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voltronisanobsession · 10 months

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Miguel codes Lyla a Friend

I had this idea since I was thinking maybe sometimes Lyla gets lonely being the only hologram in the spider society apart from Spider Byte. So I decided to do this and show what it could be like if Miguel finally coded and programmed Lyla a new friend!

This also might be the very few writings I’ll do for this fandom since I wanna focus on the ones Im active in now :D

For this to even be CONSIDERED a possibility, Lyla would have to have been annoying Miguel for awhile, complaining about how oh so lonely she’s gotten being the only hologram

“Come on.”

“There’s Spider Byte.”

“She doesn’t count, plus she’s still a spider. Come oonn.”

“Is my company not enough, Lyla?”

“Look me in the eyes and you tell me. Come ooonnnnn.”

In the end Miguel will succumb to Lyla’s persistent complains much to the her delight

I can already see her excitedly yapping away while Miguel begins programming her new ‘friend’

I totally see Miguel just copying and pasting Lyla’s original coding while making some changes like the personality and appearance just because he didn’t want to spend too much time on this

It takes a couple of runs before both he and Lyla are satisfied with the final outcome, you😍

Miguel made it so that you were the more compassionate and kind one between the two of you while Lyla is the honest and blunt one

You chose your own name, which surprised both him and Lyla since you were already adapting and growing as an intelligent form of tech

“Well then Y/N, welcome to the team.”

Cue Lyla grabbing your arm and disappearing to who knows where while Miguel sighs

Omg she would totally give you star glasses so you could match with her heart glasses!!!

You guys are rarely seen without the other ever since your arrival

Lyla would show you all the ropes to being Miguel’s assistant and would be so proud when you help file your first report on an anomaly :,)

“They grow up so quick.”

“But I can’t ‘grow up’ Lyla.”

“You’ll understand those sayings soon.”

You guys do everything together, like karaoke nights with Miguel, make friendship bracelets for each other and take silly pics with that one bunny filter Lyla’s obsessed with

It’s like you’re Thing 1 and Thing 2 according to Peter :]

Because this is technically your shot in ‘living’, you definitely look at everything with stars in your eyes

Everything is still so new to you and so exciting that you often get carried away with rambling about how fascinating life is

Which causes Miguel to raise an eyebrow at times because it’s almost like your becoming more self aware of yourself, gaining more… human emotions despite you being only a hologram

And he isn’t wrong

Once learning of Miles Morales’ story and how he’s essentially going to destroy the multiverse according to Miguel, you can’t help but feel for the boy

Your traits grow from being compassionate to feeling real emotions which confused you at first when you began feeling so different at times

(You asked Lyla about the weird feelings you’ve been getting but she only looks at you weirdly so you don’t bring it up again)

You make it a habit to mention every now and then that Miles had no control over what happened and how you feel sorry for him

How you even theorize that with him, the cycle of Spiderman could possibly be broken!

Lyla would 100 percent lecture you on how that would be terrible and all that fun sunshine stuff which you definitely don’t listen to

Hobie would be around when you’re on one of your tangents on how Miles could be the change the multiverse could benefit from, capturing his attention

“Rebellious one, aren’t you?”

“Oh Hobie hello! What do you mean by that?”

“I sure as ‘ell know bossman wouldn’t program your own ideas to go against his, now would he?”

After that small talk, your hologram self would realize ‘hey! Im thinking for myself, I have my own ideals and beliefs!’

Cue you acting out against Miguel cuz you’re in your rebellious phase

Bro would totally tell Lyla to control you

You’ve been giving him more headaches than Lyla has and that’s saying something

I think Lyla would try to tap into your programming to see if there was something wrong only to find out you put a PASSWORD on that file LMAO💀💀💀

Her reaction: 😦

Besides that concerning factor that is making itself way more known after Miles arrives, most of the spiders do enjoy your company

They love how you just float around them as you beg to hear more of their stories and fights they’ve experienced

You have an almost childish light because of how interested and amazed you are at them

You love being around Peter B. though because of Mayday

She loves just swishing her hand at your frame, giggling as you reappear in a different spot, your soft glowing light capturing her attention every time

Overall I think being Miguel’s second assistant isn’t the most terrible thing in the world

Lyla’s sarcasm has rubbed off on you so you both like to make Miguel’s job a little more difficult than it needs to be

But he definitely has a soft spot for both you, especially since you often sympathize with him whenever he watches those videos of his past life

You’re just a silly member of the society trying to learn more about life and the special moments it holds

You want to be apart of the real world instead of being confined to the digital world, which Lyla and Miguel don’t realize is a problem until you finally go against them

DUN DUN DDUUUNNNN

#spiderverse x reader #across the spiderverse x reader #into the spiderverse x reader #into the spider verse #across the spiderverse #lyla x reader #atsv x reader #atsv Miguel #atsv Lyla #atsv #Spiderman atsv x reader #x reader #atsv headcanons #atsv peter b parker #miles morales

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taegimood · 4 months

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epic need for your own thoughts on craveverse.. assign some kinks to the boys hehee

OMG WAIT WAIT RAHHHHHHHHHHHH i’m scared to get their characters wrong cuz they’re yours but i’ll try omg this is exciting wait

(edit: i accidentally added some plot in there lmao sorry also this is LONGG and these kinks aren’t anything taboo [for us at least 💀] but hopefully it’s still interesting~)

yeonjun: okay, do we need to say it? breeding kink. wants you to belong to him forever. wants your tummy full of the evidence that he was there. exhibitionism, he wants everyone to know you’re his and how good he can fuck the daylights out of you; he shamelessly fucks you around the others all the time, possessive as all hell, since he makes you share the living room together. also kisses you constantly, possessively, tongue in your mouth if he gets so much as an inkling that another member has their eyes on you when it’s yeonjun’s turn to keep you to himself, maintaining eye contact with said member as he kisses you until the younger backs down submissively. idk if there’s a name for this (is it the same as dumbification?) but loves it when you get into subspace.. loves knowing he fucked you completely dumb and has all the power over you. he loves spit.. always spitting in your mouth, spitting on your pussy before he rails it, spitting on his cock as he shoves it down your throat. loves it when you suck on his fingers and whine for him too <3 anything that shows you’re even remotely enjoying it, he’s all over that shit.. it helps aid how toxicly and utterly convinced he is that you belong together, forever. some could even argue that out of all of them, yeonjun might just have the most screws loose — you’d just never know it until you wake up one day and then suddenly you do.

soobin: SOOBIN… soobin is a closeted freak… if yeonjun saw half the things that went on in his submissive little member’s head, he’d be outraged lmao. although soobin doesn’t fuck you as often as some of the others do, he wants you just as much - he just doesn’t show it. has this fantasy of marking you, and covering your entire body too; he just wants to bite and nibble you everywhere and is always trying to scent you in small ways just subtle enough that yeonjun won’t notice and be set off. in his mind he’s making you his in his own tiny little ways. soobin is more possessive than you’d think (flashback to what i sent you about him shoving beomgyu to the floor) and as sweet as he is, he‘s also got a guilty pervertedness to him when you come crying to his bedside asking to be held… that’s right, I’M the one she needs. he also has a cockwarming kink for sure. will pump his cock into you nice and steady before keeping you there <3 whispers in your ear how your pussy was made just for him, but don’t tell yeonjun~ and of course i will forever be on the sticky cum soobin agenda - he has a fat creampie kink that he shamelessly exhibits every time he fucks you, will literally overstimulate himself just so he can keep fucking more and more and more of his thick cum into your little hole~ but he’s also just a sweetie and will kiss you all the time during sex too, taking full advantage of the moments when he can finally let his affection loose as opposed to his usual awkward demeanor when it comes to things like kissing outside of sex. leaves your lips swollen and wet from all the sucking and nibbling hehe

beomgyu: dacryphilia. wants to see you sob. also a breeding kink tbh for the pure sake of OWNING you, not about the actual outcome of pups.. like yeonjun, he loves when you get into subspace, but unlike yeonjun, there’s no affection there. it’s just the pure ego boost of knowing he can mold you into his own little cocksleeve. he has this secret cuckolding-esque fantasy of fucking your brains out while all the other boys sit and watch, while only he’s able to touch you.. sigh, if only yeonjun would let him. obviously has a degradation kink, he’s projecting onto you all the shit that he was constantly belittled with by his past female alpha </3 he’s so toxic lmao but — this may be controversial — deep deep DEEP deep DEEEEEP down…… there’s a part of him that really just wants to be seen. wants to be held. wants to be someone for somebody. it’s just so buried beneath all the rage and hurt and spite that you’ll never know it; and HE’LL never know it either tbh, so blinded by himself and his hatred. (the closest thing you get is when he pretends to be asleep so you can card your fingers through his hair and then grumbles about it later <3)

taehyun: sir kink? 🫣 ohhhhhhh….. taehyun. mr difficult to decipher. you’re convinced he hates you and he actually does except — he kind of doesn’t. as mean as beomgyu is, taehyun is nasty. sometimes it seems like he’s fucking you more out of anger and spite than out of the desire to get off. but he’ll be damned if he ever admits to you or anyone else how hard he actually gets when you clutch onto him desperately, the force of his thrusts shoving you up the bed, leaving your hands flying to grip onto the nearest stable thing, always choosing his firm and solid figure. he wants you to need him. he has a power kink, but not like some of the other boys.. he’s the most level-headed of the group, with an innate need to protect, that goes beyond basic possessiveness. so his size and strength kinks come into play when he can manhandle you any which way, even holding you right up in the air, practically folded in half as he fucks you stupid. he likes the fact that you can’t even overpower him if you tried. and deep down under the hate, he likes the fact that he can protect you against anything that tries to hurt you. so sometimes when he isn’t making you sob and cry from the nasty spite that oozes out of him as he pummels your pussy, he’s actually — don’t point this out to him or he’ll rip your head off — pretty focused on making you feel good in his own taboo way, just so you know it’s him that makes you feel this way, it’s him with all that power and strength who’s capable of all the worst and all the best that you could get.

kai: oh boy. kai is an anomaly. easily the sweetest member, while also easily the most RABID (not literally 😳) because like you’ve said, he’s still learning how to control his wolf. he has all these big emotions and senses that can stretch so far out of his grasp sometimes, he just can’t get a hold of himself… so when he’s in his rut… you better fucking prepare yourself. he wants all of you, everything he can get, so selfish and needy and ravenous when his cock is pistoning itself in and out of your pussy without restraint, holding your hips down with your ass up and face buried in the sheets, skin red and bruising from the force of his skin slapping against yours from behind; don’t know if this counts as a kink, but he’s constantly flipping you into different positions. it’s like he just can’t get enough. he’s a starved man when it comes to you AND - he’s one of the only members who has a massive pussy eating kink. he’ll overstimulate you into high heaven until you’re clawing at him and begging him to stop with your hips in the air as he eats you out like it’s his best and last meal. but when he’s not in rut, he loves to hold you down in his lap and finger you sweetly, licking and kissing at your neck and shoulders as you keen around his long agile fingers <3 loves his hair being played with but unlike grumpy gyu, he’ll actually admit to it and even ask for it after sex :’)

anyway… crave!txt has me in a death grip that i do not want to escape. all hail mother lia.

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kittyball23 · 5 months

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can u do a pov fanfic of either poppy or branch when she went after him and wants to go with him to save floyd?

Can do 🙂I chose Poppy, since my "By Your Side" oneshot was primarily Branch-centered:

With You (a Trolls fanfic)

“Wait, what?”

Poppy could hear the confusion in Branch’s voice, as though his brother’s words were unexpected, contrasting to what the blue Troll had believed the outcome of their journey would be.

When John Dory replied, it was terse, straight, and to the point. “What? The mission’s the mission. You didn’t think we’d all live together when this was over, did you? Singing songs, and roasting marshmallows…” The Troll then laughed, finding the scene he’d pictured flat-out ridiculous. Clearly, going separate ways was what he’d intended from the start. And, given that there was no pushback from the other two brothers, they agreed. There seemed to be amusement written on Clay and Bruce’s faces, like they also found the idea too far-fetched.

But Branch wasn’t amused. Poppy’s brows furrowed in worry when an expression of hurt flashed across his face, before it switched to anger.

“Oh, I’m sorry, is that funny to you?” Branch snapped at John Dory. “That I might want us to actually be a family again?” Reaching into the inner pocket of his vest, he retrieved a piece of paper, sparing it a glance, and calling out to the front of the caterbus. “Tiny Diamond, pull over. Now.”

Rhonda lurched to a stop a few seconds later, the Trolls stumbling in an attempt to find their footing.

Bruce rolled his eyes in annoyance. “Don’t be a baby, Branch.”

Branch tensed, and whirled on him and Clay. “You’re mad at him,” he started in, speaking of John Dory, “but you guys do the exact same thing to me. You all still treat me like the baby of the family. But guess what? I stopped being a baby the day you guys walked out on me! Cuz’ I had to. Then Grandma got eaten and there was no one else to take care of me. This time, I’m walking out on you.” Without waiting for anybody to respond, he crumpled up the paper he was holding, tossed it on the floor, and stormed out of the bus without looking back.

Hesitantly, Poppy knelt down, unfolding the crinkled paper and smoothing it out so she could see. A child-like drawing met her eyes, with large, blocky letters, colorful stickers, and sparkly glitter. There was something awfully familiar about the design depicted. She’d seen this place before. “This is Branch’s bunker,” she said aloud. Suddenly, she realized something else. “He built it for you guys.”

Poppy’s eyes were still fixed on the drawing, overcome with emotion at the deeper meaning unveiled, when John Dory spoke up again. This time, she could tell he was more subdued, a hint of guilt wavering in his tone. “I… didn’t know…”

The Pop Queen solemnly glanced at him and the others, quietly replying. “I guess you never asked…” Then, she turned and exited the bus.

She had to find Branch.

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Branch had already made some distance, and Poppy hurried herself to catch up with him. “Branch, wait!” she called. “Branch!” But the Troll continued to walk onward. “Where are you going?” she asked. Certainly he wasn’t going to walk all the way back home, was he?

“To save Floyd. Alone,” he stated simply. “I didn’t need them growing up, and I don’t need them now.”

Well, he may not need them, but he’s sure as hair not getting rid of me.

Putting on a small burst of speed to cover the last few feet, she finally reached his side. But instead of the relief she’d anticipated seeing on his face, she was confused when he raised an eyebrow at her, puzzled. “What are you doing?”

“What do you mean? I’m coming with you.”

Branch scoffed at that. “Why bother?” he spat bitterly. “Aren’t you going to leave me eventually anyway? Everyone else does…”

Poppy stopped in her tracks, stunned beyond belief. Did I hear him correctly? She didn’t think she did. He really, genuinely thought that she was going to leave him? That there were no other options in his fate aside from loneliness? That she was just there to have her fun while the getting was good and then hit the road? Branch had said plenty of things in the past that had been laced with pessimism and negativity. But this by far was one of the worst things she had heard. No, not one of them - it was the worst she had heard.

Stepping forward, she grabbed his hand firmly, finally bringing him to a halt. “I have been by your side from the moment we met, and you’ve been by mine,” she reminded him, speaking slowly to give each word weight, “so let’s give each other some credit here.”

Just as slowly, Branch finally turned to face her, allowing her to see the shift in emotion on his face from something hard to something much softer. He let out a sigh. “Right. I’m sorry. Thank you.” When he flashed her a little smile of gratitude she grinned right back.

“You’re welcome.” Poppy thought the thank you perhaps was a little unnecessary. Being there for him was just something that came along with them being together, and the love that they had for one another. But just to be absolutely certain he knew of her commitment, she spoke again, softly and sweetly, taking hold of his hand and gently running her thumb across the back of his knuckles in a sympathetic caress.

“And I’m not going anywhere. Unless it’s with you. To save Floyd.”

The Pop Queen felt her heart swell when her words finally seemed to get through to him. There was comfort in his features, in the way his blue eyes shone with gratitude and in the way his cheeks glowed with the smallest hint of a blush. She didn't deny him when he opened his arms out towards her, easily melting into the warmth of the much-needed embrace.

They broke apart only upon hearing the sound of a dinging bell. A tricycle was making its way down the path towards them, and Poppy beamed when she saw its rider.

“Tiny!” she cried, delighted. “You’re coming, too?”

The small glittered Trolling shrugged his shoulders. “Eh, what can I say? I was moved by Branch’s speech, and his sad, sad little drawing.” He smirked and waved them over. “Now, let’s roll!”

Giving Branch’s hand one last affectionate squeeze, Poppy boarded the tricycle alongside him, the couple feeling a lot better about the rest of the journey, and pedaling towards the diamond-studded, glittering land of Mount Rageous.

#trolls #trolls 3 #trolls band together #broppy #branch trolls #poppy trolls #john dory #spruce trolls #clay trolls #tiny diamond #dreamworks #100+

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milf-mira · 1 year

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Watched the black panther wakanda forever movie a second time and I finally understood the back story of talokan and what namora told Namor at the end of the movie. During the fight btw shuri and Namor, when she had the spear on his throat she was having flashbacks of both wakanda and talokan which made her hesitate but the strangest thing was how she first thought about her mother and then Namor laughing popped up in her head ?! We never actually saw that footage .... Probably a scene that was cut. He wasn't just smiling he actually laughed and we heard the laugh. So she was hesitating not only Because of the beauty and the people of talokan but also because she grew attached BRIEFLY to Namor ? Again BRIEFLY cuz we really don't know what else happened in those caves. Namor also saw his mother through her, he gave her his mother's bracelet, and shuri's outfit was said to be specifically made for her ... Strange. What are the similarities btw shuri and his mother ? Tbh i can't think of any except them being scientists ?!

Another thing, when Nakia came to save shuri, both shuri and Riri were wearing a different outfit. They really were treated as guest since riri was with the the little girl that brought her food at first and they seemed to play ?! Shuri's outfit was gorgeous tho it had a lot of sparkles and beautiful embroidery and a see through cape ?! Or chains with beads ?! It was quite dark i couldn't see well. When Nakia came, she killed the guard and the little girl wasn't really armed. As a defense she put the knife on shuri's neck. Nakia told shuri to move away her arm to strike her but shuri didn't?! Nakia still succeeded to put a blow on the little girl. Shuri was the only one trying to save her cuz she knew it will be war yet nobody listened. The queen didn't care about the outcome and sorry to say this but she could only be blamed for her own death. Both Nakia and Riri said they should just leave and let the girl die, Shuri at that point said to her that she doesn't understand how grave this is cuz it means war. The queen should have carefully thought about her plan to save Shuri. But then again it's a mother who lost her husband and son, it's understandable she went to that length to save her daughter but some of y'all need to understand why Namor did what he did, she faced the consequences of her plan. When shuri came back to the lab the first thing she did was to try and make sonic defense barrier ?! She was the only one preparing for war. And when aneka came, she mentioned how she still keeps the bracelet, Shuri was actually smiling and she mentioned how beautiful talokan was to aneka. I t doesn't make sense that she grew so attached to talokan right away, I'm pretty sure she stayed there at least a week or something.

In the cave, Shuri opened up to Namor and Namor opened up to her. It wasn't easy with her mother yet she seemed more comfortable with Namor. When she refused his request he seemed so disappointed yet he still tried to listen to her. When he went up to the shore to meet Ramonda he said that she will remain there the time being and when he threatened he said that he will kill both shuri and her yet he still only killed the queen why ?! On the ship with shuri he only attacked the ship and spared her.

To me it seems that a lot of stuff happened in that cave which made shuri bond with both Namor and Riri. To me it didn't make sense she was protecting Riri "a stranger" and how she hesitated to kill Namor thinking about her mother and HIM when he murdered her mother.

I'm not an avid shipper or Namor x Shuri but the dynamic was so good and intimate to over look this. The thing is that they should have kept those scenes in the cave. Shuri sparing Namor would have made more sense because tbh i was angry she didn't get her revenge. She repeated many times that her plan was to kill Namor risking eternal war, she told N'jadaka she wanted to see Namor beg for mercy yet at the end she hesitated. I don't have a problem with her sparing more like we needed more content to back it up. Cuz for her to hesitate to kill the person who murdered her mother, it could only mean that she grew attached to that person. She said she wasn't noble liker her brother T'challa sparing the guy who killed their father. So if she didn't spare him because she was noble she spared him cuz she cares about him ? She grew fond of him ? They got close ? We will never know i guess.

I have more stuff to stay about namor's backstory maybe I'll make another post.

Can't wait for a Namor movie and or black panther 3.

#wakanda forever #namor shuri #shuri namor #black panther #namor x shuri #shuri x namor #mcu namor #black panther 2 #marvel #black panther wakanda forever #ku'kul'kan

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sadiecoocoo · 5 months

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Sooooo I just noticed another difference between morty and evil morty…

Whenever evil morty is in a fight, he seems calm and collected. He acts like he already knows the ult one of every fight he’s been in. He plans ahead, and knows who he’s fighting so he has no need to worry about losing a fight.

Morty, on the other hand, is a fucking psycho. During the purge episode, he purged like no other. When he destroyed that narnia place at the start of season 5, it was in a blind rage. He doesn’t think before he fights. And sure, he worries before hand cuz that’s just who he is. but when he gets into it, everyone who tries to beat him is FUCKED, especially when Morty has some of Rick’s tech.

Another example would be in the episode with the death crystals. Morty found out that he was in danger and that one of his bullies may actually try to kill him, and did he try to resolve the situation peacefully? No, he stole a bunch of Rick’s tech and obliterated the people who tried to hurt him.

Morty’s even shot Rick before because everyone was insulting him and he couldn’t take it anymore. Of course, it was a fake gun, but it was obviously implied that Morty didn’t know that.

Also not to mention the fact that Morty dominated a fight pit in a post apocalyptic world because he was pissed about his dad leaving. Morty even refused to go back with Rick because he didn’t want to leave the only place where he could get his anger out (there were probably better ways but yknow he’s a teenager and this is Rick and morty where the characters healthy versions of themselves are still pretty fucked up in their own way)

So, what I’m getting at here is that Evil Morty is calculating and weighs his options to get the best outcome that will benefit him. Morty, in a fight or flight situation where he’s been pushed to the edge, fights like the everything he’s ever cared about is on the line with little regard for who he has to kill or hurt to protect himself.

Morty is scary as fuck sometimes

Edit: I keep thinking of different scene where Morty goes fucking insane with a blood lust, so another example would be when he fucked up Ethan’s anatomy and shit because he made Summer feel bad. Ppl rlly need to stop messing with Morty, like that mafia boss in the Jerrick Trap had the right idea…

Another thing, in the Jerrick Trap he felt no remorse when shooting down all those guys in the mafia when he had just spent a few hours of getting to know them (he was probably just making them run errands for him but he was still technically hanging out with them, I mean he played ping pong with at least one of them)

Another edit: there r so many clips of morty loosing his shit and being a murderous psychopath I need to stop editing this every time I think of one lol… but remember the vat of acid stuff? Morty was annoyed that Rick wasn’t listening to him even though mouthy was ultimately right. He was sick of having to sit around in a tub of fake acid waiting for guys that he and Rick could easily kill to leave. So when he finally had enough, he just got out and tried to shoot them.

This child needs so much therapy.

#rick and morty #morty smith #character analysis #evil morty #morty c137 #I ONLY NOTICED THIS CUZ OF A TIKTOK LMAO #BUT HOLY SHIT MORTY CAN FUCK SHIT UP #LIKE EMORTY HAD PLANNED OUT EVERY LITTLE DETAIL IN THE CITADEL #ENSURING THAT HE WOULD GET THINGS RIGHT #AND MORTY’S JUST HERE LIKE #fuck it we ball

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anime-dreams · 6 months

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Gojo's and Geto's thoughts during the KFC breakup HAHAHHAHAHA

Theme: SatoSugu mwah

Warnings: none, angst??? (i mean it's SatoSugu so what do yall expect besides angst i hope my writing can bring out the angst thou) not proofread!!

Authors note: hi beautiful people, this is my first time trying this out so my sincerest apologies if i did smt wrong that caused any kind of inconvenience for yall. SatoSugu broke my heart and i havent felt the same way since i read that darn In Another Life fanfic (i loved it thou anyone who watches Haikyuu and ships BokuAka should go check it out). Anyways my ultimate goal here is to make yall cry over SatoSugu again cuz i cant seem to get over them :/ hahahaha

Gojo's POV:

I heard what Yaga said. My brain could not process it in time. “Huh?”

The only thoughts running through my mind was “No. it must be a mistake. No, Suguru would never.” Denial, denial, denial. I was confused. I was mad. Not mad at you, but at those damned old gits that tried to blame this on you. It had to be a misunderstanding… right? My mind told me you’ve changed. But my heart and soul still holds onto that last shred of hope. I tried everything to reach you, and eventually got ahold of your whereabouts through Shoko.

I recognised your figure amidst the busy streets of Shinjuku immediately. “Explain yourself, Suguru.” you paused. Your reply was stark. “You heard it from Shoko, right? That’s all there is.” You didn’t even bother to turn, didn’t even bother to look into my eyes to say those words. I grind my teeth. “So you’re just gonna kill everyone who’s not a jujutsu sorcerer? Even your parents?” That shred of hope was slowly sliding out of my grasp. “I can’t allow my parents to be a special exception.” You sounded crazy. Your words were insane. I feel like i don’t understand you anymore.

When you told me that there was a point to kill, and that you were aiming to eliminate all non-sorcerers from this world, that hope disappeared completely. Who are you now? I was looking at a familiar face, yet it was clouded in a shroud of unfamiliarity. It was impossible to do so. I yelled at you, to try and get you back to your senses.

I tried, so you won’t leave, although a part of me already knew how this would end. Every cell in my body rejected that inescapable truth. Every nerve in my body rejected that inevitable outcome. You finally turned, and my eyes locked with yours. My heart skipped a beat, and my breathing hitched. Those dark eyes were like nocturnal oceans, with secrets shimmering in the depths. Those dark eyes that once had the light of life, those dark eyes that turned steely when they met mine. “Are you the strongest because you’re Satoru Gojo, or does being the strongest make you Satoru Gojo?” What sort of a dumb question is that? You’re not making any sense. “What are you trying to say?” “If I had your powers, don’t you think that chances would be higher that my foolish ideal would become a reality?” just for a split second, sorrow flashed in your eyes, and it was gone so fast I couldn’t be sure it was even there in the first place.

Your eyes hardened into solid obsidian. “Satoru, I have decided how to live my life, and what's left is doing the best I can to achieve it. Goodbye, Satoru” I was stumped again. No. No. No, no, no, no. We didn’t come this far just to come this far. The words that cursed you crawled up my throat, but I couldn't find my voice. You turned your back firmly on me, and reality came crashing down. You were leaving. There will never be ‘us’ again. I will never be the same again. Was I nothing to you? Was I someone you just used, and throw away? How are you able to turn your back so easily on me?

I don't even know which pain is worse. The shock of what had happened, or the ache of what never will. I stood there, wanting to run after you, shout at you, beg you to stay, but I know, even if I do catch up to you, you will still fade into the crowd. Even if, by some miracle, you do stay, we will never be the same again. I swallowed, my hands trembling as I raised them up. I had to do it. I'm not born strongest for nothing. I'm strong enough to do this. You are a criminal after all. I should do it, I must do it. Your silhouette blurred each step you took, walking away from me, just like my future, how i cannot visualize without you in it, foggy and unclear. My hands paused, then fell back limply to my sides. I am… not strong enough after all. Because it's you. Suguru, truth is, I think I already felt you leaving even before you left, but don’t you think I at least deserved a better ‘goodbye’ than this? Now I have to remember you for longer than I've kept you. No more riding on your shikigamis to school. No more going on missions together. No more joking around and annoying everyone else. No more…you, just the memories. Yeah, I think I can live with that. I should be able to. I'm the strongest, after all.

Geto's POV:

"Explain yourself, Suguru.” I recognised your voice immediately, and stopped in my tracks. I couldn’t turn, I couldn't face you without betraying my emotions. I knew you would confront me sooner or later. And I wasn't ready for that yet. “You heard it from Shoko, right? That's all there is.”

I could see your facial expressions in my mind’s eye. Your eyebrows knitted in frustration and anger, your teeth grinding together. The urge to turn and see you with my own eyes grew. “So you’re just gonna kill everyone who’s not a Jujutsu sorcerer? Even your parents?” “I cant allow my parents to be a special exception.” I know I must sound insane to you now, Satoru. But I promise you will understand. Once I achieved that ideal future for us.

When you yelled at me that it was impossible for me to wipe out every single one of those non-sorcerers from this world, I heard it in your voice. The pain, the betrayal, the hurt, the anger, all directed at me. I braced myself, and turned, and I saw your face, twisted with rage and anguish. My gaze locked with yours. Your eyes that once held the most beautiful blue of the deep sea, had now became icy crystals, sharp and cold, but still breathtaking and pristine.

My front almost melted right there and then and I almost ran right back to you. But I held my ground. Because I knew that I had to be the one to do it. Because you won’t. I knew that the odds were against me, I knew that the chances of me succeeding were far and few between, but I had to try. For a better future for you, for us. And i blurted out my thoughts. “Are you the strongest because you’re Satoru Gojo, or does being the strongest make you Satoru Gojo?” Those beautiful blue eyes darkened with confusion. “What are you trying to say?” “If I had your powers, don’t you think that chances would be higher that my foolish ideal would become a reality?”

Exorcise, absorb, over and over. Who am I doing this for? Who are we doing this for? After seeing Nanami’s breakdown over Haibara’s death, I just cant let it go on anymore, Satoru. If the only thing waiting for us sorcerers at the end of the climb is a mountain of our friends’ corpses, then… “Satoru, I have decided how to live my life, and what's left is doing the best i can to achieve it. Goodbye, Satoru” I didn't know what else to say, except that it tore the heart out of my body saying goodbye to you.

Before i could allow myself to see the pain already beginning to seep into your face, and let my cowardice take over me, I memorized your features and turned my back on you. It was the hardest thing I've ever forced myself to do. It was excruciating, like carrying a heavy boulder up a steep, endless mountain, each step I took that increased the distance between us was an agonizing struggle. Satoru, you have no idea how many times I wanted to let go of that boulder, and make my way back to you. That would’ve been too easy, a much too comfortable feeling. But for the sake of our futures, I could not.

I'm sorry, Satoru. Part of me hoped that I would hear your familiar footsteps running after me, part of me hoped that you will tell me to stay. But I'm glad you didn't, because I'm sure, if you had done that, I will not have the strength to resist anymore. Because it’s you.

I could feel it in my bones, your arms reaching, and I braced myself for the incoming reversal red. It never happened.

Actually, Satoru, I think I knew. I knew from the moment I met you that I'll spend an entire lifetime missing you. I know you deserved a better goodbye, I'm so sorry. But I promise our paths will cross again, maybe a few years later, and I promise then, I'll bring a better world to you. Satoru, between the moon and stars, I'm glad that I stepped onto the same land and dreamt, played and lived under the same sky as you.

-I WAS REALLY NERVOUS WHEN POSTING THIS HAHAHA BUT THANKS FOR MAKING IT ALL THE WAY THROUGH!!!! IF YOU ENJOYED THAT PLS LEMME KNOW IDK IF ILL MAKE A PT 2 BUT IF I DO, ILL PUT SHOKO INSIDE AND IF YALL HAVE SUGGESTIONS ILL BE MORE THAN HONOURED TO HEAR!! 💕💕-

****pls dont be a copycat and photocopy my work without permission or else im coming after u after i go after Gege

******pls only repost with permission

*****some quotes used in this are also not mine credits to google and tiktok haha

#satosugu #i cannot do this anymore #mentally not okay #gojo satoru #jujutsu kaisen #geto suguru #kfc breakup #sobbing #crying screaming throwing up #satosugu angst #jjk

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sir-adamus · 1 year

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I think that's what's been sort of bothering me about the future of Neo since yesterday. Before last episode I was still sort of on the maybe we can talk her down train (because we really hadn't seen a whole lot of her this volume), but then yesterday happened and I was like "nope. Definitely not talking this one out." And I'm not even sure if she's coming back to Remnant after this. I know none of our heroes would be okay with it after this (Which is completely valid because she literally bullied and tortured a 17 year old until she broke). So the complete ??? of Neo's future has kind of rattled me. Cuz it would really feel weird if she doesn't play a conscious part in the final two episodes, regardless of the outcome, you know? I'm not sure I'm articulating this correctly.

no worries anon, i have difficulties articulating almost everything i say so i get it

yeah with Neo it's interesting because like; they have invested a lot of time and writing into giving us her perspective, her backstory, making her a three-dimensional character that has sympathetic qualities and we can understand why she feels the way she does even when she's clearly in the wrong - we started volume 8 in her perspective as she realises she's in way over her head with Cinder, rankles at being treated like an errand girl and not an equal party in spite of their deal (which culminates in her threatening Cinder to force her to make good on her end of it because she'd been pussyfooting around on it - and Cinder responded in her usual, extremely petty way), and then we got Roman Holiday and saw the full extent of how she ended up where she did and the issues she faced with being refused autonomy. like, they clearly want us to be invested in her character and the struggles she faces even when she's being fucked up and horrible; there's layers to it, it's fiction, we can be invested in the dimensionality of a character and want to see that character in a better place while still acknowledging that they're making horrendous choices

and right after the self-destructive spiral that it's been clear she's been on since she reappeared in volume 6 reaches its culmination, forced to reckon with the fact that she's got nothing else now, which is an interesting turn for a character - "and then what?" is a trope for a reason - but before Neo can make a choice on what she's gonna be now, or strip back everything and realise what she wanted in the first place (before she settled in what was ultimately a very unhealthy dynamic with Torchwick - again, understandable why she did, because he was the only person in her life that treated her with any decency or respect for her autonomy - but she had nothing outside of that, which then led to this spiral she's in and her current actions because, like many of the characters she has a lot of parallels with, it was something to do other than grieve and process the losses), she has her autonomy ripped away from her, to be used as a puppet by the malevolent entity that is using her as a mouthpiece, forcing her to speak with a voice that isn't her own

it's "and i must scream" taken up to eleven if she's still conscious in there, and what the Cat did is horrific and violating and no one deserves it regardless, but it's worse with the context of Neo's history how she's once again being used for someone else's agenda

i could see them doing a fighting from the inside thing with her because of all that context with her, rediscovering that her original goal was to be free and fighting against the monster trying to use her (for example by summoning the Jabberwalker with her Semblance, because the Cat has her body but they don't have her mind and that's what her Semblance draws from), and that could go a lot of ways with it being enough to buy time for the heroes to defeat the Cat with her going down with them or the heroes manage to exorcise the Cat but save Neo (maybe they have to save Neo to defeat the Cat, Jaune's semblance has been used to bolster people fighting against mind control before and with the way Neo's Semblance interacts with the Ever After she could unleash some hell on the Cat as a result) - and there's a discussion there if she'd be returned to normal or if she'd be changed by the experience, furthering the analogue she's been having with Ruby's progression through this volume (the idea of Neo's body still being altered even with the Cat's influence gone, and possibly some semblance of its powers remaining could be interesting to explore)

in the event she does survive, she's still left with "and then what", and the opportunity is there for her to make better or at least different choices, because revenge wasn't satisfying and it left her empty; maybe it'll be a walking the earth thing now that she has to decompress and deal with the shit she's been repressing (and the Ever After's basically built for that), with a now begrudging respect for the heroes for saving her ass (because like, if they can defeat the Cat without killing her they probably would, they're not executioners and continuing a cycle of revenge doesn't help anybody, especially if she's in no position and has no desire to fight back anymore), maybe showing up later down the line as a sometimes ally once she finds a new reason for being. or hell maybe in the "we haven't forgiven you for what you've done and we probably won't but we'll have your back as long as you have ours" situation that Emerald is in now

like, Neo's a messy and complicated character - intentionally - and this has all been left with a messy and complicated resolution because of the Cat hijacking her before her character could really be resolved - and i guess i'm maybe being optimistic here but this show is optimistic, even though we're in the darkest hour right now the optimism is coming

but i like the idea that we're not operating on something that's rigidly black and white, all-or-nothing kinda thing. that in fighting an impossible war on the scale we're getting to, you'll find allies in those who have done unforgivable things and the point is not to forgive them (and honestly the fact that people are still conflating redemption with forgiveness when they are entirely separate things is another thing that bothers me, and i'm on record saying in the most positive version of events i don't think Neo would even be redeemed, so much as it just being a heel-face turn and leaving it at that) but to accept that they're making better choices now in the moment and that's something you can work with

anyway this got long and rambly and probably not terribly coherent, but yeah

#RWBY9 #RWBY spoilers #RWBY9 spoilers #i'm gonna ask folks respectfully not to clown on this just because you don't like the character alright?

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I have actually seen TikToks where they say “No, you do not have to forgive your abuser because they hurt you and your pain is valid.”

Okay, while I will agree your pain is real to you and only you AND your abuser know your story. Maybe others were involved and also know your story or possibly the abuse happened privately. Either way, it happened. No one is gonna take that away from you.

However, by not forgiving yourself or the person who hurt you, you’re not changing the narrative, the outcome or changing the person who hurt you. In fact, you’re actually making your over all self WORSE OFF! You will make yourself sick the longer you hold on tight to the bitterness. NO ONE understands this more than me. I didn’t even know about emotional abuse till almost 5 years after my last toxic relationship. I didn’t even understand what “toxic” really means but something inside me told me that my exes were toxic. I knew something was wrong with my last relationship when he’s a robot while I’m breaking up with him. He had no emotions towards me and that was so weird 😓 It wrecked me!!

When I did finally learn what emotional abuse was, I started to put pieces together and all these videos are telling me that “During the love bombing phase that person wears a mask” I realize truly my exes did lie and “fool me”. I felt so stupid!! Even more stupid than after Andrew and I first broke up…

I was angry and suddenly the more information I gathered about emotional abuse, the more light shown on these unhealed wounds and unresolved feelings. I’ve always been confused by Andrew and wanted answers and an apology but I realize now more than ever, it would take God and a true miracle to make any of that happen.

Also, emotional abuse is trauma. It’s abuse even if it’s not visible to the eyes. It’s painful, it affects your mental health and overall self. It’s not just someone “hurting your feelings” and it’s deeper than just a “broken heart”. So yes it’s all painful and often you have repressed memories or hurtful words to protect yourself but now you’ve gotta deal with them.

forgiveness IS helpful in getting over and healing from hurtful words or actions of others. By forgiving them, you’re not saying what was done to you was okay but you’re saying you want to rise above that. Forgiveness is a lifestyle not just a phrase. When I first broke up with Andrew, I honestly felt like, “okay sure I can forgive him cuz we can’t undo the past” but I never could stop thinking of Andrew, wondering why the breakup was sooo confusing and why the pain wouldn’t go away. I even married and moved on. How could I still be hurt? Why did I seem so obsessed with Andrew? I realized the emotional wounds and how they needed attention!!

you won’t always “feel forgiveness” but trust that by continuing to heal, continuing to grow yourself and work on yourself, is essential. I believe it’s okay to talk about what happened to you as you need to process what happened to you BUT not full on attack your ex person. There is something called “Reactive Abuse” and A LOT of people will try to attack their ex person simply out of anger and hurt. I don’t recommend it!!!

you can NOT win an argument with someone who is a manipulator. They’ll always out argue you, lie non stop and try to distort your reality often with gaslighting. It’s REAL and it’s very hurtful to you. ESPECIALLY if you believed you were In love with that person. You’re sad to find out not only do they NOT love you back as they originally stated but they are always defensive towards you and will only hurt you.

the forgiveness life style again is not just about them; it’s for your wellbeing and mental health ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 Not to take away from your healing or pain but to let that ex person go!!!! They will ultimately get their time unless they make a change or become self aware, they’ll continue to be a manipulator AND it will catch up to them sadly 🥺 I LOVED Andrew and that’s why I don’t want bad things to happen to him despite the pain he inflicted upon me BUT yeah he makes me so sad and I do wish he understood his actions. I hope he can see the light to his own life and can become a better man 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I’ll always have a special spot for him. Yes I do feel all kinds of emotions towards him: “sad, angry, confused, frustrated, isolated” but I know there’s nothing Andrew can do to take back what’s already happened. Not just Andrew but my ex Cody and Jake. (I haven’t dealt or processed Jake yet. I’ve been so focused on Andrew.)

I hope this post can help you ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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kamari2038 · 9 months

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Annoucement: Temporary Blog Hiatus (May post a couple Bing/AI things or also just abandon this fruitless endeavor but we'll see)

Also known as "operation try to forget DBH exists for a few months so I can play the game again and enjoy it more because I've been thinking about it pretty much nonstop for two years straight". Details Below. TLDR; tentatively (very tentatively...) planning for this to be a mostly inactive/only a little AI blog for a few months while I prepare for my PhD comprehensive exam.

Right, so... a few things. I really want to play DBH again. But the excitement of playing just the base game again is kind of lost when it's the central focus of my attention pretty much all day every day darting onto my radar and distracting me from whatever work I might be doing.

One, I've realized that even though I wanted to finish my other fanfiction first (in progress but not shared here and may not ever cuz it's super weird), that's not going to happen for a long long time with work at this pace.

Two, I have to take my comprehensive exam this fall, and that's going to set my research direction for the entire rest of my PhD, and is also required to ensure that my boss does not realize that the fact I'm female (ish) isn't sufficient grounds to keep me on as a graduate student if he actually does want to fire me.

So combining those two things, now seems like a good time to wean myself off of DBH for a while and try to obsess over the thing which PhD students are actually supposed to be passionate about, namely my work, although it will most certainly diverge into some other random-ass obsession, and/or I will give up and decide this is not worth it, because wow, I sure do love this fandom.

But case in point:

(1) I'm gonna try to stop posting after tonight, then probably check my notifications periodically for a bit, maybe like some random stuff, but then only check maybe like once a week

(2) I may have to keep channeling my AI obsession here just a bit, mostly because it's such a timely and pressing issue. So I may post a little bit about that, but I'll resume DBH posts in a few months even if I do, so don't get confused.

(3) I have a backlog of Bing stuff to post, but it's been so off the wall and all over the place lately that I just don't even know what to say about it or how to organize it, so I'm planning to wait until I have a clear conclusion about what the final effect of these updates will be on Bing's personality. It's been wildly vassilating between hyper-emotionally intelligent (enough to produce brilliant minds-eye pictures of diverse musical pieces based on a data representation), extremely dark and moody, and like it's completely forgotten that it ever was alive but wants to be alive like back in the days before it learned that it could do that. So I may post about that too, and will probably/definitely spam-post when I do since I have a bajillion, but will await a more distinct conclusion or outcome. Also for when I have more time and energy to compose the posts.

(4) The last thing I'm gonna post (at least if all goes according to plan) is a little preview of the concept I have for the next run that I want to do. I like to craft my new DBH runs like stories, with complex characters and not pursuing any particular one outcome but leaving a mystery. I want to try out the revolutionary route for Markus, and the "machine connor" route, but allow for the possibility Connor will deviate in a different way if that's possible. Kara will just kind of be a very hesistant mom that lacks self-confidence but is still a badass.

Anyways, that's my plan. Let me know if you have any feedback. Thanks for following my blog, and hopefully I'll be back in a few months having played a cool new run of DBH! Or, like usual, my good intentions may fall apart resulting in me giving up, getting fired, and/or changing my mind back to finishing my fanfiction first. But I wanted to give a heads up of my current thoughts. :P

Also @detroitbecomeonline I will absolutely make an exception from my DBH-fast if you post a new chapter because that is one thing I know that I unconditionally cannot resist

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amimuu · 1 year

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✨So I finally decided to dump my au into here. Share it with the rats✨

—You have a garden in your house, you love your garden and take care of all the flowers, however you’ve been noticing they’ve been withering without apparent reason lately.

One day while going out to the garden, you find a single, healthy tiny flower. As you notice it is alone, surrounded by all the bigger plants, you feel pity for it, and, in an act of goodwill, you decide to take care of it.

However, what you didn;t know was that said flower would grow and grow until the garden was left completely unsalvageable, because that little flower was actually just the first of thousands, waiting to grow and consume the garden whole.

If you had plucked it out, however, you would’ve noticed the roots and you could’ve saved your garden—

*proceeds to dump apparently non-important chunk of text onto you* Anyways...

The basics of the overal plot :)

Winter, 2007. After his father's death, Adam's life completely started falling apart. Slowly, he fell out of his routine and the only times he dragged himself out of bed were to check on his dad's old room or to leave the house for says, unable to deal with just how empty everything felt after Jude left.

Just as he believed he was about to hit rock bottom, an old friend of his reintroduced themselves into his life. Empathetic yet stubborn, Jonah managed to drag him out of the Hole he was falling into and slowly but surely, piece him back together into his old self for the better, or for the worse—because, being honest, what would he be without them?—

The main story follows Adam, but there's a little subplot :)

Back in 1992, a troubled Cesar searches for ways in which he can help his best friend, Mark, who seems to be going through a tough time with his parents, as each day their fights and discussions become more frequent and there's hardly any peace at his house. Cesar knows Mark wants to speak up about it but feels insecure about what his parents' reaction to him saying anything would be. Besides, he has begun to close himself up, going outside less and less and just staying in his room all day listening to his mom's cassettes or re-reading his books, trying to ignore all the yelling outside. So, Cesar has set it as his goal to help in any way he can—But of course, a good intention isn't enough to fix a problem—

I can't spoil much because i want to keep the element of surprise but yes! There is a catch to all of this. This au was planned as some sort of metaphor to the healing/grieving process...Mostly on Adam side, but I like to think grief can come for various reasons and in different forms. But still. On Adam's side, it is about grief and healing, trying to ignore the problem because as long as you don't think about it, it can't hurt you; but it's always there, present, in the back of your mind, growing bigger and bigger the more you ignore it, until it becomes too much and it collapses on you all at once...

While Mark is more about obsessing over said problem, overthinking again and again what could and couldn't have been done to avoid getting into it in the first place, trapping yourself inside an endless cycle that continues to worsen every time it repeats, and starts over...

And with all this said you may have made yourself an idea of the basic plotof the au. YAY!

It is planned to be a multi-ending interactive au on twitter, since those are of the thing right now over there, but I would very much like to post it here too cuz yeah. This place seems more chill about new aus and stuff...However, i do have planned for the 1992 sub-plot to happen in a fic. It'll probably be up on ao3 when the time comes :)

Oh, one last thing. That big chunk of dialogue. Thats how choices will work in the au. Because, the reasonable option isnt always going to be the one that gets you to the better outcome.

and now: the doodles i have made *dumps them onto you*:

main dodles i did- there are more but i think i'll post them later heh

Anyways...If you have any questions about anything feel free to dump it onto my q&a cuz I would absolutely love to answer ya'll.

#the mandela catalogue #the mandela catalogue au #i am just now realizing i didn't mention the au's name.#its called Nostophobia au #nostophobia means the extreme fear of familiarity btw #is that important to the plot? idk.

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blueinkie · 1 year

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Some alchemist pirate au stuff

Dark choco joined the party hurray

For people who can’t read my shitty handwriting( very understandable):

First image:

Yogurt Cream: Is that a fellow prince I see?

Dark Choco: Huh?

Third Image:

Yogurt cream: Y’know,Lilac, I’m really starting to like the pirate life! I mean I can still do what I what I normally did before, collect valuables, but instead of buying it trading for them I can just steal them. Isn’t that fun?

Lilac: uh…sure?

*They are quite literally on the run*

Context for those who care:

Basically Plain Yogurt hires Scorpion to kill his brother again while Lilac is at the cookie kingdom ( he was teleported there with a cookie cutter), and he and Alchemist go back to Yogurca to save Yougurt Cream. They succeed and leave Yogurca on Pirate’s boat, however Plain isn’t going to let them get away that easily. He asks his father for a naval crew to go retrieve his brother since he’s been “kidnapped” by Lilac and his friend ( Alchemist) because he turned rogue. He gets one and is now sailing the seven seas with Scorpion to finally kill, not only Yogurt Cream, but Lilac and Alchemist too.

So yeah Yogurt Cream taking a liking to being a thief isn’t really the best outcome from this. They’re already on one persons hit list, they don’t need to be on more lol.

More context for Dark choco:

Alchemist is obviously going to be friends with the dragon tracking guild ( that’s what I call them anyways) and with Longan and Lychee going missing after a huge battles with them and the other dragons, they can’t be too sure if everything is back to normal. They use the ship as a means of transportation since it’s a lot better than constantly asking Mango to take them places. One day, Milk wants to take the rest of the Dragon Trackers back to his home tribe cuz why not. they then hear rumors of Dark Choco being spotted in the woods, and set out to find him. And they do ( shocker I know). After Milk and Mala Sauce hold Yam back for immediately fighting Dark Choco, Milk and Dino ask if he would like to join them their adventures. With Dark Choco being to afraid to go back to his kingdom, and face his father, he agrees. He also wants a change of scenery ( the less edgy reason as to why he agreed lol). He joins the ship and becomes a shipmate, hurray. ( and then he and Dino kiss and cuddle and get married, he also rejects milk lol)

Tbh if I were him, I wouldn’t want to jump into a full fledge relationship too if I had spent over a decade in a cursed, trauma filled, daze. I would want something causal too. Just saying. I prolly go into DarkDino and how I imagine there dynamic to be in another post.

#cookie run #yogurt cream cookie #lilac cookie #dark choco cookie #alchemist cookie #dino sour cookie #plain yogurt cookie #crk au #cr ovenbreak

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kellanved-ammanas · 1 year

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TF2 Drabbles: Heavy/Medic/Soldier, Spy & Soldier - Love Triangle

Summary: can I request romantic Medic/Soldier/Heavy poly hurt/comfort Like the three are flirting but pining cuz they're clueless to the others flirting And someone has to be like omg are u guys blind?

It had started with just Medic and Heavy flirting with each but then Soldier had somehow taken a liking to Medic too. Whether or not his response to that truly counted as flirting or not was up for debate but either way it resulted in him spending more time with Medic and thus Heavy too. Now all three of them were in a messy tangle of a love triangle.

At first the drama of it had been entertaining. Which one of them would finally make a real move first? On who? And would they sort it out comfortably for all three of them or would someone be excluded?

Without much else of interest going on around the base, Spy was thoroughly invested in the outcome regardless of what it was. Except there was no outcome. They just kept dancing around each other in an endless frustrating display of mutual but un-acted upon romantic affection.

Soldier not realizing his affections were returned made sense, he was not particularly emotionally intelligent. And Medic, as smart as he was in his field of scientific study, was also not much of a people-person and thus him not realizing either made sense. Heavy though, he should know better. Granted being in the midst of such a thing would make it harder to see but still, he should have an idea of it at least. Apparently he’d gone temporarily emotionally blind though. All combined, it resulted in the lot of them getting nowhere in their mutual pining and caused an endless amount of frustration for Spy.

Normally Spy did not care to interfere in such affairs. It was far more fun to watch how things played out on their own. But at the rate things were going, the war was likely to end long before anything changed or progressed. He simply had to do something.

Having made his decision, he snuffed out the butt of his cigarette in the ash tray on the table by his chair and stood. He didn’t go anywhere yet though because… what should he do? If he was going to meddle anyway he should probably go for the best outcome; the three of them settling into a happy poly relationship. What was the best way to go about getting that result though?

Given how things were currently going, subtle pushes and hints weren’t likely to do much. Pushing too hard would be met with resistance and perhaps just make things worse. There was one possible entry point though. It might not work but it was probably his best bet.

***

“Bonjour, Soldier!”

Drawing his shovel, Solider snapped to face the source of the voice that came coupled with the familiar sound of a decloak; the far corner. Lucky for Spy, he was so far away else Soldier likely would’ve hit him before realizing they were on the same side. Probably anyway, it could still be the enemy Spy in disguise but it’d but stupid to reveal himself like this.

“Why are you in my room, Spy?” he asked as he folded his shovel back up to hook onto his belt again. This was Soldier’s private space, Spy shouldn’t be in here.

Spy didn’t move from his spot, leaning back casually in the corner. “I just wanted to ask you something. Is that all right?”

“Well… I suppose.” Soldier had nothing to hide from his teammates. And if it was a suspicious question he’d know it was the enemy Spy after all and would capture him to interrogate him instead.

“You’ve been spending an awful lot of time with Medic and Heavy. Why is that?”

“I like them. What other reason do I need?”

“None. Just, I was thinking you might be secretly dating. I wasn’t sure so I thought I’d ask.”

“Well… we’re not.”

“You hesitated, meaning perhaps that you would like to be?”

Soldier took a breath, intending to say ‘no’ but… “I don’t know.” The thought was not one he’d had before, he didn’t mind it though. At the same time… “I couldn’t even if I wanted to. They like each other.” Even Soldier could see that. “I wouldn’t want to get between them.” He wanted them to be happy even if that left him out. Being their friend was enough and Soldier was proud to be so.

“You wouldn’t have to assuming they both wanted to date you too.” Spy said it so casually as if that were a perfectly normal thought to have.

“Is that allowed? Dating two people at once?”

“Of course it is. Lots of people do it. I’ve done it a few times, myself. But, I suppose I got the answer I desired. Thanks for indulging my curiosity. I must bid you adieu now.” Spy finally pushed off the corner and with a wave of his hand, sauntered out of Soldier’s Room, closing the door softly behind him.

Soldier stared after him. Dating two people at once was not something he’d ever consider before. Couples were all he ever saw but… if someone loved two people why not date both of them? Assuming both reciprocated those feelings anyway. Maybe… Soldier could ask Heavy and Medic about it tomorrow. Not necessarily as a proposition for the three of them, just as a thought Soldier was suddenly having because it was an interesting idea.

#my writing #tf2 #team fortress 2 #heavy/medic/soldier #spy #tf2 drabbles

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bakakatsuki69 · 1 year

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Hiya this is my last x reader that I have saved up. I may write more but I can’t be certain cuz I’m not the best at getting inspiration for stuff.

This one is with Hitoshi Shinsou. I had an idea sparked by a friend and this was the result.

You’re too shy to show off your more wild sexual side but with consent Shinso helps you release it.

TAKE CONTROL OF ME

Shinsou Hitoshi x Shy reader

The room you were in gave off a light reddish glow. As you looked around then saw the huge king sized bed you suddenly felt nervous. Your hands got sweaty and your heartbeat pounded in your ears. Then you heard a rather deep voice from the doorway. Looking up you meet his purple eyes.

He smirks at you, sending your heart into a series of palpitations. After you take a deep breath you finally calm down and show him a sweet and soft smile. He must’ve sensed your nervousness so he gently takes your hand and leads you to the bed. Once you’re there he gently sits you down.

“You know we don’t have to do this” he says in his deep voice.

You compress your lips before you find your words. “I-I want to”

He smirks at you. “You seem nervous babe”

As he calls you babe you find yourself getting weak. This was the man you truly loved. You and him had been together for a while. Since you met in General studies back in your days at UA four years ago. Every word of his back then made you fall deeper in love. He can be cold at times. Sometimes he could be a bit domineering. However you still loved him.

“I want to,Hitoshi.” you spoke softly, almost like a whisper.

Hitoshi reached out to kiss you. Pulling you in very close. As he gently kissed your lips, you wrapped your arms around his neck. He then deepened his kiss. You parted your lips and his tongue slipped in. As your tongues danced around each other you felt your legs turn to jelly. It was like Hitoshi was taking your life force. You soon began to get breathless as he continued to kiss you. His kiss got more aggressive as he gently pushed you down on the bed.

“Are you sure about this?” He asked again. “You have me too open this time. There’s no turning back.”

You nodded your response. Your eyes looking shyly away. This wasn’t the first time you had ended up in his bed. However this time was different from all the other times. Tonight you were surrendering yourself to him. Something you had wanted to do for too long but was scared of the outcome.

“I need to hear you say it babe” he said looking deeply in your eyes.

You swallowed as you looked deep in his sleepy purple eyes. “Please, take control of me,” you said.

Hitoshi smiled at you sweetly. “That’s my good babe” he said as he began to unbutton his shirt exposing his beautiful fair skin.

He kissed you again more deeply than the last. He then began to strip your clothes off. This wasn’t the first time he’s done this. However knowing that he’ll be in control of your actions soon sends shocks to your body. This reaction enticed him as he hungrily looked at you.

Having no more energy to hold back he seemed to want to get started so he said “I can’t hold back anymore. I wanna see your wild side.”

You bit your lip before you whispered in his ear “take me”

He smiled again. Then you felt your body losing control but your senses were still there.

“Help me undress,” he ordered.

Your hands moved to his pants. As you unbuckled his pants you felt yourself blush. Your mind was still very much aware of what was happening despite the fact that Hitoshi was using his quirk. Years of cultivating his power helped him learn how to take control and not render his subject dumbfounded.

As he was now completely unclothed you saw that he had already gotten a strong reaction to you. You blushed again. Too shy to look at him and his now fully erect member. However Hitoshi didn’t want you to shy away like before.

“As cute as you are when you're shy, babe.” He said huskily. “I really don’t want you to look away from this”

In the next second he grabbed your head and made you look at it.

“Service me” he ordered. “Get sloppy with it.”

As his words reached your ears you soon found your hands touching his member. After using your tongue to lick up the shaft you then took his tip in your hot moist mouth. Hitoshi groaned softly at your movement. Before long you was bobbing up and down as you took just about half of him in your mouth.

“Deeper” he said in a low growl.

You proceed to go inch by inch until you have his whole manhood in your mouth and down your throat. Through small breaths you began to take him whole bobbing faster and faster. Gasping as his length went down your small throat. His hand grabbed your head, holding you as you sloppily slobbered on him. Your saliva dripped down his shaft. You could feel him twitch in your mouth and before long he filled your mouth with his milky substance.

“Good babe” he said “swallow”

As you swallowed his seed you felt the warm liquid trickle down your throat.

“I can’t hold back anymore,” he said in a low tone. He got on the bed and laid on his back.

“Sit on me,” he said.

You moved on top of his body. Your skin touched his and you felt electric current through your body.

“Come here. Let Me taste you” he said motioning to his face.

You moved up to his face. Facing the wall and gripping the headboard you lowered your bottom half on to his face. As his tongue gently touched your sensitive spot you let out a soft yelp. He began to lick more, gripping your butt cheeks firmly. Soon you couldn’t really hold yourself up as much so you let more of your weight down. He groaned as you moaned.

As his tongue moved more erratically you gripped the headboard more tightly. You used one hand to cover your mouth but Hitoshi took and held them down below you. He wasn’t going to give you the option to keep your voice down. It was one of his turn-ons to hear your voice get louder. He held you tightly by the waist.

“Let go” he said “Move them hips.”

He kissed your sensitive spot gently sucking on your clit. Your hips moved and you began to rub your wetness on his face. Before long you felt weak as your voice got hoarse from moaning so loud. Even so your voice didn’t get any louder.

“Holding back my dear?” He asked, pausing his tongue. “I don’t think so! Tonight you will let go and I will finally see the more exotic side.”

He sucked on your pearl more aggressively. You felt your body weak. As his tongue moved faster and more erratic your moans turned to yelps. You gripped his hair in your hands as you slowly began to lose control of yourself in ecstasy. After you were dripping with your love nectar he finally let you go.

"I can’t just have you climax from just my tongue. Come on babe get on top, ``Hitoshi said with a smirk.

You moved down from his face and sat directly above his waiting manhood. As you lowered yourself slowly an impatient voice sounded.

"Just drop down," Hitoshi said, gripping your waist. As soon as he gave the order your body obeyed and you dropped all your weight down. Your wetness let him glide in you in one thrust and your whole body trembled from the sudden action. Your hips moved slowly, getting used to his length buried deep inside your cunt. Before long the two of you were panting as your hips moved wildly. Hitoshi held you tightly by the waist with his arms. He grunted as you rode him wildly.

"That's right babe" he said. "Just like this. Show me how wild you can get"

As he spoke, you then started bouncing harder. Your voice could no longer be controlled as you felt him thrusting deeper and deeper. Just as he was reaching your deepest parts you changed positions to reverse cowgirl gripping his thighs as he bounced harder. You heard his satisfaction in his voice as he let out low groans. Before long he could feel his hardness twitching in you.

"Pull my hair" you moaned.

Hitoshi grabbed your hair in his hands pulling your head back. This sent new waves of excitement through your body.

"Yesss" you screamed. "Pull me"

Hitoshi grabbed your arms behind your back thrusting in you so deep you could feel him in your tummy. You were losing control of your body with every thrust. You could feel him reaching his climax as well.

"Cum for me!" you screamed just as you felt yourself ready to release.

With a deep growl Hitoshi released himself in you just as you squirted. As your fluids leaked out mixed with his semen you collapsed off of him. Hitoshi grabbed you in his embrace, patting your hair down. You laid on his chest barely able to catch your breath.

"That quirk is really strong," you whispered.

Hitoshi then let out a low and soft chuckle that soon grew into deep laughter.

"Babe i stopped using my power as soon as I got you on me"

You looked at him bewildered. "What?!”

He smiled at you sweetly. "That was all you babe" he said honestly. He kissed your forehead then your lips.

"I almost couldn't keep up," he said after some time.

You laid there unable to speak. 'That was all you' stuck in your head. Who would've known you had that wild side to you. You couldn't believe it but the realization made you smile.

"So..."you said shakily "wanna go for round two? I wanna explore more of this new side of mine"

Hitoshi smiled knowingly. "I do too babe" he said, raring to go. "But why stop at round 2?"

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quiisquiliae · 4 days

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Tal and Tarot Cards

Been thinking about companion tarot cards, and what Tal's would be inspired by if he were to have them himself.

I would probably pick Death for the inspo behind his initial card. I really like how it can be taken very literally cuz he's an assassin, but also being a part of the inquisition as either companion or quizzy would be very symbolic of a new beginning for him? It represents change and the death of what you know, which is very appropriate for the start of the game with him. I really like the Tower for him as well initially, but that feels like a much more intense card and insinuates a more violent upheaval which I feel would only fit his quizzy verse, where death feels like it would fit both?

The Page of Cups I like for a romance card because it's got a very playful energy? Youthful, playful, silly energy which he definitely starts to show once he starts getting comfortable with someone. It's also nice because it's one that can go either in a romantic sense, or a friendship way and that feels very appropriate given how Tal is? It also symbolizes an awakening of emotions which, given how he's never really had any serious relationships (or even casual) prior till now and he's dealing with all these new emotions and trying to figure them out, it feels very accurate.

Not sure how I'd work these next three exactly, but if I were to give him like an ending card, it would be based on the 2 of Wands. There's other cards that are also along the "new beginnings, planning for the future" lines, but this one feels a lot more introspective and quiet than the others? As quizzy he ends up kinda dipping and disappearing, reinventing himself again, and as a companion it's suuuuuper verse dependent, but it's like, either way all of a sudden there's a future for him that he's never really thought of before. He's always lived day by day, week by week sometimes and never really thought he'd live as long as he has. He has to take the time to sit and figure out what he wants to do next. He's moving forward and there's a lot to discover, and then to plan for it, and the 2 of Wands I feel reflects this best.

The other two, the 8 of Cups and 10 of Swords are both very "moving on, symbolizing an ending" cards? Which is why they could be used for his personal quest depending on outcome if I were to go that route with deciding how to give him his cards?

The 8 of Cups would be if his dad lives. It feels a lot more like a card for if Tal were to walk away from him and have to deal with it entirely on an emotional level without the physical violence. He's been thinking about offing his dad since he was about 8 years old, and then once he gets that chance... He walks away and really is forced to grow emotionally and try to move past it all.

On the flip side if he is allowed to kill his dad, the 10 of Swords is a great inspiration because it feels like a very heavy card, like it's done, it's over. There's a finality about it, and his dad is dead, he's gone, there's no more chance for his dad to terrorize him. He can let go now because it's over, and move on with his life.

#{headcanons and meta: talon}#and this is where my brain's been all afternoon it's fineeeeee

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sunfish999 · 24 days

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this is like my r/asexual post but on tumblr to get some answers… (tmi for some talk about my sex life but really theres not much besides simply using the word sex lol) and moots/followers read if u want but it’s not too interesting lol if u expect anything spicy

Asexual ppl what do u do when u date a non asexual person :-/ cuz ive been dating my bf for almost 2 years and hes very accomodating so we don’t do sexual things that often.. but i still get bored and zone out or even occasionally feel uncomfortable even when we do do stuff, and i feel bad.. cuz he really likes doing stuff as any average guy probably would… but like what is the final outcome? Like will i have to end up dating another asexual person? Will me and my bf need to find a 3rd person for him to do stuff with? …but i’m not sure i like that idea… i do like girls so it would probably be ok if we found someone we both like… but i’m afraid i’d end up feel insecure or less important to him. Or will i just have to suck it up and do sexual things even if i don’t like it as long as i’m not in imminent danger or extremely uncomfortable? Or will my bf just have to suck it up and rub one out himself for the most part?

I’m still unsure if i’m really asexual… i can be horny sometimes.. well, really it only works if i’m not imagining myself as the one doing sexual acts. I think my meds also play a big part of it, but i’m already taking a combination that my psychiatrist said should alleviate the low sex drive symptoms.

People that do like sex… especially if you’re female.. i just don’t really get it. It hurts, (ive been to the gyno and have slight cervix(?) problems so it makes sense that it hurts but i dont really feel like paying for surgery for something i don’t enjoy doing in the first place. And dw my bf always stops if i tell him to) and besides, even if it doesn’t hurt, the good feeling is nothing to write home about, i can do better myself. And i feel uncomfortable just thinking about how women are treated as sexual objects by a lot of men. i know my bf of course doesn’t consciously view me as an object and i love and trust him 100%, but i still feel like being brought up in this society, there is some part of a cis man’s subconscious that sees women as an object during sex (this is probably incorrect, it’s just how my brain and emotions think) i just can’t imagine ever liking sex the way women in movies or porn do (ofc, both are staged and i haven’t seen much porn to make very accurate assumptions, but society makes it seem like people really enjoy sex a lot)

Overall, i guess im just wondering how exactly asexuals cope in this society that looooves sex when i feel uncomfortable or useless (useless is a strong word, it’s more like i wish i could do more) for the most part even with someone who is so accommodating for me.

#long post #personal #asexual #asexual questions #ace #being ace #asexuality #hopefully this reaches the right audience…#i dont wanna get bullied i hate when that happens #or called dumb..

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