Don't push yourself too hard💕
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One year difference :) have to look back to appreciate my growth and progress.
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I'm so proud of myself 😤 I was feeling exhausted after work, but I still made dinner (from scratch!) And, I finally ordered my groceries for pickup tmrw!! I still need to do my budget... but, I'm so proud of myself for doing something that wasn't the easy option!
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Guys, backwards outside three turns are showing signs of a tiny running edge ^_^
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Aku menang!
Di kamar, abis referral meeting, 22:11
Hari ini aku ditegur lagi sama atasanku, karena case yang sama. Itu artinya CAPA (Corrective Action - Preventif action) yang kulakukan belum efektif - karena case ini terulang kembali.
Tapi aku merasa menang! Aku nggak nangis, aku nggak nyalahin diriku sendiri, aku nggak melabeli diriku sebagai orang paling bodoh sedunia, aku nggak scroll LinkedIn : hal-hal yang selalu kulakukan tiap ditegur atasanku.
Aku nggak mau kalah. Aku nggak mau jadi orang yang nanti bakal nyesel, aku nggak mau main asumsi lagi, aku nggak mau kemakan emosi. Jadi aku mulai mencari root cause nya, mengingat-ingat kembali di mana potensi kesalahanku, dan aku buat daftar usulan perbaikan yang akan aku lakukan, biar besok bisa aku diskusikan dengan atasanku.
Aku nggak cerita urusan ini ke orang lain, karena aku takut terpercik api dan jadi emosional. Aku yakin atasanku negur sekeras itu pasti ada kebaikan buat aku.
Ini bukan masalah besar!
Sekarang aku mau tidur dulu.
Doain aku ya !
(naz)
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Small progress is better than no progress 💛
🙌 Likes, saves, comments and shares are all appreciated! ✨
Thank you for being here!
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On a brighter note in my otherwise very empty life, I'll soon resume bookbinding! Now that I have my bookbinding stuff back and that I have a workspace with enough room, I'll slowly go back to it.
I recently realized my hands were becoming kinda clumsy too, things keep falling from my them and I don't know why. It's a bit worrying but I hope going back to crafting will help. I haven't done anything with my hands for months and I can feel it.
I'm still hoping binding fics too, this time for good. Moving abroad was unexpected and happened very quickly so I had to first get used to the new job and the new life, and obviously get my things back from France.
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How far apart the small parts of us feel - yet we belong to one big heart.
- LauraChouette
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it's funny how helpful seemingly obvious things my therapist has told me actually are
"you don't have to choose between having a yoghurt or sandwich for breakfast, you can eat both."
"it is better to sign up for an exam/term paper and deregister than to not try at all."
"if you don't have the energy to cook, ready-made stuff is fine."
"you don't have to manage to get out of bed immediately, getting into a habit of waking up and staying awake at a certain time is a good enough first step."
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Flowers and Healing
When I and my ex-boyfriend were dating, he often used flowers as a way to apologize for the abuse I received from him. I’ve always loved anything flora and he said he loved me, so I just kept accepting it and I kept forgiving him.
Towards the middle of our relationship, I started to realize that I was no longer fascinated in whatever flora. In a way, I no longer saw beauty in them. When the relationship ended in 2020, I had this great hate for it. If anyone ever received flowers or talked about it, go ahead and enjoy it by all means. But I would always be in my mind thinking what’s so special about it. They’re just flowers.
About a month ago, I saw this bougainvillea tree that had a mix of whites and pinks. It had bloomed so, so beautifully that I’d always stop by intentionally to adore it. I then realized that I’m once again loving anything flora and that someday when given the chance, I’d like to receive them still but hopefully this time, it would be out of pure love and no longer of apologies or manipulation.
Just recently, I bought a pot of flowers for myself to grow—hydrangeas. They are beautiful. I hope they’ll continue to bloom well just like how I hope I eventually would, too.
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listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.
yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?
maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".
get a better joke
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Guys.
A possible minor breakthrough.
I managed to do a single foot spin for two rotations. Not once. But twice. While tired.
Still chipping away at inside 3 turns and Mohawks tho...
And backwards crossrolls [mortal terror]
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So I'm just about done with 2 websites(one for le podcast & the other porn site), hyping myself up to finally sell my handmade home decor crafts, and get the hell out of my head.
So far so good, I haven't thrown in the towel just yet! Links coming soon~
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☁️ Five months art progression (HL edition) ☁️
Ominis | Aug 2023 – Jan 2024
Sebastian | Aug 2023 – Jan 2024
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