streamer!bf jeongin
song inspo. item by stray kids!! woo!!
a/n. this jeongin lives 24/7 in my mind ?! also this is the last july jam session piece of writing <\3 oh and thank u @l3visbby for helping me out w this one mwah ily!!
pronouns. not specified/gender neutral
foxI.Ny was a small steamer that started with minecraft videos and tutorials
but with time he blew up, people loving his personality, voice and handsome face ^_^
he’s known for playing with his other 7 friends online, being the youngest amongst them
chill streams r one of his favourites, just playing animal crossing and talking to his fans
or singing
but his fans noticed that sometimes his gaze would linger off in another direction or his smile would become heartwarmingly wide upon seeing something behind his screen
so they were like ‘meh, those r probably his friends, right? he mentioned he lives with someone’
but one day during a q&a session while he’s rambling about some of his future plans connected with vlogging, the fans see a glimpse of hand and someone putting down a bowl of fruit
jeongin smiles, has literal hearts in his eyes… and chat goes crazy bc!! what just happened!! is this his s/o?! he HAS AN S/O?!
and he’s like “umm yeah 😁”
it goes trending and he’s so :(
“y/n i’m so sorry… what do we do now…”
so you discuss it and just… settle on saying that he’s taken and if and when you feel like it, you’ll show up on the stream ^_^
but in the meantime you continue to give him some fruits or water while he’s steaming
the fans go insane once u place a soft kiss on his forehead and run away giggling
like, they already love u
when the day comes… oh boy…
you pop in, smiling shyly and waving; jeongin is just staring at you in awe (as usual) and chat goes crazy
this is your chat now.
you even go trending on twitter
and the people want you on the streams 🫵
what people want, jeongin shall give… and well, you liked it too
so often he goes streaming with you, different kinds of games or just q&ns
animal crossing, the sims, minecraft, league of legends, the witcher, genshin, valorant…. you name it
even cooking simulators
he just wants you to have fun
and his chat js so :((
he’s stealing kisses from you occasionally or just kissing your temple
“good job!” “you’ve got this!” “you did so good, im so proud baby!!”
you two are goals ngl
JEONGIN IS JEALOUS THO BC THE FANS KEEP EDITING YOU TOO
“guys… i beg… i know my partner is amazing but please…”
and you’re like “hehe >:)”
yeah… fans truly love u 🥹
other than that you always have some kind of matching; whether it’s clothes in game, keychains, pfps on social media
he can be a sweetheart while playing games with you like helping you out or fighting mobs if they’re bugging you
but if he’s feeling mischievous he will steal your crops or hit you lol 😭
but oh man if you’re having an open mic in valorant or csgo
he will get defensive if someone insults you,,, he won’t let it slide
lol but also he’s like
playing with the boys, yelling being loud
it takes one (1) text from you
“can u shut up ‼️‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥”
or “be a bit quiet please i’m studying :(“
for him to quiet down lmao
you often hang out in his chat as well
and he’s so :”) when he realises
but gets pouty when you start flirting with his fans literally in front of his eyes 😔
sometimes switches to emote only bc of that LMAOO
but sometimes you just type that u “miss his stupid face” while you’re at work
and everyone is like <\\3
he takes you to diff events n all, you’re often featured in his vlogs
basically you’re the fav couple of the internet bc u can just feel the love between you two 🥹
and everyone loves you, seriously
who knows, maybe you’ll open your own channel one day?
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Your Touch - Jeongin
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description: Jeongin was never a person for much body contact but when he suddenly starts to hug and cuddle you more, you find it strange. It's not like you don't like it but he is acting different and you want to know why.
pairing: Yang Jeongin x gnreader
genre: boyfriend Jeongin, relationship, skinship, hugging, cuddling, first kiss, talking, best friend Felix
word count: ~3,2k
Should you notice Trigger I didn't write down please tell me and I will add them.
You can find more of my stories under Stray Kids Masterlist
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You knew what you were getting into when you started dating Jeongin. You two were friends for years before he confessed to you. You still remember how nervous he had been the whole evening before he finally confessed his love to you.
Other people would have been disappointed to not get a kiss after the confession, but you knew Jeongin didn't like skinship much. He showed you his love in other ways and you were happy with that. Of course sometimes you longed for his touch, just wanted to hug him and never let him go again but you respected him and you didn't want to make him uncomfortable.
It was one of the days that rarely happened in the past few weeks. All eight men were gathered in Minhos, Felix, Seungmin and Jeongins dorm. They were all seated around in the living room, playing Mario Kart. You were quite lucky to be invited because in the end it was their time together.
You were sitting on the sofa next to Jeongin who was hyping Hyunjin up. With a soft smile you watched Jeongin. It was just so sweet that his eyes were sparkling and a big smile rested on his lips.
"Make some space, please", you heard Felix whisper and felt a hand that pressed softly against your knee. You budge up towards Jeongin a bit, now pressed against his side. For a second Jeongin stilled in his actions.
"I'm sorry", you whispered, smiling softly.
"It's okay", he returned and touched your hand for a moment, before he looked back at the tv. You let out a small sigh that only Felix seemed to notice. Without saying a word Felix opened his arms. With no hesitation you let yourself fall into his arms. Felix and you became friends very fast after Jeongin introduced you to the others after the group debuted. Back then still as his best friend. Felix was now one of your closest friends and it was quite normal to see you two cuddling. Also he was probably as cuddle and skinship addicted as you were.
While Felix was following the game you made yourself comfortable, one leg over his two and your head on his shoulder. You went through some social media platforms as you played mindlessly with your best friend's hair. Felix was all warm and made you sleepy. Was it egoistic to wish you could do that with Jeongin? Maybe. Sometimes you wished it would be different but then the next moment you were disappointed in yourself. You loved Jeongin so you respected his boundaries.
Once or twice you could feel a glance on you and Felix but you didn't think about it because it was so common for you and him to cuddle like this.
Later that night, when you were already sitting on Jeongins bed, reading a book, Jeongin came out of the bathroom and into his room silently. He was wearing an oversized hoodie and shorts. His hair was all fluffy. You nearly cooed seeing him like that. He looked all soft with his eyes half closed.
"Tired?", you asked with a soft smile on your lips. He just nodded and let himself fall on his bed next to him. For a moment you stopped reading and looked down at him. There was something in his eyes that you could pinpoint. Was it hesitation? "Love you", you then whispered, hoping that he might do what he wanted to do but was not sure of. He blinked at you slowly before his cheeks were getting all red. He lowered his glance but then laid down his head on your thighs. Carefully he grabbed your free hand and placed it on his hair. Surprised by his actions, you freezed for a second before you start to slowly stroke through his hair. Even though his hair was bleached, it felt all soft.
"Did you use a new product? Your hair feels so soft", you whispered.
"I stole Hyunjin-Hyungs shampoo but don't tell him", your boyfriend mumbled with half closed eyes and letting out a low sigh. He was very close to just falling asleep, you noticed. Carefully you placed the book you were reading down on the nightstand and slid down next to him.
As usual there was some space between you two. Slowly you closed the distance between you two, so slow that you could immediately stop, should Jeongin feel uncomfortable. But he didn't say anything. Instead he closed his eyes after a moment. This took you off-guard. What was he hoping for? A kiss on the lips? Since you two were in a relationship you waited for him to feel comfortable enough to give you a kiss on the lips. But you wouldn't just kiss him on the lips out of nowhere. What if it was a ìnterpretation mistake and he wasn't ready to kiss on the lips? So you did the only thing you could do and pressed your lips softly against his forehead.
"Sleep well", you whispered before you pulled back again.
"But I-", you heard Jeongin whisper but cut himself short.
"What is Innie?", you asked quietly, grabbing his hand softly.
"It's nothing", he stuttered, then he gave you a smile that looked more as forced.
"You know you can tell me everything and we can talk about it, right?"
"It's really nothing but thank you for remembering me", he whispered with a smile that now looked real at least. He kept your hand intertwined and had fallen asleep soon after. You on the other hand couldn't fall asleep right away. Softly you stroke one of his hair strands out of his face. He looked so relaxed and soft.
"I love you, Jeongin-ah", you whispered before you moved closer. Of course he didn't return anything but his body reacted to your warmth. His lips escaped a small sigh as he hid his head inside the crook of your neck.
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Weeks had passed since you were at the dorm the last time. The boys had really packed schedules and you only could see Jeongin a few times. But you texted as much as you could. Both you and him sometimes stayed up the whole night to just chat with each other. It made you feel all warm and loved.
You just got home after a long and exhausting day at work when you received a text from Jeongin.
Jeonginnie <3
Do you want to come to the set?
Jeonginnie <3
The filming will take longer than expected but I really want to see you today. I need you here…
Your heart started to melt and hurt at the same time as you read his text. You really missed him and it seemed as if he missed you just as much. So you immediately replied.
You
Of course I will come!
You
I'm on my way. Just send me the address.
Soon after, you sat in your car again and drove to the address Jeongin had sent you. You made a stop at a convenience store to buy some ice cream for the boys and the crew. The cashier looked surprised when you stopped in front of him with six big boxes of ice. Quickly you paid and drove the last few kilometres to where they were filming. You stopped a bit away and walked the last bit. Everything was cordoned off but not far away one of the managers assistants was waiting. When he saw you, he waved you towards him. With a soft smile you greeted him. You two started walking as he noticed the bags you were holding.
“May I help you?”, he asked politely, gesturing towards two of the three bags.
“Yes, thank you”, you smiled and gave him two bags.
“Oh Ice cream?” His eyes started to sparkle a bit.
“I bought some for everyone on set. I hope it's enough. There are also a few with less calories so even the boys can eat some”, you explained. Because even if you hated the whole dieting roles for the boys you didn't want them to feel bad for “cheating” on their diet.
“That's really thoughtful of you.”
When you two arrived, you placed the ice cream on a big table.
“I will go and inform the manager that you brought ice cream. We will probably make a short break so everyone can eat it before it melts.” You nodded and then looked around in a corner you could see Felix, Hyunjin and Minho sitting on the ground. As quiet as possible, you walked up to them signalling Minho to not react and then grabbed Felix's shoulders while making a loud sound. Felix flinched and Hyunjin nearly jumped. Minho started to laugh full heartedly and gave you a high five.
"And I'm calling that a best friend", Felix whined after he calmed down from his shock. Laughing, you let yourself fall down next to Felix.
"Don't act like you wouldn't do such a thing too if you had the chance."
"Touché."
"What are you even doing here? Don't get me wrong, it's nice to see you but still a surprise", Hyunjin asked.
"Innie asked me to visit and who would I be to deny his request", you explained with a wide smile on your lips.
"You are really a good partner to him", Minho muttered. With hot ear you chuckled.
"Well I hope so."
In silence you listened to the three talking about a new choreography they wanted to try as a loud "break" was shouted through a megaphone. Felix looked around confused.
"A break? Again?"
"I brought ice cream with me for everyone. Also some with less calories for everyone that has to be on a diet because I didn't want you to get in trouble."
"Thank god, you are the best. I haven't had ice cream in ages", Felix muttered already standing up. Hyunjin, Minho and you followed him slowly.
Standing next to the table where the ice cream was placed you looked for Jeongin. Suddenly you felt a warm body right next to you and seconds later two strong arms were wrapped around you.
"You really came." It was Jeongin. He was hugging you. He hugged you! Not the other way around.
"Of course I came", you answered with a shy smile on your face and looked towards him. Normally he would now back away but he stayed close to you.
"I missed you", he whispered into your ear and placed his head onto your shoulder after that. You could feel a lot of eyes on you. Not just crewmembers but also from the boys. It was not like your relationship was a secret but it happened rarely that Jeongin would show your relationship so openly to everyone. Still, it was not like you disliked him hugging you like this.
Slowly you started to hug him back, ready to let go as soon as he would stop hugging you, and let out a sigh.
"I missed you too."
"Do you want some ice cream too?", Chan asked next to you two.
"No thank you Hyung", Jeongin said.
"Are you alright?", you muttered after a while, because Jeongin was acting different. Something must have happened, you were sure. Now he backed away from you and stood in front of you with his head slightly down. His hands were busy with the shirt es was wearing.
"Everything is alright", he stated but he definitely didn't look alright to you but before you could ask him further the break ended.
In silence you watched them film for hours. In between really short breaks Jeongin gave you his jacket when you started to feel cold. Around 10:30 p.m. they stopped filming and a very tried looking Jeongin lumbered towards you. He stopped in front of you, reached after your arm. Again, you where more than surprised by his actions but you would lie if you said you didn't like it. Still it was unusual for Jeongin to act like this.
"Tired?", you asked and started to carry his cheek after some hesitation.
"Can I come with you to your flat?"
"Of course. I will get the car and you can say goodbye to everyone, what do you think?" A small smile appeared on Jeongins lips as he nodded. You waved everyone a quick goodbye and walked towards your car. Shortly after, Jeongin jumped into your car. And you two drove off.
"Thanks for coming", he whispered after a while and smiled at you.
"Of course, it was nice to see you in action again. You did really well." His laugh filled your car in seconds and out of the side of your eye you could see his ears getting all red. For a moment he looked down at his lap.
"Thanks." You could feel hin staring at you for a few minutes but unfortunately there were no red lights. Slowly, to not scare you it seemed, he lifted his arm and started to play with your hair just behind your ear. Suddenly you felt all warm and safe. But still you were surprised by his actions and also quite confused.
When you two arrived at your apartment complex you fastly got up to your apartment.
"Do you want something to eat?", you asked after you two got out of your shoes.
"I just want to go to your bed", he muttered, tugging at your shirt lightly. He was acting like a completely different person but still the same.
"Alright", you whispered and took his hand in yours. Together you got to your bedroom, changed into sleeping clothes.
Instead of keeping his normal distance while sleeping, he laid down directly next to you. You heard him take a deep breath before he laid one arm around your waist.
"Is everything okay, Innie?", you asked, wanting to know why his actions had changed so much. You could see the frown on his face.
"Why do you ask?" Did you imagine it, or was Jeongins voice shaking?
"Because you are asking so differently from usual and I'm concerned that something happened", you explained to him. He stared at you and then loosen his grip around your waist.
"So you are not liking it?" Immediately you shook your head.
"I didn't say that, Innie. I'm just concerned that something happened that made you think you need to act like that."
"Nothing had happened." It felt wrong.
"Are you sure?" You let out a sigh and closed your eyes for a second. "You know I don't want to force you to explain everything. Please remember that you can come to me and talk about everything."
"Seeing you and Felix giving each other hugs and cuddles made my heart hurt", he confessed after a short period of silence as he sat up. With big eyes you stared at him. "It has nothing to do with Felix. It's more about the hugs and the cuddles and everything around that." You followed him into a sitting position.
"And why?", you asked.
"Because I want to be the person to give you all of that." He tried to escape your glance but his ears gave him away. "And so I tried to be more touchy and give you what you want."
"Please get me wrong, I really liked being hugged by you and I loved what you did today but I don't want you to force yourself to do things. I want you to be happy."
"But I'm your partner! How can you stay when I can't even give you the love you deserve because I'm shy with skinship?"
"Okay stop there", you said, holding your hand up. "Did I say yes to this relationship just because of skinship? No I did not! I said yes because you are a wonderful person that can make me laugh. You take care of me the best you can, text with me through the night even if you have a packed schedule the next day. You always know what I need. Jeongin you are so much more than just a person I'm dating to get cuddles from."
"I'm sorry." You felt yourself softened, as you heard these words from him.
"There is no need to feel sorry, Innie."
"Do you know why I don't like skinship?", Jeongin started. He was playing with one of the cushions you had on your bed. "As soon as somebody touches me my skin is tingling. That's why I always avoided touch as much as I could." Finally he was looking up again. "I continued the avoiding tactic even in our relationship."
"But?" Jeongin cleared his throat.
"But I now noticed that its not as bad as I thought it would be. It's still tingling but it's not intensive and it even kinda feels good when we touch." Your heart started to beat faster at that confession.
"Does that mean you would continue hugging me or even cuddle with me?" Softly he nodded at that.
"I want to try that. I'm trusting you." Now you couldn't hold back your big smile.
"Thank you for trusting me", you whispered and pressed his hand. "From now on you are leading this. You know I'm very comfortable with skinship as long as it's not for sexual purposes." At that Jeongin nodded and then stared at you for a moment.
"Can I kiss you?"
"What?", you asked surprised and stared at the other with an open mouth.
"Can I kiss you?", he repeated but more shy then before.
"Yes, no I mean, I heard you well enough the first time. It just took me by surprise, that's all." You started to laugh and hid your face behind your hands.
"Is that a yes?" As soon as you nodded, you could feel Jeongins big hands pulling away your hands from your face. For a moment he just stared at you. "I never kissed someone", he then confessed with cheeks in the color of a raspberry.
"Me too", you answered honestly. When Jeongin then let out a relieved sigh you started to giggle. "Stop me, when you don't like it." Carefully you cupped his face with your hands. When he hand found your waist and pulled you closer you leaned in and kissed him. Neither of you knew if it was right what you did.
"Did you like it?", you asked when you two separated. Jeongin was breathing fast against your lips.
"I think- I think we need to try that one more time", he muttered, already leaning in which made you giggle against his lips.
"I like kissing you. It makes me feel safe", you whispered when you two broke the kiss.
"Do you want to kill me?", he started to whine.
"I'm sorry Innie. Don't die. I still haven't give you all my love." Abruptly Jeongin stood up.
"Alright that's enough. I'm going", he said while trying to hide his smile. With a laugh you grabbed his arm and stopped him.
"I'm sorry Innie." For a moment he acted like he was thinking about whether he should go or stay before he nearly jumped into your bed again. With a happy smile you moved closer to him.
"I love you Yang Jeongin, do you know that?" His hand found yours under the blanket.
"I love you too."
"Thanks for opening up to me."
"Thanks for being my safe place", he returned and gave you a squeeze. Just a few moments later both of you had fallen asleep.
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