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wastokins · 6 months
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Everyone is so mean to Phillip.
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The 50th (FIFTY!!!) Chapter of my Owl House fanfic, "Kindness & Forgiveness", is out! Please go give it a read! <3
(In short, this fic is about a hypothetical Belos redemption arc. What that would entail, and what it would take to get there.)
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hisiggy · 2 months
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Happy birthday to the brilliant Cookie Mueller 💋💋💋💋💋
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lightning-bringer · 2 years
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It's me again! The person who asked about polyamorous relationship, I know some people aren't okay with this ship considering their background so if it makes you feel uncomfortable please ignores this request, but maybe some headcanon (both sfw and nsfw if you're okay with it) of shen x reader x zed would be awesome! Thank you!
Oh I don't mind at all writing a ship with those too! I actually love it lol but I wasn't sure if you wanted them to be in a relationship with the reader, but not with each other, or if the 3 of them are in a relationship! I went with the last option for personal preference!
SFW headcanons
Im gonna start with a thought that's banging its way out of my head: when the 3 of you are cuddling, Zed and Shen take turns being the little spoon (the one in the middle)!!! And they fight about it!!!
Which is incredibly funny because Shen will be getting ready to be in the middle, stop and say he doesn't want to be cuddled by Zed, who'll sigh and say he knows he's lying but then he also doesn't want to cuddle Shen, because he's too stubborn, and you'll have to remind them that you can just be the little spoon
And they'd be quiet because... they wanted to be the ones in the middle... cuddled by both his lovers...
Nights with them would be a game of musical chairs with everyone changing places round and about
They would call themselves and each other old to you ALL the time, doesn't matter if you're the same age as them or younger. Anything that Zed does, Shen goes "that's because he is an old man Y/N" to which Zed would reply " my hair isn't the one turning white"
Ouch, low move
They'd have very different ways to celebrate special occasions and show affection, but would join forces to prepare surprises or things for you, though Zed would try not to be in Shen's way and let him do things mostly how he wants it
Shen is an overthinker, so at times he would be very hard on himself and your relationship. That's when the time comes for you and Zed to make his head shut up, grab him his favorite food and say lots of reassuring words
(Due to everything that happened, Zed isn't confident on reassuring Shen with words, so he'd do the physical touch and let most of the talk to you)
When you wanna be a little shit, you call Zed Usan. Shen can't really do it because it brings some painful memories to the surface, but every time you want to tease him and make Zed just a little bit annoyed, "Usan" it is
You would be seen as a ROYALTY to both kinkou and Order of Shadow members. Like, it's wild, even when both orders don't know about the nature of your relationship with the enemie's leader, they know your importance to their respective leader
Kayn would stop in his tracks when you pass, genuinely worried he'd offend you somehow and anger Zed, and Akali (before she left the kinkou) would stare at you with respect
(Shen is a little terrified at the idea of the Kinkou finding out about your relationship, but Zed thinks it would be just a little funny, though way too messy, which is why the 3 of you agreed on keeping things partially a secret)
If you're from one specific order, the other one wouldn't interfere on your training, but if you're not... damn, those 2 would FIGHT to train you, wanting to teach you what they know! And how they do things!
On that note, you would often have to tell them to shut the fuck up and stop bickering, because they will bicker a lot
NSFW Headcanons
Remember I said you'd just have to call Zed Usan to tease him?... well it 100% applies in the sexual scenario too, and then Shen does it too... you too can be little shits when it comes to teasing Zed
You and Shen absolutely team up against him, and provoke him until he loses his cool, and damn when he does... the two of you are in for a ride
In fact, Zed tends to get a more controlling role in the sexual part of the relationship, but Shen likes to push back just because he doesn't like to admit que enjoys Zed being in control
BUT... they'd absolutely love if YOU dominated them. Like, very literal domination, not only a little controlling. Sometimes they'd bicker with each other just to get try and push you to see if you'd let it out on them
When Shen feels like taking the reins, he likes to make Zed watch. He'd fuck you doggy style, facing Zed, tell you to moan his name, whisper how you're just his right now, only his to fuck, and the Shadow assassin would sit silently in the dark, barely visible as he touches himself
Zed really loves to watch, and no amount of pride or bickering or anything would stop him from making it very clear
Though I do believe he would be jealous if you and Shen had sex without him around
Which Shen would try to convince you to do, out of spite (his whole detached thing is always tested when it comes to you and Zed) and the thrill of it, knowing you two are doing something "wrong"
On the other hand Shen wouldn't really mind to not be included, he has a significantly lower sex drive than Zed, so it doesn't matter to him if you and Zed have sex more than you and him, or him and Zed
Sometimes, when they both have time, because they are busy men, they would take the day or night to worship you. You wouldn't be allowed to move a muscle, just lay there and take whatever they give you
Despite them having different ways to show love and appreciation, that moment is one in which they are in perfect sync and make you feel like the most loved and desired person in all of Runeterra
Shen is pretty much an oral kind of guy, so their favorite position with you would be you on all 4 and Zed taking you from the back while Shen uses your mouth
That's an absolute killer for both of them and they crawl up the walls with the view
As I said Shen isn't usually dominating but one of the things that would really tickle him and you and Zed would know just how to use, is mentions of his fairly bigger size when it comes to both of you (guy has a size Kink deal with it)
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surplus-of-sarcasm · 1 year
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🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨
Thank you so much for this sweet ask!
5 Songs I Like to Listen To:
1. There's Nothing Holding Me Back (Shawn Mendes)
2. Harleys In Hawaii (Katy Perry)
3. Stay (Zedd, Alessia Cara)
4. Stitches (Shawn Mendes)
5. Mercy (Shawn Mendes)
I can't help that most of these are Shawn Mendes songs, he's my favourite singer!
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realtasagartach · 2 years
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I started writing The Apostles ~ Merry Meet when I was 15, and it’s been 11 years since. In that time I’d only written about 6.5 chapters and sporadically picked it up and put it down. I got the kick in the pants earlier this year when I’d heard a song that reminded me of my characters, and I’ve just finished chapter 10 (which is about 1/3 of the novel). I’m feeling so incredibly proud of myself, happy I’m finally getting everything down, and I’m glad that I’m in a place mentally where I’m able to share it with the world. I hope everyone finds something that gives them the same feelings!
Áine’s chapter has been up for a while now and I’m still not done with drawing her profile. Don’t worry, I’ll post it. Eventually. Hands and feet give me pause, but at least I’m trying to draw them.
Here’s the song that made me continue writing:
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okami-zero · 1 year
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What was the first muse that you’ve written?
Do you still write your first muse?
Might as well try to clear my asks, and this one is a bit easier to nail down.
The first muse I've written, in terms of an OC, would be my Star Wars smuggler, Zedd Overkill. He honestly evolved from an amalgamation of a few ideas, but was heavily inspired by Dash Rendar (who is still alive in the comics, fight me I have proof. Or did, I dunno if I still have that comic or where...)
And I do still write for him, or I did while I was still playing SWTOR. I have tried getting back into it, but it still hasn't clicked (I think some of the Outlander stuff started to drag a bit, and I missed Risha ): ), though I do hop on every so often. (And I am told I need to log in once more, because there is apparently a coat that just screams "Zedd" in-game now. xD He has SO MANY overcoats. xD)
He evolved from someone secretly experimented on at a clandestine Imperial facility (Rebellion era) to a half-echani smuggler that also may or may not be a Mandalorian, with what my friends and I call "Han Solo Level" Force sensitivity (SWTOR). Lucky shots, excellent pilot, that sort of thing. Plus being able to read people and situations from echani martial training (from his dad's side).
So while I haven't written about him lately, I DO still have him kicking about in my head. He's just been taking a sabbatical lately. Honestly, he's been through a lot, he deserves a vacation. x3
Thanks for the ask, Sonne!
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z-is-very-tired · 10 months
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ignite my circuits, start a flame
Viktor (arcane) x Trans Man OC (named Rowan)
Mutual pining, requited unrequited love, non-linear storytelling, hurt/comfort if you squint, mostly slow and simple romance
love that sneaks up on you, if you will
Unfortunately I am locking down my new fics due to the fact that I would rather become deceased than have AI scrape my work.
For now, here is a little snippet (under the cut):
Viktor is exhausted, but he is such a light sleeper that he has never been sure if he’s actually asleep or just lying there. But still, time dilates, his breathing slows, and isn’t it a good rest? Isn’t there someone else in his bed, long dark hair cascading around his fingers, an arm draped over his chest? Isn’t he loved and held, and dear to someone? Isn’t his first crush, his dear friend, finally reciprocating his feelings? Aren’t they perfect together, and both so, so loved? He turns his head to the side, looks down, gently raises his lover’s chin. He looks at his gentle, sleeping face, looks at –
Viktor wakes to muffled screaming. He pushes himself out of bed, which is once again home only to him and the pillows. He grabs his crutch from where it is propped against the wall between the bed and nightstand and walks out of his room and straight to Rowan’s door.
He knocks once, sharp. He calls Rowan’s name and, when he is met with another strangled cry, he lets himself in.
Rowan’s sheets are bunching and tangling around his legs, which are kicking erratically. His shoulders squirm, his torso twists, his arms are pulled tight to his chest. His long, black hair is wild, falling in his sweat-covered face. He whimpers, cries, screams, but any words are undiscernible, save for the occasional weak ‘no’.
Viktor sits on the opposite side of the bed, makes sure he’s secure, then grabs Rowan’s shoulder and shakes it. “Lyubimyy,” he calls, softly, darling rolling off his tired lips before he can think about it.
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thisismeracing · 5 months
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Pretty Liar | LN4 (Patreon exclusive)
― Pairing: Lando Norris x fem!reader ― Word count: 5.6k ― Warnings: mentions of food and alcohol; +18! graphic description of sex (p in v, oral - both, fem and male receiving). ― Summary: Ever since Lando was a kid he knew his future would bring fame somehow, always involved with racing and having just what it needed to become a Formula 1 driver, he was happy with everything it entailed, up until said future became his present and he realized there was also a rough side to the fame. That’s why, when he found you – someone who had no idea who he was, he kept his career from you. He would tell you, and he would eventually clarify the situation, he had it all planned, however, all it took was one week. One week for you to discover that what you thought started as a beautiful story, was actually a perfectly told lie. Lando was pretty, but he was also a liar. Now he had to find a way to explain everything, and you had to find it in you to forgive him.
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Some scientists believe that it takes around ten minutes for an average person to make an everyday decision. Yet, the moment Yn’s eyes met Lando’s, and he smiled at her, she knew they would go home together that night, and this exchange took less than a second. 
His face seemed familiar, but she couldn’t remember where. She thought maybe it was from an old Instagram post their friends in common had made. Maybe they saw each other in a pub before. The city wasn’t that big, their crowds were similar, and they were both young.
Lando seemed surprised with the news, “You don’t…know me?” 
“Should I?” Yn asks, quirking her eyebrows with a glimmer of humor in her stare. 
He shook his head before Oliver, their common friend, could say something, “Nah, it’s just…I’m a DJ, I thought maybe you had seen something about me around a party you know?!” 
Yn bit her lower lip, chuckling. “I’m sorry, I’m sure you must be a great DJ, but I’ve never heard of a Lando Norris before.” 
“Now I’m hurt,” the Brit turned to their friend, and Oliver’s laugh boomed around. 
That was how their first interaction went, with both aware of the tension line being pulled. Lando had never seen someone match his energy like she did, and Yn had never felt that giddy with a guy before. When someone grabbed Oliver away, the speakers gave space to a remixed tune of  Zedd and Yn asked what Lando was playing that night, or if he was playing at all. 
He smiled at her showing the small gap between his teeth which she decided was one of her favorite features of his, after his eyes, “It depends. What do you want me to play?”
“Oooh, smooth, I like it!” she giggled, taking a sip of her drink, and using the seconds to breathe in some air. “Would you mind playing Rihanna?” 
“Most recent ones or oldies?” 
“Around 2010s would be perfect.”
“I know exactly the song,” he announced like a promise, and Yn nodded, grabbing his hand, lacing their fingers, and starting to head in the direction of the bar. It would be an hour or so until the pub’s DJ finished his thing. 
“Do you wanna drink something?” Yn stopped to say in his ears now that the song seemed much louder and so did the crowd. Lando’s free hand grabbed her waist, and he shouted back that he had just grabbed his refill, but he was fine going with her. 
Truth was, Lando didn’t even like the bar area that much, drunk people would tend to gather there sometimes, spill their alcohol, scream, and try creating scenes, but something about Yn’s eyes would make him follow her to hell, and they had just met. That felt a tad scary, but he wouldn’t think too much about it, trying to focus his mind on Danny’s words about enjoying the butterflies, enjoying the naivety, and enjoying the nerves that came with it. 
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“I still gotta learn how to bake properly.”
“We could try together. I know a thing or two about sugary recipes,” she suggested. “Meanwhile, you cook the main dish and I make the dessert—” she stopped mid-sentence, putting the palm of her hand on her forehead. “We forgot about dessert, Lan!” 
But the pilot can only grin, watching in awe as her lips pout slightly.
“I didn’t.”
“What do you mean?” her tone started with a confused hint, but when their eyes met and Yn caught the way his gaze drifted  across her body like a caress bringing a shiver along. Her legs instinctively crossed in search of the slight tinge of pressure. 
“Oh, you know exactly what I mean,” his grin was wicked, and the way his head pointed to the space in front of him at the table almost made Yn whimper. Lando pushed the plate and glass to the side, watching as Yn got up and walked to him. The noises of the city came through the open windows, just like the cold wind, creating the perfect harmony with the way her bare steps hit the ground, the slight sound coming from it. 
The legs of Lando’s chair scraped on the ground when he pushed it just a tiny bit to make room for Yn. She sat on his lap, legs on either side of him, caging him in place, and giving him the feeling of her bare cunt against his dress pants. 
“Aren’t you wearing anything under the dress?” he asked, mocking shock on his expression. 
Yn merely shook her head, “It would just ruin it anyway.”
And just like that cooking conversations and random subjects were long forgotten, their lips smashed together in a heated kiss, and Yn moaned into his mouth when Lando gripped her waist and guided her movements on top of him, his cock hardening with each motion. 
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“Come in my mouth,” she rasped, it sounded like a plea, and Lando couldn’t help but give it to her. At that moment he would give her anything and everything she asked for. The way her eyes blinked at him from between his legs, mascara a bit smudged on her cheeks, lips swollen from sucking, she looked like an angel. 
And he couldn’t deny an angel its request.
So when her mouth enveloped him again, cheeks hollowing and tongue twirling Lando gripped the table, hips buckling slightly and body finally succumbing to pleasure. He watched as his cum leaked from her mouth, his dick still spurting the white liquid and making it land on her chin and collarbone. 
Yn grinned up at him, licking her lips. 
He scooped cum from her chin using his finger and she eagerly opened her mouth, sucking his thumb and smiling up at him again. At that moment, he wanted them to be intimate enough, so he could grab a camera and save that image. Frame it. Store it under locks. Have it with him forever. Something about the way she looked and what they had just done stirred his insides again.
“Can I have mine now?” he scooped more cum this time from her collarbone and Yn nodded, parting her lips to him again. 
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LGBTQ+ Songs
Okay! Here's 70~ queer songs, and I tried to group the songs together by what they are
Under the cut that is, as to not annoy anyone with how long this is
Some quick-ish notes:
For the aspec songs I just made my best guess since I really can't tell and didn't want to label them all as AroAce '^^
I'm using gay for MLM not just homosexual
If I got anything wrong please correct me, and if I missed any please tell me!
Alr! The songs!
Why didn't I kiss Her by Ratwyfe (Lesbian)
History Hates Lovers by Oublaire (Lesbian/Gay)
Boyfriend by Reinaeiry (Lesbian)
We fell in love in October by Girl in Red (Lesbian)
Jolene but it's gay by Reinaeiry (a lesbian cover of Jolene by Dolly Parton)
Girls Like Girls by Hayley Kiyoko (Lesbian)
Little Miss Perfect by Write Out Loud (Lesbian
I wanna be your Girlfriend by Girl in Red (Lesbian
Girls by Girl in Red (THE Lesbian song)
Jenny by Studio Killers (Lesbian)
Nancy Mulligan by Jasmine Clarke (a Lesbian cover of Edd Sheeran's Nancy Mulligan)
The Distance Between by Reinaeiry (Lesbian)
Here's to Coming Out by Chloe Ho (Lesbian?)
It's not a Phase by Jessie Paege & Lucy & La Mer (Lesbian/Bi?)
Butch 4 Butch by Ria Romeo (Lesbian, butch lesbian :P)
I found a Girl by the Vamps (Lesbian)
Sofia by Clario (Saphic)
A coming out song by Dodie (OG is bi, but there are covers for other sexualities/genders!)
Boy Bi by Mad Tsai (Bi man)
A very bisexual song by Amber Fornoles (Very Bisexual)
Girls kissing Girls by Ahil (Bisexual dispite the name!)
NEVERMIND by Maggie Brewer (Bisexual)
Bisexual Anthem by Domo Wilson (Bisexual, uh also having sex is mentioned repeatedly so CW?)
Bi Wife Energy by Cringe and the Lizards (Bi)
I don't wanna be in Love by Good Charlotte (Aro)
For Me by Dearlie (AroAce)
No Lover by Jetty Bones (Aro)
Three Words by Juze (Aro)
Never been in Love by Will Jay (Aro)
Driving Myself Home by Rose Betts (AroAce)
Version of Love by Will Jay (Aro)
I'm Good by The Mowgli's (AroAce)
Good Thing by Zedd (Aro)
Crush Culture by Conan Gray (AroAce)
Kissaphobic by Make Out Monday (Ace)
Love Love Love by Of Monsters and Men (Aro)
Despair by leo. (AroAce)
Don't Fall in Love by Danko Jones (Aro)
I think I wanna be Alone by mazie (AroAce)
Give by Jai Mohan (Graysexual)
All My Friends are Falling in Love by Jack Newsome (Aro)
Casual Sex by my Darkest Days (Aro)
Love is greed by Passion Pit (Aro/Ace?)
Please don't say you love me by Gabriella aplin (Aro)
Never want to fall in love with u by Nelward (Aro)
Soul mate by Lizzo (Aro)
How do you love? By the Regrettes (Aro)
Dry Spell by Jordy (Ace? Gay?)
Stacy's Brother by Mad Tsai (Gay)
Bring you Home by Ryan Nealon (Gay)
Ken&Barbie by Kate Gill (Gay)
Man to Man by Dorian Electra (Gay)
Flamboyant by Dorian Electra (Flamboyant guy, Gay?)
The Same Old Country Love Song by Brian Falduto (Gay)
Adam & Steve by Dorian Electra
What a Beautiful Day by Brett Every (Gay)
True Trans Soul Rebel by Against Me! (Trans)
Build a Bear by Maggie Brewer (Transmasc)
This is Home by Cavetown (Transmasc & AroAce)
The Village by Wrabel (Transmasc)
Daughter by Ryan Cassata (Transmasc, Ryan suggests you don't listen to it if you have bad dysphoria)
MASCULINITY by Lucky Love (Transmasc/Gay)
Rebel Rebel by David Bowie (Genderqueer/fluid?)
Loki is Genderfluid by Song a Day (Genderfluid)
Gender Envy (Genderqueer)
IDK if I'm a boy (Trans?)
I/Me/Myself by Will Wood (Non-conforming man I think, but also could be seen Genderfluid/Trans exc)
I'm Coming Out by Diana Ross (Misc queer woman)
Fuck You by Lily Allen (Fuck you homophobes :3)
Everyone is Gay by A Great Big World (General queer, mostly focused on homosexuality)
Hating on Love by Dustin Bird (Gay/Lesbian/Queer)
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greycaelum · 1 year
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Cursedtales Collections—La Luna Chapters: {Clarity}
—Vampire Duke Gojo Satoru X Vampire Reader
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❦︎ Précis:
"Patience," he whispered in hot breath on the hollow of your throat. Nosing his way through your sharp jaw down to the soft valley of your bosom, the orange blossom scent naturally emitting from your body adds to the insidious craving Satoru harbored for you.
Your lustrous eyes stare at his soul. Parted lips of yours, begging to be kissed are no help to his sanity. 
He would live, die and live again to feel you as close as this.
❦︎ Genre: vampire, fantasy, royalty
❦︎ CW/TW: (2.5k)—blood sucking/feeding, teasing, implied violence—not to the reader, vampire traditions, praises, kissing, biting, duke gojo's inner thoughts, soft duke gojo,
❦︎ A/N: imma surface from my den for~ a happy 33rd birthday to 'Toru!♡ Clarity by Zedd ft. Foxes was my inspiration while writing this.
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Satoru would seldom call himself a savage. Even with bloodlust constantly flowing within his system he is not a man driven by instinct except for instances his reins slip out of his rationality. Running through his veins—the most potent blood lineage in the houses of vampires. His craving for blood is much more intensely felt than common noble vampires.
It's like threading a cliff where you can't see the abyss beneath your feet. The days of barring restraint against his nature to feed off from blood have been the cloudiest period of his existence, dripping in ink of black.
Until you...
Whimpers of pleasure filled the room with the fragile body trapped beneath him. Futile squirming and ragged moaning underneath his hovering build. His hand firmly grasp the curves of your waist and the other pined your wrist above your head as he preyed on you. Taking in the heaving of your chest and writhing of your legs, trying to rub friction between your appendages in hopeless aspiration of satisfying yourself from his lack of touch.
"Y-Your Grace." You stuttered, inciting pity from Satoru as your arms encircle his slender nape. Beads of tears trickled down your face contorting between pleasure and pain. Needy whines as his lips trail little too soft kisses on your shoulder blade traveling to the lines of your neck.
It is dizzying how you smell so sweet and appetizing yet at the same time, Satoru is restraining himself from manhandling you while playing this little tug of war with you. 
The way you eagerly bare your fangs and puncture his neck with those adorable canines of yours. A little too small for a vampire, but the sweetest and the closest thing to an aphrodisiac whenever you suck unto his neck. Your mark, engraved to his very soul, constantly seeking for your presence to caress despite his blood-drenched claws that never bothered you.
You've always seen past the cold exterior he puts on with those tender eyes of yours that holds his universe together.
"Patience," he whispered in hot breath on the hollow of your throat. Nosing his way through your sharp jaw down to the soft valley of your bosom, the orange blossom scent naturally emitting from your body adds to the insidious craving Satoru harbored for you.
Your lustrous eyes stare at his soul. Parted lips of yours, begging to be kissed are no help to his sanity. 
He would live, die and live again to feel you as close as this.
Tugging apart the belt of your dress. A long tearing tune of fabric filled the room as he messily pulled up the skirt revealing your velvety thighs.
"You ripped my skirt," you huffed with halfhearted accusation at the long tear on the dress, mesh of threads scattered over the bed.
"You tore my tunic Kitten, it is only fair that I rip yours as well." An ounce of amusement laced with cheekiness in his tone. Satoru's fingers twirled over your tickling skin. Two bite marks left by his previous feeding faintly paint your milky legs.
You cutely whimpered, tugging his heart to relieve your needs. It's almost by nature that he will bend anything for you. Far too besotted to deprive you of your desires.
A hand brought the back of your knees up placing them on His Grace's shoulder and abruptly a piercing pain sink into your inner thighs making you arch in pain mixed with venom of pleasure.
"My—ahhh! Your Grace," you salaciously moaned at the way his tongue swirled over your milky legs making sure you feel the sinuous throbbing of desire in his fangs.
You hold his heart, body, and soul in your hands.
"Your Highness, your father has just passed away. You cannot hold a wedding until the three years of mourning have passed."
One of his father's loyal vassals refuted. The room instantly dropped, so cold that even with their thick fur coat the chill seeped into the fibers of their nerves.
He knows that. Satoru knows that very well. No ostentatious celebration shall be done after three years of a family member's death. It's the law. And that's the only reason the vassal's head is still intact on his neck.
However, having you walk around without a title to protect you envelopes him in constant apprehension whenever he's away. 
A knock interrupted the meeting. The door creaked open. Like eggs, Yuta's head came out followed by your head popping up with a bright smile in the room of confused men.
The entire room fell silent. All eyes looked at your crouching figure trying to hide in the door frame.
"What's the matter?" Satoru asked calmly.
Yuta looked skeptical to speak. It took him two rehearsals in his brain before he could formulate an adequate reply. As if finally gathering his guts, he cleared his throat.
"Her Ladyship has asked if the gentlemen would like some tea..."
"And biscuits," you whispered.
"...and biscuits?" Yuta look at his Uncle with a begging cry in his eyes, helpless by this obligation he was forced to play.
"..."
The room went silent as if a black crow passed over their heads.
Satoru remained unmoving. Looking at your head slightly peeking from the doorway. Hopeful innocent eyes who are not aware of what she has just done.
In the next minutes, trays of biscuits and pots of tea went around the table.
Some choked and most look constipated having to dine with the Grand Duke who simply watch them with hawk-like eyes. Waiting for anyone to make one wrong comment and one wrong move to throw them out the window.
And yet there was nothing to criticize. The hospitality of Her Ladyship was on point. The cookies are perfect for black tea. But the presence of the Grand Duke simply clouded the amazing tea time. So much if you listen closely you could hear the cup shaking and a bit of tea spilling.
Who wouldn't when His Grace is eyeing them one by one? Arms crossed and unmoved by the flattering words they spoke about the Lady. At this point it was better if they shut their traps and drink so this little stunt could be done with and so is the assembly. Everyone inside is dying for this to end and hole themselves up in the study of their homes and dread the next fortnight they have to hold this assembly with the Grand Duke.
"Leave when you're done."
Satoru left the room with his tray of tea and biscuits like a whirlwind.
Only then did their hunched shoulders relax down and finally, appreciate the taste of the aromatic tea. But it didn't last long as Yuta ushered confused and relieved gentlemen out. 
"Where is His Highness going?"
"I believe he's on his way to have tea with Her Ladyship. Have a good afternoon gentlemen." Yuta replied with a polite smile.
The gates of the ducal residence closed on their faces before any of the vassals could speak. And just like that, they were politely thrown out of the palace.
"Since when did His Highness love drinking tea?"
One of the elder men shook his head. Patting the shoulders of the younger vassal who surely hasn't tasted the forbidden fruit of knowledge yet.
"It's not the tea, boy. It's the one who made the tea."
Lately, you've been interested in teas and snacks. The Grand Duchy of Albastru stretches from the east to the west of the continent. It's so vast that it is said you could find anything in Albastru. Because of that the variety of teas the ducal palace acquires from the merchant and has not been used staggered you. Yuta told you the late Grand Duke and Grand Duchess loved drinking tea, and so was the collection of premium teas in the pantry. But His Grace is not fond of the bitter taste. Often opting for hot cocoa instead.
Uncanny, you must say, and... lovely. You internally chuckled at the image of His Grace offering you his cup of cocoa on cold rainy afternoons.
"But I thought you dislike tea, Your Grace?" You raise a brow at the man sitting in front of you. Stoically and elegantly sipping the black tea.
"Since when have I said that?" He shrugged and took a bite of the butter cookies you made.
The shameless old man knows no limit just to plunder whatever your hand personally made. It's annoyingly adorable.
"So... You're not mad anymore Your Grace?" You softly asked, testing the waters.
"Mad? For what?"
Ah, so the old man's brooding has been appeased now...
You hide the budding smile on your lips and shake your head.
"Nothing Your Grace." In a singsong voice, you giggled.
The two of you ate in silence. Although feeding on blood is the best thing to satiate a vampire's hunger. Eating normal food is also considered a snack. Especially for you who was once a human.
Satoru watches you happily eat. His heart swells in pride seeing you put on some weight, your cheek fuller. Your starved figure when he first found you stirred fury, helplessness, and pain inside him. You look so broken that you would shatter if he applies sudden force in his hand.
When you were human, you lived on a cold mountain, all day of the year it was all snow you've ever seen, the rest of it is still a chilly summer, with barely anything food but berries and wild fruits. He wonders, how did you survive starvation and the deadly cold?
Now that you're a vampire, it is still cold. But you shall never starve, but only have the finest dishes and quality of blood. You shall never freeze, but don the thickest pelt of animal fur, and a soft chair beside the hearth. You shall have enough space to grow and enjoy what you never thought of having in your life.
He will be your home. You'll never suffer any aggrievance in your life but only the best thing this land could offer.
Perhaps coldness will be ever a part of his life. The strange prickly tinge of harsh ice. Or the chilly breeze that blows away the burning rays of heat. Engrave in his soul, the coldness that he will seek no matter where he ends up in this eternity as long as it's with you.
"—Grace?"
A gentle hand cup his cheeks bringing Satoru into the present. Your worried eyes stared at him.
"What is it?"
"Oh—" you pulled back and gingerly laugh. "—You were spacing out."
"I wasn't."
Your lips pursed at his denial.
"Liar." You muttered under your breath and looked away at the blooming blue roses bushes.
Satoru frowned at the remark and pushed his chair backward, opening a space for his legs to part. Languid hand, pat his thigh while looking at you to make a move. An invitation that you've gotten accustomed to and look forward to when it's just the two of you. An invitation he has grown fond of, almost as if it's his instinct to have your weight pressed and close to him.
"I was thinking—" You started. Arms wrapped loosely around his neck whilst your nose found a place under the space of Satoru's ear, nuzzling the edge of his jaw. "—How vast Albastu truly is. Just imagining it staggers me"
Satoru stayed silent. His hand held your waist and the other rest over your knee. Kneading your thigh as you slowly lean your weight fully against him. Your head found space on the crook of his neck, fanning him with your soft breath.
"It's the first and strongest wall against the Lycans." The Emperor needed a soldier and a noble to bind and hold this land together
Satoru is the fruition of the Emperor's ambition. The rest is restrained in his throat, that's a story unsuited for a quiet afternoon tea.
And Satoru would rather sew his mouth shut than tell the burden. You just have to live comfortably, idle if you wish. A life where you are happy is his yearning for this eternity.
The leaves of the tree rustled at the gust of wind. Instinctively Satoru pushes you further into his arms, shielding you from the cold. You don't seem to mind, as you snuggle close, pressing your lips on his throat and nuzzling with your nose where his heartbeat would've pulsed. A searing trickle of anticipation ran down Satoru's veins.
"Behave." Satoru lazily drawled. Pushing a finger above your lips to reprimand you.
But there's always that little devil with her pitchfork in you that wins whenever he warns you.
Baring your fangs, you captured his finger, running your tongue for a small lick over the taste of sugar from the cinnamon roll he had, then sink into your bite.
Sweeping down, Satoru's lips find your temples for a tender kiss, pouring his silent indulgence and affection as you suckle droplets of his blood. Your tongue is hot and tickling him to a groaning mess, spreading warmth over his body.
"Haven't I fed you enough last night Kitten?" Satoru grunted, nudging your head, biting your earlobe making you whine and gasp while sucking on his finger.
It's almost too much, how your whines and moans slide through his ears like warm honey, crystal clear of your need and temptation, sending shivers down his spine, making it harder for Satoru to pull away from your fangs.
"I simply want to bite you. Is there something wrong with it Your Grace?" Your lips pursed, but the twinkle in your eyes tug upon Satoru's heart.
How could he ever turn you down when you look at him like this? Your hand clutched onto his clothes and perched on his lap.
"Indeed, nothing is wrong with it." Satoru sighed in defeat. Tilting his neck to the side in offering to your adorable sweet fangs.
"Hmmm." You giggle. Sated and happy as you wrap your arms around his neck. Pleased at his pliant offer even without your demand. Placing one soft kiss on his neck in delight instead.
"When you are tired, you can always come home." You held his cheeks, searching for his sapphire eyes. A soft smile blossom on your lips. Your thumb ran through the apple of his cheeks, lulling him to comfort. "You must come home to me Your Grace."
Satoru's hand grip your hip and tilt your chin up for a soft kiss.
"Indeed—" In his eyes, flashed a deliberate softness reserved in privacy, only for you. "—You are my home."
In his darkest insanity, you're the remedy he found, what he once thought to be a damned eternity, you're his piece of clarity.
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—GreyCaelum,
PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME
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Another nightmare torturing Phillip to the point of complete mental exhaustion? Say it ain't so!
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The 57th Chapter of my TOH fanfic, "Kindness & Forgiveness", is out! Please go give it a read!
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hisiggy · 4 months
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I sit on my brand new bed and dream about ways to kill myself something I know I’ll never do or at least in this moment in time I know I won’t . Right now I have a body that works which I am so lucky for but being grateful is for optimists and I am nothing of the sort . I have this endless need to be needed
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I sit in  my school full of spoiled kids from Brooklyn who haven’t experienced a thing in their life ( at least I think so ) they are mostly incredibly boring and far too optimistic for my liking. I love to hate, it brings me joy unimaginable to piss someone off for reasons that truly don’t matter. It is a joy that cannot be replicated and to watch their reaction of squirming and delusions is like a reality show where you only get the best parts.  My brain is turning into rot . I say these things to anyone and feel like I should be locked up in a cave I’m crazy I think or at least that’s what these kids tell me I become it for them something like an art piece too real that I can’t detect it. I’m only like that around people I feel no need to impress because they’ve already made up their mind about me .
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People have always hated me but never for anything real always for something such as becoming this cartoon character that I feel I must become . I hate silence there’s something about dead air full of teenagers who think they’re better than you that makes me want to give them something they don’t want : a problem . I’m crazy , I admit to it most of the time but I don’t think anyone understands the scope. I got sent away for it and the scary thing is I think it made me worse . I had normal depression but I was so dumb . In mental hospital is where I learned the fastest way to kill yourself is to cut yourself. Hot dog style not hamburger. I saw kids getting taken away and kids beaten the shit out of them by full grown adults .
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I’m a problem my existence is something I  want to understand but never I will. I sat in my bed last night watching alien workshop skate videos listening to drumless rappers who are able to put their pain to art . Sometimes I feel I only put my pain into pain. I feel stupid I so desperately need human connection to feel the warmth that I think everyone feels. I fall in love with people seconds and years after meeting them and fantasize but often give up knowing that love is something that feels impossible at the moment. They say life will get better and I think that’s true for a lot of my people but not for me the circuits in my brain don’t work unless my 100 dollars of medication are on I vision a gun shooting me  directly in mouth and I swallow the bullet and scream for help but there’s nothing I can do I love life I hate it . PLEASE  KILL  ME . xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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kathy acker used to write and masturbate I often think about the inclinations of masturbation like the men these days are doing we are all always rotting so is are brain . Jack skelly follows me on instagram and lives on my bookshelf I had to cut the lines out of my college essay about being too high and reading his book in Tompkins square park . I become normal under the influence almost as if it has the reverse effects no one should ever let me ramble but they do and I love them for it . I often think how stupid my problems are and I think that is the most helpfull thing I can do . I think about the kids getting their lives ripped apart  in Palestine at the moment and they are still able to smile at least a fake one and I am not. I’m so prententious
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#ariana grande #diva #photo shoot
I want to die I’m reading a book and I enjoy it. it’s written by Lena Dunham’s best friend does that make me not cool does that make me one of the bushwick fagotts who think their all that and move here from Ohio . I imagine myself in 30 years living in my car somewhere in the middle of nowhere smoking packs of cigarettes with all my money spent on odd vhs tapes and records and Ephrema that no one else seems to care about I hate New York and what’s its becoming I sat and listened to navy blue looking at clips of New York from when I was a kid and crying it wasn’t as good as it feels I was just a kid I still am I got kicked of my statistics class for not talking yet everyone always wants that to happen i never shut up I envision my self slamming my head into a door and blood trickling down until I drop I used to be scared of these thoughts but I’m not anymore they are almost like a sadistic lullaby , that at some point this will all stop
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I’m scared pls don’t admit me back into belluve it’s not fun drugs are funny till they’re not and it’s all fun and games till you get fat and everyone’s skinny I want eating disorder that makes me skinny is that bad to say everyone’s too pc and I hate it not because I’m someone who wants to go on rants about people who don’t deserve it but It leaves no room for emotions the emotions you won’t say I remember watching the videos of the people falling out of the building during 9/11 in the sixth grade I think it plays on a loop in my head PLEASE KILL ME. Ok bye  bye pls don’t read this even though I’ll post for the world to see  “goodbye horses im crying over you”- q Lazzarus everything fades I hope I do too plz don’t help me I’m feeling better now the meds are kicking in thank god for scientists kill the politicians and to all goodnight . My crush is Stevie buscemi and Ronald McDonald is my savior I love you Lindsay Lohan but that’s a story for another day FUCK YOU. And the credits role
from my substack pls read
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Author Spotlight: Tamara Jerée
Check out this wonderful essay on sapphic, Black, paranormal romances from Tamara Jerée. Tamara is the author of The Fall That Saved Us, a current club read out today!
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As writers, we often hear that we should write the book we want to read. For me, that’s meant writing into a niche that feels largely unacknowledged. The more descriptors I stack—sapphic, Black, paranormal, romance—the shorter the list of books becomes. Finding darker sapphic romance by and about lesbians of color is hard. Stepping into a bookstore, I often feel like there is still a narrow range within which the publishing industry will allow us to exist. Readers don’t seek out our books in the same ways. Especially when compared to the diverse range of literary experiences for white women, I feel the lack.
I can immediately think of a few adult titles that fit into the Black sapphic paranormal romance genre. There’s Darknesses by Lachelle Seville, a romance featuring a sapphic Dracula. I was excited to find that Fiona Zedde, whose contemporary romances kept popping up as a recommendation for me, also writes paranormal romance. Every Dark Desire is the first in her vampire series. (If you’re interested in a comprehensive list, Tuesday Harper maintains a searchable database of Black WLW books here. I stumbled upon some new titles for my TBR!)
In lieu of paranormal romance, I often find myself reaching for sapphic horror to fill out my moody reading list. The Wicked and the Willing by Lianyu Tan is an F/F erotic horror novel set in Singapore that follows a maidservant and her vampire mistress. House of Hunger by Alexis Henderson is a gothic horror novel that doesn’t call its vampires vampires but nevertheless satisfied my need for bloody, brooding sapphics.
I’m compelled by erotic horror—and horror that winks at the erotic—because it confronts our personal and cultural fears and, in doing so, leaves us with nothing more to be scared of. Here, look at our depth and ugliness and resilience and strange pleasures. Ultimately, look at how we survived. Those darker elements influence all my work. I want the catharsis of safely staring down weird and terrible things. When combined with the structure of romance, the guaranteed HEA reassures. Maybe you’ve been through a long night, but you deserve happiness.
I want to talk about the first novel in the Black lesbian paranormal genre that ever made me feel seen as a writer, the one that sank its teeth into me and made me think this is possible; this is where my work wants to be. Published in 1991, The Gilda Stories by Jewelle Gomez follows a queer Black vampire through the antebellum era and into the present before casting her and her chosen family into a speculative future. The novel isn’t a romance, but it does catalogue Gilda’s lovers through the ages—who she chooses to bring into immortal life and how they care for each other in a hostile world.
In the introduction, Gomez discusses how nervous she was about the book because lesbians in her community were skeptical of the rep. Attaching something taboo like vampirism to a Black lesbian protagonist? It was risky. Their concerns remind me so much of the debate in queer circles today over what depictions of ourselves and our communities are proper. We worry about writing people like us as villains or monsters because it would give fuel to hegemonic perspectives that are already eager to see us as deviant and evil.
As one of those readers and writers who finds power in reclaiming the monster, of being an antagonist to an unjust society, I’m thankful for Gilda. And I’m so glad Gomez took the risk. It’s empowered me as a Black lesbian writing romance that confronts heavy themes of mental illness and healing from abuse through a paranormal and fantastic lens. In my debut novel The Fall That Saved Us, Avitue—the succubus love interest—is an unrepentant villain, a sexy bad girl unafraid to show her teeth to a world that’s hurt her. She’s a monster because others have said so, and she wears the title as a badge of honor. The main character Cassiel, however, views Avitue as a savior—from her scarred past and a stagnant present.
The Gilda Stories expanded for me what we can be and do. There’s an infinite number of Black stories we can tell. Black people can be anything we want, including the hot lady monster who gets the girl.
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Ollie Akana Headcanons:
(Warning: mentions spoilers, mentions abuse, mentions sexual assault)
1.) Despite his vehement denial of all things ghosts and spirit like, Ollie likes supernatural shows like Supernatural (he stopped watching after season 5 or 6, whenever the Leviathans came) and Stranger Things
2.) Ollie had nightmares for weeks about being turned evil by the Void King and Void Queen, then working as a double agent for Zedd. His s/o reassures him for hours after these nightmares.
3.) Ollie wasn't evil during his time with Zedd. He was a double agent working around the clock to help his friends in any sort of way he could
4.) Ollie's father was a piece of shit and abused him and his mom. Ollie was six when his father died, via falling down the stairs. Ollie doesn't regret it. Ollie also doesn't miss him.
5.) Ollie is protective of his mother to the point that he checks on her three times a day outside of normal texting
6.) Ollie is the youngest of the Rangers, not Izzy. He's 16 at the start of Dino Fury. He skipped a few grades, currently he's registered for online college classes. There's also a reason that Solon and the other Rangers call him Boy Genius/Baby Genius
7.) Ollie's heroes include: his mother, Billy Cranston, Rose Ortiz, Riley Griffin, Nate Silva, Hayley Ziktor, Andros, Jen Scotts, Taylor Earhardt, and Cam Watanabe
8.) There was a point in his life when Ollie very much wanted to be a pirate
9.) Ollie's been in karate since he was a kid, fencing since he was 14
10.) Billy offers Ollie an internship at Cranston Tech when Ollie graduates college. Ollie happily accepts.
11.) Ollie is well aware of other dimensions and would LOVE to go visit them if given the chance
12.) Ollie can speak and understand multiple languages due to his travels with his mother. The only ones he'd say he's fluent to mastery in are English, Japanese, and Hawaiian
13.) Ollie was bullied in school and people did tend to stay away because he was young, not just because of his attitude regarding group projects
14.) Ollie was sexually assaulted as a kid, around age 12 to 13. His mother won a million dollar lawsuit off the situation in order to take down the school, that teacher, and the board of education members that allowed it. She refused to let Ollie testify because he burst into tears at the thought and she refused to out him under more duress
15.) Ollie has ptsd, anxiety, and a minor form of OCD
16.) Ollie's OCD contributes a lot to his attitude regarding group projects, not just his pride
17.) Ollie is bisexual, leaning more towards girls, and polygamous
18.) Ollie writes poetry to cope with his trauma and his feelings
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Hey for the oc ask prompt (pinned message) about your smuggler, could you answer 1-4, 5, 11, 14, 14 and 24 please? 🥺✨
Oh hey, something for ol' Zedd. xD Okay, here we go!
Who are they closest to? How did they meet and what do they like to do together?
That would most definitely be Risha. They met just like as happens in the Smuggler storyline, with a few more headcanon (my own and my guild's) side missions before the culmination of that arc. As for what they like doing together? It varies. Sometimes she'll join him being knee-deep in the guts of the Fool's Luck (his ship), other times they'll do marksman challenges (for fun, or with a wager of some sort involved). And there are times when Zedd will be idling in his ship's lounge, or at home, reading with a cup of caf in hand; Risha will come in from something exhausting and just plop down and either rest her head on his lap, or her feet. And Zedd will let her decompress with no questions, just sitting and enjoying each other's company until she needs to vent, and he will sit and listen. Maybe crack a few jokes where appropriate, because he prefers her smile or her grin to seeing her upset. (Man loves his pirate princess, and she loves her captain x3)
2. What were they like as a child? Were they quiet and reserved, outgoing, or a bit of both?
Zedd was a rambunctious helion on most days, but he also tried to do so without getting in trouble. And if he couldn't avoid trouble, he made sure his friends did (he wasn't trying to be noble, he just didn't want to see his friends in trouble. And he got real good at not getting caught. xD) He was fairly outgoing most of the time, thanks to his folks being very open and generous people. He did have quiet days, too, but one cannot be mischief incarnate round the clock! He also enjoyed learning new things, whether bits of info or skills, he was (and still is!) very interested in things he doesn't know becoming things he does.
3. Are they an early bird or night owl?
Yes. xD Captain Ovredis keeps his own hours. And many a time those hours do not line up with anyone else's. He'd closer to being a night owl, but he can usually adjust to meet any schedule. He does enjoy early mornings, but moreso for rumination, reflection and watching sunrises, as opposed to being productive.
4. What are 3 of their irrational fears?
Bold of you to assume he has any fears! xD Most of the things Zedd is wary of are generally people, and the reasons are very rational. He does have bouts of worry about Risha if they end up not being glued to one another's hip during a job. He is well aware that she can handle herself (and has gotten his ass out of the fire more than few times). But she's his Most Important Person (see #1, above) and it always makes him antsy when he can't have her back (he tried locking her on the ship once; she didn't speak to him for a week after, and he had to work hard to make things right and keep himself from doing something that foolish again).
Two more. People other than himself, Risha or Blizz fiddling with his ship without supervision (yes, he got Blizz, long story). And there are only two people he allows to fly his ship without him (Risha and his dad). Call it superstition or plain OCD, but if anyone tweaks something, even skilled technicians/mechanics, he's afraid of system failures when he needs something the most. I know that's only two, but the only third I can think of is something he got over a while ago.
5. How affectionate are they? What are their top love languages?
Very. xD I think that is a common thing for most of my characters, but Zedd is a fairly affectionate person to those close to him, in different ways. His love languages would be touch, banter, and acts of service. He is physically affectionate with his family, and some members of the 421st (our guild) ranging from hugs, to arm clasps, to pats on the back, to a reassuring hand on the shoulder. And while outwardly Risha will give one of her snarky responses when it happens, inwardly she enjoys Zedd's random hugs, even if they're both in their coveralls and covered in grease and grime working on this ship. Banter is Zedd being his wise-ass self and snarking back and forth with the various members of his crew and the 421st. To hear a common day on the guildship, they all bicker like old married folk, but you'd be wise not to mess with any of them, lest you beget the wrath of the entire 421st Battalion. And acts of service kind of speaks for itself. Zedd will offer to do little favors here and there, make delivery runs for rare supplies or materials, help with maintenance on the guildship or stronghold (often without prompting, if something's needed fixing for a while and gone untouched for whatever reason, he'll be the first to look into it).
11. Who was their child hero/heroine?
Easy - Hylo Visz. xD Now, while he looks up to his parents, who are excellent spacer in their own right, Hylo organized the attack that broke the Mandalorian Blockade of Coruscant (which his parents were also a part of). But growing up, hearing tales about her from either his parents or other spacers, the daring heists, dogfights and narrow escapes were his favorites. And likely what cemented his taking after her (and his parents) as a smuggler.
14. Choose an AU you think would be interesting for them to be a part of. Who would they be?
Ooh, that's a tough one. I cannot think of any specific AU, but I think it would be interesting to see him in, let's say a steampunk AU or perhaps a pirate AU. Steampunk, he could be captain or helmsman of an airship. Pirates? A rum-runner dodging the Imperial navy, who perhaps gets caught up in a bit more direct action against the Empire. Or perhaps some sort of racing AU, that'd be neat. Can see him being either solo or maybe on one of those two-person bike teams (with Risha), make it a rivals/enemies-to-partners-lovers thing. That'd be kind of neat.
15. Are they the type to adopt strays (animals or people?) What or who have they “adopted” over the years?
Kind of? It's more the 421st as a whole. It started out as Overkill Squad (a fireteam of himself, a commando and two Jedi who weren't big fans of the Code, but were too good for the Council to do anything about it). Once they became more, instead of taking on a bunch of troopers, they basically just started pulling in the people they trusted/had worked with and BOOM! So, he's part of a group that does this. He was kind of adopted into the family of the one Jedi, so he treat them like siblings (his own sister is a padawan in training, who is besties with a couple other padawans who are, incidentally, the younger siblings of two other members of the original Overkill Squad xD).
And he DID kind of adopt/employ Blizz while he was spooking around as a merc (because Blizz is awesome, handy to have around the ship and he's a a jawa with a FRICKING ROCKET LAUNCHER!). And his astromech Gater (who is based on OG Rebellion Era Zedd's R3, R3-G8 -> Gate-R. xD)
25. What events changed them as a child?
Ooh, asking the tough ones, here. Well, there were a couple things. The earliest being a visit from a member of his mother's side of the family. Mama Ovredis was formerly from a well to-do Imperial house. No one of super-importance, but enough to have some clout. Thing is, at the time she was on Korriban for training, she nearly died several times and somehow got it in her head to just....escape. It took a lot of doing, and a lot of running, but she managed it. She did develop better control and mastery later (and was especially good at hiding herself and her powers), and when a dashing young echani spacer and she met by chance at a cantina...the rest is history. x3
Fast forward to when Zed'rika was a young'n. A maternal relative showed up and was of a mind to steal away li'l Zed'rika and use him as a bargaining chip to get her to come back and face punishment for abandoning her duties. Said relative did not make it off-world because of a few things:
1.) Zedd's piloting ability comes from his dad. The Sith was arrogant enough to think they could outmaneuver some "common spacer", not realizing they were dealing with an echani who'd been a pilot for more than half his life. But, even as a good hand in a shootout as Papa Ovredis was...
2.) Zedd's shooting ability comes from his mom. And between her shooting prowess and Force abilities unexpected by the interloper, little Zedd was rescued and the relative given this ultimatum - "Next time, I won't miss."
So Zedd learned not to trust anyone from mom's side of his family. He currently has a sort of rivalry with his cousin, a Sith warrior named Xaber'zen (said warrior has half a face full of cybernetics, courtesy of trying to fuck with Zedd and not heeding the lessons of several assassins who had tried before him (which would have been hard cause they were all, y'know. Dead.)
Zedd also got backstabbed by his first love/crush. Took him a bit to get over that one, and while he tends to play things closer to the vest, he managed to not get locked into a jaded, cynical mindset. He also found it's easier to judge someone if they think you're a cocksure, arrogant nerf-herding flyboy of a clown. An assessment that can land you on the business end of a blaster if you decide to kriff around and find out.
So! Hopefully that is a satisfactory write up! xD There is a lot about Zedd that is just nebulous in my head because, for the most part, the Guild's storyline was a longform story written from different perspectives as opposed to actual RP, and Zedd in-game sometimes deviated, though his backstory and background life details remained the same. x3
And sorry this took a bit - trying to sort nebulous or unfinished details made this one a stretch. ^_^;
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. . . . . ╰──╮THE ULTIMATE SPICYNOODLES PLAYLIST: by @nico00235 ˚ ♡ ⋆。˚
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Due to the recent events of my ask-box i decided to share my spicynoodles songs that i usually listen when drawing, writing about these two, so, enjoy! ^^ (also, thanks for the anon who started to make suggestions, i love you, whoever you are)
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An enemies to lovers playlist, spicynoodles inspired
Afraid - The Neighbourhood
Monster - Dev
I Can´t Decide - Scissor Sisters
R U Mine? - Artic Monkeys
Criminal - Britney spears
I WANNA BE YOUR SLAVE - Manneskin
Bad Romance - Halestorm cover
Irresistible - Fall Out Boy
Feelings - Maroon 5
Kiss with a Fist - Florence and the machine
Maniac - Conan Gray
『好きって言って』 - ONE -
Bad idea - girl in red
Best worst mistake - If/then
Not Another Song About Love - Hollywood Ending
Can´t Remember To Forget You - Shakira
Dumb - Eva
King - Conan Gray
Crave You - Flight Facilities
On My Mind - Ellie Goulding
Staring - Tipling Rock
Your Stupid Face - Kaden Mackay
I Won't say I'm in Love - Caleb Hyles Cover
Don't You Dare (Make Me Fall in Love With You) - Kaden Mackay
I Hear a Symphony - Cody Fry
Fire on Fire - Sam Smith
Dinner & Diatribes - Hozier
I Was Made For Lovin' You - Kiss
Golden - Harry Styles
Death Of A Bachelor - Panic! At The Disco
Soul On Fire - Mystery Skulls
Talk too much - Coin
Chit Chat - Beach Weather
Lucky Strike - Maroon 5
I Like Me Better - Lauv
When I´m With You - Mystery Skulls
Burnin´ Love - Elvis Presley
Wolf - Beach Weather
Beautiful Now - Zedd
Met a Girl - Tarune
Also, if you want to listen the whole playlist, i made it in youtube, it´s right here
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