#trying to recover

[cats-depression-diary]

I hate that I can't really Sh in the mental hospital, like getting better ED wise? Yes I hate my ED so much rn. But quitting Sh?? No that's my f ing bestie

#s3lfharmm #su1c1d4l #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #this is depressing #trying to recover

[trapped-on-earth]

"come over when you're sober" that's what they told me and now i'm standing in the rain alone

#lil peep #trying to recover

[splittingpotenzial]

I MISS YOU !

#trauma bonding #i miss you #i miss us #i miss our good times #emotional abuse #heartache #destroyed #heartbreak #it still hurts #rocd #i tried to fight rocd for us #and u used me #i was nothing for you #it hurts so bad #you destroyed me #you felt sometimes like home.. #you are a liar #not ok but its ok #trying to recover #trying to stay positive #you had no empathy #stone wall #gaslighting #destroyed me #i dont wanna live without u even you hurted me like this #i cannot believe it #you tricked me

[babydxhl]

just saw oppenheimer. holy sjit

#tbd #trying to recover

[ourdawnishotterthanourday]

wtf im so unwell...Hoshi and DK #smokechallenge 😩 DK excuse me?!!!! those arms wtfff he's sick for that 🥴

@onlyseokmins did u see that? are u ok?

#JiJis thots 💭 #trying to recover #but i can't

[bitacrytic]

And then Kim walks into the mansion clinic and asks, "Seriously, how long are you going to be here?"

Struggling to sit up, Big replies, "Do you miss me, Khun-Kim?"

#kinnporsche #he might be alive somewhere #trying to recover #that body in the body bag could have been Tawan

[annie-blogorwhatever]

31.08.2022

TW CALORIES COUNT

Today I finally had 5 meals. Still nothing crazy, but it was solid 1375 kcal. That's the biggest progres in my recovery for almost two weeks. My next goal is 1400 kcal - slow steps, so my digestive system can adjust.

Also my weight loss started slowing down - I don't know what to feel about this. I'm scared because I'm still obese and my health depends on it, but also my health depends on "not dying while starving". This is the hardest situation I've ever imagined.

I had my blood work done and it looks like mess now - iron deficiency, vit B12 deficiency, vit D deficiency and many more. I have so little hemoglobin and red blood cells that I was told I'm close to needing transfusion... In so little time I become so ill - it is very hard to me to believe. Even my thyroid is on edge of giving up. Good news is my glucose levels aren't all over place so it looks like I can delay diabetes at least for now. :3

#tw eating issues #trying to recover #ana recovery #ana trigger #obese ed #musze schudnac #caloric intake #obese ana

[aresrwm]

I’m going to be doing a higher calorie diet to ease myself slowly back into eating normally because I’ve decided to recover, I used to restrict to about 400 calories but I’m going to be trying the Hello Kitty Diet:

You may think this is low in calories but for me this is really high and I want to recover without instantly gaining weight so having a diet to follow while doing a reverse diet is really good for me! I’ll be starting this tomorrow, Monday 10th April. Wish me luck 💖 I’ll also chart it here!

#ana recovery #ed recovery #diet #low cal diet #healthy diet #trying to recover

[xxxfairymaryxxx]

I remember I once was talking to my therapist about my eating disorders and she goes "well your not under weight so that's good"

WHY THE ACTUAL FUCK WOULD YOU REMIND ME

Haha I know I'm fat thank you for reminding me

#personal vent #tw ed relapse #tw ed vent #ed relapse #i hate this #trying to recover

[n4chtm0tte]

"didn't you have plans for the weekend?"

yes. and then i had a mental breakdown.

so i decided to take care of myself,

because that's what i deserve.

#actually bpd #actually c ptsd #actually mentally ill #mental illness #whatever #trying to recover

[alwayssacred2]

#uploads #lovecore #heartcore #get well soon #getting better #getting healthy #get better #better #trying to recover #trying to get better #user box #user boxes #this #user #about me #about #me

[zeroisloveintennis]

Wanted to have a healthy but fun lunch of dark chocolate pecan blueberry bark until I saw that 1/2 cup of the dark chocolate chips was 400 calories. The lunch has already been made and I hate wasting food but whatever. I can't do that to myself.

#i wish i was thinner #tw ana diary #tw ana thoughts #tw ed diet #notproana #getting therapy #trying to recover

[witheringthoughtz]

My dream is to be thinspo to someone🤩🤪

#anar3xia #tw ana thoughts #small body #trying to recover

[mootsmania]

Hunger like a drug

Cold feet on the doctor's table you get No sleep you know the cause of this is fatal Starving's cheap and it gets the job done But you'll pay with bone and tooth and hair When you're using Your hunger like a drug Like a drug Don't eat is what you're mind will tell you There's a feeling, a kind of high when you listen And then there's nothing, not a single emotion You're shutting down 'cause you're using your Hunger like a drug Like a drug It's 3am and you're up again Pacing 'round your room and then Wondering when this is all gonna end I don't remember wanting this I don't remember getting here But the fear of change is ripping me to shreds So I'll sit the hell down and I'll drill it into my head There's nothing pretty about being dead Cold feet on the doctor's table you get No sleep, It's like your mind isn't able Heartrate's decreased Bruised knees, you're feeling weak But get up and run a mile and keep using your hunger Like a drug And keep using your hunger like a drug

#trying to recover #recovery #I don't want to recover #@n@ #@nor3xia

[hansoeii]

crowley

#fem presenting crowley you're everything to me #as you might know I've been recovering from an injury these past few weeks which is why I couldn't draw as much as usual #been doing a bit better so I wanted to give drawing a try again #while my arm isn't back to normal yet it feels a LOT better than 2 weeks ago #which is a good sign #still gonan take things easy of course #good omens #good omens fanart #crowley #fem crowley #why was one of teh suggestions for that tag fem crocodile #I'll have to look that up #david tennant #crowley fanart #aziracrow #aziracrow fanart #my art #fanart #my good omens art #good omens 2

[ieaturanium]

Maybe if I wasn’t curious I wouldn’t a disgusting person.

#tw vent #trying to recover #please dont reblog