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kurokairin-angelx · 6 years

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White [Jumin Fanfic]

⚠ Content Warning ⚠ Some Angst

Writing Type Prose

Character (Mystic Messenger, Cheritz) Jumin (Focus)

Word Count 1,885

Date 4 October 2018

Author's Notes Originally written for an Amino event for Jumin's Birthday (first posted on MM Amino, then on Otome Amino).

Tagging @juminweek because I realised it touches on a couple of the prompts too: Day 1 (Elizabeth the 3rd); Day 2 (Childhood & Friendship); Day 3 (Common Life); Day 5 (Emotions); Day 7 (Birthday & Family). O____O Did I just cheated by doing multiple-in-one?

"Child Jumin" is used as a theme, but is not the sole Jumin that appears. White, associated with the innocence and purity of "childhood", is used as a motif.

Timeline of major events in Jumin's life is made up. Fanfic begins under the cut.

White is the frills on his mother's dress.

Light footsteps echoed excitedly along the stairway as little Jumin cautiously climbed up the staircase leading to his mother's bedroom. He did not understand why his mother no longer stayed in the same bedroom as his father, and he did not think it important to understand the reason behind. After all, his mother was still with him — that was all that mattered.

"Mommy!" Once the four-year-old reached the upper floor of the mansion he lived in, Jumin dashed excitedly toward his mother's room, his bright red Man of Iron school bag slapping against his tiny back rhythmically with every stride he took.

It was Jumin's birthday and he just returned from the day care centre where he had a modest birthday celebration with the other children. Even though the simple gifts of balloons and birthday card pale in comparison to the extravagant items that his parents always give him, he was still eager to share about his special day with his mother.

"Mom-" Jumin was about to knock on the nicely polished wooden door when he realised his mother's bedroom door was ajar. His heart sank at what he saw through the gap; his mother was sitting on the single bed, tear stricken and gripping tightly onto torn pieces of what was once a beautiful white silk gown.

He did not understand why his mother cried over a torn white gown, and he did not think it important to understand the reason behind. After all, his mother was still with him — that was what he naively believed.

That night, he made his only birthday wish before going to bed.

"I wish mommy be happy."

White is the cream on his birthday cake.

He watched blankly as his shadow cast silently over the vanilla cream topping on the round cake, where a big unlit candle was placed precisely at the centre. The digital clock in the living room showed the date '5 October', and although the moon was already hanging high in the night sky, everything that had been laid out on the dining table since morning were still in their original, untouched conditions — including a note sitting conspicuously on top of a huge box wrapped in an limited edition Man of Iron gift paper.

The note, while pleasant to the touch, contained a cruelly brief message: "Happy birthday, my son."

Soon, the date on the clock changed. Jumin's lips trembled lightly as he closed his eyes and sighed. Then, he stood up from the chair and turned to instruct their housekeeper - the only other person who was with him in the kitchen the entire day - to clear the dining table. Already accustomed to this annual routine ever since Chairman Han divorced Jumin's mother, the housekeeper proceeded to do as told.

Putting his hands into his trouser pockets for warmth, Jumin made his way back to his bedroom in the empty mansion slowly. En route, he could not help stealing a few glances in the direction of the front door. He was unsure of what he was expecting — after all, his father never did come home until the late wee hours.

Closing the wooden door lightly behind him, he stood alone in the unlit bedroom. He recalled that the housekeeper mentioned his father had prepared the table with the birthday cake and presents early in the morning before rushing out to attend to matters at the company.

"Work?" The dark haired boy buried his face into the pillow as he climbed into bed, warm tears staining its cover. "What a lie."

White is the mask on his face.

"Hope you've enjoyed your birthday!" A group of teenage boys, still in their white school uniforms, spoke gleefully as they walked out of a karaoke bar together.

"Thank you," Jumin smiled and politely thanked his classmates for arranging a birthday celebration for him. This group of male friends were his high school classmates for the past three years. They had planned small birthday celebrations for Jumin every year, and each time Jumin thanked them, they would happily reply "It's our pleasure!"

"Man, I hope we can still sing a few more songs!" The boys continue to chat as they walked toward the pavement. "Haha! If we sing any more, we'll miss the last bus home!"

Amidst their boisterous laughter, a car honk was heard. A teal haired teenager in the group gently pat Jumin's broad shoulder and said, "Your driver is here."

Jumin glanced at the familiar white luxurious car parked by the roadside kerb before looking back at him and nodded. "Let's go."

As their classmates bid them good night, the duo walked side by side and made their way toward the car where Jumin's driver was waiting patiently.

"Mr. Jumin, Mr. Jihyun," the driver greeted professionally as the car door opened automatically on Jumin's approach, and the two teenagers occupied the passenger seats with swift, practised coordination. Once the pair of best friends buckled on their seat belts, the driver started the car engine and drove quietly away from the karaoke bar and in the direction of their destination.

As the white car continued to travel along the quiet streets under the blanket of stars, its interior was illuminated periodically as it passed by street lamps that were situated at regular intervals on the side pavement. That created a curious illusion of the passengers' white uniforms blinking.

"Jumin." The teal haired boy spoke.

"Hmm?"

"Are you happy?"

"..." A silent pause. "I don't know."

White is the coat on his cat.

Upon entering his penthouse, the young man placed the silver keys on the coffee table before heading straight to the bedroom where his beloved cat was waiting for him.

"Ah, my Elizabeth the 3rd," Jumin knelt down and gently combed through Elizabeth's beautiful soft white fur. "Apologies for returning home slightly late today."

Elizabeth purred as she let herself enjoy Jumin's affectionate touch.

"Let me prepare your dinner," Jumin spoke as he stood up, removing his black jacket and tie, and walked toward the small food counter in his bedroom. As he poured top-grade cat food into a red food bowl and then some red wine into a wine glass, he continued his one-sided conversation with Elizabeth, "How's your day been? Were you feeling bored?"

The white house cat sniffed at the food as Jumin laid the filled bowl in front of her on the floor. Then, she began to dig in.

"I've been rather busy today," Jumin took a sip of the red wine he poured as he pat Elizabeth's head. He then slowly recounted his day to her, just like he had done so every night ever since he received her from his best friend, Jihyun. "On my way to the office this morning, I received 68 birthday greetings from employees who saw me. I received a further 138 birthday wishes via e-mails. My father arranged a meal with me as usual at a grand hotel where we had a twelve-course lunch that lasted three hours."

Elizabeth continued to nibble on her cat food as she listened to Jumin's soothing deep voice.

"Guess what did my father give me as my birthday present this year?" Jumin smiled gently at Elizabeth, his eyes soft and loving as he looked at her. "He said he's pleased with how I'm handling the company as a Director. So, he's going to pull more investments into the cat project I proposed a while back."

Elizabeth's ears twitched instinctively when she heard the word "cat", and she briefly looked up at Jumin, her crystal blue eyes meeting his glistening grey eyes.

"Did you hear that, Elizabeth the 3rd?" He chuckled a little as he shyly covered his tearful eyes with his hand. It was not uncommon for Jumin to show his emotions in front of Elizabeth, but he still found it awkward and wrong to display his feelings openly, even if it was only in front of his beloved cat in private. "The cat project in your honour is now supported by my father too."

Done with her dinner, Elizabeth purred softly and rubbed herself against Jumin's legs, against his black trousers and socks.

"You're happy about it, aren't you?" Jumin took another sip of red wine from the wine glass as he let Elizabeth snuggle against his legs. In quiet amusement, he observed Elizabeth's white fur strands sticking to his trousers. "Thank you."

White is the frame on his Polaroid film.

"Alright, everyone! Look here and say cheese!" With a wave of his hand, Jihyun instructed everyone present to look in the direction of his camera. Within a few seconds of countdown, and with a quick flash of light, a group photograph of all six RFA members who had gathered to celebrate Jumin's birthday was taken.

"Let's cut the cake!" Yoosung clapped in excitement.

"Jumin should make his birthday wishes before blowing out the candles!" Seven took Yoosung aside before the latter could get near the plastic cake knife.

"Ah," Yoosung smiled sheepishly. "Sorry, I forgot."

"Come, Jumin," MC gently locked her arm around Jumin's. "You should make a wish."

Jumin gave MC's hand a light pat before closing his eyes and making his wish in silent thought.

"What do you think Jumin wished for?" Yoosung whispered, curiosity unconcealed in his tone.

"Hopefully something for the benefit of his employees," Jaehee sighed in response.

"Well, Trust Fund Kid already has everything," Zen shrugged. "I can't imagine what else he could wish for."

"Whatever he wished for," Jihyun looked at his best friend whom he had known since childhood. Even though Jumin had grown taller, his shoulders had grown broader, and his facial features had grown more masculine, he still wore the same untainted pair of eyes. Through his grey eyes, Jihyun could see the child in Jumin — the child who had the same tenacity as the Man of Iron. "I'm sure it'll be good."

Everyone cheered and clapped when Jumin opened his eyes after having made his wish and puffed the candle flame out. The day proceeded in hustle and bustle, and soon, it was time for everyone to go back home.

"Did you enjoy yourself today?" MC asked Jumin once the two of them entered their comfortable abode.

"Of course, my wife," Jumin planted a gentle kiss on MC's forehead. "Thank you for planning the party for me."

MC giggled while replying that he definitely deserved a decent birthday celebration. "Hmm," MC spoke as she picked up Elizabeth, who had sprang out of the master bedroom soon after she heard them entering the penthouse, and caressed her soft fur. "So, what did you wish for?"

A smile formed on Jumin's lips when he noticed how peacefully Elizabeth was snuggling in MC's arms. "You're curious?" He raised an eyebrow at MC as he combed through Elizabeth's white fur.

MC looked up at Jumin and nodded earnestly.

"Well," Jumin blushed as he first looked at his beloved wife and then at his beloved cat cradled in her arms. His voice dropped to a soft whisper when he articulated the wish that he had made earlier at his birthday party —

"I wish us to be happy."

White is the page on his new life chapter with you.

#juminweek #mystic messenger #mystic messenger jumin #mm jumin #mm amino #cheritz #my writing #prose

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scummy-writes · 6 years

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Con Adventures!

--- Day One ---

The first day of con was pretty neat, and the very first thing we did was make our way to the dealers room so we could get to Cheritz's merch booth asap! The line to the room was kind of crazy, and I had never really been made to wait in such a long line for the dealers room before, but it was worth it finally getting to the booth!

(One side of it, I never managed to get a picture of the other side ;×; )

Thankfully the line wasn't too big, and everyone was very kind! I ended up spending....a lot.... but a fun thing the booth did was give you these bags if you bought something! The front and back looked like this:

While in line, I got to meet Mantamints, Mod Zen from Doodlemessenger, and Saeranuu! They were all such sweethearts and so nice, and Saeranuu even gave me a postcard!

So cute!! I was with Crystalsoul16 and Byebi during the con, and so Byebi was where I got the adorable Seven sticker from!

Pretty soon after saying hi and so on, we wondered around the dealers room until it was about time for the autographs to start, and we sat in the pre-line for a while and messed around on our phones while fawning over our bags.

I ran into the V and Yoosung cosplayer then, and got a picture, but right before then the Yoosung had asked if we wanted them to punch V before the picture and I ended up going "nOOOOO!" while laughing a lot. They were funny and kind!

For the autographs line it was really nerve inducing! I've only managed autographs from bands I've enjoyed before, but this had me so nervous, aaa orz Everyone has fun stories, but all I ended up doing was saying "Thank you" 2937947 times like a broken record, because I was too scared to say much else and didn't want to bother them.

They weren't mean, of course, and were incredibly sweet, but....ya know....anxiety. I ended up wearing my RFA badge to get the paper, and I'm so happy I was able the paper! I didn't......really.....bring....anything to sign....outside of that KSHSKDK i was a dumbass.

V's voice actor ended up asking for clarification on how to say my name, but since it's a little difficult he ended up pronouncing it wrong, and....without thinking...i corrected him, and I really regret doing that because he apologized a bit and I had to sit there feeling like a jerk o|-< People get my name wrong all the time at work so I'm used to rolling with it, so I have no idea what possessed me to correct him.

The autograph paper was great because they ended up having the VAs that couldn't come presign it! I'm so happy to be able to get all of them, but I'm also incredibly happy Sujin Ri was able to sign it was well! She looked so happy being asked to sign it!

After that, it was more wandering around the con, and I managed to run into Crystalstellar!! She gave me skeleton washi tape rolls ;v; She remembered I love skellies....

I closed my first day with this beauty:

I know its not MM related, but a quick note- People who can play this machine on extreme and get over 90% completion are insane and terrifying, but amazing to watch! Me and another guy were in line for the machines watching two dudes absolutely ROCK and we ended up talking about how awesome they were at it!

--- Day Two ---

I know everyone wants me to get to the panel stuff asap, probably, but for a little while I didn't even think we were going to make it to the panel! Crystal, Bibi, and I left the hotel early enough to try and get a good spot in line for the panel, but ended up getting stuck in a line for bag checks that wrapped around to the back of the first building.

I'm very, very, very, v e r y, thankful they did bag checks- incredibly thankful, but we waited in line for a while in super hot weather, with folks in full body costumes and such around us, only for them to...barely even check my bag????? The first day I had a small purse, and the woman checked the pockets fast and efficiently, and sent me on my way, but the second day I had a backpack on and the dude completely ignored two pockets?

I even pointed it out to them because they were big enough to like, put dangerous shit in if someone wanted to, and he told me to go ahead anyway? Like....if you're going to have a bag check line so big and make a big deal out of it, why the fuck aren't you actually checking the bags???

Jesus christ. I'm thankful no one wanted to do anything dangerous at the con.

Anyway, we ended up making it to the panel line in good enough time to get good seats, and eventually got in!

Before talking about the panel, I do want to link This Post where Mod Zen from Doodlemessenger recorded the panel from their spot! As of right now the official panel video isn't out, so this is nice for those of you who couldn't come! (Be sure to thank Mod Zen!!)

I don’t know what all to say about the panel, to be honest, especially after linking a video about it, but the person who set up the sound/video and was introducing the game was so funny and sweet. He seemed very nervous, but I felt like he helped give a calm air to the room, you know? He wasn’t afraid to joke around a little and he explained how surprised they were that so many people showed up.

I wasn’t really expecting them to play the opening video, but hearing everyone sing along made me happy ahhh ;;;; I get stupidly emotional over stuff like that ;w; And people actually cheered for Jaehee and Yoosung!!! I was so happy at that too!! I hope Cheritz can see that lots of people love them as well aaaaaa

I did like how they had the VA’s come out to reinact a few key VNS, and I was pretty surprised they had Ray’s VA do That VN, but it was so nice seeing and hearing all of them live, aaa.....aaaaa

I think my favorite parts of the panels were Sujin Ri explaining her thought process with the characters, and then the Va’s talking about how they felt towards their character/others. It was interesting hearing it all, and honestly Sujin Ri talking about how Seven came to be killed me o|-< I just really wanted to give her a hug after that.

However, when she was talking about Jumin, and confirming he went through something traumatic with his mother, I felt aaah...sad and worried. Of course I’m not sure if she meant his birth mother, or a step mother, but I’m hoping that one theory I had isn’t actually true. It’s one thing to have it as a theory, but it possibly being true really....really....hurts. Not trying to say I hate that being written in, but I just don’t want these characters to have such hardships weeps

Hearing that Rika purposely made Yoosung weaker as well hurt. aaah o|-< I dont know why I had hoped otherwise, though, when its apparent that she hardly had any sincere relationships of any kind.

And speaking of, I was very thankful that Sujin Ri said that she had aimed for folks to see V and Rika's relationship as abusive- because it is. That's not me pointing to shippers and trying to mock them, I just mean I'm thankful that she was blunt about that, and that there's a good of how some relationships seem perfect at a glance, but once you pay more attention you can see how abusive some really are.

In my opinion, theres a lot of relationships portrayed as healthy or ideal in most medias, so I'm thankful when some abusive ones arent always shown as the same carbon-copy cutout tropes people often try and show them as- so that people can see abuse takes many shapes and aren't always covered in warning flags.

Ahh, serious topics aside, I also think V's va was....a huge highlight of the panel. He was hilarious, sweet, and, well...the Rika thing killed me akahjwhkwbqjshdkg

A lot of people are probably very upset the panel didn't get to Rika, and also didn't get to a Q&A session, but I hope you all realize that they were trying very hard to cover all the bases. Apparently, the con ended up cutting their time short, but I don't have any links to prove that, it was just what I've heard.

I'm assuming they're probably going to upload the video and maybe have an addition of Rika with talk of her VA (I hooope T_T) and try to answer the online Q&A's in some sort of format.

There's parts of the panel I didn't mention directly, and I want you guys to know that doesn't mean I hated those parts- I loved the whole panel. All of it. Every bit- I just don't see a reason to go over every little bit when I've linked a post with a recording of the panel, aaa... But if you guys wanna ask questions about my thoughts on things, please feel free! I love asks like that.

After the panel we ended up wandering around the artist alley a lot! I felt bad I couldn't snap some pics of another Rika cosplayer (and there was someone dressed as V's mom too!!!!!!!), but I had loads of fun! There were so many more MM cosplayers out on Sat, and it was so cool seeing all of them! I even ran into someone that looked so much like Saeran!! (But my friend took pictures of them, haha, I ended up getting too shy to ask if I could take one).

At the end of the night, I got to play Sushi Go with friends! I talked a little about that in a previous post, but it was so fun!

And...then I snuck to the Miku machines before the game room closed aaaaaaaaa

--- Day Three ---

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Went home.

Dhskjdkd I know some of you are probably like "Whaaaat!" Because there was another autograph signing, and as much as I love Cheritz and the Va's, there was an 8 hr drive ahead of me, and parking in Washington is fucking insane. Me and Crystal decided to head home as early as we could, and I'm glad for that because it was pretty late when we got back orz

I still have a lot to do, like find a proper pillow for my ray emoji case, and to hang up everything I bought, so I'm sorry for this post taking so long orz I'm still exhausted

Thank you for reading!!

#scum goes to The Con

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mao-s-mess · 6 years

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Pulling tides ~Mystic Messenger Saeran/Saeyoung/MC fanfiction

A lot has happened after the MintEye incident and Saeyoung is reunited with Saeran but will Saeran ever open up to his brother again? (also on Fanfiction.net )

Pulling tides ~Mystic Messenger Saeran/Saeyoung/MC fanfiction

I have not played V's or Ray's route (at the time I wrote this) so this is basically some time after the after ending. I didn't describe MC in detail so it could be any of the 5 MCs or your very custom ones! Disclaimer: do not own any characters. Characters belong to Cheritz

A shrilling sound pierced the night. Saeran Choi screamed, waking him from his sleep, his mint coloured eyes widening in terror.

The door to his bedroom flung open as his brother Saeyoung and MC rushed in.

"Saeran! Saeran, is it happening again?" Saeyoung asked obviously flustered.

It hasn't been long since Saeran left the hospital but the damage from MintEye was still in his system. He'd often wake up screaming from nightmares and would react violently to himself or Saeyoung as his "hatred" for his brother was still so strong.

Saeyoung's journey to help rehabilitate his brother was a long one but MC and the rest of the RFA were determined to help out, although Saeyoung only allowed MC to physically helps, the other RFA members support came in other channels especially Jumin Han's with the help of Jaehee Kang thorough research and resources.

Saeyoung's room was pretty much empty except for the bed and heavy to lift furniture and hidden security cameras the walls were also padded, like those in a music studio or an asylum. He had a tendency to self harm or destroy items, if it got too violent, he'd had to be tranquillized but Saeyoung and MC didn't want to resort to that as that would mean more drugs in his system.

Saeyoung wrapped his arms around his brother as Saeran hissed, cough, cussed and screamed. He clawed at Saeyoung's back like an angry cat.

MC saw Saeyoung winced, it wasn't the first time this happened but it was the best way to hold Saeran back as countless of times he lunged at Saeyoung's neck, wanting to choke him.

Saeyoung may not look it but his training at the "agency" made him physically stronger than how he looks, he kept his arms tight around his twin, awaiting the time where Saeran would tire from his fit.

"Ssshhh… It's okay..i'm here. I won't leave you again.. I promise" Saeyoung repeatedly says.

After some time, the screaming turned to crying then occasional sobbing as Saeran's strength faded, tired from his tantrum.

His eyes glazed here and there switching from pain, hatred and just dazed and lifeless. His dark circles clearly visible on his porcelain skin, hot tears stained his face.

His arms slowly released from Saeyoung and just fell on either side of the redheaded Choi.

Saeyoung's shirt had tears and rips from Saeran's clawing, nothing new really.. Sometimes there were blood, either from Saeyoung's back or Saeran's fingers.

His breathing heavied but a slower pace now but Saeyoung didn't let go. Not just yet as Saeran might act up again.

According to the doctors, the trauma have resulted him having split or possibly multiple personalities and he can't control them.

The demons inside him felt like an endless cycle trying to surface and gain control. Ray, Unknown, Saeran and God knows what other personas he have, it hurt him but it hurt for Saeyoung and MC seeing him like this.

"I hate you… Saeyoung"

MC didn't need to see his face but for Saeyoung even though he has heard it hundreds of times by now still felt the same hurt as the first time he heard those words.

"I know. I'm sorry Saeran.. I'm so sorry" his grip around his brother tightened. "I don't mind that you do but i am here.. Always now."

He patted Saeran's back whilst still holding him tight as the slow sobs finally turned to whimpers and breathing.

"Get …away ..from me" Saeran hissed but there was hardly any strength from him to push his brother away. He was more tired than anything now.

MC slowly made her way towards the brothers. Saeyoung usually keeps MC away when the fits happened, initially she wasn't even allowed into Saeran's room when it occurs but she finally convinced Saeyoung especially when she knew he was getting hurt.

Sometimes she gets bruises or cuts as well but Saeyoung made sure that is kept to a minimal but they both knew that Saeran would do more harm to Saeyoung than to MC.

"Let… Go…" Saeran's words blended with his heavy breathing.

Saeyoung reluctantly released his brother but he knew Saeran was tired and won't do much harm, if anything his supplies were just outside the door.

MC cautiously made her way to Saeran as close as Saeyoung was, she didn't want to alarm the silver haired with pink tips boy at all.

"Saeran.. It's me" she whispered. "Is it okay if i stay next to you for a while?"

There wasn't any response but that was practically an "OK" from him as he wasn't asleep yet and he didn't reacted in a hostile way.

Still MC raised her hand to stroke his silver-pink locks gently as precaution and reassurance and waited for his reaction. He flinched but accepted her touch.

Saeyoung held his breath during this. He watched as MC sat down next to his brother and stroke his hair a bit more. She flashed Saeyoung a smile and that's when he could somewhat relax a little.

Despite everything that has happened and all the truth that came into light, MC accepted everything. Everything that has happened to the Choi brothers in the past, everything related to the RFA and MintEye, what is happening in this very moment as well as what might happen in the future.

Saeyoung or 707 or Luciel has tried pushing her away but despite it all she stayed true to her words and proving it with her actions.

He thanked the Lord for her, he thanked all possible Gods in all forms of religion and belief for her.

"Saeran, do you want to try sleeping again?" She asked.

He looked down a bit and sank himself into the bed but nodded. He was afraid to sleep but he was just too tired.

"We'll stay with you okay.. Saeyoung will keep his distance a bit but we'll be here" she told him gently.

His eyes flared a bit at the sound of his brother's name but that took him more energy so he just scoffed and lay down in bed, defeated and ready to surrender to the Sandman.

Saeyoung kept a distance but kept watch as MC covered Saeran with a blanket and sat beside him in bed, she faced him and started stroking his hair again.

She instructed him some breathing exercises to calm himself down

"Inhale.. Hold for 1..2..3..4 then exhale slowly.."

This was done repeatedly with MC counting until his breathing was normal again. Saeyoung did this too to help himself, you could feel the atmosphere at peace now as Saeran seemed to have relaxed a bit.

"Saeran…?" MC asked looking into his glazed mint eyes now.

"What." He said as blinked at her.

"Whenever i feel chaotic, there is a song i'd listen to or sing to help myself feel better. Can i share it with you?"

"You? ..Chaotic?"

Saeyoung listened in. He was surprised she could manage a word or two out of him. But this is MC after all, she had always manage to get people to communicate be it via messaging, talking or by body language.

MC gave a small smile and nodded.

"i do get like that. When everything feels overwhelming I feel like I'm a small fish in the ocean when a storm hits causing the waves to be violent and turbulent. No matter how hard i swim, the tides would be against me not allowing me to go with the current."

"…"

Saeran only listened and nodded. He knew those feelings too well.

"Your singing better not suck."

She giggled and he could see Saeyoung smiled a and relaxed a bit.

She stroked his hair again with one hand while the other hand drummed to the beat of the song, a few seconds in she started to sing a slow song she felt dear to herself.

The artist was known but the song wasn't particularly famous. Just one off their album that wasn't on the radio or had a music video but that particular song resonated with her.

Saeyoung heard of this song somewhere, it wasn't the first time he heard of it but the first time he heard MC sang. He was enchanted for a bit.

He then looked at Saeran, his twin looked like a child fighting off sleep. He wanted to listen intently to the song but almost like hypnotism he slowly drifted to sleep as if being lulled to sleep by the sound of waves or falling rain.

His face no longer twisted in pain or rage. His breathing slowed down as he went to sleep. MC could see the resemblance of the twins so clearly now even though Saeran is a lot frail looking than Saeyoung.

Saeyoung came and buried his face in MC's back before wrapping his arms around her tightly. He then let go of MC and came closer to Saeran to pat his head.

"I won't give up on you even if you hate me. I will not." he vowed again. His words were loud and clear.

Saeyoung came and buried his face in MC's back before wrapping his arms around her tightly. He then let go of MC and came closer to Saeran to pat his head.

"I won't give up on you even if you hate me. I will not." he vowed again. His words were loud and clear.

MC clutched Saeyoung's free hand and leaned against him. Saeyoung then looked at her with a smile.

"Thank you for being here" he whispered to her.

They both turned to leave when Saeyoung felt a tug on the back of his shirt.

"Brother.. Don't..go…"

Saeyoung looked back and saw Saeran looking at him, not asleep or sleep talking but using up whatever strength he had in him to stop Saeyoung from leaving.

Pretty sure the three of them had tears in their eyes at that very moment as Saeyoung hugged his brother tightly.

"I don't want you to sleep next to me tho" Saeran huffed.

You could probably see a broken heart emoji flutter out of Saeyoung at that moment but he got over it quick.

So MC was in between the two brothers, her hands holding each one of theirs.

"Also.. that song made me want to go see the ocean.." Saeran said slowly

MC smiled

"Then let's promise to go together"

That night all of them slept together in Saeran's bedroom. For the first time in a while for Saeyoung and MC and for the longest time for Saeran; peacefully and together sharing the same wish for hope for better things to come.

-End-

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promiscuous-jalapeno · 7 years

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Forgive Me

[Jumin Han] [Jihyun Kim/V] [Saeran Choi]

{Angst}

Word Count: 1,932

ANON: Jumin and how he handles the loss of Jihyun imagine please! I wish Cheritz would have touched more on this. If you could include a Saeran and Jumin interaction in it that would also be great bc u know :) thank u so much daddio

A/N-I don’t normally title my one-shots but I did for this one. I had a tough time writing this piece. I put a lot into it and I hope that I conveyed the emotion over well enough. I feel this is, like the anon said, a subject that is not touched upon enough. I hope you enjoy reading it, and the emotion rings true~

Jumin had decided in that moment that there were few things in this life more eerie than being in someones home after they’ve passed away. He’d never been one to reminisce or stew in sentimentality, even at the news of someone’s death. What was done is done, and only fools could find the time to waste thinking of what could have been or what once was. But for all of his efforts to repress those feelings that threatened to surface, the casual ways in which he waved off sympathetic looks and condolences from employees, the ability to sleep had escaped him entirely.

In the early hours of the morning he found himself looking out over the city, wondering what it would be like to be any one of them out there, anyone but Jumin Han. But the worst part of it all was not the sadness, but the anger and hatred he held towards his best friend. The confusion, the bitterness and resentment for dying as he did and the feeling of being utterly alone, not even bothering to struggle against those tangled strings that wrapped around his neck and confined him.

It was as if someone else inhabited his mind. He was watching from somewhere else, wondering who was pulling the strings of this depressing puppet show, this wasn’t him. This wasn’t his voice or his hands. And that evening, instead of going home this stranger was instructing driver Kim to make turns to that place he once swore he wouldn’t visit. These weren’t his feet, taking slow measure steps into the living room. And yet, there he stood, in the dim light of Jihyun’s apartment with the icy grip of regret squeezing his chest so tightly he thought he’d forget how to breathe. Yes, there were few things more eerie than this.

He didn’t know how much time had passed until he finally found it in himself to turn on the lights and walk around. It was smaller and held a kind of warmth and comfort, so different from his penthouse. We truly were polar opposites until the end, he thought, thumbing through the bookshelf full of sheet music and poetry, famous photography compilations, art and humanities volumes so thick he couldn’t possibly imagine the contents. All these things. His family would arrive soon to decide what would become of the apartment and all of the things it held. Everything he saw felt like a piece of Jihyun, and in a way, he imagined this last look into the heart and mind of the man he’d known almost all his life as a final farewell to his dearest friend.

The closet held several boxes of personal items. Yellowing and brittle music sheets, most likely ones he’d played with his parents as a child. A box of envelopes he almost tossed aside before he recognized his own name. With hands slightly shaking he got to his knees under the soft light above him and began to sift through them all.

“Always the sentimental fool,” Jumin spoke. He was glad he was alone, his voice came out quite tremulous. He had forgotten all about them, and how after one night drinking at the penthouse, Jihyun had inquired about the notes he had written and wondered if he might keep them for himself, ‘for old times sake.’

‘Jumin, what is it like to get along so well with your father? I often wonder if that could happen for me someday…”

“…I think your photographs show true potential. It would be a waste of talent to pursue anything else, and I’d encourage you to continue despite what your parents say. I’m sorry it’s been so difficult for you lately…”

He set the box aside, unable to bring himself to read another word. He felt this thunderous force erupting inside of himself. It whirled in his head and his skin grew hot, threatening to release itself any way it could. Jumin bent forward where he sat on the floor, one palm pressed so firmly to the ground it was as if he meant to push the earth away from himself. The free hand explored his face, mouth gaping slightly at the wet feeling on his cheeks. He had let himself go for a moment. Let his throaty sobs echo in the empty room. And then, as quickly as it had come on, he relaxed his shoulders with a sigh and sat up straight. Desperate to re-jar those bits of himself that spilled and scattered, he scrambled through more boxes until he found something else that could occupy his mind.

Lots of photographs, Jumin was surprised to see some even featuring himself at various ages. His hair had been a bit shorter then, a boyish smile plastered on his face. It was strange to view himself like that. Some of the photos were more recent. Pieces he most likely felt weren’t worthy to be added to collections, and then, a familiar vineyard. Jumin held it in his hands, lost in the vibrant, trim rows of vines lining the vast rolling hills and the memory of that day. This picture was taken one of the last times he had seen Jihyun.

He could feel his friend slipping away, but what occupied his mind the most were meetings and documents, business deals and trips. Until a meeting was cancelled, and they found themselves across the table from one another, sharing a bottle of exquisite Malbec while looking over the rolling hills kissed by golden sunlight. He always found vineyards to be very pleasing to the eyes. The way the rows lined the earth, like the stripes on a fine pressed suit, he loved that.

“To be honest, I’m beginning to worry about her,” Jihyun set his glass down lightly on the hard wood table.

“And your reasoning?” Jumin stopped eating, noticing the inflection and weight the conversation was gathering.

“Small things,” he sunk into his chair, dragging his eyes across the horizon in an attempt to avoid the details. “I’m probably worrying too much. I want to support her, but…”

He looked as if he wanted to say more, a flash of hesitancy and fear in his eyes before he lips pulled back into the familiar small smile. He looked so vacant…so distant. It was a lonely sort of sadness he usually felt in himself as he continued to stare in silence. An expression that would never leave his mind after that day. Jumin had wanted to press further. She had been saying some strange things recently, now that he thought about it. When she spoke, it was as if there were hints of another person inside of her. Something deep down in the shadows of her heart began surfacing in small moments. Instead, he listened to that voice in his head telling him that it was between them. They were in a relationship, and Jumin wanted to respect that. If Jihyun decided to speak, he would listen. But it didn’t feel right to force him for personal details.

Jumin sat watching his friend, who sat watching the fields. Nothing but a few gentle breezes passed between the two. It carried the scent of dirt and trees, the rich aromas of the wine in front of him enticed him to take another large sip.

“Rika has always been a person of strong will and conviction. She loves you. I’m sure in time, if help is needed she will make it known,” he broke the silence at last.

Jihyun turned to him, nodding with a smile, the direct sunlight splashing across his face. “You’re probably right,” he looked up to the sky. “Say, the lighting is near perfect. Would it be alright for me to shoot for a while out there?”

“I’d have to pinch you to be sure you were really Jihyun Kim if you didn’t ask,” Jumin smirked. “Follow me.”

The two walked the grounds in silence for some time as the sun slowly began to tuck itself behind the hills. Jumin enjoyed seeing Jihyun so focused, watched as he framed the shots and adjusted the settings on his camera as they walked the rows.

“What’s that up there?” Jihyun’s feet halted and he pointed to a post with a wooden box attached.

“That’s an owl box,” Jumin said matter of factly, “a natural defense against the rodents that like to dig and gnaw the roots of the vines.”

“Ah, I see. Still smart as ever,” Jihyun quipped.

“I have to be to run the business. And besides, I could say the same for you,” he gestured to the camera.

“If you’d just let me teach you,” he insisted.

“Don’t start that again. I have no use for such things-“

Their voices carried off into the distance, the conversation continuing on like usual. In the morning they parted, the topic of Rika never surfacing again.

He felt sick with regret, sitting in the apartment clutching the photograph tightly. Why didn’t I press you? Where had that supportive friendship from his childhood gone. Lost away in obligations and business. Missed phone calls and unopened text messages. His stomach churned thinking of all the meetings and luncheons he sat through smiling while Jihyun was suffering alone, carrying the burden of it all. How many nights he sat with Elizabeth, enjoying wine before bed instead of calling him. He couldn’t stay in this space any longer. He stood up, tucking the photograph in his jacket pocket and grabbing the box of letters.

A figure at the door stopped him in his tracks. How long had he been here? Shaggy red hair and a thin frame, Saeran stood looking just as terrible as Jumin felt inside. He had a darkness under his eyes, his hands wringing themselves with nervousness.

“Saeyoung said you were here…he’s waiting downstairs but I just wanted…”

Of course, Saeyoung had tracked me. He’d have to remember to talk to him about that later. But for now, he focused on the twin in front of him. Apparently he had been talking this whole time. Or rather, mumbling apologies and jumbled explanations between long pauses, like he was trying to find the right words though he must have been practicing what he wanted to say for days on end, like a mantra.

“You’re not sleeping well, are you,” Jumin interrupted him. When the slow realization of what he had been asked, Saeran shook his head.

Suddenly, Jumin felt the weight of the box in his hand. Hesitantly, he handed it over to Saeran. “If you really want to know what kind of person V was, you can look in that box. You aren’t sleeping anyway…at least it will give you something to do.”

“Weren’t you taking-,” he cut himself off, “Is this really okay…?” his voice reminded Jumin of the mewling of a weak kitten.

“If you still feel uncomfortable after reading, you can always give it back.”

Jumin wanted to leave right then, having not much more to say that could comfort or heal a wound like that. He made he way past Saeran and opened the door, pausing just before he left.

“You can stop apologizing and feeling guilty. There is nothing to be sorry for. After all, if you knew V...you’d know he never would have blamed you in the first place.”

The door closed and Jumin made his way down the hall. His heart beat hard against his chest, his mind filled with the hope that one day he could believe those words applied to his own guilt and sorrow. That one day he might forgive himself.

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Annyeong! Which songs remind you of the RFA + trio + ray? And could you give us an hc for the scenes whenever you hear the song? Thank you!!

OH I’M GONNA DO THIS. I just want to warn you though, I’m an old soul. I haven’t gt much love for today’s songs and I tend to listen to any music that suites my tastes: non-English, instrumentals, etc… Also, the hcs will be short. I’ll leave the rest of the imagination to you *winks*…. Links are provided in case you want to listen to the song.

Zen

Song #1 - The Ocean (Mike Perry ft. Shy Martin)

-MC doesn’t want to wake up yet. It just feels so comfortable.

-The sunlight and a hint of fresh air seeping through the window, with Zen at her side, his arms wrapped around her waist.

-No, she won’t wake up yet, she decided.

-Just a little more, she thought.

-And as she felt Zen’s strong arms squeeze her a little tighter, she realized that she would never get enough of this.

Song #2 - All Of Me (John Legend)

-This was the song for the dance musical. The MC was Zen’s leading actress.

-The whole audience was silent, obviously mesmerized by the passion both of them are showing…the way both of them touch each other in the dance and the way sparks seem to fly whenever they look into each other’s eyes…

-And that kissing scene… every could tell it was no longer an act..

-At that moment, MC was already thinking that maybe, just maybe, she’s finally found the love for a lifetime.

Jumin

Song #1 - This Love (Angela Aki)

-Despite having spotlights trained on both MC and Jumin, none of them minded all the attention everyone was giving them.

-All that matters at that moment were their feelings: the way they look into each other’s eyes, the way he places his hands on her waist, and the way she holds on so tightly on his arms.

-With every step into the dance, and with every couple dancing all around them, they could just feel it: Love or whatever you call it… and they knew that it’s only going to go deeper and deeper …and deeper.

Yoosung

Song #1 - Bubbly (Colbie Caillat)

-He’s just so cute.

-The way he creases his eyebrows in focus in order to break that eggshell perfectly.

-It makes the MC so happy and bubbly inside. Yes, this is what life is supposed to be, she thought.

-A life of appreciating small things. A life of trying hard no matter what it is.

-And a life of living with someone that could make you smile even at the hardest times.

Seven

Song #1 - Love Is A Beautiful Pain

-It hurts to see Saeyoung like this.

-His happiness. His pranks. His energetic attitude. Was everything just an act?

-And as he was hacking away in his keyboard, MC could no longer help it. She crept up behind his back, wrapped her arms around his neck and buried her face in it. I love you, Seven, she said.

-That’s when his tears came. No. Go away, MC.

-But she won’t. Because if this pain was love, she’d gladly endure it.

Song #2 - Hello (Yui)

-After everything that has happened, MC realized how perfect this moment is. She’s with Saeyoung in his retractable sports car, zooming around roads and sightseeing whatever sight there is to see.

-They’d take a pictures of beaches. Make fun of statues. Act like goofballs.

-And then a few miles later, both of them would shout THIS. IS. LIFE!!!!!!!

-MC just had to smile. Because, after being locked up on his own bottled feelings, Saeyoung has finally managed to come out and taste whatever life has to offer.

Jaehee

Song #1 - Kaze No Machi He

-It was a very silent moment. Both MC and Jaehee were drinking coffee, but not actually saying something to each other.

-But somehow, the silence feels so comfortable, MC said to herself.

-Jaehee looked up from her coffee and looked at MC, probably sensing her deep thought.

-And somehow, she understood what MC was thinking about and gave her a smile.

-It was then that MC understood why it’s so comfortable. She had just realized that love isn’t always words. Sometimes, the deepest connections with each other can be found in the smallest of smiles.

Jihyun

Song #1 - I Wouldn’t Mind (He Is We)

-When the rain started pouring out, MC couldn’t help herself but to rush out.

-It has been so long since she acted like a child like this.

-What she didn’t expect thought were the arms that wrapped around her waist. It was Jihyun. Her dear, dear Jihyun.

-Jihyun didn’t waste much time. He kissed her. Passionately. Right in the rain.

-And as they were sharing that wet kiss, MC couldn’t help but think that there is something similar between Jihyun and the rain. It was then that she realized they were both romantic… and a little bit sad. *Sniffs*

Saeran (Personality: Ray)

Song #1 - Forest Maiden (Sergey Eybog)

-As MC and Ray stepped into the garden, she couldn’t help but realize how beautiful the garden is.

-With the glowing flowers and the glowing fireflies that lights up the darkness quite a bit, everything looks like a dream.

-So when Ray offered her a dance, she knew she wouldn’t reject him.

-And at that moment, right under the moonlight, as they both danced slowly together, MC knew that this will be a magical moment she will never be able to forget.

Song #2 My Immortal (Evanscense)

-MC had a fight with Ray. No matter how much she tries, there are still times when they just can’t understand each other.

-It hurts. It hurts so much. In reality, she had always known that there’s just so much that time cannot erase:

-His pain. His fears.

-And now, as Ray sat there in the corner with tears falling and his fears of being abandoned coming back, MC decided that she won’t. ever. give him up.

-No matter what.

-Cheritz why you do this to Saeran

Vanderwood

Song #1 - And We Run (Within Tempation)

-Just leave me alone now, MC cried.

-Shit No. Vanderwood insisted. He will never leave her alone. Not when he’s the reason she’s involved in this dangerous mess. Not when he’s the reason why she’s badly injured.

-And when both of them could hear the voice of their pursuers, MC thought she saw a tear in Vanderwood’s eye. But then it’s gone in a second so she disregarded it as imagination.

-It wasn’t though, because Vanderwood’s heart hurts so much. He has finally found the love of his life, but look at how badly this love turned to be.

OH MY GOSH. THIS WAS SUCH A LONG POST SORRY. (I think)

More MysMe stuff here.

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Hello! Can I maybe have the rfa + v and saeran planning something romantic with mc but everything going completely wrong? Bonus points if its very fluffy! Thank you! Btw, your hc always make me happy! You're a top writer and I really enjoy the way you write the rfa, but especially saeran! Thanks!

Well sweetcheeks Saeran is my favouriteof all of them hands down so I’m very happy you enjoy me writing himas much as I do. I think he has the most potential and the bestdesign, personally. I also think that Cheritz wasted him (and most ofthe other characters) in order to putsch Seven which is something Ifind extremely tiring. So, until I get a Saeran route that does thatpoor boy justice you can pry that beautiful creature from my cold,dead hands. Also, I’ll write HC’s for him until my hands start tobleed. Saeran (◕▿◕✿)I think I overdid it a little? I hope you still like it?

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Zen

♬ he’d planned this date for a long time

♬ the two of you had been so busy lately,Zen had decided to do something special to make up for it

♬ everything was perfectly planned andtaken care off

♬ he’d prepared a beautiful picnic to beeaten at the park

♬ the food he’d prepared was mostly selfmade and delicious

♬ the weather outside was sunny and warm

♬ and the paddle boat rent had openedagain for the season

♬ it was time for the perfect date

♬ you’d been so excited for that date too

♬ seeing how happy and cheerful Zen wasabout it only made it better

♬ he’d found a beautiful, shady spotunder a big willow

♬ you’d spread out your big blanket andthen went on to rent the paddle boat

♬ neither of you was really hungry atthat moment, and the glistering lake just looked so enticing

♬ at first everything was fine, idyllicand romantic even

♬ sitting opposite each other you smiledand laughed together, talked about anything and everything

♬ Zen was paddling, strong arms allowingyou to glide over the water

♬ you had one of those pretty parasolsthat made the entire scene seem as if from a movie

♬ Zen really liked that idea, yourrelationship being the type people made movies about

♬ sadly, those moments often lasted for avery brief time and this was no different

♬ when he got up to get to you and pressa sweet kiss to your lips, Zen lost balance

♬ suddenly the boat was shaking rapidlyand you getting nervous caused the two of you to flail and fall

♬ the water was bitter cold, despite thesun

♬ neither of you was able to turn theboat back around and get in, so you had to swim

♬ you were forced to leave the parasolbehind he’d gotten you, almost drowning for a moment

♬ once finally outside of the water,drenched and shaking, you’d made your way to the willow only to findthat animals had attacked your basket and most of the food was eitherscattered or gone

♬ needless to say that Zen was devastated

♬ his perfect date had fallen apartcompletely, despite all his efforts

♬ as you saw him pout at the remains ofthe food he’d prepared for you two, you felt your heart swell

♬ God, you loved that idiot so much…

♬ you took his hand and pulled himtowards the blanket anyway

♬ the stuff that wasn’t usable you threwaway together, but the entire time you smiled

♬ frankly, as long as you two weretogether, you were happy

♬ you two sat down together, cuddling upagainst one another, mainly for warmth

♬ he used the blanket to wrap around thetwo of you, instead sitting on the soft grass

♬ luckily some of the fruit were saved,as they’d been in harder to open boxes

♬ you took one of those and held it outfor Zen, smiling at the other sweetly

♬ when he realized that you were stillsmiling, trying to make the best out of it even now by feeding himsome fruit, all his sadness instantly melted away

♬ as he opened his mouth and accepted thestrawberry you were offering, Zen knew

♬ he knew that he’d never loved someonelike he loved you and that he never would again

♬ after that you moved from the shadowsof the willow into the sun

♬ you laid down together, hand in hand,letting the warmth dry your body

♬ you threw a frisbee around for a while,played catch and hide and seek

♬ a man selling fish-shapes bread turnedup a couple of hours later and you bought a couple

♬ you ate them as the sun went down, bluewater turning back with the darkness

♬ you watched the stars for hours,sharing sweet kisses from time to time

♬ eventually you went home, made love andfell asleep in each others arms

Yoosung

★ Yoosung is a very attentive person

★ he never misses an opportunity to dosomething nice for you

★ he isn’t as overly sweet and romanticas Zen, not does he have the means to take you on expensive dates asJumin might be able to, but he tries his best…he’s sweet, youknow?

★ he always remembers birthdays and anniversaries, goes allout on Valentines day

★ sometimes he just likes to surprise youtoo, just for the sake of it

★ he thinks of you as his saviour, theone who saved him from himself

★ so, in an attempt to never let youforget how much he appreciates you, he planned a romantic date

★ while you were at work he’d used hisfree day to cook your favourite dinner

★ he put candles on the table, roses andthe nice plates and all

★ he was just putting together the firstplate when suddenly he heard the keys in the lock

★ you were an hour early and Yoosungpanicked a little

★ he wasn’t quite ready yet!

★ not thatyou minded even in the slightest

★ when you entered the kitchen, smellingfood, your breath got caught in your throat at the view

★ not only was the table beautifully setand the food smelled great but Yoosung look utterly adorable with hishair pushed back, cooking in his apron

★ you cooed and Yoosung blushed,nervously scratching the back of his head

★ he helped you out of your coat and hungit up for you while you chuckled with delight

★ he was just so cute when he tried hard

★ he lead you to the table, pulled backthe chair for you, even spread a little napkin on your lap

★ when he put the finished plate beforeyou it looked and smelled divine

★ he’d become an even better cook overthe last couple of years so you knew you were in for a treat

★ you also smiled with glee as yourealized it was your favourite meal

★ he watched you take the first bite,smiling with excitement

★ thats when you grimaced, obviouslystruggling to swallow, and his face fell

★ what had he done wrong?

★ when he tried the food himself he foundthe answer

★ you’d told him a million times to labelthe sugar and salt, just in case, and he’d never listened

★ he accidentally switched them up andnow everything was borderline vomit inducing

★ he didn’t even want to imagine what thecake tasted like…great

★ as you watched him hang his head yourheart swelled with pride

★ you stood up and went to hug him frombehind, pressing a kiss to his cheek

★ sadly, you had to toss everything away,but it was alright

★ you spend the rest of the eveningcooking something nice together, brushing hips and stealing glances

★ as the candles has burned down youdecided to cuddle up on the couch, plates on your knees

★ you ate while watching videos onYouTube, occasionally stealing from each others plate

★ soon the plates were abandoned, the twoof you lying on the couch together

★ you weren’t fully asleep, but neitherreally awake

★ your head resting on his chest,Yoosungs arms wrapped around your figure

★ he brushed through your hair, smilingagainst your forehead contently

★ despite the date not having gone theyway he thought it would, Yoosung learned valuable lessons

★ 1) always label sugar and salt★ 2)the best moments aren’t the ones that are planned

★ when you really love a person you cando the most mundane things and they are still the best

★ “I love you.”

★ “Loveyou too, doofus”

★ and then you fell asleep

Jaehee

♨ you two hadn’t had a free day in whatfelt like ages

♨ the work load was not half asexhausting as working for Jumin, but you still needed to unwind

♨ especially considering that even your‘free days’ were often spend planning for the café

♨ sometimes re-decorating or somethinglike that

♨ through all of the stress you’d nevergiven up on Jaehee, never once complained

♨ you’d worked hard to make herdream come true and now she wanted to do something for you

♨ namely go on a short trip to the beachto relax and have some fun

♨ when the day finally came, Jaehee wasprepared!

♨ She had three towels – just in case –a beach ball, a second bathing suit and set of clothes, enough foodand cake to feed an entire army, a beach umbrella and liters ofsunscreen

♨ since you only had one day, your tripstarted in the early morning hours

♨ that way you could use the entire dayas well as avoid rush hour

♨ despite being quite exhausted herself,Jaehee insisted on driving

♨ this was all for you, so you should berelaxing from finish to start

♨ you offered multiple times to takeover, but Jaehee refused every time

♨ eventually you fell asleep with yourface pressed to the window

♨ Jaehee found it extremely endearing,saddened that she couldn’t take a picture

♨ when you finally arrived at the beachit was still relatively empty

♨ it gave you the time and space tochoose a nice spot and build up everything

♨ you instantly wanted to go into thewater, cool your overheated body

♨ Jaehee on the other hand decided to liein the shade for a while, telling you she’d follow soon

♨ that’s when you got rid of the dressyou’d been wearing, leaving you standing in nothing but the mostadorable bikini Jaehee had ever seen

♨ she could feel her cheeks heat up,instantly putting on her sunglasses to hide at least some of her overthe top reaction

♨ she watched you run to the water, socheerful and happy, smiling to herself

♨ you played around in the water for awhile, floated and swam while Jaehee watched

♨ she didn’t even notice how heavy hereyes had gotten when she was suddenly asleep

♨ it felt like mere seconds later thatyou were harshly shaking her awake

♨ she’d forgotten to put sunscreen on andwhile you’d been in the water having fun, not paying attention, she’dburned up to match the colour of a lobster

♨ you insisted that you go home rightnow, so you can take care of that horrible burn

♨ on the way back you were the onedriving, hurrying just to get her home soon

♨ during the drive you put some of theice packs on her skin or the now wet towel over her body

♨ once home you told her to lie on herback while you rubbed aloe vera all over her body, wherever she’dgotten burned

♨ after that you disappeared for a whileonly to return with liters and liters of milk

♨ Jaehee was extremely ashamed as youfilled the entire bath with it and told her to get in

♨ she’d wanted to make this a nice day atthe beach and instead she’d ruined it

♨ you didn’t mind at all, however, as yousat behind her and carefully rubbed in the milk into her back

♨ once she’d showered you’d put on Zen’smusicals and marathoned them

♨ you braided each others hair in yourPJ’s and ate some unhealthy food you usually wouldn’t

♨ you even build a pillow fort together

♨ it isn’t quite the night Jaehee hadplanned, but neither of you has ever been that relaxed, so she callsthe entire thing a win after all

♨ “Thanks for today.”

♨ “ButI completely ruined the beach trip?”

♨ “I don’t care. As long as we’retogether, I’m happy.”

Jumin

♛ he knows better than anyone how hard itis to work all day long

♛ Jumin also knows the feeling of beingon the verge of breaking down under the workload

♛ so when he notices the first traces ofdark circles and tiredness he instantly has to do something

♛ you’ve been overworking yourself,between planning the party, helping Jaehee in her café, Yoosung’sclinic and even sometimes Jumin himself

♛ he’s expressed concern about thatbefore, but you’d always brushed it off

♛ after all you wanted to help as much asyou could and make everyone happy

♛ it wasn’t like you had a 'normal’ jobanyway, so why not?

♛ while he still didn’t have the heart tostop you, Jumin came up with something else

♛ he wanted to treat you to somethingrelaxing, spoil you for a couple of days

♛ so he booked the two of you a nicewellness weekend at an expensive spa

♛ he’d been forced to keep it a secretfor a while, as the place was rather booked, so the appointment hegot wasn’t immediate

♛ but when he finally told you and gotthe brightest smile and kisses in return, he’d never felt prouder ofhimself

♛ that weekend you’d packed your thingsand made your way to the spa, eager to relax

♛ sadly, that didn’t quite out as therehad been a mix-up and your spot had been given away

♛ Jumin immediately asked for another,but the next one was at least a month away

♛ he wanted to get angry and basicallyget everyone involved fired for this

♛ especially at how disappointed youlooked because of their mistake

♛ but he knew that him getting angry andbossy made you sad, so the two of you took your leave

♛ he felt horrible for having put youthrough this, especially as you were strangely quiet on the drivehome

♛ then a got an idea!

♛ maybe he couldn’t get you into thatparticular wellness spa, but he had the means to make the day just asrelaxing at home

♛ so the second you got up to thepenthouse he called a couple of people before turning his attentionback to you and only you

♛ from that moment on he took controlover your relaxation

♛ he ran you a bath with rose pedals andbubbles and hot water just the way you like it

♛ he gave you a full body massage and forall the things he couldn’t do – such as manicures, pedicures andeven getting your hair done – he got professionals just for you

♛ they made you the dinner you wantedafterwards, which you enjoyed candlelit with classical music softlyplaying in the background

♛ it was a peaceful evening spent talkingand laughing without a worry in the world

♛ Jumin even finished the day off bytugging you into bed himself

♛ he then set beside the bed and like thefirst night you’d slept in that penthouse he read to you

♛ it was your favourite book and even theoriginal copy he’d gotten you

♛ his low voice soothed you even further,entire body relaxing into the mattress as he read

♛ eventually he laid down beside you,pulling you against his chest

♛ you hummed happily, cuddling up to yourhusband

♛ “I’m sorry todays plans wereruined.”

♛ “Are you kidding? You taking care of mefor the whole day was much better than any spa.”

♛ Juminsmiled then, once more reminded just how lucky he was to meet you

♛ he gently tilted your head up, pressinga kiss to your lips

♛ “I love you, darling. If you wanted,I would give you the world.”

♛ “I don’t want the world though,silly. All I’d ever want is right here beside me.”

♛ he held you until you fell asleep,heart swollen with joy

Saeyoung/Seven

☼ Sevens idea of date night is quitedifferent from what other people would consider

☼ he also isn’t really familiar with whatmost would consider 'romantic’

☼ it’s not something that has everbothered you, as you yourself aren’t really hearts and flowers

☼ you like that most of the time yourdates are fun and different

☼ that is until one of his bright ideasgoes wrong again

☼ because you can be sure that generallyyou’re the one who has to clean up the mess afterwards

☼ like that one time he got arrested andyou had to bail him out

☼ who would have thought that he’d takehide and seek so serious!

☼ The idiot broke into someones house forfucks sake!

☼ over time you’d gotten used to eventhat, though and generally it was fun to watch as his mugshots weretaken every time

☼ you laughed a lot

☼ so, when he suggested something calmerthis time you were surprised

☼ he said that he’d noticed howexhausting your dates were for you, so he wanted to do something youwould enjoy as well; a games night in

☼ he’d gotten out cards, chess, multiplevideo – and boardgames

☼ Seven was ready and his excitement wascontagious

☼ he’d ordered take out for the entirenight, stocked up on PhD Pepper and Honey Buddha Chips and both ofyou had changed into your matching cat PJ’s

☼ the evening started nice enough

☼ you were cuddled up on the couch,beating each others asses at some first person shooters

☼ after that you stuffed yourself fullwhile playing cards at the table

☼ he actually let you win a couple ofrounds of chess, smiling to himself as you did your little victorydance only to put on an annoyed face once you looked at him

☼ he just loved how cheerful you were ateven the smallest things

☼ then he suggested playing Twister andyou should have known better

☼ Seven spends all day crouching in frontof his computer, of course he’d suck at Twister

☼ actually, for a while it worked out

☼ since both of you were rathercompetitive, the two of you each gave your best

☼ it was a very intense round, whichprobably caused what happened after

☼ in an attempt to look cool and win thegame Seven had attempted to do that 'cool lean-back thing’ from theMatrix

☼ sadly, he wasn’t quite as sportive aswith a sudden cracking sound, Seven fell to the floor

☼ …and he couldn’t moveanymore…fuck…

☼ the rest of the night was spent waitingin the ER for someone to fix whatever Seven had done

☼ by the time you got home the sun wasabout to rise

☼ so you suggested for the two of you togo up on the roof to watch

☼ as you set there, sharing a HoneyBuddha Chips bag with your feet dangling off the roof, your headresting on his shoulder you suddenly burst into laughter

☼ “What are you laughingabout?”

☼ “You, mainly, and all the bullshit you getyourself into.”

☼ “My, honey, thank you so much foryour compassion.”

☼ “I drove your crying ass to thehospital, you have no right to complain. Anyway,what I was trying to say is…Seven you’re the weirdest dude I knowand I love you for it. You’re unconventional, but I’d rather tell ourgrandchildren the extraordinary things that happen to us, all theadventures I get to have because I chose you instead of the typicalguy taking me to wine and dine. Today was a great date night. Thankyou”, you say, pressing a kiss to his cheek, causing him toblush

☼ “I’m glad we agree. I love youtoo…by the way.”

Saeran

☀ when Saeran heard that there was a fairin town, he got excited

☀ the doctor had warned you that he mightshow certain childish behaviours due to all the trauma and loss of anormal childhood

☀ you didn’t see the problem though, asyou found it extremely endearing

☀ he hadn’t smiled in such a long time soto see him beam…hell, you’d win him one of those life sizes plushbears at the throwing stand and more

☀ it was especially sweet to watch himstruggle and stutter through his attempt of inviting you to a date onthat particular fair

☀ of course you said yes, as youpersonally liked fairs too and would do anything to make him smile

☀ the fair was quite packed, but nothingboth of you couldn’t handle

☀ he actually did win you a plush bear,although not a life sized one

☀ the two of you shared some cotton candyand even went to the ghost house together

☀ Saeran actually didn’t push you awaywhen you clung to him and you were actually thinking he might havesmiled, even?

☀ as the afternoon began to turn intoevening and night Saeran suggest to go on the ferris wheel

☀ you were a little surprised, as itwasn’t really exciting and mostly what couples did together

☀ when you saw him blush you realizedthat he wanted to do that with you and you blushed as well

☀ you walked there side by side, silentand not touching but with rapidly beating hearts

☀ you got in and both enjoyed the viewslowly showing itself to you

☀ until suddenly the wheel came to arapid halt and didn’t continue to move anymore

☀ then the announcement followed that itwas broken and they were working to fix it

☀ well…that was unfortunate

☀ the two of you looked at each other,eyes wide with shock but with nowhere to go

☀ you were at the top of the wheel, sothere was really no option but to sit and wait

☀ for a long time things were veryawkward

☀ both of you looked anywhere but eachother and when you actually did steal a glance and your eyes lockedboth of your faces heated up and you quickly looked away

☀ there was a long silence as well, bothof you staring outside of your respective window

☀ then Saeran sighed, shoulders sagging

☀ “This is not how I’d imaginedour first date to go.”

☀ you understood what he meant, butyou didn’t agree at all

☀ with a gentle smile you reached out,taking his hand into your to get his attention

☀ Saeran instantly looked up, lockingeyes with you, wide and confused

☀ “I reallyloved this date so far. As far as first dates go, this is still oneof my best if not the best one. Plus, we get to enjoy this beautifulview for much longer than any other couple so really, we’re lucky.”

☀ it wasn’t perfect, but it made Saeransmile

☀ you decided to switch from your side tohis so you two were sitting next to one another

☀ there was still a silence and Saeranwas a little stiff for a while, cheeks heated, eyes downcast

☀ untilsuddenly his hand inched closer and he tentatively laced your fingerstogether

☀ both of you were looking in oppositedirections and yet both of you were smiling just the same

☀ you watched the sun set together andwhen it was replaced by starts you finally turned to look at eachother again

☀ his eyes scanned over your face, comingto a halt on your lips

☀ he looked between them and your eyes,asking for permission

☀ you gave a quick nod and finally yourlips met in a sweet, loving kiss

☀ you buried your fingers in his hair ashis hands rested on his hips

☀ both of you were completely lost in thekiss, soon growing more confident and passionate

☀ you didn’t even notice when the wheelstarted to move again

Jihyun/V

📷 with V having gone completely blind,date possibilities were rather limited

📷 of course you could still go to dinner,but almost everything else was harder or near impossible

📷 even watching a movie in the cinema –the most basic date – was not really something you could do

📷 which was a shame, V knew, because youloved watching movies

📷 he used to love watching movies too,before he went blind

📷 that was when he heard about blindcommentary for the first time

📷 you could’t watch a movie in thecinema, but you could watch one at home

📷 you’d done so much for the RFA and him,V thought that the least he could do was switch up your usual dinnerdates for movies for once

📷 so, with a plan in mind he’d made hisway to the nearest VideoWorld

📷 it had been quite a while since he’dlast seen a movie, so V had made his way directly to the register toask for some advice

📷 he wanted a movie that was romantic,popular and would make his girlfriend happy

📷 not that the guy behind the counterlistened

📷 the second he’d seen the crane andrealized the man in front of him was fully blind he’d decided to pulla little prank on him

📷 something neither his girlfriend norhim would forget for a long time

📷 with a smile in his voice he’d told himhe’d be right back, returning with what he told V was 'The Notebook’,the best movie for dates

📷 V had thanked the guy, payed and madehis way home

📷 he’d managed to get the DVD in and evenordered Pizza, drinks and ice cream to go with it

📷 when you finally came home he greetedyou with a kiss, told you that he’d run you a bath and he’d wait foryou to join him

📷 you thanked him, adoring howconsiderate and sweet your boyfriend was

📷 once you’d showered off the day andwere warm and comfortable on the couch he handed you the remote forthe DVD player

📷 you were surprised but he looked sohappy and exited about it so you figured he’d gotten a DVD for thetwo of you to watch

📷 how sweet, he knew how much you lovedmovies

📷 however, when you pressed play itwasn’t The Notebook…not at all

📷 the cover showed two naked womencaressing each other…amongst other things

📷 your eyes almost popped out of yourhead and you froze for a moment

📷 had V really chosen a porno?

📷 Then it clicked…V was blind sosomeone else must have chosen for him

📷 you quickly reached for the remote andtried to turn it off, but it was too late and the moaning and otherobscene sounds started

📷 now it was V’s eyes widening, cheeksheating and swallowing loudly

📷 after a very, very awkward minute youfinally managed to turn the damn thing off, sagging

📷 “T-that wasn’t The Notebook, Itake it?”

📷 bless V for his big heart, trust andinnocence

📷 “No, honey, that wasn’t TheNotebook. I guess someone tried to pull a prank. I’m sorry.”

📷 “I’malright…I’m just sorry it ruined my plan for date night. I knowgoing out with me isn’t easy and our options are limited so I reallywanted to make you happy.”

📷 “V…you make me veryhappy. It’s not about the dates. You show me how much you care everysingle day with every word and gesture. Not to mention that you’retrying to adjust yourself. I appreciate you even trying to dosomething like that for me. Thank you.”

📷 you kissed, smilingagainst each others lips

📷 …and maybe just maybe that specialcopy of The Notebook came in handy later that day after all

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