Leave No One Behind
Ch5: Doggy Style
Co written with @icanfeelastormbrewing
Episode Summary: Everyone at the resort feels the aftermath of the blow up from the night before…and they welcome a new member to the team.
Episode Warnings: Bad Language words. Tiny bit of smut via flashback- like blink and you miss it (NSFW no under18s)
Episode Pairings: Ari Levinson x OFC Hannah Horowitz
Leave No One Behind Masterlist // Main Masterlist
Chapter 4
When Hannah woke up the following morning her eyes were swollen and sore from crying. She winced at the rays of sun that hit her mercilessly and shut her eyes again as she stretched and sat up on her bed. Her head was pounding and she didn't feel like seeing anyone that morning, she was pissed at everyone. Well not everyone. Rachel and Jake hadn't wronged her in any way since they had met. On the contrary, Rachel had been the sister she had never had, her only girl friend in a place brimming with testosterone in a country hostile to women. She’d sat with Hannah, comforting her for a while the previous night, rubbing her back and calming her down till she had stopped sobbing. And Jake had been nothing but friendly and kind with her, he had made her laugh and had showed her the wonders of Red Sea bottom
The revelation of what Andy had done had sideswiped her greatly. Maybe that out of everything was what had hurt her more and what was worse, there was nothing she could do about it no matter how angry she felt, no face to punch either. She knew she had to move forwards and that there was no point dwelling in the past because as her mama always said, You can't change the past, but you can make your future. And she was determined to follow her mother's wise words but, that said, she still was ready to kill someone along the way. Starting with Sammy and she would probably have killed Andy too if he was there. She certainly wanted to rip Max's tongue off and feed it to the fish. And then there was Ari. Ari ... well, where to even start with that?
She pushed her evil thoughts aside as she got up and pulled a pair of shorts and a top. She brushed her teeth and headed out, deciding to go for a walk before taking a shower. She strolled in the kitchen and grabbed herself a coffee, greeting Rachel good morning and blatantly ignoring Max, who was eating toast.
"Don't you forget I need you to help me with the aerobics class, Han." Rachel reminded Hannah, looking between her and Max.
"Sure. I'll be back on time." Hannah said as she took her mug and headed off down the shore.
She walked mindlessly for five minutes, enjoying the early morning sea breeze and the calming feeling of the beach sand under her feet and between her toes. The walk took her to her favourite spot just where the shore curved round the bay. It was a huge crop of rocks which were ideal for sitting in between and hiding. It was almost like a little cave, her cave, with two large rocks either side and a flat one which formed a sort of roof. It reminded her of a dolmen, ideal for sitting under and cleansing one's mind and spirit.
She was lost in her thoughts, dwelling on how she was determined to take the reins of her own life from that moment on and fuck the world, as her eyes scanned the ocean in front of her. Then, suddenly, something cold, then warm and wet nudged her hand. She gave a little yell and jumped as she thought it had been a jellyfish. But she didn't feel any itching or irritation, so she then thought it must have been some sort of fish or eel, something that was washed up.
Not that it was a more comforting thought.
Hannah looked around and saw a small, hairless dog cowering in the inner corner of the cave. Or at least it looked like a dog. She approached the animal cautiously to verify it was indeed a dog and not some other random form of life and was pleased to see her initial identification was correct.
"Hey puppy." she said gently, holding her hand out.
The dog was tentative. He looked at her hand but didn't move a muscle so she stayed still allowing him time to move and sniff her and then his tail gave a small wag and she reached out to scratch his ear. The dog then wagged his tail a little stronger.
"I like you too, buddy." Hannah said softly, smiling at him.
At the sound of her voice the dog came nearer and put his paws on her legs, wagging his tail before he sat down close next to her, his head resting against her legs. She noticed then the dog needed a bit of patching up as he had a few wounds over its back. He must have been a stray dog living in the cave, she thought, and she had intruded his safe place.
She drank her coffee in silence with the dog beside her. Then she got up and headed to the resort in order to take a shower and help Rachel with the damned aerobics class, but when she looked down she realised the dog had followed her instead of staying behind his home. Her mind travelled then to Cocoa, the dog they had as a kid. A chocolate Labrador who used to growl at Sammy whenever he was teasing her or messed with her dolls. Cocoa used to follow her all over, he was like her shadow and had never let her down. Of course he hadn't because dogs are better than people. They're loyal, which is not something many people at the resort could claim.
And that was that, she was keeping the dog. She made up her mind there and then. This dog had appeared when she most needed something to rely on and maybe he needed her too.
When Hannah entered the resort, followed by the dog, everyone was sat on a table at the patio, before the guests awoke fully and the busy hours of the day began.
"Oh my God! Whose dog is this? Hi fella?" Rachel said, immediately spotting the dog.
"Suppose he’s mine now." Hannah shrugged as she took a seat next to Jake and left the coffee mug on the table. "Found him on the beach...or he found me."
"We're not keeping a dog...are you keeping him? Seriously?" Sammy asked, raising her voice with every question.
Hannah merely glared at him, she didn't say a word. She turned to Rachel instead before saying "I think I might keep him.”
Simon then pottered over to Max, sitting down beside him, his ears forward, looking at his food.
"The dog wants my food." Max deadpanned.
"Give him some then." Hannah said, rolling her eyes.
Max hesitated before grabbing some beef bacon from Ari's plate and gave it to the dog.
"The dog wanted your food not mine." Ari protested, before taking a sip from his coffee.
He looked at the dog as he wolfed it down and then jumped up, paws on Max's leg, tail wagging so hard his butt was moving.
"Hey! He likes me." Max chimed.
"He is kinda cute..hey buddy..." Jake said as he gave a sharp whistle and fed him a slice of toast.
"There's some leftover chicken in the fridge..." Rachel offered, seeing as the dog would guzzle all their breakfast if they let him.
"Oh, cool, he's hungry...poor thing..." Hannah said standing up.
She slapped her leg and the dog followed her unconditionally.
Once she was gone Sammy started his usual campaign against anything new.
"She can't keep him." he groaned.
"She's so keeping it." Jake snorted.
Ari who was now smoking a cigarette, his left arm leaning on the chair's back, asked "Why can't he stay?"
"He reminds me of Ethan...no hair" Max joked, with his signature grin. Rachel slapped him on the back of his head and everyone bar Sammy snorted.
"Seriously, Ari, she can't keep it. We're on a mission." Sammy tried again.
"You fucking tell her then..." Ari growled, not bothering to look at him.
"Chill out, it's only a dog. And what's wrong with you two?" Jake asked, looking between Sammy and Ari. "You're throwing daggers at each other." He then turned to Max "And you, you're being weird too."
Ari decided then he had had enough and stubbed out his cigarette on the ashtray. He too was pissed at Sammy and Max and wasn't in the mood to answer any of Jake's questions whatsoever. "I'm going for a run." he said as he got up.
"Yeah. Get the fuck out of here..." Sammy snarled.
Ari stopped on his tracks and glared at him "I'm going now before I punch YOU in the jaw...and you wanna upset your sister again, be my guest, because I can't and I won't."
"Yeah, you've never been able to say no to her have you, Ari?" Sammy raised his voice again.
“Ok, what have I missed?" Jake asked, his eyes darting between Sammy, Max and Rachel.
Ari just shot Sammy another glare, more like a death stare, thinking how he would love to drag him over the table and smash his face in. But he simply left, his hands turning into fists.
"Just leave it" Max whispered, leaning over Jake.
The first guests started appearing in the dining room just as Rachel switched seamlessly into Angela, welcoming them. Max, Jake and Sammy stood up and cleared the table they had been having breakfast at. Hannah came back, the dog on her tail after having been fed and patched up, and greeted the guests in a perfect Spanish accent.
"Buenos días" she said to the woman she had spoken Spanish to the day before, and then ignored everyone and headed to her hut.
Just as she was about to reach her door she bumped into Ari as he emerged from his in his running gear complete with Walkman.
"Sorry firefly didn't see you..." Ari apologised.
"It's ok, I was distracted..." she said softly, taking him in but not daring to look him in the eyes.
Ari was in no better position and ran his hand through his hair struggling for words while she checked him out. And suddenly the dog jumped up at him.
"Hey pal..." Ari kneeled down to gently pat the puppy's head and scratch him behind his ears.
"Think he likes you." Hannah said, giving him a small smile.
Ari looked up, and saw Hannah was smiling, and he'd be damned if it wasn't a genuine smile. His eyes locked on hers for a second before he looked back at the dog who was now licking his face.
"Where did you find him?" he asked softly.
"My rocks." she said, pointing to the curve of the bay. Ari squinted his eyes and then he spotted the place she was pointing out. "I think I might call him Simon."
Ari laughed at the random name. "Simon?" he asked, raising an eyebrow. Hannah shrugged and just then he let out a snort as he realised "Still hoping Simon Le Bon is gonna come rescue you?"
"Well if you can't have Simon Le Bon, Simon Le Bone will do. What do you think, buddy?" Hannah cooed, bending to give him scratches.
"A substitute for the real thing?" Ari quipped. He sensed Hannah was in good spirits and decided it was worth giving a shot.
"Well, we don't always get what we want." she replied, looking up back at him.
Ari swallowed, remembering the dream he had had the other night and her saying those exact words to him on her 21st. His face then fell and though he tried to collect himself quickly Hannah noticed.
"What's wrong?" she asked, studying him.
"Nothing Firefly, just....I'm sorry." he answered quietly.
"Yeah, you said." she shrugged as she looked down at the dog who was now rolling on the sand. She looked back at Ari and could see the pain was still in his eyes even though he had rearranged his face. She swallowed before admitting "I'm sorry too, Lobo."
"What for?" he frowned. Now, that was a surprise.
"Being so angry at you...I know you're hurting too." she looked into his eyes, just to check they were still in turmoil.
Ari couldn't find the words, he didn't think he deserved her forgiveness. He knew he didn't. The only thing he could come up with was looking at her shrugging before stepping forward and in an automatic response, hugging her. He didn't even think about the possibility of her rejecting his touch, even his nearness. But, surprisingly, she rested her head against his chest as his hands gently rubbed at her back and he decided in a bold movement to kiss her head and whisper into her hair "I'm so sorry, Han."
"I know." she whispered back.
They stood there until a moment later she pulled back and wiped her eyes "Look I have to help Rachel with the tourists. Can you keep an eye on Simon?"
"So we're actually calling him that?" Ari snorted.
"We?" Hannah asked, arching her eyebrow.
Ari simply smiled "I've got you on this, I like him."
"Let me guess, the others want him to go." Hannah asked him, crossing her arms over her chest.
"No, just Sammy." Ari confessed. But just as the words left her mouth he internally face palmed himself realising he may have just made it worse between the siblings.
"Well Sammy can jump. I'm done letting him take things from me." she said, her eyes burning with determination.
Ari saw her open her mouth to say something, but she shut it almost instantly as she apparently had changed her mind and after a few seconds she spoke again "I don't think there's anything on this afternoon, do you wanna take me into Port Sudan? Simon's gonna need some stuff if he is staying, I was gonna go diving but..."
Ari's mind went directly to Jake and his diving experience the previous day and blurted out "No!" and noticed Hannah's surprised expression before correcting himself "I mean, yeah, I'll take you...sure."
"Thanks, so you're ok watching him whilst I help Rachel?" she checked.
Ari looked at the dog who glanced up at him, tongue lolling out before replying "Sure Firefly."
****
Ari was in the dining area, reading the American paper they got once a week if they were lucky, with Simon led by his feet when Sammy walked in.
"Oh fuck me..." he said, stopping when he spotted the dog.
Ari looked at him, deciding if it was worth trying to speak to him or if he was actually in the mood to do so when Simon sat up and growled at Sammy.
"Oh look at that..." Ari grinned "He doesn't like you either."
"Fuck you Ari..." Sammy rolled his eyes "She convinced you, didn't she?"
"The dog stays, Sammy." Ari said sternly, his eyes on the newspaper.
"She did." Sammy said, shaking his head as he scoffed.
"Like I said, the dog stays." Ari looked at him again. "End of discussion."
"You're an idiot." Sammy spat.
"It's just a dog Sammy." Ari sighed "What's the issue?"
"You really can't say no to her can you?" Sammy asked as a response to Ari's question.
"Again Sammy?" Ari groaned as Sammy glared at him.
"Don't even think of getting near her again Ari." Sammy threatened him.
"Fuck off Sammy." Ari bit back feeling his temper fray as he stood up and stormed out of the dining area, pushing past Sammy and headed towards the beach, Simon following him.
He nearly missed Max who was about to walk in the door and moved out of the way of Ari and looked at Sammy puzzled before saying "Wow, everyone loves you today, don't they?"
"Oh shut up Max." Sammy rolled his eyes and walked into the resort.
"Yeah, that's what I should have done." he muttered. He looked at Ari who was now walking down towards the ocean and turned to follow him.
"Ari..." he called, "Wait up buddy."
Ari stopped and turned and saw Simon ran towards Max as he stood with his hands on his hips, waiting for the man to reach his side.
"Yeah, I ain't got no food now pal...you ate it all.”
Ari called Simon by his name to stop bothering Max and Max looked at him "Simon? Let me guess, Duran Duran..."
"You know Hannah." Ari snorted "Simon Le Bone, meet Max...or Irving...he's Maltese..."
"Le Bone?" Max laughed "Good call..."
"Yeah I thought so too." Ari smiled.
"Look, Ari.I want to apologise. I swear when I told Andy well, I didn't think he would go and do that..." Max spoke, looking at him shyly.
"Well, he did." Ari shrugged. "But it doesn't matter anymore."
"Doesn't it?" Max asked. Not believing for a moment his leader was going to let him get away with it. But Ari just sighed. "I know you Ari, and I know Hannah too." Max insisted.
"Well, in that case why don't you tell me if it matters or not then Max?" Ari asked, a little tetchy.
"You know it does Ari." Max shrugged and patted him on the shoulder. "I just wanted to say I'm sorry man." he added before leaving.
Ari breathed out and looked down at Simon before muttering "Everyone's fuckin' sorry... Well, except Sammy that is."
Simon just looked at him. The dog hadn't got a clue of what was going on so he happily headed down to the ocean, sticking his paws in the water.
*****
Ari drove the truck down the main road heading towards Port Sudan. Neither of them were talking much, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. Both of them were glad to get away from the atmosphere that had descended on the Red Sea Diving resort, even if they were partially responsible for it despite that not being totally their fault.
Hannah was simply looking out of the window, every so often taking something in, an interesting landmark, an animal, whatever it was they passed by. Her passenger side window was opening, causing the strands of hair that had fallen loose from her bun to blow around her face. Ari stole a glance at her, taking in her profile, smiling softly to himself thinking it was probably a good job her eyes were covered by her shades because he really should be focussed on the road…
“Why are you looking at me Ari?” Hannah questioned as she turned to face him. He hastily averted his attention to the road as he gave her a sheepish smile.
"Was just thinking, it’s been a while since we've been alone in a car." he said, his elbow leaning on the door frame.
"Yeah well this ain’t gonna end the same way as the last time that happened." she said taking a deep breath as she looked back out of the window.
"What do you mean?" Ari frowned.
She turned to look at him "You forgotten that night after the McDonalds drive through?"
Oh…
Ari tossed the scrunched up cheeseburger wrapper into the paper bag as Hannah did the same, before he turned and dropped the trash into the rear foot well of his chevvy behind his seat. Hannah reached over for her coke, taking a large drink as she glanced out of the window.
“So tell me, mi Lobo…did you park this far away from everyone else for a reason?” she asked, turning to him.
“Firefly, I resent that accusation…” he said, shifting slightly so he was side on in his seat, facing her, one arm sneaking round the back of her headrest.
“You’re so full of shit…” she looked at him, and he arched an eyebrow.
“Ok, you got me…” he said, his other hand falling to her thigh just above where her long, over-knee socks finished “I just wanted to make sure no one dented the car…”
She let out a laugh and he grinned, leaning over and pressing his lips to hers, his hand sliding up over her skin and under the hem of her tartan mini skirt.
“Been driving me crazy sat in the theatre next to you, wearing this…” he muttered into her mouth, as his fingers reached the top of her thighs. She let out a soft moan as she shifted slightly, his hand gently skating over her panty clad core. “I wasn’t concentrating much on the movie.”
“Kinda the point…” she whispered, his eyes locking onto hers.
“You know you give off this sweet, little innocent girl vibe when really you’re nothing but fucking minx…” he mumbled, his lips crashing onto hers as his fingers moved her underwear to one side and he found her hot and wet and so fucking ready. It hadn’t taken him long, as his fingers coaxed her gently he nipped at her neck, lavishing her with the praise and soft dirty talk she loved and just as she’d let out a soft cry of his name and arched her back as she came, wrapping her hand around his wrist, there was a sharp banging on the window which startled them both enough for Ari to jerk upwards, cracking his head on the roof of his car.
“Fuck!” he said, massaging his head before he moved as Hannah straightened her clothing and he wound his window down.
“Officer…” he greeted the Cop who looked at him, then to Hannah, then to the back of the car and Ari glanced around, spotting for the first time that the windows had misted up. “We were errr…”
“I know exactly what you were doing…” The officer looked at him “Take it home kids.”
“Kids…” Ari scoffed, watching him go. “I’m twenty-fucking-eight!”
Hannah laughed, “Must be your boyish good looks Lobo…”
“I’m not a boy, as well you know Firefly…” he shot her a look as he readjusted his pants and turned on the ignition to the car.
“Awww, would it make you feel better if I stroked your ego and told you that you were all man?”
“You can stroke somethin’…” he quipped, shooting her a dirty grin as he pulled out of the parking lot and she laughed, and turned those blue eyes on him as they flashed in the dim street lighting.
“Well take me home and I will.”
Yeah, he remembered that very well. And thanks to that memory, his not so little problem from yesterday morning was well on it’s way to reappearing.
"Well, I imagine with the sand and the dust around the place, getting the windows as steamy as we did then would be a challenge." he said, clearing his throat.
Hannah gave a laugh "We nearly got arrested.”
“Why break the habit of a lifetime, sweetheart?” he laughed and Hannah shook her head as her chuckles subsided and she once more fell silent.
Ari glanced at her again before he turned his eyes back to the road. It wasn’t long after that, 2 nights in fact, that following the Surgery Inauguration Party Sammy had turned up on his doorstep and punched him in the jaw, warning him off. Lost in his own thought, he nearly missed the almost whisper from Hannah a little while later when she spoke again.
"Thank you."
Ari frowned "What for firefly?"
"For backing me up with Simon." she turned to look at him.
“Like, shall I count the amount of times you backed me up since we came here?"
"I backed you up those times Lobo because you were right." she shrugged.
"Yeah, well and so were you about Simon." he said simply, his eyes back on the road.
"Well thanks anyway..."
"You're welcome Han. Besides, I kinda like him." he said, smiling at her.
At that she gave a snort "Sammy doesn't."
Ari rubbed at his eye, “Sammy doesn't like anyone, well not at the moment."
She let out a cheeky laugh, before she grinned and Ari looked at her again "That's part of the reason I wanted to keep him." she said, drawing a loud laugh from him.
****
Jake entered the reception area in his diving gear and was about to say something but shut it closed when he realised only Rachel and Jake were there sorting some schedule for the following day.
"Where the hell is Hannah?" he asked them, his hands on his hips.
"She went with Ari to Port Sudan." Rachel deadpanned without taking her eyes from the folder.
"What the fuck?” Jake cursed, making both Rachel and Max lift their eyes to look at him. "I was gonna take her diving..."
Not missing the whiney tone to his voice, Max vaulted over the reception counter and put an arm round Jake "Come on man, I'll tell you a story..."
They walked towards the seafront part of the resort, the dog behind them. Hannah had instructed Max to babysit Simon while she was away. In fact her exact words had been to take care of her puppy and keep it as far away from Sammy as possible. As long as he didn't turn his whiney bitch mode on, in which case Max was fully allowed to unleash the dog on Sammy having been told by Ari about his little growling incident before.
Max explained to Jake everything he needed to know about the big fuck up that had taken place nearly nine years before and which was still altering their lives. Jake listened carefully, slack-jawed as he ran a hand over his face from time to time.
"Whoaa, talk about a fucked up story." was all Jake could muster as realisation of what had been happening in front of his own eyes hit him. "So, Ari and Hanna..." he trailed and Max nodded in reply.
Then they abruptly stopped talking realizing Simon was gone. They looked around, turning and walking frantically, searching for the dog but he was nowhere to be seen.
“Cracker is so gonna kill us…” Max groaned as they ran back to the resort. "Have any of you seen the dog? We can't find him." he asked, bending over his body and panting as they emerged into the reception area.
"What?" Rachel shrieked.
"We got distracted for a minute and bam, he gone. We lost him." Jake explained as he tried to steady his breathing.
"What the fuck do you mean you lost him?" Rachel asked fuming. "Find him. Now!"
"Yeah, you better do it fast before mama bear comes back and rips your head off." Sammy snorted. He would be lying if he said he wasn't enjoying the show Dumb and Dumber were putting on.
"Yeah mama bear and wolf daddy." Max laughed.
Both Sammy and Jake glared at Max.
"Let's have a look around the buildings." Jake said, still pissed at Max's comment. He hadn't forgotten the fact that Hannah had bailed on him. That said, he was still quite fond of his head so didn’t want to give her any excuse to be pissed at him, so together they headed out looking for the dog at the front side of the resort but there wasn't any trace of him there either.
"You know it's a stray..." Jake sighed "He could have just fucked off home..."
"Yeah, I think he did...look" Max said, pointing to Simon who was stood outside Hannah's hut just like he was chilling. He looked at them, his ears pricking up, almost in a greeting. Yo guys.
"Fucking dog." Jake hissed.
They tried calling him to them, both relieved, but the dog showed no intention of moving from his spot. He just observed the two sweaty men looking at him with squinting eyes and their hands on their hips.
"If he's waiting for Hannah, he won't move." Jake said. "Unless..." and he turned to look at Max with a hopeful grin.
So Max rushed to the kitchen to fetch some food for the dog and quickly came back, showing it to him. Simon then got up and headed over to Max wagging his tail.
"Like, if this is Hannah and Ari's kid..." Jake snorted "Does this make Sammy his uncle?" he asked as Max fed the dog.
"Grumpy uncle..." Max snorted, looking at Jake.
"Then you must be food uncle..." Jake offered and Max grinned satisfied with his title. “What am I?”
“Shit shirt uncle?” Max quipped, as Jake shot him a look before the three of them headed back to the main building.
****
Ari had to hand it to Hannah, she hadn’t lost a shred of that tenacity she’d possessed years ago. She was currently stood in a little pet shop on the high street describing Simon to the man behind the counter. The guy spoke really bad English, but had given a yell to someone who had wandered through from the back, who was now attempting to translate.
“No, no hair…” Hannah was saying “Grey, with pink patches…big ears.”
“Ahhh…nem, nem!” The man said, and he hurried out from behind the counter and gestured for Hannah to follow him. Ari watched as she did, and he pulled a book from one of the shelves and thumbed through until he found the page.
“Yeah!” Hannah grinned, giving him a thumbs up “Sukran…”
The man beamed and nodded, leaving her with the book whilst he went to ring up the total for the dog bowls, the basket bed, food, collar and leash Hannah had picked out.
“You find him?” Ari asked.
“Yup.” she said, as he looked over her shoulder at the page. “He’s an Abyssinian Sand Terrier, also known as an African Hairless dog…”
“Sand Terrier is much better.” Ari said, “Makes him sound much more mysterious…”
“Says here they are fearless, loyal and willing to please…” Hannah mused.
“Sounds like someone I know.” Ari quipped and Hannah looked at him, rolling her eyes with a small smile on her face as she closed the book on Dog Breeds and placed it back on the shelf. She moved to the counter and pulled out her purse but Ari gently placed his hand on hers and shook his head.
“I’ll get it…”
“Ari, no,it’s…”
“I’m gonna ring it through on expenses.” Ari grinned “He’s a guest after all…”
She looked at him before she shrugged “Good luck explaining that to Ethan.”
“I think Ethan would like him, like Max said, they both have the same amount of hair.”
Hannah laughed and Ari grinned and he paid the man, giving him a tip as a thanks for his help before they gathered the things and headed back to the car. They placed the stuff in the back and Hannah went to the passenger side to climb in, but Ari stopped her when he spoke.
“Whilst we’re here, why don’t we head to the Souk and then the market? I’m not in any particular rush to get back…that is unless you want to?”
“No, a walk sounds good.” She smiled, her hands shifting to the scarf that was round her head, making sure it was adjusted properly.
Together they made their way through the relatively busy dusty street and found themselves in a large market place, which led in turn to smaller alleys off which the found the various Souks and Bazars. Ari allowed Hannah to direct, as they spent a bit of time looking at the clothing and the jewellery, a particular piece caught Ari’s attention due to the shape but before he could say anything Hannah’s focus was on a perfume stall which seemed like you could basically mix your own. After smelling a few components, some nice, some really not, they wandered back to the market place and there they spent a little more time at the food stalls. It was fun, they walked around, taking the free samples of the local breads, cheeses, meats and fruits they were offered along with pastries and sauces and dips…and once they’d decided what they liked at Ari’s suggestion they picked up a selection as a treat for the team later when they settled down for their usual end of day chat and drinks. Ari felt encouraged when Hannah agreed, that she was amenable to actually being round a table with Max and Sammy gain gave him hope that she was feeling a little less hostile towards the pair of them.
On their way back they passed a local café and Hannah stopped and asked Ari if they could grab a drink. Given that they’d been in the heat and sun most of the afternoon he conceded it was probably a good idea and they settled at a table, Ari lighting up a cigarette as they drank some form of sweet, iced tea. Hannah made some joke about how Max would be pissed about missing out on free food samples and Ari grinned, agreeing. For the most part, however, he was silent, simply letter her talk as he was happy she was relaxing and the Firefly he knew was coming back to him. It wasn’t just that though, his mind was clouding a little as she was stirring deep feelings, emotions he had been trying to ignore since she admitted the other night that she had loved him.
It had shocked him, it truly had. As it was something that neither of them had ever said to one another, they’d never admitted to the feelings being that strong.
And now he was kicking himself for not doing so when he had the chance.
Mind you, to do so he would have had to have admitted it to himself and at the time he hadn’t. The old adage of not knowing what you had till it was gone had never been more apt.
“We should probably go if we want to get back to help with Dinner Service” Hannah said softly, glancing at her watch “Damned it…is that the right time?”
She held her wrist out and Ari then glanced at his and shook his head “No, it’s short by 30 minutes…”
She groaned “I only set it again this morning. Think it’s on its way out. Mind you, what do you expect when it only costs you 5 bucks huh?”
“So it’s not a real Tag?” Ari raised an eyebrow, teasing and she gave him a look of mock indignance.
“That is a genuine fake I’ll have you know, Lobo.” she snorted before she sighed “I’ll get one, one day.”
Ari tossed down some money, thanked the guy who had served them and they headed back to the truck. As they made their way back, the sun was starting to dip, and with it Hannah’s mood as the closer they got to the Resort, the more withdrawn she started to get again.
"Do you regret it?" she suddenly blurted out.
"What?" he frowned.
"Regret being with me all those years ago?"
“Hannah…” he sighed “Why do you keep doing this to yourself? Raking over it all…”
“Because I don’t understand Ari.” She looked at him, “Before on the beach, when you said you were sorry…I just wonder sometimes if...” she trailed off, “It doesn’t matter, forget it.”
“It clearly does matter.” Ari said, his voice carrying a level of frustration. “Spit it out.”
“If I’d have told you I loved you, back then, would it have made a difference? Would you have fought harder?”
Ari took a deep breath. "Han I hate the way we ended, I really do...and it tears me apart thinking about why it happened and there's a part of me that will never forgive Sammy for what he did, but he did it because he thought he was protecting you, and I know that doesn’t make it ok..." He cut her protests off before she could launch into another rant about her brother, continuing as he attempted to get his point across. “But I knew he was right. I wasn’t good for you. I was a selfish asshole, still am according to you remember?”
“I shouldn’t’ have said that…” she dropped her gaze to her hands which were clasped in her lap.
“But you’re right.” he shrugged “So I didn’t fight because I believed what Sammy was saying, I still do in some ways but do I regret anything that happened between us? No, not a damned second and I’d do it all again in a heartbeat.”
His words hit Hannah like a lightning bolt as she turned everything over in her mind. Over the course of less than 3 days she’d gone from believing that Ari had left because things were getting too serious for him and that he had gotten what he wanted and so cast her aside, to then believing that he had in fact been warned off by her brother and didn't fight because he didn't care enough but now she truly understood. He actually believed everything that Sammy had said. He genuinely thought he wasn’t good enough for her. So had done what in his mind was right, broken her heart to save it in the long term.
“I suppose it worked out for you in the end.” she said gently “You found Sarah, had Maya.”
Ari sighed “Yeah, and I wouldn’t change any of that in the world…but you know, you got Andy…”
He instantly knew he had said the wrong thing as her face darkened again and she looked out of the window.
"Han, don't be too angry at him..." he pressed.
"Angry? I'm fucking furious Ari.” she turned to him, tears in her eyes “I feel betrayed...like...well, my entire relationship happened because he broke us up. It’s like the whole thing was a fucking sham."
"Don't say that." Ari shook his head "You loved him Hannah, and he did what he did for a reason. He loved you."
"Well I loved someone else back then." she wiped at her face "And he hardly knew me either at that point so he didn't have a right to do anything. It's like he saw me as some prize to be won in some fucked up competition"
“Hey, come on…” he reached out for her left hand which had fallen to her knee and he gave it a quick squeeze “I know it hurts, and I know you’re angry but everyone did what they did because they thought it was right.”
“It should have been my choice though Ari.” she looked at him, shaking her head “And you all took that choice away from me whether you meant to or not.”
“I know, and I’m sorry…”
“I know, I know.” she said softly “And I believe you, I do…” she took a deep breath and she shook her head “Suppose you’re right…not like we can change any of it anyway, unless you’re hiding a TARDIS somewhere...”
“Sorry Firefly, you’re The Doctor not me.”
She looked at him, before her face creased up and she let out a huge howl of laughter.
Thankfully, the conversation took a lighter turn, Ari getting the impression that Hannah was as tired of being angry and bitter about things as he was and he hoped that she was ready to stop torturing herself over the past. He hated seeing her so upset and withdrawn.
Eventually they got to the resort and once the car had stopped, Hannah climbed out and grinned as Simon came trotting over to greet them, his tail wagging furiously. As Hannah stooped to greet him, Ari was pondering at how the dog seemed to actually be that bonded with her already considering she had found him only that morning, when his attention went to Sammy and Rachel who were emerging from the side entrance.
“Where the hell have you been? You've been gone for hours.”
"Hello to you too Sammy..." Ari rolled his eyes
"I didn't realise we were being timed" Hannah stood up and folded her arms. "Did I miss my curfew?" she asked sarcastically.
"Ignore him." Rachel shot Sammy a look before she walked towards the truck where Hannah was now reaching into the back for the bags.
"Gladly" Hannah mumbled. Rachel took one of the bags from her, looking inside and immediately started cooing over the stuff they had bought, informing them that it looked great. Hannah started to tell her all about the fabrics and the perfumes at the souks as they walked inside, Simon mooching behind them.
Ari watched them go, ignoring Sammy and then smiling at Jake who had also emerged to help.
“Need a hand?”
“Yeah…thanks.” Ari said as Jake grabbed the bag of dog biscuits. Ari tossed the smaller pet items into the basket before he removed it from the truck, shutting the door with his hip. He nodded at Max who was leaning in the doorway eating a sandwich as he entered the resort.
“Where do you want this Firefly?” he asked. She turned to face him and placed the bag she was carrying down, fishing in her pocket.
“Can you take them to my hut?”
“Sure.”
She crossed towards him, placed the key in the basket he was carrying and he gave her a smile as he headed back outside and down to the hut that was 2 along from his. Unlocking the door he walked inside, placed the basket on her bed and stood up, taking a quick look around. The familiar vanilla notes he associated with her surrounded him and he simply took a deep breath before he turned to go, which was when he noticed that there was frame on her bed side table which was face down. He knew he shouldn’t look, but he couldn’t help himself and he gently picked it up. It was a photo of her and Andy in her Mama’s garden. Hannah was sat on his knee, smiling at the camera as Andy gently kissed her cheek. Fuck, she’d really, really taken what the man had done badly.
Captain fucking obvious, Levinson….
He understood where she was coming from, he really did, but she’d been happy with Andy. He had been a good guy, what he had done was selfish but he wasn’t a selfish man, not by nature…hell, he’d given his own life to save Ari’s…but as he stood there, Ari suddenly started to wonder whether there had been more to that. Had Andy felt some sort of guilt?
No, no. It had been a split, in the moment decision, one any agent would do for another. That was all.
Not wanting to think about it anymore, he replaced the photo so that it wouldn’t appear to have been moved and left, locking the door behind him and heading back to the dining area.
As usual everyone chipped in to help serve dinner to the guests, and then that was it. Their duties over for the day and they were free to do what they wanted. As the Guests started to thin out, either heading to the beach or to their huts the staff-slash-agents retreated to a table outside with a bottle of wine and the stuff Ari and Hannah had brought back. The chat was easy and it was comfortable, which Ari was thankful for. Rachel, in her full Angela role informed them they were booked now until the start of April, at which point Ari, or Guy, nodded and suggested that might be a good time to go scouting again for more diving locations…in other words, their next mission. They all nodded, and he agreed he would clear it upon his trip back to the US (Israel) to chat to their sponsors (Ethan).
“Well, before we go scouting anywhere…” Max spoke, in his Irving voice “It’s Rosa’s 30th…”
There were subdued cheers around the table, and Hannah groaned.
“Don’t remind me…” she said, her accent impeccable as always.
“You know we should throw a party…” Sammy said “A proper beach one, like they do back home, in Aus…”
Hannah looked at him, and then shook her head. Rachel looked at her “Oh come on!”
“A party could be fun, Red.” Jake grinned at her and she sighed.
“Fine, but I am not going naked diving.” she pointed at him “Regardless of whether it’s a birthday tradition in the diving world…”
“Isn’t that a 100th Dive Tradition?” Ari looked at Jake, raising an eyebrow. Jake shrugged, mischievously.
“You lying bastard!” Hannah scoffed, slapping his arm. Jake grinned and she shook her head.
“And on that note, I’m calling it a night.” he yawned “I have a double diving tour tomorrow morning.”
“Yeah, I should really sort some paper work too, ready for the check out tomorrow.” Rachel said, as they both stood up. Jake bid them all goodnight and Rachel headed into the resort, presumably to the office just behind the reception desk. Hannah watched as Sammy’s eyes trailed after her for a second before he too sighed and said he was heading to bed leaving Max, Hannah and Ari at the table. Hannah glanced down at Simon who sat up at the commotion, cocking his head to the side, his blue collar settled on his neck.
“Think I’ll take Simon for a little walk before bed” she rose from her seat. “Night boys.”
“Good night Cracker.” Max smiled.
“Night.” Ari nodded and with that she left.
Ari watched her walk off down the sand. Simon trotting at her heels. The loose, pale yellow top she was wearing blew slightly in the breeze as she walked, barefoot and bare legged thanks to those navy blue shorts…
He turned to Max, the two of them striking up a conversation about Port Sudan, until Ari suddenly interrupted, unable to get the thought that had sprung up as Hannah walked off out of his mind.
“Think she’ll be ok?” Ari turned to Max. Max simply looked at him. “Hannah, you know, with the military being around…”
Max considered Ari for a moment before he leaned forward “Why don’t you go keep an eye on her?”
“No, I don’t think she’d appreciate it.” Ari shook his head.
“She might.” Max shrugged.
Ari looked at him again, before he gave a nod and headed out. He couldn’t see Hannah, but he had a good idea where she would be, he remembered her talking about the cave she had found Simon in, just at the curve of the cove. He made his way over, exhaling cigarette smoke and smiled as he realised he was right when Simon came bounding out from behind a rock to greet him.
"Hey pal..." he said softly before he stopped at the entrance to the cave.
Hannah looked up at him, giving him a small smile as the dim light sparkled in her eyes.
"This isn't walking Firefly." Ari smiled, leaning against the rocky wall of the cave by the entrance as he looked down at her.
"I walked here didn't I?" she raised an eyebrow.
"Want me to leave you alone?" he asked, fully aware she had hidden in there for a reason. He’d got what he wanted, to know she was safe, so he was perfectly happy to let her be.
"You can sit if you want." she shrugged "But you can put that out before you step into my secret den…”
He smiled and stubbed his cigarette out before he ducked into the rock cluster, sitting beside her.
“So, what you up to? Actually, no let me guess thinking..." he said and she gave a soft huff, shrugging “You know I meant what I said before, don't you ever wanna switch off your brain and just stop for a while?"
"Yup." she nodded “But it’s never that simple though is it?"
"Nothing is Simple." Ari sighed "I wish it was.
"I managed it for a bit today." Hannah looked at him. "Switching off I mean. When we were in the market and stuff...it was nice."
"Yeah, yeah it was Firefly." he agreed
She looked at him and smiled "I like that."
"You like what?”
"When you call me Firefly, not Hannah or Han."
"You'll always be Firefly to me." he shrugs "Although Hannah is your actual name, so..."
"Sorry, you mean Rosa Maria, Guy.”
Ari chuckled as did she. "I think we needed that" he smiled.
"Needed what?”
"A smile, and a laugh...chance to be away from it all for a little while." he looked at her.
"Maybe, like I said today was nice. Tonight was nice too...things have gone a bit overboard since we came back from the mission."
"You're telling me." He agreed.
They sat in silence for a while, watching the moonlight on the water as a slight gust of wind blew in from the Ocean, ruffling Ari’s hair slightly. He felt Hannah give a little shiver besides him and he looked at her as she tucked her knees into her chest. He hesitated for a second before he passed his arm over her shoulder.
"If I was wearing a jacket I'd offer it to you..." he nodded to the goose-bumps on her arm as explanation for his display of affection, fully expecting her to push him away but she didn’t.
"This is fine." she shrugged "Thanks”
"You're saying that a lot today Firefly." he looked at her before his attention went to Simon who was digging in the sand at the mouth of the cave, his tail wagging furiously.
"Well, you know, mama always told me to give thanks when it’s due so..."
"Good advice" he nodded.
“Seriously though, thank you Ari…” she looked at him for a moment before leaning up and kissing his cheek.
He turned his head to look at her and her face was so close to his. “You’re welcome” he whispered, swallowing slightly and her eyes flickered down to his lips. It was quick, and had he blinked he would have missed it. But he didn't...and once more he was catapulted back to the night of her 21st outside the club.
The internal conflict that had been raging inside him back then reared once more with vengeance only this time it wasn’t just about Sammy. There was Andy and everything else that had happened over the past few days, and her question from before rang around his head, silencing the voices...
“If I’d have told you I loved you, back then, would it have made a difference? Would you have fought harder?”
Whilst he couldn’t answer that, because he honestly didn’t know, he did know one thing. He didn’t regret them being together, at all.
“…do I regret anything that happened between us? No, not a damned second I’d do it all again in a heartbeat.”
And he would, one and a million fucking times over regardless of how it worked out, because he'd rather have had her for those few months than never at all.
He was aware she still hadn’t moved, her eyes were bouncing across his, like she was waiting for him to decide what he wanted, what he was going to do…so he did. His lips brushed hers, in a soft, gentle kiss, their noses bumping together slightly. And she didn't pull away. His arm tightened around her and he pulled her closer, his lips gliding over hers, the kiss deepening slightly. She was mimicking his movements, reciprocating, her tongue sliding against his and fuck he was in heaven, his stomach full of those familiar knots, until she pulled away, dropping her head slightly, her hand on his chest.
"Ari..I..." her voice was raspy, her chest rising and falling deeply as was his. And he shook his head before he pressed it to hers.
“I know.” he sighed. “Sorry, I shouldn’t have done that.”
“It’s not your fault” she said softly.
He looked at her before he moved his arm from round her, running his hand through his hair as he sat back, shaking his head, looking down at his hands. There was a moment or two of silence, Ari mentally cursing himself again for being an idiot before Hannah spoke.
“I need to go…it’s late and I didn’t sleep much last night." she looked at him “Wanna walk me back?”
He looked at her, noticing that she was smiling and he gave a soft laugh.
“Sure…come on.”
He stood up, ducking again as the cave wasn’t tall enough to accommodate his full height and held his hand out to help her up. She took it, and once she was stood, she didn’t let go.
****
“Have you seen Hannah?” Rachel asked, walking back out onto the patio “I need to ask her something about the Spanish guests.”
“She left for a walk.” Max said, looking up from the piece of drift wood he had been whittling into shape. As Rachel made to go find her, he suddenly realised he had sent Ari before and hastily stood up. “I’ll go, see if I can find her.” he offered.
Rachel smiled “Thanks.”
Max walked over the sand, down in the direction Hannah had headed in and then paused as he saw them in the distance, slowly making their way back towards the resort, hand in hand. Smiling to himself, Max turned to head back, giving one last glance over his shoulder at which point he saw them both stop at Hannah’s hut. Hannah looked up at Ari who wrapped his arms around her, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. She pulled back, smiled and headed into her room with Simon. Ari paused as the door closed, his head dropping a little as his hand ran through his hair before he headed towards his own accommodation.
Max made his way back to the dining area and wanderd inside to the bar, pouring himself a scotch.
“Did you find her?”
He spun to look at Rachel and shook his head “Nah, no sign. Must have gone to bed”
She looked at him before nodding “Ok, it can wait until tomorrow. I’m turning in myself now then. You ok to shut up here when you’re done?”
Max nodded and watched Rachel go before he resumed his previous position at the table, picking up his carving, a soft smile playing on his face.
This time, he wasn’t saying shit about what he’d seen.
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