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BEING GIYU’S CHILD AND HOW YOU INTERACT AND GET ALONG WITH THE OTHER HASHIRAS

➪ characters : giyu tomioka, kyojuro rengoku, tengen uzui, shinobu kocho, muichiro tokito, mitsuri kanroji, obanai iguro, sanemi shinazugawa, gyomei himejima

➪ warnings : mention of death

➪ other notes : honestly, idk if some of these characters are ooc but i tried my best

Giyu Tomioka :

- giyu never really imagined himself with a kid

- he was always too busy, nor was he mentally prepared to care for a tiny human

- but nevertheless, here you are

- the first time he ever saw you was when he beheaded a demon that was terrorizing families

- he heard weeps and crying that didn’t stop, somebody was alive and then he saw 4-year-old you sobbing not realizing what happened

- he stared at you in disbelief and a bit disgusted at your snotty crying face

- he was wondering what to do, would he leave you in a home for children?

- thoughts raced through his mind but he noticed you gripping his uniform and holding out your arms, wanting him to lift you up

- he hesitantly did, stiffly carrying you in his arms and you stopped crying softly sniffling from your recent breakdown

- maybe having a kid isn’t too bad he thought to himself as he walked back to his estate

- as much as he tried to hide you, master ubuyashiki noticed almost right away

- he called in giyuu to talk to him and that’s when giyuu told his master, ubayashiki was okay with him keeping you just as long as you don’t get into any fights with demons

- even then, giyuu hid you for another year, and once you turned six, he couldn’t keep you a secret anymore

- giyu tried his best to be a good dad and be there for you, you were the complete opposite from him

- you were bubbly and cheery and very talkative

- he liked that you were more extroverted than he ever was but if he wanted you to stay like this, you needed social interaction

- so he brought you to a meeting the master set up, the hashiras were utterly shocked as they saw a small child holding giyu’s hand walking confidently

- even gyomei sensed a way younger and smaller presence than anyone there

- giyu lightly pushed you in front of him, waiting for you to introduce yourself like both of you recently practiced

- “good morning! my name is y/n and he’s my dad,” you pointed to giyu. “i hope we can all be friends,” you confidently said, chest puffed out with your hands on your hips

- rengoku smiled happily, tengen gave a toothy grin, shinobu’s eyes widened before giving you a small smile, muichiro had the same blank expression, mitsuri smiled sweetly at you, obanai looked perplexed, sanemi scowled, and gyomei clasped his hands together crying

Kyojuro Rengoku :

- you get along very well with him from the start

- he thinks it’s very interesting how giyu is your dad and yet you’re the opposite from his personality

- mentioning personalities, your personality resembles rengoku’s quite well

- he has a younger brother so he knows quite a lot about children

- his bright red and orange hair immediately caught your attention and he was the first hashira you talked to

- “rengoku-dono is your hair color natural?” you look up at him staring at the fire hashira

- “yes! i inherited it from my father,” he told you

- if you bring him any food at all, expect him to yell out “delicious”

- if he ever goes to see his brother, he’ll definitely take you with him so you can get along with younger people

- because rengoku tries to talk to giyu often, he’ll trust rengoku with you

- if you’re interested in fighting, he’ll start teaching you with a wooden sword

- on his free time with you, he’ll go buy bento boxes with you in which he yells “delicious” after every bite

- this eventually leads to you yelling out “delicious” whenever you eat

- giyu even got scared the first time you screamed out “delicious” after taking a bite out of your food

- if you do something that you weren’t supposed to do, he would give you some constructive criticism

- he’s one of the best role models, making you admire him very much

- “rengoku-dono, my dad told me that you talk to him a lot, is that true?”

- “yes that is very true, you should try to encourage him to talk more, he’s a clever man,”

- i think the way he shows you physical affection is by putting a hand on your shoulder

- it’s a small gesture, but it’s reassuring

- overall interaction experience with him would be a 10/10

- he’s never mean to you, instead he tries to build your character, he genuinely cares for your well-being, he’s an amazing person

Tengen Uzui :

- he will tease you to no end

- chances of you getting along with him are low at first but they slowly increase over time

- you’re impressed by all precious jewelry he has on his body

- so you decide to go up to him, curiously looking at him

- “sir why are you shiny?” you ask him

- he looks down on you mockingly and says “i’m a flamboyant man”

- he will get on your nerves, then proceeds to call you un-flashy when you get annoyed

- even then he’ll try his best to make you flamboyant, considering you’re nothing like your dad, it gives you more of a chance to be a flashy and eccentric person

- if you ever meet his wives, they’ll go into mom mode, well that is if suma isn’t crying

- you probably like his wives more than you like him

- but on a more serious note, tengen would definitely tell you to always express yourself

- and as much as he annoys you, he does actually care about you

- he wants you to be free like a bird

- if there’s time, he would take his wives and you to eat under sakura trees

- when you’re with giyu you often call things flashy or un-flashy, your dad could be mentioning something and you’d go “papa that’s not flashy at all”

- cue giyu looking at you confused

- “tengen-dono, how come you always tell me to express myself and be flashy,” you curiously ask him as hina brushes your hair

- “let me tell you something kid, being plain is boring and living a boring life isn’t worth it, until you live an eccentric one first,” he smiles

- his way to show physical affection is to slap you on the back

- when you start crying because of that he panics, forgetting that you’re literally six

- overall interaction experience with him would be a 7.5/10

- after getting used to his teasing, being with him isn’t bad, plus his wives make up for any misfortune that happens

Shinobu Kocho :

- naturally you want to hang out with her

- after all, she’s the hashira your dad gets the most along with

- so one day when’s she about to enter her estate, you call after her, “ms. kocho, is it true you can kill demons without decapitating them?”

- “yes thats true, did your father tell you?” she asks smiling politely

- “um no, rengoku-dono told me but i think it’s amazing how you’re so smart,” you boast and compliment the young woman

- if you’re interested in medicine, she would let you watch her make some after having you wear safety gear of course

- she would educate you a lot about everything, not wanting you to grow up stupid

- she would also be very protective of you, especially because giyu confides in her with you

- you are more than welcome to the butterfly estate if your dad is on a mission or if you just want to hang out with aoi or the other girls

- when she has free time with you, she looks at butterflies with you, she feels genuine happiness when you look at the delicate creatures in admiration

- she also gives you a butterfly clip and you boast about it when telling your dad

- “dada look! ms. kocho gave me a clip,” giyu just stares at you as you happily rant

- she knows how to take care of kids especially after taking care of kanao when she was a little

- sometimes you’ll even ask her about your dad since she seems the closest to giyu

- “shinobu-dono, what do you think of my dad,”

- “he’s a very quiet and reserved man, in fact i didn’t actually believe you were his child when i first saw you,” she gave you her classic smile.

- her way of showing physical affection is my booping you on your nose

- though she prefers to show other types of affection, booping you on your nose seems like the easiest way to show you appreciation

- overall interaction experience with her would be a 10/10

- she knows what to do around her and you give her really good company, she’s like an aunt

Muichiro Tokito :

- he’s probably the one you least talk with

- when giyu first told you he was only 14 you were happy because you thought you could be with him since he was the closest in age

- but you forgot that your dad said that the young boy barely talks to anyone

- so you went up to him “are you muichiro-dono?” you asked and he blankly stared at you before blinking and walking away

- being the persistent child that you were, you followed him around everywhere

- he honestly didn’t care or mind if you were with him or not

- if he could describe you, he would say you were a shiba dog

- because even though you were adorable, you follow him around

- but he slowly starts getting used to you

- if you followed him around for enough time, he would sit on benches and look at nature and his surroundings with you

- as quiet as he can be, you can tell he’s not annoyed at you well you hoped he wasn’t

- if you spend any free time with him, he would sit in a flower of fields with you

- sometimes he would talk about things you had no idea about

- there was one time where a meeting was about to take place and he saw you hugging your dad’s leg when muichiro saw you

- he then said “the shiba dog to the decorative ornament,” you were confused by his statement but smiled at him nevertheless

- afterwards you asked him what he meant and he pointed at you simply saying “shiba dog”

- back with giyu you told him he was a decorative ornament and he looked perplexed

- his form of physical affection if he shows any would probably be holding hands

- the few times he holds your hand, he feels appreciated, knowing that you voluntarily follow him around to hang out with him

- overall interaction experience with him would be a 8/10

- if you want to be around a quiet aura, muichiro is your person, he enjoys a bit of company even if he doesn’t show it

Mitsuri Kanroji :

- right off the bat, she absolutely adores you

- she thinks you’re so cute and she’s extremely happy when you go up to her

- “um excuse me, i love your hair color, mitsuri-dono” you told the blushing girl

- “thank you so much! you’re such a sweetheart,” she cheerfully says

- she definitely goes up to you more often, wanting you to hang out with her

- she loves how sweet and bubbly you are

- she will congratulate you a lot for your successes and will tell you she’s proud

- 100% mom energy

- despite giyu thinking she shows too much skin, he doesn’t mind her due to the fact that she tries to chat with him every time they meet

- she talks to you often and you often just stare at her a bit confused because of her rambling

- despite that, she appreciates having someone who will listen to her

- often, obanai will be around her, evidently making you hang out with him

- he minds you but won’t say anything because of mitsuri, he loves her after all

- on her free time, she will teach you how to play menko and despite you barely understanding it, she’ll teach you for as long as she has to for you to grasp some understanding of it

- you eye down your dad, “yes y/n?” he asks sensing your stare and you pull out some cards

- “fight me papa,” you say ready to play some menko, he sighs but slightly smiles

- bonus : he somehow lost

- her way of showing physical affection is by hugging you, she wants you to feel loved no matter what

- she’ll give you bear hugs especially if you’re sad or crying

- overall interaction experience with her would be a 9/10

- she shows you some mom love and affection but obanai can sometimes stare you down

Obanai Iguro :

- he immediately dislikes you when he first sees you

- you were giyu’s child, and he hates giyu

- but being the confident kid you were, you came up to him because of his snake

- “mr iguro, i like your snake,” you said looking at kaburamaru

- obanai’s eyes stared at you and said “mmm, he’ll bite you if you’re not careful,” wanting to scare you

- you weren’t threatened by this, which surprised him a bit

- you remembered that your father said that obanai was a harsh person

- when you follow him around, he often gets annoyed at you, he doesn’t like children

- even then, he starts to realize that you’re way more sociable and sweet than giyu

- he still often berates you unfortunately

- you get mad at him a lot, not backing down when he insults you, mixing gasoline with more fire was never good

- giyu probably tries his best to keep you away from obanai, not wanting to cause problems

- but if by some miracle, obanai has a good day like mitsuri giving him attention, he’ll be sort of nice to you

- he sees you walking by when he decides to call you over with you scowling at him

- “hey idiot, want to touch kaburamaru?” he asks you and your eyes beam up at him

- after this encounter, he ends up tolerating you

- if he ever spends any time with you, he’ll let you pet kaburamaru, thats the closest you’ll get to him

- you tell your dad that snake skin feels very cold and he’s shocked as he realizes that obanai let you touch kaburamaru

- the way obanai shows physical “affection” is by poking you, he mocks you by the way you jump back

- overall interaction experience with him would be a 3/10

- he tolerates you but he’ll always be mean to you, but he lets you be with kaburamaru

Sanemi Shinaguzawa :

- oh boy, get ready to fight this man

- he already hates your dad, so why wouldn’t he hate you

- but nevertheless, you go up to him

- “sanemi-dono, i really like your sword,”

- he smiles crookedly looking down at you, deciding whether or not to insult you

- if you follow him around, get ready for him to blow up on you accusing you of stalking him

- his favorite words to use on you are idiot, stupid, brat, and dumbass

- you were very confident in telling him off, telling him that he has no reason to be mean to you just because you’re giyu’s child

- this actually makes him start to tolerate you

- if he likes you enough, he’ll teach you to fight but like obanai, he’ll insult you to no end

- you’re very smart for being really young and he kind of sees himself in you which is the one of the main factors of why he tolerates you

- genya wouldn’t talk to you, feeling jealous of how his own brother gave you more attention and guidance than sanemi gave him

- when sanemi is training you, he’ll call you names in order to get you more mad

- “you stupid brat! move faster and try harder if you don’t want to be hit,” he yelled at you

- “shut up! i’m trying my best!”

- one day giyu saw you in the back of his estate hitting a hay man with a wooden sword and you were silently insulting it

- he notices that you’re using sanemi’s strategies and decides to ask you, “have you been training with sanemi?” you nod before saying “this hay man is sanemi and i am fighting him,” giyu sweat dropped

- if sanemi spends his free time with you, he shows you his rhinoceros beetle, then tries to fight you afterwards

- the way he shows physical affection is by flicking your forehead

- he knows he can’t hurt you too much but a flick not only hurts but it makes you annoyed

- overall interaction experience with him would be a 5/10

- he insults you and pisses you off but he also helps you get physically prepared, good luck being his mini subordinate

Gyomei Himejima :

- you knew your papa respected him the most so you immediately respected the strong man

- when you first saw him you were amazed by his physical and hashira status despite him being blind

- you came up to him, “how are you so strong even though you can’t see?” he clasped his hands together

- “i’ve trained my body to the maximum capacity” he tells you

- he always knows you’re around him when he hears a lot of movement

- when you follow him, he will ask you if you want to hear a story

- he’s used to being around kids so he has knowledge about them

- he always tells you to value your life and protect those around you

- he always gives you advice and appreciates when you seek out for help with him

- he also tells you some secrets within the hashira community

- he gossips with you because he knows you won’t say much besides be shocked

- this gentle giant is your second father figure

- being the strongest hashira means that he’ll help you work out

- giyu trusts you with gyomei since he knows the stone hashira wouldn’t cause any harm

- eventually, you get the habit of constantly clasping your hands together

- you are now a small gyomei, wise to what your brain can handle and calm like a boulder

- gyomei spends his free time by telling you stories of his past and how he turned out to be a demon slayer

- his way of showing physical affection is to pat you on the head

- despite the small gesture, his big hands lightly pat you on the head, truly showing his gentleness with you

- overall interaction experience with him would be a 10/10

- you really like hanging out with him, he’s never made you mad and not only does he respect you but he also trusts you

#written by terra #sincerely terra #engraved with tenderness #yandere demon slayer x reader #platonic demon slayer #giyu tomioka x reader #kyojuro rengoku x reader #tengen uzui x reader #shinobu kocho x reader #muichiro tokito x reader #mitsuri kanroji x reader #obanai iguro x reader #sanemi shinaguzawa x reader #gyomei himejima x reader #this took so long to make omg

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bucks-babe · 24 days

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I’ve been here before lol. I just had to let you know, your virgin Bucky stories live rent free in my head. I hope one day to see him become… not a virgin 👀 if you feel like writing it of course ❤️

Pairing: Virgin!Bucky x f!reader

Warnings: fluff, smut, loss of virginity, slightly sub Bucky, soft!dom reader, riding, multiple orgasms (both), overstimulation, fingering, p in v, unprotected sex (Don’t do that), copious amounts of cum, like so much, Bucky has a big dick, cumming untouched, cumming in boxers, ball riding (I know, there’s something wrong with me), crying during sex (Bucky this time, not reader lol), crying after sex, aftercare, Bucky is so sweet, taking care of Bucky, washing Bucky’s hair (This is a warning), my limited ass vocabulary (It’s a warning), actual brain rot, no use of Y/N, check tags at the bottom

Word Count: 3.6k

A/N: This has been in the works for so long but I took so damn long to finish it. I would have never guessed that so many of yall would be so invested in this story and Bucky’s journey. This is not the last you will see of these two, don’t worry. I think we should give them each a nickname. Leave a comment on what each of their names should be. Legit just had them call each other baby this entire fic. If I end up giving them nicknames, I’ll go back and put them in for all their stories. Anyway, enjoy!

As you slowly open your eyes, feeling the warmth and comfort of Bucky's embrace, a sense of safety washes over you. His strong arms are wrapped tightly around you. As you turn to face him, you see that Bucky is already awake, his deep blue eyes gazing at you with adoration and love. You can feel the rhythm of his breathing, steady and soothing against your skin. In this moment, nothing else matters except for the love and contentment you feel in each other's arms

"Good morning," he whispers, his voice husky with sleep. The sunlight filters through the window, casting a gentle glow upon his face, accentuating the lines of worry etched there.

With a small smile, you shift closer to him, reveling in the intimacy of the moment. "Good morning," you reply softly, tracing circles on his chest.

Bucky's fingers instinctively tighten around you, as if afraid to let go. "Last night... I didn't mean to let go like that" he admits shyly, his cheeks flushing a rosy hue. "I didn't know I was into that." Bucky felt embarrassed, not being used to letting go and having someone else take care of him. It was such a foreign feeling, yet he loved it, being able to trust someone completely, trusting you more than he does himself. Your heart swells at his vulnerability.

"Oh Bucky, it's okay. I liked it, I liked taking care of you. There's nothing to be ashamed about."

Bucky's eyes soften, relief flooding his features as he takes in your words. "You liked it?" he asks, his voice tinged with both surprise and hope.

A gentle nod escapes you, your fingers continuing their soothing motion on his chest. "Yes, Bucky. I enjoyed every moment of it," you reassure him, your voice filled with sincerity.

He exhales a breath he didn't realize he was holding, a weight lifting off his shoulders. "I've never let myself be vulnerable like that before," he admits, his voice barely above a whisper. "I'm scared of losing control."

A tender smile graces your lips as you cup his cheek, caressing it with your thumb. "Bucky, being vulnerable doesn't mean losing control. It means trusting someone enough to let them in, to share yourself completely." Your words carry the weight of understanding and acceptance.

He gazes at you, his blue eyes reflecting a mixture of desire and hesitation. "I don't want to disappoint you, you know? You've been with experienced men before who knew how to pleasure you. I'm not sure if I can do the same for you." The poor thing was terrified of letting you down. He loves you so much, but what if he can’t please you? Would you leave him for someone better? How many people would even want to be with a man who knows almost nothing about pleasing a woman?

Your hand reaches out to cup Bucky's cheek, your thumb brushing across his rough stubble. His skin is warm and soft under your touch. As you sit up, your hand still resting on Bucky's chest, feeling the faster beat of his heart under your palm. His skin is warm and smooth against your fingertips, a reassuring and comforting touch.

"Last night you gave me the most intense orgasm I've ever experienced with a man. Those other men? They think that one trick that worked on one woman will work on every woman. But you, my love? You listened to me and my body, which is more than most men can say."

Your voice softens as you look into Bucky's eyes, seeing the raw emotion and vulnerability that lies within them. "Bucky, I don't want to give you the impression that you're not enough. You were amazing last night, and I’m glad that you trust me enough to share that part of yourself."

His eyes soften, a look of gratitude and relief washing over him. He leans in to kiss your forehead, his hand brushing against your cheek, his thumb tracing the outline of your lips. "Thank you," he whispers, the words feeling like a heavy weight finally lifting off his shoulders. He takes a deep breath, and you can see a newfound confidence and determination in his eyes. "I want to learn, to be better for you. To make you feel the way you felt last night, every time."

A smile tug at the corner of your lips as you lean in to kiss him gently. "I believe in you, Bucky. And I know that you'll learn and grow, just like you did last night. And I’ll be right there to show you how." With a reassuring nod, Bucky pulls you into a deep and passionate kiss, his hands cradling your face. The warmth of his touch sends a shiver down your spine.

Slowly, he pulls away from the kiss, leaving behind a trail of electric energy on your lips. "I want to make love to you today," he whispers. "I want to give you everything I have, and show you just how much I care." Your heart swells with love for the man who would give you anything.

“Are you sure, Bucky? We don’t have to do anything that you don’t feel comfortable doing. I’m perfectly fine waiting for you, however long it takes.” You cup his face, staring into his eyes, seeing determination yet anxiety in his eyes. He wants to do this, have you be his first and only, he’s sure of it.

“Yes. I want more, I want everything with you. Last night, making you feel good, it sparked something in me. I want to do it again. Fuck, you looked so sexy when you came.” Just at the thought of the taste of your pussy and the image of you writhing on the bed in pleasure makes his cock throb, filling with blood. The feel of your naked breasts pressed against him is doing nothing to stop it either.

“If you’re sure, baby, we will. You want to follow my lead or experiment by yourself?” The thought of you trusting him enough to let him do whatever he wants to your body makes him whine, bucking his hip into your bare core, the boxers doing little to hinder the feeling on his sensitive dick.

“Want to follow you, please.” As you take the covers of the pair of you, Bucky’s eyes go right to your tits, hands moving on their own accord to cup them. You’re proud that he was comfortable enough to touch you without hesitancy.

You roll onto your back, Bucky following without a second thought, hands still on you, Bucky sits on his knees, admiring the view of your spread pussy. “I want you to finger me. You remember how, baby?” Of course Bucky remembers how, he remembers how much it made you moan and wiggle on the bed, how you were clenching on them when you came, how fucking tight you got. Bucky nods, right hand moving to your pussy. He needs to use his right hand, needs to feel how wet and tight you are.

Thumb moving to your slit, he gathers the wetness that has been pooling there since you felt his hard cock through his boxers and drags it up to your clit, rubbing it just the way you taught him, the small gasp that leaves your lips lets him know he’s doing it right. His eyes can’t leave your pussy, memorized by the wetness leaving it. He trails his middle and ring finger down and slowly enters you, cock somehow getting even harder at your feel.

His metal hand comes down to rub your clit as his fingers speed up, wanting you to cum so fucking bad. “Just like that, baby. You’re doing so fucking well. Making me feel so good.” Bucky can feel his heavy balls pulling up, cum about to burst from his cock, hips thrusting in the air, meeting nothing. Heat creeps up his cheeks, he knows he’s going to cum before you without even touching anything. He wants so fucking bad to jerk his cock, coaxing his huge load out, but he can’t leave your pussy.

You clench tights around him, your orgasm building up as well. Bucky can’t handle it, the way your head hits the pillows, eyes closed in pleasure, moans getting higher in pitch. Within seconds, Bucky’s cock bursts, cum pouring from his tip, immediately soaking the front of his boxers, leaking down until it lands on the bed, his moans louder than yours. At the sound of his pleasure you cum, clit twitching under his fingers, waves upon waves passing through you.

As you come down from your orgasm, you realize that Bucky is still cumming. “Baby, why won’t it stoppp, fuckk, please, feels so fucking good, shitt, please.”At his words the last of him cum dribbles out. The sight of his flushed cheeks and the soaking wet boxers almost makes you cum again. Sitting up, you push Bucky off the bed until he stands, taking off his underwear and pulling him back onto the bed, laying him down.

“You still want to do anything else, baby?” You desperately want to have his cock inside of you, have him cumming that much in your pussy, letting it leak out all over his balls down to the bed, but if he doesn’t want to go any further you’ll stop, no questions asked.

“Oh fuck yes! Want you to ride me please.” The whole of his sentence comes out as a moan, cock still sensitive and hard, ready for you to take it however you please. Straddling him, you grab him lining him up with your pussy. You look at him and at his nod, you start to sit on him. As soon as the tip breaches you, he cums, and he cums hard. “OH SHIT! FUCK, YES! FUCK I’M CUMMING!” He’s practically screaming, but he can’t find it in himself to care, the most intense orgasm of his life coursing through him.

Hands flying to your hips, he pulls you all the way down, bucking into you with so much force you have to grab the headboard. “ OH FUCKING SHIT! DON’T FUCKING STOP! DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE!” It’s not like you could even if you tried, only option to take his assault, and fuck if it doesn’t feel amazing. Your moans almost match his in volume, pussy still trying to adjust to the size of him, balls slapping against your ass. After a few seconds, you already feel his cum being forced out of you to make room for his cock. His cum now all over both of your sexes, his balls, your ass, and the bed.

His orgasm lasts minutes, the amount of cum leaving his cock never slowing down, hips never stop slamming into yours. During his orgasm, you cum too, the sight was so hot you couldn’t help yourself. When your pussy was clenching around him so tight he somehow got louder. Eventually, he orgasm abated and his hips stopped, laying limb on the bed.

Shame washed over him, at how much he lost himself to his orgasm, how rough he was with you. “I’m so sorry, baby. Please tell me you’re okay. Please tell me I didn’t hurt you.”

“Fuck, Bucky, that was the hottest thing I’ve ever fucking seen.” Bucky’s eyes widen, not expecting you to be so turned on by his orgasm. His cock was still rock hard inside of you, giving you an idea. “What position do you want to do next?” Bucky almost cums again at those words, he knows what he wants, but is almost embarrassed to ask. However, his cock is thinking for him, washing away his inhibitions.

“Can you ride me?” You just smile and start to pick up your hips but he stops you. “From the back.” You throb at that. He wants to watch your ass bounce on him.

You pull off, hissing at the empty feeling and turn around. You grab his cum soaked balls and you feel them twitch in your palm. Pulling them up you turn your head to Bucky. “Do me a favor and close your legs for me.” He doesn’t ask a single question and does so immediately. You let his balls fall on top of his legs and put his cock right back in, not waiting a second to start bouncing, grinding your clit on his slick balls at the end of every bounce.

“Oh, fuck. How does your ass move like that, shit. Looks so sexy.” His hands ghost over your cheeks, not knowing what to do with the sight in front of him.

“Smack my ass, baby.” He groans, and lays a light slap to your right cheek. “Harder, Bucky. Leave your mark on me.” His Oh shit is ignored as he slaps you a little harder, still not hard enough, cock pulsing at the sight of your ass bouncing, feeling it move under his hands. “Don’t be a little pussy, baby. Give it a slap like a fucking man.” Maybe it was a little mean, but you needed to feel his hand coming down on you. His near constant moans get louder, clearing enjoying the degradation. The next slap is hard. “Yes, little harder, baby. Fuck! Just like that, keep going. Don’t stop, want your handprints all week.”

He keeps going, smacking you harder each time. His balls rubbing on your clit pull up and he cums once again. This time, though, he pulls out, jerking his cock, cumming all over your ass. “Fucking shit! Wanted me to mark your fucking ass? Well I’m fucking doing it. Cumming so much. Maybe I’ll just stick my dick in your ass and cum in there too.” You don’t know where that came from, but it makes you ride his balls faster, ass jiggling as he continues to cum on it. “That’s so fucking hot, keeping moving that fat ass on me.” You really don’t know where his dirty mouth is coming from but you don’t care because holy hell is it hot.

Seconds later, Bucky can’t take it anymore and shoves his cock back in your pussy, spreading his legs back out and planting them on the bed so he can fuck up into you. With your ass moving so much with his thrusts, his cum is going everywhere. Bucky lands a hard slap to your cheeks, smacking his cum into them, spreading it all around.

Just like before, he cums for minutes, cum flowing out of your pussy. The entire of both of your hips and your ass and the bed is completely drenched with his cum. When he’s done he pulls you off his cock and spins you around so you’re facing him again. “Baby, my cock is still so fucking hard, I don’t know what to do.” You coo at him, setting your hand against his cheek.

“Don’t worry, baby, I got you.” Instead of slipping his cock back into you, you grind against it, with every roll of your hips his sensitive tip rubs your clit. “Does this feel good, baby?”

“Uh huh, so good.” You see his adam's apple bob and his bottom lip wobble. The feral part of his brain that was fucking you earlier is gone, now your sweet boyfriend is left. He’s not even looking at the way his tip pops out between your folds, no, he’s staring right into your eyes. His arms wrap around your waist, pulling you against him, every part of your body touching his in some way.

You rest your forehead against his and meet his gaze, tears spilling over and running down the sides of his face. You gently wipe them away but they keep coming. One of his hands goes in between your bodies pushing his cock back inside its home, your warm walls enveloping every inch, both of you gasping. Bucky can’t decide if he wants to keep going or stop, a twinge of pain biting its way up his cock, but you just feel too good. He can’t leave your pussy, needing to cum one last time. The slow grind of your hips never speeds up, gently fucking him, no, making love to him.

Bucky tries to kiss you but the pleasure you’re giving leaves him putty in your hands. The kiss is sloppy and wet, but one of the best kisses you’ve ever had, feeling the words neither of you can get out at the moment. The hairs at the base of his cock rub your clit, building up your final orgasm, Bucky not long behind, trying to hold out for you.

“You’re okay, baby. Want you to cum for me, not far behind.” Any restraint left in Bucky’s body disappears, burying his face in the crook of your neck as he cums for the last time.

“Fuckkk, baby, love you so much, please, I need you to cum for me. Need it so bad.” The slow roll of his tears before shifts to full on sobs, pleasure too much. You pull yourself off his cock, knowing that it’s now too much for him. “No, no, I need you to cum, please.” Your hand trails down your body, fingers rubbing your clit, the sight of you makes Bucky whine, and pull you down into a kiss, where you cum, moaning into his mouth.

You roll the both of you over, placing Bucky’s head on your chest, lightly scratching his scalp, tracing shapes on his back with your other hand. When his tears subside, Bucky is the first to speak. “Thank you for taking care of me.”

You feel a lump form in your throat. Of course you would always take care of him. There is nothing that you wouldn’t do for him. “I love you so much, Bucky. I could never hurt you, only want to give you the best in life. After all you’ve done for me, it’s the least I could do.” Bucky doesn’t say anything after that, not knowing what to say, not being used to such unbridled love.

A few minutes pass before the amount of cum and sweat surrounding you gets uncomfortable. “Come on, baby, lets get cleaned up.” Bucky whines but complies anyway. “Get the shower started for me? I’ll change the bed.” He nods and heads to the shower. You work as fast as you can to get the sheets off and a fresh set on. Still naked you run to the washroom and throw the soiled sheets in the wash and start it before running back to the bathroom.

Bucky is waiting outside of the shower for you, eyes still red from crying, almost shying away from you. Grabbing his hand you lead him into the hot water. “You did so good for me, Bucky. Made me feel incredible. You know, if that was your first time, I’m going to need help from the gods to handle you when you practice more.” That gets a small smile from him. “Don’t get all bashful on me, big man, after you rocked my world back there.”

“Stop it, baby.” His words hold no heat to them, secretly loving your complements. “You did too, rocked my world, you know? Didn’t know it could feel that good. There isn’t anyone else I would rather do that with.” He’s going to make you cry one of these days, saying all this sweet shit to you, and you know he means every single word of it.

“Yeah? How do you feel? Feel okay? I know that was a lot for you.” He dips his head down when you reach for his shampoo, letting you wash his hair, then grabbing the soap and lathering the wash cloth, running it along his body. At the feeling of your soft hands on his body, taking care of him after he gave himself over to you, Bucky can’t respond, too caught up in your love. “Bucky?” Your hands stop, fearing the worst at his silence.

“Feel so good, baby. I…” Bucky chokes up, tears resurfacing. He doesn’t know why he’s crying. You pull him to you, hugging him until he stops. “Sorry, I don’t know what came over me. I just, you make me feel so safe, I can’t control myself, I just feel, you know?” You know because he makes you feel the same way.

“Yeah, I do, baby, I do.”

“Can I wash you?” After you took care of him, Bucky wants to do the same for you, never wanting you to feel like he was using you. You nod and Bucky takes extra care to get all of his cum off of you, cleaning you up just like you did to him. By the time you’re done in the shower, the water’s cold. Bucky takes a towel and wraps you up first. Before he can reach for his, you take it and dry him off.

“What do you want to do now? We can cuddle, get something to eat, watch a movie, whatever you want.” You know how important aftercare is, especially when Bucky was feeling so vulnerable after his first time.

“Can we just cuddle?” He looks almost scared to ask you for such a simple gesture.

“Of course we can.” Taking your hand, Bucky leads you to the bed, foregoing clothes. You pull the blankets up and let him rest his head on your chest, listening to the beat of your heart and steady breathing. Not too long after you hear his light snoring and know he’s asleep, you following soon after in the arms of the love of your life, excited to experience all of Bucky’s firsts with him, seeing him grow, not only in experience, but also confidence.