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xskyll · 10 months
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Page 15, for the second time! Apologies to those that saw the version I posted last night with the typo. My days lately have been busy, so sometimes I feel a bit brain foggy. A couple of people left comments on either here or Twitter and it killed me to delete everything. ;_;
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pantherxdrawz · 6 months
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May or may not have made some edits for Yakou for my Rain Code swap au-
I was originally gonna do more characters (that had designs, because not all of them are designed yet) but then thought “nah I’ll just do ones for Yakou for now then do other Sprite edits if anyone actually likes this set)
(Also putting under the cut if you’re someone who doesn’t like Sprite edits, which honestly that’s your cup of tea I don’t judge I just personally find them neat to see and make)
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Death smoke cloud Alt of those two above:
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(Come on man Yakou is a smoker and do you really think I’mma change that in the au? Way too perfect of an opportunity to use it)
Also normal eyes (for the human form) alts for Yakou:
(The ones with dead/zombie eyes are the canon version, I’d just thought it’d be fun to make alts with normal eyes)
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It’s always one little mishap and then all of a sudden, I’m a shitty person. A fool. A careless idiot. Well, in my eyes, that’s what I am. Maybe in others’ too. I don’t know. I hope not. But it’s a cycle at this point, just some spinning wheel fueled by the desire to never fuck up anything again. 
I got called stupid a lot as a kid. Someone  could ask me to find, I dunno, a cup lid in the kitchen and it’d take me way too long to figure out where it was. My sister would vaguely point, tell me to “turn off the light,” and there were about four of them, but asking would only make her angrier so I fumbled with each switch until she finally told me which one. Doesn’t sound bad, I know. And maybe it wasn’t. Maybe it was just the yelling afterward that stuck in my seven-year-old head. Maybe it was just the “too slow”s and “fucking incompetent”s that wormed their way into my brain and stamped themselves on the prefrontal cortex. 
Silly mistakes, plus a kid who doesn’t know jack shit, equals an entire outburst from everyone older than I was. I still don’t understand why the math works that way. Then again, what do I understand? I don’t wanna say nothing, because that’s harsh. So let’s see what I do understand. 
I understand… that little mistakes and imperfections in my behavior define who I am. I understand that people can make all the stupid slip-ups they want, and I don’t — or, well, maybe I can’t — say anything about it, but when it’s me, I should shut up and take the insults. I understand I can’t always comprehend directions and that makes me a fucking idiot. I understand there’s something wrong with me. My brain. Myself as a person. 
Oh, and there’s one other thing that just popped into my head right now. 
I think I understand where my crippling self-esteem comes from. 
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trash-bin-ary · 4 months
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Upbehovdouvd Bonnie really said you’re mentally Ill have some candy
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firestorm09890 · 5 months
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hey it's that anon from the other day about meursault. I am also an autistic individual with low empathy and can therefore only partially sympathize with Meursault. I think that you've done a reading of The Stranger that is very sympathetic and that there is value in that, but I've always read The Stranger as both a story about the absurdity of connection and a story about a Frenchman in colonial Algiers who doesn't understand himself or his own biases. You mention heat stroke but I think it's worth considering: is Meursault's perception of events realiable? Could he be unconsciously struggling with his complicity in oppressive violence against a colonial subject?
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You raise very good points. I will be considering this. It’s a bit late to change the wording on that og post though
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cuteniaarts · 24 days
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Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:
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Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#lok malina#still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now#and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that#don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before#to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021#because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing#but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence#anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he#*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character#for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop#I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like#I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her#if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet#okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself#lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer#about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long#this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh#I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out#*surprising#less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know#anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous#her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this#and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning#I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭#I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb#okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary:#she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
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passthroughtime · 2 months
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i’m starting to suspect that i just fucking suck 🤔 unsure yet though, but there are lots of signs already pointing to this... gotta mean something 🧐
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deityofhearts · 3 months
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y’all know how you follow really cool ppl and it’s like “wow you’re so cool I hope you never follow me/we don’t become mutuals because you’d find out i am entirely uncool and unhinged”
#deity dialogue#beaming ‘please don’t scroll through my blog I am very mentally ill on main’ at the cool butch person I follow who has been in my notes#because I’m p sure that one of my beloved mutuals who is already aware I’m a pathetic puddle of a person is mutuals with them#but yeah it’s like. if people I find cool follow me or check out my blog I live in utter fear of them going ‘oh they’re like actually sad a#goodbye forever’ ahdjfjtkt#idk how sad and weird it is to admit that every day I sit here and wonder if a beloved mutual is finally gonna go ‘okay I’ve had enough of#fae’ and unfollow me#this is also why I take a while to follow ppl back because I need to see if I’ve scared ppl off yet#I keep saying I plan to be less unwell on main#rn I’m getting back into tagging my sad posts (divine despair if you don’t know is the tag to block)#tbh I’m also just trying to make this year better but god I am so sad all the time the despair is like Bad#but today was good! so no super sad posts!!#hhhhh what am I even talking abouttttt#anyways shout out to my beloved friends and mutual ilyyy hiii if you read this far wow#actually does anyone read my tags because I talk so much like I’m incapable of shutting up (it’s terminal I fear)#<- the words of someone who is aware they talk so much and hates it and has had people try to silence them (my family also hates that I tal#a lot and use to bribe me into shutting up)#I must shut up now goodbye#see this is why cool people can’t follow me like
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arom-com · 1 year
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hi hope this is ok but i've seen sooo many of ur posts tagged as renbrand and i am ... perhaps .... a little curious .... would u like to tell me abt them !!!! 👀👀 (its ok if not ofc)
Ofc!! I sure have been tagging them a lot huh
The short version is that they’re my unhinged lesbian ocs stuck in a murder timeloop
Longer version is this:
(I am not going to be able to explain this in any way approaching coherent) (but I will try!!) (sorry in advance for the Wall of Text)
So RenBrand stands for these two:
Ren Hayashi (23, she/they) university student studying criminal psychology, abandonment issues out the wazoo, Going Through It
Brand Reitveld (26, she/her) local gang leader, Control Issues TM, definitely the cat in whatever cat-and-mouse thing they have going on
They’re in love — it’s not even remotely healthy.
Basically, through no fault of their own, they got stuck in a long-form time loop (days/months rather than strict 24h) that resets whenever one of them dies, which wouldn’t be too much of an issue? Except a) they’ve never met and don’t know they’re stuck together, and b) Ren keeps getting fucking murdered
Bc!! Ren’s psychology prof is running a secret cult (trying to turn his crim psy students into serial killers, it’s a whole thing, very cringe of him) so she gets killed for accidentally getting in the way a couple times (she doesn’t know about the cult), and then ofc starts investigating, which only makes it worse (I feel so bad for her but it’s also really funny, saddest most pathetic sopping wet oc I’ve ever created)
(Some of Ren’s deaths are also caused by Brand who’s like listen I don’t have a grudge against you or anything but you do keep getting my people killed so I have to eliminate the threat, no hard feelings! And Ren is like I am in abject misery)
(strangers to enemies to lovers except the strangers to enemies is a speedrun and the enemies to lovers is a slow burn)
The story they’re from is sort of a dark mystery-slash-romance (think nbc hannibal meets groundhog day, which is certainly a sentence), and it’s mainly centred around Ren and her corruption arc as she goes from “tired student just trying to finish her dissertation if it kills her” to “codependent mob-wife who kills first and asks questions later”
I’m obsessed with time as a narrative device, and especially time loops, because it can be used in such interesting ways!! And the interesting part about time loops to me is that they’re like,,,,, rube goldberg machines for character development? You only stick a character in a time loop when you need them to undergo a pretty drastic change without a proper catalyst, and it forces them to wear themselves down to their bones, to find the very essence of what they are, and then build themselves back up again into their ideal and purest form of self. (Of course, some people just use them as a tool for romance, but that’s boring!! Boo)
Usually time loops exist to make a character better, because they’re given some kind of epiphany that makes them the best and kindest version of themselves. (Alternatively, they can be used as the cosmic equivalent of a washing machine spin cycle if you’re writing horror) But what interests Me is the idea of using a time loop to make a character worse, which is what I’m doing to Ren (and to a lesser extent, Brand)
And it’s not just corruption for corruption’s sake, either! Ren, as she is, is miserable — she’s completely isolated, unable to achieve any of her goals, and ultimately ends up getting killed in an impersonal way for impersonal reasons — but once the loop begins and she gets her second chance, she starts to wear away at all her self-imposed barriers and boundaries until she can start making her own decisions and being an active agent in her own life. Of course, she’s not choosing to do good, but the best version of herself is not necessarily Good or Kind, it’s just Authentic.
Brand, on the other hand — because she has more support and isn’t as repressed — is experiencing the time loop less as a vehicle for character development, and more as a perpetual time travel fix-it (which is SO fun, having two characters get wildly different outcomes from the same experience). Her problems are more interpersonal rather than internal, so where Ren is using the extra time to understand herself, Brand uses it to understand the world around her (and is thus doing a much better job at actually solving the plot, we love a girlboss).
Brand’s conflicts are with her brother (who I can’t even Begin to explain without adding another thousand words to this post), and (as the leader of the local gang) with the police & the murder cult, which means that a lot of her loops are spent information-gathering (and murdering, dw abt it)
Personality-wise Ren is pretty quiet, she doesn’t like to ask for things which means she gets into miscommunications a lot (people not helping when she wishes they would, people helping when she doesn’t need it bc they think she just doesn’t want to ask), she’s a very “the only one you can rely on is yourself” kind of person, which isn’t exactly ideal for someone you’re stuck in a time loop with but at least it means she never gives up? She also doesn’t really care what people think of her — or rather, she does care, but she doesn’t let it stop her
Brand is suffering from a lethal combination of being the youngest sibling and simultaneously the eldest daughter, so she’s great at asking for help and using her resources but it means that she a) is a little entitled about it, and b) needs to feel like she has perfect control over everything or she’ll die. She’s very possessive and protective over things that she considers hers (hence murdering Ren for getting her people killed, it’s fine they get over it)
Renbrand also come equipped with two sets of narrative foils (Brand’s disabled ex-ballet dancer brother and his bodyguard/love interest, and the cult leader professor and his prized pupil who both hates and loves him for what he’s become) but the word count on this is already obscenely, embarrassingly long so I’ll talk abt them another day maybe
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honey-im-hotdog · 1 year
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honey im hort dogs I made hort dogs for dinner yesterday thought of you as I do from time to time love you be safe stay strong etc etc yadda yadda 🌭☮️🛸
I was gonna come up with a funny reply but I can’t come close to how funny this fucking ask is I love you hort dog anon I love you so much I hope you enjoyed your dinner and had one for meee 🫂
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anxious-reblogger · 1 year
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Mmmmmm. I’m writing this before hand in my notes app so I can keep it for later. What if for chapter 7, Yuu is (one of the ones(maybe more? Idk)) the one who is put to sleep by Malleus? He loves his child of man who befriended him. Who didn’t know of his reputation and even when they did, they didn’t treat him any differently. Maybe they’ve been gathering blot in their body as a byproduct of being exposed to magic that their body doesn’t know how to handle? So to, potentially, save their life and to protect them, Malleus puts a spell on them that is kind of like a stasis thing? Their body won’t age or get any sicker and they won’t need to wake up to eat or drink, BUT, their body still holds the blot, the blood doesn’t go away, it just stays in them. Dormant. Maybe Malleus really thinks of how fragile humans are. How fragile his magickless child of man is but they still tried to help even after being thrown into a world so different from their own.
Maybe Malleus either goes of himself or sends Lillia, Sebek, or Silver(if he isn’t also put under the spell) to do research on blot. To find everything they can about blot. If Malleus is the one looking, he makes sure one of those three are with Yuu at all times, just in case. It doesn’t matter that he’s among the strongest magicians currently. He just wants them to be okay. If he sends one or more of the others, then he’s constantly at Yuu’s side. Just watching their chest rise and fall, a silent reassurance that they’re still there. That they’re still among the living.
The longer it takes for himself or his trusted diasomnia family to find anything, the more restless he gets. The other first years and the housewardens and some of their house members just keep asking questions about Yuu and it’s annoying Malleus. They ask when Yuu will be back and that he needs to lighten up. That they need Yuu to do this, that they need Yuu to do that, it’s always that they need Yuu to do something for them. Don’t they realize they’re part of the reason he’s having Yuu rest right now?!
Maybe, eventually, news finally comes up about blot. But it’s all for those with magick and magestones. Nothing that can help his child of man, his friend. The closest thing he can find to get rid of the blot is… no. He won’t. He won’t hurt Yuu. He can’t. He’ll tear out his own heart before he does theirs.
He’s getting more anxious and aggravated. Then he snaps. What makes him snap? Maybe one of the others, maybe Ace makes a dumb comment like, “I’m sure Yuu’s fine! If anything, it’s their fault for being so weak.” or “You’re overreacting. It’s their own fault if they’re like this. It’s not like we did something to them.” or something like that. And Malleus gets super upset. They claim they have no hand in Yuu’s current state, yet it’s because of them and their trouble that they always bring that Yuu has gotten so much blot in their body in the first place! Now this could split off two ways in my head. In both, Malleus overblots.
In one of them, he throws them all out and away from his friend, his only friend. And then they have to fight their way through blot creatures and other things just to get back to where Malleus and Yuu were, but they don’t have Yuu to help them. Yuu isn’t there to guide or coordinate them. They’re doing this on their own. Meanwhile, Yuu this whole time has been off in dreamland. Yuu has been… talking to, uh, either the great seven, or Mickey himself. Something something discovery of why they’re there something something why them something something something. They’re clueless to the waking world. So they’re kinda in this peaceful kind of… limbo. It’s the first peace they’ve had in a while. It’s a little quiet without the boys keeping them on their toes, but they have the seven/Mickey to keep them company. Malleus is still by their bedside right where they laid when he first cast the spell. He goes to caress their cheek, but sees his own blot covered hands. He swears to them as the prince of briar valley that he’ll do whatever it takes to help them.
Second way this may play out in my head! Malleus also sends THEM into dreamland, off into the world of sleep, where everything is so much easier. Where everyone can live their ideal lives and be happy! It’s okay! He’ll watch over everyone while they rest! He has so many years to figure out a way to save Yuu. He promises them on his crown that he’ll find a way to save them and keep them safe and happy as long as they both live.
Now. In dreamworld. Everyone in NRC has their own… “worlds”. Worlds where they are happy and where everything is right and is going just how they want. Uh. I kinda forgot about Grim until now. Not a clue for him in the first one, but for this one, I imagine he was sent to dreamland with the others, but the difference is, is that he knows that it’s a dream. He knows that this world isn’t real and is just from Malleus’ spell. He goes to find any of the others. But they don’t recognize him. They don’t recognize the name Yuu either. They just brush him off as a weird monster and go about with their dream that they don’t know is a dream. Also, a note, each “dreamworld” is their own separate individual dreamworld. Ace is separate from Deuce’s and Vice verse. There is an “Ace” in Deuce’s dreamworld, and there’s a “Deuce” in Ace’s, but those aren’t the real ones. They’re just part of the dream meant to keep them happy because everyone has their own dreams and ideal life and happiness. Example would be that Jamil and Kalim are in separate dreamworlds. Cause. Well. Yeah.
Maybe the first one Grim found was Ace. Maybe he gets Ace to remember Yuu and their time at NRC together when he somehow baited Ace into a fight and they scorched (one of more? I don’t remember) a great seven statue. Maybe Ace starts to say or is in the middle of saying something before he freezes. Something clicks. Going all the back into his memory, Grim can faintly remember Ace saying the same thing the first time this happened. Grim starts to ask Ace a question, but Ace cuts him off, asking where Yuu is. Grim does his best to catch Ace up on what happened and what he thinks just happened. The two decide it’s best to “wake” everyone else up. They’re still in dreamland, but they’re aware that they’re in dreamland.
Next is Deuce in his own dreamworld where he’s a model student. Uh. Chandelier. Uh. Monster in the mine or eggs make him remember. Ace and Grim explain to him. He joins their quest. They go and find everyone they knew. It takes some effort remembering just how they met to get the others to “wake up”. Dorm after dorm they eventually have all their friends.
Well, wait, before I say the next part, maybe with the dorm leaders plus Jamil, it’s just like how it was in the real world the few moments before the overblots. They have to fight all over again. But it’s just them. There’s no Yuu beside them. Theres no Yuu to guide or tell them what to do. They’re on their own this time. Once dorm leaders plus Jamil are defeated, they, too, “wake up”. For a little more angst, they’re put in their “spots” when the dorm leaders plus Jamil overblotted. Example, even though Ruggie “woke up” he appeared in Leona’s dreamworld slowly being turned to sand. Ruggie remembers this happening before, for Leona, this is the first time this is happening. All the pain is amplified because they knew why these people overblotted and why they’re acting how they are because they saw it all before.
Uh. Umm. Eventually, they get to the “core” of all the dreamworlds. Don’t ask why I put some dreamworlds in quotes and others not because I don’t know. Anyways. The core of the dreamworlds. The core is Yuu. Yuu who is completely oblivious to what’s happening both inside and outside of the dreamworld. They try and try all they want to make Yuu remember, but they just can’t. Nothing is working. Nothing is reminding Yuu. Oh. But another thing. Ya know how all the dorm leaders plus Jamil overblotted in the dreamworld? Well… that blot was real. It was coming from Yuu. With each OB they fought, Yuu began to feel more and more pain. Eventually, Yuu is yelling at them to go away. But they just won’t leave. Why won’t they leave like whenever Yuu wants whatever else in this place to leave when they ask? Why won’t they listen?! Why won’t they just obey?! Yuu is in so much pain from their presences, their body in the real world is thrashing and crying and Malleus doesn’t know what to do.
He does the only thing he can’t think of. He casts the spell on himself so he can enter their dreamworld and find out what’s cause this. Right when Grim was getting in Yuu’s face, a pillar of green fire separates them. Then Malleus appears in his OB form. He sees everyone and he knows that they’re “awake”. Maybe the others yell at him to stop this. To end the spell already. But Malleus doesn’t listen to them. He sees Yuu afraid and in pain. He gets angrier. And he fight. All of them are up against Malleus, even his own Diasomnia family. He yells how Yuu is his only true friend. Yuu is kind just… maybe clinging to Malleus, putting their face in his chest or trying to hide behind them because they somehow know he’s safety.
But. You remember how all that blot in the previous refights were real? So is this blot that is consuming Malleus. And now it’s consuming Yuu too. Instead of fighting though, Yuu sinks deeper into the blot. Like they’re trying to get comfort from the blot that covers both theirs and Malleus’ forms. Uh. If Malleus transformed into a dragon, they’re still clinging to him. Maybe to his neck? I dunno. I’m doing my best here.
The others are losing. Badly. They can’t stand up against Malleus. Grim is on the verge of collapsing. The dorms are all exhausted from this fight that seems never ending. They don’t even seem fake make a scratch on Malleus.
Then there’s a scream.
Malleus stops.
Everyone else stops.
The screaming continues.
Malleus is frantic. He knows that scream. If he transformed into a dragon, he changed back in his more human looking form. He goes to hold Yuu, but when he turns, he can’t even see them. He can’t even see the slightest bit of their skin or hair or clothes. There’s only blot.
The blot that Malleus had from overblotting and from the spells everyone was using. It all went into Yuu. It’s just what Malleus didn’t want, what he was trying to avoid.
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Uh. My brain stopped. My brain said that that is enough. Mr brain said that this is it for now and to stop writing. Uh. Thoughts? I forget where I was going with this. Uh. I’d be happy to answer any questions or listen to any input on this idea? I may add more later when my brain decides to continue? If I do, I guess it’ll be in a new post reblogged from this one? I’ve been on this site for years and I still don’t really know how tumblr works.
I kinda went on a ramble and uh. I think I got off kilter some? Uh. I’ve only really played to the end of chapter 3. I’ve read some stuff about 4 and 5 but uh. This is from my own thoughts. If not, I think I got one heck of a fanfiction idea lol
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m-aximumjoy · 1 year
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in celebration of my/our love Angel being introduced this past week I’ve been working on a re-paint of the Handkerchief Moment and not to toot my own horn, but I’m really proud of how the background came out and particularly of these two
Ignore the big ol’ hole it’s for Aki (heh)
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arthur-r · 1 year
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hi how is everybody doing??
#im ok im a little bit terrified about how i’m graduating in a couple seconds#by which i mean months but it feels that way#and like hooray i get to move away and be transgender and study history and help people and everything i’ve always wanted to do#but also. the kids in my graduating class. i dont know all of them. a lot of them hate me. but at least they’ve been familiar faces#and the idea of going away to a college where nobody knows my name is kind of terrifying#like i know the entire point is to reinvent myself. but isn’t that scary?? i’m going to become somebody new and that terrifies me#anyway i’m so normal regular. in other news i’m about to have a cranberry orange muffin. so wish me luck with that#anyway there’s this girl i kind of like and i kind of wanted to say something but now it’s kind of pointless#she’s going to the u of m. i’m going to wisconsin. that’s just the end of the road isn’t it??#nothing is strong enough to say anything. but the problem is it’s like this in high school and i go to college and reinvent myself#then what?? i leave college and reinvent myself again!!!! get a masters reinvent myself again!! move towns reinvent myself again!!#struck by the realization that nothing in life is ever permanent except for death. how terrifying is that#anyway i am so normal and regular and cool and good feeling. everything will really truly be okay it’s just#idk. it’s weird being at this stage in my life. didn’t mean to ramble on like that though#so anyway i hope you all are well and would love to know how you are doing. other than this stuff i’m just hanging out#sending all the love to my senior friends who are in this predicament. and my junior friends who aren’t here yet. and whoever else shdhdf#but especially my friends who are my age or like a year older who are in this same kind of soon-to-be-overwritten high school experience#wish you the best of luck finishing and starting over. and try not to take it as seriously as i’m doing its probably not that bad rationally#and so anyway i hope you are doing well and let me know how you’ve been!! hope everybody is okay#ask to tag idk if this was vent territory but it was like. kinda nearly. i can tag with whatever#me. my post. mine.#college talk#(sorry!!)#delete later
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dirtbra1n · 1 year
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by the way someone remind me to bring back some of my old tags paired with a few pages of the new chapter tomorrow I can’t do it right now because I’m tired and fighting my demons also
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rosicheeks · 1 year
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You are possibly the softest, most gentle angel on this app 🥺 All your tags, how overwhelmed with romance you get, it’s so utterly delightful and makes my heart burst 🥺 Even through a screen, you give the immense feeling of being home, even to an anon like me 💜
If this is what it feels like to know you from a distance, I can’t even begin to imagine the unfathomable euphoria of knowing you up close Rosie 🥺 You are exquisite, in every sense of the word 🥺🥺🥺
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#I’m NOT OKAY OMG#jdnsksnkxnfksnsmdndks I just?????? this is so fucking sweet I can’t handle it 😭😭😭😭😭😭#with everything that’s been going on lately I definitely needed this 🥺 thank you so fucking much#^^ this is me ((sobbing and petting my bursting heart 🥺🥰))#first of all…. you think I’m an angel 🥺🥺🥺#broooooo I’m happy you like how overwhelmed (obsessed) I am with romance cause to me?!? I would like my heart to calm the fuck down#I didn’t ASK to be a hopeless romantic!! whoever made me accidentally spilled too much in and now I’m stuck like this 😂😂😂😂#I think the part that actually made me start crying was the ‘home’ bit….. like that is so intimate and sweet 😭#my goal is to find someone who makes me feel like home and I can make them feel like home…. no matter where we are or what’s going on -#all that matters is that we have each other…. I’ve been rewatching once upon a time while I paint and boy oh BOY that does things to me#I want to find my Prince Charming 😭😭😭#but seriously I’m going to be thinking about that compliment for years!! ‘give the immense feeling of being home’ hold on while I SOB#I still think about an anon who said I reminded them of autumn cause that hit a soft spot inside me and this home shit DEFINITELY DID#just…. thank you 🥺🥺🥺#honestly that last paragraph? I can’t believe someone could feel that way towards ME#like are you sure you have the right person?????? and then I read rosie and I’m like 👀 that’s me tho#I think exquisite is such an underrated word#I don’t even know what to say anymore dude… I think I said it all but then I read the ask again and I’m like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#and I feel like my tags aren’t good enough but I’m wayyyyyy too lazy to redo them so hopefully they’re good enough#I just don’t think you understand how much these asks mean to me#lately I’ve been in a little bit of a hole (and I haven’t been good at replying so I’m so sorry to anyone who has tried to snap/message me)#idk if hole is the right word maybe funk???#but either way these asks never fail to put a smile on my face and remind myself that there is still good in the world#there are still amazing people I have yet to meet and wonderful places I have yet to see idk these asks help me get out of my depression#and I seriously can’t thank you enough I feel like I’ve said it a billion times but thank you thank you thank you#I’m not positive but I’m pretty sure words of affirmation is one of my highest love languages#words mean so much to me (obviously actions speak louder than words and blah blah blah) but I’ll be thinking about sweet words for YEARS#ok I’m probably running out of space so I should shut up….. but I’m going to end it on this -#thank you so much for sending me this 💖 thank you for taking the time out of your day to send me such sweet words#ask
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sunny-daysss · 2 years
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Another wip lol
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