The next day, Chenle was walking in the middle of Mark and Haechan, holding their hands and laughing happily about a story mark was telling. The three lovers walked to their usual spots at the lunch table, but sitting where Chenle always sat, in between Haechan and Jisung, was a pink envelope. "Ohh! What's this!?" He giggled and ripped it open, unfolding the note and reading it "someone... likes me?" He looked around the cafeteria confused, wondering if the person who wrote the letter was there at that moment. "What's that baby?" Haechan asked curiously, leaning over Chenle's shoulder to read the note. "Awe! Markie! Someone has a crush on our Lele, isn't that cute~" he smiled and placed a big kiss to the younger's cheek. Chenle smiled softly as a small blush coated his cheeks and nose. "As long as they don't try anything it is" Mark smiled "they seem to understand that you're in a relationship so a tiny crush never did any harm". As the three laughed and discussed the mysterious letter, Jisung sat beside Chenle, looking down nervously, hoping that no one will figure out that it's him. "Hey Lele~ what's that?" Their friend Renjun chirped and grabbed the letter from his hands, scanning his eyes over it quickly "I wonder who it is" said Jaemin, who was reading it over his shoulder along with Jeno. "Hmm what do you think, Jisung?" Jeno smirked at the group's youngest with a knowing look on his face. "I-I um... I d-don't know.. maybe just some random fan girls or something..." Jisung stuttered our quickly and threw a big glare at Jeno. "Anyway" Mark cut into the conversation "let's go to the movies tonight! Just us three, on a date"
Mark Smiled happily as the other 2 nodded in agreement. Jisung looked down sadly again and bit on his lip. "Hey Sungie, are you alright? You seem a little down" Chenle, bless his soul, said with a worried look on his face, rubbing Jisung's shoulder softly. Jisung nodded and whispered to himself quietly "as long as you're happy, right?"
You don’t know who’s writing this, and you hopefully will never find out, but I just wanted you to know that I love you. I’ve loved you ever since we were kids and no matter how much I try to get over you I can’t. I thought I was for a little bit, but in the end it just came back to you. I know you’re dating Mark and Hyuk, and you three look happy so I’m not selfish enough to tell you who I really am. Just know, if you’re ever sad, that you always have someone who loves you with all their heart no matter what, that person is me. You are one of the most beautiful people I know and just seeing you smile makes my day. some day, I wish to be the one putting a smile on your face, just like mark and Hyuk do.
To help cope with his forbidden crush, Jisung began to write little love notes for Chenle. At first, he never intended to ever send Chenle a letter, but one day after he was forced to watch Chenle and Mark making out, as he sat on Donghyuk's lap, he couldn’t help himself. He stood up with tears welling up in his eyes, threatening to fall, and he quickly ran to the bathroom, grabbing a pen and paper. He wrote down all of his feelings and sealed it up, putting it in a small pink envelope and signing it from “P”
Every since Jisung first saw Chenle, the only word he could think of in his head was perfect. Absolutely perfect. Everything from Chenle’s dolphin laugh, to his floofy hair, and even the way he chews on his bottom lip whenever he’s nervous screams perfection to him. Oh, what he would do to be able to hold him, kiss him, give him all of his love. But, sadly, there’s one thing in between Jisung and being with the man he loves. He was currently in a relationship with their good friends Mark Lee, and Lee Donghyuk. As time went on, it became a little harder every day for Jisung to go to school and see the love of his life getting smothered in hugs and kisses, by 2 men that aren’t him. As much as Jisung loves Chenle with his whole heart, he also loves Haechan and Mark, and sees them as 2 of his best friends. So he keeps quiet, as long as everyone’s happy. As long at Chenle’s happy. As long as that beautiful smile is still on his face, even if he’s not the one putting it there.
rb this and I’ll send you a picture of an idol who matches your personality based on your blog and I won’t stop later no matter how much I hate myself for saying this 🔫