#what else am i missing

[qbedience]

thinking about kaidan begging shepard not to leave—not to leave like everyone before them, like rahna, like ashley, like himself on horizon. kaidan not being able to forgive himself for losing people to his own mistakes. jump zero. walking away from shep. causing himself so much heartache for nothing. stay, stay because you're the only good thing that's happened to me; shepard is the only thing he feels hes done right.

if he lost them he'd never forgive himself. he'd never forgive himself for letting them be the one that got away, letting them walk away, letting everything play out just like it did before.

like jump zero

like virmire

like horizon

he can't lose another friend. he can't lose the one person left that he truly, deeply loves.

it's for this reason he messages shepard apologetically after horizon; he knows it's wrong, and he knows he's pushing shepard away like rahna pushed him away, and god if that isn't eating him alive. so he messages the commander and reassures that he wants to trust them but needs time and needs them away from cerberus.

and in the end it's all for nothing because shepard still leaves like everyone else, and all he can do is hope his words are enough and that the commander's final words to him won't hang so heavy. and he's doing it all over again, watching them die again

i had a point here i dont remember what it was but im getting it

#mass effect #mass effect 3 #kaidan alenko #commander shepard #femshep #maleshep #broshep #shenko #mshenko #what else am i missing #oh well thatll do #q talks #does this make sense idk im just thinkin abt the tragedy of being the one who stays #so much work put into their relationship and everything and then thats it—its over #one cant live without the other #im not looking forward to finishing me3 solely bc of his #*this #give me happy shenko like in citadel dlc !!! PLEASE #i cant bear the struggles anymore

[lilywhiterabbit]

you can't spell necromancer without romance

you can't spell resurrection without erection

#dungeon meshi #chainsaw man #ligeia #mary shelly's frankenstein #what else am i missing

[loveable-sea-lemon]

love how all the gay career paths do not pay well. examples:

library

theatre

art

#what else am i missing #og posting

[persaephone]

me patiently waiting for all of hannah’s secret projects to drop

#thoughts #i know there’s a christmas special and an album probably dropping along with it #her appearance in mission impossible #hannah waddingham #what else am i missing #hwad

[f-ngrl]

i just thought “actually what is jjangyou doing there’s been no news in ages” and i go to his ig and he posted song snippets not too long ago but ig just didn’t show me?? ugh all the regular social media is such a mess i can’t imagine that concept not going down some day. why would i follow someone if i didn’t wanna see their posts?? just give us the option for chronologial order without leaving out anything, like the NICE social media sites do!!

#it's just #what else am i missing #so annoying

[secretivemessenger]

hmmmm

Me admiring ur beauty~

#&. kizu #&. ruru #my gorgeous boy #my pretty boy #my incredible boy #what else am I missing

[sibeal]

found out about and did the ill fly away quest for the first time yesterday... 3 years later

#do i need to check up every exlaimation mark on the map on my own #what else am i missing #lowkey thought they added it with patch 2 💀

[seldompathic]

If bro smiles through tears in episode 1 of S3 I'm gonna fold like a lawn chair

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic prime #shadow the hedgehog #I am going absolutely feral right now #sorry for the angst lately but the POTENTIAL FOR IT FJSNFJSJBF #SEND THESE BOYS TO THERAPY #oh my god..what if this is the moment he realizes he NEEDS Tails? He has no one to plan ahead for him and now..oh dude #and that sparks missing his brother like nothing else #like of course hes always needed him and always will but it becomes blatantly clear now that he NEEDS him :'(( #sonic prime season 3 #my art

[ef-1]

Everyone moved on but I stayed there

#sick to my stomach again. i miss him so much im about to end it all. who else was like him #like. he saw daniel struggling and would not be dissuade. all throughout 2022. scathingly defending daniel in public. #comforting him in private. reaching out to daniel again and again and again #showed up to daniels test. rested his head on the halo and encouraged him. when daniel got the seat he said #I AM VERY HAPPY FOR DANIEL BECAUSE I LOVE HIM #LIKE I DONT KNOW WHAT WOULD MAKE IT MORE DEVASTATING. IF THE EMPHASIS WAS ON WHICH WORD #f1 #daniel ricciardo #sebastian vettel

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

Hello may 31th anon! Look at that, another year behind us and a new one to come. Have a nice day! ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡

#may 31th anon #hello friends!! (｡’▽’｡)♡ how are you!! I missed you so much! #I'm sorry that once again i have not been posting but I did that thing again where I got scared of posting #I do not know why but it is the same with physical paper diarys #I have 3 diarys and they all have 1 entry #I think one just says 'I am ten' #what have you been up to!! did you do something fun? is it summer too where you live? c: #my tumblr messages seem to be broken! I'm sorry if you wrote something :C it just says 'no new messages' despite also saying new messages #not a lot has happened here! I got a tomato plant and then I got very invested into the tomato plant and I have eaten three tomatos so far ( #my roses are also doing well!! I just got a new yellow rose and since she got here she only made orange flowers #I do not know the meaning of that #but I am very thankful! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡ I love it when things are orange!! #I've been trying to buy an orange shirt for the past 2 weeks but they always sell out before I get to them #I'm also thinking about buying a jean jacket #I have not worn a jean jacket for at least 15 years because one time in 7th grade tthe girl behind me said #that I was wearing a cool jean jacket and I just assumed that this was bullying for no actual reason #but maybe she just thought that it was an acutal cool jean jacket #we'll soon have out 10 year school reunion #maybe I should ask her #is anyone else going to a secret Sherlock phase again #I just want to see that silly little hat again #would sherlock holmes wear a jean jacket #have a nice day everyone!! #see you soon hopefully!! #♡＾▽＾♡

[dailynakaharachuuya]

10. Painters AU 12. Coffee shop AU 15. Dazai Chuuya 15 16. ADA AU

#bungo stray dogs #bungo stray dogs dazai #bungo stray dogs chuuya #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs chuuya #bungou stray dogs dazai #bsd #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #skk #soukoku #inktober 2023 #(I did the ones I missed!!) #(Been feeling so awful today haha like genuinely what am I feeling so down about) #(Anyway I hope everyone else is enjoying their day) #(I streamed these drawings today~~)

[minorfamilysupremacy]

new BTS footage from santhipong sillapachai on facebook

#apologies if i didn't grab them all bc i don't have fb access so i'm relying on what people linked #the sizes are probably jacked as well bc half of this was done on my phone #anyway lu this post is 4 u #4 u i did restrain from posting that 'that's my baby and i'm proud' gif #but they ARE my babies and i AM proud #i love them and miss them tremendously #bible wichapas #build jakapan #i could tag everyone else but let's face it #we know the content this blog is here for #biblebuild #vegaspete #kinnporsche

[rythyme]

really not a fan of boston very explicitly saying "I want to be exclusive romantically but not sexually" only to be told "You're lying to yourself. I think you should be alone."

#like... p'jojo. you gave us 3wbf??? what's going on bud #only friends the series #ofts #am i misinterpreting boston? did I miss something? is this just a poorly executed representation of something else entirely?? #idk this really just did not sit well with me #i love pretty much everything else in this show so i'm disappointed that this was the last thing we got #bc I've been saying this the whole time!! boston DOES want a romantic relationship and he's spent the whole show coming to terms with that #he really does love nick #and he wants romantic exclusivity (see: Boston getting upset and jealous when Nick is with other people) #but physical stuff doesn't need to have the same exclusiveness for him and that's literally fine #idk i just wish that last conversation had been written slightly differently. a couple different wordings could have fixed it all for me #like if Nick had SAID ''i can't do a non-exclusive relationship but i hope you find someone someday who wants that with you'' #that would have been fine #not ''i think you should be alone'' #idk. just really sat wrong with me #lgbt drama #thai drama #theo.txt #100

[riverspond]

peter capaldi is THE doctor like no one has ever doctered like him and no one will again

#i’m sorry but i truly mean this #the entire twelve/davros scene in the witch’s familiar about compassion has me SHAKING #‘it grows strong and fierce in you. like a cancer’ #‘i hope so’ #i am literally screaming what a fucking piece of dialogue #‘it will kill you in the end’ #‘i wouldn’t die of anything else’ #LIKE THAT IS THE DOCTOR! #oh pcap i miss you #do people like the magician’s apprentice/the witch’s familiar? #idk i love it #doctor who #the doctor #twelfth doctor #peter capaldi

[shimmerstar]

Idia when he steps out of his room on episode 7 part 3:

#he faced the SSR problematic children #now it’s time to face the supreme UR problematic child #this is what being introverted gets you; you miss one party and now you're the chosen one who has to fight malleus #you could have been asleep with everyone else #cannot believe Idia is Prince Phillip #ANYWYAS LMAO I WAS RIGHT #ROLLO IS GONNA SHOW UP I AM PUTTING IT IN WORDS RIGHT HERE #twst spoilers #twisted wonderland #idia shroud #malleus draconia

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Late Night Talking

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#poorly drawn mdzs #MDZS #wei wuxian #lan wangji #This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy #thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects #Nor does LWJ play with ants B*( #I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all #My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants) #also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there #We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what #and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone #He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run #gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?' #cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter #Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others #you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home #I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep' #wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride. #He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years #gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue! #(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)