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chiiyuuvv · 5 months

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• PAIRING — bestfriend!xikers x gn reader (i think)

• GENRE — "imagine if we were dating" prompt, shy, fluff, angst in minjaes, screaming at hunters, yeah

• WORD COUNT — 880

• AUTHOR'S NOTE — i got this idea when i was reading some skz texts. Basically, you were saying "what if we were dating" but you already dating- wait lemme just

• TAGLIST — @lil-elle @hyunukitty

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MINJAE ☆

Doesnt find your joke funny

Theres a very clear line of best friends and lovers and besides, theres no possible way you could like him back

Zoning out a lot, trying to understand his feelings more when he just blurts out what was on his mind. Because you guys are close, he could tell you anything, right?

“No, no its fine. I know you obviously dont like me and it’s okay, i just wanted to get it off my chest. Im sorry i made you uncomfortable.”

He was already on the verge of tears, but when you tell him you love him, more than just friends, he just bursts out crying ♡

JUNMIN ☆

Just goes along with it

Holds your hand, puts his arm around your shoulder. Refuses to call you by your name but babe

Likes that your getting flustered because hes screaming on the inside

Gets so into his role that he leans into you, your noses touching and hes about to kiss you. Until wait a minute and just pulls back with a sheepish smile

Daydreams for the rest of the day about the almost kiss. And when he drops you to your house, he finally does it ♡

SUMIN

Freezes; were you reading his thoughts? Were you able to somehow see his dreams? H-how did you know??

He tries to play it cool even though his face is burning red. "Y-yeah.. that'll be crazy right?! Haha.." he clears his throat

But to his dismay, you already knew about the massive crush he had on you, as he was very obvious

So you use that to your advantage, scooting extra close to him, your hands shadowing over his small ones

"I like you too, stupid." You would laugh, placing a soft kiss on his cheek as his face gets even redder ♡

JINSIK ☆

"Yeah, imagine if we were dating." He would take it as a joke, lying down and fantasizing about your lifes as a couple

"I would take you to this hot air balloon festival, since i know you've always wanted to go."

Has this smile on his face until he stops; were you actually serious?

You had to be joking, there was no way this was directed to him, right?

Almost stops breathing and his mouth is dropped open when you kiss his cheek. "I like you, jinsik." ♡

HYUNWOO ☆

Your question honestly made him sad

Because wdym “what if you were dating?” no, he didnt want to pretend. He wanted to live his dreams, he wanted to be with you

So he gets a little quiet, looking down as hes lost in his thoughts, a little teary eyed

Snaps out of it when you call his name, and would say he’s okay even though you know he’s lying

So with all courage, you confess to him. And when you’re done, he’d pour his heart out to you ♡

JUNGHOON ☆

He’s completely taken aback, the silence making you feel a little uneasy

“B-but i mean.” wouldnt even let you talk without pressing his lips against yours, his face completely red but he doesnt care

Would kiss you again if you tried to talk, getting to the point where hes just peppering your face with kisses

Would have the whole rant about how much he loves you

Then it would be your turn to cut him off with a kiss ♡

SEEUN ☆

Also freezes; the first time hes speechless

Theres a long awkward silence, your faces red and seeun twiddling with his thumbs

"I mean I- well we- or m-maybe-" struggles to find words

"We can definitely start it slow.. i-i mean, it you wanna, i can understand if you dont b-but you decide haha!!!"

After you agree that you wanna take it slow, he would have this shy smile on his face, holding both of your hands, looking down the entire time ♡

YUJUN ☆

Would have the cutest smile on his face

“Dating??” the giggles he would let out, gosh

Like jinsik, he would fantasize about how everything would go, his ears red

But that turns into convincing you to go on a date with him. He’d treat you so well, buying anything you want

“I mean.. I wouldnt mind. I already love you and i know you do too, so why not we just make it offical?” ♡

HUNTER ☆

"If we were dating?" He would stop as you were walking through the park

Has this cheeky smile on his face. "I think i would do this."

Grabs both of your hands with a warm smile, checking to see if you were comfortable before tucking some hair behind your ears, his eyes filled with love

"You're so pretty." He would mumble as he picks a flower out of a bush next to you

Lifts up your chin and slowly connects your lips, moving in a slow but meaningful pace ♡

YECHAN ☆

The boy would not stop giggling

"I-if we were dating?" He would burst out laughing, making you think he's making fun of the question

Would stop laughing when he notices your frown

"I-I mean.. if we were dating, it would be so nice and we would wake up together and text pick-up lines and-" his face was bright pink as he was rambling

Stops when he notices, "i-i'd think i like it.." ♡

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songmingisthighs · 16 days

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[12:24] dad!hongjoong × baby!minjae (ft. mom!reader)

⇀ having a big family, natural or chosen, could be a blessing or a curse. or both. this time ? hongjoong would rather not choose and just work. his son however, has another idea in mind

⇁ another installment of the baby xikers series finally written after an impromptu discussion about the children and their uncle wooyoung with @starlitmark LMAO LOOKIE I FINALLY WROTE THIS

wc : 1.2 k

genre : fluff ? slice of life ?? baby!xikers, dad!ateez

It had been weeks since the big incident and Hongjoong feared his son had started to catch on the situation the parents put Wooyoung in. Or something along the line.

Two and a half weeks ago, Wooyoung took the children to the Seodaemun Museum of Natural History for an educational day. Or so he claimed because not two hours since Wooyoung sent a selfie of him and the kids at the museum entrance to the friend group chat did all of them receive a call to come collect their children (in which Wooyoung's wife was told to collect all three of hers; Junghoon, Hunter, and of course, Wooyoung). Apparently, Wooyoung had told them that they couldn't play with any of the displays which the children took as a challenge rather than a warning. Seeun, Yujun, Minjae, and Sumin tried to get on the Acrocanthosaurus display while Hyunwoo and Hunter took off their shoes and dipped their toes in the Han River section of the Nature Hall to play with the fishies and Junmin, Jinsik, Junghoon, and Yechan somehow got inside the forest ecosystem display. It would have been an easy issue to handle and even let slide had Wooyoung not stood by and taken a video of everything whilst cackling rather than trying to get everyone to stop. After that, the parents rounded together and agreed that Wooyoung was to be put under an indefinite playdate hosting and attendance ban.

Unfortunately, the children were not told of this development as some were still grounded by their parents and some were known to love their Uncle Wooyoung so they'd probably get upset. It took them a while to even notice that suddenly they were not being taken to their Uncle Wooyoung's for playdates nor did their Uncle Wooyoung show up to chaperone.

The first to be told was Jinsik because his dad, Yunho, had given up trying to cover up the issue (literally 20 minutes after Jinsik started asking) and by the time the children were being picked up from playdate at Uncle Jongho's, they were all informed and began protesting in their own ways.

It was safe to say that for the past three days Hongjoong was stuck with Minjae who turned into melted cheese as a form of protest.

"Kim Minjae," Hongjoong called out sternly towards his son who sprawled himself on top of his work bag on his bed. Hongjoong had taken a short shower when he got home only to be met with Minjae groaning and moaning like a stranded starfish on top of his work stuff. Despite being called, Minjae didn't answer and just continued moaning like an injured cat. "Kim Minjae," Hongjoong huffed again, "Please get off my work bag, you'll crush my laptop," he walked closer to his son and stood over him with his arms on his hips. For a moment, Minjae stopped his moaning and looked over to Hongjoong, "Will you take me to Uncle Wooyoung?" Hongjoong raised an eyebrow at his son trying to bargain with him, "I'll take you to the doctor to get a shot instead, how's that?" And with that, Minjae dropped his head back and resumed moaning and groaning.

Minjae kept doing so, even following his dad around who managed to get his things from under Minjae by throwing him over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes (and Minjae slid right off his dad's shoulder... like a sack of potatoes). When Hongjoong was setting up his laptop in his home office, Minjae laid on the rug, when Hongjoong took a break to eat the dinner you cooked, Minjae laid across his lap and grumbled despite you trying to get him to sit up and behave when people are eating, then Minjae laid in front of the bathroom like a speed bump which almost caused Hongjoong to trip and fall.

With a sigh, Hongjoong crouched down and stared at his little boy, "Kim Minjae, if you don't cut this out right now I'm going to take you to my room," he threatened. But Minjae blinked and tilted his head, "Can we go to Uncle Wooyoung's room instead?" He asked, trying to bargain yet again. Hongjoong felt the corner of his left eye twitched and firmly stated, "No," then, Hongjoong stood up and tried walking away. Unfortunately, Minjae immediately latched onto his dad's leg and let his body be dagged away. Not even when you ran over screaming, trying to unlatch his grip on Hongjoong's leg did he relent. In fact, Minjae screeched and dug his nails into Hongjoong's leg, leaving the man soundlessly screaming and almost falling on his face. It was quite a sight to behold. Kim Minjae, your usually calm and reserved son, let out a banshee-like screech that managed to surprise the heck out of you, causing you to jump back and stare wide-eyed and as if nothing had happened, Minjae returned to his moaning and groaning while still being attached to his dad's legs.

To say that both you and Hongjoong gave up on trying to get Minjae to stop was an understatement because Hongjoong was now stuck in his home office with his son on the rug behind him moaning and groaning, causing him to lose focus which means that the situation was that bad because Kim Hongjoong doesn't lose focus on his goals. Apparently neither does Kim Minjae. Every 20 minutes or so, Minjae stopped his moaning and groaning to ask Hongjoong if he could go to Uncle Wooyoung's in all sorts of ways. As much as Hongjoong felt annoyed with the incessant behaviour, he had to admit that his favourite was when Minjae offered to prank Wooyoung on his dad's behalf as a form of revenge for the museum chaos.

The moment Hongjoong realized that the moans and groans had stopped was when Minjae finally fell asleep. It was well over 10 pm which means it was past the boy's bedtime. Knowing his relationship with sleep, Hongjoong was not at all surprised that his circadian clock had automatically shut him up. After saving his progress, Hongjoong stretched his body out slightly before getting out of his chair and crouching down next to Minjae who was creating a puddle on the rug ironically enough Wooyoung bought for Hongjoong. The way that they don't even live together anymore but Wooyoung still effectively has his grip on Hongjoong's life.

Gently, Hongjoong moved Minjae's bangs out of his face but as gentle as he was, Minjae still managed to stir and he suddenly opened his eyes. "Daddy going?" he groggily asked, lifting his head up slightly, "It's past your bedtime sir, what do you think?" Hongjoong sarcastically answered, scoffing slightly and shaking his head before scooping the barely conscious boy into his arms without much issue. "Are we going to Uncle Wooyoung's?" Minjae still managed to ask despite the fact that he was already closing his eyes again and resting his cheek on Hongjoong's shoulder. The question sent Hongjoong in disbelief but he simply shook his head, "Not tonight buddy." Thankfully, Minjae nodded and even nuzzled his face deeper, "I'll try again tomorrow," he mumbled in finality before falling back asleep.

As much as Hongjoong wanted to complain and even tell his son no, he knew there was no point. The issue was reserved for the next day. All he could hope for was that Minjae would forget or get distracted.

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bro-atz · 2 months

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pleaseeeee xikers reaction to you sitting on their lap (NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY!!!)

xikers reacting to you sitting on their lap — sfw

pair: xikers/gn!reader

word count: 1.1k

content: fluff, i should start adding comedy to this y'all keep laughing at yechan haha, nicknames (baby, sweetie, etc), some romantic/established relationships?, sfw!!!

taglist: @yuniniverse @eyeryis @sinnarols @dutchessskarma apply for the permanent taglist here!

minjae

honestly, he loves this aspect of a relationship

but he only has so much patience

like he's a busy man! he's got things to do!

BUT if youre sitting on his lap while he's composing

like if youre sitting with your legs on either side of him and you're hugging him

he's totally okay with it

if anything, he actually loves it bc then he can get your opinion

and he can share his life with you a little more

"how does this sound?"

"good!"

but if youre sitting on his lap in the dorms

that lasts for a solid minute

then minjae is shooting up out of the chair and running around the dorm

he's a busy father after all

just stick to sitting on his lap in the studio to protect your bum from hitting the floor suddenly

junmin

oh my god junmin is adorable

the first time you sit on his lap he's like so shy

also scared like

are you comfy????

is he sitting in a position that strains your back????

and at first he's like silently worrying

but then he asks you

"baby, are you comfy"

"yes, junnie. your lap is very comfy."

"are you sure? bc if you want, i can—"

"junmin, i'm comfortable"

"yeah, but like, if i bring your legs around like this—"

and he proceeds to do so

your legs are dangling off his

and your ribs are pressed to his chest

"is this better?"

"you're always comfy baby. it's one of the things i love about you"

now why would you go and say that?

he's a blushing mess now oh dear

sumin

don't sit in his lap

ever

like yes sumin loves showing you affection

and he'll keep you nice and cozy

and hug you to his chest

his arms tightly around you

maybe even one on your calf just to give you more support

but then

he'll bite you

"ow! sumin!"

"hug tax, baby"

"hug tax my foot don't bite me!"

"okay okay"

"i'm serious sumin if you bite me i'm getting up"

"i won't i promise"

that promise flies out the window

and just as you said

you got up and walked away

well, you sent him flying out the window first then walked away /j

jinsik

oh he loves it when you sit on his lap

honestly he just loves when you're near him

so if you just wordlessly plop on his lap instead of next to him

he's a giggly mess

"hehe hi baby"

"hi jinsik"

you'll have a full conversation while sitting on his lap

and since you're on his lap right

you're slightly taller than him

so he's looking up at you

his eyes are sparkling

"you're so beautiful baby"

you're getting all shy

and you lowkey wanna move away before your heart can burst from your chest

but he has his arms firmly wrapped around you

just let him shower you with wholesome love and affection okay

hyunwoo

this is where hyunwoo's bf material really shows

he immediately welcomes you into his arms

and he's smiling

and hugging you

he props his legs up so you're not slipping off him

and he's periodically checking in with you

"good?"

"yes, hyunnie. very"

"can you just shift back slightly? you're mostly on my one leg"

"oh, sorry!"

"don't be. i just want to make sure we're both comfy"

and you shift slightly as he asked

"ah, much better. thank you baby"

"ofc, hyunnie"

junghoon

unfazed

like he's just watching tv

minding his business

and he doesn't realize you're sitting down next to him

quietly pouting

silently asking for his attention

and you take matters into your own hands at some point

and sit on his lap

and mans is still focused on the tv

"really? not even a hug?"

"you want to sit on my lap and want me to hug you?"

he sounds skeptical, but he's just genuinely curious

"yes"

"okay c'mere"

and you snuggle into his arms

btw his eyes are on the tv screen the whole time LMAO

seeun

he doesn't mind

but like in the same breath

his legs aren't t h a t strong

don't get him wrong, he can definitely support you

but like not for so much time

at least he's honest with you

"hey, baby, you know when youre in the bathroom for too long and your legs turn to static?"

"...are your legs asleep"

"yes"

at least youre on the sofa with him

you can sit on the sofa but rest your legs on his

and you try to make sure you don't put too much weight on him

he's a lil relieved

"the static is going away"

"lol seeun"

"thank you baby. i love you"

"love you too, seeun"

yujun

yujun is always happy to be involved no matter what it is

so if you wanna sit on his lap

be his guest

but honestly

his favorite thing to do while you sit on his lap

is feed you

also he loves peeling tangerines for you iykyk

"yujun i'm okay seriously—"

"you need to eat more! look, you're so light youre like flying off my legs"

and he bounces his legs, and you nearly fall off

you're about to argue

but he pops the slice into your mouth

"eat" he says in his best demanding voice, but he's still so sof

"if i eat will you let me be"

"if you eat i'll be the happiest person in the world and let you be"

hunter

okay hear me out

hunter's arms are like a seat belt

like you're sitting on his lap

and your back is pressed against his chest

and one arm goes over your shoulder while the other is around your waist

and his chin is resting delicately on your shoulder

(he doesn't want to dig his chin into your shoulder and hurt you)

"hi baby"

his voice is super soft since his lips are right by your ear

(he doesn't want to rupture your eardrum either)

"hi hunny"

"how was your day?"

"it sucked, but it's better now that i'm with you"

"i'm glad i make you feel better, but tell me about your day? it'll make you feel even better"

ugh he's so bf material fr

(i'm not crying who's cutting onions)

yechan

there are two different ways this could play out

he could either be immature and tell you to get off

"MY THIGHS! OW!"

but i say that's more his reaction if you aren't in a relationship and just friends

in a relationship tho

he'd tell you to come sit on his lap before you can even ask or just do

he's all giddy and excited and having a good time

(if he's in a good mood)

and his knees are lowkey bouncing you while he sways side to side

"hi, baby"

"hi yechannie, you're in a good mood"

"why wouldn't i be when you're here?"

and he's smiling at you with that cute giggly grin of his

eyes are crescents

so happy he is so happy

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rizzkisworld · 1 month

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Take The Shot - Choi Sumin

Pairing: bestfriend!Sumin x gn!reader

Warnings: none??? Idk

Synopsis: Sumin talks to Minjae and officially confesses his feelings for you

Genre: Fluff!!!

A/N: Y'all we are so back!!(I'm feeling inspired)

Whispers of winds whistling in your ear as you both stood in silence. The sky was a little cloudy, but the sun peeked through just a tiny bit. You were still in shock at the words that came out of your best friend's mouth. Is this moment even real? What led up to it? What made him say that now?

In the gymnasium stood Sumin and his friend Minjae. “I wanna confess, but how?” Sumin heaved a sigh. “Aren't you really close? You should know what Y/n likes.” Minjae tried to encourage Sumin. “I've had crushes before, but there's something about Y/n that I can't explain. I don't wanna risk ruining our friendship.” He thought back to some of the moments he's spent with you.

The time you first met in middle school. He was trying to impress one of the girls in your class, but ended up tripping and falling flat on his face. You helped him gather his things and since then you've been besties. The time he got rejected by the person he swore would be his lifetime partner in highschool. You were there to comfort him. The time you were over his house and you attempted to make cookies. The results…… Total fail. Though you swear it was his fault.

A small grin appeared on his face, the same one that appears all the other times he's thinking of you. His thoughts were so vivid in his mind that he almost missed what Minjae had to say. “Look, life is kind of like basketball. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. In other words, you have Y/n now, but if you let go of this opportunity you may not have Y/n later…wait that was poetic I need to write that down-” “Not the time Minjae.” Both of them started laughing, lighting up the pressing mood. Sumin was ready, cause like Minjae said, you miss 100% of the shots you don't take.

That's what brought you to the situation you're in now. Sumin texted you to come outside on the field near the bleachers. His text was very cryptic, so you worried just a little bit. You rushed outside to find the boy with his back facing you. “Is everything okay?” You asked, gently tapping him on his back. He sharply turned around to face you. A tint of blush covering his handsome features. You furrowed your brows at him, because what in the world was happening? He wasn't even saying anything. Just looking. Just staring. It honestly left you with a little discomfort.

It was complete silence. “Sorry if I-” “I like you too.” You blurted out. There the silence was again. “Repeat that for me?” Sumin, with a smirk on his face, leaned in closer to hear you say those words again. How was the same boy that was just super nervous teasing you now? “You heard me!” You playfully smacked his shoulder. “Ouch! No need to hit your new boyfriend so hard.” Sumin acted like your hit hurt him. “Boyfriend?” You tilted your head to the side. “Problem?” He asked. “You didn't ask me out yet, you only confessed your feelings.” You didn't miss the way Sumin began blushing again. The thought of actually having to ask you out felt unreal.

“Uh, are you-” “I like you a lot.” He blurted out the words, cutting you off. “You what?” Thinking you misheard him, you asked for him to repeat himself. “How was your day?” He smiled from ear to ear. “That is not what just came out of your-” “I asked you, how was your day.” He maintained the same smile. “It was fine, but what is going on here?” You asked, feeling very suspicious of him. “My bad, um…. I've been feeling this way for a long time and I'm feeling very nervous to tell you this…. Y/n I……” His voice trailed off leaving you in suspense. He what?

“I don't know when this feeling started, but all I know is just that I've never felt this way with anyone else. You're the person that makes my day and I look forward to talking to you whether it be in person or on the phone. I've never felt so nervous to say something like this ever in my life, but…. I really like you alot…like alot alot." Sumin’s eyes looked everywhere, but your eyes.

“Will you be mine?” Sumin shyly grinned. “Of course!” You leaned in to hug him. The hug lasted about two minutes. Sumin slowly pulled away and looked you deep in your eyes. His hand slowly caressed your cheek. Leaning in, the both of you closed your eyes, waiting for your lips to touch. “Well, would you look at that, the power couple of the century.” Seeun, who was standing next to Minjae, teased. Sumin's face said it all. He was so done with those two. “Let's escape.” Sumin whispered before grabbing your hand and running off the field together.

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yourstruly410 · 1 year

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SANA's REALM

hi! im sana, at first i wasnt gonna continue this blog but recently ive been writing a lot of xikers!

all works will be: sfw(absolutely NO nsfw), member x original character(no memberxmember)

OCs will range in gender!

i will take reqs if anyone wants to send any!

my twt is @/lovingminjaee but i wont rep or really talk abt fics there at all, this is a place to explore my creativity!

i might write abt other groups in the future but for now it will just be xikers<3

none of these works have any real meaning or correlation to the real people!

xikers

minjae-

junmin-

sumin-

jinsik-

hyunwoo-

junghoon-

seeun-

yujun-

hunter-

yechan-

misc

NINE.i

stray kids

E'LAST

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itsvioletthebee · 4 months

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RP Partner Search

- I am looking for a rp partner to rp K-pop. I do many groups, but the most I do is Enhypen, ateez,txt, Xikers, straykids. I assure you I do many, so don't be shy to suggest others.

- I do rp other fandoms besides K-pop, like from movies or even anime and even video games like genshin

- I can do percy Jackson [the show], Maze Runner, Hunger Games [All movies], House of the Dragon, The Originals, Vampire Dairies, Legacies, and many other mkre

- Trying to see if I can rp about xikers with someone [their wrecking me as my biggest group is Enhypen]

- I prefer oc, which is easier for me, but I can try other for you.

- I do FxM since it's more comfortable for me to do

- must be +18, I am super friendly so I bet we would get along.

- I can do any types of AUs I don't mind any.

- I can do NSFW or sfw, I don't mind.

- I don't mind any kind of writing way. I can copy the way you rp if u want a specific type.

- I don't mind anything, but I do have some restrictions, which I can say if you text me.

- I prefer Discord because I can organize things better there and it's easier.

- I hope this gets out and that you won't be shy. Text me or comment that I'm always available.

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xikerhunt · 11 months

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NOT SO SHY

Seeun x Reader

Warnings: just cuteness, shy reader and not so shy seeun.

STAN XIKERS 🙌

Requests are open btw

It's just a normal day at school for you. Chatting and paper going around the class and Bad language.

You didn't really fit in. It's not cause your different or anything you just have social anxiety which keeps you from making friends.

The teacher was talking when a student enters the class. Really late. "Oh, you must be the new student" You look up to see a blonde haired boy with a blue jacket.

The boy nods his head "yes, my name is seeun. Nice to meet you all." The teacher tells him to sit anywhere and he looks around.

He sees the empty seat next to you. He sits. "Why don't you catch him up on things" the teacher asked you. You get nervous but nod your head.

You could feel seeuns eyes on you so you look up at him. "What's your name?" He asked with a smile. You tell him your name. "That's a pretty name for a pretty lady." You look down getting extremely shy from the boys words.

He smiles at you then looks back to the teacher teaching. After class you are packing your things "Would you mind showing me to my next class" the blonde boy asked. You don't say anything just nod.

You two exit the class. "You don't talk much do you?" You shrug. "Yea im not much of a talker." He nods his head. "You don't have to be scared to talk to me, I don't bite." You look up at him then say okay with a shy smile.

You didn't notice but seeun had a huge smile on his face too. " You have a beautiful smile." He compliments you." you blush with a smile and ignore what he said and tell him that this is his class.

He stands Infront of the door looking at you with curiosity. You look down, "Well I guess I'll see you later?." He more so asked. You nod with a soft smile and he waves and enters his class.

LUNCH TIME

it's time for lunch and you usually just sit by yourself.

You were looking down at your phone when you felt the presence of someone next to you. You look up and see the cute boy from your biology class.

"Do you mind if I sit with you?" He asked with a smile. "I don't mind." You said and he smiled and sat down next to me.

He didn't have any food, just himself. He looked at you before speaking. "Your right, You don't talk much." He says with a little giggle. You smile and say "haha yea I can't help it, it's just how i am."

He nods. "Oh I understand, it's fine cause I like talking to you. Honestly I didnt think I would make friends, my dad just moved me here out of nowhere."

You were surprised that he was still talking to you even tho you stay quiet. "That must be hard for you." You say not really knowing how to respond.

He looks into your eyes and smiles from even hearing you actually talk to him. After a while the bell rings and you both stand.

"It was really fun talking to you y/n." He says and you nod enjoying his presence. He waves before walking away.

What just happened.

#kpop ambw #kpop poc #xikers fanfic #xikers seeun #seeun #kpopidol #high school au #hunter xikers #xikers x reader #x reader #xikers tricky house

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pinievsev · 11 months

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I was just chilling and my brain said "BODYGUARD READER!" HELP WHO DO I DO IT WITH?!? 😃

{masterlist} >>>>>

ALSO! TYSM FOR 300<333 😋

#kpop drabbles #kpop x reader #kpop x you #kpop fanfic #kpop #fanfiction #skz x reader #stray kids #xikers #txt oneshots #txt x reader #ateez x reader #bts x reader #bodyguard #bodyguard reader #bodyguard au

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yushipie · 2 months

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Posting the sungmin ask some time today. In the meantime, I want to do a mini social media au but I don't know which idol I should write for 😭 help???

#zb1 #riize #xikers #boynextdoor #nct #treasure #trendz #tws #p1harmony #all_h_hours #lun8 #dkz #xdinary heroes #enhypen #tnx #8turn #kpop #kpop social media au #pow

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draco-renn · 10 months

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I'm totally capable of keeping my interests separate and not mashing them together like a madman (lying)

[Edit: Transcript below the cut]

Statement of Kim Gyuguk, regarding a suspected dokkaebi attack on his nightly commute from work. Original statement given March 30, 2023. Audio recording by Kim Minjae, Apprentice Archivist of the KQ Foundation, South Korea. Statement begins.

[sigh]

[intro to Tricky House by xikers starts to play]

#the dragon sings his songs #tma #the magnus archives #kpop #xikers #au where the magnus institute has a branch in Korea and Minjae is following in Head Archivist Hongjoong's steps ig #please don't let me be the only one who likes both these things #also i don't think this needs to be said but that's me talking and I am Not minjae

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chiiyuuvv · 5 months

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can you do xikers reaction to fighting with a girl who was flirting with them around her(if that makes sense lol)

• PAIRING — bf!xikers x fem!reader (i am sure of it this time XD)

• GENRE — honestly mad xikers, plus some clueless ones

• WORD COUNT — 289

• AUTHOR'S NOTE — ty for requesting!!

• TAGLIST — @lil-elle , @hyunukitty

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Minjae was a little annoyed because he was obviously talking to you, so he just puts his arm around your shoulder and forcing a smile. "Sorry."

Junmin was scrolling through his phone, waiting for you to get out of the bathroom when he feels a tap on his shoulder. "Oh sorry, im taken." He would nod at the now frowning girl, before walking over to you when you walk out.

"No, I-" sumin was definitely tired of telling the girl no repeatedly, giving her multiple side eyes before walking out of the building and giving you a text. Ranting about the girl.

"You're really pretty." "Yeah, my girlfriend thinks so too." Jinsik would smile to himself, confused on why the girl was frowning and walking away. "Did i say something wrong..?"

Hyunwoo doesnt really know what to say so he just starts flexing his wallpaper and his phone case, proudly showing off his beautiful girl then apologizing

Junghoon would just ignore the girl, continuing about his day. I dont know what else to say 🤷‍♀️

"Oh, sorry.. i dont really like that fla- BABE YOU GOT ME A DRINK!! WITH MY FAVORITE FLAVOR! OMG HOW DID YOU KNOW?! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!" -seeun

Yujun was close to throwing hands. "But.. im prettier 👉👈" "yeah if we were comparing you to a rock!" Yujun would snort. "I hope!!"

"Oh, you're really handsome. Do you come to this place often?" "Yeah, my girlfriend just loves the food here and oh, shes right there!! She looks so pretty today, doesnt she?" -hunter

The sudden question took yechan off guard, nervously noding his head. "T-thanks..?" Panicks when the girl asks for his number, so he just blurts out 911 and starts running <3

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songmingisthighs · 1 year

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[10.34] dad!yunho × baby!jinsik × mom!reader

⇀ how can they be so alike ?

⇁ SO @flowerboykun AND I MADE THIS WHOLE XIKERS AS ATEEZ'S BABY THING AND- BRAINROT !!! I NEED TO GET THIS MADNESS OUT !!!! get ready for more of this in the future though

⇁ disclaimer : the author is not forcing any ideas or form of relationship between irl characters. this fic is specifically for entertainment purposes

You have heard stories about how Yunho was the spitting image of his father. Especially in terms of his personality and humor.

So when Jinsik came into the world, you were not surprised that he immediately became Yunho's best friend, a title Mingi let the kid have because he has "genetic privileges". But how can he not? The boy was the spitting image of his dad; his smile, the mischievous glint in his eyes, and the way he acted, they were definitely twins in the past life or something. The connection they just seem to have was amazing, inexplicable even. Sometimes you envy it because they were just like two peas in a pod.

However, this would more often than not mean that they would both act ridiculously in public and when this happens, your envy decrease significantly. You understood them acting goofily when Jinsik was merely 2 or 3 years old, the boy can be a great source of entertainment just from how he laughed; Yunho is awesome with making the kid laugh. Heck, you loved seeing them being so damn adorable together, just having fun while bonding. Just... Not when they were acting like the entire world was their playground. Especially now that Jinsik is 5 years old because he was getting braver and more forward with his jokes and pranks. It's cute, don't misunderstand, but how were you supposed to proudly claim that Jinsik is your son and Yunho is your husband when they walk around public spaces with a plastic container on their heads and called themselves astronauts and proudly claim the frozen food aisle a "new planet filled with breaded subjects waiting to be fried"?

"Honey, look at this!" Yunho laughed, calling out for you from the other side of the rack.

Your little family were out shopping for Minjae's birthday and knowing Hongjoong, you'd have to be very careful when picking his son's clothes. The last time someone made a mistake (Wooyoung with a duckie costume), someone (Wooyoung) got smacked with something (raw bacon).

From the way Yunho laughed, you JUST know that Jinsik did something and you know you HAD to look and react appropriately to boost your son's confidence and not make him resent you in the future. "Good God, give me strength," you muttered to yourself with a groan before plastering a neutral face and going to the other side of the rack. "What is it?" you asked your husband who had his phone out and a cackle on his face. Looking at you with much happiness, he nudged in the direction of his- your son with his head enthusiastically, "Look at what Jinsik is doing!" he giggled.

When you looked at your son, your eyes almost bulged out when you saw he had his head through a stair railing, a big grin on his face as he waved enthusiastically at you. "Mommy, look!" he giggled, moving up and down the railing without a single care. "Wha- Jinsik, get out of there!" you exclaimed, rushing to save your son from being permanently stuck in the railing but Yunho grabbed your arm before you could even move close to your son. In your eyes, Jinsik was screaming for help and was panicking because of the fact you have mother's anxiety (and Yunho has father's nonchalance) despite the boy looking like he was on a Disneyland ride. "What are you doing?" Yunho asked, blinking curiously at you which made you scoff because it was as if the answer was not staring at him back in the eyes with his neck between the wall and the stair railing. "What do you mean what I'm doing? I'm saving our- MY son from having his head stuck there and having to live as the department store stair railing boy," the words came out of you in the speed of light as you wanted nothing more than to get your son out and back safely in your arms. Oh, how much you wish you were a kangaroo to keep your little hopper of a son safe on your person always. Especially knowing what his dad and his uncles are like. "Look at him, he's having the time of is life!" as if to make a point, Yunho snapped his head to Jinsik who was moving around happily on his own, "Buddy, show mommy your microwave bit!" he commanded. Jinsik beamed and nodded enthusiastically, "Mommy, look! I'm last night's pizza!"

Your eyes almost bulged out when Jinsik began turning around in his spot as he imitated the sound of a microwave whirring. Though it seemed like an innocent move and a careful one at that, in your eyes, it seemed like Jinsik was about to twist his neck and have his head pop off. "My God- Jinsik!" this time, Yunho couldn't even stop you as you rush to your baby and immediately tried to get him out of the railing. Despite Yunho's laughter and Jinsik's complaints, you decided to just not listen to the father and son duo in order to save yourself some sanity from being overly worried.

Yunho's laughter slowed down however when he noticed that you were taking some time to get the boy out. "Honey?" he called out, taking small steps towards you and Jinsik, "Is something wrong?" It was then that you turned to look at him with your face pale and Jinsik with his jaw slack, "Yunnie, I think Jinsik's stuck."

All hell broke loose with Jinsik crying and you trying to calm him down and Yunho not knowing how to prioritize between putting down his phone, getting help, stopping recording, getting people to come to help them, and dropping the bags he was holding. There were approximately 3 store employees and 2 security guards working together to free your son from his (self) imprisonment as a small crowd gathered nearby. Even though the employees were working together as quickly as they can, the poor boy just kept crying, snot and tears mixing together down his cheeks. "M-m-mommy I'm s-sorry for no-ot listening to you," he hiccupped as he grips on your shirt tightly with his trembling hands, "Mommy, get me out, please," he whimpered sadly with bottom lip trembling like a leaf in a hurricane. "It's okay buddy, these people are helping you!" Yunho crouched down in front of him, pointing at the workers who were trying to unscrew the railing to let Jinsik out. Though his dad was trying to help, Jinsik couldn't help but pout at him, "You should be here with me," he sniffled, annoyed that though it was both of their ideas to have Jinsik put his head through the railing, he was the only one suffering.

It didn't take long for the workers to get the railing off and once he was free, Jinsik leapt into your arms and buried his face on your shoulders. Jinsik is always affectionate, but it still felt nice whenever he showed affection JUST for you.

Both you and Yunho thanked the workers before hauling ass (from embarrassment). Jinsik clung onto you the whole way out of the store and refused to get down. He was still calming himself down by doing this little habit that he has been doing since he was a baby which is stroking your nape gently.

"Honey, you want me to carry him?" Yunho offered as he reached forward to take Jinsik out of your hands but before he could even touch the boy, Jinsik had slapped his hands away and stuck his tongue out. "I wanna be with mommy," Jinsik said in a mocking tone before wrapping his arms tightly around your neck and hiding his face on your shoulder. His statement made Yunho huff jokingly and pretended to walk faster in front of you two, "Well then, I'll just go have ice cream by myself!" it was obvious that Yunho was trying to bait Jinsik with a treat but unfortunately, Jinsik only waved him off, "'Kay daddy, have fun! Mommy and I will get cupcakes!"

Jinsik might be a carbon copy of his dad, but you were glad that when it comes to his favourite parent, you might be it.

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bro-atz · 2 months

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how do xikers like to cuddle????

xikers favorite cuddling position

pair: xikers/gn!reader

word count: 888 (seriously)

rated: PG/PG-13 | sfw!

content: fluff, these are proper paragraph descriptions this time, established relationships, only really talks about cuddling styles

author's note: okay this one i did extensive research for because each member shows affection in different ways depending on which member they're interacting with. also, all the pictures are unfortunately hetero couples (bc the bl pictures i keep finding are way too suggestive), but my descriptions apply for gn!road𝓨

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minjae

minjae is possessive (but i think we all knew that since hongjoong taught him well), so he wants to hold onto you and never let go. if he's hugging you from behind, he's the big spoon, and if you're facing him, he's still the big spoon, but he's burying his face in the nook in your neck but i also envision him falling asleep on your shoulder and lap a lot. mans has 9 kids + you to take care of, so the second he holds your hand, he's ready to just sleep

junmin

oh my god junmin is the comfort king fr like in all of his pictures he just looks so cozy and comfy ESPECIALLY WHEN HE WEARS HIS SWEATERS god he's just a grown teddy bear like one of those 6 ft tall ones don't come for his height or i will yell at you that you seem to hug but actually hug you comfy junmin is so comfy and he's big spoon most of the time (unless he's having a bad day, then you're comforting him and patting his back fs)

sumin

do you SEE the WAY this man hugs people??? (specifically jinsik, hyunwoo, and seeun) like he just has the most secure and happy hugs!!! he wants to face you and cuddle you all the time!!! i feel like any and every cuddle position would suit this guy, but i feel like he would like to cuddle his s/o the same way i cuddle my cat: rubbing his cheek against yours and burying his nose in your hair as he practically cradles you in his arms ugh i'm fna CRY

jinsik

for our resident huge romantic, jinsik is a fan of literally anything where you're just pressed super close to him and he has the best hold on you. he wants to press his face into your skin and just take you in bc you're so comfy to him holy crap he's so in love w you he's both a little and big spoon imo it depends on the day, but no matter what, he wants lock eyes and profess his love to you, so anything where he can look at your face properly is his favorite

hyunwoo

hyunwoo strikes me as a very looks-like-a-little-spoon-but-is-actually-a-big-spoon kinda guy. so from afar, it looks like he's burying his face in your chest but in reality, you're koala hugging him but laying down. he's just very boyfriend coded idk what to tell you he wants to be there for you and do as you request because he wants to make you comfy and happy bc you happy = him happy

junghoon

junghoon doesn't really show affection in the conventional way— he likes to make jokes and make you laugh rather than properly cuddle, yanno? so him falling asleep on top of you but not so much that he's squishing you is totally his style. like, he still wants to be near you, but he wants to be considerate of your personal space he definitely also cuddles in other positions, but he mainly wants to see your face and see your reactions to whatever he says or does

seeun

(first of all, this picture is just so seeun coded pls) but yes, he's a long boi and his chest is broad kq you better close the gyms before seeun can get shredded bc i will actually cry so it's just super nice to sit in between his legs and lean against him and he rests his head against yours and is just smiling and giggling also like based off the way he hugs jinsik vs how he hugs hunter, he will literally engulf anyone no matter the size, so this is literally the most perfect position if he wants to cuddle and talk at the same time

yujun

our resident cutie patootie is the little spoon no matter what okay he's so smol and cute and you wanna put him in your pocket just UGH so CUTE like yechan is the slightest bit younger than him but even yechan babies him come on fr tho like yujun being an esfp is so accurate like he wants to present himself as the dominant one in the relationship (in the best way possible like chivalrous) but at the end of the day, he wants to snuggle into you

hunter

there are one of two ways cuddling with hunter could go. one is the above pic where his arms are loosely around you but still keeping you secure against his chest— you know, very typical-boyfriend-esque the other is where he's laying down and you're laying on top of him bc that way he gets to whisper sweet nothings into your ear and keep you locked in place since his arms are not numb and tight around you

yechan

yechan is the bf who wants to be bf but also loves being coddled himself, so if you're grabbing him to cuddle, he'll just go along w whatever your flow is he is the best of both worlds i mostly see him as a sofa cuddler tbh bc thinking about sharing a bed w him........ his limbs are everywhere like it starts as a cute cuddle that ends up with him laying on you like a starfish (which is still cute tho)

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alvojake · 30 days

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𝖜𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖊 𝖎𝖙 𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙

「paring」 : fuckboy!jake x afab!reader

「synopsis」 : there was nothing you hated more than being the center of attention, but moving to a new college town in the middle of the semester was sure to draw attention. though you hoped that all of the attention would die away when they realized that you weren't anyone but a nobody, and it did. for the most part. however, you had caught the eyes of the infamous group of 'fuckboys' as you would call them, more specifically jake sim and among themselves they made a little bet, that jake could make you fall in love with him before the end of the year, and he did not plan on losing.

「genre」 : smau, angst, some fluff, crack, university au, slow burn, mature/sexual themes

「characters」 : enhypen members, the boyz members, p1harmony members, xikers members, itzy members, skz members

「warnings」 : a lot of cussing, inappropriate jokes, mature themes and sexual content, dark humor (including kys/kms jokes), toxic jake (as well as the rest of the hyung line), family issues, manipulation, toxic relationship(s), a smidge of violence, mentions of alcohol and drugs, partying, very very angsty, (will add more as I write)

「start」 : 03/29/2024 「end」 : TBD

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬; ☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

𝐨𝐧𝐞; not the weed brownies

𝐭𝐰𝐨; pump the hate breaks

𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞; dumb and dumber

𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫; game time {2.23k}

𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞; capturing a rare moment

𝐬𝐢𝐱; expensive ass hydrangeas

𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧; quoting mulan

𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭; plethora of pussy

𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒍𝒐𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈….

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𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖑𝖆𝖎𝖒𝖊𝖗 : ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ɴᴏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴀ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ʀᴇᴘʀᴇꜱᴇɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴀɴʏ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀꜱ. ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴘᴜʀᴇʟʏ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ꜱᴇʀɪᴏᴜꜱʟʏ.

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yourstruly410 · 1 year

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genre: angst

pairing: minjae x original character

What happens when things remembered by only two is lost by by the tragic death of one; furthermore, what happens when the other has forgotten? This is a story about the memories that have been lost to the world, and how what once was happy can now be heart shattering.

TW: rape/sa, major character death

The car was flipping, he couldn't help but think this would be the last time he'd ever be with her. looking over he saw her holding her signature smile. Same she wore when was happily spinning, showing off the new dress her mom bought her. The same smile that she proudly showed off whenever he would offer to buy her one of the items she ogled at. The same smile she bore in so many instances, a smile that filled his memories, one he never wanted to forget.

She looked at him, holding the smile steady, and stared into his eyes, eyes that saw her happily jump when he offered her those shoes she couldn't afford. Eyes that watched her graduate, watched her play soccer with her team, watched her cry and trembled. They both shared the memories that needed to be shared by two, the childhood and 20 years worth of the life of two shared in those memories. They were so precious to each other, each holding a portion of the other's life time in their head; a portion that no one else would know.

“I love you Minjae,” she whispered, closed her eyes, and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.

The car hit a tree, then another. The car was slipping down the side of a mountain covered in woods. A realization hit him; she knew she wouldn't make it, that this really would be the last time they saw each other.

He screamed, disbelief sinking in and tears slipping out. “No, no, no, don’t do this,” his words gradually turned to a whisper. His vision became blurry and he wasn't sure if it was because of the tears or if he was losing consciousness.

Nevertheless that would be the last time he saw her, as well as the last time he'd ever remember her.

July 2014

Marie was esthetic, three practice games and she hadn't lost once. Maybe he was being easy on her or maybe he just wasn’t very good at this game. Either way Marie was enjoying herself while reigning in a bigger ego than she already had.

"Loser," she screamed, using her thumb and index finger to form an L over her head. She loved to boast, something about being better than others made her heart beat quicker and she couldn't help but have a smile brighter than 300 hundred stars. It worked out for the both of them because as long as she was smiling he was happy too.

They were 14, getting ready to enter high school the next year; both in their first year together. They had been best friends since they were as little as four, born about a month apart, while their parents were closer than any other friends. They grew up side by side, glued at the hip. Never once had their bond faltered. It was to a point that their parents would joke and say they were soulmates, lifes already written in the stars.

They were quite the pair too:

He was the voice of reason and she was the idiot who didn't listen, but it worked because when she would fall into the pool, or slip on black ice he'd always be there to pick her up and walk her home. That's how they worked, but it wasn't just her that was helped. When ever need be, she'd be there to put a smile on his face and his laugh in the air. She kept him in high spirits no matter what he went through. Its how they had always been.

They may not even know how to survive without the other, only ever knowing what it's like to be together. They only know how to rely on each other, nothing less.

Although they would be separated this next year, Marie had soccer and choir and he had art and philosophy, their interests differed too much for them to be in the same classes so they had long started coping with the information that they'd have to be apart. It's not like they could be glued at the hip literally, so they'd have to deal with having less time to spend together.

Of course most would think it's dramatic but let's not forget they were still children, smaller matters could feel colossal.

November 2015

Today was to be a special day, it was decided, she was to bake a cake without instructions and give it to him for his birthday. Birthdays were never super special to him but she made a point of forcing him to enjoy the day a little more than he enjoyed most days; which wasn't a very hard challenge, scene as she was the one doing it. If she's there he can find it in himself to enjoy the day, missing father or no missing father.

Of course the birthday boy has to be there to watch the creation of his own wonderful masterpiece, so here they were. Marie was caked in batter, flour, eggs, and milk. She was always bad at cleaning up messes and even worse at making them, so he stood there critiquing her and snickering at her mistakes. He had a wet washcloth ready however, knowing full well it will get much messier. Although it wasn't necessary. The cake didn't even end up in the oven, instead he went out and bought a cake at their local bakery and had her decorate it. That however was also a massive failure because as soon as she tried to squeeze some frosting out of the tube, she squeezed too hard and it imploded all over her.

He laughed, because what else should he have expected, it was Marie doing the backing and the decorating after all.

He was not about to let her sit there pouting though, so he reached his finger to her cheek and whipped some stray icing onto his finger before plopping it in his mouth and humming at the flavor. Cream cheese, not his favorite but he can stand it to make her happy.

Meanwhile she stood frozen, heart beating a mile a minute as she pondered on why her brain just went static and what this feeling was. She’d never once had this feeling in their years of knowing each other. She guessed he just never pulled such a stunt and moved on.

January 2016

Why did it sting when she should be happy, it's a big deal for him. First girlfriend and all. He's never had very much luck with girls, it's a good thing and an accomplishment. But why cant she be happy for him, why does it feel this way? Especially right now, his first girlfriend sitting right in front of her. Why did she want to slap that sweet sweet smile off her face?

She hadn't done anything wrong and yet here Marie was, wanting nothing more than to scare the girl away.

Why did it feel so wrong?

The girl had long brown hair and bright blue eyes, her aquatic eyes made Marie feel like her own wild brown eyes were nothing but dirt. The hair, styled into a french braid, made her suddenly conscious of her own hair, thrown messily in a bun with fraying ends.

She was wearing a light blue skirt with a crochet top, much more impressive than Maries jean shorts and graphic tee.

Everything about this girl made Marie feel inferior, but it's not like she intended it. The girl was just living her life, trying her best. It was Marie that was irresponsible.

March 2016

Their first invite to a party happened in march, and the party was that weekend. She had been waiting for a party invite for months, she couldn't wait for the true high school experience. However he took some convincing, after hours of begging she finally convinced him to go and forced him into some presentable clothes. As for her outfit, she wore ripped jean shorts and a short crop top with Mufasa on it, nothing special. She wanted to be able to move in it.

When they got there they didn't end up sticking very close, Marie getting lost in the crowd. While separated, a boy who looked about 16 approached her and started up small talk, he handed her a drink and urged her to chug it. With her guard completely down she chugged and chugged and as a result most of that night is a blur.

All she really remembers is being dragged to a bedroom and thrown on the bed as the boy started to undress, while intoxicated she tried to leave but nearly collapsed as she stood up.

the boy hushed her, "you don't want them to know that you're about to lose your virginity do you, slut?"

What she remembers the most was her emotions as he approached her, first it was disgust, then confusion, then terror, and as he reached her she felt pain as he grabbed her hair and her arm and roughly brought her to the bed. He started trying to restrain her, her hands above her head as he fastened his belt around them, then he held her legs, only able to hold one as he reached for her underwear, she kicked and kicked. Unable to achieve anything with her distorted senses. As her underwear started to slide she squeezed her eyes shut trying to bat away the tears, "you've gotta show strength," she had thought to herself.

However not long after, when she was expecting hands on her body instead she heard screech and a thwack. She looked up and saw a girl clutching her purse as she stared furiously at the boy that was now on the ground. Immediately she got up and booked it for the door, that's when he showed up, a panicked look appeared as soon as he saw her. He grabbed her wrist and dragged her out of the house, away from the chaos and didn't stop walking until they reached her house.

Then he spoke up. "Are you okay to be alone?"

As caring as ever, it both made her feel safe and made her want to sob, and so she did, right into his chest as she begged him to wait for her parents to get home.

July 2016

It had been a couple months since the incident and he hasn't let her be alone for a second besides a couple minutes every now and then. She felt thankful and safe with him there, but his girlfriend wasn't too happy and broke it off saying he wasn't committed. Which made her feel guilty even though he assured her time and time again that it would've happened eventually. She still felt conflicted, somehow she was happy that they broke up but she knew it wasn't right of her and she still didn't understand why.

"Wanna watch a movie in the living room tonight?" he asked.

"hell yeah" she replied, almost instantly.

And so a movie they watched, Marmeduke to be specific. One of them was crying and the other was wondering why she was crying.

“It's an emotional movie okay?” she had said in response to the judgemental look displayed on his face.

Movie nights where most nights recently, she didn't particularly enjoy the thought of being home alone, and he realized that and offered movies on the days he knew her parents would be home late. That doesn't mean she wouldn't end up alone every once in a while with either her parents coming home to the sound of her thrashing breaths and her cheeks covered with tears, or him showing up and finding her struggling to breath while sitting on the couch.

It was a difficult time for everyone involved, eventually her parents decided to enroll her in some therapy, hoping for the best for their daughter. It did help some, she was able to be alone for a couple hours without panicking and she no longer felt the need to cry every time she thought about it. However that doesn't mean her trauma will go away, the therapist had informed her parents that she will most likely have issues trusting men and won't fare well alone with a man.

Her parents followed every instruction they were given, and were there for their daughter every step of the way, they were also very thankful to Minjae for being there when they couldn't.

July 2017

They were now in their junior year, it had been over a year since that incident and Marie had gotten much better. She would have the occasional panic attack and every once in a while she'd wake up sweaty from a nightmare, but overall she improved and was back to being almost as happy as she used to be. The movie nights had become a habit however, they would have them on Wednesdays, Fridays, and Sundays. Today was one of those days, snuggled into a pile under one blanket watching Reck-It-Ralf. Commentary was thrown in here and there but there were also moments where they both just laid in silence, eyes wide as the plot thickens.

Once it was over they indulge in discussion,

“Okay but imagine how heartbroken she must've been, her wedding day of all days.” was Maries commentary.

“But she went kind of batshit crazy and fell for the mini hammer wielding guy later,” he interjected, and on goes the banter, fighting over whether or not you should like the character.

Many nights were spent in a similar fashion, but every once in a while he would take her to her favorite cafe and treat her to whatever she wanted. He started to treat her how he felt about her, trying to move their relationship out of the friendzone as discreetly as possible. Eventually she caught on and dumly commented, something along the lines of ‘are you my boyfriend now’ and he couldn't help but respond with a simple question, “would that be so bad,” making the encounter a memorable moment. Marie finally understood all the confusing emotions.

That was the first day they became more. The rest of her life would be spent happily with him, she loved him beyond the confines of the universe.

They made memories together, and stored them in their brains, left to be reminisced upon memory.

December 2018

2018 had been a busy year for the both of them, buying cars, graduating, moving out. They were in an apartment building, they had adopted a puppy and set their sights on raising it together. He wanted to take her on a vacation though, he wanted to show Marie the world and learn all kinds of things with her by his side. They were set to leave the next month. They were going to go to Paris first, they'd spend a week in every country they visited and come back in a month to two months. He had been saving up since he first got a job so he could go on this trip. They'd make so many memories and fill their heads with so much joy. He felt overly optimistic about this trip.

They set off in January of 2019, paris was beautiful and they learned lots of words from locals, next stop was england, they had known some people and stayed with them, visiting beaches and going to amusement parks, and water parks. Marie enjoyed the water park more than anything else, she loved to push him in and splash water all over his hair. They then went to Japan, they decided to stay in a love motel as a joke, they visited the hachiko statue and roamed around all sorts of cities in Japan. After Japan they went to South Korea, visiting all the cafes that were trending, staying in a hotel in the center of seoul.

they spent 2 months going to as many places they could, their final stop was chile before they flew back home to the states, however on the way home from the airport(having paid to leave their car there for this trip) they would encounter their last memory together, and loose their precious time all too fast.

May 2019

He awoke to silence, not eerie but not peaceful, a silence that wasn't the voice of any feeling or emotions, a white wall, a bright light, a monitor. His heartbeat began to pick up and the silence was interrupted by a beeping, and he slowly began to hear his own breath.

His breathing was erratic and uncontrollable, panic began to set in as he wandered, where was he?

“Minjae? Sir?” a voice started to filter through, he thrashed his head in search of the sorce. Finding a petite woman looking at him with emance concern, as other men and woman filled into the room, all dressed in blue from head to toe.

“Where am I?” he panicked, “Whos Minjae?”

the lady froze, “Sir can you tell me what you last remember eating?”

“What do you mean I,” he stared, but quickly realized he didn't know, “I don't remember.”

The lady quickly ushered the others out of the room and closed the door, hesitating to speak, “Sir,” she began, circling her pointer fingers around each other , “your name is Kim Minjae, you were in an accident a week ago and only just now gained consciousness, do you remember anything from the week before the accident?”

and that was how he found out where he was, a hospital, he also found out he remembered nothing of his life. Every memory erased, unknown whether he will ever get them back.

June 2019

He started his physical recovery that week, and was quickly able to return home, however he had to attend weekly therapy sessions in hopes of unlocking his hidden memories, in the meantime his family showed his pictures and videos of what a great time he had, trying so desperately to get him to remember them.

one day the end of June he ran into someone that looked familiar, so tried to speak to them but the man glared a dagger into his soul and muttered to his partner, a fragile looking woman.

“how could he not keep her safe?” he had muttered, and that statement went straight to his head.

Has he failed someone? Did he hurt someone? Who is the ‘she’ referenced? Was he a bag guy?

July 2019

Every once in a while Minjae had this aching feeling, like something was missing from him. It was almost like a part of him had been ripped out and replaced with dirty towels, he wonders if this feeling was why he couldn't remember anything; doctors had cleared him from any internal or external injuries that would cause amnesia, eventually deciding it was Dissociative Amnesia. This is a PTSD response to a traumatic event, aka his car crash. Altho he didn't understand why it was everything rather than just the crash, some pieces don't fit. Like how he was told he was alone in the car, but has a slight memory, more so a feeling, that there was someone else.

Soon Minjae started having nightmares, waking dreams where he couldnt remember what had happened; only the feeling of dread and terror coursing through his body. He’d wake with tears streaming down his face, unable to breath, as if he had forgotten that too. Sometimes the dreams made him scream in his sleep, and sometimes they made him scratch him self while thrashing.

August 2019

The dreams started to change, he started to see a girl, maybe 14, clad in a purple soccer uniform. She would yell something out to him that he couldn't hear, sounding like his head was under water, and then hes wake up. For some reason when he had this dream he woke with tear stains on his cheeks but a slightly happy feeling spread throughout his body. He felt like the universe was telling him to find this girl, that he was meant to know her.

September 2019

His dreams would now alternate. One night he would see a vision from the crash, a tree coming straight for him only to be stopped by the metal roofing of the car, and the next he’d see the girl clad in purple and kicking her soccer ball.

As the year passed his memories became clearer, he now remembered his mothers last birthday, and the meaning behind his dogs name, though he couldn't figure out who that girl in purple was. Whenever he asked his family they would brush him off and tell him she was no one they knew anymore.

October 2020

It had been over a year since the accident and most of his memories had slowly returned, he still yearned to know what happened in the accident and had yet to find out who the soccer girl was, although he refused to give up. The feeling he had every time he was blessed with a dream about her told him she was important, he wanted to be able to hold that feeling in his hands and hug it close. It was only time he felt so happy, able to forget about all the forgottens, and only think about that memorable feeling. It was as if he got lost in a flower field every time he awoke from the dream.

November 2020

He had finally stopped having dreams of the crash, instead he started having more dreams of the soccer girl, this time she look more around 16 or 17, she was curled into a blanket with a bowl of popcorn. Minjae would awake with the urge to argue, like he wanted to get a reaction out of her. He’d giggle at the little feelings that fluttered through him in the dreams.

December 2020

He was sitting in a terminal, waiting on someone, he wasn't sure who quite yet. Then she walked out from the corner and her name flew out of his mouth like instinct.

“Marie! did you forget which gate we are at,” he chuckled, watching as she rolled her eyes.

as she was formulating a response she thrusted the ice cream she had just bought into his hands, “Maybe I got distracted by some airport hottie.”

“a gasp, how could you when I’m right here.”

this playful banter continued as they walked to their seats to wait for the plane.

He had flown into a conversation so easily, smiling at her everytime she fumbled with her bag or dropped a crumb and scrambled to pick it up.

Not before long their plane was ready to go and they boarded it, sitting side by side as Marie stuffed one of her earbuds into his right ear, clicking play on their joint playlist.

Their flight was quiet and peaceful, both falling asleep only minutes into the fight. Eventually being awoken by slight turbulence.

They got off the plane and headed for baggage, then went straight to the parking, shoving all their luggage into the trunk.

Marie got into the drivers side and started the car as Minjae hopped onto the bluetooth and set up instructions to home, playing that very same playlist from the flight.

as they were driving Minjae’s stomach started to sink, and his throat started to throb, then it happened.

a truck came flying out into their lane, Marie swerved to miss it but only sent the car tumbling down the side of the mountain, hitting tree after tree. She noticed she had started to bleed, and realized her side had already been pushed far enough to snag her leg, she knew itd be worse by the time it stopped tumbling, so she turned to Minjae and smiled. She wanted the last thing he ever heard from her to be the three words that made her heart melt even after all these years.

“I love you, minjae.”

A sob ripped from Minjae’s throat as he flew from his bed, his throat screaming at him as his hands flew to his head and he started scratching and tearing at it, blood slipping into his fingernails. His heart beat out of his chest and his breath stopped as he started to hear his own screaming, suddenly realizing why his throat hurt so bad. He now heard the banging and sobbing at his bedroom door, having accidentally left it locked.

His father finally broke the door as Minjae peered at them in a mix of anger, betrayal, and desperation. He hoped so hard that it had just been a mere dream, that he had not actually watched the love of his life die, that he hadn't actually forgotten all their shared moments, that the aching in his chest would soon end as his soulmate walked through the door. But none of that closure came to him as his father started at him grimly and his mother ran to his side engulfing him in a hug, repeating the phrase “I’m sorry” over and over.

Remembering was the worst thing he ever did. The pain that he had felt before had tripled, and there was now an added ping of guilt, why had he survived and she didn’t? could he not switch her place, give her the life she so deserved, trade his for hers?

He never fully recovered after remembering, his friends try so very hard to help him find a spark of joy, but he never bites.

He wishes he never remembered, he wants to bury all the memories again; and he tries so hard to make it happen.

He stuffs his mouth with medicine, he throws his head against the concrete, he tries every method he could think of to forget again. In the end he had to go to a hospital, to prevent him from hurting himself.

Thats what the pain of his memory did to him.

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