#&&. rambles !!

[an1muuarts]

resting bitch face anime laios

#dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #laios #laios touden #rambles

[sad-leon]

what if i gave rise leo BPD...

his anger manifests in the form of self-sabotage and self harm. he asks donnie to sound proof his room when they get to the new lair so he can wreck it without concerning everyone else. before that he'd sneak to the surface and wreck an already messy alleyway

his self harm is recklessness. he gets hurt in fights as much as he can and still get away with just a "please be more careful" lecture from raph

speaking of raph, his oldest brother is his favorite person. so when raph starts to brush him to the side and distrust him, he doesnt take it well. when he does something to impress raph and all he gets is "finally..." thats when he disappears for hours and comes back home with sore arms and usually some scrapes and many bruises

he becomes a medic because they can't ignore him if he helps them. plus he can get better at hiding his breakdowns if he can take care of his own injuries

he wants to be in the spotlight so bad until the spotlight shines on him and suddenly his skin fits wrong

splinter and raph brush it off as teenage hormones. donnie shuts it out. mikey is the first person to realize leo's moods aren't normal, but he doesnt want to confront the fact the bpd comes from trauma, so he tries to support leo as best he can

april doesnt realize how much leo's mood shifts until she spends a night in the lair and realizes that leo isn't as hyper as he presents himself. he tries to mask, but he's too tired and the sudden silence from leo throws april off. it creates a rift between them. even when leo is happier around april, she knows somethings wrong- knows its not quite as genuine as she thought.

she spends more time around donnie than leo and leo thinks its for the best. eventually all his brothers- all his family prefer spending time with someone thats not him. he tells himself its for the better- the less time they spend around him, the less likely he'll be upset around them and end up making them upset

leo convinces himself he's meant to be alone and puts his all into being the team medic and spends the rest of his time alone and dissociating. he hates being the leader- having everyones eyes on him all the time. watching him. waiting for him to mess up- to act out- to prove they were right not to trust him

.... idk.. just a thought

#rambles #hi its projection hours because yesterday was absolute shit #self harm #bpd #borderline #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rottmnt leo #borderline leo #vent #<- just in case cuz all of this is projection #if i catch anyone talking shit about this disorder in the comments ill fucking fight you #bpd is fucking ass and the only fucking relief is living vicariously through my favs so im gonna do that #leo has a family and is rarely ever truly alone so theres your happy ending #might make him hypersexual as well but if i do anything with that its not gonna be on this blog

[tannnnblogs]

very silly, sun-crazed anon here:

Y'know, for a place named "Tops" you'd think tha- Hey, wait! Stop!

the very silly, sun-crazed anon gets carted away by securitrons.

#rambles #anon #anonymous #fallout #fnv #fallout new vegas #courier 6 #my art

[fleshdyke]

its so fucked up how small diamond doves are. why are you tiny...

#rambles #birds

[dreamingaboutsakuratrees]

I know Tim is usually portrayed as a "thinks mayonnaise is proper seasoning" white guy, but I love the idea of mixed Tim, especially half east Asian Tim, and even MORE specifically, half Japanese Tim. Idk why it just makes sense in my brain. Every Tim I write is half Japanese in my mind even if it doesn't make it to the final product.

I also like the idea of white passing, half Korean Tim. Imagine everyone thinking he can't handle spice because they've seen Bruce trying to eat takis and he almost died, but Tim grew up with his mother's kimchi which was made to burn through solid steel and has an unhealthy obsession with spicy noodles (think buldak, shin ramyun, etc). This guy could eat California Reapers like grapes without so much as flushing and is honestly terrifying to witness (i guess this scenario would also work with Japanese!Tim, but tbh I know more about spicy Korean food than spicy Japanese food).

#dc #batman #batfam #batfamily #dc universe #rambles #dc comics #tim drake #batman and robin #Japanese Tim Drake #mixed Tim Drake #Asian Tim Drake #korean Tim Drake

[bbxspn]

awfully intimate we’re feeling 😁🤔🤔🤔 (the directors knew what they were doing with the last pic)

#destiel #fellas is it gay to grip my homie like this???? #supernatural #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #girlblogging #spn #rambles #holding hands #hmm #very interesting #idk how to tag this #misha collins #jensen ackles #cockles

[no-oneknowsmyname]

Things I'm not ready for:

1. Another possibility of Etho streaming (doubt it but STILL)

2. Etho possibly changing to a team skin (more possible cuz he's mentioned he would have changed a skin for last MCC if he was asked)

I'm so so happy he's joining MCC again, this one is gonna be GOOD. pink parrots is definitely gonna be Team Good Vibes and Team Not-Last

#rambles #ethoslab #mcc #TANGO AND SKIZZ TOO LIKE WHAT #the cartoon sounds that will happen in this teams pov..... #pink parrots

[jingsyuans]

thinking abt being in a meeting with jy and seeing his eyes continuously falling shut as he tries to keep himself awake so you hand him a piece of candy like liquorice or something. idk why but that genuinely works for keeping people awake and its just a cute thing to imagine tbh

I love this idea a lot!!! Changing the flavor up on him every so often to see how his expression subtly changes, smiling to yourself until he meets your gaze. He smiles too. “I like this one,” he says. “What’s the flavor?”

And you tut, keeping the candies in your bag. “The general should be able to figure that out. Let me know when you do.”

He figures it out pretty quickly but he likes playing the game, making a sleepy guess every time you pass him one whenever he starts to nod off. You’ll change it up once he finally gives you the right answer.

#my sleeby guy……. he loves u #rambles #jing yuan #jing yuan x reader #hsr x reader

[nnnneeev]

Good morning solobesties

#rambles #obey me solomon #obey me #he looks so cute hgggfggfff

[biocrafthero]

The parallel here is going to make me fucking explode

#rambles #isat spoilers #ISAT #LITERALLY IM GOING TO BECOME THE JOKER

[nomeniko]

mahirus mv settings/backgrounds r all literally the same thing structure wise how do you even begin cooking up repeating motifs this good

#rambles #milgram #mahiru shiina #who looks at a carousel and goes #ah yeah. like a bird cage #it also just took me now to realize that the tree trunks r caging them in i cant do this

[taxkha]

I'm finally catching up on the dunmeshi anime and I already liked Laios and Shuros argument a lot in the manga but now when watching it Laios saying that Shuro should have told him sooner that he doesn't want to be around him hits even harder. Him not being able to pick up on social cues very well only for others to get mad at him for that when they could have just tell him something directly... agh. ARGH.

#dungeon meshi #rambles

[tannnnblogs]

I have a QUESTION for the LOBOTOMITE. If it had to CHOOSE between a filthy commie DEATHCLAW and a herd of patriotic American CAZADORES to FIGHT TO THE DEATH then WHICH will it CHOOSE?

Easy. A cazador, because

#rambles #anon #anonymous #fallout #fnv #fallout new vegas #courier 6

[stardustshimmer]

rumor has it that if you crack open a can of tuna at 2AM Magolor will come to your house

#magical things will happen #source: trust me bro #kirby #magolor #rambles #food mention

[dreamingaboutsakuratrees]

Steph: *examining some crates at a warehouse the Bats are investigating* So do we know what's inside these pills?

Tim: B says it's some powder that makes the user lose inhibitions or something

Steph: So, it's like, drugs?

Jason: *trying oh so hard not to laugh, because he's been waiting for this opportunity for literal years* It's better than drugs, Jeremy

Steph: Jere-?

Tim: *makes eye contact with Jason, knowing exactly what he's talking about because he's also a nerd*

Jason: *recognizes the nerd stare*

Tim and Jason:

IT'S FROM JAPAN

Steph: what the fuck

#I don't where this came from #I'm sorry #dc #batman #batfam #batfamily #dc universe #rambles #dc comics #tim drake #batman and robin #Jason Todd #stephanie brown #steph brown #stephanie brown spoiler #jason todd red hood #tim drake red robin

[astrophilip]

the way phil said "i wanna do an experiment to see if i can make dan TINGLE" and dan's response was not disgust but rather a little smile with big eyes and an expression of anticipation. should i leave?

#being a phannie means accepting the role of third wheel forever #dan and phil #dnp #rambles