivity #but I wanted to be very obvious that this is all my thoughts and headcanons and opinions #and wish fullfillment #Fenton Parents are Complicated #fanfic

[noctualagenaria]

totally base don the fact that my hsr sideblog is blade themed BUT ; blade x topaz anyone????

#ill need to ask brainfly too abt it see his thoughts #but even if hes got negitive thoughts that will not stop me #im going with this #hsr #honkai star rail #blade #topaz #blade x topaz #topaz x blade #to see if i can bait in the fish #come on bite pspspps #nya.txt #hsr.txt

[clingyduoapologist]

anyways FUCK the saving micheal stream

#sorry for the negitivity #just having thoughts #dream smp #discourse #<-kinda

[4ngelofpurgatory]

HOOOOOOLY SHIT WAIT YOU WERE DROWNING LESSONS

dude I’ve been wondering for months where this new mutual came from, and where that other mutual dissapeared to, and why you two looked weirdly similar in photos…

I’m such an idiot lmao

haha its true

glad we were able to find each other again <3

(though it would be a bit cooler and more sci-fi if i were to mysteriously disappear and my doppelganger suddenly appeared..)

#hated the old username bc it was uncreative and finally thought of a better one #also dont call urself stupid negitive self talk leads to negative self image. and also ive done that a million times lol #asks

[fibro-freedom]

Daily thoughts

Negative

Today was hard to be honest this current job is a major struggle and is breaking my body.

I think what I would find fulfillment in would be working with animals or people maybe both haha. I shall look into this.

My fibro flared up today especially in my feet although it hurts I must remember to stretch properly !

I'm feeling kidna lonely later I think it's due to not keeping in touch with friends or making enough of an effort to make new ones .

Positive

Gym is going really well its push day tomorrow can't wait.

The heating in my house is fixed now meaning I can restart My daily stretch routine!

My diet is still going well I have now lost just over 3 stone !!!! I'm very happy with my progress and won't stop here.

#thoughts #positive #gym #health #negitive #friends #me

[entity9silvergen]

Anytime anything bad happened it’s always comes in a sequence of many bad things so I’m always like if literally anything happens I’m going to lose my shit and then more happens and instead of going apeshit I’m just sad

#tw negitive #tw negative thoughts #menthalhealth #mental health #vent #tw swearing #cw swearing

[chocokhaos]

You know that feeling of being the last pick? The friend there for when everyone else it busy.

Your plan Z, the final try and curing everyone else's boredom, not really all that important.

But just slightly entertaining enough to be kept around as a last resort.

They want you around, but only if their other friends are busy.

I just really feel like that right now :(

#tw negitive #sad thoughts #sorry for being depressing

[wattpadscapcons]

I don't know why, but I have a feeling that something really bad is going to happen soon. I'm going to trust my senses this time bc every time I've tried to "ignore it" something bad does happen.

So cheers to my forever annoying and crushing anxieties...

#tw negativity #tw negitive #tw negative thoughts

[belle-of-a-time]

Today fucking SUCKS ASSS BRO. I don’t even know how to describe what finding out you have a chronic condition which at least provides some answers but then knowing there is nothing you can do to actually fix anything and having to watch your body fail you time and time again and having to accept that you simply fucking CANT do some things and then fucking Disability resources outright tells you

“sorry we can’t actually provide ANY mobility accommodations, you can take the bus which means you have to walk to the bus stop and then walk from the next one which amounts to about the same amount of walking as if you just walked all the way there, or we can isolate you even further by getting you into online classes that will probably trigger quarantine trauma.”

Fuck man, I just want to know for sure what the fuck is wrong with me and wish that the soonest I can even get any fucking testing done wasn’t On My Moms BIRTHDAY.

I feel broken, and tired, and angry. Fuck college

#spoonies #chronic pain #college #hidden disability #tw negative thoughts #tw negitive #tw anger #tw disability resources cannot provide mobility accommodations but they can get me extra test time

[getreadytosmash]

👑

#the queen of smash (mun) #hurGHHH i just remembered i get my results tomorrow #AND mum had uh...another go at me and blocked my way out of a room so i was stuck with her saying she was going to take my laptop #for the whole. i dont have a job thing #which....how am i supoosed to apply lol but also i wouldn't be able to get a lot of my projects done #and??? she decided we're going shoe shopping despite the fact that im ramped up about the exams and she knows i hate shoe shopping #AND she decided I'm going back to the charity shop to ask them if i could volunteer more #so my day went from a good 0 to a huge ass negative 100 #she hulk is gonna be my only saving grace but just watch im gonna fuck up the examns and then she's gonna take that away too #tw negative thoughts #tw negitive #why must my beautiful she hulk thursday be so awful

[abluehappyface]

Despite the fact it was only a little, I haven't cried like that in a while...

#my post #my stuff #tw tears #tw personal #tw depressing thoughts #tw just in case #tw crying #tw vent #tw vague #tw negitive #bluey's rambling #abluehappyface

[emptyxv0id]

Tw: depression, insults, vomit.

//NEGITIVE VENT//

So remember that friend that I said that I trusted? Well.. they want to leave.. and im scared. They were my only motivation to get things done and go places and do things. And now they want to leave.. what did I do wrong? They seemed so happy when I talked to them.. God.. why am I such a mistake that I can't keep a friend... I also feel like I'm going to vomit, a depression wave is coming back and I don't know what to do... let's hope this rolls of my back quickly.. :(

#vent #tw negitive #vent account #vent blog #tw depressing thoughts

[bullet-clubs-bitch]

Could you please do a hc of any of the wrestlers you write for reacting to their so telling them they are Pregnant please?

AEW Wrestlers Pregnancy Headcanons

Aew wrestlers reacting to you telling them you are pregnant with there child

Wrestlers Mentioned: Billy Gunn, Cash Wheeler, CM Punk, David Finlay, MJF

Main Masterlist Part 2

Billy Gunn

When you told Billy you were pregnant he was shocked

He coudn't believe that he would be a father again when his two sons were in there late 20s-early 30s

He was scared but exited

Sure it was a suprise but what was he expecting

Sure he was older but having a younger girlfriend with high fertility could allow for something like this to happen

When he told his sons the news they didn't know what to think, they could have children themselves, how would you feel if your sibling had a 30 year age gap.

During your pregnancy Billy would spoil you, protecting you from the media, not wanting the negitive publicity cause stress to you and your baby

Billy promised he would be there for every ounce of your pregnancy and he was a saint

Cash Wheeler

When Cash found out you were pregnant he was beyond exited

He coudn't wait to share the news with his best friend Dax

Cash spent years looking up to the relationship with Dax and his wife, he always wanted to have children of his own

Being a first time dad Cash wanted to make sure everything was perfect, he read every book, he took an online course, he wanted to be the perfect dad

Cash would spoil your uborn child, he would bring home souvenears from every city he visited

He insisted on building everything himself, he built a beautful nursery

Cash would be the best father, he would love your child so much

The two of them would grow up to be best friends

CM PUNK

For some reason I feel like CM Punk would either be so supportive or would leave, no in between

CM Punk is the type to have a controversaly young girlfriend who he would eventualy leave for a younger girl (Don't get me wrong I love Punk I'm feeling this vibe rn)

The reason why CM Punk doesn't have kids at 45 isn't because of the multiple unstable relationships he has had. It's because he is scared of the idea of having kids, scared of the responsibility

When you told Punk you were pregnant he said nothing, he just held you as you cried.

You were scared and he was terrfied

He knew he would be a bad dad, he didn't want the responsibility of taking care of a human life

One day you woke up and he wasn't next to you

You looked around your shared appartment to see all of his things gone, the only think left was a note that read "I'm sorry" that was placed next to a waud of cash.

David Finlay

After being friends with bennfits with David Finlay you would fall pregnant

It was a shock, you had no idea how David would react

When you told David he was just as shocked as you were

It took him a while to even form words but when he did they were nothing but words of support

He wanted to support you, he was onboard with whatever you wanted to do, after all it was your body

He was exatic when he found out you wanted to keep your baby

He coudn't wait to be a dad

Some of the other members of Bullet Club teased him for it but he didn't care

David Finlay was made to be a father, he is such a daddy

He would protect you and your son, he would do ANYTHING to keep you safe, even ......murder

Maxwell Jacob Friedman

When you told Max you were pregnat he almost fainted

Sure he wanted kids but not now

The first thing he thought of was leaving, it was a coward move but he was scared

He booked a weekend trip claiming it was for work and left for a few days to compose himself

When he returned it was like he was a diffrent man

He became exited, he would buy matching burberry outfits for him and your future child

Max would marry you immediately and promise to be there through it all and he was

Max would spoil your child with expensive things and designer clothing

He would end up being a great father

An: I hope you enjoyed it!

#bullet clubs bitch #all elite wrestling #aew smut #aew #aew fanfiction #cm punk #cm punk fanfic #cm punk x reader #mjf smut #mjf x reader #mjf fanfiction #mjf imagine #mjf one shot #cm punk imagine #david finlay #david finlay x reader #david finlay oneshot #david finlay imagine #david finlay smut #cash wheeler x reader #cash wheeler one shot #cash wheeler smut #cash wheeler imagine #cash wheeler #cash wheeler fanfic #billy gunn #billy gunn smut #billy gunn x reader #billy gunn imagine #billy gunn aew

[yurislilygarden]

hey!! I'm the anon who mentioned self aware vees? I'm here to give my thoughts

I think Val would literally have a mental breakdown. He values control (over his emloyees or otherwise) so he would struggle with that I think

Vox would definitely have negitive feelings towards watcher. I know that for certain. Again, he values control (over different things and different reasons than Val) He would def be irritated

Vel is a bit of an enigma to me as much as I love her but I think she would be pissed off (much less than Vox though.) I don't think she would try tell anyone?

The only thing is, would Vox and his technological side be able to effect Watcher in any way? I'm assuming they're watching this as any viewer would on some kind of device and it is shown in the pilot that Alastor can effect the 'camera' even if he doesn't realise it. How do their respective powers come into play?

-🗡

Hi🗡anon, welcome back :D

Yes, I would say that Vox would have some sort of a mental breakdown after becoming self-aware due to realizing that he doesn't actually have as much control over things as he previously thought, which is the main reason for him being pissed off.

When it comes to feelings about reader, let's just say that if we were to place him on the list of who takes the longest to even get to the neutral zone, never mind the positive one, he would be in the top 3 easily.

We didn't get to see much of Velvette yet so it's a bit hard for me to tell, but I would say that while she would be pissed off a little more than a lot of the other characters, it could pass rather quickly (depending on if she realized her situation when a lot of characters weren't sentient yet and no one knew ANYTHING about you, or later on when she could be told some things soon after becoming self-aware) and be more in the neutral zone up until meeting reader or finding out way more about them.

I've been thinking about their powers actually, and thought that Vox's ability could be the reason why they can even know anything about the little watcher. Reader is implied to be just a viewer of the show (hence why they can't control anything like the characters are thinking or wondering about) so yes, they would be watching it on like a phone or on a computer etc., which is where Vox could come in technically. I think that there could be a chance of Vox managing (after many struggles) to get into whatever device reader is watching on, and while he can't control anything on it itself, he can for example look through the camera, which is how they would find out more about reader without meeting them (and before meeting them in the future, whether its by them going to reader's world or vice-versa).

As for the Alastor camera thing, reader sees everything the same as it plays out in the episodes (unless the characters find a way to break the code (?) and contact reader through the screen somehow, which is an interesting idea now that I think about it), so his ability to affect the camera (even without realizing it) doesn't do anything here.

#hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin hotel x y/n #hazbin hotel x you #hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor #vox hazbin hotel #alastor x reader #hazbin #vox x reader #alastor x you #vox x you #alastor x y/n

[radqueer-takes]

Alright, Hello Radqueer takes and everyone here, I already know this is going to be a "spicy" take, so if you're afraid of getting your mouth burned then leave. This will also be quite lengthy AND venty so yeaaah. Trigger warning ahead. This is going to be about my opinion on being TransID "for fun". This will NOT be talking about people who Kin for fun (KFF). They are not the Issue.

I really don't get people say they identify as certain transIDs "for fun". Like, at all? I know for a fact you cannot do that for other identities. Heres an example of that. You wouldn't say you identify as gay "for fun" now would you? You would absolutely get clowned on if you did. Heres another one. You wouldn't say you're autistic "for fun" now would you? Not only would you get clowned on for it, you ABSOLUTLEY would get into a long bout of harassment and drama for that. If you agree on my statements here but justify saying you're any transID "for fun", I'm sorry to say but You CANNOT pick and choose. You saw how it would look if you were to replace the former with the latter, So why would one do the same for TransIDs? It just seems disrespectful to those who actually take their identity seriously, dysphoric or not. Call me an "oppressor feeder" or an "identity cop" or whatever you people use to demonize me but I feel like its basic common sense to take your identities and stances seriously. Hell, The people that'll complain about this would take their stance on It seriously. It should be basic common sense to take your TransIDs seriously, especially if its something like transabled or transharmful/hateful. Both which being Labels which I use.

Speaking of transharmful/hateful, I'm gonna open up Pandora's box here, I deal with a involuntary and unwanted connection to the transnzi label. I keep having intrusive thoughts about it and feeling this god awful sort of like 'phantom uniform' that make me feel like absolute shit for at least ten minutes. The brain keeps making fucking references to it at least once every day. In the more worse episodes of this shit I can't view anything that looks remotely like that flag without my brain freaking out. Worst part is that's one of my main negitive triggers, so yay /sarc. I know someone'll say I'm joking, and I'll just say I fucking wish I was joking. What dose this relate to this though? I saw that Someone was, lack of a better word, insane enough to identify with transnzi for fun. for fucking "fun" like it was all apart of some sick game. Now listen I get not judging somebody for identities but HOLY SHIT that fucking punched me in the face. I am very grateful that transIDs exist /gen, they have helped me identify atypical dysphoria without using A**som*is (censored due to recent drama) which don't have a lot of public -harmful/-hateful labels, but I'm willing to bet that one of the reasons they made A**som*i in the first place is because they see us as the same thing. People who don't take their identities seriously, And in their minds, that counts as a form disrespect to those who do.

TDLR: I'm not forcing you, but take your identities seriously.

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