caritasangelus

[caritasangelus]

Okay so i hope this isn’t too much but i’m searching for poetry recs on these topics: grief, growing up, childhood friends

the song of despair, pablo neruda

i have dreamed of you so much, robert desnos

@heavensghost x

seven, taylor swift

honeybee, trista mateer

the glass essay, anne carson

jessica takes a chill pill, angie sijun lou

clementine von radics

@goodbyevitamin x

i had a dream about you, richard siken

blooming blood flower by @caritasangelus

#im honoured to be featured in someone else’s post #thank you op #my writing

[caritasangelus]

how do we get out of a dark room? when your head is one even though everything else is so bright?

heaven by troye sivan | mural by mahmoud darwish | you guys by ocean vuong | happy thought ii by jason walker | i want to die but i want to eat tteokbokki by baek se-hee | the field of rooms and halls by richard siken | i am trying to reach you by @caritasangelus | straw house, straw dog by richard siken | inktober day 15: emptiness by dariogolab | giovanni's room by james baldwin

#heaven #troye sivan #mural #mahmoud darwish #you guys #ocean vuong #jason walker #baek se-hee #richard siken #my writing #dariogolab #giovanni's room #james baldwin #web weaving #web weave #poem #poetry #words #depression #mental illness #paintings #art #straw house #straw dog #when the depression hits #it really do be hitting #how to feel not empty idk #lgbtqa #loss #prose

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i would do it again, just for you— no matter what— i would follow you into the end, even if it means following your command to betray you.

the last days of judas iscariot by stephen adly guirgis // the betrayal of jesus // judas by k. wright // the judas kiss by nicodemus silivanovich // judas' kiss by peter koenig // state of siege by albert camus // 5th sunday, judas leaving dinner // mary at the foot of the cross // ring finger by @caritasangelus // litany in which certain things are crossed out by richard siken // jesus is arrested by doug blanchard // the poem where judas iscariot learns forgiveness by @caritasangelus // the fall by alans stephens foster

FOR CLARIFICATION: i am NOT catholic, nor am i a catholic based blog. i am AGNOSTIC. i simply enjoy the aesthetic and i have tremendous amounts of catholic trauma as a queer youth. thanks <3

#blood #catholic #web weaving #web weave #web weavings #betrayal #grief #judas and jesus #the last days of judas iscariot #poetry #words #prose #richard siken #litany in which certain things are crossed out #mary magdalene #paintings #art #albert camus #judas' kiss #sometimes it do be like that #my writing #homosexuality #gay #lgbtqia

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on losing the people you love, and coping with it in different forms

cellophane by fka twigs // lately i am trying by sanna wani // sad day by fka twigs // the greatest colors for the emptiest parts of the world by carl phillips // mirrored heart by fka twigs // seafoam knife by @caritasangelus // montage by bares // sculpture by khalil chishtee

#webweaving #web weave #betrayal #fka twigs #sanna wani #poetry #grief #my writing #writing #words #quite frankly i don't think i know how #but we find a way #khalil chishtee #friendship breakups #carl phillips #death #loss #parallels

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on breakups, and trying to not regret the love that existed

that's what i get by wallows // a not admitting of the wound by emily dickinson // speeches for dr. frakenstein by margaret atwood //  ijeoma umebinyuo

#web weaving #webweaving #breakup #i just needed to get this out somewhere #wallows #emily dickinson #poetry #margaret atwood #grief

[caritasangelus]

new year same me

a uquiz // working for the knife, mitski // cringe, matt maeson // to swim with god, warsan shire // play as it lays, joan didion // kafka // i had a dream about you, richard siken // dream girl, clementine von radics // 14 lines from love letters or suicide notes, doc luben

#on identity

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birds of america by lorrie moore // snow and dirty rain by richard siken // motion sickness - phoebe bridgers // quote by katherine mansfield // normal people (2020) // night shift - lucy dacus // all about love by bell hooks // underneath by jorie graham // faithful and virtuous night by louise glück // god’s silence by franz wright

#web weaving #endings

[caritasangelus]

NEVER apologize for leaving long tags when you reblog from me. i am reading it like its my daily newspaper in the morning. idc if idk shit about what ur talking about, its like checking out the gossip from the next town over

#seriously i love reading the tags when people reblog from me #gabriel talks

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the stages of grief when it comes to terminal illness and hoping to meet again

i had a dream about you, richard siken // i know the end, phoebe bridgers // helena, my chemical romance // all the things i wanted to say by @caritasangelus // cancer, my chemical romance // blooming blood flower by @caritasangelus // bye-bye, darling by BØRNS

#web weaving #grief #richard siken #writing #poetry #my writing #borns #phoebe bridgers #my chemical romance #webweaving #web weave #:“”) #words

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do you guys remember that one part in goncharov (1973) where andrey looks in the mirror and he punches it because he keeps getting reminded of his first kill and goncharov homoerotically bandaged his hands afterwards

#shitpost #goncharov #absurdity #unreality #goncharov 1973

[caritasangelus]

thank you so much for the motivation 😭 nanowrimo really be kicking my ass rn….

[caritasangelus]

Toi Derricotte, “November”

[text id: oh soul, / i feel cold and unused to/  such space as breath and eternity / around me. /  so much room in silence]

#poetry

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the way somebody comes back but only in a dream

1.)Hannah Lock, Not Quite Here / 2.)Wendell Berry, “A Meeting” / 3.)Euripides, Grief Lessons: Four Plays by Euripides, tr. Anne Carson / 4.)Leila Chatti, “I Dreamed I Forgot” / 5.)Anna Akhmatova, Poem Without A Hero and Selected Poems, tr. Lenore Mayhew & William Mcnaughton / 6.)John Berger, A Seventh Man / 7.)Euripides, Grief Lessons: Four Plays by Euripides, tr. Anne Carson / 8.)Xie Lei, Blow / 9.)Frank Bidart, “Light” / 10.)Li Qingzhao, “Tune: Pertridge Sky,” tr. Jiaosheng Wang / 11.)The Dog Island. Ubisoft, 2007 / 12.)Elisa Gonzalez, “After My Brother’s Death, I Reflect on the Iliad” / 13.)Ōtomo No Yakamochi, Written on the Sky; Poems from the Japanese, tr. Kenneth Rexroth / 14.)@/solavey, indigo / 15.)Louise Glück, 12.6.71

#grief #in my dreams you are still alive #i think that is enough #poetry #web weaving

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something about grief and the feelings i've been dealing with for a while

the only thing by sufjan stevens // beautiful short loser by ocean vuong // to people in paintings by @caritasangelus // bombay sapphire by holly warburton // forever winter by taylor swift // still life with skulls and bacon // john my beloved by sufjan stevens // final notations by adrienne rich // growing around grief // the reassurance by thom gunn // cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant // spirit hold by holly warburton // grief by stephen dobyns // this isn't the end by owl city

#web weaving #grief #poetry #art #holly warburton #owl city #sufjan stevens #ocean vuong #taylor swift #richard siken #adrienne rch #my writing #ollie mn #thom gunn #cage the elephant #stephen dobyns #its just one of those nights #i miss him even if its been five years #sometimes i wish i could have done something #but #it's always going to end with a but #loss is loss and #it's just how it is

[caritasangelus]

#they are not wrong

[caritasangelus]

— musings about the moon (dedicated to our moon)

Anna Sexton, Linda Pastan, Pablo Neruda, Nina Mouawad, Franz Kafka, Anaïs Nin, Warsan Shire, Enomoto Seifu-jo, Sara Eliza Johnson, Margaret Atwood

˗ˏˋin case you’d like to buy me a☕ˎˊ˗      

#moon #poetry #i love the moon she's my homie

[caritasangelus]

in you, a soft landing i can lean back on. in you, love softly found. my best friend, until the end of time.

sweet nothings by taylor swift // a courtship by @caritasangelus // happy shoppers by holly warburton // like real people do by hozier // tenderness and love by joseph lorusso // sun ray denomination by @caritasangelus // angel baby by troye sivan // the welcome by gilbert parker //best friend by laufey

#web weaving #love #relationships #domestic bliss #fluff #this is for a very specific someone #love still lives on no matter what #and i will love you #until the end of time #poetry #laufey #troye sivan #taylor swift #midnights #hozier #original work #my writing #gilbert parker