Now That I See You
Chapter 35 is out on AO3!
Synopsis:
Xiao Xingchen is not having an easy time after his latest revelation, as /unwanted/ feelings (aka XY being a cute little cinnamon roll) continue to bother him. Thankfully there's a night hunt that needs their attention, so there won't be time for further distractions... or will there?
Finally, after another way too long wait, I posted another chapter. Please enjoy ❤️🥰🙏🏼
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Posting podfic episodes was something I got into in the peak of the pandemic. I wasn't sure if anyone would listen, I wasn't even sure if anyone would let me record their work. I was out here preparing audition tracks to send to the authors I love to convince them I could do my favourite stories justice.
Then I started posting, and people started listening, and I found myself getting excited about creating stuff in a way I hadn't been since choir became a high risk activity. I can't express how important this was for me in those years, and how much everyone who I interacted with means to me still. Every author who said yes, every listener who left a kudos or comment, every person who asked me if I would ever put the background music on Spotify (sorry btw), I'm so glad I've gotten to share space with you on this silly little website.
It's been almost two years since I updated a fic at this point, and yet Spotify wrapped is telling me my listeners are up 14% this year? It is so cool to create something, step back, and watch it continue its little journey through the web without any help from you.
ALSO the number of countries people listened from this year? I can't believe there's someone in Norway and Singapore listening to me read them stuff.
Shout out to 'now that I see you' and 'firebender's guide' also
And to the 27 people for whom I'm their TOP PODCAST? Wow, just thank you. That is so amazing and cool and surreal
Final special shout out to everyone who has let me record their work, your trust is so appreciated. @lesmiserablol, @dickpuncher420, and especially @volkswagonblues who gave me permission for my first ever podfic and who very lovingly told me I didn't need to audition actually I could just go ahead
tldr: Spotify wrapped got me all sentimental
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OMGGGG!!!!!!
TWO IN A ROW!!! SO FAST!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! >w<
@10holmes
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It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.
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Back to you!
I'd like to trick you because your last treat was so nice, I now want a neat little trick now 😈
But because I'm not rude and want to show myself grateful for the lovely treat, here's one for you anyway^^
Sneak peek for my artwork titled "Tranquility" featuring our happy little Yi City family <3 Showing this moment from chapter 11 of NTISY:
"What followed was a long moment of silence as all of them digested the Dàozhǎng’s story, and when no one else said or asked anything else, all of them just retreated back into their own heads, staring off into the distance or up at the night sky above."
I hope I can finish this one day and post it in its entirety... As soon as I get XXC to look like XXC and not like LWJ... Don't know where I went wrong there, but it just doesn't look like him at all 🥲
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Don’t see me now
Xue Yang ~ Chengmei ~ has a secret to keep. He can't let Xiao Xingchen find out, whatever the cost. So when three men come to the yizhuang threatening to destroy that delicate balance he's worked so hard to maintain, Xue Yang will take matters into his own hands...
Don’t see me now is an addition to the amazing fic Now that I see you by @10holmes with its captivating premise of a not blind Xiao Xingchen coming across a deadly wounded.... AMNESIAC Xue Yang!
This “extra chapter” (would fit between 26 and 27) can be read as a stand-alone, it has a TL;DR in the notes for this very purpose... But I can’t recommend enough for you to check out the parent story. Particularly because as it is set so far ahead, it contains partial spoilers for the overall fic.
Final note, CHECK THE TAGS!!! Seriously, this is the most nsfw I’ve done thus far, so read at your own discretion >w<
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Aimee, from Leonard Nimoy’s 2010 photography series Secret Selves
Aimee — tattoo and body piercing
I like being a girl…no one knows I am a woman, let alone a lesbian. My beard is natural, there is no imbalance.
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