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snekdood · 2 years

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I think some of yall are just gonna have to accept that vegans have a different philosophy than you.

#YOU might think its respectful to eat animals or whatever the fuck #but like i dont and cant bring myself to. sorry #IM not about to let that get in the way of being friends w non vegans though .#like im never gonna be like 'killing animals is cool' bc to me it isnt and i dont think theres many reasons to unless you specifically have #to eat it for some reason. im not even a pure vegan. i still eat meat. i just dont see the pleasure in it.#ig i cant help but think about factory farming and the horrible ways animals die. i also dont really know if theres a Good way to kill an #animal just for sustenance.#i think itll be bad no matter what but ig theres *better* ways to do it if you have to #i think yall havw to understand that im literally just some person whos come to this conclusion #i dont have systemic power to change how things are so dont bitch that im taking your meat away when clearly its not going anywhere #yall essentially anti vegans are exhausting.#what i hate is how i say i care about animals lives and then in a defensive immediate retort people try to claim that i dont care about #oppressed humans. as if all vegans are actually just eco fascists who couldnt be assed to give a fuck about minorities lmao #im sorry youve interacted with shitty vegans but i promise theres vegans who just like dont want anyone to be killed if it can be helped #maybe i do actually just care about both of these things at once. ik its shocking #and i promise that me generally supporting ntv and other ppls ability to hunt for whatever environmental justification #isnt mutually exclusive from me thinking its generally not good to eat meat #like it IS possible to believe two things at once #also great news for you! i dont have control over you and your life. so whatever i say could fundementally not effect you #and no. thinking an action is bad doesnt mean i think anyone who hunts is a Bad Person. i also cant make them stop either #i just have personal feelings on the matter #sorta like how your friend has a preference for a tv show you find problematic and you've vented your frutrations w it #but they still love the show anyways and you wouldnt take that away from them bc a. you cant and b. it doesnt effect our friendship enough #for me to feel the need to try to encourage them to not watch it...?#the totally wacky and wild and unique unheard of thing abt me is that i dont need to control people who want to live a different life #even if i dont think its entirely cool whatever it is they do #obviously if theyre a racist or something i wont tolerate that but yeah #this is MY path in life. these are MY beliefs. i dont need you to follow in my footsteps.#im not ur guru lol #im not pushing for any policies. i dont have a plan to *make* everyone vegan. im just sharing my thoughts.

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beesfairlyland · 5 months

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Hello babies!!!💗

Soo i wanted to update you guys about the tapes I've been listening to by @adambja. They've been an holy grail for my journey!!

Soo let's start with the I AM IN CONTROL TAPE(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)

I couldn't listen to it regularly for a week but i listened as much as i could!

Day 1:- I listened to it for like 2 hrs sat in peace and focused on the affirmations. I felt good ...and tbh those audible affirmations make you feel already in control.

Day 2:- Listened for like 1.5 hrs. I felt good while listening but some doubts started to come on surface. But i comforted myself telling that these are just thoughts and i have to let them go now.

Day 3:- I tested out how much am i in control😏. When i sleep for late my aunts wake me up saying it's late. So in the morning when i woke up slightly. I just said they won't say me anything and I'll sleep for however long i can and guess whatt?? No one disturbed me at all and it was the first time😭 i didn't get disturbed! I listened for like an hour.

Day 4:- i Manifested some food that i was craving...first time i Manifested some food tbh😭 i started to gain soo much of confidence i swear im loving it and im in love with adamja!!😭💗

Day 5:- soo we were going to a party and our plan to go got cancelled. I was like no we'll go....I kid you not the very next second my brother came and told us to get ready🤭

I kept listening to the tape on and off till self concept tape came. I didn't listen to it with any intention tbh i just used it for fun with zero expectations. My confidence literally sky rocketed!!😭 I felt soo much in control. All of my intrusive thoughts literally started disappearing. Then came the self concept tape...it was just for three days but I swear the way it changed my thoughts i was shocked!

SELF CONCEPT tape review (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)

I listened to it for 3 hrs for 3 days ... didn't listen it overnight coz im a light sleeper and can't sleep with something playing in the background. This tape is GOLD.

Day 1:- I had a mental breakdown the morning.... literally cried for hrs even tho in my head i was affirming im okay and everything's alright 💀my aunts fucking my head for like 2 3 days. And then came the tape and omgg the moment i started to listen to it.... first of all hearing those affirmations make you soo powerful and then the secret benefits she puts idk i felt soo much at peace and thoughts like "it's all just an illusion....this all doesn't even matter why to cry over it" started coming.

Day 2:- when i woke up i was soo much at peace even tho yesterday was shit for me. And i just decided i want peace. Haven't been this much peace in my house from past 2 3 yrs😭 and oh boy i felt soo detached from the 3d. I was soo happy.

Day 3:- i completely detached from the 3d. Nothing triggered me. And my circumstances don't even matter anymore. All of my desires felt soo natural and i completely detached from the void. I didn't even wavered not at all. Zero doubts. Im completely living in my 4d naturally I don't have to remind myself anymore about fulfilling myself...i a already in the state and i don't feel like doing anything to get my desires. And i just manifested my wifi working properly just by intention! And now ik I'll wake up in the void any time soon!😭 I don't even feel much excited now ... feels like it is a fact already. I've Never felt this much at peace ever!!

I swear guyss these tapes are soo good...god knows how powerful her paid tapes are😭 and ppl who say these are JUST TAPES....NOO THESE ARE SOME MFING HELLA POWERFUL TAPES!! She do have cheaper self concept and void tape too...go for it!! And if you can't then listen to the free tapess!!😭😭 Those are effective....aff.

And if you come at me saying im supporting those high priced tapes and advertising her tapes.

NOO I AM NOT ADVERTISING.... it's my experience try them out yourself and then say something and if she's pricing them that much ofcc it must be having some real powerful stuff(benefits) in it!! No one's forcing you too buy the tapes ....try the free ones!! And i am one of those person who never got any results from subliminals. Soo im soo happy i found these tapes!😭💗

And in the end i really really really wanna thank @adambja for providing us these tapes🫶🏻💗 you are soo kind!! i am soo grateful for having you as my mutual. And we appreciate you soo much for your hardwork. Don't let the hate and mean comments let you down. There are many ppl here who adore you soo much. We all are glad to be a part of the CULT(as haters say lol😭).

-love, bee💗✨

#loassumption #void state #law of assumption #self concept #affirm and persist #master manifestor #void success #affirmations #affirmation tape

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kairiscorner · 8 months

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hello po ate!! (　＾▽＾)

looking out the car window while it was raining made me think abt the request i'm making rn hehe

basically it's a miles x reader where they can't rlly see eachother that often these days bcs of the daily rain so they have to facecall or chat with eachother but one thing is that they're both touch starved for eachother atp (not in the weird way bcs ik some ppl think abt it the other way 😨) and it comes to a point where miles lit swings to reader's place to cuddle the second the news came out that the rain will stop for that day and they have a cuddle session ehehejdveje

(also !! plss take your time on this one cause i feel like ur alr starting school and i don't wanna be a bother 😕)

-sincerely, the 🧋 anon !!

HELLO 🧋 ANON 💖💖💖 wait that's super CUTE, also i got your follow-up message, ty for making it clearly luv (≧▽≦) OK I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS 💖

(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)

i can't wait any longer. – miles 1610 x reader

it's been a whole week, and you have yet to see your boyfriend face-to-face. it's been pouring rain ceaselessly all over the city, and the weather forecasts say it might not let up anytime soon. though, you and miles stay connected through facetiming and texting all day throughout the week you two have been away from each other, simply communicating doesn't bring the whole feelings you two experience when speaking to each other face-to-face and being around each others' presence.

as you were working at your desk on the homework your teacher assigned, you got a text notification from miles himself. the message was the same as always: him expressing how much he missed you, with the addition of sad, crying kaomojis that just made his longing for you a bit more impactful and... pitiful, in a way; it seriously made you want to drop everything, put on your nearest rain coat, not even bother to don on your pair of boots and just run over to him, even if you'd slip on the way or get sick afterwards. but you knew you couldn't do that, reality had always opposed your desires, especially those desires of yours that you sincerely wished for with all your heart; the universe was truly cruel to the sweetest of hearts.

you were confused as to why he suddenly seemed so hurried to text you, like his thumb was slipping from across the keyboard. before you could decode in your mind what he meant, you heard a light tapping by your bedroom window. you turned your head, and upside down, facing you with wide lenses for eyes, was spider man—your boyfriend, miles morales.

you tried to cover your shock from his sudden arrival, but it was harder to do as miles casually waved at you and pointed down at the lock of your window—gesturing for you to unlock it so he could come in. you knew miles was spider man long ago, and he already admitted it to you a few weeks prior; though he had never come to your place personally as spider man, so just seeing him clad in the black and red accented suit is just... a little jarring, surprising, and fun to you all at once.

"babe!" miles exclaimed as he climbed onto your windowsill and gazed at you. he was sopping wet from the constant rain, and your floors were soaking up the rain drops falling on him, but he didn't care if he was wet or dry, all he cared about right now was just being here with you. you spoke to him a mile a minute, pointing out how wet he was, offering to get him a towel—but you couldn't go anywhere else since miles grabbed your wrist gently and tugged a little on you, practically begging you not to leave him yet, not when he's finally here with you now.

he got off your windowsill and wrapped you in a wet, soaked up hug, murmuring how he missed the warmth of you against him. "i can't believe it's been a week... man, i can't another week without you, it'd be like going a whole week without food, water, or air." he muttered as he held you closer. he pulled away from you and took off his mask, and underneath it, you could see his hair all droopy now from the rain water he soaked up; but his charming, brilliant smile and shining eyes full of love and adoration for you persisted.

you told miles you missed him, it was wonderful seeing him again, but you had to get him a towel to dry him off. you went over to your closet and handed him a clean towel for him to dry himself off. miles got a little embarrassed and nodded. "oh, right, right... sorry, babe, i, um... got a little too excited." he said with a chuckle as he dried his hair. you turned around, not facing him as he dried the rest of himself off; luckily, the hoodie he lent you was still with you, dry and clean. he donned the hoodie on and wrung his suit out from your window, the rain droplets it absorbed rejoining the rain droplets falling down on the roofs and pavements, pattering against windows on buildings left and right.

you made miles a cup of hot cocoa and made one for yourself, too. his had little marshmallows and extra sugar, just the way he liked them. you snuggled up with him as you wrapped a blanket around you two by your shoulders, the two of you getting warmed up by each others' body heat and the fluster you were both experiencing right then and there being in each others' presence after so long. miles chuckled as he looked at the mini marshmallows in his drink. "you remembered how to make my favorite, huh?" he asked you as you blew on your hot cocoa and smiled. "how could i not remember?" you asked him as miles smiled wider and kept chuckling in glee as he sipped on the hot cocoa you made him, with you leaning your head against his shoulder as you two drank up, relishing this moment where you two are just sitting together in comfortable, loving silence—being in each other's company after so, so long; with your free hand on top of his, clutching the back of his hand as miles smiled wider to himself as you held him closely to you, almost as if you were wordlessly telling him, 'i'm glad you came... and i really, really missed you, too'.

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cray-cray-anime · 1 year

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Mikey and coffee

Ik it's already kinda canon that mikey has adhd (and tho some would say all the boys are nd which like I wouldn't mind).

And ik adhd ppl can actually get sleepy from energy drinks/caffeine/coffee

And I just imagine that since mikey is already hyper and the youngest, the others will do everything to keep him away from anything caffeinated. Which they usually just distract him from it weather it's jupiter jim or a sweet.

But mikey is determined cos damn it everyone has had it and have you seen the pictures online, some with whipped creams and drizzles and latte art!

But how he gonna get that coffee?

My best guess is cassandra. She's chaotic force meeting chaotic force. Ofc she wants to see what happens and mikey might bribe her w either really good food or...mystic weapons (w both donnie and barry he could probably snatch smth)

Ofc mikey gets smth like frappacino w a shot and drizzle of every flavour the shop has w whipped cream (and cassandra being cassandra gets extra shots of expresso). And he takes a pic of his coffee cos if he doesn't get another chance. He makes sure he's alone before finally taking a sip and just in awe tho he's realising perhaps every flavour was too much.

Tho he can hear someone coming and now he chugging this concoction. His brothers and april pull up wondering why the heck is cassandra hanging w mikey.

Only stop in shock and horror at the sight of the coffee cup and immediately flung out the almost empty cup on the floor w donnie shooting lasers at it, raph smashing the cup, april and leo freaking over mikey while cassandra laughs in the background (tho she stops as the others shoot an accusatory glare at her which she just yeets away).

They're walking back into the lair scolding mikey and cassandra, worried mikey is gonna be on a whole new level of hyper and may have to do a check up cos what happens if his body can't handle it (esp when the find extra expresso shots in it).

But instead mikey very vocal defenses on why he done it dwindles to grumbles and whining and then just quiet until eventually he's back at the lair slouched.

Now they're worried that they might have been too harsh and upset him and try to make it clear that they're just worried.

But instead find mikey looking drowsy and actually saying he's tired and ready to sleep...at 7pm.

Now the whole fam is freaking for another reason cos he shouldn't be tired and rushing him to medbay cos that's it he's dying. But everything is come back normal and mikey is just...sleepy.

Mikey not really caring for his family shenanigans goes to bed (or hammock) while they try to firgure out what's going on (ofc donnie will be the one to find out and explain)

Alternatively, mikey gets a pack of energy drinks and chugs them as his family watch in horror

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wc-confessions · 1 year

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it makes me sick knowing that this person will NEVER take accountability for their racist actions and even sicker that so many people are rushing to defend them. makes me realize that we'll never truly be listened to or respected because we can't even have one conversation without white people exerting their white privilege over us in order to effectively silence us.

idk like it's all so exhausting and there's just no point trying to educate ppl to want who remain ignorant. people saw the doc as trying to cancel marinin hating white skinned people etc and are refusing to understand the real issue which is that this person knows their privilege and belittles poc. like yeah their brazilian but that doesn't. erase the fact that this person has done offensive things. and it def doesn't erase the fact that guess what racism and colourism exists everywhere shocking. and this isn't the first time either. i don't want to keep talking abt it bc ik nothing will be done if you aren't fitting their ideals you don't mean shit to them. idk if marinin means to do these things but idk it looks bad that Everytime someone addresses something they did they always mention they are brazilian as if. ppl are supposed to go 'oh sorry ur good then'. i understand they wanna keep their place but there's nothing wrong with at least trying to understand you're at fault sometimes and working to do better.

this is all just sick seeing the way ppl respond to bipoc speaking up in the fandom. I'm seeing people try to tie this with racism against whites and it's like. ??you are the exact reason why racism will always remain rampant and why poc will always isolate themselves from you.

#saw someone black and brazilian talk abt how painful this is #and it just made me feel worse #this fandom will never change #not a confession #text #asks #anonymous

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kin-the-muffin · 2 years

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GUYS

WHY DO I KEEP NOT SEEING THINGS UNTIL THE DAY AFTER THEY COME

for those who are unaware:

youtube

I AM GOING TO HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN

more of my screaming under the cut

ok so we’re starting right where we left off and OMIGOSH THE HUG I CANT HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

gus helping w the dishes is so sweet!! and amity omigosh this girl. not to mention camila is just taking it so coolly?? what am i saying, shes probably freaking out inside

I HAVE NEVER HATED A BAND-AID BOX IN MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I WILL NEVER DO SO MORE THAN I DO NOW IM GONNA CRY

is it just me or does it seem like luz is in shock? shes acting like everything’s fine, and not the way she acted in reaching out either, more like shes numb or something 🥺

hunter, bb, why would they hate you cuz youre a clone of caleb? that doesnt make you him. plus i dont actually think that caleb was ever a witch hunter in the first place. also, youre not helping luz. ily <3

why luz gotta blame herself, she couldn’t have ever known something like this would happen. and im not sure how time travel works in the owl house but id be willing to bet that even if she hadnt helped philip, he would have found someone else willing to be monster bait instead of her and lilith

‘we’ll tell them, when we’re ready’ girl that aint ever gonna happen. the way things go when ppl say stuff like that is that the thing gets pushed off until the characters cant help but slam right into it, no countermeasures to soften the blow. i am very worried about how this is gonna affect willow and amity.

AMITY’S LINGERING GAZE ON LUZ MA HEART AAAAAAA

ik there were some people who were worried that the gang wasnt gonna be ok with vee so im glad that they like her :)

well, glad to know that the philip-goo is, in fact, alive. screw that

gus nerding-out with all of the stuff in the basement XD (also camila why is there so much random stuff in your basement? 👀)

HUNTER NO STOP WHY WOULD YOU- UGH I THOUGHT YOU WERE GETTING OVER THIS

hunters little smile at gus :>

amity and willow protecting vee from the alarm clock, i cant- *wheeze*

ALL THE BABY PICTURES OF LUZ ARE SO CUTE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I WISH I COULD SEE THEM BETTER HHH I CANT WAIT A WEEK!!!!

willow looks so cute with her hair down i swear

MONTAGE BABYYYYYYYY

OMIGOSH ITS A MONTAGE INSIDE A MONTAGE

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO GLAD THEY DROPPED THE ‘luzity’ CRAP AND DID LUMITY

THE PICTURES ARE SO CUTE, IM GONNA- *dies*

‘HI IM BI’ IF I COME OUT, THIS IS HOW IM DOING IT

LUZ AND AMITY’S GRINS AT CAMILA THEY ALL LOOK SO HAPPY AND AMITY IS BLUSHING

gus, i love you so much for that, the rainbow and everything

their drawings of their families are so cuuuuuuuute (and amity not drawing karen HA)

WAIT IS WILLOW WEARING A SHIRT WITH A SHOOTING STAR?????? YALL KNOW DANA DID THAT FOR ALEX YALL KNOW IT

CAMILA’S RAINBOW HEART STICKER

VEE’S LITTLE TRANSITION WAS SO CUTE

HUNTER

MY DUDE

WHY DID YOU EVEN LET YOUR HAIR GET THAT LONG

AND WHY DO YOU HAVE THAT BOOK

(our first real look at caleb???)

OK BUT SERIOUSLY HE LOOKS SO GOOD WITH THAT NEW HAIRCUT I’LL ADMIT I WAS WORRIED BUT THEY PULLED IT OFF!

idk what they were doing but the portal kinda worked for a second, before it, yknow, combusted

what even is that blob, i dont even wanna try to guess whats in it (THEY ALL LOOK SO PROUD OF THEMSELVES, MY BABIES)

amity’s look of wonder at the rain, my beloved <3<3

im so happy they got to have some fun after all the trauma, they really needed it

do i even need to say anything about luz and amity in the rain

luz’s drawing skills have gotten so much better!!! (dat trauma tho. the depression that she cant have everything she wants in one world. in the human realm, she has her mom and vee but in the demon realm, she can do magic and has her best friends (and gf) and eda and king)

looks like her palisman has yet to arrive :(

darnit shes back at school (i wonder how she figured that all out)

thank you for coming to my ted talk, now back to your regularly-scheduled reblogs

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prettybard · 2 years

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So I’ve watched a ton of reactions to ofmd (indulging the ones mentioned in your post) because I was really curious to see how people responded to a show like this and I’ve observed some THINGS

• People generally don’t like/aren’t sold by ep 1 (crazy to me since it’s one of my faves and I was hooked instantly but it). Even people that liked it don’t seem to get the tone just from one ep.

• People always end up having a favorite crew member. Very fun to see who they end up gravitating towards

• Most people believe Black Pete’s stories at first/think they will be proven right later

•Most people don’t pay attention to Jim’s pronouns unless they are already aware that they are nb/are told by commenter that they are nb

• A lot of the little jokes and clever moments and line deliveries kinda go over a lot of peoples heads

• Queer people love Stede, straight people have to warm up to him

• Most people credit Taika for this show/most straight people heard about it because of his connection to it

• I’ve only seen one person previously unfamiliar with the foot touch in ep 8 notice it

• Everyone loves Lucius

• Hardly anyone notices how romantic the moonlight scene in ep 5 is (and of course the ones who pick up on it are the gays)

• This show reads much better for gay people. Like of course, but it’s interesting to actually watch the differences in reaction to a lot of moments. I mostly like to watch people who aren’t familiar with the show at all and I like to keep the mix of people (straight, queer, poc, white etc.) diverse so that I can see how people with different backgrounds respond. Queer people 100% of the time are feeling those themes and narratives.

• Everyone always loses their shit when Karl dies

• No one ever talks about how fun Geraldo is and that’s wild to me. Loved his character so much.

• End of ep 3/ep 4 is what usually hooks people

• Most people, including the straights, actually do see the kiss coming but there are a few who are still shocked

• People want to fuck Blackbeard and Jim but what else is new

• A surprising amount of people “predict” that Ed isn’t going to kill Stede because they’re going to end up friends. Like…..yeah. He’s the main character. Idk. They kinda set that up for you.

• A lot of Ed’s vulnerable moments go overlooked

• Most people can’t believe Ed leaves the dock and freak the hell out when he goes back to being Blackbeard. Very fun reactions to those things.

• Not many people point out Izzy’s attraction to Blackbeard

All this information may be completely useless but it’s really fun to observe how people respond to this show. OFMD is UNDOUBTEDLY a show for the gays but I love that by the end most straight people also highly praise and recommend the show.

omg anon i love you and im gonna try to respond to most of the points bc im v happy i got this message.

it genuinely made me so sad when ppl weren't that into the first episode, its so perfect and very easily shows the found family shit thats about to happen.

ik a lot of new people dont know about jims pronouns but by fucking god does it make me uncomfortable when ppl immediately use she/her pronouns for them,, but im glad that ppl start using it when commenters tell them abt jim.

OMG YEAH SO MANY LITTLE JOKES GO OVER PPLS HEADS AND IM JUST SCREAMING AT MY SCREEN TELLING THEM TO APPRECIATE IT ASKFJS,,, the scene where stedes like "no this is it,, thats it." THE FUCJING LINE DELIVERY ON THAT IS PERFECT BUT LIKE NO ONE MENTIONED IT

stede is for the gays,, only we can fully understand that little fucker

no bc it made me so mad that not many people credited david jenkins properly,, like its his show?!?!?!

everyone should love lucius,, hes perfect in every way

GOD I WOULD GET SO SAD WHEN MOST PPL JUST SKIMMED BY THE MOONLIGHT SCENE,, AND I DON'T THINK ILL EVER FORGET "nice , theyre friends now" HUH?!??!??!?!

i think alot of straight people just dont care, like most of the youtubers ive seen react to the show, mostly just care about the comedy and if its entertaining. it kinda shocking to me seeing ppl just act normally about the show and not completely dissect it and every single theme they can find

ahhh omg yeah idk how ppl can look at the bathtub scene with ed and just go "aww thats sad" and just dismiss it?!?! that scene changed my brain chemistry and ruined me,, ed vulnerable moments were my favorite and i really wanted more people to talk about that

oh man i feel like i can go on a whole ass rant about ed becoming the kraken,, like people say it doesn't make sense but if you just think about it for 2 fucking seconds you can see that it v much makes complete sense to his character,, hes just trying to protect himself

i like pointing out izzy's atrraction for blackbeard bc its fucking hilarious how pathetic he is for a man that barely even cared abt him and doesn't even exist (hes in love with the idea of blackbeard and but not ed)

anyways this was incredibly fun to respond to, anon!! pls send me more shit if you want <33

#i hope my responses make sense bc im working on 0 hours of sleep 3 coffees and my phone #and god i hope the toxic izzy stans don't come and fucking kill me for the last point.. ive had to deal with too many of them already😭😭#ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #blackbonnet #edward teach #gentlebeard

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marsbotz · 1 year

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Hi Hi! I wanna hear your headcanons! No matter if you do one or five I still wanna hear it. I know you said that they can be hard to explain so take ur time if you decide to do this :) 🌴

OK. LETS GO. sorry ik this is gonna be so long already

1. lgbt hcs for the ninja since i did pix

lloyd: agender pan (they/them)

kai: transmasc bi (he/him)

jay: nonbinary gay (they/it/he…. lol <- projecting)

cole: transmasc gay (he/him)

zane: nonbinary bi (he/they)

nya: lesbian (she/her). theres probably some gender in there too but its not a solid hc for me

jay and cole are dating as of s5… ISH. and kai and zane are dating as of like s6… or s8. i ahvent worked it out. nya and pix r dating as of like s5 TECHNICALLY lol but s8 proper. cus shes Real now

2. elemental powers and stuff. lets get interesting

MY HC is that all the elements come from the original powers of creation. so the fsm created the original 4 elementals as like protectors of ninjago . and over time as the powers got passed down they mutated or diluted so u get stuff like smoke coming from fire and mind coming from ice (the future vision part). and as of seabound ig water and wind are completely separate but obviously at some point got similarly diluted so long ago even wu didnt realise they were smth separate

essentially this means that while each element still has connections to its dragon roots (see s4 elemental dragons) only the 4 creation elements can use dragon form.

the elements themselves manifest as dragons similarly to the end of s15 (think kai saying “is that… us?”) and the elements kind of …. ARE an elementals whole being.. almost like their soul. the dragons they can summon are a reflection of this (think like.. the titanium dragon for zane)

my approach to stuff in ninjago that is inconsistent or just silly is either to ignore it or warp it into smth that… kind of makes sense. so here my explanation for the powers inconsistencies in the first few seasons lol

the ninja needed the golden weapons to use their powers in the first few seasons despite it later being revealed they were inherent to them simply bc they were too young. powers usually start to manifest around 18 and without training they might not develop past like. accidentally giving ppl static shocks or smth. and this is bc of the dilution of powers over time and the general … lack of need for them in the modern day. but any power can still become massively powerful if trained! lloyd is a special case in that hes able to access his powers from very young due to being. directly descended from the fsm. and similarly the ninja can all use theirs fairly young as the creation elements… nya is able to access her powers at a younger age due to her … different lineage haha

the reason the ninja cant use their powers proper until lloyd donates their golden power is bc as lloyds protectors their power channels into lloyd. in a normal scenario they would have the golden weapons to channel their own powers similarly to how thors hammer worked in ragnarok. and they would also be older and more able to access their powers. but fate works in strange ways lol

i realise im kinda contrarian abt this lol but the ninja r like canonically resistant to their own element so i think they would not have scara from their own element. so like kai burning himself and stuff haha. its a really cool design trope tho .. but in my mind they wld be more likely to have scars from each other. so jay having burn scars and stuff! similarly kai would feel warm to everyone else due to his internal heat but would feel the cold so bad. kai is out there in like 20C/70F weather shivering teeth chattering. and the opposite is true for zane but he has cooling fans so its not as bad haha

umm… one last thing vaguely related to elements i was thinking abt yesterday. the human form taken by the fsm and like. all the elementals and whatever. its not their real form. the fsm is really more of a divine mix of oni and dragon but his power is like that thing where normal ppl kinda… cant comprehend it. so he takes a simpler form when travelling to ninjago and uses this as the basis for the people he created to populate the world. Yes sorry for putting religion in ninjago. the writers did it first

but it is technically still possible for wu garm and lloyd to access these forms. after his bite garmadon slowly starts to show physical traits of the oni.. and lloyd becomes a version of this original form when using their golden powers. both wu and garm technically have access to it as well but dont rlly ever… it doesnt rlly have a practical purpose other than flight lolol and i think wu is both too humble and too afraid to ever rlly tap into his oni side proper to access it. but wu was strangely good at flying in s15 huh… ^_^

ok actually that might do for now this is crazy long. id like to maybe talk more abt garmabros in another post cus i have lotttsss of thoughts abt them. thank u for askingggg!!!

#put it under a read more bc. jesus it got long #AUTISM LEVEL CATASTROPHIC #ninjago #farts #well. hopefully u guys understand how truly insnae i am now. LOL #hope this all makes sense too. like i said it all kinda wraps around to everything else #sso its hard to mke coherent #but if u read the whole thing thanks so much. so lovely

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menalez · 1 year

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"im not so aware of such women but i do still think of there’s no basis to think they’re attracted to men that it’s rly odd to assume that that’s existent" ignis claimed she had zero attraction to men then said she changed one day and became attracted to multiple men. Then got a bf and wrote several posts about sleeping with him and her attraction to men. There's also badfem. That one radfem that got a labrys tat but had a bf. Didn't u say you knew two women that did wat ignis did?

well i think in the case of badfem, from what she said attraction to men did exist it just didn’t.. register as such for her for some period in time? the one that got a labrys tat is quite traumatised and i think that made her confused about her feelings but i don’t think she was out as a lesbian for that long? but also i can’t comment on her much bc i don’t remember too well and don’t know her story enough to comment. the time i joined radblr was not long before that whole thing started… w ignis i think it’s just bi-cycle but i must admit that one i was truly shocked by. i don’t think she had a clue and neither did i. kinda terrified me and several other lesbians bc like, how do we know that wouldn’t happen to us?? but i never got an answer there bc i guess some ppl don’t know either.. some ppl argue her liking male cartoon characters is a sign or sth but like. idk if i buy that 💀 i also know another bi woman who went through similar to ignis within a few months but i won’t name her cause she didn’t make that a thing here i think.

either way, based on what those anons said, ofc none of us can know w certainty their sexuality and im not saying like oh 100% they’re lesbians and they’re never gonna think differently. im simply saying that there’s not much basis imo to argue they aren’t lesbians and also most of all, ofc lesbians having close male friends that they feel comfortable holding hands with or sleeping in the same bed with etc doesn’t mean they’re bi 😩 personally cannot understand having a dilemma over that bc ive had such friendships with some gay male friends and i don’t think they ever felt like it meant more than friendly closeness and ik i didn’t either… i like being intimate w my friends like that and it felt nice being able to do that but knowing it doesn’t mean much

#i had this close friend in my 2nd year in the UK.. we met bc i had a crush on his best friend & she introduced us #and he and i became fast friends like codependent level. i was already out by that point but super inexperienced lool and we were super #close and it just felt like. siblings. we’d hold hands n joke about how some ppl would assume its not a friendly thing simply bc hetnormativ #i miss him sometimes 😭 but oh well. friends come n go. ramble over sorry

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paperbagnotes · 8 months

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Vibration

Current

Flow we feel and know

There is no easy way out

These pathways are decisions

Ive tried to black it all out, avoid

It’s doing oppositely obviously, I’m hiding in plain sight

Anarchy? To hate everything

Angst only when not focusing on anything happy

Choosing, to be with them too.. I understand nightmares..

When ppl have true traumas, really grotesque

Shocking unspeakable things

The face of death? Being “damned”, “defiled”,

Total blackness & horror.. it sits with you

Almost as if in the room

I’m saying not for me, I’ve spent too much time dwelling

Which would be text book

somewhere in my brain I’m painting all these rooms turned black - white or oppositely, I need the smudged windows invisibly unseen

I must remember to let it wash over me

Only eat healthy, ethically

Remember black is every color

You choose what you see

Other ppl are going too without knowing you

I look up to the man with his kids on the beach, cleaning up debris

Love is more than sex, remembering how large love is

Removes the pigeon hole around sexual love

I wish I could prevent all perversions

honestly I’m not judging many, but the atrocious things

I walk around having learned this lesson from the beginning. I’ve got it. I get it.

I love so many things, life can be more beautiful than any one thing

Orr everywhere you look there could be bird poop

It’s honestly that much of a bully,

Life wants us to get it right away, love me or doom will happen to you,

Unhappy to be here, I’ve been shown true unhappiness, the more I fight it, the more aggravated

I’ve tried to laugh through a lot of things when they’re funny, but if something is uncomfortable I feel for it, all I can do is help try and shake it

Ik gloom is sticky, so is the fight against it

Ik I am not a sheep or a shark Atleast

My life will be a journey of reminding myself to let it wash away from me.

Be like the waves or the wind whirling,

It doesn’t matter what color or clothing you put on,

I am the suit that I wear & my actions tell my story however rare or gory.

I’ve known, I know, you don’t have control over what happens to you, you only have control over how you move.

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shittingoffthepier · 9 months

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dreamed i was fighting with my mom and my step dad (always a great start) and whenever i would begin to say something they would shut me down or just start talking over me. so i started screamint like SHUT UP!! SHUT UP!!! U ALWAYS DO THIS but they just kept going anyway. also my friends were there but it was like this indiscriminate group of ppl and they were all judging me. i mean fair i guess i was literally screaming at my parents. eventually they go away (???) and so does my step dad and its just me and my mom. while were fighting we get robbed or smt lmao and i run outside to see who it is and its Literally Noelle Deltarune and i guess she tripped and fell down the stairs bcuz shes laying in a heap holding my laptop. i take my laptop and i go back inside lmao. then idk what happens all ik is that i end up strangling my mom and boy oh boy. i do not know how to feel about that. badly i guess. while im strangling her im also holding her mouth shut. like wow what i choose to repress is very very violent and angry sooo? i will continue to willfully ignore such things.. until i am able to approach them without immediately getting hyper super mega pissed off

there is more to the dream. like the same group of ppl cing my cuts and me going to hide them. also i was dirk strider in this dream isnt that fucked up. there was also some part where i was in a helicopter and some guy said something i didnt hear so i flirted w him and he looked shocked and horrified. still dont really know what went on w that one. then at another point i was hanging w those ppl again and they basically dismissed me to go organize the caprisuns in the fridge from the kool aid. sad part is that i actually did it even tho i heard them actively talking shit ab me.

anyway all of this has made me remember this one dream i had a long time ago that i somehow can remember perfectly

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4byun · 1 year

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OKAY ik i already kinda answered in reply to ur ask but here goes anyway! if i met you in real life id probably freeze up tbh... and then after the shock fades i probably wouldnt stop giggling akjsfnkjsaf im a nervous giggler... oh and im honestly not great w hugs but i love little touches. like on ur shoulder and arm... oh and id throw my phone away (lmao) so that im not distracted when u talk + give u the aux so u can play music while i drive? then we could go shopping for plushies + jewellery + to this smoothie place i love!! and we can take loads of pictures! when we get tried we can go back home to talk abt our fave books, bake cookies and OHH we could rewatch yuukoku no moriarty akjfnaksnf and cry/laugh over it LOL

WHEN I SAY I’M CRYING RN … because WOW what I’d do to have this right now. I probably sounded confident in the ask I sent you but I’d honestly react the same way. And M Y HEART PLSSS… It makes me feel bad when ppl text others when they’re w me BUT I too would give you my undivided attention and will play you our playlists w the aux >:) I’d love for you to bring me/show me all the places you love !!!!! And chill together and be cozy with the stuff we love … 💘

#wait let me continue to be sappy here tags are my safe space LMAO #we should 12/10 do this #adding this to my bucket list rn #lets get matching pjs or onesies to chill in #tjshdd but ahh I’m smiling so hard I LOVE YOU WTH >:((( 💖💖#my heart currently squishing my other organs to make space for all the love I have FOR UUUUUUU #my beloved #ask

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waitingforminjae · 3 years

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ik it's bc i'm in the world's whackest place emotionally rn but iron's death really doesn't feel real

#it's so genuinely shocking like i literally shouted when i first heard......#ask to tag #m: kpop #of all ppl to be in shock over ik but like.#idk #it's a sad and bitter and awful life with a sad and bitter end #and that's a strange feeling

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willowfey · 3 years

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#eueghevnebend #negativity //#weight ment //#body image //#ok i never ever allow myself to talk or complain about this bc. i’ve been working my whole life at not caring about it for myself #and for my mom and sister who have Much Bigger Issues with this #plus i haven’t rly needed to think about it for a long time #but now i just. i feel shitty and i wanna ramble about this for a second so. i’ll probably delete it #but let me first say that i think every woman is beautiful regardless of size or shape and i have NEVER looked at my friends and seen #anything less than someone beautiful and cute and wonderful and Them body size and shape doesn’t matter i KNOW this #but it’s still. so hard sometimes. to apply to myself. i Know logically what’s true but i just….. u know how it is with self image #for years i was. probably considered underweight. not on purpose it was just my body type yk? i have always been very small even as a kid #but over pandemic i gained a lot of weight apparently.. and i’m still not like. fat (non derogatory just a descriptor) i’m not i know this #it would be disrespectful for me to call myself that when other ppl are. it’s like saying u have acne when u have one pimple yk #anyway. i grew out of everything i owned and had to get rid of all my fav clothes and it was not a fun experience #and i look so Different.. my arms are bigger my face is Much fuller i don’t have a flat stomach anymore which is okay i KNOW this #but i just saw a picture of myself taken by my mom and i just. was so shocked bc.. that’s what i look like now?? that’s me??#and it sent me into a weird body image spiral bc i just have no idea what i look like anymore i guess ??#and ik if i posted body pics some ppl would call me huge and some ppl would say i was doing it for attention bc i’m not big etc etc #which also isn’t helpful like what is the truth?? what DO i look like??? and i know it doesn’t matter i KNOW it doesn’t but i just.#and ive been working out even! for fun! kpop dance workouts every day! ive been outside i eat healthy whatEVER #as soon as i started to count calories again and stop myself from eating certain things i Stopped bc that’s a slippery slope ive been down #i took body posi selfies i bought new clothes i felt GOOD for a while. for a while.#and then i go on this trip and i see family friends and i see the pictures taken of me and i just. i’m trying so hard not to think about it #but i feel so. unfamiliar in my own body. ive looked the exact same for years i was wearing clothes last year that i wore at age 12 #now suddenly it’s just. feels like such a big difference to me. i feel So different.#was it the fucking trauma??? was it the pandemic and the hospital shit and my anxiety being the worst its ever been??#probably. and i’m grateful for my body trying to cushion me. trying to protect me. trying to survive. i love my body and i respect it #and fuck everything fuck EVERYTHING for trying to make me hate how it looks i WANT to love how i look at any shape or size #i want to feel beautiful and hot when i want it i want to feel desirable but i have NEVER felt desireable and it just! got! even! worse!

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