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[thelostartofme]

I wrote down all the reasons I won’t go back to you

But when I’m craving something familiar the words hold no weight

They’re just meaningless symbols dirtying up the page

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[dreamsarelikedragonflies]

Questions, questions, questions!

So thanks to @janusthelonely for tagging me in this, I love answering stuff like this! 

Rules are: Answer the questions given to you and then write 10 questions of your own. Tag 10 people. 

Sounds simple, so let’s have a go!

1. If you were president what would be at the top of your agenda?                      But there’s so much! Eek! Why me! I think I’d have to go with equality for everyone, on all levels, and worldwide because that is the only way we’re going to get anywhere as humanity, by seeing each other as equals. 

2. What exotic animal would you most like to own?                                              Hmmmmm.... I like big cats... And I like wolves....and hmm....birds are cool...Yep, it’d have to be a black panther(R.A. Salvatore books in my head, if anyone understands)

3. Favorite classic poet?                                                                                       No don’t make me pick!!! Ahh! Robert Frost? Edgar Allan Poe? Charles Bukowski is definitely really great, and so is E.E. Cummings. 

4. Best movie you’ve seen lately?                                                                  Was it Wonder Woman? Was it Rent? Was it Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2? No one will ever know....

5. The world is about to end, you can only save three people. Who do you save?                                                                                                                    ...nobody so that no one feels left out? Is that okay?

6. What year do you wish you could have been born in?                                      Maybe sometime in the 60′s-70′s so I could be a hippie. No, maybe just any year without Trump as president. Maybe a year with world peace.

7. Least favorite food?                                                                                          Go to hell, brussel sprouts. 

8. Which fictional character do you wish you were?                                              Annabeth Chase, maybe? Yeah she’s pretty damn cool.

9. You’re at heaven’s entrance, you’re allowed in, but you have to confess your worse sin? What’s your confession?                                                                     I don’t know, I honestly haven’t been alive that long. Maybe it would be that I’ve wanted to take my life before, but is that even a sin anymore? And I am atheist, so I don’t really know quite how to answer.

10. Do you like/get along with your parents?                                                        I love my mom, she’s awesome. Dad...there’s more than a few issues. I’m not gonna say any more publicly. 

So now for my 10. Hmm... *consults boyfriend*

1. Five songs you really like((can be favorites or not, doesn’t matter)and why you like them, if you feel like it)? 

2. One word that you like and why?

3. If you could be any animal for one day, what would you be and what would you do? (mythical animals included)

4. Would you go into an image of your choosing, if you knew you couldn’t go back?

5. Favorite poem(or maybe 2 or 3 if you’re indecisive like me)?

6. One big life goal?

7. Do you have a significant other? If so, what are your honest thoughts about your relationship? If no, is there someone you like?

8. If you could change your life or your past, or even your future, what would you change?

9. If you could give an animal human intelligence, would you and if so, what animal? 

10. The story of one scar you have?

Okay, so credits to my boyfriend for 3, 4, and 9, with a little editing, but there’s your questions, message me with any questions you have about them. 

I nominate @popeofantipms @secret-ignis @blossomfully @sophialikestowrite @verylostpenguin @giulswrites @unfortunatelydestroyed @1-2-3-drogalizei @oxymoronicsoul @thelostartofme. I hope that was 10 people, and I hope to see some answers! Sorry to those I didn’t tag but wanted to :( you can reblog or message me and answer anyway if you want, I’ll read it! Have fun guys, can’t wait to read your responses! 

#ten questions #if you want #pleeeease #tagged

[thelostartofme]

Lost in the in between Where empathy meets anxiety Both end and begin An infinity of who I am

K. D.V. The Lost Art of Me

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[thelostartofme]

She was nothing I was looking for She was everything I didn’t know I was looking for She had nothing I wanted She had everything I didn’t know I wanted She was nothing And now She’s my everything

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[thelostartofme]

I love you… For everything you have been For everything you are For everything you will ever be

K. D.V.

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[thelostartofme]

Don’t try to love someone that has nothing to give, unless you are willing to give your everything. Don’t try to love someone that needs saving, unless you are prepared to patiently wait for them to save themselves. Don’t try to love someone that is broken, unless you are ready to hold all of their pieces until they’re ready to put themselves back together. Don’t try to love someone that is contemplating the end, unless you are fully aware you might lose them. Don’t try to love someone that will push you away, unless you are going to pull them back in. Don’t try to love someone, unless you know you are strong enough to. Don’t try to be someones hero, unless you are going to stay.

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[thelostartofme]

I'll do the same

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[thelostartofme]

To the men that have deceived us So that no one ever believed us To the men that twisted our bodies And made us into hobbies To the men that stole our spoken word So that no one ever heard To the men that sent us to hell Never to forget the smell We’ll bend We’ll break We’ll burn But one day we will learn That you can’t define us You can’t forever bind us We will not fall to our demise We will rise

K. D.V.

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[thelostartofme]

You can not be my everything For when we ignite fires in our chests And raise our voice so loud They go unheard I will be left with nothing But ashes for lungs And a mouthful of regret

K. D.V.

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[thelostartofme]

I aspire to inspire, Even if it's some. Whether you're numb, Or on the brink of being done. I've been there. I do care. You're not the only one. Do you fight? Do you flight? Does your chest feel tight? Do you sit there in the night Choking on your thoughts? Your brain clots. On repeat: Take a seat. You are dumb. Just be done. Admit defeat. Take a seat You are dumb. Just be done. Admit defeat. Take a seat. Going on endlessly. Rather be in endless sleep. I relate to you, But no matter what you do. Reach out Shout. Do what you need to, To make it through. Because like your past This too shall pass.

K. D.V.

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[thelostartofme]

When she touches my inner thigh K. D.V.

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[thelostartofme]

The world is filled with people wanting to be loved on their terms. Sadly they'll make you feel as though your love is too much or not enough. Truly it's self love they're in need of. K. D.V.

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[thelostartofme]

I understand it now, Your need to be alone. I bring a level of comfort, But I’ll never be your home.

K. D.V.

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[thelostartofme]

I chose you then … I choose you now … I’ll choose you then

K. D.V.

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[thelostartofme]

The fear filled little girl Stuck in a grown body Left alone to wander aimlessly in her mind Misunderstood in her own emotions Helpless to explain her display of meaning Where her strength lies she only sees weakness In her beauty she finds guilt Doubt is where she begins And the past is where she stays Years later and still no one made sure she was mended

K. D.V.

[thelostartofme]

If you mock my sensitivity, Are you deserving of my kindness? If you don't find beauty in the way pain has shaped me, Why are you still here? If you find fault in the way I dance through life, Who is it you're trying to make me be? If your conditional love is all you have to offer, Why the fuck am I still loving you? K. D.V.

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