#yes im autistic

[lucy-the-demon]

Can somebody sell me the card of shane from the Stardew valley board game. Just the card. I don't wanna buy an entire board game for one obscure card of my Stardew husbando

Can anybody link to somebody selling only this card I can't find it alone anywhere.

Here's an image of it, I need it

Yes i am mentally ill, But That's not important! What's important is finding me that card!

I have no life outside of this, but that doesn't matter, check out this cool thing I found on Google less than 5 minutes ago and immediately got obsessed with finding it without having to pay a lot of money for a board game I'm not gonna play for a single item that imma put in my wallet then in my purse.

#stardew valley #sdv #stardew #stardew valley shitpost #sdv shane #shane stardew valley #sdv shitpost #stardew shane #shane sdv #shane stardew #shaneposting #Stardew valley shane #this is my current hyperfixation #please help me find this thing #yes im autistic #why do you ask #crying shitting throwing up #imma put him in my wallet and then in my purse #thats what im gonna do with it #thats my husband #how dare you #thats my man #and imma stick by him

[dailydivergent]

What would someone who loves themself do? — Teal Swan

#actually adhd #neurodivergence #neurodivergencies #actually audhd #actually autistic #autism #mental health #audhd #mental illness #audhd problems #self love #self worth #self care #self hate #self h@rm #anxiety #depression #i dont care #yes im autistic #im so tired #im going insane #i cant even say it

[toxiclull]

I hate how people take my literalness as the opposite of what I mean. when I say I don't care you hate me that doesn't mean I'm seething dude I just don't care?

#why do people think responding “dont care” means i care. i just said i dont #yes im autistic

[eldenringslut]

Time for a fun bit of pain *rubs hands together in glee*

Tanith says here: "I will never be a good mother... Our Lord (Rykard) must have known this all along” in response to giving Rya/Zorayas the Tonic of Forgetfulnesses.

I take this to mean that Tanith and Rykard never had any biological children together, and that Tanith blames herself for this, believing herself unworthy of being a mother and, of course, believing that Rykard shared this view of her.

#elden ring #elden ring lore #elden ring theory #lady tanith #tanith #rykard lord of blasphemy #praetor rykard #rya #yes i did find this while reading character dialogue on the wiki #yes im autistic #how could you tell?

[trackinglessons]

>”lesbians can have and like penis”

>check account

>autistic retard

makes sense

#yes im autistic #urm #is that ur only point #random rambles

[yuukicyan]

A KIND OF SELFIE

It's autism awareness month and I am aware of me. Im also into the flash red eyes lately.

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Looking for prints? Link in bio 🖤 Love you

#a kind of selfie #yes im autistic #and adhd #audhd then #its me but not exactly #i love the red eyes of flash photos #how are you doing love #autism awareness #illustration #drawing #portrait #art #doodle #sketch #painting #contemporary art #neurodivergent

[nintala]

gotta make OC bios for my empty ass toyhouse account

lord help me

best I can do is bullet point list out generic info... and I feel absolutely insane that Im writing about fake people in my head

I have no idea how others can spew so much info, OCs are NOT a special interest at all for me, I feel like Im losing sense of reality when I talk about OCs

#yes im autistic #and a bunch of other mental funk #like talking about fake people is so mind melting I start to legit feel dizzy #I understand basics of backstory and which other characters they relate to but like what of fkn earth is any of this actually #I struggle with comminication and sentence forming and there are VERY few people I want to burden with reading over this stuff #and even then Im terrified. my heart immediately races trying to form thoughts EVEN NOW

[cxsmiicc]

i love operating purely on vibes bcs like im either perfectly correct on all counts or so horrendously off that its beyond a joke. im so sorry but if i do not vibe with something then it is gone. thrown out of the window. flung from the rooftops. but if the vibes are correct??? we shall have a spring wedding. will obsess over it for three years. turning into the focal point of my existence for a time. do i know what makes something vibe FUCK no but damn if it isnt a deciding factor in everything i do

#easter eggs and hazbin hotel at midnight does in fact vibe #yes im autistic #shocker right

[nosferalto]

if anything, having to do online classes for my first semester in uni really trained me in being able to follow other types of online courses purely based on my sympathy for the instructor

I'm taking bass lessons and even though they're pre-recorded I feel duty-bound to pay attention because I don't want the teacher to feel like no one's listening

#I can pause and take a break whenever I want but hes looking right at the camera so I feel like he would know. and be disheartened #yes im autistic

[higherthanhell]

Cutest proposal idea ever if you (like me) worry to much about gifts. I like having at least a list.

You plan the proposal, you get a ring box, do everything you would've, except buying a ring.

Then when you pull out that little velvet box and open it, ask "[name] will you go ring shopping with me?"

#yes im autistic #also #high #very high #weed thoughts

[autisticadhd]

Ok, this is starting to vaguely annoy me. I’m starting to wonder if I’m actually aro or ace or aroace of some level. Not completely aroace, but maybe somewhat? I don’t usually think about this kinda stuff when relating to myself, but I’ve been reading some posts about what it’s like to be one and what it’s like to realize your one and I kinda recognize me in them?

I wouldn’t mind a relationship. I don’t mind that I’m not in one and that I’ve never really been in one. I don’t mind if I never end up in one. I actually feel that I’m unlikely to end up in one, with my inability to maintain friendships unless I’m unable to not see them relatively often such as through work or school or living with them. In the looks department, I’d be more interested in a relationship with males than females, but I suppose I wouldn’t mind a relationship with a female. In the physical relationship department I have little interest in being with another female, as the whole girl w girl sex seems kinda tedious to do, but I’m curious about what sex feels like. However, I wouldn’t do it with someone I’m not going to be with long term. I wouldn’t mind an open relationship, but everyone involved would need to be in the know about each other. I know being open to such a relationship is more likely to get myself cheated on or left than actually finding a partner that’ll actually do a proper open relationship.

I’ve crushed on a few boys throughout my life, but I’m unsure if it’s actually a romantic crush considering one of those crushes I had crushed on since, like, before elementary school, and I’m not sure if it’s possible to have a romantic crush at that young of an age. I don’t think I’ve ever had a crush on a girl, but I think I would be able to.

I very much enjoy reading porn. Watching it is something I don’t usually do, though. I don’t think I’ve ever managed to make myself feel pleasure, though reading porn does make me feel lust. I don’t think I’ve actually had much lust for my crushes, past wanting to maybe kiss them? But, again, I am curious about sex.

Any opinions from the aroace community?

#asexual #aromantic #aroace #am i aromantic? #am i asexual? #am I aroace? #yes im autistic

[dailydivergent]

Normal =/= Healthy

My main beef with the word “normal” is that no definitions apply across the board.

"Normal" is used to mean:

common

expected

healthy

And none of these are consistent!

So I made a new definition:

“Normal” just means “what that person expects.”

#yes im autistic #actually adhd #neurodivergence #actually audhd #audhd #audhd problems #normal people #im normal #im so normal #rahhhh #mental health #neurodivergencies #actually autistic #autism #explodes

[melted-halo]

Thinkin bout being silly later

#silly little guy #i maybe have a problem #yes im autistic

[paranoid-radio]

confession: it wasn't until today or yesterday that I realized the 'down with the cis' joke meant 'get rid of the cis' and not 'cool with cis people'.

Don't ask how I ended up with the former as my conclusion for a while cus idk /hj

#confessions #yes Im autistic #in case you were wondering #down with cis #Imagine if I ended up STILL being wrong #I could never live with myself #/hj

[notthewriteryourelookingfor]

For those of us who have seen the Meg, we know about the dog, Pippin.

Content warning for Sharks.

I understand they're scary.

And in the post credit scene we see that it survived going into the Meg's mouth.

And everyone was like ???????

I have a theory.

I'm watching a documentary series called Inside Narures Giants (which if u like "how do animals work" and are ok looking at dissected animals/a lil amount of gore, I do recommend it. They did a whole bunch of animals and a lot of the episodes are on YouTube)

I'm on the Great White Shark episode.

And they show some footage of inside a sharks mouth to show that you can see the gills from the inside of the mouth.

You see those slits? The light on the outside? That's the ocean.

(Some more footage they made of how the gills work)

And my first reaction was "hey, if I was small enough, or if the shark was big enough I'd be able to just slip through those gaps.

And then I remembered Pippin the dog from the Meg.

And how big Pippin is in relation to the Meg

I suggest that she was so small compared to the Meg, that she was just swept out of its gills immediately.

I don't know if that's what the film makers were thinking or if they even thought out how she survived.

But I think this is how.

#yes im autistic #the meg #pippin the dog #sharks #cw shark #shark #nature is so interesting #inside natures giants #documentary

[shrimboshrimby]

On a brighter note I found this puzzle board game thing that's extremely fun and I think my life is more fulfilling with it in it.

#yes im autistic