#this is really what’s giving me serotonin

[lydiaas]

jiara: share a joint, out of focus and in the background me: this means they've been blissfully in love for 18 months and they live in a cute little shack close to the beach and the marina so kie can save turtles and jj can run his charters and in the evenings they surf and smoke and put pins on a map for the surf trip they're still planning

#i really lose my marbles over the smallest things it's actually impressive #jj x kie #outer banks #obx #obxedit #jiaraedit #jiara #outerbanksedit #jj x kiara #jj maybank #kiara carrera #jjmaybankedit #kiaracarreraedit #obx spoilers #jiarasource #this is ugly but you know what #I'm here for the serotonin this crumb gives me

[emedeme]

that BF stands for "boyfriend material" 😂

I completely fell through the One Piece rabbit hole and ofc I'm in love with these two. They make such a cute pairing and I appreciate every single moment they're on screen together, thank!

#one piece #one piece fanart #frobin #nico robin #franky #i can't believe i'm almost caught up with the anime what will i watch now there's NOTHING on tv #fanart #illustration #they really are my beloved they give me serotonin

[skitskatdacat63]

catie ur new icon is so pretty and golden and summery !!!!!!!!!!!! i love it <3

Aaahhhhh JD tysm!!! I love it so much, he's so pretty 🥺🥺

I was looking through old ROC pics, and I feel so obsessed with golden confetti Seb <3

LOOK AT IT STUCK TO HIM!!!! GOLDEN BOY!!

Speaking of PFPs, these other two from ROC were also in the running

I just needed to share them bcs I think he looks so pretty 🥺🥺🥺 It basically came down to blue seb vs golden seb, both equally pretty!!!

#it takes me like...hours of deliberation to pick a new pfp #(bcs i have so many pics i like!!) #so im really happy with this one #HES JUST SO PRETTYYYYYY AND GOLDENNNNNN #this is what i was talking about with ticker tape in my one txt post lmfao #the sparkly gold in the back is just sooooo pretty to me #ignore all the connotations of 'golden boy.' these pics are what everyone is referring to when they call Seb that #but aaahhhhh now my blog is golden and blue and im very happy with it :) #my pfp gives me so much serotonin like every time i glance at it im like AAAAHHHH GOLDEN SEB!!!! #catie.asks

[artist-rat]

guess what!! my homebrew d&d campaign has been running for about a year!! it’s the longest i’ve played and also the first one i’ve dm’ed <3 here's the player characters' current companion npcs: the first row travels with them during daytime, and the second one during the night, in visions (they appear to be cursed just like the pcs are) :-)

#dnd #d&d #dungeons and dragons #d&d homebrew #d&d campaign: heartland #oc: cian #oc: trindel #oc: althea #oc: maerd #oc: lorelei #oc: athe #listen i love them so much. they're all based on ancient ocs from 2010 #like. MY OLD FRIENDS. my old new friends!!! #the amount of serotonin running this campaign is giving me is unreal Y_Y #i haven't posted much about it on tumblr bc a lot of what i draw is spoilers and i dont want the players to see them obviously #so most of the stuff is on my patreon where i occasionally put all kinds of stuff :3 #. #wow i really haven't posted here in a while it feels so weird this summer has been really hectic #i hope i'll have more time to draw and post now that autumn my beloved is approaching <3<3 #i've missed long dark evenings spent just drawing!! come back to me my love

[starrierknight]

like/reblog ratio goes crazy. literally what

#hhhhhh okay before i get anyone in my imbox saying im acting entitled and selfish: #i know that I'm not “owed” interaction #i know that!!!! we all know that!!!! #but when you spend hours creating smth and you sit there nervously having just posted it #and the notes slowly trickle in #sometimes you just wonder why you even bother sharing it #now let me just say: i WRITE for MYSELF #i SHARE for OTHERS #i will never stop writing #but jesus fucking christ I'm collecting more reasons to stop sharing #what is it about hitting “reblog” that soany of you are afraid of? that someone will see and give a shit? this is TUMBLR #literally who gives a shit on TUMBLR #are you afraid that someone will (God forbid!) see that you have interests? hobbies? likes? #i don't know #i just can't believe that a large chunk of you really do so very little to support creators you enjoy #it costs zero money to reblog #but not reblogging may cost you that content you so enjoy #im gonna say it: as creators; we are motivated by interaction #that silly little serotonin boost we get from a comment or reblog is what motivates us to share #just wow #[ ❀ ] — reece's rambling #delete later

[ragdoll127-ffxiv]

"I'm not quite sure I understand the motion yet. Would one of you come show me how I'm supposed to stand?"

"You just... drop your shoulder a bit."

"Relax your hand."

"Focus the magic from your core, here."

"And keep your eye on the target, love."

R'alma lent her his favorite staff to help teach her about balance. It was icy, and grew cold to the touch, but their hands were warm on hers...

(So so so many shots but I couldn't help myself this is my favorite pose I've ever done and the details are just..... *chef's kiss*)

(Zala belongs to @nearlyjaye)

(Also a big huge thank you to bee for putting the image in my head!)

#ffxiv #gposers #ktisis pose #reshade #wolnpc #wolgraha #wol x wol #r'alma/g'raha #r'alha #Zala/G'raha #R'alma/G'raha/Zala #🔥💎💜 #black mage #giving black mage lessons to the newbie #they're very eager and hands-on teachers #these detail shots omg they've got me by the throat #doing this pose set gave me so much goddamn serotonin you guys have no idea #this was what I really needed to pull me out of the slump I've been in for the last few days #please your honor I just love them so much

[newwave-lesbian]

they really did just give me all of the dogshit mental illnesses, huh

#i mean what mental illness isn't dosghit #anyways the reason why my depression meds probably don't work is because i'm bipolar #that's what my therapist thinks anyways. and it makes sense considering the lil manic episodes i have #so um. that fucking sucks but it also explains everything so its fine really #like i really really want to do drugs actually #i mean i am just so sad and empty feeling #i'm working on art but nothing i'm making means anything #can i just get permission to do a shit ton of stimulants #i am sooooooo bored #i'm really trying to make myself feel better here but only with things that'll do it instantly #anyways i want to not smoke because i am running out of weed and money #but i'm gonna smoke delta 8 anyways rn because even after all this caffeine etc i feel nothing and i need something #honestly can i just pass away though. i am so pathetic #or can i actually become hypo manic again. because at least i felt something #anyways does anyone want to be friends with me even though i am severely mentally ill #or can someone give me some dopamine/serotonin. i feel like shit #vent

[helennorvilles]

its just me and my 1800 word document of dale's haunted fic imaginings against the world

#i crack open the document and it gives me the necessary serotonin and then i write nothing. as is my right. #i really wanna write it right so i haven't started it properly but i continue to chew on the ideas and collate things as they occur to me #like i haven't got my plot yet tho. like. i do. but i don't. #i need to decide on some of my own interpretations first before i get there fully. bc it's all a metaphor. a metaphor for what? yeah. #my post tag

[daincrediblegg]

they gave him. a new meat sack flesh prison

#math girl give him new dick we are IN BUSINESS #I'm so fucking obsessed with this fucking season it's unreal #every episode is a new hari seldon babygirlification moment and they just keep COMING #and now we have a renegade dude that hari wants to see and a couple military gays??? WHAT MORE COULD I HAVE ASKED FOR #foundation #spoilers #really. having the fucking time of my life every week cured of every ill #god bless jared harris for all the serotonin he gives me

[galaxxies18]

「Amidst the Clearing in the Rain」 - Rindou

Ignite A Noise who? Don't know her-

After a whole year of playing I finally have Rindou's initial 5* fully bloomed :D

pt. 1

Rindou Are you headed home? It suddenly started raining, so please be careful. Do you have an umbrella? I can lend you an umbrella if you’d like. MC Wouldn’t it be troubling for Rindou-san? Rindou I’m fine. My house is nearby, so it’s easy to run. More importantly, I’m more concerned about you catching a cold. MC I’ll be sure to be careful. Thank you. Rindou Ah, I’m sorry. I feel like I’ve intruded too much. My family has always been prone to catching colds. I’m sorry. Please, just be careful. MC Then, shouldn’t Rindou-san be careful as well? Rindou I’ve always been quite healthy, so I’ll be fine. Besides, I don’t dislike the rain. You could say I like looking at it. It feels like everything is being washed away. Though it is a bit silly to let your emotions be swayed by the weather like this... I feel like the truth is very close to this, surprisingly. You can’t go against nature. Ah, I’m sorry. I got in your way. If my umbrella is alright with you, it’s in Unei’s office. If you ever need it, please just take it. Well then, please take care. See you tomorrow.

pt. 2

Rindou When it rained yesterday, were you alright? It suddenly stopped as I was about to head home. However, when I left the store, it started pouring again. It caught me a bit off guard. I ran as fast as I could because my house was just nearby, but when I arrived my clothes were soaked heavily. MC Are you alright? Rindou I’m alright. I’m a very healthy person. (coughs) MC ...You’re not okay. Rindou I’m alright.

MC Please don’t overdo it. Rindou Fufu, this is quite refreshing. In Starless, you’re responsible for your own physical condition. Because we fulfil a variety of roles, even an understudy needs t be able to stand on their own. If you're unable to stand on the change, they'll change the starting line up without hesitation. So, I don’t have time to get sick. (coughs) MC Rindou-san...? Rindou I think it’s a bit dusty in here. I’ll be sure to clean up later. (dancing) ….Huh, where did I leave my water bottle? MC Ah, isn’t it this here? Here you go. Rindou Thank you very much. I’ll go grab it. Ah, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hold on to your hand. MC Your fingers were very warm. Do you perhaps have a fever? Rindou (angry) I don’t. I’m fine. Rindou (calms down) ...I’ve caused you to worry. I’m sorry, but I really am alright. I will return to the lesson. Please watch over me if you’d like. MC ...You’re alright, huh.

pt. 3

Rindou (looking around) It...It should be around here somewhere.... MC Rindou-san? Are you reall okay? You've looked pale even before you went to take a break... Rindou (shocked) ...Ah, apologies, you caught me off guard. It seems I've scared you as well. I've been looking for something, but it looks like I'll just have to ask Un'ei later. I'll go back to my lessons. You should also- (collapses) MC Rindou-san!? Are you okay? Rindou Sorry...I'm just a bit... MC You have a fever, don't you? Please take a seat and relax. Rindou Un'ei-kun should have cold medicine, so I thought of looking just for that... MC I'll look for you. Please just sit down. Rindou I'm sorry, I'm troubling you again... I'm always so helpless... MC Hm? Rindou It's nothing. (MC hands over the cold medicine to Rindou) Rindou I'm sorry to bother you, but the cold medicine really helps. I'm grateful to Un'ei-kun for having a medicine box ready. ...Break time is almost over. I was just in time. MC This doesn't work immediately, though? So why don't you just rest for the day? Rindou It's alright. Sitting down made me feel a little better. I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused you. And one more thing...can you please keep this a secret from the others? MC But... Rindou If I'm not in my best, I will be disqualified from being out top. I don't want anyone else to know about this. MC D-disqualified... Rindou I won't forgive myself if that were to happen. I don't want to be taken away from the stage. ...Hah, it looks like it'll rain heavily tonight as well. MC (Rindou-san...)

pt. 4

(backstage, a rearrangement of Niji no Kanata E plays in the bg) Rindou Welcome, MC-san. I'm glad you could make it to the show. MC Uh, are you alright now? Rindou Fufu, I'm alright now. There's no need to worry. The cold is our little secret, okay? MC Please just don't overowrk yourself, okay? Rindou That's right...I don't want to show you such an unsightly view. MC That's not what I meant... Rindou I should really be careful, because I don't want you to be so worried over me. It's embarassing to be seen so weak like that... But, it made me a bit happy. Thank you so much for worrying for me so unconditionally. If you ever got a cold, I should be the first one to know. I'm sure you'll be worried over it, but please let me take care of you as well. MC I hope it doesn't ever get to that. Rindou Speaking of rain, are you alright? It rained a bit a while ago in the morning. MC I was fine. Did Rindou-san get drenched this time? Rindou I had an umbrella with me today, but before I knew it, the rain stopped, and suddenly... Between the buildings, I was able to see a rainbow. It had been a while since I last saw one, so I was really happy to see it. I wish you were there. I wanted the two of us to see it together. I wonder what you would have said at that moment. I really can't hate the rain. The atmosphere during it is so nice. It feels like everything will be washed away as well. It's not good to be so easily swayed by the weather, despite having rain or not... But, if I'm able to see such a beautiful rainbow at the end, then I'll be happy. Like being able to see you smile. You're going to watch the show, aren't you? Please, I want you to keep your eyes on me. Please, only look at me, okay?

#pspsps @ the paradise lost 5* make a comeback i want you so bad- #i hate that this song made me think back to Nostalgic Rainfall (Honeyworks) I love that song so much this feels like a personal attack- #someone stop rindou before I ksamlfdanslfda- #THIS REALLY IS JUST NOSTALGIC RAINFALL I HATE YOUUUUU #iM COMBUSTING WHAT IS THIS ENDING CHAPTER I-JWDNJLSNLAS #***SHAKES HIM VIOLENTLY*** DONT GIVE ME SEROTONIN HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME FEEL SOMETHING???? #AND THE NIJI NO KANATA E THAT PLAYS IN THE BACKGROUND WHILE YOU'RE READING THIS- #BITES INTO HIS SHOES #DONT DO THIS???? #actually thank god I dont the ParaLost card im already losing my mind just from this wtfffffff #insert that picure of that dog biting into the bed #can I get a refund on the $5 I spent to get him during the greenday banner I didnt ask for this- #AND LIKE THE FACT THAT HE WAS ONE OF MY FIRST 5* AND HIS FINAL COPY CAME HOME DURING THE AGF FREE PULLS ASFFSDSDSAFS #bro reading that last part fits so well with Nostalgic Rainfall's last lyics :')))))) #“I finally understood what love is after the downpour.” #“I'm no longer lost. I don't need an umbrella anymore.” #Head full head full head so full- #bites into my fist until I bleed and die #anyway I didnt have a mental breakdown in the tags you dont see that dont loo at that- :')))))) #look* #; galaxxi's translations. #bsts #bsts rindou #blackstar: theater starless #blackstar theatre starless

[thereblob]

Rewatching Yuri on Ice and wishing we could get the series with today's Mappa production values.

#they were giving their best with what they had #but some of those skates look really wonky #also Victor is so bad at coaching #bless him #this series still gives me free serotonin somehow #yoi

[oneknightlight]

TW for skin picking

I think I finally found a way to healthily combat my anxious skin picking problem.

I found these star-shaped, hydrocolloid and salicylic acid medicated acne patches. They look like star stickers, but are actually like, zit bandaids. Everytime I get the urge to pick at my skin compulsively I put a star patch on the acne that’s bothering me and it’s working.

#TW skin picking #TW #I’ve tried like. addiction recovery apps #having something to fidget with #educational videos #listening to therapists online #nothing worked #this however #LMFAOOOO #is working #I think honestly it’s because it’s a really quick thing I can do to like. exterminate the impulse #because what I do is I lean in the mirror and I start looking for acne to rip at #so I can still go look but instead of actually picking #I just put a patch over the one I discover #it satisfies that impulse to get rid of the acne but without harming my skin #and I think the whole colorful stars thing gives me some amount of serotonin #Walt talks #rambling #I think trying to quit a habit cold-Turkey is too hard but I didn’t know what would be like #transitional #for this specific bad habit #and it finally occurred to me #‘oh! patches’ #ALSO the happiness I get from having little stars all over my face in unmatched #and I think it positively reinforces breaking the bad habit

[wayward-sherlock]

my new byler fic has been out for a day and it already has over 1000 hits and five comments (which is a lot for me)

does this mean im popular is this what it feels like to be king

#3️⃣ #💛💙 #ao3 #byler fanfic #byler #seriously tho like what #thanks everyone who’s read it :) #and left a comment #or kudos #they give me so much serotonin #i really appreciate all of you #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler #mike wheeler i know what you are #el hopper

[skittlewaffle]

HELLLLLLL yeahhhhh 😎

#so guys . question #how am I to explain this to my parents when they see a crazy lookin robot clown on my bed #for my health? well technically yes because they give me SO MUCH SEROTONIN and I always imagine snuggling with them when I go to bed anyways #they are​ my COMFORT CHARACTERS .. my blorbos 🤲 but i’m not sure to what extent they understand that #hell they’re so uncultured idek if they know there there even is a such thing as characters on a body pillow cover 😭 #what if they think it’s somethin sus like . that convo would make me so uncomforble #my inner thoughts are my inner thoughts i don’t want my PARENTS to know that I simp for a couple a CLOWNS !!!! #.. god they are gonna question me so hard 😩 #when I tell them they’re my comfort characters with whom I must snuggle .. they’ll just look at the pillow . and back at me . and be like #‘them ????? really????????’ #GROANS #k rambles #sundrop #moondrop #daycare attendant #f/o #fnaf security breach #fnaf

[seokmattchuus]

I'm finding it hard to believe only one G team won. Especially the team the G center was in 🙄

#dumb fuck ted talk #mnet really be mnet-ing #maybe I'm just a biased bitch but the g teams were better? #like?? #lmr g team was ROBBED #yeah #k team had hui and habin but you're really gonna look me in my face and tell me g team wasn't a serotonin factory for about three minutes #they literally looked like a debut group who had a comeback !!!! they enjoyed the stage !!!! they were better !!!! what the fuck !!!!!!!!! #they deserved the win #and don't get me started on the others #hot sauce??? ROBBED and all because of some abs #LIKE #C'M O N MAN #hot sauce did not need abs #if you felt threatened you could have just said that #both danger teams were not it but g group did a better job at looking like they had it together #both nice teams were in a danger kinda position. both teams were fighting for their lives but g team played it off well #burn it up is valid. i will give them that #i feel like back door also won bc of abs because there were popular trainees in g team that suddenly had no votes #and mnet's really tryna say the only winning worthy g team was ktl??? that just so happened to have hao and matthew ??? #the token g group boys that mnet is pushing right now ??? #i'm not saying all g teams deserved to win but to loose that badly is just so. offputting #i'd say lmr and danger mostly deserved wins #maybe even nice #but seeing just one g team and it be THAT team just makes it seem so off #idk #ignore my rant i'm just sad #boys planet #daily shit talking

[crescentdolts]

i think my biggest goal of 2023 is to start taking testosterone as early as possible. i know it'll make me very happy since years ago i was too scared to start. now i really want to do it and it's something i've been thinking about for years

#personal #testosterone #non-binary #transgender #transmasc #it's crazy to think of myself on T #but having a deeper voice will definitely give me so much serotonin #imagining a beard #this is what i really want