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“I know I’ve told this story before, but my abusive ex refused to let me take birth control. I was on the pill until he found them in my purse. I went to the Student Health Center—they were completely unhelpful, choosing to lecture me about the importance of safe sex (recommending condoms) instead of actually listening to my problem. Then I went to Planned Parenthood. The Nurse Practitioner took one look at my fading bruises and stopped the exam. She called in the doctor. The doctor came in and simply asked me: “Are you ready to leave him?” When I denied that I was being abused, she didn’t argue with me. She just asked me what I needed. I said I need a birth control method that my boyfriend couldn’t detect. She recommended a few options and we decided on Depo. When I told her that my boyfriend read my emails and listened to my phone messages and was known to follow me, she suggested to do the Depo injections at off hours when the clinic was normally closed. She made a note in my chart and instructed the front desk never to leave messages for me—instead, she programmed her personal cell phone number into my phone under the name “Nora”. She told me she would call me to schedule my appointments; she wouldn’t leave a message, but I should call her back when I was able to. And that was it. No judgment. No lecture. She walked me to the door and told me to call her day or night if I needed anything. That she lived 5 blocks from campus and would come get me. That I wasn’t alone. That she just wanted me to be safe. I never called her to come to my rescue. But I have no doubt that she would have come if I had called. She kept me on Depo for a year, giving me those monthly injections in secret, helping me prevent a desperately unwanted pregnancy. I cannot thank Planned Parenthood enough for the work they do.”
Curious Georgiana (via grrrlstudies)
I know I’ve reblogged this before, but it bears re-reblogging (?).  This is how you respond to abuse, this is how you give people control over their bodies/uteruses, this is how you act as a generally non-judgmental and compassionate person.  I love this story so fucking much.
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Hi! Can I request dangerous fellows with a Mieruko chan Reader? Thank you!
Dangerous Fellow with Mieruko Chan Reader
Sorry, it's taken a while to get to this ask! I took a small break from Tumblr, and before writing this one I watched a few episodes of Mieruko Chan to try to understand her character a bit better! I hope you like this one! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Sue:
-Sue is one of those people who do not believe in the paranormal or anything like that. If you did tell her, it'd be really hard for her to believe you.
-She finds you crazy when you start asking her for book recommendations on the paranormal. I mean, you're living in a small school with a bunch of people who sometimes can't even keep a level head, and now you're worried about the paranormal?
-She only starts to really believe you when you stare off into the distance or randomly tear up.
It was later in the day, and Lawrence had assigned the two a patrol on the first floor. Sue didn't think this patrol would last too long, after all the zombies had seemed to be focused on something else. And you just wanted to rest more than anything. With the zombie apocalypse, it brought a lot more spirits into this world so now you see them more frequently. And their appearance got even worse. You didn't believe it was possible until now...
You looked around the small hallway, but your eyes stopped on a large figure down the hallway. Its eyes a completely black with only a single white dot to represent its pupil. Its entire stomach was ripped open, and the organs were missing entirely. It's jaw elongated and reaching the floor.
You felt your eyes tear up as you saw it. "Y/N? What are you looking at?" Sue grumbled as she walked over. "There's nothing there. It's a wall. So you better have a good excuse to wha-" Sue spoke up, but was suddenly cut off by the lights flickering. And for once... Sue saw a glimpse of the creature running off into the distance.
Her eyes widened as she dropped the thing she was holding. "W-Wait, did you... Did you see it??" You spoke quickly. Your panicked, tear-filled eyes looked in her direction. She looked just as panicked as you did if not more. "What... What the hell was that?" Sue whispered. Her head snapped in her direction as she grabbed your shoulders tightly.
"Don't... Don't tell me that's the things you've been seeing." Her voice was trembling. It was odd to see Sue trembling and afraid like you. She was usually one of the strongest ones in the group. You nodded slowly. "I-I'm afraid so..." You whispered. "Although... They all look different." You added on. You yelped in surprise as Sue hugged you tightly. "God, I'm so sorry for not believing you sooner... You're not one to lie very often." She spoke softly. "I know a few books we can look at, and if it hasn't been robbed... There is a shop nearby that may have some crosses or prayer beads to help." She whispered.
Ethan:
-Ethan had become a quiet person when the whole thing started. He had lost a lot of his friends, and he could no longer do the things he liked.
-You were one of the lucky few who he talked to and offered little gifts like chocolate.
-He noticed from the very beginning something was off with you. At first, it made him quite skeptical of you. Were you bit? Or was it something else? Either way, he came to trust you. So feel grateful!
-He tried to get you to tell him what was wrong when you'd suddenly zone out or would be hesitant to do something. But he knew he couldn't force you to say anything, so little things like chocolate or compliments were things he gave you so you'd hopefully feel better.
Out of all the statistical questions and percentages, nothing could've really calculated the situation you and Ethan were in. It had started to rain, and so now both of you were cold and there were zombies trying to get in.
You could see many spirits mingled with them. Although you didn't think these spirits could harm you, it was difficult to tell which one was a spirit and which one was a zombie. So when one of those... Things got in, and you reacted quickly. You grabbed Ethan's hand and started running with him. "Hey! What was that for!? Slow down!" Ethan spoke up. He was confused as to why you'd suddenly forced him to run with you. The zombies were still outside, but you looked like you had just seen a ghost...
And finally, when you ran into a room you let his hand go and locked the door. Ethan was surprised as he noticed the tears in your eyes. "Uh... Is... Is everything alright?" Ethan spoke. Comforting was not his strong suit, so he had no idea how to help you. He watched you slide down the door. "...That wasn't a zombie, was it?" You spoke shakily.
Ethan's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "What wasn't a zombie? I didn't see anything." He inquired. "...Ethan..." You whispered. "I... I don't know how to even explain this, or... Or..." You spoke but stopped. You sighed. "...I see things that aren't there. Dead people..." She whispered.
Ethan blinked a few times, clearly confused. "You... What?" He inquired. He watched you rest your head on your hand. "...I see spirits. I-I don't know why, but they're almost always there..." You whispered. "...What did this one look like?" Ethan felt like it was far-fetched, but he had to know what it was you were seeing. Because either way he knew it was freaking you out too much.
"...T-This one had half a face. I-it was so tall... It looked like it was rotting like those zombies a-and with the darkness, I must've mistaken it..." You whispered. Ethan was so surprised to hear this description. It sounded so much more real and... Horrible than he'd imagined.
He didn't really believe it was a spirit though, and figured it may have just been... Something like schizophrenia... "I-I see... Well, I promise it won't hurt either of us. We're okay." He kneeled next to you. He decided that the only option he had was to try to figure out how he could help you deal with these things. To him, it was still a mental condition, so he was going to help you find some medication or something... He was going to help you.
Zion:
-Zion had heard you mention something about paranormal stuff, and honestly he found the whole thing stupid. Zombies were one thing, but ghosts? Weird demons? Yeah no.
-When he first heard it he was quite rude to you. There was no way in hell he was going to believe that. But as he got closer to you, and got to know you more... He knew something was wrong. He couldn't quite tell what it was, but something was wrong.
-He saw you become quite and space out a lot. It worried him greatly, as whatever you said you saw freaked you out. So he decided to help you look for something to fix whatever was going on.
-He may not believe you see ghosts, but he's still worried about you. What if you get hurt because of something you think is there? He would lose a close friend, after all.
Zion was never a fan of going to the library. I mean, why read books when you could read on your phone? And also, who even liked to read books? At least... That's what he used to think. When the apocalypse started, they couldn't really read on a cell phone. And everything else was either too loud to use for entertainment, or too risky.
So he begrudgingly started to read. And when he found out your little predicament, well he'd never admit it but he ended up looking for books that could help you. Which is why you're here now. Your eyes were scanning over every hardback book cover and every word. You needed to see if there was something you could find. Maybe you were insane?
But if so... What should you do? You needed to find at least some clue on how to handle this... "Yo, I think I found something that might help," Zion spoke up. You looked over, and saw h I'm holding up an old encylepedia.
It looked... Extremely old. And the cover of the book was really odd. "Uh... Are you sure that'll help?" You questioned hesitantly as you walked over. "Well, it's weird looking... And whatever supposed paranormal things exist always look weird and witchy." Zion pointed out as he handed you the book.
You froze as you noticed a hand holding onto it that was a spirit's. "Uh... Could you... Perhaps open it for me?" You inquired softly. Zion groaned as he rolled his eyes. "Don't tell me it's one of those things." He spoke. He sighed, before opening the book. "I swear to god if we can't find something in this library, I'm going to loose it." He growled.
You looked down at the pages. "I'm... Sorry." You spoke softly. A silence covered the cold room except for some sounds of a breeze. "...Why are you apologizing? I'm not mad at you, just... Whatever is happening to you is stressing me out... I can't help you because I can't see what you are seeing." He spoke with a sigh. You gave him a gentle smile. "I'm grateful you're trying. And maybe someday we'll figure this out, and then... We can get rid of it." You tried to reassure the redette. He sighed, before giving you one of his signature grins. "Yeah. Who am I kidding!? We're going to get this thing beat!" He spoke. There's the Zion you knew.
Judy:
-Judy believes you through and through.
-She knew you when you both were younger, so she saw what happened when it started. She saw how much you had changed, and how nothing worked.
-She's been nothing but supportive and worries about you constantly.
After a long day of work around the school it was time to go to sleep. So here you were laying in bed and staring off outside the window. You had seen a lot of horrible things that day and so you were just so stressed. You knew you weren't going to be able to sleep at all. I mean, how could you? Zombies outside, spirits inside and everywhere else... Plus what kind of nightmare would you have that night? You couldn't tell.
Your eyes glanced around the old classroom and landed on a creature in the corner. You sighed shakily as you turned away from it and hoped it would go away. Of course... It didn't. You heard its gross sounds as it walked over to where you and Judy lay. You could feel your eyes tear up as you tried to block out the sounds it made, or the fear you felt as it leaned over you and muttered something about how you could see it.
"Y/N? Is it... One of those nights again?" Judy spoke softly as she looked at you. She saw you nod slowly, which made her sigh. She moved closer to you and brought you into a hug and made sure you couldn't see whatever monster was creeping over your shoulder. "I'm so sorry, Y/n... We'll get through this together! Just you and me like it's always been!" She tried to reassure them.
"And whatever is looking over your shoulder is just a creep. It can't do anything to you, even if it wanted to!" She added on. Judy was one of the best people you knew. She was so sweet and was one of the few people who ever believed you. She was the only one who helped you try to get through these nights and the horrible sights you saw constantly. A soft smile formed on your face as you closed your eyes. "Y-Yeah. You're right. And maybe... Maybe tomorrow will be a better day." You tried to reason. Judy nodded. "Of course, it will! Because we'll make it a great day! And soon when this whole apocalypse is over, we'll go back to doing our normal things I promise!" You don't know what you'd do without her...
Hailey:
-Hailey was spooked when she saw you zone off into nothing. How could you remain so unaware of your surroundings?? And why did you seem so scared of something else??
-She believed heavily in the paranormal and has always been terrified of it.
-Back before this whole shit show started, she had avoided horror movies and books. They scared her too badly...
-Honestly, if you want to keep Hailey as a friend or lover... You should never tell her the things you see.
It was around dinner time if you could even call it that... So you were sitting at the table with the others and eating some chips. For once your favorite brand was there, so you thought everything was going good. Until you saw one of those... Creatures poke their head through the glass.
You stared at it intently, trying to figure out what to do. No one else could see it, and it looked so... Inhuman. You were scared to look away because what if it attacked you? What if it attacked those you cared for? No, you'd just have to deal with it until it got bored and wandered away...
You tried to keep quiet and still as the creature walked up to you. It was babbling about how hungry it was, and how tasty you looked... "Y-Y/N? A-Are you alright?" Hailey spoke up shakily. It was quite easy to tell she was already spooked with you staring at nothing. You looked away from the spirit and towards here. "Yeah. I'm fine. I just... I didn't get much sleep last night, I'm sorry." You apologized. You stayed still as the creature shoved its face near yours, its grotesque eye staring right at you. "O-Oh. I see. P-Please be careful." She spoke softly. You nodded, as you kept quiet about the whole thing in front of me. Maybe sometime you would be able to tell her, but right now was not the time...
Eugene:
-Eugene was one of those people who didn't believe you at first, but unlike Sue and Zion, he did believe in the paranormal. Although.. He'd never admit it face to face.
-He laughed like crazy at you when you first told him. He straight-up said you were full of shit.
-Not the nicest of people when it comes to stuff like this, but... Forgive him. He's our Tsundere.
"So uh... You see any cool spirits lately?" Eugene spoke up. You two were walking back to the school after a successful scavenging. You sighed. "For the last time, I told you there are no cool spirits." You huffed. "Oh, come on! There at least has to be something cool!" He stated. "In books there are angels, there are demons, wanderers, oh, and animals! Have you seen animal spirits yet??" He inquired curiously. "I have, yes. Cats only, though." You responded. "Well better than nothing I suppose..." He grumbled to himself. He looked over as suddenly some of the lights went out from some street lamps. "Huh. Looks like the power finally wen-Holy shit!" Eugene exclaimed when he looked at the light. There was a creature crawling over there and was playing with the light bulb. He didn't protest as you grabbed his hand and yanked him away. "I-Is that what you see?" He spoke softly. "...Part of it, yes." You responded. "...I am so sorry for doubting you, holy shit." He spoke softly. "No, it's okay Eugene. I wouldn't believe someone either if they told me that." She responded.
Scarlett:
-Ghosts? Please. Are we little kids now where we hide under our beds from them? Least to say she thinks you're crazy and childish.
-She'll gossip about you like crazy. No buts about it.
-If she gets close to you, then maybe she'll listen a bit more, but you're still childish to her.
It was late at night and Scarlett was sitting in her room. She was writing some things down, chuckling to herself as she thought about how stupid it was. She had heard you mention seeing something in her room and she found it so stupid. How could you seriously believe something like that???
It made no sense to her. She stopped writing altogether as she couldn't contain her laughter which made writing harder. She stopped laughing and groaned as her pen rolled off of her leg, and made a small sound as it dropped to the floor and rolled away. "Ugh. Stupid pen..." She grumbled.
She got off of the chair she was sitting on and crawled over to get her pen. "This floor is so nasty..." She huffed to herself as she got ahold of her pen. She froze as some weird water dripped to the ground. She slowly looked up and a scream left her lips as she backed away and dropped the pen again.
There was a grotesque monster in her room... It had many different legs, and more than one eye, and overall was the worst thing she had ever seen. She got up quickly and rushed out of her room and at this point was crying. She pushed past Zion and anyone she ran past until she made it to your room. You looked up as your door was thrown open, and a small yelp left your lips as she hugged you. She was... Sobbing. "What happened???" You inquired. "I-I'm so sorry I didn't believe you before... There was... There was a monster in my room. It looked like it was going to eat me!" She cried out. You sighed softly, as you comforted her. "It's okay... It'll be gone sooner than tomorrow, I promise..." You spoke. Let's just say you spent the night comforting her.
Jay:
-Doesn't believe you one bit.
-He finds you even more suspicious when he hears about it. He questions you and then calls you dumb for believing such a lie.
Harry:
-At first you were hesitant to go to him because of his headaches, which worried Harry. At one point he finally just walked over to you to chat.
-He'd feel horrible he couldn't help you sooner. It's hard to say if he believes you, but you're still someone he cares deeply for (And likes romantically) so he trusts you with his life. And he hopes you do the same.
-I believe this man would have you be around him as much as possible. He just wants you to be okay.
It was a late night, and you were just tired and upset. You had seen so many horrible creatures that day, and all you wanted to do was go to bed. But you couldn't because of some... Creature in your room. Your eyes were filled with tears as you just wanted to not see any of these things anymore.
They horrified you; they scared you. And as you debated your options on who you could go to for help, you decided on Harry. You knew he was a good person, and you knew he wouldn't be mad. Sure you'd feel bad, but you just needed some help.
So you gently knocked on his door and when he said to come in you did. "Harry...?" You spoke softly. Harry looked up slowly, and his eyes widened. "Y/N... You're crying." He spoke in a worried tone as he got up. He rushed over to you. "You aren't hurt, are you??" He questioned gently.
You shook your head. "...I'm tired, Harry." You whispered. He tilted his head. "Tired? Tired of what? Are you alright? Do you need anything?" He spoke gently. "...I'm tired of seeing them. These... These things, these demons... These spirits, whatever you want to call them... They bother me all the time, and I'm so tired of it..." You whispered as tears fell down your face.
His eyes widened in surprise, but he didn't question anymore. "It's okay... None of them can hurt you, I promise. None of us will let that happen." He spoke softly as he led you to his bed where he had you sit down. "How about you stay with me tonight? I'm really worried about you, Y/N." Harry spoke.
You sniffled as you shook your head. "I don't want to bother you, Harry... You already have your own problems..." You pointed out softly. He huffed. "Everyone does. It doesn't mean you should keep yours hidden and not accept any help. I promise you it's okay. I want you to be okay." He spoke softly. "Do you need anything? Water?" He inquired. You shook your head. "N-No... But thank you. And... And I suppose I'll take you up on that offer." You spoke softly. And you did just that. Harry watched over you the whole night and made sure you couldn't see any monsters that night.
Lawrence:
-When you first met Lawrence, you knew something was off...
-He had many dark shadows around him, some that seemed... familiar. He had an unstable aura around him, and it was concerning.
-He'd notice instantly you saw something. The way you reacted, it just wasn't normal... He was going to find out what you saw...
The whole meeting you watched those shadows that clouded over him. Each one demanding death, or to just "take her now." Although you had no idea what in the world that meant... Not many people had that many shadows attached to them, unless they were bad people. There was no way Lawrence could be, right...? He let you in the group, he watched over you, he did so much for you and the others... He couldn't possibly be.
When the meeting finally came to and end, and the others left, you stood up to leave as well. "Hey Sylvia?" Lawrence spoke up. You froze for a minute as you slowly looked over. "Y-Yes? What is it?" You inquired. "I would like to have a word with you if you're not busy," Lawrence spoke as he walked over.
"N-No... No, I'm not. What's up?" You spoke. You tried to keep a calm head. "You seemed oddly distracted during the meeting. Is everything alright?" He inquired. "Ah... Yeah. Everything's fine. I just... I had a hard time sleeping last night." You were partially true. A monster had resided in your room the whole night begging for flesh, so you didn't get that much sleep.
Although it was a lie for the reason you were distracted. You couldn't help but feel nervous as you saw his eyes narrow. "Hm... It seems to be more than that. You can trust me, you know that right?" He inquired. "after all, we're all teammates. Unless... You don't trust me, or the others?" He spoke.
He was trying to be manipulative to make you talk to him. "A-Ah... It's... Not that." You said. You fell for his trap... "I just... Would you find me crazy if I said I saw things? That wasn't there to most?" You spoke softly. He gave you an eerie smile. "Oh. Not at all. I used to be like that." He spoke up as he walked over. Your eyes widened.
"Y-You did??? How that change??" You inquired. "Well, my dear Y/N, you have to stop believing. In other things at that. And I mean truly believe it. Convince yourself the things you see are not real." He spoke up. He knew now you could see the people he'd killed who were attached to him. Although you didn't know he did kill them. So he had to change that. "I can help you so you feel better." He suggested. You smiled gratefully. "That would be... Amazing." You agreed. He was going to make sure you never knew what happened to people who interfered with you both... After all, you are his.
Okay!! I Finally finished that! I think from now on I'd prefer if you guys could tell me if you want side characters or main characters. If you want both that's cool too! Anyway, I hope you all enjoyed it, and I hope I did well in your request!
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What Alastor from Hazbin Hotel would call you if you were dating:
Okay, with the new episodes of Hazbin Hotel releasing and it being a roller coaster of emotions, I've had a thing for Alastor. I personally don't see him as ace, but that's just my opinion. Either way, enjoy!
Baby:
No. Just no- he's more old-timey, and I feel like to him this is not appropriate.
Doll:
Again no- Could you imagine Alastor calling his s/o doll?- I just cannot- It's more old timey sure but I just don't see it.
Darling:
I could see him saying this for sure. I feel like he's said it before to other people in the show, but I can't remember-
Sweetheart:
Yes. Just yes. He already calls people this in the show, so I know he'd definitely call you this. Although I feel like he'd call you this during sweet moments rather than just random moments.
Dear
This is another one he's already called other people, so I feel like this would be the most frequent one.
Honey
I personally hate this pet name due to *cough* pedos who have bothered me *cough*. But otherwise, yes. This is one he'd call you. Again it wouldn't be one for random times of the day and reserved for sweet moments.
Babygirl/Boy:
...Do I even have to answer this one? No. Just no. If you asked him to call you this he'd look at you with the most disgusted look-
Kitten:
Nope, no, and no. This one is even worse to him than the one above. He's an old-timer, so things like this that would be... More modern is already a no, and getting animals involved? No. Just no. Not his thing. He'd give you worse than a disgusted look. And not in a sexual way either-
Beloved:
This is a good one! He uses it more when he's introducing you to people, and maybe if he's speaking sarcastically because let's be honest, he's a lil shit-
Sweetie:
Another nickname I'm not fond of thanks to those same weirdos! Either way yes he'd definitely use this one. More for questions like "What do you want to eat, sweetie?"
Squeeze:
This is actually a slang pet name-? Either way no. He'd tilt his head and look both disappointed in you and confused if you even suggested he call you that-
Mistress:
Once again, no. I feel like he's the type to hate people having control over him, and this one just sounds like this. Also, it was common to call someone you were cheating with a mistress so bad rep for him.
Pet:
No. Just no. Sure he'll call people he's teasing a pet or people he has a contract with like Husker. But he doesn't see you as a pet so he's not going to call you one.
Amour:
This one is one he probably wouldn't hear of and didn't know even existed word-wise, but he'd like it. I feel like this is one of the only ones he'll add to his vocabulary because he likes it
Angel:
Nope- Reminds him too much of Angel Dust- And he also knows that if he were to call you Angel around Angel Dust, it'd give Angel a perfect opportunity to wait so no-
Sexpot:
Yes, this was actually something I found for like a compliment, or if you're trying to pick someone up- Alastor would give you the dirtiest, nastiest look you could imagine. If you're joking with him when there's no one else, he won't say anything but give you the dirtiest glare. If you're joking and you're with people, you're getting the silent treatment for a whole month. And if you're dead serious... No more relationship for you.
I've been bored, so here's this random head cannon. Alastor is living in my head rent-free right now so I hope you enjoyed this! Have a good day/night! Master list: https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/708212002841083904/masterlist?source=share
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PEOPLE ARE SO GOOD WITH ART. I SWEAR MORE PEOPLE NEED MORE ACKNOWLEDGMENT! Also, I love Chuuya-
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chuuya art after 10000 years????? i tried again with him he still is very hard to draw. But he's my special
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Ranting; A bittersweet goodbye
So starting this off, I think I'm going to start a ranting side of Tumbler as well as the stories. Sometimes sharing thoughts and feelings out into the open can help others, or can help me because people might be able to explain or just conversation. So here's one thought that's been in my head. I think the hardest thing for me to accept is death itself. Or even goodbyes. How do you say goodbye? How do you let those memories go? Recently, a YouTuber I grew up with known as Game Theory retired. Like everyone else, he’s not safe from the decay of time. Or wanting things to go back to how they were. He wanted to settle down and live with his family in the present, rather than through a camera. Which I understand completely. But at the same time… It hurts. I grew up with him. He was someone I looked up to for a long time, along with other YouTubers. And now… He’s going to be just a memory. It’s a bittersweet feeling, isn’t it? It makes me happy seeing them live their lives, but also sad because it means any memories I had are over now. A good start with a bitter-sweet ending. Some say one door closes, and another opens. But where do those doors lead to? It’s not going to be the first childhood idol I’m going to have to say goodbye to. Soon it’ll be the ones I’ve known even longer since I was 5 or 6. The feeling of getting home from school, putting YouTube on, and watching them play old crappy games of the 2000s was such a nice feeling. It brought comfort, joy, and so much more. I still get that, although it does not feel as cloudly, or hazy as it used to. And now, as the days go by, I get older. And they get way older. Someday instead of mourning their channel loss, it’ll be their death. And that’s a hard pill to swallow. These people have never met me, and never will probably. But they’ve all been such a big inspiration to me. They’ve molded who I am today and changed me for the better. At least I hope so.
When school gets tough, or when I’m struggling, their videos help me calm down. Their videos still bring me a sense of peace, even though it may not be as strong as when I was a kid. And I believe a lot of people feel that way. These days are scary, colder, and just so much more different than what anyone is used too. So of course, just like everything around us and ourselves, they change with time. People like to think it’s them that caused it, but it never was. We grew up, our eyes forcibly opened by many factors. And even those who haven’t, they’ve changed a lot since they were a kid. A lot of people say they never do, but all it takes is a look at a picture. Anytime I see photos of me when I was younger, I see a few similar things. But that’s it. My eyes look different, my smile, my hair, my physical appearance, how I present myself, everything has changed. Which is probably why these goodbyes hurt more. I try to go into denial as a coping mechanism. I deny they’re gone; I deny I won’t see them again, I pretend one day I’ll go on YouTube and there’s a new video uploaded an hour ago. But deep down, I know it isn’t going to happen. It’s crazy how YouTube became my coping mechanism in a way. I turned to people like Game Theory or Jacksepticeye, Markiplier, Dantdm, and even more. They have no idea who I am or anything about me. But it feels like they’re almost a parental figure to me. That sounds weird, but I have no other way to put it. So when you say goodbye to them, it hurts more than ever. Because I see them as someone close to me. Maybe it’s a bad thing, maybe it’s not. I can’t say. Human emotions, human thoughts, they’re all so complex. Even for me to understand. I can’t explain anything about why I feel how I do. I’m not a doctor. I’m no neuroscientist. I’m someone who just tries their best to get to where they want to be in life. To learn to find joy in small things like the wind, the cold or warm breeze in the air, the white snow that falls on the ground, and even something as bad as the natural disasters that harm us. I’m not a genius or anything of that sort. And even they can’t explain the reason we feel sad, or why we form connections to people we’ve never met or animals. The only thing we all have are estimations. There are no true or false answers. And who knows, maybe one day a goodbye won’t feel so bittersweet, or maybe I can come to terms with the fact that those who pass on are no longer here with us on this earth. That’s weird, isn’t it? I understand death, but at the same time, emotionally I don’t understand it. My brain can’t seem to grasp or doesn’t want to grasp the fact that someone’s gone. That I can never see them again. And although the Game Theory creators, Mat and Steph are not dead, it hits that way to me. In a way at least. 
I just wish them well in their next chapter. This ones come to an end, and all the fans can agree that it's been an amazing and long one. So many times everyone would debate these theories or help look for evidence. Others would argue about whether it's right or wrong, and then a lot of the time Mat would be proven right. I wonder, what journey will we all take next? What will be the start of our new chapters as we enter 2024?
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Can I request dangerous fellows with fem!R!reader
R is from warm bodies
R has a romantic, withdrawn personality. He imagines the world as it once was, and likes to picture the lives his fellow Dead once lived. His thoughts are deep and ironic, but because he is Dead, he has trouble expressing himself. He wants to be more than a simple-minded zombie, but only manages to fulfill his desire when he meets Julie, a strong and witty living girl. He quickly becomes protective of her. His feelings eventually transform into love.
Despite R's status as a zombie, he exhibits many human qualities through his behavior, and actions. R seems to have an active love for music, and is rather intelligent. He enjoys collecting vinyl music tracks because of their superior quality, which indicates he may or might have been an audiophile (someone who loves high definition sound/music). R's residence in the aircraft give many clues to his character traits. Of all, however, his kindness, caring, and protectiveness seem to be his most defining qualities as he is able to rise above his viscous tenancies as a zombie.
I took this from the wiki page
If you read this I want to say THANK YOU
I am so happy you requested this- I've watched Warm Bodies before, and I love R- He's a sweetheart- He is the best
F/N: Female Name Backstory: You were roaming the streets of the city, when you run into an... Interesting group of survivors XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX You were walking through the desolate city, once full of life.. You had no idea how you were able to even stand, let alone control your actions.. You remembered very vividly the zombie that had attacked you, and the god awful pain you had felt. Then, it felt like you were in some dream of darkness... You couldn't move, couldn't see, nothing. And out of nowhere... You awoke. To what you were now. A brain eating zombie. Although the thought of eating brains still disgusted you, and you really had no plans to try and eat brains...
Suddenly, you heard a loud crash from an old store around the corner. Could someone possibly be alive? Or could it be a zombie like you? You couldn't help yourself as you started to walk to that direction. If it was a human, how would you approach them? Wouldn't they kill you? Well... Truthfully, you didn't care. The chance of finding an alive human who could perhaps help you get out of this state was an overwhelming thought... You had to find out, and that was final.
HAILEY: As you approached the store, a young girl came running down the sidewalk and knocked you over. You groaned in pain, and as you looked down.. You saw a girl starring at you in fear. You tilted your head. "How... You alive?" Your voice sounded so raspy... It sounded like you hadn't spoken in so long. Hailey was too stunned to speak... She fell back, looking at you in shock.
"W-What?... H-How are you speaking...?" She whispered. "D-Don't know... Woke up like this..." Your language was very broken, but it was hard to form sentences. You were doing the best you could. You watched as Hailey stumbled back. "W-Why aren't you attacking me??" She inquired fearfully.
"F-Friend. Not food." You shook your head. "Brains, very disgusting." You added on. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "Hey! Hailey what ar-HOLY SHIT!" Zion exclaimed. He got his weapon ready to attack you. You flinched away, expecting to be hit, but the hit never came... You slowly looked up to see Hailey was covering you.
"W-Wait! This zombie's different!" Hailey exclaimed. "What do you mean different!? They're all the same!" Zion exclaimed. "J-Just hear me out... Please.. I-I'll prove it to you, okay??" Hailey inquired. Zion sighed, but nodded. "Fine. But if you're wrong... I am killing this... Monster right here and now." Zion threatened.
Your eyebrows furrowed. "M-Monster? I-I'm monster?" Your voice cracked as you looked down. Zion's eyes filled with shock. Hailey turned towards you, and kneeled in front of you. "C-Can y-you please tell us your name?" She inquired softly. "M-My name? F-F/N..." You spoke quietly.
"See? She can speak just like us... She told me the thought of eating brains disgust her." Hailey explained as she stood up. "She could just be saying that to have a better to chance to eat your brains!" Zion exclaimed. "That's very unlikely. All zombies do not talk, nor do they get mentally hurt." Lawrence's voice rang out.
You looked over, and tilted your head. "M-More survivors?" You inquired curiously. "Yes. There's more of us." Lawrence nodded. "H-Hey! Why would you tell her that!? Now it's more food for her!" Eugene exclaimed. "How can you guys all trust this... Monster?" Scarlett interfered.
"How did you end up in this position??" Harry inquired as he kneeled in front of you. You flinched away slightly, not liking all the attention. "M-Mother... Zombie. Infected me." You struggled to speak. "Guys, come o-on.. Let's not ask her so many questions..." Hailey spoke up. She kneeled in front of you.
"It's okay... I-I'm sorry they asked you so many qu-questions..." Hailey stuttered nervously. You tilted your head. "W-Why... Care about me?" You spoke up. "Y-You were forced into this predicament.. I believe you don't want to harm any of u-us, and are just stuck like this..." She whispered.
"I-I can't even imagine what you're going through..." She added on softly. Your eyes widened in surprise as you stared at her. You found her... Very pretty. She was being so kind to you, despite what you were... She was clearly very shy, and yet, here she was defending you...
"T-Thank...You." You managed to get out. "Well... If she isn't going to eat us, she could help us get supplies. No zombies have interest in her." Sue suddenly spoke up. "Hm. You make a good point..." Lawrence mumbled. "Alright. Get up. We're heading back." Lawrence decided. "W-What!? We can't just bring a ZOMBIE with us!" Zion exclaimed. "You do not question my authority. She could be a great asset." Lawrence pointed out as he started to walk. "C-Come on. Let's go." Hailey gently grabbed your hand, and gave you a shy smile. "O-Okay..." Maybe things wouldn't be so bad for you Afterall...
ETHAN: You were walking over to the shop, when you noticed a bag of chips fall in front of you. You tilted your head, as you picked them up. You felt someone staring at you, so you looked up. Your eyes widened as you noticed a male standing before you. His eyes were wide, and he was gripping the baseball bat tight in his hands.
You held the chips out. "You... Seemed... Drop this." You spoke brokenly. He didn't say anything, staring at you in shock. "No... Harm. I mean... No harm..." You managed to get out as you continued to hold the chips out for him to grab. He continued to stare for a moment, before hesitantly grabbing the bag of chips.
"...Thanks." He thanked quietly. You looked over him, and noticed how he was having a hard time carrying all the supplies. You looked around, and noticed a bag. You gently grabbed it, and held it out for him. "Here... Help carry things." You suggested. He hesitantly grabbed that too, and put the supplies in there.
"How are you able to talk...?" He inquired softly. "Don't know. Woke up this." you admitted as you stood up. "Do you remember your name?" He inquired curiously. "Mhm. F/N." You clarified. "Well... Thanks I suppose... I have no idea how you came to be sentient, but... I suppose that's partially a good thing..." He mumbled.
You shook your head. "Not good thing. Alone." You admitted. "You're alone...?" He questioned softly. You nodded. "Mother turned me." You explained. "Don't want this. Want human again." You tried to explain. His eyes widened. "You want to be human again?" He inquired. You nodded again.
"Don't want people scared of me. Want live normally. Friends. More." You explained. He stood there for a moment, seeming to think about what he should do next... "Alright... This whole situation is new... I... Are you interested in eating brains or...?" He inquired. You shook your head as your pale face scrunched up.
"No. Nasty." You admitted. He stared at you again. "I don't know why I feel bad for you... How about we... Take you to Lawrence, and decide our next plan of action. You'll be okay." He suggested. Your eyes widened. "You... Do that for me?" You inquired curiously. He nodded. "I would. You're innocent." He explained. You couldn't help but feel happy... Did he really want to help you? Why though? It couldn't be just because you were innocent... Either way, you felt yourself swoon over him.. He was being so... Kind. "Okay." You nodded. You decided that you had nothing to lose, so you set on your journey with him to find these other survivors... Maybe you could make it out of this...
SCARLET:
You noticed a girl who was on the ground struggling to escape the grasp of another zombie. "G-Get off me! Help! Help! Please! I don't want to die!" She cried out. You felt pity for the women, and angry at this zombie... How dare this zombie try and eat her brains!? You charged at the zombie, grabbing it by the head and slamming it's head into the ground until it was nothing more but little pieces of rotten flesh, and a rotten brain. You looked over at the girl, who was staring at you fearfully and in shock.
"W-What??... Hey! You don't come closer to me!" She exclaimed as you took a step near her. You stopped. "Are... Hurt?" You inquired. Her eyes went wider. "W-What?" She stuttered nervously. "Are... You... Hurt?" You managed to get out. "N-No! What gave you that idea?!" She screeched.
You looked down at her bleeding leg, and yours eyes widened. "B-Bleeding. You bleeding!" You exclaimed. You looked around frantically before noticing a first aid kit. Your clumsy hands struggled to grab it, but once you did you rushed over to her. "Get away, freak!" She exclaimed as she pushed you away.
You looked at her in shock and hurt. "I... Wanted help you..." You whispered. "Not kill... No eat brains. Brains disgusting." You tried to explain. "I want human again... Not zombie... I don't like this..." You whispered as you looked down sadly. She was silent for a moment. "Fine... Fix up my wound. But if you try and harm me, I swear I will kill you... Got it?!" She exclaimed.
You perked up, and nodded. "Of course. I help!" You spent the next few minutes struggling to help her, but you managed to get the wound in better condition. "I do good?" You inquired. "Mmm... You could've done better. But I suppose your a bit... Brain dead." She sighed.
"Do you have a name? I'd rather call you something other than zombie... Unless you don't remember..." She grumbled. "I remember! I f/N!" You exclaimed. You seemed to be in a better mood... "Will you help get me human?? Or not alone??" You inquired. "Ugh! Try and speak better, please!? I can't understand gibberish!" She explained.
"O-Oh.. Sorry..." You apologized softly. "Can... You help me turn human? Or at.. L-Least not leave alone?" You inquired. "I don't want be here. Please." You begged softly. She looked at you. "You don't want to be alone anymore?? Or be a zombie?" She inquired in shock. You nodded. "I hate... This. Awful way life." You explained. She sighed. "Well... Since you saved me, I suppose I could help you..." She decided as she stood up. You smiled happily as you got up. You hugged her, which caused her to yelp in shock. "T-Thank... You! Thank you!" You managed to get through.
ZION: You noticed a guy struggling to run away. You pulled him into a nearby abandoned building, and covered his mouth. You winced slightly as you felt him try and kick you. "S-Sh... Other zombies.. Eat you if not quiet. Hide out." You tried to explain. He froze in shock, and ended up staying still as the brainless zombies moved past. You let him go.
"Sorry... I save you.." You apologized. "W-What the fuck!? How are you speaking right now!?" He spoke loudly. You winced at the loudness. "T-Too loud... Ears hurt." You spoke softly. He sighed. "I'm sorry... I just... I don't understand this... Why would you save me? Don't you just want my brains?" He inquired curiously.
You shook your head. "No. Brains nasty." You explained. His eyes widened. "W-Wait.. Let me get this straight. You find... Brains gross??" He inquired. "You nodded. "Thought of eating them... Makes me sick." You explained. "Well... Thank you. I suppose..." He mumbled. "I have to go meet up with the ot-" He started.
Your eyes widened, and you shook your head rapidly. "W-Wait! No leave! Please! I can't alone!" You exclaimed fearfully. "What?? I don't understand that!" He exclaimed in frustration. "Please... I can't... Be alone again!" You begged as your eyes managed to tear up... "I-I do anything you need! Just don't me alone! Please!" You begged quickly.
He stared at you for a moment. "...You know you risk my friends killing you if you come with me, right?" He inquired. You nodded rapidly. "I-I know! But... I rather die than alone!" You exclaimed. He sighed in frustration. "Why am I always the one who ends up in these weird situations..?" He grumbled to himself.
"Alright. First, tell me your name. You can't just be called zombie." He decided. "F-F/N." You explained. "Okay... Uh... I'm Zion." He introduced. "Now, how in the hell did you turn into... This?" He inquired as he looked you up at down. "Mother turned me." You whispered. "I hate zombie. I hate being monster." You added on. "Okay, I see... Uhm... Well.. I suppose I can... Let you come with me. Just on the condition that you help me find food on the way.. We're low as is." He sighed. "And don't think I won't hesitate to kill you if you fuck up! You got it??" He exclaimed. You nodded rapidly. "Yes! Understand!" You nodded quickly. "I do anything to stay with people!" You decided. "We'll need to work on your English too..." He mumbled. EUGENE: "WHAT THE HELL!?" A sudden voice boomed. You jumped, and looked over to see an orange haired male staring at you. You yelped in pain as he tossed something at you, knocking you to the ground. "O-Ow... Hurt... Why?" You whispered sadly as you looked at him. "I not monster..." She added on softly.
"No want your brains... Want to be human again.." She whispered. "What... Why the hell can you talk!? Why are you..." He continued to stare at you with wide eyes. "Shit, what do I do!?" He started to pace. "Should I kill, or.. Dammit..." He stopped to look at you. "That's it... I'll just... Kill you." He grabbed his weapon.
Your eyes went wide as you backed away. "P-Please! No! I good! I good! I get food, I get supplies, just no kill!" You begged pitifully. He stopped. "...You'll get food for us?" He inquired. You nodded rapdily. "I do it! Just... No kill.. I don't want die for good... I want out of this curse.." You whispered.
He sighed. "Fine. You go get some food from that store over there. If you can do that, I'll think about it." He decided. You looked where he was pointing, and saw a bunch of zombies crowding it. You nodded quickly as you got up. "Understood!" You rushed over there, and managed to get past all the zombies.
You felt butterflies in your undead stomach. Could this be your chance to find someone to stay with?? Not be alone anymore? You had no idea what to think... What if he still killed you?... No, you could prove it! He was hesitant to give you a chance, sure. But if you did this.. He may like you more!
You grabbed as many supplies as your undead hands could carry, before pushing through all the zombies. You got to Eugene, and held out the supplies. "Here!" You exclaimed. His eyes went wide as he saw the nice snacks and supplies you got. He hesitantly took them, looking over them. "Well.. I guess I can make an expectation..." He mumbled. "Be grateful I'm in a good mood!" He exclaimed. "Come with me. We need to get more supplies on our way back. Do good, and I'll get Lawrence to allow you to stay with us. Got it?" He offered. You nodded rapidly. "Yes! Get it! Let go!" You decided as you followed this kind man. You were so happy to finally find someone nice to you... This was a nice change.
HARRY: You approached slowly, noticing a white haired male siting outside a store. His face was clenched up in pain as he held his head. You felt worried for the man, and hesitantly walked up. "Excuse... Me." You spoke softly. His pained eyes looked up, and widened. He tried to scramble back, but all that resulted in way a yelp of pain. You put your hands up.
"N-No! I mean no harm! Don't hurt yourself!" You exclaimed in worry. "I want help! Let me know how I help!" You exclaimed. His eyes looked frantically over you, but stopped after a moment. "...You want... To help me? Am I dreaming?" He spoke softly. You shook your head. "No. Not dreaming. I'm here... I think." You admitted.
"I don't harm you. No harm to anyone." You explained. "You in pain. How can help?" You inquired. He stared at you for a moment more. "...Could you... Find me some pain medication?" He inquired. You nodded quickly. "Drug store corner. I be back! Be careful!" You exclaimed as you turned away.
You limped to the nearby pharmacy, where zombies were everywhere. You got inside, and looked frantically. You found many different pain medications, so you got them all. You left the drug store, and quickly limped back to Harry. You held the medication out. "Here. Found. Water too." You held out water after he took the bottle of pain medication.
He looked so surprised. But he didn't seem to dwell on the strangeness of this whole situation, so he quickly took some pain medication and downed the water bottle. He leaned his head back. "Scared of me?" You inquired nervously. He shook his head, which caused you to feel surprised.
You smiled softly, as you limped over to him. You gently started to massage his scalp, which caused him to look at you in shock. "S-Sorry.. Try to help." You apologized as you got ready to pull your hand away. He gently grabbed it. "No... It's okay. Please continue.." He spoke softly.
He gave you a very gentle smile, which caused you to feel butterflies. You nodded as you gently massaged his scalp. After a few minutes of silence, he looked up at you again. "Thank you Ms...?" He inquired. "I... Don't remember name." You looked down sadly. "Y-You don't?... I see..." He spoke softly.
"How about... I call you F/N?" He suggested. You seemed surprised. "I-I like that." You nodded. He gave you another soft smile. "Thank you.. For helping me. I have no idea how you can talk, but it seems like you don't know either... So thank you again." He smiled. "You have no interest in brains, do you?" He inquired. You shook your head. "No. Brains gross." You explained. "Well... That's good." He continued to look at you in awe. "You know what? Let's go meet with the others. You showed me compassion, and I want to do the same." He decided. Your eyes widened, but you felt happy. Was this your chance to be around such a kind man..? And, why did it feel like your heart was beating rapidly? Your heart was gone... Maybe.. It was because you were mistaking the feeling of love for it. Either way, you were going with him.
SUE: You didn't see anyone, so you walked into another store. You saw a pretty girl with glasses looking through the coffee section. You tilted your head, wondering what she was looking for. "Dammit.. Where did I drop it?" She mumbled to herself. You looked down and noticed a coffee container on the ground near you feet.
You gently reached down, and picked it up. "Looking this?" You spoke curiously as you held it out for her. She looked confused, as she looked at you. Her eyes widened slightly, but she didn't seme freaked out, which intrigued you. "Oh my... I never expected to run into a zombie who could speak." She admitted.
"I... Not expect to speak either. Not expect to turn zombie, or control body." You explained. She took the coffee container. "Well, I suppose that makes two of us now." She stated. "Say, what brought you over here?" She inquired. "Heard bang. Thought it humans." You explained. She rose an eyebrow.
"And why are you looking for humans? To eat their brain?" She inquired. You shook your head rapidly. "N-No! Of course not! I not want to be alone." You explained. "I figured sound meant humans, humans meant friends, or death." You explained. "Well, I suppose you're right with that one." She admitted.
"Say, what's your name?" She inquired. "F/N." You responded. "F/N? Well that's a pretty name." She complimented. Your eyes widened. "P-Pretty? Thank you." You thanked softly. "What your name?" You tilted your head. "I'm Sue." She responded. "Y-You pretty name too." You complimented. She smiled.
"Thank you." She walked over to you. "You know, I like you. You have many possibilities, as you could help us get supplies. Zombies wouldn't attack you." She pointed out. "What do you say you come back with me to the base? It may be hard to convince the others to let you in, but it's worth a shot. Afterall, you could be quite useful to us, and you could not be alone in return. How does that sound?" She inquired. Your eyes brightened. "R-Really? Yes!" You nodded rapidly. She chuckled, as she took your hand gently. "Then let's head back." She stated as she started walking with you. You felt so excited to maybe start a new life... A better life. JAY: You rushed past the zombies, and noticed a guy trying to escape zombies grasp. He was crying, and looked terrified. You looked around frantically, and noticed a bat. You picked it up, and started to smash the zombies heads around you. You showed them no mercy, and when you were done, none were left.
You looked over at the man, who was staring at you in fear. "Escape. Lots of noise. Zombies follow." You explained as you grabbed his hand. He shook it off. "Get off me! I don't want to die b-by a monster!" He exclaimed. your eyes filled with hurt, as you looked down. "Sorry... I get going now... Good luck..." You spoke sadly as you turned away.
"W-Wait! No! Please don't leave me! i don't know how to f-fight I-I.. I can't turn into one of them! i don't want to die!" He cried softly. You stopped walking, and turned towards him. "Then trust me." You explained.
You heard the hisses of other zombies approaching, so you picked up Jay easily, and carried him out of the store. He yelped out in surprise, but didn't protest. You ran through the destroyed streets till you made it far enough away. You gently sat him down. "You good?" You inquired as you looked at his pale face.
He moved away from you as he started to throw up. Your eyes widened, and you gently walked over. "H-How I help!?" You exclaimed in a worried tone. He looked back at you in surprise, fear, and confusion. "W-Why do you care about helping me s-so much? Aren't you a zombie?" Stuttered. "Yes. I zombie. But protect humans is my goal." You explained. "They friend, not food." You added on. "H-How... How are you thinking like this? No other zombie has thought like this??" He inquired. You shrugged. "No idea. Woke up like this, here we are now." You explained. "You need help getting back to your base? I help!" You exclaimed. He stared at you for a moment, and sighed. "Fine... But I don't trust you yet, so don't push my buttons!" He huffed out as he started to walk. You smiled. "Understood!" You exclaimed.
JUDY: You heard sobs coming from the store, so you rushed inside to see a girl struggling to fight back. You looked down the street, and saw a women and a man running away.. You felt anger as you realized they ditched this girl, but you had no time to pay attention. You ripped the zombies away, and killed them quickly.
You looked at the girl. "You okay??" You inquired in a worried tone as you rushed over to her. You kneeled near her, and gently grabbed her hand, looking over for injuries. She just stared at you in shock, not being able to comprehend what just happened... "Y-You... You saved me...?" She whispered.
You looked up at her. "Did, yes." You nodded. "Friends ditch you?" You inquired softly. She looked down, as she nodded. "Y-Yeah.. I can't believe they did that to me..." She whispered as her eyes teared up. You felt so angry at these friends, but had to hold back. You stared at her for a moment, trying to decide what to do, before you gasped in shock as she hugged you tightly.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!!" She cried softly. You stayed still for a moment, as you were confused to why she was hugging you. You smiled softly as you hugged her back. "No... Problem. Help humans, my goal." You explained. "Don't wanna be alone anymore... Scary, sad, confusing..." You whispered.
She broke apart from the hug and looked at you. "I see... Well, I suppose... I can tag along with you. We can find a good base, and we can help each other out of this!" She exclaimed as she smiled. "What do you say??" She inquired. Your eyes brightened. "Yes! Please! I like that!" You exclaimed. She hugged you again.
"What's your name, by the way?" She questioned. "I... No remember. Blank memory..." You admitted. "Oh... Poor thing..." She whispered as she broke apart, cupping your pale face. "Until we figure it out... I'll call you... F/N!" She exclaimed. Your eyes widened. "F-F/N? I like..." You nodded happily. "What's first step??" You questioned. "I do anything help!" You added on. She smiled again as she stood up, helping you up. "Let's go get some supplies, then we set out for a new base! We don't need anyone!" She decided. You smiled, as you nodded. "Okay! Let's do!" You followed her around the store. It was a crappy situation of what happened to this nice women, but... At least something good came from it.
LAWRENCE: You tried to rush over, but gasped as you bumped into someone. "Sorry..." You spoke softly. You heard a familiar gasp. "F-F/N...?" He whispered. You looked up, and saw a familiar guy. But you couldn't remember where you saw him. "I-I know you?" You inquired. He nodded quickly.
"We were classmates. You gave me your umbrella on a rainy day..." He whispered. You tilted your head, as you racked your brain to try and remember. "I-I sorry... Memory shot, cloudy mostly..." You whispered. A slightly sad look crossed his face, but it was quickly replaced with a reassuring one.
"It's alright... I'll help you get your memory back. I just... Can't believe I couldn't protect you before this happened." He sighed. "Who turned you?" He inquired. "My... Mother.." You admitted. He sighed. "Of course it had to be someone close to you... This world is cruel, but I promise I will protect you now, alright?" He reassured as he gently cupped your cheek.
You flinched slightly, not expecting the touch. "Hey, it's alright. Let's get you back to the base, and I will do everything in my power to take care of you, and help you turn back into a human." He reassured. Your eyes brightened. "Y-You'll help me turn human again!? Yes! please!" You spoke happily.
You nodded quickly, excited. "Of course. You're special to me. And, I even have a few... People that could give up their brains for you." He spoke as a smirk formed. You felt a bit uneasy as he offered this with no hesitation. "Oh.. No... I eat no brains." You explained as you shook your head. "I want be human, eat brain won't turn me human." You explained.
"But... Thank you for offer." You thanked. He chuckled. "I suppose that's expected... You've always been so kind, and even now you're being kind." He smiled. "Come, let's get you back. I need to get you back before the other survivors return. They cannot know I'm taking you back, or else they'll throw a hissy fit..." He sighed. You tilted your head. "Where you take me?" You inquired. "Well... Let's just say, I cleaned out a basement of some old school, and you'll be perfectly safe there." He smirked. A bit of a dark look in his eyes. It kind of scared you, but you figured this was the only chance at feeling better... So you nodded. "O-Okay. Trust you." You explained as you followed him. Was this... The right choice?
(Thank you for reading this, and thanks for suggesting! It was really fun to write! If you'd like to request anything else, my inbox is always open! Have a good rest of your day, or night!)
Masterlist: https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/708212002841083904/masterlist?source=share&ref=_tumblr
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anxietysslave · 1 year
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Random fnaf thought
Micheal afton is totally the guy who'd get mad at you for drinking bottled tea. I say he was worse about it when he was a teen, and now he'd like give you an eye roll and ask why you drink that crap.
Idk why but I really just picture it- I'm drinking an Arizona tea rn and I just thought about other stories where Micheal is very picky about tea, and then I thought about the bottled tea. XD
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anxietysslave · 1 year
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New channel
I'm proud to announce that I'll be expanding my platforms more. I have decided to create a youtube channel! It's not going to be much, but I'm hoping to work on it more in the future and turn it into animations, drawings, story snip its, and more! At this very moment I'm just starting off with small gacha projects for an upcoming Micheal Afton story but I am planning on making more stuff! If you'd like to check it out, here's the link: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHWYR4pvxEMZNH5RkCyI4Dw Love y'all and I hope to see you there :)
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anxietysslave · 1 year
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Masterlist
Obey me!
-Nothing yet
Genshin Impact
-Random Genshin Men Headcanons
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/687790580403732480/random-genshin-men-headcannons?source=share
Resident Evil
Ethan Winters :
Having each other's back
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/653203864730959872/having-each-others-backs-ethan-winters-x-reader?source=share
Last Breath
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/653375034793033729/last-breath-ethan-winters-x-reader?source=share
Abandoned
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/653690120920317952/abandoned-ethan-winters-x-reader?source=share
Trauma (X male reader)
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/667976095908429824/trauma-ethan-winters-x-malereader?source=share
Fearful 1
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/668074231131701248/fearful-ethan-winters-x-malereader?source=share
Part two of Fearful
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/668205087031705600/fearful-pt-2-ethan-winters-x-malereader?source=share (Male reader
Control
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/706596931982540800/can-you-do-ethan-winters-again-i-really-love-how?source=share
Dangerous Fellows
How dangerous fellows character react to you having a caffeine addiction
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/689491930095255552/how-the-dangerous-fellows-characters-react-to-you?source=share
Klee like reader romantic (Not child)
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/691337857953136640/hid-can-i-ask-for-a-dangerous-fellows-x-klee?source=share
Klee like reader platonic (Child reader)
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/691407920842293248/dangerous-fellows-x-klee-like-reader?source=share
Abnormal strength like Yor Forger
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/708210314329702400/hello-i-loved-your-dangerous-fellows-content-can?source=share
Fem! Reader like R from Warm Bodies:
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/731136361443311616/can-i-request-dangerous-fellows-with?source=share&ref=_tumblr
Reader like Mierko Chan:
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/742178652453781504/hi-can-i-request-dangerous-fellows-with-a-mieruko?source=share
Bungou Stray Dogs
How the bsd characters react to you singing
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/691654060913377280/how-the-bsd-characters-would-react-to-you-being?source=share
Nakahara Chuuya x Heartbroken! Reader 1
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/658755713011761152/nakahara-chuuya-x-heartbroken-reader?source=share
& 2
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/659197494555803648/nakahara-chuuya-x-heartbroken-reader-2?source=share
Fairy Tail
-nothing yet
Supernatural
-Nothing yet
Demon Slayer
-Nothing yet
Attack On Titan
-Nothing yet
Yuri on Ice
-Nothing yet
Tokyo Ghoul
-Nothing yet
Jujutsu Kaisen
-nothing yet
Nijisanji
-Nothing yet
Five Nights at Freddy's
-Nothing yet
Dreamsmp *might write for
-nothing yet
Hazbin Hotel:
-Things Alastor would call you as his S/O headcanon:
https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/742142423106469888/what-alastor-from-hazbin-hotel-would-call-you-if?source=share
Helluva Boss:
-Nothing yet
Random rant posts/Blogs: A bittersweet Goodbye: https://www.tumblr.com/anxietysslave/739199489257111552/ranting-a-bittersweet-goodbye?source=share
My request board guidelines are here
Please check the things I won't write for before requesting. If it's something that goes against some of these guidelines, I most likely will not right about it
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Hello! I loved your dangerous Fellows content, Can I asked Yor Reader, like she has abnormal strength?
Ofc!! Sorry this has taken so long :'(
Y/N stands for your name
Gender netrual reader
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Lawrence:
-So when he saw you again during the apocalypse, he figured he'd have to protect you. You just seemed so fragile and sweet.
-But boy was he wrong
-The first time he witnessed your strength was when Scarlet pushed your buttons. She was calling you names, and overall saying some pretty hurtful stuff. Everyone kept telling her to knock it off, and Lawrence was about to get involved when *BOOM* you punched her into a nearby wall-
-Least to say you didn't have to worry about her anymore-
-Lawrence finds it hot that you have this fragile look but could easily beat up all the guys and more-
-He was hesitant at first, but he wanted to see your strength. So he started putting you on more dangerous missions and patrols.
-Part of him still didn't think you were strong enough, but after you dealt with a few hordes like it was nothing he has his full trust in you (Wouldn't admit it but he still stalks you just to make sure his darlings safe.)
-He is a lot more cautious now with his plans. Fears you could easily overthrow him and that'd be the end of your relationship
-If you got his ending, man's would probably chain you up. Does it do much? Not really. But you can decide how that'd go-
Harry:
-When you first joined, he didn't think you were weak, but nor did he expect you to be that strong-
-One night when you were out for patrol, a horde came through. No one else was nearby, and Harry was injured. He for sure thought you were going to die together. Until you took out your bat and just started bashing every one of their heads in- You literally turned their heads to mush-
-After that, he was kinda scared of you for a while. It's not that he doesn't like you, it's just he has some issues with PTSD.
-He gets nervous because it brings back memories of his dad. His dad was a lot stronger than his mom and him, so to see someone who possesses enough strength to harm him or ones he cares about... It just makes the poor baby afraid
-Please reassure him you mean no harm.
-Once you do convince him you don't mean harm, he's always complimenting you for your strength-
-Which truthfully, you barely breathe, and this man will compliment you- But with your strength? Yeah, that opened a new can of worms-
-Even though you possess extreme amounts of strength, he still gets worried that he'll lose you someday. The zombies have already taken enough, and with his headaches, he just fears that it'll happen.
-So if you see him running towards you after dealing with zombies he doesn't mean it to be offensive-
Eugene:
-You know how he's really cold in the beginning? Yeah no that changes-
-He's actually a little bit scared of you and is very careful with what he says once he witness's your strength-
-During one of your daily patrols, he found out about your strength. He was complaining about how you do nothing for the group and can't even protect yourself when the next thing he knew you punched a hole in the wall and told him to shut up. That hole was not a small one either-
-He uses your strength to advantage when it comes to things like locked doors or if you're out looking for food as well.
-You can carry so many things and not even break a sweat. So of course he's going to make you carry as many snacks as he can find (Probably gets scolded by Lawrence as well)
-He starts to win arguments again Zion because all he has to do is say you'll intervene with something and Zion's already given up- SO to say that Eugene felt a surge of control was an understatement
-But if you do not feel comfortable with being used to win arguments or anything like that, let him know. He'll immediately stop.
-He never wants to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable. Or that the only reason he's with you is because of your strength. If you're insecure about that, this man's will spoil you in any way possible. Food? You got it. Do you have a favorite drink? You got it. Want him to play you some music? You got it
-Just like the others, he gets worried about your safety. He knows you can protect yourself, but that does not mean accidents can't happen. So be prepared for a lot of scolding from him
Zion:
-When he first met you he thought you were going to get killed instantly.
-He heard you telling Harry how no one could beat you in high school when it came to physical fights, and Zion wanted to test it. He was so cocky he was gonna win, but within one second he was knocked on his ass with his bat smashed into pieces and being injured
-He never tested your strength after that- In fact he'd always set things up for you just to see your strength and your durability
-When Scarlet would run to him because you hit her or told her to fuck off, he'd just laugh it off and tell her she'd better knock it off before a bone is broken-
-He's the only one who does not worry about you when it comes to zombies. He has a lot of faith in you that you'll be able to destroy anything in your path. And if you get mad? Yeah it's over for whoever you're fighting-
-He doesn't trust Lawrence, so when things start going to shit you're the first one he's talking to.
-To say you're infuriated Lawrence may be a problem is an understatement-
-You'd probably uncover everything after that and would threaten Lawrence in front of everyone.
-Congrats you made Zion scared! :)
Ethan:
-He doesn't say much but can be very expressive at times. So when you were first introduced, he just thought you'd be like Scarlet.
-But as time goes on, he starts to see that something is clearly abnormal about you.
-He finds out about your strength when he tosses a baseball at Eugene. Turns out his aim isn't as good as it used to be. He missed Eugene and the ball was headed straight in Harry's direction. And without a second thought, you touched the ball. The ball got torn to shreds, and he got a long scolding from both you and Lawrence
-He asks Lawrence to put you on patrols with him more where he discovers more of your strength
-Locked door? Not a problem. Zombie? Okay, their brains are now all over the wall. You're literally the best partner for this man-
-He doesn't worry about you as much as the others, but still worries from time to time. If something happens and you somehow manage to get a cut or scrape, this man's the first one to scold you for being too cocky about your strength.
-He's also the most curious about your strength. He wants to know if you were born with this strength, or if it developed over time. So once he starts talking more, this boy will have such an interest in questions like that-
-If the school grounds ever became clear enough to play, he's 100% playing baseball with you. Will also pout if you don't use your full strength.
-If he begs for you to show him your full strength in baseball, you'll probably end up with a broken bat, a broken wall, and a very angry Lawrence-
Jay:
-Oh boy this man denied you were strong. There was no way someone who looks like you could be strong
-He's always saying rude comments and constantly encourages Scarlet to get into arguments with you. At first, you just let it go, but when he made comments about how you lost Judy because you weren't strong enough to protect her, yeah that was the breaking point
-You tossed him into a nearby wall and almost beat him to death if it weren't for the others who stepped in.
-After that, you no longer went near him. Which made him sad
-I believe this mans don't understand feelings. So why was his chest tightening when he recalled the expression you wore? Why did he feel so bad for what he said?
-He's the type to try and get some things together just to apologize. Of course, without Scarlet's knowledge. He'd never be safe again if Scarlet found out he was trying to apologize. Afterall she was the one to egg him on
-When he got everything set up, he knocked on the door. And the second you opened it, he gave you all the gifts he had collected and was literally down on his knees asking to be forgiven or at least be given a chance to make it up
-No matter what he stops making comments altogether- He felt so bad when he saw you hurt, so he just gave up on being a jerk to the others-
Judy:
-Let's be honest, she knew about your strength way before the apocalypse.
-She saw your strength when someone was harassing her. You came up behind the guy and threw him into the pavement. The sidewalk literally cracked and broke with the weight (So did a lot of the dude's bones)
-And ever since then she's always praised you for your strength. She'd be like, "Yeah that's my best friend! They'll kick your butt!" And other comments.
-When you first arrived, she was the one who brought it up to Lawrence that you were stronger than you looked. In fact, she always bragged about it to him and other members of the group
-She's also the type to set up little things just to see your strength. And each time she falls deeper in love with you
-If you thought the others were bad with worrying, nah she's worse. You go out for an expedition and she's instantly scolding you for being careless. She even tries to beg Lawrence to keep you out of expeditions just because she's worried-
-She believes in your strength, but also believes in accidents. So please be careful around her. She'll cry if you get injured
-She's quite the klutz, so if she falls around you and you pick her up, she'll get so flustered- She probably won't talk to you for a few days if it happens in front of people so be careful of that-
-She always comes to you if something needs to be moved. after all, to you, it's like moving a piece of paper. No matter how heavy it is-
Sue:
-Now the second Sue saw you, she instantly knew something was different. You seemed to have a different air about you.
-So she didn't underestimate you
-But once she saw just how strong you were when you threw Scarlet through a table, she became so much more interested
-How could someone who looks so sweet and innocent be able to cause so much damage like it was nothing?
-She becomes invested in how you got your strength, and how you have not already stopped the zombies. She does little tests just to push your strength
-She does not worry for you. She believes you're capable enough to keep yourself safe and are smart enough to not get overly cocky.
-But if that does ever happen, yeah you're getting the biggest scolding of your life- She will not let that go easily-
-You two are a team to not be messed with- She's very intelligent, and you have the strength. So no one dares to mess with you- Even Lawrence has decided to not mess with you.
Hailey:
-I'm not sure if she expected you to be weak or not- I feel like she can be judgemental, but that's only if Scarlet forces her to-
-Either way, she was still hesitant of you. She didn't know if you'd sabotage the group, or would be like Scarlet where you do not contribute to resources.
-She wouldn't speak to you much.
-That was until you witnessed Scarlet harassing her. Yeah, you almost killed Scarlet for that one-
-Annnd after that, she no longer had any doubts about you. In fact, she always felt safe around you.
-So don't be surprised if she's around you 24/7-
-She's constantly worried. If you've gone for a minute she'll be on the verge of tears. And if you come back with a cut of some sort? Hailey has passed away-
-But in all seriousness, she loves that you have this strength. You never have to worry about people like Scarlet harming you, or ever getting bitten. And now, she feels like she doesn't have to worry with you by her side.
Scarlet:
-Okay this isn't related to the headcanon, but every time I wrote her name I wrote Ruby at first- I'm confusion to where I got Ruby from but aight-
-Now the second you entered Scarlet hated you. She feared you'd take Zion away, and take away all of her friends. You seemed too much better than she did, and she was jealous of that.
-But when she pushed her buttons with you and you broke the table out of anger, she stopped with that entirely-
-She may hate you, but that shit is scary- The face you pulled when you broke the table still gives her nightmares
-She goes quiet after this. She fears you've already taken away all of her friends and now she's nonexistent to everyone. Please sit with her and reassure her that you do not want to do that
-Either way, you guys do makeup at one point. She vents to you about how she was worried you'd take everything from her, and you two come to terms. It isn't till later on though that you two start dating-
-And when you do, oh boy. She's always bragging about it. Like she's always telling the others how she has such a strong significant other and how lucky she is to have you
-However she still does get worried- So please reassure her that everything is going to be alright
-If you come home with any sort of injury, you'll be lectured till daybreak- And it doesn't matter what Lawrence says, you're staying back till you learn not to worry her-
(Sorry this took so long! I hope this is alright! Feel free to request anything else! Have a wonderful day/night! :)
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anxietysslave · 1 year
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Can you do Ethan winters again i really love how you write it
(Sorry this took so long- I've been working on other stories on wattpad, but thanks for being patient and requesting this! :))
Control (Ethan Winters X Y/N)
Y/N means your name,
Gender Neutral
You and Ethan have been married for years now. Mia and Ethan have divorced, but have never lost contact with each other. Until the whole Baker house, that is.. :)
Backstory: When Mia had offered for you to go with her on this babysitting job, you and Ethan thought it would be good and would be a good way to bond. What you didn't expect was for it to not be a babysitting job, and now you've become a test subject. They expected Eveline to kill you, but she chose you as her parent.
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Y/N's point of view:
A groan of pain left my lips as I sat up. Darkness surrounded me, along with the sound of running water. I brought my hand up to my head and forced myself to stand. I wobbled a little but ended up grabbing onto a nearby wall. I glanced around me to see... I was in some sort of basement. "W-Where... Where the hell am I?" I whispered. I continued to walk through the inky basement until I found some stairs. I forced myself up and opened the door. My eyes traveled along the empty living room to see no trace of life. My eyebrows furrowed.
'I was on the ship last, so how... How did I end up here?? Is there anyone nearby? And if so, can they help me?'
I heard footsteps approaching, which made me hide behind a wardrobe. "Fuck! Can't these things give me a break!?" A familiar voice yelled out as he slammed the door. I peeked my head around to see... My husband. My eyes widened. "E-Ethan?" My voice cracked. I stepped out from behind the wardrobe, which caused him to glance over. His eyes widened.
"Y-Y/N?" He whispered. "Ethan, what are y-you doing here?" I inquired. "In fact, where is here?" I added on. His eyebrows furrowed. "Y-You don't know where we're at??" He questioned. I shook my head. "I... Barely remember anything. I just awoke in some strange basement, and... Found you." I explained.
His eyes narrowed. "So, were you a part of the whole thing, too? This whole fake babysitting shit that she came up with?" He inquired. "B-Babysitting? I... No. It was never babysitting." I denied it as I shook my head. "I... I mean, Eveline is still a kid I had to watch over, but... She... Isn't a normal kid." I explained.
"Eveline? Who's Eveline?" He inquired. "I... I don't know where she is, but she was one subject on the ship with me. Mia... Mia tricked me and kept me as one of the subjects." I whispered. "I... Remember little, but... The ship crashed, and then I awoke here." I explained. His eyes widened. "W-Wait, she... She tricked you?" He asked.
I nodded slowly. "I don't... Know how long it's been, nor do I know where this is." I admitted. "Can... Can you tell me?" I added on. His fists clenched as he glanced down. "We're... We're in Louisiana. Mia called me and told me to come to pick you two up." He explained. "It's... It's been two years since you left." He whispered. My eyes widened. "Tw-Two years? No... No, that's impossible!" I denied frantically. "Hey, hey, it's alright. We're together now, and we'll find a way out of this godforsaken place." He reassured as he walked forward. He reached out for my face, which caused me to flinch away. "S-Sorry.." I whispered. "Don't apologize." He reassured.
"Oh, is this daddy?" A child-like voice rang. My head shot up to see... Eveilne walking down the stairs. I started stepping back. "Y/N? What's wrong??" Ethan questioned. Eveline walked towards me, which made me continue to go backward. "Stay... Stay away from me!" I shouted.
"What's wrong, Parent?" Eveline questioned. "Do I need to put daddy in his place?" She questioned. I tripped and tumbled backward. Eveline leaned over me. "You're supposed to be my parent. So why are you running from me? Is it daddy? Do I need to put him in his place?" She inquired. "Stay away from him, Eveline!" I exclaimed. "What... What do you even want from me!?" I added. "You agreed to be my parent. Which means you have to follow through with your role. Or do I need to teach you a lesson?" She questioned. "No! Stay back!" I shouted as she reached out to me. Everything went black.
3rd person point of view:
Y/N stumbled to stand up. "Y/N, what the hell is going on!?" Ethan shouted. Y/N started laughing. "You really think you can interfere with this family?" They questioned as they glanced at Ethan. His eyes widened as their e/c was no longer the beautiful e/c he fell in love with. They were now a dark black, with no emotion in them. Their skin became ghostly pale, and a sinister smile lay on their lips.
"Y/N..." Ethan whispered as he stepped back. "What's wrong, dear?" They questioned as they picked up a knife. "We can be a family now. Just you, me, and Eveline. Isn't that what you've always wanted? A family?" They questioned. "You came all this way. So why don't you just relax and join us for dinner?" They questioned.
"No... You stay the fuck away from me, whoever you are!" Ethan shouted. "You are not Y/N!" He added on. They frowned and ran at him. They raised the knife up and jabbed it through Ethan's shoulder. He screamed out in pain as he tried to throw them off of him. "You're so ungrateful! Eveline chose you as her father, and you dare to say no!?" They screamed out.
"Y/N! I know you're in there! Don't let her take control of you! Please!" Ethan's voice cracked. They raised the blade again, but Ethan grabbed it. "You're never like this! So come on, come back to me! Kick Eveline out!" He screamed. Y/N's eyes blinked before their color returned. They glanced around frantically before their eyes widened. "Oh... Oh god... I'm... I'm so sorry... I..." They whispered as their eyes filled with tears. They turned around and ran away. "Wait! No! Come back!" Ethan shouted as he chased after them.
Y/N's point of view:
'Oh god, what did I do?? I just... I just harmed my husband... And I could easily do it again. I need to get away from him. I'm a danger to him. I don't know if Eveline will take control again if I see him... And if she does, what if I kill him? I can't... I can't take that risk.'
Tears fell from my eyes as I rushed into a random bedroom. I closed the door behind me quietly and locked it. I slid down the door. "Y/N, where'd you go?? Please come back! I can't lose you again!" Ethan cried out. "I know you didn't mean to! This wasn't your fault! It was Eveline's! So please, please come out." He begged desperately. I buried my face in my hands.
*Small time skip... Sorry...*
I lifted my head up as silence bounced through the room. I forced myself to stand up and unlocked the door. I opened the door and piqued my head to see the coast was clear. I sighed in relief.
'Now i need to find a place to go where I won't hurt him or anyone else...'
I stepped out of the room and walked along the wooden floorboards. I peaked around the hallway to see no trace of him. A scream left my lips as I felt arms wrap around my waist. "Shh, it's just me." Ethan's voice rang. I felt my heartbeat speed up as I struggled to get away. "Hey, hey it's alright. I'm not mad at you." He whispered.
"No... You don't understand! If Eveline... If Eveline comes back, I'll hurt you again!" I yelled out as tears filled my eyes. He gently brought me to the floor and held me close to him. "It will not happen, alright? Just take a deep breath, and everything's going to be alright." He reassured.
"What if I kill you, Ethan?" I inquired. "Then it's still not your fault. We're going to get out of this together, alright? I'm... I'm infected by the mold as well, so we're stuck together, anyway." He explained. I felt my eyes widen. "No... No, you can't be infected." I whispered. "I am. So let's not fight, and work together, alright?" He suggested.
"But-" I started. "No buts. Let's get out of this together, alright?" He suggested. "I'm... I'm sorry." I blurted out. "No, no, there's no need to be sorry. It wasn't you, it was her, alright?" He reassured. "I've bandaged it, and it's all better now, alright? So it's not the end of the world. But if we stay here, it will be. So what do you say to getting out of here together?" He suggested gently. "I... Alright..." My voice croaked. He smiled. "Good. And after this, I'll take you somewhere nice." He promised as he helped me up.
(Sorry this is so short- Hopefully, you enjoy it, and don't be afraid to request! My request board is pinned, and all the characters and fandoms I will right for are there! Have a wonderful day/night!)
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anxietysslave · 1 year
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will u ever create masterlists for ur content in the future?
At one point yeah. It really depends on when I get enough motivation to do that- But once I do I will make one :)
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anxietysslave · 2 years
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How the Bsd characters would react to you being good at singing:
This wasn't requested by anyone. I've been on a bsd kick lately so I wrote this-
Warnings: Some suggestive content in Yosano's, slight angst, some spoilers?
Pronouns: They/Them
Dazai:
-Would stop whatever he's doing just to hear you.
-He's not surprised often, but this is one of those times-
-Would definitely brag about you to his friends and would boast in Chuuya's face for being able to get such a talented s/o-
-He'd make you sing that suicide song he's always listening to-
-There'd be a time where you'd be singing to yourself, not even knowing he's there and he's just been behind the corner recording it- Would definitely set it as his ringtone and watch it over multiple times-
The words flew from your mouth as you gently moved to the song. The moonlight shone upon you. While Dazai was just standing behind the wall watching you with shock. Never in his life had he heard a voice so... Pure. Oda would've loved to hear something so sweet.
A small smile formed on his lips as you finished the song. "Ah! Belladonna! Why didn't you tell me you could sing!? I would've loved for you to sing to me!" Dazai exclaimed. "Hah!? How long have you been standing there!?" Y/N exclaims. "How could you keep such a beautiful secret!?" Dazai whined as Y/N's face lit up.
Chuuya:
-Mans was probably so stressed and tired- So when he walked into wherever you were and heard your voice- Bro calmed down instantly-
-If he's not stressed, he'd probably make some smug remark- But otherwise he'll be so sweet-
-He would definetly brag about you to the mafia- And Dazai-
-He'd totally buy you stuff to sing along to or stuff that can help you with your voice- try to deny it all you want, but he will not stop-
-He'd be the type to just listen to you sing. Like he'd just lean up against the wall, and be completely mesmerized by it-
It had been a long day. Mori was making him run all over the place and was making him look over so many papers. So when he finally could come to the home you shared, he was quite surprised to hear such a beautiful melody. Who could sing like that? It surely couldn't be you, could it?
Would follow the sound of the melody until he saw you standing there and singing along. He leaned up against the wall as he watched you sing with no care in the world. The smile on your face was so contagious that he couldn't help but smile as you finished. "Love? Why didn't you tell me you could sing?" His voice rang out. Y/N shot around. "N-Nakahara! How long have y-you been there!?" Y/N exclaimed. Chuuya smirked. "Long enough to know you're a talented singer." He responded.
Atsushi:
-He'd start off by apologizing if he walked in on your singing- Mans is too polite
-But if you don't mind, he'd be so happy if you let him listen to you sing-
-Would 100% give you compliment after compliment- He never gets complimented for things he's done, so he wants you to be complimented-
-Whenever he has nightmares or has some sort of problem, he'd ask you if you can sing to him. Your voice just soothes him.
Atsushi was running late to work and expected to get an earful from Kunikida. But what he didn't expect was to walk in on such a hypnotizing voice. He followed the sound of the voice to see Y/N with headphones and singing along to some song. You'd look over in his direction and would instantly pull off your headphones. "S-Sorry Y/N!" Atsushi apologized. "I-I shouldn't have listened!" He apologized again.
But secretly, he wanted you to sing again. He had never heard a voice like that in all of his years. And he wanted to listen to it again. "N-No, Atsushi! There's no need to apologize! I was the one singing at work." Y/N would state. "Everyone's left on a mission, so I expected to be alone." They admitted. "But I don't mind if you hear me sing." They explained with a gentle smile. Atsushi perked up. "I'd love to!" He exclaimed happily.
Akutagawa:
-If you caught him listening to you sing, he'd make some remark about how he'd never listen to your crappy singing-
-But if you stopped singing after that or became very self-conscious, mans would muster up everything just to apologize and ask you to sing again-
-He'd never admit that he loves your voice-
-Even if he needs comforting, never ask him if he wants you to sing- He'd become so mad and would probably say something harsh. Baby doesn't mean it. He doesn't know what feelings are-
Akutagawa had a terrible day. He saw the Where tiger and Dazai walking around and felt hurt by how Dazai treated Atsushi. How come he wasn't like that with Akutagawa? Was he really that worthless? And to top that off, he screwed up on the mission and got an earful from other subordinates and Chuuya himself. So when he walked in to hear some singing, he was instantly annoyed. Don't they know not to sing so loud?
He'd march up to the room where the singing came from and would be taken aback by seeing you standing there. Had such a melody come from you? Never did he think you could sing so well. "Ah! Akuatagwa! Sorry I was so loud..." Y/N squeaked as they stopped singing. "Tch. Don't make that mistake again. People with that tone of voice shouldn't sing." He decided. No, that's not what he meant to say.. He wanted to hear you sing more. Why did he say that??
Instantly he noticed how you deflated. And as the weeks passed without hearing a single song escape your lips, he decided he need to apologize. So he bought some food he saw you eyeing and pulled you aside from whatever you're doing. "I'm... Sorry for what I said." He apologized. "You.. Have... Quite a lovely voice and I'd love to hear you sing more." He would admit. Please forgive him.
Kunikida:
-If it's during work, he'd probably listen for a second before lecturing you about it being too loud or how you should focus on your work
-If it's outside of work, he probably wouldn't say anything. But you can tell he likes your voice just by his face.
-If he's really stressed or is blaming himself for something, then please sing to him-
-He'd try to compliment you if you're feeling insecure or if he just feels like that- But compliments from him are kinda rare so enjoy it-
Kunikida was about to lose it with how much everyone was slacking. First Dazai forced Atsushi to do his work and now Atsushi can barely function. Then Ranpo just slept the whole day and got mad when he had asked him to do something. So saying Kunikida was stressed was an understatement. He was sitting at his desk working overtime when he heard a beautiful melody echo through. Who could that be? He thought everyone had left?
He stood up and followed the sound of the voice to see you... Doing the work no one would do earlier? His eyes widened as he watched you do it easily... It made him relax, knowing not only the important work was done, but your voice was so soothing to listen to. When it finally ended, Y/N glanced up to see Kunikida standing there. "O-Oh, I'm sorry if I bothered you... I-I thought I was the only one he-" Y/N was cut off. "Please do not apologize. You have a great voice, Y/N." Kunikida interrupted. "And thank you for doing the other idiots' work." He stated nicely.
Ranpo:
-Let's be honest, he already knew you had a good voice- Man has ultra deduction, so of course, he knows you're good-
-But hypothetically if he didn't use that, he'd probably sit up and just look at you with shocked eyes. Or if he's eating, he'd probably drop the food- Would definitely make you buy him more later.
-He'd compliment you like crazy and would ask you to sing to him.
-He'd also brag about you to all the people he can- He'd be like, "Not only am I the best detective, but I have the best s/o. None of you can beat them and their singing." or something along those lines.
-If you sing to him, he'd share his food with you-
He was too tired to go with the others to do some shopping, so he just lay down. He was expecting himself to fall asleep, but couldn't seem to. At first, it bothered him. Until he heard you sing. He rose his head slightly to glance at you in shock. You weren't paying attention to him and were instead reading a book. Did you think he was asleep? Or did you want him to hear you?
Whatever the reason is, he'd just listen to you. There was no need to sleep. Not when he wanted to hear you sing. And when you finished, he'd pout. "Y/NNNN can you sing some more?" He'd beg. Y/N jumped in shock as they glanced at him. "Y-You weren't asleep??" They questioned. "No. Now can you sing again? I'll share some of my food with you.." He whined.
Fyodor:
-It depends on if you're a pawn or not- If you're a pawn, he'd probably think nothing of it and just think, "It's fine, I can replace them" I seriously want to slap some sense into this man-
-But if you aren't, he'd probably invite you to sing while he plays his instruments.
-Wouldn't let anyone else hear you sing. You're his, so only he gets to hear you sing.
-If he's working, he'd probably ask you to sing something. Bonus points if you sing in Russian.
-Please be careful around this man- He strikes me as the type who would treat you like a pet and lock you up in a cage for hours- But hypothetically we're not going with that
"Dear, have you seen m-" He would stop what he was doing as he heard you sing. He had heard many people sing, but not someone with as much talent as you. He'd lean up against the doorframe and would smirk, knowing you were all his. No one but him could hear these beautiful melodies.
"Oh. Fyodor? Do you need something?" Y/N spoke as they finished the song. "I want you to keep singing. Your voice is quite outstanding." He compliment.
Gin:
-She's look so surprised about it- Never had she heard someone with such a beautiful voice
-She definetly listens to music, but she'd think your voice never could compare to any of that
-She'd be too shy to ask you to sing again- She may have a hard shell, but around you it cannot help but fall- Please sing to her. She doesn't have much light in her life.
-If you allow it, she'd record it and make it as her ringtone. But if you don't, then she won't be mad.
-If you asked her to sing with you... Yeah, she'd deny it at first. She strikes me as the type who would be so embarrassed by her own voice and would think she's ruining yours. Please reassure her she won't ruin anything. Baby is too sweet for this world.
Gin was listening to some music as she completed some extra paperwork Chuuya had given her. But just as she was about to get to the good part of the song, her phone died. "Fuck." She grumbled as she pulled out her headphones. Her eyebrows scrunched up in confusion as she still heard music. She glanced around the room and saw you across the room, gently singing to a song you were playing earlier. Her face would head up slightly as she sat down her phone and just listened to you sing. Each word that came out of your mouth sounded so heavenly to her. So how could someone too heavenly be a part of such a dark organization?
Would be cut from her thoughts as you stopped. "You have a wonderful voice." Gin complimented. Y/N looked at her in shock. "W-Weren't you listening to your own music!?" They exclaimed. "I was. But my phone died." She explained. "But I'd rather hear you sing than listen to my phone." Gin admitted with a small smile.
Kouyou:
-Would be so surprised. She's never heard a voice so innocent before.
-If it's a sad song, you might just catch her tearing up. I feel like it might remind her of the hope she once had to leave the mafia. Please hug her.
-She'd ask for you to sing for her quite a lot. Would always enjoy hearing you sing, no matter what song you're singing.
-I can't decide if she'd ask you to sing in her brothel or if she's like Fyodor where you're hers so no one but her should hear your voice- So you can decide that headcannon
-Just like Chuuya, she'd try to buy stuff that'd help you with your voice or if you feel you want more training, she'd pay for your lessons. Even if you said you'd pay for it yourself- There's no fighting with her, just like Chuuya-
Kouyou was walking through the hallway when she heard a beautiful voice echo along the walls. She tilted her head in slight confusion as she followed the sound. It led her straight to your office, so she gently opened the door to see you sitting in your chair singing along to such a... Sad song. Kouyou couldn't help but feel speechless. The last time she had felt so happy hearing music was when... She tried to leave the mafia.
A few tears formed in her eyes as the thoughts of everything happening. How badly she wanted to leave the mafia, how she had hoped she could escape. But when they were caught... How all that hope drained. She had never felt that again until now. Hearing your voice being so pure, so delicate... So full of hope. She couldn't help but feel slightly sad.
"Oh, Kouyou how long ha-Are you alright??" Y/N spoke up as they rushed over to the tearful women. Kouyou smiled. "I'm fine. I just... I never expected to hear a voice like yours. Thank you, Y/N..." She whispered as she brought Y/N into a hug. "Please continue to sing." She begged gently.
Higuchi:
-You know her face when she found out Gin was a girl? Yeah, she'd be pulling that face-
-How come you never told her!? You're so good!
-Would probably lecture you for a while about how you should've told her you can sing that well. Wouldn't forgive you either- unless ... You sing to her a bunch.
-Would always cheer you on. She's like your chief supporter.
-Would never judge you if you make a mistake while singing. IN fact, she'd probably fangirl about how cute you are-
-She strikes me as the type who gets stressed very easily and doubts herself quite a lot. So if you sing to her during those times some sort of comfort song, she'll be so happy.
Higuchi was feeling quite insecure. She didn't possess any sort of ability, nor did she possess a lot of strength. Her own people would tell her that on a daily. So more than anything, she wanted a hug from you. But what she didn't expect... Was the beautiful voice she heard. At first, she thought it was just some mafioso who had brought in someone. But... The more she listened to it, the more it sounded like you. So she followed the sound until it led her to your office. Her mouth dropped as she watched you sing without a care in the world. How come you didn't tell her you could sing this well?? Did you not trust her enough??
"Ack! Higuchi! How long have you been standing there!?" Y/N exclaimed as they jumped slightly. "I should be the one asking YOU questions! How come you didn't tell me you could sing so well!?" Higuchi screeched out as she rushed over. "S-Sorry... I didn't think my singing was that good." Y/N apologized. "Not good!? You're amazing! And don't apologize unless you promise to sing more to me!" Higuchi exclaimed.
Yosano:
-Would punish you for not telling her-
-But on a serious note, she'd have you sing constantly- She just loves your voice too much
-She doesn't get stressed often, but when she does, please use your voice to bring her back. It'll make her fall harder for you.-
-Would also brag to everyone about how good you are- Not just at singing either
-She'd sing with you all the time as well. I seriously want to sing with this woman too-
She had been at work for quite a long time since SOMEONE decided to try to drown themselves again. And truth be told, she was quite exhausted. She just wanted to come home to you and have you cuddle her until she wasn't exhausted. But instead of being greeted with you watching a show, she was greeted with you dancing slightly to a song in the kitchen. Your voice rang off all the walls as you paid no attention to your surroundings.
Yosano could feel her heart pound as a heat filled her face. You sounded so... Calming. Your voice was nothing like she had heard before. So, she slipped off her shoes and approached you. "Y/N?" She questioned. Y/N shot around in alarm. "Y-Yosano! I- I thought you weren't coming back tonight!" Y/N exclaimed. "Of course I was. Healing patients may take time, but I shouldn't ever be gone overnight." Yosano denied. "But since you kindly hid that beautiful voice of yours, I think you need to be punished for it." Yosano stated as a sadistic smile formed.
Poe:
-He'd be so surprised and also flustered
-Would apologize thousands of times for overhearing you
-He's also too shy to ask you to sing for him. But please do- Your voice gives him so much inspiration and brings him so much joy-
-He'd probably ask you to sing him to sleep if he really can't sleep. His mind is just a complete jumbled mess, so your voice makes it less crazy.
-If he's really sad or feeling like a failure, you better sing to him. He'd probably cry because of how much you care for him. Please legalize men crying- It's not at all a weakness >:(
-Would have so many things dedicated to you- From small parts in stories to you having a story based on you.
-Would also be flustered and would probably faint if you read said items-
Poe leaned back in his chair as writer's block flowed through his veins. He had been experiencing it for quite a while and no matter what he did, he couldn't seem to get past it. It was frustrating him to no end. He had so many books that needed working on, but he just couldn't find any motivation to write! He sighed in slight annoyance as he closed his eyes to gain some spark of motivation. But ended up opening them again as nothing came to mind.
He perked up slightly as he heard a beautiful, melodic voice from the room over. He slowly leaned forward and stood up. The floorboards creaked under his weight as he approached the door. Smaller pitter patters followed him as Karl followed behind him curiously.
And as he walked into that room, he was so surprised to find you looking at him in shock. "I-I'm sorry! I didn't mean to b-be nosey!" Poe apologized instantly. "Y-Your voice was just too tempting to ignore! I'm so sorry!" He apologized again. Y/N chuckled. "There's nothing to be apologizing for, Poe." They denied. "A-Are you sure? I feel bad." He whispered. "It's completely fine. I wouldn't sing this close to you if I wasn't okay with it." They pointed out to him as they walked over. "Y-You don't become nosey about my stuff, so I still feel b-bad." He apologized. "How about I sing to you again, then? This time, you shouldn't blame yourself." Y/N stated calmly. His face heated up. "Y-You'd sing for me again? T-That'd be wonderful!" He exclaimed.
Thanks for reading! Hopefully, it wasn't bad, as I had a lot of fun writing this. Remember, you can always leave comments or private message me if you like this content. :)
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Dangerous Fellows X Klee like reader
(PLATONIC VERSION)
You are a child instead of an adult in this one. If you want the one where you aren't a kid, then here's that part: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/anxietysslave/691337857953136640?source=share
This was requested by @lilqi :)
Ethan:
-Honestly was so surprised- How could a kid make it through this nightmare with no one??
-Truth be told, the second he found you he was so protective- You're a little ball of sunshine that must be protected at all costs-
-Probably was so surprised when he watched you explode a zombie- Asked you where the bomb came from, and became even more confused when he heard you mention a vision and showed him the vision-
-Honestly, he just stopped asking after that-
-He'd be the type of guardian who's so protective of you, except he's a very quiet man. Except lots of head pats from him
Harry:
-A child?? In an apocalypse? Alone?
-Yeah, he was shocked- But at the same time; he was so concerned- Like what had you been through??
-Mans would instantly see you as his new child-
-Congratulations! You have been adopted by him now! Even if he finds your parents, mans is keeping you. He raised you, after all.
-He'd be the best guardian father you could ask for. He'd make the most of the zombie apocalypse and would try hard to take care of you.
-So when one day you just threw a bomb at him... Yeah, you've broken him-
-He asked so many questions. And asked even more when you explained it to him.
-God? Pyro Vision? What?
-Harry.exe.has stopped working-
-But in all seriousness, he'd try his best to find out more about these so-called visions. And you may be able to protect yourself, but that doesn't make him any less worried.
Lawrence:
-Oh boy... Yeah, this man is already crazy enough. :/
-When he saw you, it kinda reminded him of how he was when he was a kid and how his parents treated him. So he'll try his best to not like to act like them.
-Minus the overprotective-
-It's like everywhere you went, you can bet he's a few feet behind. If someone tries to hurt you, then they're gone- and if he finds your parents.... Well... Yeah, you're his kid now. No buts.
-At first he was so surprised that you had been alive for so long. But it shocked him even more when he saw how kind and clueless you were. How did you survive by yourself??
-So you can imagine how surprised he was when he watched you chuck a bomb- But at the same time, he's also thrilled. I mean... That can be used for a lot of things.
-Would demand you tell him how you did that. And if you tell him, yeah... He's going to give you so many rules to it. Like you can't use it more than a few times a day, blah blah blah- Definitely went on for over an hour about it
-He doesn't trust the others around you one bit. So if anyone gets too close... He's going to glare at them. Maybe take their life if it's not too suspicious.
-Just like the first part, he'd be so annoyed that he had to bomb-proof the basement. But would do anything for his new child.
-Seriously, someone smack some sense into him-
Eugene:
-A kid? Really? What was Lawrence thinking?
-Eugene was so annoyed about it- I feel like he dislikes kids with a passion. So now ones living with him... Yeah, not too impressed.
-He'd try to avoid you at any cost. But once he sees you become sad about it, he's quick to rethink that.
-He'd ask you how you survived so long, and once you tell him how, he'd be even more shocked- Like you can make bombs?? How???
-Would pretend to listen to the whole god and vision thing, but really didn't hear a word about it- He just didn't want to hurt your feelings-
-If he gets close to you and grows to love you, then you can expect him to take you into his care. But he still won't admit it
-He'd want you to call him a brother rather than a guardian or a parent. He feels old if you do that-
-If he meets your parents, he's going to demand why they left you alone. If they say they lost you, they're going to get smacked. If they say they didn't expect a zombie apocalypse, still gonna get smacked.
-Whenever no one's looking, he'd totally sneak you a snack and give you head rubs. Like you're too cute not tooo
-Remember when he asked you in the game if you wanted to run away with him? Yeah, this time he's not going to ask-
-Just one night, he has enough of Lawrence being so possessive, and all the drama. So he just walks over to you, picks you up, and carries you away. If you ask questions, he'll explain that he wants the best life for you. Not one that's so full of fear
-Boi needs a hug
Zion:
-A kid!? What the actual fuck!? How are we supposed to raise a kid when we barely have enough food for ourselves!?
-Yeah, not impressed at all. Would argue with Lawrence or whoever brought you in because not only are they low on rations, but raising a kid is already hard enough. Now there are zombies and famion involved?
-But would calm down once it's pointed out that you had no one before. Only a little-
-Would at first glare at you and be furious at you. But once he sees how adorable and kind you are, he eases up.
-He finally gets to know you more. And once he hears you can make bombs? Yeah, chaos-
-He'd ask you to blow up zombies, buildings, and prank the other people there. He'd have so much fun doing it too. Even during the lectures, he'd take full responsibility.
-You grew to be his favorite person in a short amount of time. Expect a lot, and I mean a lot of head pats. This man just finds your confused face so adorable-
-If he meets your parents, he'll full-on say that he's stealing you and you are now his child. No one can stop him. If they try, they'll get bapped
-Would ask how you do it, but it would go in one ear and out the other- So he gave up on asking questions after that
-Would definetly talk about legally making you his child. You're like the only ray of hope in his life-
-And since you're so young, he feels like you aren't like all those people who wanted him for his money. In fact, you never want to buy stuff anyways-
Judy:
-Has no problems with you being there once she sees you. She instantly goes into like protective parent mode. In fact, Lawrence's biggest threat is her-
-She'd have you stay in her room and would call them sleepovers. Would definitely stay up late with you and tell you stories of her life, or just some stories she's heard.
-Whenever she goes out on expeditions, she'd bring you back stuff she found. Whether it be some cool toy or some board game. She loves to see your face lit up with excitement.
-If she met your parents, she'd curse them out and then just pick you up and forge some adoption papers- Yeah, you're hers now
-She'd be the perfect mom for you. Do you need a shoulder to cry on? She's already leaning out. Need some food? She's already stolen like 10 snacks. Are you feeling tired? She's already set up the bed. Feel like a story? She's started it.
-Would love to give you hugs throughout the day. You're just too adorable, not too!
-If someone's yelling or if something's happening, she'd cover your ears and yell or attack whatever is causing it. You must be protected at all costs.
-And that's when you chucked a bomb-
-She was low key kinda sad that you didn't tell her any sooner. It could've come in handy for so many things.
-She wouldn't understand much about what you said, and may even think it's just something you were told and isn't true.
-But she wouldn't tell you that. :)
Scarlet:
-Got so mad when she first heard the news. But the second she saw you... Yeah, it changed real quick.
-Instantly became so protective of you. She also developed a sweet side just for you.
-If anyone dares to object to you staying there... You got a very, furious Scarlet.
-Everyone was so surprised by how fast she changed. She went from absolutely not to. This is my child. You better stay away-
-Would read you bedtime stories and make sure you're as comfortable as possible. Like you need extra pillows? She's sacrificing hers.
-She won't let you go on expeditions. Not with how young you are, and because they're dangerous no matter what. She may let you go on patrol as long as you're by her. Or Zion-
-She may not seem like she'd be a wonderful mother, but I believe she would be. 10/10 would recommend her.
-And the one day you pulled out a bomb and blew up a zombie... Yeah, you got the longest lecture ever. Why didn't you tell her??? >:(
-She'd ignore you for a couple of days- or brush you off. But if you become sad, she'll regret it and instantly try to make it up to you.
-She wouldn't ask about why you can make bombs. You're her new child and are important. That's all that matters to her.
Hailey:
-A child? Okay.
-She's a kind girl, so she'd instantly embrace the idea. And once she meets you... Yeah, you're her younger sister now.
-Also feels too old if you call her mother-
-But she'd be a wonderful mother. She's quiet around everyone else, but around you, she can talk for hours.
-She'd read books to you, would teach you everything she knew about the world, and would have long discussions
-You don't even need to respond. She just loves your presence-
-Would also give your head pats and rubs. But not in front of the others. She'd feel so embarrassed if they saw that-
-If she met your parents, she'd kindly ask them if she can be your older sister. They don't even need to claim her as their kid- If they say yes, she'll be so happy. If they say no, she'd point out how she was technically the one who raised you.
-Wouldn't be protective of you. She can't really fight, so she doesn't want to put the both of you in danger. But will not let you go on any sort of patrol or expedition.
-Was quite shocked when she saw you chuck a bomb out the window- But I feel like she'd know what the vision was and would be so proud that her younger sister was gifted. She'd compliment you so much.
-Still no patrols or expeditions tho-
Jay:
-Was so disturbed by the idea of a child. Like ew, don't you know they carry disease?
-Even when he saw you, he just ignored you. You could try to talk to him, and he'd pretend he couldn't hear you. If you tried to give him something, he'd turn away from you so you couldn't.
-But over time, he loosens up. Not enough to adopt you though- He's more the type who'll watch over you from the sidelines.
-He'd try to convince Lawrence to never let you go on expeditions. If Lawrence listens, then he'd be happy. If Lawrence didn't, then either he'd tag along all the time or he'd keep bugging Lawrence until he changed his mind.
-The first time he actually talked to you was when you used a bomb- He freaked out at first, thinking Zion gave you one, or you just found one lying around-
-Would instantly go into panic mode and would freak out at anyone who walked by- And once you explain you made it and that it comes from your vision, he'd just stand there and stare at you.
-He didn't understand a word you just said- All he knows is you're an arsonist
-Would talk to you more, but still not much
Sue:
-Would be so concerned about a child being out there by herself-
-Would also keep pestering you until you tell her how you survived like that. And once she finds out, she understands. She knows the smallest bit about visions, and then she knows you could be of use to her.
-At first, she may just think of you as extra protection. But over time, you become like her family. You are just so pure and full of life- She can't help but love you.
-She would read you anything and everything she can find. She'd actually be the one to teach you how to read and write.
-Would also not allow you to go on any sort of patrol or expedition. She knows you're capable, but that doesn't mean accidents can't happen. And she's not losing you.
-Since she's suspicious of Lawrence, she won't even allow you to be in a room next to that man- In fact, you're never allowed to even look at him.
-If Lawrence gets mad about that, then she doesn't care. You keep her safe, and she'll keep you safe. So Lawrence can kiss her ass. :)
-Would tell you that once they get out of this nightmare that she'll take care of you if she can't find your parents. And even if she finds them, then she'll still be family to you. If they don't like it, they can suck it. :)
-Got a question or need advice? Best women to go to. She'll answer anything and everything. And is so kind about it.
-She's not one for affection but will do her best to show you it. So please forgive her if she's a bit awkward.
Sorry, that's its short- This is my first ever platonic writing- But hopefully it's good and thank you for requesting it! :)
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anxietysslave · 2 years
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Hi!:D can I ask for a dangerous fellows x klee! reader like literally klee with the bombs and vision(^▽^), headcannons pls
Of course. :)
It wasn't specified if you're a child like Klee or not, so to follow the plotline of the game you aren't.
Characters: Ethan, Harry, Lawrence, Eugene, Zion, Jay, Sue, Hailey, Scarlet, Judy
Pronouns used: They/Them
Child platonic version: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/anxietysslave/691407920842293248?source=share
Ethan:
-Okay, so this man would probably be very confused. I mean, the first time he met you, you were probably blowing up the zombies-
-Since he's so quiet, he probably wouldn't ask many questions about it. But you can see in this man's eyes that he's curious about how you form the bombs.
-He probably sees the vision a few times but probably would think it was a type of jewelry-
-Please explain it to him. Man's is curious but doesn't want to ask- XD
-As his way of being kind, he'll probably drop off random designs to help you customize your bombs. If you ask him about it, he'll look at you weirdly and proclaim it wasn't him with a red face-
-Even though you can protect yourself, baby would still be protective of you-
Harry:
-This man would never admit it, but he's low-key kinda afraid of you-
-Like he just watches you blow up the zombies with no care
-If you become friends, he'll ask you questions. He won't understand the whole vision thing but will try his best-
-He's too sweet for this world <3
-If you let him, he'd probably look at the vision and would be so invested in it. Wouldn't understand it, but would try for you.
-If you give him a bomb that doesn't explode, he'll treasure it greatly. Every time you walk into his room, you'll just see it in the center. If you point it out to him, he'll just laugh and say you're special to him. I want to hug him so badly. Man deserves the world.
-Literally so helpful with it. Like if Lawrence stole your vision again, he would do his best to help you find it. Would also assume Lawrence took it, and would probably lecture him behind the scenes. Please don't die-
-He would also be the type of person to watch you use your vision because he's nervous you'll injure yourself. If he sees you get injured, you can expect him to be the first one to come to your aid. Alongside Ethan-
Zion:
-No questions asked. You'd be a chaotic duo-
-He'd probably take you on patrol just to blow things up- Weather it be zombies or actual buildings-
-Would probably ask how the bombs are mad, but would tune out that answer once it became overly complicated- :')
-He'd see the vision quite a lot, but wouldn't really care. He'd think it's some weird piece of jewelry you keep with you- Probably doesn't like it either
-He'd take you to the roof of the school building and would just beg you to throw bombs on unsuspecting zombies. It's so fun to watch them go boom-
-Would also ask you to make bombs that won't explode so he can prank the others- And he'd get yelled at for it too-
-If you explain that a god granted you that power, he'd look at you so weirdly- He didn't take you as the type to be religious- This man is a sweetheart sometimes, but doesn't understand much- So you'll have to explain it to him what you mean- And even then he might not understand
Eugene:
-He's probably the only one out of these boys who wouldn't make you blow stuff up and wouldn't ask much about it-
-He'd see you use bombs and would just look the other way XD
-As for the vision, would also think it's some sort of jewelry you decide to keep with you. May ask where you got it from, but would ask you to shut up if you gave him the full story-
-Wouldn't admit it, but he watches you when you're blowing stuff up- He does find it interesting and quite helpful for the team
-Once you become closer, he'll ask you if you can get injured. If he finds out you can, he'll be so worried and would probably spend a bit scolding you on how to be careful-
-If he hears something about other visions and how other people can get them, he'll be so concerned- (Especially if it's anemo or cryo he hears of) Would ask you if you're mentally okay, and if not, then he'll give you a hug- If you are then he'll try to declare he didn't care and just asked because you looked down- Please forgive him- He means well
-Would ask you why you don't kill them traditionally with a weapon. Like why you have to be so violent about it? They were once human, you know- would stop asking once he heard your reasoning. And depending on what it was, he might lecture you or just make a "tch" before walking away.
Lawrence:
-Oki, this man is probably the only one who actually understands it somewhat-
-Once he sees you using bombs, he'd be so concerned but would also be so interested in you. Like, how can you do that?
-He'd definetly dedicate some research to it- Would spend literal hours just trying to find out who gave you that vision, and if there were other people with visions like yours.
-However, it's not all sunshine and rainbows with this man-
-He'd definitely scold you if you use it too much. He's scared you'd injure yourself or would escape his grasp.
-He's also the type to hide your vision away on multiple occasions just because he's so concerned- Obsessed
-Would give it back to you though because he sees how miserable you become without the vision
-You would notice that he's gotten a bit more stressed because now he has to make sure the basement is bomb-proof- What would he do if you escaped his caring obsessive grasp?
-Would try to research if there is a way to take it from you without causing you any damage. Might take the risk in the basement, but would never destroy it. He loves you so he wouldn't want his darling damaged. Seriously, can someone please grab a newspaper and bonk this man?-
Scarlet:
-Vision? Bombs? Yeah, she doesn't trust you-
-Would definitely try to get the others to kick you out. I mean, why would you trust someone who just shows up and explodes everything-?
-Would see the vision and would definitely call it ugly just to anger you-
-Now if the whole enemies to friends or enemies to lovers thing comes up, then she will start being nicer about it
-Would secretly fear you-
-She'd probably ask you how you make bombs and would be way too confused if you explained it comes from your vision.
-Like, "huh? The ugly piece of jewelry gives you power?" Yeah, she doesn't understand-
Judy:
-Bruh, she's the female version of Zion- She'd see like a horde of zombies and would beg you to blow them up-
-She will 100% still your vision just to observe it and see if it'll grant her the same powers
-But once she sees it affects you, she'll stop and instead ask if she can see. She'll feel so bad, so please give her a hug-
-You know when Lawrence throws her at the zombies? Yeah, you can prevent that with this ability- Maybe even kill Lawrence if you hate him.
-If you do that, she'll forever be grateful to you- And would also find you quite attractive after that-
-Would ask questions here and there, and would probably try to find out how she can get a vision
-Would also be disappointed to find out she can't- Please comfort her. She deserves it.
Hailey:
-She'd be quite scared of you at first- Wouldn't even come near you-
-I mean, what if you hurt her? What if you hurt her friends? She couldn't take the risk.
-But once she sees you don't want to harm any of them, she will slowly trust you.
-She asks so many questions about your vision- Like you could talk about something completely different, and she'll just look you dead in the eyes and say, "Are there multiple gods that hand out those visions?" And then the entire conversation could turn into vision this or vision that- If you let it.
-If you look over in time, you can catch her observing your vision and also watching you intently when you're blowing something up. She might ask you if you can make her a bomb that won't explode as like a gift. Please do that- She strikes me as the person who rarely gets dreams
Sue:
-Definitely know a bit about visions.
-She'll look at you and once she sees the vision, her eyes will brighten-
-She'll ask you quite a lot of questions about the vision. Like how you got it, when you got it, if you grew up with it, how you use it, etc etc. Please answer her- She's so invested in it.
-Just like Hailey, she'd ask you if you can make a bomb that she could study. Of course, she may just ask for one that can go boom just to see how it works-
-Will bring books to you about the vision and will ask if this is the right information and if you knew this or not.
-I can see her as the type to secretly give you ideas for new bombs just because it's her way of giving you a gift-
-Would always be the type to praise you for your ability. Not in front of others, and definitely would praise you in not too noticeable ways. For example, "I've never seen people make bombs like that." It means she's very impressed with you-
Jay:
-Vision? What the hell is that?
-Yeah this man knows nothing about them- He'd think it was some sorta bullshit you made up- :')
-But once he sees you use a bomb on a zombie, yeah boy is scared-
-Would always stay a few feet away from you and would not make any sort of offensive remark. Low-key acts like a trained dog- XD
-If you ask him why he's suddenly stopped, he'll just get defensive and say he didn't want to hurt your feelings too badly. You're too useful to the team. Him-
-Once you get closer to him, he'll ask like one question and that's it. He strikes me as the type who doesn't really care enough to ask questions. He sees you have a unique gift, and that's it- It doesn't matter who gave it to you or how you got it, you're just powerful-
-Would stick up for you against Scarlet because hah, he doesn't wanna go boom- Please don't actually explode him- He's just a scared boy-
Hopefully, this is good! It was quite fun to write, so thanks for the request! :)))
If you have any more requests, then please lemme know. <3
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anxietysslave · 2 years
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How the dangerous fellows characters react to you having a caffine addiction:
Idk man- I'm running on zero sleep and an energy drink- So I thought why not? I'll probably do one for Obey me as well bc idk-
Characters included: Ethan, Zion, Eugene, Harry, Lawrence, Scarlet, Judy, Hailey, Sue, and Jay
Ethan:
-Okay, to be fair, he probably notices it, but won't stop it unless it becomes dangerous-
-He may not notice it, but there are times he'd be concerned. He'd walk into your house and see all the caffeinated beverages and be like, "Uh, Ma'am/Sir/Mx, are you mentally okay?" Please talk to him if you just want someone to listen-
-But if anything happens like you end up in the hospital, he'll feel so bad. Please hug him-
-Overall, if you're trying to stop a caffeine addiction, he'll help you. But otherwise, he won't force anything-
Zion:
-Okay hear me out, this man has a major caffeine addiction-
-Like during school you'd probably catch him having either an energy drink or like a 12 pack of soda-
-I've seen someone carry an actual 12 pack of soda, and the dude acted like Zion- So that's my reasoning-
-If you need a soda or somethin, this man got it.
-If you're trying to quit, he's not the best one for that.
-He's the type that would just walk up to you and hand you some sorta caffeinated beverage. Why? Don't know. You're welcome-
-Don't open this man's locker- I'm telling you now. Because the second you do, you're just going to find it filled iwth other 12 packs and lonesome energy drinks-
Eugene:
-Okay, he's on the spectrum having a caffeine addiction, but also not. Like you can see him drinking something with caffeine in it, but then he won't touch it for like 2 weeks after
-He'll probably just scoff and tell you that it's bad for you.
-If you're dating, he'll try and drag you to drink other things. It doesn't have to be caffeine free, but just something with less caffeine. He'd try and keep it so you wouldn't know, but you do-
-I'd say he's a pretty good person to get over a caffeine addiction with. Probably does make some remarks, but he doesn't mean it- Baby's just a tsundere-
-If your addiction is really bad, I could see him grabbing your drink and just chugging it- He doesn't like to waste things, but also has declared you've had enough caffine for one day-
Harry:
-If you're good friends, he'd probably discourage it and would be worried. But he wouldn't be all over you about it. I mean, Zion's also got an addiction as well-
-But if you're lovers... He'd probably try and help you get away from it.
-Like Eugene, he'd try and get you to try other drinks. Tea, juice, flavored water, etc..
-If you're trying to quite, bruh this man's got you. Want help cleaning out caffeine? He's got you. Need a drink? He's taking you. He's overall a 100000/10 for any sort of addiction.
-If you offer him an energy drink, he'd probably become slightly hyper- If it's not a sweet one, his face would scrunch up- He'd tell you it wasn't bad, but you can tell he doesn't wanna hurt your feelings-
Lawrence:
-Addiction? Nah, he wouldn't allow it-
-But theoretically with him stealing all the caffeine and throwing it out, he'd be very concerned.
-Would totally read random facts about how bad caffeine is
-Since he's pretty manipulative, I could see him being the type of person to start drinking caffeine and drink it as much as you do so you stop. I mean, you wouldn't want him injured, right..?
-Overall, not a good man to have an addiction around- Please someone bop this man with a newpaper-
-Trying to quit? Don't worry, he's already thrown out all of the caffeine- He won't even let you go to the store with him in fear of you buying soda.
-If you're really addicted, he'd help you by giving you small amounts. He doesn't like the addiction, but also doesn't want you in pain. (Quitting addictions abruptly is not good. Certain ones are dangerous, while others just cause minor annoyances like headaches and stuff. I know because I have a caffeine addiction-;'))
Jay:
-Really doesn't care. He's the type to look the other way.
-He's the type to believe caffine isn't dangerous for you.
-Are you trying to quit? Okay, cool- He doesn't really care.
-If you are closer to him, he still wouldn't care much. The only time he would be if something happened to you.
-If you aren't looking, he'd probably steal your drink. Not to help you, but it just looked good-
Scarlet:
Yeah, she kinda hopes it kills you-
-That is, unless it's like an enemy to lovers or enemies to friends kinda deal.
-She'd say remarks all the time.
-Probably would also read to you the facts about how unhealthy it is.
-If you're trying to quit, she'd legit grab everything caffeinated and throw it out. No buts-
Judy:
You can't tell me this woman doesn't run on energy drinks.
-Talk to her about good flavors of caffeinated beverages. She knows a lot-
-If you're trying to quit, she'd quite with you. She cares too much about you to let you go through that by yourself.
-Please hug her. She's so sweet-
-She'd come over to your house at like 3 and be carrying a whole box of energy drinks and snacks. Get ready because you're gonna be drinking that and watching movies for the rest of the night- Tired? Go ahead, drink another.
Hailey:
-Tbh, I don't think she's ever had any energy drinks- Maybe has had one soda, but hates it.
-She'd try and act like it doesn't bother her, but you can clearly tell it does.
-She'd warn you that it's unhealthy, but would leave it at that.
-If you end up in a hospital, she'd cry- Please hug her. She's sensitive.
-If you're trying to quit, she'd be so happy-
-Every time you open a caffeinated drink around her, she'd probably step a few feet away from you. I feel like she has a sensitive nose, so she doesn't want that smell near her-
Sue:
-If you aren't close to her, all she'd do is look at you in disgust.
-She has had both energy drinks and soda, but finds it disgusting. If it's coffee, though, that's a different story.
-She'd tell you, the health benefits of things like coffee and tea, but would also counter it by explaining how unhealthy other caffeinated beverages are.
-If you're trying to quit, she'd give you some tips but that's about it.
-She doesn't know much about good flavors of soda or energy drinks, but if it's coffee, she's the best one to ask. Probably makes the best coffee you'll ever have-
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anxietysslave · 2 years
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Request Board.
Here are the fandoms I write for:
Resident Evil (Videogame)
Genshin Impact
Supernatural
Demon Slayer
Obey me!
Attack on Titan
Fairy Tail
Yuri on Ice
Tokyo Ghoul
Jujutsu Kaisen
Bungou Stray Dogs
Dangerous Fellows
Nijisanji
Fnaf
Hazbin Hotel
Helluva Boss
Fandoms I might write for if it's requested:
Dreamsmp (No smut tho)
Characters I won't write romantically:
Luke (Obey me), Nezuko (Demon Slayer), Qiqi (Genshin Impact), Sayu (Genshin Impact), Elizabeth Afton, Chris/Evan/CC Afton, Klee (Genshin Impact, Diona (Genshin Impact), Gabi (Attack On Titan), Falco (Attack on Titan), Wendy (Fairy Tail), There could be more but these are the ones I can think of at the moment. :)
I will do smut, angst, fluff, lemon, and lime. However, the ones I wouldn't do smut for are dream smp, and the actors behind supernatural. :)
Kinks and sexual stuff I won't do:
Rape, piss & shit play, anything to do with kids, abuse, rape,
So those are the rules! If you'd like to request something, you can either comment under here or dm me privately! Thank you and have a good day! :)
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