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roxiezsxx · 12 days
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Song headcannons for my angel dsmp au.
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Angel!tommy : Tears over beers.
‘She was outta luck for three more years.’
Angel!Wilbur: the goose & the wren.
‘The water looks nice so I do not think twice.’
Angel!ranboo: cool about it.
‘Once I took your medication to know what it’s like.’
Angel!Tubbo : lover, you should’ve come over
‘Maybe I was too young, to keep true love from going wrong.’
Angel!Quackity: velvet ring
‘Love is a gentle thing’
Angel!Karl: fluorescent adolescent
‘You used to get it in your fishnets now you only get it in your night dress’
Angel!Technoblade: class of 2013
‘Can I sleep for a few months more?”
Angel! Sapnap: Mr loverman
‘And I miss my lover, man.”
Angel!Foolish: big mouth strikes again
‘As the flames rose to her Roman nose and her hearing aid started to melt.”
Angel! Philza: My kind of woman
‘My kind of woman.’
Angel!kirsten: say yes to heaven
‘I’ve got my eye on you.’
Angel!dream: No children
‘I am drowning, there is no sign of land you are coming down with me, hand in unlovable hand’
Angel!puffy: drift away
‘Is this how it works? Am i doing it right?”
Angel!Niki: class of 2013
‘Mom, im tired can i dream for a few months more..?”
Angel!jack: hit em up style!
‘There go the lies you told!’
Angel!Eret: Andrew in drag
‘So stick him in a dress and hes the only boy id shag’
Angel!skeppy: fighter
‘Call me fighter and ill mop the floor with you.’
Angel!bad boy halo: fighter
‘Call me lover! Ill take you for a drink or two!’
Angel!jschlatt: i love you like an alchoholic
‘One last kiss! I love you like an alcoholic.”
Angel!fundy: i hate my mom
‘I fucking hate my mom!’
Angel!Awesamdude: living next door to alice
‘I don’t know why shes leaving or where shes gonna go.’
Angel!George: old friend
‘I haven’t told a anyone just like we promised’
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HEY GUYS AUTHOR HERE I WANT YOU TO GIVE ME REQUESTS OF ANYONE ON THIS LIST!! :3 PLATONIC AND NON PLATONIC OBVS INCLUDED PLS READ MY ABOUT ME POST TO SEE WHAT IM COMFY WITH!!
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demonboyhalo · 1 year
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it's simultaneously baffling and yet so on brand that Ranboo keeps ending up in these situations. like yeah of course they're so socially awkward that, when a security guard for the genloss set angrily tells them to leave (the set Ranboo has 24/7 access for as, y'know, the OWNER) Ranboo would go "haha yea man my bad ill scooch on by-" and let himself get kicked out by his own security. Ranboo is the peak manifestation of a gen z teen who doesn't want to bother anyone at all costs. KING YOU WRITE THAT MAN'S CHECKS 😭
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spacedustmantis · 11 months
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thinking about if they got out
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peachypunchh · 6 days
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cant look anywhere without seeing that video of charlie slimecicle in the club. he posted it at like 11am so was he clubbing it up as a morning treat or did he save that video from the night before and thought he looked so cunty that he needed to post it in the morning
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rozugold · 9 months
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perhaps a cbenchtrio for me? doing some gardening or something happy together!
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“Gardening”!! Yippeee!!
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modelbus · 10 months
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Please please please do a part 2 for Cut Chaos…maybe where she sees the others out and about and it’s a awkward until they get around to why she wasn’t subtly push out? I honestly don’t know, I just want to see where it goes…
I got so many asks for a part 2, you are the chosen one I shall write it to. Hopefully this lives up to the first one!
Read part 1! And Part 3?
Pairing(s): cc!Ranboo, cc!Tubbo, cc!Wilbur and cc!Tommy x Fem!Reader (Platonic)
Cut Chaos Part 2
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Somehow, going to the store had become your nemesis. Wallowing in self-pity felt like a much better way to spend your time, but even you could acknowledge that you needed to buy things eventually.
The reason why you tried to minimize going was simple: you didn’t want to see them.
What would happen? Part of you wasn’t sure if you could face the rejection in real life. The blow had been softened—although barely—by the digital world. If you tried hard enough, you could pretend that your phone broke and that’s why they never contact you.
Tommy’s birthday came and went, and you sent a gift through the mail. Too afraid of the boy to even have the decency to leave it on his doorstep, while too caught up in what you’ve lost to not give something.
You signed the card with love and your name, leaving the comma out. You didn’t regret it until it was too late, until the card had been sealed.
If you saw him at the store, would he acknowledge that? Or would it just be another thing on a list that he ignored about you?
If you were the count the number of times you’ve thought about them, perhaps you’d be counting forever. The store, the first time, nearly made you cry.
It’s a strange feeling, having then not having. Being in the sun, only to have clouds suddenly yanked over it as a downpour begins. The m&m yogurt reminded you of them, the twin snake gummy worms. Even the teal of a sign had made you stop in your tracks.
You were pathetic, honestly. But you were mourning something you weren’t even sure that you ever had.
So, the store. Your new foe, the newest nemesis in the battle of memories. Checkouts beeped in the rhythm of heartbeats you’re terrified of forgetting, shoppers talked in low tones you used to know.
Today, it was raining out. It had only just started when you got inside the store, thank God, but it meant your walk home would be a wet one. You didn't live too far though, so it wouldn't be that bad.
The door opens next to you, where you're looking at the strangely large selection of stuffed animals. One would go well with your setup, really.
You glance over your shoulder, a curtesy glance really, and do a doubly take at the four figures darkening the doorstep. Figuratively, although three are tall as fuck and cast shadows.
A black and white mask. Blue eyes. Fluffy brown hair. Fluffy brown hair times two.
Oh, shit.
You stare at Ranboo, Tommy, Wilbur, and Tubbo for one second, then two. Tubbo sweeps his gaze over the store, pausing when he lands on you.
“Oh.”
The first words they speak to you in ages, and it’s Tubbo saying “oh.” A truly inspiring start to a conversation.
“Hey. I didn’t know you guys came here.” You say around the dryness in your mouth. Swallowing, you try to force air into your lungs.
“We don’t.” Wilbur answers. “Not usually, we’re just—“
“Filming.” Tommy finishes, holding up his camera.
Right.
It’s one thing to see it online, but it’s a whole different level of pain to witness it in front of you. The split in the ground between you and them is almost visible. Almost.
“Oh.” And now you’re the one with the lame response. “Well. Enjoy that, I guess.”
“Wait.” Wilbur says, reaching out, because of course it’s Wilbur to do this to you. “How have you been? It’s- it’s been a while.”
And who, you want to ask, is at fault for that? Who would be taking the blame? Because by the way Ranboo couldn’t meet your eyes, you’re certain you all know.
”Do you want the honest answer, or the answer that’ll make it so you all can go to bed tonight peacefully?” You ask passively, because fuck.
They fucking left you. No, they did far worse than that. They ruined you.
You turn away, heading to the checkout. They follow you.
“What do you guys want? Ditching me once wasn’t enough? You need to put salt in the wound?”
“Hey, we didn’t mean to hurt your feelings or—“ Tommy begins, but you don’t let him finish.
“Well you did! You left me behind! How did you think I’d feel?”
“…nothing?” Tubbo suggests.
“What?”
“You were using us.” Wilbur crosses his arms, staring at you. Ranboo hovers awkwardly behind him.
“What the hell are you talking about?” Your eyebrows furrow, and then it hits you.
The rumors. They believed the fucking rumors. Out of everything that’s happened, this might be worse than them leaving in the first place. The very people you thought knew you best. Turns out that was a lie just like everything else when it came to them these past few months.
“I would never—“ Your gaze shifts to Ranboo, easily the most awkward looking person here. “Ranboo, you’ve been where I am. You know damn well what it’s like to be friends with people who have more fans than you, and you know the hate that comes with that. But you also know that you never once used the people around you, because they’re your fucking friends.” You pause. “Why wouldn’t you believe that of me? I thought you guys fucking knew me.”
“Hey!” Tommy exclaims. “We do know you! It’s just…” He glances at Wilbur for help with the statement.
“Just that sometimes you do what you think you need to protect yourself.” Wilbur finishes.
“You could’ve talked to me.” You say quietly, voice breaking. “It could’ve been fixed if any of you just talked to me.”
This was your catharsis. These thoughts have been swirling in your head for so long, too long. As you glance around at the four people you used to find comfort in, each in vary degrees of awkward-ashamed, your heart breaks.
You move to pay, but Wilbur beats you to it.
“I’m having fun with Genloss.” Ranboo announces suddenly and loudly.
Everyone’s heads snap to him, and he shifts slightly but doesn’t back down. He just nods, confirming what was just said.
“I’m filming a documentary.” Tubbo adds. “It’s long. But fun.”
Were they rubbing it in? Just how much they were fine without you? It didn’t seem like something they’d do. But then again, you couldn’t exactly claim to know them anymore.
“My live shows are fucking awesome. Weird as hell, but… awesome.” Tommy chimes in.
“What’ve you been up to? Other than playing packing games.” Wilbur grins, a joke. He watched when you played packing games?
“Nothing.” You admit. It feels like confessing that you’re hopeless without them.
“Are you guys going to move?” Someone asks from behind you.
You scramble to grab your bag, and the five of you exit the store before you can piss any other shoppers off.
“I think what we’re trying to say is we’re sorry.” Wilbur says once you’re all outside, huddled together under the small awning to avoid the rain.
“Yeah.” Tubbo nods emphatically.
“We just… didn’t know what to do when we heard the rumors. It’s not an excuse.”
“And it was really shitty of us.” Tommy adds.
“You guys knew me, you should’ve known I’d never use any of you.” Your words sound more like a beg than anything else. What are you begging for? Your friends back?
“Know.” Wilbur corrects. “We know you.”
You meet his eyes for a second before swallowing and looking away.
“Oh. Hey, don’t cry.” Ranboo rushes to say, patting your shoulder.
Christ. The action forces a laugh out of you, even as your eyes burn.
“Wilbur! You made her cry!” Tommy exclaims, turning to him.
“I didn’t mean to!”
“I know what will make her feel better.” He declares, before shoving Wilbur out into the rain.
“Tommy! That’s not how you deal with things!” Tubbo scolds.
“Your turn then!”
You laugh, even as Tommy turns to you with an evil grin. You manage to drag Ranboo out into the rain with you, immediately getting soaked to your very bones. It’s a warm rain though, a welcome rain.
For the first time in a long time, you’re genuinely having fun.
“Tommy!” Wilbur yells, reaching out for the blond boy.
“I’ve got the camera, Wil! Can’t get wet!”
Chaos squad. This was chaos, and this was the five of you. You were back home.
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aloesnake · 7 months
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"are you sure this is safe" "ya maybe lol 👍"
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lowkeyrobin · 1 month
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Omg I'm OBSESSED with your writing!!! Can I suggest RanbooxReader where reader is just very flirty to Ran and they just. Short circuit (in a /pos way)
Just wholesome, kinda romancey goodness, nothing suggestive of course :)
oooo yeah of course!! ; and thank you!! I'm so happy you like my content sm 🫶🫶 ; sorry this is so short, I've had 0 braincells recently and I'm halfway functioning
RANBOO ; short-circuit romance
summary ; you like to flirt with ranboo a lot, and it makes them freeze up sometimes
warnings ; language
word count ; 484
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"You're too sweet for me" You chuckle, "You're an angel, I swear"
Ranboo blinks and quickly looks away, trying to hide the red on their cheeks, creeping up their face and past their mask. You continue talking to stream as they try and factory reset themselves, attempting to make sense of your statement. As they try, it's apparent that they're flustered and confused, also trying to hide it from the stream and webcam in front of you as well.
They quickly excuse themselves, needing to "grab a snack" because they were hungry. Of course, you let them go, reassuring them that that their health and wellbeing was more important than the stream.
You notice the chat catching onto him, but you ignore it, thinking it was just typical shipping.
✮ ⋆ ˚。𖦹 ⋆。°✩ ⋆ ˚。𖦹 ⋆。°✩ ⋆ ˚。𖦹 ⋆。°✩ ⋆ ˚。𖦹 ⋆。°✩
A week later, Ranboo's back at your house to stream with you and some friends to play Monopoly. Tubbo sits across from you, Ranboo on his left, then Tommy on the final side. The board sits in the middle of the table, all of you sitting on the floor, on your knees, due to the short stature of the table.
You throw a hundred fake dollars at Ranboo, owing them rent on a space. "You're a bitch. A hot bitch, at that!"
"What does that even mean??" He asks.
"You're a bitch who's hot, Ranboo. C'mon"
They're left speechless, staring at you in confusion as you laugh, hanging the dice to Tommy.
Ranboo feels their face warm up a bit for some reason, finding the random compliment a little heartwarming.
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"How do I look?" Ranboo spins around, posing and whatnot in the doorway to your bedroom in a new outfit.
"Zoo-wee-mama"
"I'm sorry, what?" They laugh
"You heard me"
"I'm putting that on my goodnight post"
"Kay"
"You're a piece of shit!"
"Mkay"
"Oh my God"
"You love me"
"Yeah, I do, sadly"
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You, Tommy, Tubbo, and Ranboo had created a little home movie series and were now talking about your character dynamics now that five of the first ten episodes had been released. You and Ranboo sit on the floor in front of Tommy and Tubbo, sitting on the couch.
"No, no, no, it goes, Tommy is the moon, always revolving around the Earth. Tubbo is the Earth, never undershadowed. And Ranboo is the sun, he's just super fucking hot"
Ranboo freezes as they feel their face warm up a bit, unknowing of what to say as Tommy and Tubbo laugh and discuss with you.
"You good, Ranboo?" You ask
They merely nod as you see red creeping onto their cheeks. You smugly smile and get back to the blonde and brunette next to you.
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When you cup their face
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Dream: He is very happy and calm, feeling safe and being able to calm down if he’s feeling anxious. A nice, sweet, tender cupping would make him feel loved and that you are there for him if he needs you.
Sapnap: He’s probably be very surprised because they'd never done anything like that before, I think he’d feel really happy and loved, and probably smile a lot. He’d probably just hold your hand for a while, or put his arms around you, just because it feels good, he might end up blushing a bit too, because it'd be a little embarrassing to have someone do something like that out of nowhere. But he’d definitely enjoy being with someone who was comfortable showing their affection in that way.
George: He would be so confused, He’d would be like woah.. then probably laugh a little because it would be so funny. It really depends on you, he is not too big on physical touch. I think it could be nice for him to have a partner who likes physical touch so he’s happy but surprised.
Wilbur: He would probably have a mixed reaction of confusion and some form of happiness. He would be confused as to why you would do it and what you would do after but at the same time he would probably enjoy the feeling of your hands on his face.might just try it on you too and see how you liked it
Fundy: He would probably blush a lot because he’s very easily embarrassed about it. But he would really appreciate that. It would truly make him feel loved and I’m pretty sure it would put a smile on his face. He would probably try to cup your face too if he was brave enough. It would be the perfect moment to do so.
Karl: He would feel his heart swell with love. He feels like he’s waited forever for someone to be this interested in him. For you to cup his face shows you really know and appreciate the real him. He would think of all of the people who were doubtful, and say to himself, “Haha, I made it! They were wrong!”.
Eret: Feels like it would be an affectionate gesture coming from you. Would most likely blush and not know what to say or do. It would probably make them feel loved and special. It would be a very sweet moment that they would not want to end.
Foolish: He would be flustered as he would not expect you to do this suddenly to him. He would smile and look at you with love, then he would then give you a kiss on the cheek just wanting to show you the same kind of soft love you gave him along with the warm fuzzy feelings.
Niki: She would be so flustered! It would be the cutest thing ever. Like she would immediately blush and smile and her heart would beat really fast. She would also be so happy knowing that you wanted to be so close to her and hold her face. She just wants to be loved and for that to happen would be so cute and amazing to her.
Ranboo: The most realistic answer here is I would say he’s shocked for a moment but he would let you. He would just stare back, then smile a little. After that he would ask "what was that for?" then laugh a little and say "but it was cute" then go in for a hug.
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To get into the festive spirits, Technoblade thought it would be fitting to call a Syndicate meeting and have all of them eat cake, have some fun.
Problem? He has never made a cake.
A propper one. Not just the rushed kind you bake just to prove your student's power.
It took him so long. And several comments from chat swearing he mistook sugar for salt.
Finally it was done. It was glorious. First try perfect cake (it was, in fact, the second try). It took an hour, if not more.
When everyone arrived to the Arctic Anarchist Commune he invited them to his humble so that he could show them the treat he made.
Steve was eating the cake. The cake was knocked onto the floor. Steve was eating the cake that was knocked onto the floor.
Steve was kicked out of the Syndicate. So long, Harpocrates. You were a fine member.
This is my gift for @oakworthyt4t in the @technoblade-gift-exchange! Hope you like it <3
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dowhatteverer · 5 months
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I don't have context for this. I just wanted to draw Ranboo, and then I drew Hetch, and then I drew a background. It's probably a fake green screen forest.
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Y/n: I still have no idea how I’m attracted to you...
Ranboo: Yeah, well, you’re stuck with me, and no take backs, honey.
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beelittle · 2 months
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The evolution of their friendship
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saucymalum · 10 months
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I would just like to point out that Wilbur Soot and Ranboo are taller than these literal demons.
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rozugold · 2 months
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Benchtrio (and Micheal if you feel like it) exchanging cards and candies with each other :D
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I rlly liked how the sketch came out so I colored it :]
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modelbus · 10 months
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Hello!! I LOVE your writing, like I’m obsessed! So, I can’t tell if your requests are open, buttt if they are, I would DIE for some fluff turned to angst of a fem!reader who is in a group with cc!Ranboo, cc!Tubbo, cc!Wilbur and cc!Tommy nicknamed the chaos squad by the fandom, where she is the least popular in the group and a rumour spread that shes only in it for the popularity, so they slowly stoped inviting her to streams and vlogs and ghosting her.
it could start with like three two sentence stories about the group (or something), how it was formed just fluffy moments, and then be like “but it didn’t stay like that for long..” and explain why she was subtly kicked from the group before a scene where shes streaming and gets asked about why shes not been in any videos anymore.
PHEW that was ALOT, if its to long you can obviously shorten it or just not do it- but if requests are open and you like the idea, I would love to see something like this!! <3
PS. You are super cool, keep up the amazing work!! (When you want to ofc)
-✨🌌🌙 Anon
Thank you so much! I tried my best to include everything :D This literally took me out of my writing slump
Part 2 :)
Pairing(s): cc!Ranboo, cc!Tubbo, cc!Wilbur and cc!Tommy x Fem!Reader (Platonic)
Cut Chaos
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The feeling of belonging was something nearly everyone chased after. After all, being out of place was simply… lonely. And, somehow, you found yourself slotting into the weirdest place in the world.
A handful of stupid friends.
You always found yourself drawn to dumbasses, in the most affectionate way. Like looks for like, you suppose. And shit, did you find some people that could make you cry laughing even on the worst days.
Ranboo, Tubbo, Wilbur, Tommy. Four people that made the sun rise every day, that dragged you out of bed for the stupidest vlogs to ever exist. Fans adored the five of you together so much that you got a group name for the first time in your career: the Chaos Squad.
Truly, it was a fitting name. The things that the five of you got up to, you’re certain no normal sane person would do. But, well, your job as a streamer already set you apart from the category of “normal” a long time ago, so you definitely didn’t mind the messes you got into with them.
From Tommy dragging the group to an abandoned island, saying it’d be fun to try to escape (you fell out of a tree and Wilbur sprained his ankle), to screaming along at Lovejoy concerts, it felt like the five of you were unstoppable.
And God, did you love them. It didn’t matter how many times Ranboo hit his head on things, you’d still laugh. It didn’t matter that you literally passed out from laughing so hard once, you were still happy. Pure, unfiltered love.
The five of you against the world, forever. You could see it, in those sunny days where you grinned so hard your cheeks hurt (they were the first ones to make you do that—the realization only made you grin harder). The perfect idea of happiness.
Was it any wonder things didn’t stay that way, that perfect, for long?
A rumor.
It always seemed to start with one of those, nowadays. A simple murmur among fans that grew and grew, until you were closing out of twitter at 2, 4, 5 AM, debating if you should just delete the app and put your status on “Do Not Disturb.”
You accepted the fact that being a female content creator was going to be a struggle a long time ago. It was a fact, something you knew you couldn’t avoid, especially in gaming. Having rumors about you online wasn’t new. It would never be new, not as long as you were yourself.
But you thought you’d be past caring about them by now. You thought the tight panic that gripped your heart, made it hard to breathe, was a thing of the past. So stupid.
One private account turned into multiple threads, turned into trends on the trending tab.
Everyone thought you were using your friends, the chaos squad as a whole, just to boost your career. To leech off anyone’s subscribers, just for some money in your pocket.
The idea made you sick to your core.
How dare they? How dare they ever think you didn’t genuinely care for the four? That they were anything less than the lightness in your heart, the freedom on your mind?
Rumors.
You ignored them. Even the thought of addressing them made you feel pissed off like you’ve never been before. It was such an absurd idea! At the very least, you knew your friends would see past the hateful people.
Right?
It starts with an unanswered message in the group chat.
Unanswered messages weren’t new. A stray comment tended to get lost in the general mess that the group chat was, so you weren’t concerned. Just laughed to yourself quietly; it wasn’t important anyways, just a photo of a cat you saw.
Until it happened again. And again. Until more of your messages went ignored than responded to, until the group chat had less and less messages each day.
When the first vlog comes out, the process repeats. It’s on Tommy’s channel, of course. Him, Ranboo, Tubbo, and Wilbur. The chaos squad, just without you. It surprised you, because you never even realized they filmed a video, and normally all of you share upcoming videos.
All the warning signs were obvious, and you were too much of a damn fool.
You filmed one vlog with them after that, exploring a supposedly haunted house, before you woke up a month later and realized you hadn’t talked to them in a week.
One week turns into two, two into three, until you’ve realized what’s happened. You were gone, out of the picture. Happiness had slipped through your fingers faster than you could’ve ever comprehended, and now you were in a dark room—literally.
But what could you do? If they didn’t want you, there was nothing you could do to stop the unraveling of your universe.
So you did the same thing you did before them, defaulting back to what was safe: streaming alone.
Today, it’s just a mindless game. Yesterday was the same, and fuck, this isn’t the same anymore. Not when you don’t have Tubbo in the chat sending messages, or Wilbur using Text-To-Speech.
But you’re here, still streaming. Still going, no matter how tempting it is to just shut off your computer and pretend the last months of your life never happened.
There’s always fans though, and if anything cheers you up, it’s them. So your donations are on, allowing them to be read aloud while you play the silly little unpacking game.
“Where am I putting the diploma guys? Where does this go?” You ask, mouse hovering over the virtual object. “Maybe I’ll just put it under the pillow…”
“StarEmojis donated $15! If up is down and yes is no, how many sides does a triangle have?”
“Thank you, but… uh...” You narrow your eyes at the message. “None, it’s a circle?”
Shrugging, you drag the diploma in the game to under the pillow. The riddle sounds familiar, but not one you know the answer to. It sounds like something Wilbur would send in the group chat at 2 in the morning, honestly.
With that thought in mind, your eyes flicker over the user that donated it. StarEmojis. Not Wilbur.
You’re so stupid for hoping. For the jump in your heart, for the frantic searching.
“StarStarMoon donated $20! Why aren’t you in any Chaos Squad videos anymore? Love you!”
Air catches in your lungs, dread swelling in your chest as your hands still on the mouse and keyboard. That shouldn’t have gotten past the moderators, but it did.
And now you have to answer it.
It wasn’t like you could tell the truth: that you weren’t good enough. That even your best friends didn’t believe you over rumors from strangers online.
Any lie would have a chance of getting back to them though. Not that you can imagine them caring, not anymore.
You swallow past the lump in your throat that’s killing you, taking a breath in before answering. One chance to get the fans to move on, one chance to find the impossible balance between the agony inside of you and cool indifference.
“We’re all just busy.” You say, forcing a smile on your face.
It’s true, at least. Everyone is busy. Everyone except you, that’s it.
“Just scheduling problems. Wil- Wilbur has Lovejoy practices and performances.” You stumble over his name. Did you even have the right to call him Wil anymore? “And Tommy is just always busy. He’s the busiest person, I swear.”
Is that true anymore? You don’t know. He used to be, but you used to help force him to take breaks. Was he taking breaks? You’ll never know.
With another forced smile, you give a half-hearted shrug. “So yeah, just busy, don’t worry guys.”
It’s with baited breath that you wait, eyes scanning chat to see if they bought it. From what you’re seeing, they have.
“Now we need to reorganize these clothes, because they’re killing me like this—“
Your discord pings quietly on another monitor, and you scramble to open it. Just your mods apologizing for letting the donation go through. You send a quick message back to them before pushing the donation to the back of your head just like everything relating to the group you’re no longer part of.
What could you do, anyways?
This was out of your control.
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