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It all in the game

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Liar [ lahy-er ]

noun

a person who tells lies.

#liar #pathological liars #liar game #narcissist #narcissim #covert narcissism #narcos #toxic love #toxic relationship #toxic people #mental abuse #emtional abuse #gaslighting #manipulation #trauma #traumahealing #illusion #lies #motherfucker

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Living two, three, four, or more lives is typical for many narcissists. It truly is amazing how they can compartmentalize and keep everything straight for so long. Finding out that you are in a relationship with someone who has another wife, girlfriend, family, or identity is devastating.

I am that women who was unbeknown in a 2 year relationship with a man for was leading very much a double life. When I finally found out the truth I fell pregnant with his child... Coming up to 2 years later and this man still continues to live his double life with the other woman whilst me and his daughter remain a secret.  

Did you out your narcissists double life?

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6 months later and still feeling the effects...

#sideeffects #narcissistic abuse #abuse #mental abuse #trauma #narcissim #narcissist #mental health #mental heath awareness #gaslighting lovebombing toxic toxicrelationship

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Narcissist's try to destroy your life with lies because they know theirs can be destroyed with the truth

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Pregnant by a narcissist. 

Sometimes I wake up and wish it was a lie it is not his baby. I wish I had a supportive caring father lying next to me just as excited as me to celebrate my pregnancy and our baby.

I picked up the keys to my new apartment today... 4 months pregnant and moving alone.

#narcissist #narcissim #pregnancy #pregnant #single mother #trauma #toxic love #toxic relationship #abandoned #lier #fake #hurt #pain #sad #love #baby

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Pregnant by a narcissist. 

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Heartbroken over a love that didn’t even exist

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LOVE BOMBING [ luhv] [bom-ing]

a dating technique where someone bombards the person they are dating right from the start with overwhelming levels of attention and approval

#love bombing #gaslighting #toxic love #toxic relationship #dating #narcissim #narcissist #surviving narcissism #trauma #love #fake #lies

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A narcissist is like a toddler you've caught eating chocolate with the chocolate all over their face BUT denying they have even had any RIGHT TO YOU FACE

Caroline Strawson

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TIME IS UP. 

It's clear now that all this was about the past 3 years was CONTROL, the control he had over me. Now the control is gone there is no need for him to have anything to do with me and especially not his daughter.

#timeisup #control #controlling #narcissim #narcissist #surviving narcissism #gameover #toxic love #toxic relationship #hate #love #trauma #addiction #addict #single mother #neglect #mother fucker

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WHY DO I CONTINUE TO TORTURE MYSELF?

Honestly what is wrong with me.... I know he is in a relationship with another women, I know he uses me, I know he doesn't really care, I know he does’nt love me. 

At this point I am breaking my own heart 

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“One is very crazy when in love.” - Sigmund Freud

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How starved you must have been that my heart became a meal for your ego

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He is on my mind again... well actually he never leaves my mind.

I am praying he does not contact me because if he does I am afraid I will give in.

I have to kept reminding myself:

He lied to me

He disrespected me

He lives with another women

HE IS NOT REAL

I am trying to stay focused on the future. I find it hard to keep motivated.

#narcisistic #narcissist #toxic relationship #toxic love #lies #not real #illusion #disrespect #no contact #gaslighting #fake #mother fucker #tricks #mind game #addiction #addict

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Never argue with someone who believes their own lies

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