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chengxiansbaby · 4 months
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I NEED ADVICE!!! HELP!!
Okay so here is the situation. So I do a lot of acting and I currently have the leading role in a one-act play. And one of the people in the cast is a friend of mine...But this friend has previously expressed romantic interest in me and has told me they think about and want to kiss me. (They have a girlfriend and me and my partner are currently on a break..) But in this show they play my mother and kiss me...What do I do? Cuz it makes me super uncomfortable...idk.....I just dont want them to feel bad!!!
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the-trans-dragon · 7 months
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It's an odd comfort to experience a Bad Fibromyalgia Time after a long long period of not having this intensity of it.
Like it sucks slsjskdjd of course but
Very validating to experience some of the moderately severe symptoms and realize "wow this fucking sucks, this isn't normal at all, most people do not deal with this and I did a great job at surviving this for years. I deserved way more credit than I myself. Good job, past-me. You were goddamn tenacious."
The validation is nice
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pastatrolastrash · 1 year
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people!1! look what I made! a background!!
I feel like water is lacking some glimmery sparkly sparks
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spikeyboisandwich · 2 years
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hey, i know i ceased to exist for several years, but i'm back, and i'm here to scream into the void that is this hellsite about my feelings
(omg everything just got deLETED)
sO, i'm ace/aro, and i have never experienced lust.. until like a week ago. so i was drawing this thing my friend (and now i) call my Ideal Forme. then i'm there like thinkin about it, like normal, then suddenly things get weird. i get this feeling like a gender crisis, but the opposite. it's like clarity instead of confusion, and it's super overwhelming. so i tell my friend, and they're immediately like "are you sure you haven't figured out lust?" so i give them a no, then describe what i'm feeling, they ask questions, and they're like "yep that's lust alright"
really gave me a whole diagnosis like dang. anyway, yeah, that's been a thing for over a week and i still don't know what to do about it and it is intrusive and i uhhh,,,, idk how to deal
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deanscherrypie69 · 2 months
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Tell Me You Love Me D.W.🌧️
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Dean Winchester X!GirlfriendFemaleReader
Warnings: 18+ is advised! language(maybe like twice?) angst sm angst- sad Dean and Sad Reader. I’ve been trying not to use Y/n in many of my fics but.. lmk if you like this way better!! Pls don’t post my stories anywhere except tumblr 🩷
Feedback is always appreciated!! Don’t forget to comment and reblog!! My inbox is open (Not for requests tho!)
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“Just say it Dean, for me?"
You watch as Dean knocks back another shot. "Can't-" He says twirling the small glass between his finger.
You’d been poking him for hours, you knew he felt the same way… right?
You groan hoping off the bar stool. "I need some air." You mumble grabbing your jacket off the chair. Dean feels the cold air hit his back. He looks over his shoulder and watches you disappear outside.
He had known what you had wanted him to say it But he couldn't. He couldn't bring himself to do it. Part of him was sacred. Scared of loosing you.
🌧️🌧️🌧️ Once outside you tugged your jacket closer to your body, it had been a windy day in Kansas. It was about to be fall, your favorite season.
You watch as the leaves begin to fall from the trees.
The bar wasn't to packed tonight. There had been a few cars in the lot including Dean’s
You press your body against the brick of the budling. A stray tear falls down your cheek. It had been threating to come out. You had been with Dean for about two years now.
You have loved him, a lot. And he knew that, you even told him.
"I love you Dean."
The words you had told him after a bad hunt. You remembred him looking at you, he didn't say anything. And that hurt you the most. So ever since then. You'd been begging him to say it. But he wouldn't.
Why were you two even togther then? You thought.
Leaning off the brick wall you storm back into the bar.
Dean was still where you left him, instead of shots he had switched to a beer.
"Why are we even togther?" You breathing was ragged as you stood behind him. His body face the bar.
Dean spins around in his chair. "What.” He says with a confused tone.
"Why. Are. We. Togther." You repeat. Your voice was laced with anger. A few people had turned around in your direction.
Dean reaches into his pocket. Hr throws a few twenty dollar bills on the counter for whatever he was drinking, and for the half of beer you'd had earlier.
"Come on." Dean says reaching for your arm, but you quickly pull away. He knew he was in deep shit. Never once have you not wanted him to touch you.
Dean opens the door to outside, letting you step out first. The cold air hits his face, oh how he hated this type of weather.
Once outside you spin to look at him. “What are we doing Dean!” You shout throwing your arms up in the air.
Dean huffs and reaches into his jacket pocket, pulling out his keys.
“Get in the car it’s cold out.”
You roll your eyes and follow his orders. Walking to the passenger side door you open it. And slide inside.
Dean follows suit. He closes the car door behind him.
“What are we.” You say turning to face your boyfriend.
The green eyed man turns to look at you.
“You’re my girlfriend.” He says with a smirk. You can smell the alcohol on his breath.
You shake your head and begin to fiddle with the sleeves of your jacket.
“Doesn’t feel like it.”
Dean adjusts in his spot.
“Dean-“ You shake your head. “You know I love you right?”
Dean nods at your words. “I know,” he says reaching over to put the keys in the car.
“Why won’t you say it-“
Dean puts the car in drive and begins to drive away. “Seatbelt.” He points.
You huff and ready over to put it on.
“You can’t avoid the question Dean.” You say with an attitude.
Sure he can, he always does. He thinks to himself.
Dean reaches over and turns on the radio. Something Def Leppard by plays softly.
Your anger has begun to boil back up. Why had he been avoiding the question. All you wanted him wanted him to do was tell you he loved you.
“Stop the car.” You say reaching to pull your seatbelt off.
Dean doesn’t listen he continues to drive.
“Stop the car!” You repeat.
Dean presses on the break. The car door flies open. You fling off your seatbelt then exit the car. "Dean!" You scream, looking up at the night sky. You felt a few rain drops on your face. "I can't keep doing this." Your voice cracked, with hurt.
You look over to see Dean leaning on his car with his arms crossed, "Why won't you tell me?" You say with a sniffle.
Dean 's eyes don't meet yours instead the meet the ground.
"Just say it Dean, please." You give the green-eyed man one last chance.
He lifts his head to look at you, "I can't-" he says his voice breaking.
You nod, slowly backing away from the man. You begin to walk down the darkened street.
"Where are you going!" Dean shouts.
Not responding you walk faster, the heels of your boots clicking on the road below you.
You gasp when you feel a hand on your arm. You freeze in your spot. You knew it was Dean, you could smell his cologne. You felt his breath on the back of your neck.
Dean spins you around to look at him. "Let me go Dean." You warn.
His eyes were soft. “You wanna know why I can't say it??
“Why.”
Dean huffs, “I’m scared Y/n I’m so fucking scared-“ he begins. You watch as Dean swallows hard. “I’m scared of loosing you-“ he says with a shaky breath. “Everything I love, eventually.. leaves me. Or- something worse. And I don’t want that happening you. I couldn’t live with myself if it did.”
Dean had a stray tear slip down his cheek, you reach your hand up to wipe it away.
Before you could reply, rain starts falling down on you both hard.
Your eyes never leaving Dean’s, “you’re not gonna loose me Dean, I’m not gonna let that happen.”
“How do you know?” Dean says.
Both of you were soaked with rain but you didn’t care.
“Because I love you, and I always know that you’ll be there to protect me, no matter what.” You say with a laugh. “You’re not gonna loose me Dean Winchester, cause I’m not going anywhere.”
Dean nods at your words, his tears were mixed with the rain. “I love you.” He says grabbing the back of your head, bringing your lips together.
Dean was the first to pull away. “I love you too.” You pull away from him and begin to dance in the rain.
“Dance with me!” You squeal jumping around.
Dean doesn’t leave you hanging for long he begins to swing you around and around.
He loved you. And you loved him. You couldn’t ask for anything more.🩷
🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️
Lmk if you’d liked to be added to my Dean tag list!!🩷🩷
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nanjokei · 11 months
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further guidance for newcomers coming from reddit
hi arriving redditors. here are some things i don't see most posts mention. this is for people who conquered the baby steps of joining the site. i think they're pretty important! also me clarifying on some stuff i've seen people word very vaguely consistently in their guides
under the cut because it's a chunky set of bullet points! with a few that also discuss how to keep yourself in a safe and fun browsing environment for yourself and others (mostly quality of life)
if you have any questions either send me an ask (anonymously is ok too) or reply to the post
you can enable a custom theme that shows on the web in your blog settings, if you so wish (blog settings > visibility) and then (custom theme toggle to on) this is the classic tumblr experience, but it's ok to want to hide your blog from the public. however you won't be able to link stuff on your blog to people without tumblr accounts
you can find custom tumblr themes by searching resource blogs like theme hunter or just in the tags in general (like "tumblr theme" or just "theme" and see where the other tags you may find to refine your search takes you)
tumblr is currently trying to enact changes to appeal to "new users" that make the website less friendly to its current inhabitants, such as fucking with quality of life and muscle memory and even stuff integral to the culture of the site. if you see people complaining, i highly advise against going "this sounds kind of nothingburger" and assisting in sending tickets to support the drive against such changes
there is a 250 post per day limit. you probably won't hit it though.. maybe? but people used to make post limit blogs (seperate email) for that. but that is for heavy usage users.
you can make as many sideblogs as you want. you are free to divulge whether or not it's you. of course use common sense to gauge whether or not it matters. but side blogs can be anything: maybe you want to categorize things, maybe you wanna make one into a huge fan page/blog for a specific hobby/celeb/show/game/etc, maybe a quieter space, maybe posts you feel don't belong on your blog, maybe even a blog where you reblog resources to exclusively. the possibilities are endless! (maybe not for porn, it's a little harder to skirt by these days even with muh community labels)
a lot of posts are incredibly vague about whether or not you can leave comments on reblogs. i think it truly depends. for example, if it's praise for artwork, i feel like it is truly best left in the tags. the artist can see it still! it shows up in their notifs when you reblog. in comparison, when it comes to funny text posts and pictures, you can comment as you like, but consider TPO (time place occasion). it helps to check the notes (comments only filter) to see if the quip or comment you wanna make has already been made or if OP made further comments later. again, it's a call to use your judgement and everyone has a different tolerance for this kind of thing
i see many people or perhaps most came from LGBTQ+ centric subreddits so i am surprised i'm not seeing this mentioned often: there are unfortunately a lot of terfs here. please stay safe. install shinigami eyes and engage in blocking sprees whenever possible.
in account settings, not blog settings, there is a section called "content you see". it has filtered tags and filtered post content. the difference is filtered tags is specifically for tags, for example, if you want to hide a certain show you don't like, you can have the site apply a peek-a-boo filter on it (this content contains #TAG, as in click to view). you ask, what if the person on my dash doesn't tag it as that? that's fine! it also takes into account the original poster's tags. the OP didn't tag it? then filtered post content might help. MIGHT. it's pretty helpful and unlike twitter's mute list, as far as my experience, it is not broken. for example, if you write [SHOW NAME THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE] in plain letters (with aliases as seperate entries just to be safe) it will filter any post that has the words in the body of the post. pretty useful! use this to curate your dash further or even filter out triggers.
speaking of tags. a lot of people are also vague about this. i'll say it clearly. you can add whatever tags you want to a reblog. there's no limit (aside from character lim per tag)! there's no social faux pas, unless you're being backhanded at someone's creative work, like reblogging just to dunk on it or going "i like the art but not the character" etc. when it comes to your own posts, try to avoid tagging irrelevant tags (for example, if you're making a lot of posts that are tangentially about cardcaptor sakura, think about if it belongs in the tag or not. think of it as whether or not it deserves an OC flair on reddit). again, people's tolerance differs, but especially on older media and slow tags people do not appreciate random tangential text posts (for example "i wanna watch ccs!" and nothing else)
in terms of culture, tumblr has a weird balance between "you can ask for context" and "lurk for 10,000 moar years". i would not know myself. i've been here for 12+ years *shrug* you'll have to gauge it for yourself. most things you can google "[tumblr user] callout" and figure out from there LOL (yes that's usually what happens). i DO encourage trying to garner it from context, especially for terms.
due to the looser moderation(?) on here, LGBTQ+ and other minorities use their own discretion reclaim slurs freely. join in, or put the slurs in your filters. it's fine not to join in as that's your personal comfort, but this is a heads up that the culture is like this since i'm not sure how the moderation is in places like r/196 are. (sorry i used reddit for entirely different things ><)
DO NOT TAG D0NATION POSTS WITH #D0NATION OR ANY OTHER VARIATION. this is SO important. it's best not to tag donation posts AT ALL. tumblr internally flags them and suppresses the post. just reblog silently (d0nate if you can) and move on (censoring just in case lol)
search is useless for finding specific posts. give up before you even try. your best bets are google, asking for help on the dashboard, or just hoping it shows up on your dashboard one day (it probs will, maybe not immediately when you need it though)
i called old tags "slow" but not dead earlier: tags Do Not Die (though some just kind of randomly get wiped or lose posts, idk, it is some post-2018 indexing weirdness) so you can find fanart and posts from 2012 and it's ok to reblog! the essence of tumblr is the continued circulation of people's creations
please do not repost screenshots of tumblr posts unless they are no longer accessible (reblogs locked for example) 😭 i am seeing this happen already. this is the one thing from reddit you're gonna have to let go of. twitter and other place screenshots are OK (probably, some people don't like them). but don't let your page look like one of those r/(etc) post aggregate bots on twitter is what i'm saying. once you explore a tag enough times you'll know what is usually appropriate to post (usually derivative meme templates are OK, but don't overdo it (tho this just falls under "dont spam") (also this is MY personal preference, so if the climate of the tag houses a lot of memes, go ahead!)
in general reposting content that isn't your's is kinda eh. especially reposting people's art without explicit permission. there are art reposters who in the modern day usually ask for permission, of course there are internet spelunkers who repost content from old web and dead sites. there's a lot of nuance, but i highly discourage reposting things you didn't make yourself unless it's stuff like official art and whatnot. photography and other stuff from other people, use your judgement. and as an aside i know "stolen memes" are r/196 and other meme subreddit cultures but it's not exactly appreciated here and i feel like if the reposting gets out of hand tumblr users might get real tired of it. the humor isn't really the same here in that sense, i suggest posting them in a sideblog that archives such things so they aren't lost and/or keeping them in your community tags. ofc no one can stop you!! but the whole highly derivative fried meme thing is very reddit. the culture could not be more different even if we are similar in many ways. i mean this in the nicest way possible >_< if you're not sure, DON'T REPOST.
this is just advice from me, but when liveblogging a show, it's nice to tag it with a unique tag, such as #[your name/nick] plays [game]. i find it's ok to tag series name to some posts that are more substantial, people are happy to see others enjoy what they love, but using a unique tag also helps people track YOUR liveblog since they may save the tag to look at :)
put your age or whether or not you're an adult somewhere where people can see, (and your pronouns too or lackthereof). whether or not if it's on your bio, or an about page, or a carrd. please. it's a matter of curation and safety. some people don't wanna follow minors by accident and vice versa, just as a means to curate their space
people write alt text and image descriptions in the post bodies pretty often. yes it's built into tumblr, but either some people forget or the feature... refuses to work that time. yes it's BROKEN. if you feel like you can contribute alt text for an image in an adequate fashion, go ahead!
try not to reblog people's personal posts. asking people never hurts!
you can restrict non-followers from replying to your posts, or turn off replies all together. as far as i know it's not possible for seperate posts unfortunately, just a blog-wide toggle. when replying to someone specifically, be sure to @ them so they can see it!
for a long time, only the first 5 tags you used in an original post mattered. a lot of people still repeat this, but in my experience this seems to have... changed?? i can't say for sure, but my posts appear in tags beyond the first five. just to be sure, tag the most relevant things first! (or not, if you have your own strategy LOL)
you're free to not tag trigger warnings (it's nice to do it for others tho especially if they ask) but please tag flashing images as such. #epilepsy warning, #flashing, #flashing image, #flashing, etc.
REPORT BOT BLOGS. it blocks them for you anyway. just blocking doesn't do anything for anyone
you can add other people to a sideblog to make it a group blog. this is how blogs with mods work, or even collectives, it has a lot of uses in general so have fun with it! be wary it requires getting someone's email so be safe about that and try to do it with people you trust.
this is advice from me since i noticed after publishing this post that a lot of reddit users don't tag things. you don't have to btw!! but my advice that brightens up the website: if you reblog cool art, writing, music or photography (taken by OP) and you like it a lot, i highly recommend leaving compliments in the tags. we live in an age where creative creation is increasingly unappreciated and people are quiet silent— creators get no feedback therefore no encouragememt to keep creating. this is more like a personal plea, but like to reblog ratios have become DIRE. people are apathetic and scared to interact with people's creations even though on here they are actively ecouraged to. if you like art or fic etc i even more highly recommend you reblog it. likes don't do anything! reblogs = more eyes on it. let's support each other's creative endeavors 🩷
don't fall for the trap of trying to make tumblr into reddit, or trying to recreate the feeling of a subreddit. it's not gonna work. try to adapt. it's easier said than done but lol. rome wasn't built in a day. operate your blog like your own space rather than trying to recreate a hub. the tolerance for trying to change tumblr culture is super low and a lot of people who are much meaner than me will probably try to bully the idea into the ground. and people DO get mean. (like playground namecalling, but people have no reservations about it, so it's stuff that would probably get you banned on reddit)
if your post gets traction and the note notifications annoy you, deleting the original post will make the notifs stop coming. a lot of people reblog the post to keep it on their blog then delete the original to effectively "mute" the notifications permanently.
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borderlinebelle · 1 year
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I had the best fucking staycation and I just wanna share it with you friend.
🥹🥂🖤
I know you’re already FEELING RAGE.
A BLAZED POST? BY A TUMBLR USER. *Cue starved and rabid werewolves.*
relax pls. u look great today.
It’s just a regular old ADVIRTISMENT but this isn’t for a greedy nasty corporate machine.
It’s just a .. makeshift two tiny girlie rough palmed always lotioned red handed attempt at reaching other tumblr users.
Please, take a breath. I’m not trying to make you fly into a RAGE. Let’s play… emotional regulation and basic human kindness todayyyy!
I know I’m asking you to engage with a blazed post. I’m sorry... not sorry?
Here .. is my content: 🫲🏽🤭🫱🏽
this week : Staycation Content
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✨ experienced a salt water float. Totally weightless in the complete darkness … 👩🏽‍🚀
✨recorded and edited 1.5 YouTube videos after a 3 year hiatus. shall I post them tomorrow? 🤭 🏆
✨ completed this gorgeous puzzle with my friend! This lovely 1000 piece beauty was gifted to me by an old matching soul flame from my past 👀
✨worked out/felt sore/enjoyed sore 💪🏽
✨got these beautiful stupid ugly lovely white crocs 👵🏽
✨spent less than 2 hours on TikTok ALL WEEK LONG shocked 😯
✨streamed (on tumblr live) using a successfully marketed “blazed” advertisement 🔥
✨met wonderful mutuals through stream and blogging mindfully 🖤🤭
✨received and opened adorable tumblr merch ™️
✨rediscovered a new band I love deeply 🧊🙉
✨got my ass dragged and old school cyber bullied on tumblr (turns out words .. do in fact still hurt just as deeply as they did in middle school for me) 😬 turns out I’m… 👅sensitive🫦 this is an exaggeration calm down, you can view this scrolling through my lil curated feed.
✨ experienced a deep tissue massage 💆🏽‍♀️
✨rediscovered female gaze porn 😘
✨danced in my kitchen with a bottle of peach wine 🍑
✨felt relaxed/unhurried/soft/comfortable/happy
I think I just feel all my emotions so DEEPLY 😬 my 2nd yt video is about my vacation! come let me pour fun comfy cozy love upon you!
Follow/Favorite/Fraternize with me?
🚨 PLEASE BE ADVISED 🚨
TUMBLR BLAZE analytics are likely hot stupid shit. I continuously get ads for the wildest things. Half the ads don’t even make sense. Which is WONDERFUL! it’s as if the Tumblr Team barely gives a shit themselves. This is a good and happy place as well as a dark and cynical place. Can we do BALANCE?
Could we all just try being KIND to one another some fucking times? 😬
PLEASE RETURN TO YOUR USUAL RAGE MACHINE ANTICS!
GO ON, FETCH, DRAG ME IN THE COMMENTS. Bet I’ll respond to every single one. I’ve got time today 🥱
Or … maybe … just … don’t?
just scroll on like this never happened. Let’s pretend this never happened.
😬 I’m also embarrassed.
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songjinhyun · 1 month
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ALTER EGO
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Hello dumplings 🥟 it’s being a while since I posted but I’m back and today I have something special to share with you. THE ALTER EGO
Def. THE ALTER EGO
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This definition according to google
Why I’m I talking about this?? Because the alter ego as in the def is to create another version of u that has different personalities, skills , hobbies , name , and so many things. An alter ego can help you become confident in yourself and can also help build a strong self concept of yourself
An alter ego not only can it help u become confident and in love with yourself but it can also be helpful while manifesting, I was once scrolling here in tumblr and came across this post I forgot who the blogger was but if you know them give crdts, and I don’t remember the whole post but this line is glued to my head like nail it said “ THINK ABOUT WHAT THE HIGHER VERSION OF YOU ( the alter ego) WOULD DO IN THIS SITUATION”
So let’s say ur manifesting something right?? And u waver for a bit what u do is just think about how would the other you ( alter ego) the master manifestor you do , they would not waver or be worried that their desires would not come because they are the master of manifesting and they control their reality SIMPLE!!!
So what I would advise you to do is create an alter ego if u find manifesting to be a bit challenging and u don’t want to be trying a lot of different methods and challenges, just create the other you the version of u who has their desires and think how they would think because now they already have that beautiful body, the money, the beauty and everything
Eg. Norma jeane created her alter ego that many of us still know her by that name MARILYN MONROE her alter ego became her and she embraced it as the true self
So create ur alter ego and do all the fun stuff with it , create her skills, her personality,abilities, lifestyle, her wardrobe and aesthetic, her net worth etc.
I stitched this here for more understanding
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P.s⚠️ this is just my opinion and understanding if there is something that is kinda misleading pls don’t take it heart and correct me 😶
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Love you guys from the heart of my bottom and I’ll see you soon
Hyuna loves 🥟
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kthecutest · 4 months
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▓Important Talk ༶•┈┈┈┈┈┈୨♡୧┈┈┈┈┈•༶
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Hello everyone! Yes i am back once again to say some off topic stuff as usual :3 So apparently i just happened to witness smth, that i think i might have to talk about :
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First of all, before i say anything i'd like to say to all my moots and my community in here -> to pls go follow her @euijoosorangepeel (yes she was the writer - euijoosorangeslice before her acc sadly got terminated) and pls go make sure to send asks kindly , ty in advance
now going onto the topic. like what you guys can see, short to the point, us smut writers are practically having to risks our blogs now, having to build our community in fear of being terminated any day.
Obviously, we do not know who are apart of this whole organization going around doing this, and there's no way in stopping them, all we can do is to learn to adapt, and prepare for the worst.
Backup - the most important thing here, is backup, I personally always write my fics, drabbles, replies, in word documents, before i copy paste them here. So if anyone is wondering, yes i have full backup, even for the photos that I use as deco on each post, i have a whole folder full of all the written documents, and a whole folder full of used pictures and decoration banners. And It might be a hassle, but the safest place, is your own computer storage in this case. So i think it'd be smart to keep all written posts, copy pasted in word documents, as backup.
This is also mainly why, you probably never see me complain and scream in agony in random rants about how my drafts get deleted or how tumblr completely reset my writing progress. Because i write everything in word until all is complete & have been checked, then i copy paste it and add some deco and post it in a few min.
So yes i don't have much advise, but this is the best i could give.
To the smut writers that have gone through this nightmare, including my dear moot, i wish you all the best of luck and a safe and happy restart on your careers
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poluzhidkost · 11 months
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Yay, my first ended art that I post on Tumblr!
Hehe, I'll draw more and more on my vacation... Also I'm waiting for my tablet that I will be able to draw on. Dad let me download Genshin
I'm wondering if there are any of famous songs except songs from Inabakumori and Ikanaide... Vocaloid fans, advise me something in comments pls🙏🏻
Ура, моя первая полноценка, которую я выкладываю в Тамблер!
Интересно, есть ли вообще известные песни Каай Юки кроме песен от Инабакумори и Иканаиде? Фаны вокалоидов, посоветуйте что-нибудь в комментах пжлст🙏🏻
Хехе, на каникулах буду рисовать намного больше... Ещё я жду свой планшет, на котором смогу рисовать. Папа дай мне скачать Геншин
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corrodedbisexual · 8 months
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Greetings !! Im really sorry for being this direct! I know times are tough and I might sound desperate but I’m hoping that you would be so kind to please boost/share the post I pinned for my cat who needs urgent help as we are trying to raise some funds for her needs if you have some time to spare, It would be so meaningful to me as I’m praying it would reach more people and gain traction at the same time, please 💔🙏 praying you’d consider, and pls kindly send me a msg for a response or answer my ask privately so I could atleast thank you for doing us favor 🥹🫶🏽
Greetings. Sorry, I won't. And I wouldn't advise anybody else who gets your message to do that, based on 2 things:
You're not my actual follower, you just followed me 10 minutes ago to send this ask. I would do this for anyone who's been following me a while, no hesitation, but you just got here. And this site is filled to the brink with bots and scammers.
You quite literally just got here. Your blog was made 21 hours ago (or at least, that's the time of your earliest post). You are not a regular tumblr user.
If your cat really was in trouble, you'd be asking on a social network you actually use regularly, where you have friends and followers willing to help. I don't get the idea of making a new tumblr profile and begging strangers for reblogs.
There is a small chance that I might be mistaken, but I've seen this pattern way too often. Person makes a realistically looking tumblr, reblogs a bunch of random stuff so their blog isn't empty and outright sus, and immediately starts asking for money.
Edit: After going to the url's tag, I'm pleased to confirm my instincts were correct. PSA: DO NOT DONATE TO THIS PERSON, THIS IS 100% A SCAM. Among other people's warnings, I found this absolute gem that I've been laughing about for 5 minutes now. LITERALLY HOW DUMB ARE YOU, DUDE. You realize tumblr has a search function, right?!
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mandalhoerian · 2 months
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bruh my comment was too long to post under the new chapter so i’m sending an ask. saw the ao3 notif and scheduled to read it this fine evening, good thing i was like “lemme scroll on tumblr and see what’s up” because SJFKDJLXBZB the face i made when i saw i was tagged and followed BY YOU? also ma’am 🤚🏻wdym nobody comments like i do. like what do you mean. i have a concerning relationship with receiving praise so i advise you to stfu (affectionately).
my poor girl vera can’t catch a break, loss after loss after loss in such a short period. i just want to give her lots and lots of hugs (consensually). on another note i love that she clocked ada’s intentions right away bc capcom wtf is that writing. one person taking down a whole organization is like sending only one person to save president’s kidnapped daughter (laugh track). let me tell you i have been waiting for this 🤌🏻 vera and ada interacting 🤌🏻 leon being there all charming and naive and trusting people easily 🤌🏻 shai you just get the dynamics of all the characters *so right* 🤌🏻
sorry for the excessive amount of parentheses and emojis let me just find another obnoxiously annoying emoji to spam about the intimacy between leon and vera. 🤧 it’s this one but i’m wiping my snot away from crying about it. the small touches between the two are so tender in this fucked up world 🤧 vera’s hand on his forearm… leon collecting her in his arms, comforting her 🤧 his arm on her shoulder 🤧 i could cry and get a headache from thinking about them. i’m so serious.
(gnawing at the bars of my enclosure) JILL VALENTINE MENTION???? VERA KNOWS HER? WHAT IS THE LORE? I NEED TO KNOW.
how does one end a delirious comment. uhhh. so yeah. i love nttd and vera so much and i’m so happy that it’s back babyyyy.
Ofc I followed!!!! I don't remember why I didn't in the first place like but like ???? ur making it sound like I'm some big shot but like pls im a loser who's writing oc fanfiction on the internet and is so lucky and grateful to get people invested in it!!!!! AND YES nobody comments like you do! You're the dream of a fanfiction author ON GOD. THANK YOU SO MUCH
ramble below to keep your dashboards clean:
I think we talked about this over on ao3 but honestly re2r's ada just doesn't make sense to me. The FBI cover is logical (when you first think about it), but the way she's immediately pulling a gun on Annette the minute they see her and DECLARING her intentions isn't. She then proceeds to reveal her target is Annette, and then her going with the FBI thing becomes less logical, bc why would Annette hand over the G-Virus sample to the feds, either? It's entirely a shock factor thing revolved around Leon, she's only fooling him -- or maybe, she's fooled Ben like this, too, and was forced to stick to her cover when shit went down, we don't know 😭 why did they do my girl ada like that... (ngl re4r ada supremacy. period.)
But either way, un-truths she would throw as a bone to a "civilian" like Leon would of course be caught by Vera, nugget by nugget, while still making her think "mayhaps the FBI is misinformed????" -- I didn't want to ruin that fine line by Ada going on about Annette making the virus and her being the most dangerous of all "g-virus g-virus g-virus" or whatever because 1) WHY WOULD A SPY DO THAT???? 2) it would surely make Vera go "yeah NOPE" 💀💀
it's so much fun for them to try sussing each other out, Light and L mind games over there while Leon is happily frolicking. not one thought behind those eyes 😭
ALSO LIKE YES THE TOUCHES!!!!!! It's Leon initiating all of them for me 👹👹👹 physical touch taking over when words can't. my favorite thing of all UGGHHHHHHHH THANK YOU FOR JOINING ME IN MY MISERY
ALSO totally not going "actually 🤓☝" as I'm saying this because it's been HALF A WHOLE YEAR + the fic is over 100K words -- Vera knows Jill from post!mansion incident - pre!outbreak, in that ephemeral "investigation" phase of Jill's. I do mention it in the fic that Vera supplies information to Jill (as around that time she's trying to get rid of the weight of all she knows and trying to pass on the "hero's job" to someone else) and they exchange their findings while trying to be careful not to get caught by ppl Umbrella put on Jill's tail. I think I wrote it in passing that Vera was disguised as a secretary and sat back-to-back with Jill on a booth in one of those occasions? She's loosely connected to re3r by having a brief appearance in carlos' police station section in my head, entrusting Jill to him and all and promising to meet up with them in the station once she talks to her dad about it ☹
"delirious comment" WDYM ITS MY LIFEBLOOD THANK YOU 😭
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deanscherrypie69 · 2 months
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Dean Winchester Masterlist🤎
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These stories my include graphic content, so if you are not comfortable with that I highly advise you clicking away because these stories are not for you.
Also if you’re a minor these stories are NOT for you pls click away!!!
My inbox is open for any requests!! 🤠🤎it may take me some time to get to write them!! And I’m also very picky on what I write!!
Warnings and Reminders - Please do not plagiarise, copy, repost/republish, adapt, or translate any of my work on any social media platforms, apps, or third-party sites. The only platforms I post my work on are: Tumblr and Wattpad. I do not own any character of any franchise (Marvel etc.) All my works are fiction and may be dark or triggering content: READ ALL WARNINGS BEFORE PROCEEDING.
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OneShots/Requests 🤎🤠
Did it mean something Part 1 - You left without saying goodbye part 2- don’t leave me like this part 3 (coming soon)
Miscommunication- (Coming soon)
Tell me you love me
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fayedreamin · 6 months
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♡ ⌇ ABOUT ME 𓂃𓈒
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• if you are under the age of 7teen.
• if you are in ed recovery.
• if you are racist, homophobic, transphobic, etc.
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inspectingg · 1 year
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Exterminator (Gruvia AU) Chapter 8 - Tears
© 2023 inspectingg (on tumblr, wattpad and fanfiction.net). All rights reserved.
Synopsis: The administration indisputably decided that social status not only determined one’s wealth, but also life or death. Driven by corruption, those who thrived at the top of the chain dominated the world. Desperate to seize absolute control, Exterminators were given the decree to kill. With the entire fate of the human race under their control, it is imperative to lose all morality and sentiment. When killing people is a full-time job, it becomes second nature for Gray Fullbuster. But when the first person he has ever vowed to protect was his next victim, he makes the difficult decision to keep her under his care, training her to kill – or else be killed.
Genres: romance, action & dystopian.
This fanfiction contains violence and sexual content. Reader discretion is advised.
Author’s note: It has been a while! happy new year :)) after a two-year hiatus, i’m back baby. pls remember to reblog/like if u enjoyed it means a lot!
Chapter VIII - Tears
An ear-piercing ring sends Juvia down a tunnel of darkness. Her hair is thrown back and every strand slashes at her face as a powerful gust rushes through her locks. The familiar feeling of losing her balance and being discarded into a void penetrated her stomach. She felt a burn in her throat and an agonising screech that can’t seem to go away. She clenched her ears in terror as she fell. 
Suddenly, a visceral figure entered her vision. She forces every joint in her body to look away, but her eyes helplessly dart to the glowing shadow and she feels her gut clench. A faceless recruit hovered right beside her, his lifeless body flailed in the air as it descended at the same speed as Juvia. His disfigured face was drenched in blood. Skin clad in a wet pool of mauve, his body was barely held together by what remained, Juvia could barely make out the man’s facial features. 
To her horror, his slippery lips lifted into an unsettling smile. Juvia’s arms thrashed against the wind in an attempt to get away as the man began to gradually inch closer to her. His flesh scraped against his detached cheek as his smile widened. Words escaped his lifeless mouth. “You killed me, you bitch.” Its voice wailed, sending a high-pitched echo through the tunnel. Juvia suppressed a sickly feeling that almost escaped from her mouth. “How dare you.” Juvia’s eyes widened as the voice became deafening. “You’ll pay”. 
Juvia’s eyes fluttered open as the sound of an alarm invaded her ear drums. Juvia felt her body stuck to the mattress. Sweat dripped from her forehead and pooled at her cheeks. She took a deep breath and could faintly smell the scent of citrus enveloping her body. It did not smell nice anymore now that she was back in the recruits’ chambers. Before she could realise what happened, she heard a booming voice. 
“Up you get.” Juvia whipped her head up to find Gajeel standing at the end of her bed, arms crossed. “You’re going to be late at this rate,” he sighed. Behind him, the other recruits were hurriedly getting changed. “It’s time for the next round.” He tapped her bed frame gently with a gloved finger. “I’ll see you in the trenches.”
Erza’s heels create an ominous echo through the subterranean as she paced back and forth. Her eyebrows furrowed as she studied her watch. “Number twenty-three and forty-eight,” she barked. Two recruits immediately step forward from their positions. “One-hundred push-ups for being late.” The two exchanged concerned looks but immediately fell to their hands and feet. “I’ll make that two-hundred if this happens again.” Scribbling on a form, she returns to her centre position. “Based on the previous round, those who won have the privilege of wielding a weapon.” Erza’s eyes flickered dark. “Those who didn’t,” she let the form drop to her feet and crossed her arms, “will wield nothing.” Juvia felt her stomach fall as Erza sent her a glare. “Of course, I make sure everything is fair.” She raised her wrist to glance at her watch. “The pairings will be announced soon.” 
Gajeel approached Juvia and extended his fist. “I’ll help you train, Juvia.” She cautiously glanced at his other hand that wielded a dagger. 
“Are you sure, Gajeel? I don’t want to waste your time.” The truth was that Juvia was afraid. She didn’t know who to trust anymore. Last night’s encounter with Gray shocked her and she was even more confused than ever. His actions and words didn’t match at all, and Juvia wasn’t sure she could depend on anyone apart from herself. 
Gajeel rolled his eyes. “I’ve been wasting my time enough these days after meeting you. This won’t take up too much time.” Juvia gave him a small smile. “Besides, once you’re trained you can save your own ass, right?” He taps at his eyebrow. “It’s a long-term strategy.”  
Gajeel guides Juvia to a corner with fewer recruits and demonstrates a powerful punch. “Make sure you take the offence in a fight. Especially if you think you overpower them. A strong mentally can help you win.” Juvia nodded cautiously, mimicking Gajeel’s punches. “However,” he paused. “It can also be your downfall. Make sure you know when to punch and when to dodge.” Out of nowhere, Gajeel launches his fist at Juvia. She immediately ducks down and covers her head in shock. Her heartbeat crashed against her chest, as memories of being mauled almost to death seized her conscience. Her lungs pounded uncontrollably as she realised that she forgot to breathe. Gajeel immediately bends down to help her up. “You okay?” 
Juvia forces herself to stand. “I have to be okay,” she muttered under her breath. 
Before Gajeel could respond, the luminescent board flashed an array of vibrant colours. Words glitched as it began revealing the pairings. Juvia unknowingly bit down on her lip, her eyes rapidly scanning the list of foreign names. Finally, she found a familiar name. Her eyes focussed on Gajeel’s name, which was positioned right next to her’s. Unconsciously, her fingers began tracing her shoulder. Juvia lost count of how many times her heart sank that day, but she knew it was just the start of her problems. 
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“I won’t go easy on you, Juvia.” 
Juvia bit her lip but quickly relaxed her jaw when she felt a metallic taste enter in her mouth. She was bleeding before the match even began. Recruits piled around to watch as Erza raised an arm. “Fight.”
Before Juvia could even think about whether to be on the offence or defence, she felt the air knocked out of her as Gajeel’s figure lunged towards her violently. She instantly fell backwards and gasped when her head crashed against the hard surface. 
“Sorry,” Gajeel mumbled before smashing the dagger handle against her cheek. “You know how difficult it was for me to get here,” he grimaced. Juvia felt her mouth open but no scream escaped her lips. She blinked in shock as a fist pummelled against her stomach. The same ringing pain entered her head. She felt her shoulder throb painfully and struggled to stand back up as Gajeel delivered a whack at her side. She felt her trust in him crumble everytime he apologised.”I’m sorry,” he would repeat again and again. His expression became foreign, and Juvia almost couldn’t recognise him. Suddenly, a flashing image of the disfigured man interrupted her vision. His disjointed teeth gnashed loudly together, spluttering blood everywhere. “You’ll pay. You’ll pay. You’ll pay”.  Juvia felt her body fuse into the ground. Her vision clouded but she refused to let the void take her. She helplessly let her gaze fall on Erza, who met Juvia’s desperate gaze with a dull stare. The winner was obvious by now, yet she remained nonchalant. As if on cue, Juvia felt Gajeel’s attack subsiding. 
Erza raised an arm. “The winner is Gajeel.” 
Gajeel immediately grabbed Juvia’s shoulder and pulled her up. “I’m so sorry, Juvia.” He swept away a strand of her loose hair, tucking it behind her ear. “You know how it is.” Juvia felt a shock hit her heart when she found his gaze softened. He was unfamiliar and Juvia felt even more lost than she already was. For the first time in her life, she missed the feeling of being alone in the tunnel.  
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Blood pooled into the drain with every scrub against Juvia’s body. She gritted her teeth and her body shuddered as she let the cold water wash over her. The stabbing pain at her shoulder never subsided and instead, it became even more painful. Whining quietly, Juvia sunk the ragged cloth across her bruised skin roughly, frantically trying to remove all evidence of her weakness. Her veins pulsated through her injuries, and her muscles burned every time she bent over to work at her sides. She glowered at her appearance through the metallic tiles. Her body limped at the wrong places as every part of her represented defeat. Her fingertips grazed her cheek as her eyes followed every purple mark that stuck to her body. 
An unbearable burn radiated from her chest. She fell to her knees and recoiled until she was completely flooded by the pouring water. Juvia remained lifeless until she could no longer hear herself over the sound of the shower. Hesitantly, she allowed a tear to fall down her bloodied cheek. Her throat burned, desperate to suppress a sob that threatened to escape. She wasn’t going to stay weak anymore. Juvia was determined to find the same confidence she had in the tunnels. Grasping at her shoulder, she bit her bloodstained lip and let out a painful hiccup. She felt nauseous as her mouth opened up to release a cry. The painful memories she accumulated over the past few days started to overflow. 
Toppling onto the frigid floor, she finally allowed herself to cry. An agonising pain spread through her chest as she let her tears flow down her face. She could no longer think properly, as she screamed into her bruised palms. Her tears fused together with blood as it snaked down the tiles before disappearing into a dark void. She promised that today was the last time she would cry tears of weakness. 
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yuigadokson · 6 months
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just tumblr lol i still love my blog a lot and it is the only place online i enjoy being with ppl. but sometimes i just feel like 'meh,what's the point....' maybe i've just been low energy...how do ppl do/watch/read so many things ? how can ppl consumed so much ? I feel ugly to have this constant thought about always need to catch up with things,with people, when i 100% know that i really don't have to. I am just very tired of myself....so yes...even i like being here but i am also struggling....sorry for talking so much.
This got long sorry
never apologise!! I totally feel what you are going through, what i feel is that you are putting too much burden on yourself, one good thing is you love your blog (and i love your blog too and loooove seeing you post on the timeline<3) but if you feel that your online timeline makes you feel as if you arenot keeping up with things, than i feel you should try to either mute things that dont bring joy
Nothing wrong with it, you have been taking breaks and if you enjoy it thats good, everyone here and everyone everywhere does things cause they want to do it and if you arent able to keep up, why worry, you are going at your own pace, at this point i also never keep up with anything too so your arent alone, somedays online timeline can be overwhelming and i truly hope that you dont overburden yourself with simply this small part of the universe
Consider tumblr like a newspaper at times you dont read every single news, and in the same way you dont have to pay attention to every single post here, or just consider it your diary, write and post stuff about your day and maybe keep a 2 or 3 min timer and when thats done just close the app and go for a walk or drink some delicious coffee so whatever you feel when you open tumblr doesnt affect you too much as you are now doing what you enjoy <3
I am sorry i am not good with advise i also ran away from social media and at present am only watching or checking out social media for stuff that brings me joy and when it gets too much i just throw my phone in the other room and just clean or organize stuff ;;
This got long so sorry but pls know i will always love you and i am here for you and i simply wish you dont stress yourself and can do things that bring you joy! You are enough you dont need to define your actions you are doing well!!!
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