#HANS SUFFERED E N O U G H

[dameronscopilot]

me, 20 minutes into Die kommenden Tage: i love (1) nerdy glasses-wearing, bird-watching photographer Hans with my whole heart!!! also me, two hours later: what the FUCK

#daniel bruhl #daniel bruehl #daniel brühl #Die kommenden Tage #The Coming Days #still can't over the fact that she left him in the first place #daniel was so soft in this are you fucking kidding me #and she had to come back and ruin his life for what??? #COULDN'T JUST LET HIM LIVE OUT HIS DAYS IN HIS CABIN WITH HIS BIRDS IN PEACE??? #so did he live though? #HANS SUFFERED E N O U G H

[karivem]

Favorite TV Shows & Movies I watched in 2020

In chronological order, divided by month.

J A N U A R Y

Anne with an E Season 3

What a beautiful season! I loved Anne’s character growth and her relationship with Matthew and Marilla. This season had so many interesting storylines and compelling characters. I always love the life lessons and women empowerment this show presents. The romantic aspects of the season and the kiss in that last episode were perfect.

Parasite (2019)

This is a masterpiece. I watched it with my family on cinemas and we all loved it. The acting was great, there was a perfect combination of comedy and drama and the ending was amazing; it was depressing yet very realistic that it hurt my soul.

F E B R U A R Y

Ragnarok Season 1

Never thought I’d like a show about Thor, but this take on norse mythology was amazing to watch. I loved the protagonist and the setting of the show. This is a Norwegian fantasy show and all the actors are very talented. The characters (although weird) were very unique and the ending left me so excited for season 2.

Altered Carbon Season 1

This is not only a show, is an experience. The cast, the setting, the plot and the relationships are fantastic. It has many action scenes I enjoyed, it has mystery and a great protagonist. The world building is so rich and interesting. I love Joel Kinnaman and Martha Higareda, they did an amazing acting job and their chemistry was wonderful. Everything about s1 was so great but, don’t watch s2, it is terrible. You can just watch season 1 as a mini series and be happy.

Jojo Rabbit (2019)

This movie broke my heart but also made me laugh so hard. I love the characters and the actors. The soundtrack was brilliant and the development of the story was so well done. It has many remarkable moments and quotes I loved. I never thought I’d like a movie about the second world war this much but I did. This movie deserves so much more recognition because it is fantastic, one of my all time favorites.

M A R C H

Elite Season 3

Not the best season of the show but it was great. It was one of my most anticipated season premieres and I binge-watched it like crazy. I love the characters and the relationships, I’m so invested in all the stories and the vibe of this show. The new characters were the weakest part of the season but overall there were many amazing moments I loved. Even Kevin McHale made a cameo!! Can’t wait for season 4.

The Chronicles of Narnia trilogy (2005 - 2010)

I watched these movies after reading the book series and I feel in love with the characters. I love the Pevensies so much, Edmund is my favorite but I love them all. The lion the witch and the wardrobe is my favorite movie out of the 3 but they all are great movies in my opinion. Caspian is also a fantastic character. The magic and the meaning of the stories are amazing and timeless.

The hunger games saga (2012 - 2015)

I rewatched this saga with my sister and we loved it. We cried and suffered throughout Mockingjay part 1 & 2 of course. I love this world so much, it is vast, interesting and full of epic moments. Katniss is a queen and Peeta is my beautiful soft boy. I love Finnick, Haymitch, Effie and many other characters. The social commentary of these movies and the rebellion are very impactful aspects the saga achieved.

A P R I L

El hoyo (2019)

This movie is disturbing in many ways but it is so great. This is a dystopia that talks about the worst aspects of society. It’s hard to see people’s behaviors and attitudes towards each other but you know they are realistic. The movie shows many things you can reflect on. The acting was great, the characters were interesting and the tone was grimm and mysterious.

Outer Banks Season 1

Teenage drama, summer setting, a hidden treasure and many adventures. The characters are interesting, the cast is gorgeous and the found family relationship of the group is beautiful. This show feels so fresh and exciting, the plot is very fun to follow but it also deals with hard topics like toxic relationships and abusive families.

M A Y

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1 (2010) & part 2 (2011)

I rewatched these movies after reading the book and I fell more in love with the world, with Harry and with the conclusion of the story. I love part 1 a little bit more but both movies have such an epic feeling to me. I love the anticipation for the Battle of Hogwarts and the exciting fighting scenes. The ending always makes me cry, I love it.

The imitation game (2014)

This movie is so important, everyone should watch it. It is based on true events and Benedict Cumberbatch is amazing in it, his performance was stunning. I loved the protagonist, the story and the side characters. Upon this rewatch I noticed more how everything was remarkable, there were a lot of well written dramatic scenes and the moments near the end broke my heart.

J U N E

Gotham Season 5

I love Gotham so much!!! This season was amazing but so short, I needed more. I love Bruce and seeing how he became Batman was an epic experience. I love the heroes, the villains, the dynamics between many characters and the humor of this show. I will miss Gotham and the many great episodes and adventures it gave me. Also, I love Oswald and Nygma together and for me they are married and in love.

Dark Season 1 - 3

I rewatched the first 2 seasons in preparation for the third one’s premiere and I watched s3 in a day. I was so obsessed. This show is so brilliant, it plays with your mind and it deals with a lot of existential topics. I love it so so much, is one of my favorites forever. Season 2 is my favorite but overall the show has so many great things to offer. It has drama, great characters, shocking plot twists, an ideal amount of romance and the weirdest, most complicated family tree ever.

Star Wars Original trilogy (1977 - 1883)

I’m surprised I finally watched these movies, and I’m even more surprised I loved them! Luke is a fantastic protagonist, Darth Vader is an epic villain and the world is so immersive. I want to be a Jedi, I want to have adventures around the galaxy. I love Han and Leia’s love story and I love R2, C-3PO and Chewie. 

J U L Y

Star Wars Sequel trilogy (2015 - 2019)

These movies for me were amazing, well episode 9 not so much but overall the trilogy was great. I love the new characters and all the references to the original trilogy. Episode 7 feels so nostalgic to me even though I watched the whole Star Wars saga this year. I love the character development of practically every single character here and I love the epic feeling of the fight scenes. In my opinion this trilogy is worth watching, you can’t change my mind.

Barbie and the magic of pegasus (2005)

I’m a sucker for old Barbie movies and this year I made a rewatch marathon with my sister. This one was the one that stayed on my mind for many weeks. I love the magic of the story and the relationship between Annika and Aidan.

The truth about the Harry Quebert affair Season 1

Amazing actors, intriguing premise and a well written mystery. I love this show and its book so much, this is an awesome book to tv adaptation. The plot is brilliant, the setting is beautiful and the characters are interesting. I love Harry and Marcus’s relationship, I love Nola, I love how the pieces fit together so perfectly and how there are no loose ends. This show is very underrated, it deserves more recognition because it’s fantastic.

The baby-sitters club Season 1

This show is so cute and funny. I love the cast, they’re perfect for their roles. It has quite a simple premise but it talks about many important topics of today’s society. The aesthetic of the show is so beautiful, is perfect to watch with you family and it has great pop culture references. I love the vibe of the show and I’m so glad it got renewed for a second season!

A U G U S T

The umbrella academy Season 2

I watched this twice and I liked it better the second time around. I still can’t decide which Hargreeves I love the most, they’re all amazing in their own way. This season was great, it had many beautiful moments and great action sequences. It also had baby Pogo. Do yourself a favor: watch it and listen to the soundtrack.

House of Anubis Season 1

I rewatched one of my favorite shows of my pre-teenage years and I loved season 1 a lot, s2 is not that great and s3 doesn’t exist for me but s1 is perfect. I love the mystery, the boarding school setting, the teen drama and the characters so much. Fabina forever!!!

The truman show (1998)

This movie is FANTASTIC. It has comedy, drama, romance and sci-fi elements with a concept that makes it an instant classic. This was the first time I watched it and I’m amazed by how brilliant it is and how many references to spirituality and capitalism it has. It has a great villain and a protagonist whose character arc is wonderful to watch. I loved the iconic Truman Burbank quote and the ending was just perfect.

S E P T E M B E R

A series of unfortunate events Season 2 & 3 

Rewatching and old favorite always feels so great. I have no words to describe how much I love this series and the Baudelaire siblings. This show is perfect, it has a hilarious sense of humor I love. I love the drama, the tragedy and the ridiculous schemes Count Olaf plots. It also has music and a cast of actors I adore. Season 1 is also amazing but my favorites are 2 & 3.

Tinker Bell and the great fairy rescue (2010)

I made a marathon of all the Tinker Bell movies with my sister and this one was a surprise. I never thought I’d like it because my memories of it weren’t particularly good but wow, this movie was so cute and full of heart. Everything you hope to see in a fairies movie is here. It’s entertaining and very magical.

O C T O B E R

Julie and the Phantoms Season 1

BEST SHOW EVER! I’ve been screaming my love for jatp everywhere, I even made a video about it. This show came to save my 2020. I love the characters, the cast, the ships, the MUSIC, the plot... Every single thing is amazing. I can’t recommend it enough, please watch it and you will see the great masterpiece Kenny Ortega created.

The rocky horror picture show (1975)

I rewatched this movie for Halloween and I realised how much I enjoy it. I love it. It is weird and very sexual but it’s brilliant and has awesome songs. The characters are unique and the situations are bizzarre, the plot starts being simple but it ends in full science fiction madness. Now I need to go to a screening of the movie.

N O V E M B E R

Lost Season 4 

I mention only season 4 because with this rewatch I realized it’s my favorite but ALL SEASONS are part of my best tv shows of the year. Lost is a show that changed my perspective on tv and gave me so many great life lessons. It is a masterpiece. It has an awesome cast of characters, drama, comedy and mystery. This show is superior to newer shows in many ways, it is so well done and the season finales are always packed with action and emotive moments. It uses foreshadowing, flashbacks, flashforwards and many other brilliant narrative devices that make the show a unique experience. Worth watching even after many years after its ending.

D E C E M B E R

Gravity Falls Season 1 & 2

Another rewatch. This is my favorite animated show. I love it so so much. Dipper Pines and me are practically the same person, I relate to him a lot. I love the mystery of the show, all the supernatural creatures, the science fiction and the plot twists. This is more than just a show for kids, this is a masterpiece of storytelling and animation.

Alice in Wonderland (1951)

I decided after re-reading the books to give this movie another chance because I didn’t use to like it. But oh boy, this time I loved it. I loved the songs and the madness of Wonderland. I get now why is many people’s favorite.

The queen’s gambit Season 1

I guess I love chess now, like every person who watched this show. The acting was superb, the characters and the plot were very well written. The pacing, the soundtrack, the setting, I loved everything. Anya Taylor-Joy is a queen, I have no doubt of that. I loved the ending, I was so proud of Beth Harmon!

A Christmas carol (2009)

My sister has always loved this movie but I wasn’t a big fan. This year I read the book, and watching the movie again made me appreciate the story a lot. I’m a big fan now, I think this movie is unique because it has motion capture animation, a timeless story and Jim Carrey acting multiple roles. A true gem in my opinion.

*the end* thanks 4 reading

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[eradawns]

― she clothes herself in B L O O D, sanguine & silky, crisp & collected. her visage is beautiful, intimidating; a hurricane enclosed, brewing brutal. she is striking in both regards, beauty & pain, manicured hands saturated with suffering, with the ichor of her enemies. when once she struggled to survive, now she warms to winning.

HANNAH JOHN KAMEN // have you met QI’RA yet ? SHE is a THIRTY-FOUR year old FEMALE HUMAN. she’s originally from CORELLIA and now shows loyalty to THE UNALIGNED. she is best known for being LEADER OF THE CRIMSON DAWN, and i hear she’s pretty CUNNING yet OVER-CONFIDENT at times; i hope she survives the galactic civil war.

the past ; once she was a little girl, a child of corellia, born to the streets & bred to survive, scrambling for scraps & fighting for it all. working for the white worms, that girl used all her cunning & drive to stay alive, becoming h e a d g i r l to proxima. once rivals, she found herself embroiled and engaged with han solo, with whom she was torn from after a deal gone wrong, her service to sarkin enneb the price for the crystal coaxium. from sarkin, she was passed through prying hands, burned & branded by dryden vos, a man who she would learn to call mentor ( and many other names ). a lieutenant in his service, she fell into her former lover's arms again in 10 bby, for whom she sacrificed blood & brothers, extinguishing vos and elevated to the dark lord m a u l ' s side, with whom she would remain, more bound in faith and deeds than dryden. death came to him at no hands of her own, and his throne she took, bearing the burden - or perhaps the gift - of the crimson dawn.

the present ; heavy may be the head that wears the crown, but the street-rat no longer feels the weight, spine straight and every neat hair in place. she may have been born into a world of harsh duracrete & steel, but the life of luxury & leadership she leads gives no sign to her origin, to the mechanized planet where she loved & lost. the s u n has risen, and she has driven it across the sky; when once she was nothing, now she is everything but. crimson dawn survived the empire, and now it thrives, emerging bright into the half-dark world, and with a warning : beware. a fair fight means nothing when all is on the line.

#CORELLIA MADE ; info #galactics.intro

[britishchick09]

1984 livewatch

the time has finally come to watch the full movie! it’ll be sad, it’ll be disturbing, it’ll possibly be cringy, but it’ll be a lot of fun! :D

we start out with the mgm lion! noice ;)

epic quote B)

wait why is opera music playing i thought we’d start at the 2 minutes hate

OMG what if they’re gonna hate on opera

this looks like a drive-in movie tbh

narrator: “this is a land of peace and hope, a land of plenty...” OH SHUT UP YOU

they’re showing wheat like it’s little house on the prairie BOI YOU’RE IN LONDON

this is epic propaganda B)

what if the war footage was taken from ww2 and thus... isn’t real :o

HOLD UP is the eurasian war racist?

THE QUEEN HAS ENTERED THE CHAT

WHAT ARE THEY ALL SHOUTING I CAN’T HEAR WHAT THE FDR GUY IS SAYING SHUT UPPPPP

oh no it be u (his face is like ‘WHAT IS GOING ON’ and it’s very lol)

julia’s so into this! :o

o’brien’s like ‘ohhh!!!’

look who decided to SHOW UP FINALLY

he pauses a bit before reluctantly joining in yas ♥

OMG THIS IS LIKE A SCHOOL ASSEMBLY STOP TALKING GEEZ

good they stopped!

WOWWW DON’T EVEN LIST SUZANNA HAMILTON’S NAME WITH THE OTHERS GIVE HER A ‘WITH’ CREDIT WOWWWWW

this IS a school assembly they’re going back to work!

winston in glasses *chef’s kiss*

ooh a rotary dial! great use of tech from when the book was written :D

winston’s looking over at syme WITH SO MUCH JEALOUSY lol

what if the words they speak are just random stuff with no meaning

OMG confession!!!!!

poor winnie with his cough :(

this confession sounds JUST LIKE WINSTON’S OMG!!!!

winston: “bugger!” he’s a brit lol :D

epic B)

OMG this guy read goldstein’s book SO DID WINSTON!!!!

i love how the diary is in a brick hole that’s so cool :D

the diary scene was filmed on april 4th just like in the movie so that’s way rad man :D

i want you valley!!! :D

ooh they’re put a smol scene of his childhood in there coolio! :D

he  s l e e p

this violin squeak tho :o

OMG THIS IS THE STANDING UP SCHOOL SCENE

it’s not but i can easily imagine it lol :D

he’s a stick omg ;o

when the lady talks to him you know it’s not a recording ;)

lady: “anyone under 45 is perfectly capable of touching his toes” BOI

oh no PARSONS

parsons: “choco rations are going up” c h o c o

parsons: “i seem to have run out of razor blades for some reason’ yeah,,, for some reason... ;)

this is so a cafeteria scene at school

THEY SAW EACH OTHER OMG

♫ i suddenly see him standing there, a beautiful stranger tall and fair, i wanna stuff this weird food in my faaaace! ♫ :D

me: “this is so romantic!” winston’s thoughts: “lemme smash HER WITH A ROCK”

wait did the lady say pineapple grenade???

HIS FACE LOOOL

syme rip boi

the 11th edition isn’t thicc :/

aww winston’s smol nod ♥

parsons: “by 2050 we won’t have conversations like this!” yeah because of screens lol

OMG the food looks and taste like meat but isn’t IT’S PLANT BASED MEAT!!!! :o

parsons just pulled a ‘hey need help with that?’ and put winston’s food on his plate EPIC

julia’s lookin’ at u ;)

YAS PROLES HOPE!!! :D

oh no DON’T TALK ABOUT THE 50 YEAR OLD WOMAN SEX WINSTON

OH NOOOOOOO

he liked the ‘bright red lips’ yet...

THIS CHICK’S LIPS AREN’T BRIGHT BOI

poor baby desperate for money :(

let’s GET THIS BEAT

hand on cheek = doublepluscute ^_^

epic foreshadowing B)

OMG CHESTNUT TREE POEM FORESHADOWINNNGGGGGG

OMG a couple is making out in the bar EPIC

winston’s just like ‘nnope’

OMG THE THOUGHT POLICE WERE FOLLOWING????

he’s at an antique store in prescott bless his heart ♥

mr. charrington sounds so kind WHYYYY

THE BIRTH OF A QUEEN ♥

mr. charrington says ‘4 dollars’ but they’re in london??

YAS BELLS OF ST. CLEMENS!!!! :D

winston: “what was that?” mr. charrington: “something old.” no DUH

they see each other againnn!!!!! :D

winston writes that he hates her SAME WITH A LOOK LIKE THAT

OMG SMOL WINNIE BIG O’BRIEN????? :o

his mom is lying dead in the field like the erza kid in ‘kirsten’s promise’ :(

he’s just... staring

OMG SPYING ON THE SPICY STARING ACTION :o

she PLONKED

that ‘ow!’ was so fake jules!

this is like anna and hans but not as bad underneath!

julia: “it’s nothing!” but this is turning out to be something... ;)

we’re half an hour in and wowza it’s gone by so fast! :D

winston: *gets a cute love note from julia* YEET!

THE HELICOPTER IS BACC!!!!! they’re really not making the spying subtle

OMG THIS IS THE THOUGHT CRIMINAL SCENE YAAAAS!!!!! :D

winston is the best plummer confirmed

kid: “you’re a thought criminal!” winston: *gives a slight ‘wha’ face and smiles* ICONIC

:)

the crowd is clapping and cheering over the war yet winston’s not doing anything SAME

jules is just scooching by lol

HAND HOLDING WHILE PASSING A NOTE OMG ♥♥

the sky does exist! :o

the telescreen has some great music :D

winston’s joining the ‘big man’s hiking group’ suure you are... ;)

the train is going to the beat of the kids’ singing coolio! :D

big brother is called ‘bb’ yas bby!

YEEES THE I WANT YOU VALLEY SCEENE!!!!!

the lq audio made the twig crack and the leave brushing really weird lol

winston: “i want you.” I-CON-IC!!!! :D

THAT SMIRK THO

winston: “i want everyone corrupt.” julia: “i’ll suit you, then. i’m corrupt to the core.” *mal screech*

OH NONONONOONO SHE GONNA TAKE HER TOP OFF BI PANIC BI PANICCC!!!!!

she really went commando huh

ALL THE WAY

the sex looks like it hurts NO WAY MAN NOT FOR ME NNNNOPE

i’m glad it was only a part you couldn’t really see and not a full on thing I DON’T NEED THAT

awww she’s so peaceful after big naughty :)

this is vaguely gay...

aww winston’s hair ruffling in the wind ♥

c r o n c h

also did he just cronch into a potato???

OMG THIS IS JUST LIKE SCHOOL

teacher: “when the orgasm is finally eradicated...” totally julia: “NOT ON MY WATCH”

winston is the kid who smokes in glass while julia is the one kid who Just Doesn’t Care lol :D

thoughtcrime THIS IS THOTCRIME

wow syme is still alive?

julia: “you dropped your ink pencil” you mean pen?

winnie’s back in prescott! :D

the room is 4 bucks a night noice B)

BACC TO THE H8 BBY

the modern say 2 minutes hate is probably just a livestream with kids texting ‘h8 xd’ in the chat lol :D

winston’s thoughts: “she who is so careful...” boi she threw a dictionary at the telescreen in the book THAT’S SO NOT CAREFUL

hey girl CUTE LQ SMILE YOU HAVE THERE!!! :D

YAS THE REAL COFFEE SCENE!!!!! :D

she has so many smiles YAS!!!!

she’s so eager with showing him I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JULES ♥♥♥

she says ‘real sugar, real bread’ and... jam

winston: “how did you manage to get all this?” jules has her ways... ;)

winston: “i want you” julia: “i want you too” YAS :D ♥♥

the thiccc singer is here!! :D

she’s so pretty! ♥

aww the stroke ♥

his hands are shaking as he touches her :(

winston: “freedom is the freedom to say two plus two equals four. if that is granted, all else follows” iconic!

YAS THE PAPER!!! :D

it be gin time ;)

he scratches the face off the gin bottle woah :o

I JUST REALIZED THAT THIS IS O’BRIEN :o

winston’s little ‘yes!’ at getting the 10th newspeak dictionary ♥

that’s a look of longing my friends! :o

winston: “the call has come. all my life i’ve been waiting for it...” and now he’ll go into the unknown... ;)

AAND we cut to naked julia eating an apple! slight bi panic

she’s touching the paperweight queen love it ♥

SHE KNOWS THE CLEMENS YAS!!! :D

julia: “i just know it!” BOI YOUR G-PA HELPED OUT

winston: “the only thing to do is to walk out of here before it’s too late” thus my ‘julia lives’ au comes in! :D

winston: “never seen one another again” ...oh he was talking about that NOT IN MY AU SON

julia: “you do, i do.” omg marriage :o

YAAAS JULSTON KISS!!!!!!! :D

fluffy! ♥

julia: “i love you.” awww :)

winston: “julia. do you think the resistance is real?” julia: “none of it’s real.” STRAWBERRY FIELDS FOREVER!

♥

OMFG THERE WAS AN EXPLOSION :o

work is scrambling like eggs!

poor headache bby! :(

epic B)

winston’s dreaming of his bishy selfish chocolate mom adventure!

the rats were there when his mom and sister were vaporized! :o

she’s in the dress! ♥

they’re talking about betrayal and julia’s like ‘they can’t do that!” OH BOI BUT THEY CAN!!!!

julia: “they can’t get to your heart” aww :)

awkward...

winston sees o’brien WITHOUT JULIA THE F????

this feels like the principal’s office lol :D

o’brien’s voice is so deep and british ♥

the way he clutches the newspeak dictionary is so cute! :D

aww he’s stroking the pages as he reads :)

the oceania anthem sounds russian :o

YAAAAAAAASSSS!!!!!!! :D

so soft ♥♥

winston: “julia, my love.” MY LOVE MY LOVE AHHH!!!! :D

YEES THE COFFEE SMILEEE!!!!! :D

she’s hungry... she wants coffee... who’s gonna tell her coffee isn’t food?

omg i saw winston butt :o

:)

winston: “she’s beautiful.” julia: “she’s a meter around the hips easily” winston: “that’s her standard of beauty.” YAAAS!!! :D

winston: “the future is ours.” YAS

OH CRAP THEY SAID ‘WE ARE THE DEAD’ NOOOO

mr. charington is loud compared to how i thought in the book

his ‘you are the dead’ should’ve been quieter like winston and julia’s then he could be loud!

FBI OPEN UP!!!!!

charrington: “here comes a candle to guide you to bed, here comes a chopper to chop off your head!” OHHHH NICE ONE MR C!!!!!! :D

RIP TO A QUEEN :’(

i should be a bit more heartbroken BUT THAT MR C RHYME MAN

OMFG THEY JUST BEAT UP JULES

SHE’S IN SO MUCH PAIN NOOOO :’(

why does he look old

awww :(

delete the drunk old lady BUT GIVE US PARSONS SUUURE

i dread the scene to come...

parsons didn’t say that he said ‘down with big brother’ so that’s a bummer :/

aww poor parsons he’s crying! :(

oh SNAP room 101!!!! :o

poor parsons but at least that scene wasn’t a thing!

OUCH THAT SMACC LOOKED LIKE IT HURT

is this leading into the bloody mouth scene? I STILL NEED TO KNOW WHAT THAT IS

winston doesn’t know where he is IT’S THE I WANT YOU VALLEY!!!

hold up this is just a vision ok BUT WHERE’S THE BLOODY MOUTH SCENE

frankenstein and spirit halloween called!

also o’brien flipped the switch without warning BISH

o’brien: “you suffer from a defective memory” and you suffer from a BISH MEMORY SIR

remember winston it’s all in the mind... ;)

WHY DID O’BRIEN SHOCK  WINSTON HE SAID FIVE

'how many fingers’ is a trick question because winston sees four YET WE SEE FIVE OHHH

mother gothel vibes...

awww winston’s little scared squeak :(

winston: “i don’t know... i don’t know!” SAY FIVE WINSTON SAY FIVEEEEE

o’brien’s voice is so calming yet it spouts evil words...

julia immediately betrayed winston BECAUSE SHE HAD A ROSEMARY KENNEDY yet she’s somehow still alive without damage by the end???

ooh a new shot! :D

they just faded to black and showed a new angle which is a bit weird...

o’brien: “you’re thinking that my face is old and tired...” because it belongs to poor richard burton!

o’brien just yoinked winston’s tooth out tho :o

mother gothel strikes again!

winston to o’brien: “i love you.” you don’t say that back to jules YET YOU SAY IT TO O’BRIEN BOIIIII

o’brien: “you’re one of us. one of the chosen.” one of us gooble gobble! also ANAKIN IS THAT YOU????

winston just said ‘i love you’ oMG OMG OM WAIT WWAIIITIT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

seconds after she says ‘i love you too’ SHE’S FREAKING SHOT DAAANG NO PUNCHES PULLED BACK!!!!!

aww he called her ‘my love’ even in a dream

so that was the infamous bloody mouth scene and it was quicker than i thought it would be? at least i have a bright julia smile! ♥

OMG winston’s calling for her yet it sounds so weird WHYYY

he’s much improved!

they’re skyping lol

after all he’s been through he still hates bb! :o

ROOM 101 :o

room 101 is a personalized experience just for you! :D

also IT’S A DREAM MIRROR

omg the rats are GOING AT EACH OTHER GEEZ

winston’s squeak at the rats no!!! :(

‘do it to julia’ sounds a bit selfish but it’s the betrayal we’ve been waiting for!

...NOT

uh oh here comes the awkward reunion...

they should’ve said “...sup.” to each other

the bartender saying “on the house!’ tiredly each time is great :D

winston: “thank you for coming.” julia in her thoughts: “yeah whateves bro.” :/

at least they can still bond over something :)

jules gin time ;)

they ratted out on each other true love???

julia: “we must meet again.” winston: “yes, we must meet again.” ...they never met again

but if they did it would be a bro time!

winston: “i have seduced party members of both sexes” BI NANI???? :o

since his crimes are like the guy’s from earlier... what if he didn’t do them and was convinced that he did? :o

in the book he says i love you to bb, but here he turns away and says it... what if he still loves julia? :o

and with that question, the movie has come to a close! it’s a fantastic little film that closely follows the book. while i would’ve liked to see julia with winston at o’brien’s and the drunk jail lady, the cutting of the gross parsons scene, the addtion of the bloody mouth scene and the possibly hopeful ending make up for it. overall, this is an amazing adaptation of such a great book! :D

#livewatch #i bet this is just as good as the book! :D

[jettremy]

24 for cas :p

( * seven minutes in heaven ~ PART ONE. )

                    ➥  (   24.  )  trailing kisses from stomach to mouth.

           WHEN SOMEONE DUMPS YOU & takes a big fat chunk out of your bleeding heart, you usually don’t end up making out with them on an uncomfortable, tiny as shit closet floor after four excruciatingly languid years of no contact whatsoever, or at least that’s the case 99.99% of the time. that rare, peculiar and quite miserable 0.01% consists of the world’s tallest dweebus & his besotted memey edgelord who are in the midst of producing a well composed symphony of sharp intakes of breath and light humming that might just be heard on the outside of the closet door if a curious ear happened to be in the close proximity of it. even though they’re S O L E L Y making out for the time being, the smooth glide of their mouths, the home-like familiarity cassius’ embrace delivers, and the aching NOSTALGIA for better times lure these obscene noises away from jeremy’s vocal cords, causing the faint moans to slip into cas’ oral cavity and resonate in his lungs, the vibrations transmitting the t o r t u r e d artist’s inexplicable need for the older, equally sexual & emotional. his in comparison two-centimeter-smaller hands trace every available inch of the other’s body, getting REACQUAINTED with all the dents and curves and in a way testing his memory when it comes to the data his tactile senses have previously stored. once they’ve trailed and teased the skin atop cas’ entire spine, jeremy’s salacious fingers become entangled in the soft peachy locks on the back of cas’ head, tugging briefly in order to coax a sound or two out of the one on top before slamming their lips together deeper and deeper each time. he fails to be embarrassed at the telltale whimper he emits once their burning tongues lecherously tantalize each other since this is the man who’s aware of jeremy’s tendencies to get vocal & noisy when at their most intimate, and above all because this is the man in front of whom he has no shame, the man who knows even the dustiest, most moldy corners of his being like the back of his hand. jeremy’s cautiously leaning back inch by inch, his strong abs tensing and allowing him to do so until one of his elbows reaches the floor and he’s slightly propped up. his unoccupied hand gets busy kneading the flesh of cas’ inner thigh when a B I T E to his luscious bottom lip ends their kiss in order for them to take a breather. his other arm joint accompanies the previous one on the floor and jeremy’s stuck gazing at cassius with a leer plastered on his amused face, as if the older put all the stars in the sky for him.         ❛     you adorable piece of fucking shit … you’ll be the DEATH of me, y’know that ?     ❜         a throaty chuckle’s added for the emphasis before he, abruptly and without a warning, drags cas up on his pelvis, where he belongs. his big browns are invitingly flirting, and vomit-inducing butterflies slam at his innards when he detects cas leaning down for another round of desperate lip-locking. except, his digits find a job for themselves on the small buttons of jeremy’s silky dress shirt. sure, they have only a few fucking minutes and they won’t manage to get very far, but who is jeremy lee to stop cas from doing what his little heart desires ?

           ONE QUICK SWIPE of skeletal fingers unveils a highly contrasting dark ink etched into a pasty, fleshy torso, displaying an artistic canvas in the form of jeremy’s chest & hard-to-maintain abs. among the scattered graphics, there’s one inspired by the splendid man atop, and it torments jeremy’s thin, dilapidated HEARTSTRINGS when he dips down to join his lips with that exact spot, the reposing male’s eyes naturally falling shut as he succumbs to the older’s ministrations and the gratification they give him. he can’t say he gives a damn about what he’ll look like when he exits the closet, with a collapsed hairstyle and devastatingly crinkled dress shirt, a suspicious, k n o w i n g look on his visage whenever he so as glances at his ex-boyfriend during the rest of the night, doesn’t concern with brainstorming about all kinds of gossip that will spread like wildfire due to the two of them allowing themselves to enjoy each other’s company in the way they truly desire. he’s jaded, enervated because of all the HIDING they’re doing, as well as concealing their once existing feelings in front of the group. he delightfully wants to inform everyone about cas’ favorite dishes he used to tirelessly, blithely cook for him, their hilarious adventures and the fact that he knows the older’s body better than his own, rant about his adorable, captivating quirks & kooky habits, brag about how he could make him blush without trying much, or please his every need. perhaps not every - if he had been capable, then maybe cas would have stayed, would have made it work, or would have taken jeremy with him, who was pathetically prepared to go to the ends of the world for him and with him, still is. perhaps then it would have been harder to leave, would be more HARROWING for him to be in jeremy’s immediate vicinity, perhaps then all of jeremy’s delicate touches would incinerate his whole being, both gnaw at & heal his ruptured, defected heart. perhaps then he’d feel like jeremy does, perpetually suffer just like him, carry a chest full of separation anxiety & a constant crippling bellyache, like an abandoned child ( which, coincidentally, he was ). it’s insane, worrisome that after all this time he only has HIMSELF to blame for not being worthy, good enough for cas to stay, for him to seek him out, reach out, check whether he’s well and with a pulse, say he misses him, thinks about him, smiles or cries when their memories inevitably surface from time to time, that seeing bikes on the street reminds him of the breezy rides jeremy would take him on, that tattoos will never be the same after him, dial him even intoxicated, out of his right mind. and though jeremy always slept with his sound on and phone right next to his head, never dropped the old number, he didn’t get a single call. too fixated on feeling him right here & right now, savoring his coveted touches while he still can because no one guarantees that this will ever happen again, he doesn’t detect the burning wet trails rolling down his face, paints his battle with suffocation as himself trying not to moan due to cassius’ cushioned lips being too close to his leather belt. he’s terrified cas would vanish if he asks him if he missed him, if he loved him, if he still has a sliver of olden feelings within him, if this means more than just cas needing him physically, more than just their starving bodies being PERFECTLY COMPATIBLE. and even though he dons a convincing mask every day in order not to perturb & plague two and a half people who give a shit about him, as well as not give the likes of han yeseul any material to inhumanely gloat over, he hasn’t been fine for the longest time   ——   he can sense himself slipping more & more, hands itching to burn a joint or an abandoned building routinely, too often for it to be considered normal anymore. a sane person wouldn’t let themself be manipulated, tortured like this, wouldn’t be collapsing under their ex’s spell once again   ——   alas, he didn’t learn & has no intention of denying cassius anything, which he imprudently affirms when he ravenously, anticipatorily grips his styled pastel locks hard as he awaits the businessman’s tongue to come in contact & glide over his sharp v line, causing his stomach to hollow and dip with the gravitational force, towards his spine, his tactile receptors both enjoying the sensation and finding it too much to handle. he exhales some of the pain from his rotten, aching lungs, wistful, hopeless wails for love emitted in the form of moans, his toes curl as arresting ELECTRICITY speeds through his limbs, causing his not expecting muscles to tense & clench powerfully as cas’ immoral mouth makes its way upwards, molesting all the sweet spots he’s aware jeremy has. his plush lip is nearly mangled by his incisors as a response to his hypersensitive nipple being toyed with and he can no longer restrain himself, prevent his hands from h a r s h l y gripping his former lover’s hips and making him relieve them both by grinding on him as more of jeremy’s tears pitifully roll down his pale temples on either side of his face. it’s not long before he’s cowardly tilting his anguish-stuffed head to the side, not only to conceal the fact that he’s crying but also to expose his neck in sheer NEED for cas, a string of vile curses bouncing off the walls of the treasured closet as he gets caught off guard with light suction on his tender flesh, whispering a hoarse, growly you can, knowing cas would immediately know what it means. he wouldn’t mind being eternally branded as cassius’, he’d haughtily wear any expression of love given to him by the adorably taller, just like he, hopefully, at least once, wore the ring jeremy got from his biological mother & gifted him as a symbol of his undying love. though he’d get paralyzed at the visceral memories of cas dragging his lithe tongue over his jawline, all the way to his shell where he’d whisper to him, now he forces himself not to shut down completely as it happens, not even when he gets asked why he’s crying. a deflective just kiss me proves to be enough to avoid the otherwise exhausting interrogation he’d be trapped in if he took the bait & answered that inquiry. 

          A BIG, HEFTY PILE OF DOG SHIT is undoubtedly worth more to jeremy than any of han yeseul’s opinions or words and would consequently evoke more emotion within him than she’ll ever be able to. the human equivalent to an intestinal parasite with an eternal, fat, spiked stick up its rotten ass will never affect his state of mind even slightly, or cause him to doubt himself and his actions even more than a mere millisecond. her little spiel the other day came into one of his ears and immediately exited through the other, safe for a single tidbit of information with which she fucked herself over. if there were any truth to her retching-inducing interest in cassius, she brought jeremy’s attention to it and now he’ll do everything in his power to sabotage whatever she has planned, because he’d rather die than let her defile & corrupt, rob the walking talking piece of heaven called cassius hwang. on top of that, he considers his ex to be highly intelligent & skilled at recognizing soul-sucking, good-for-nothing, money-hungry, skanky snakes. again, why the fuck does kerry hang out with her ? for a moment, he’s concerned about the girl’s neural cells and healthy judgement, or lack thereof. she must be at least half brain dead to hang out with someone with zero positive qualities. furthermore, underestimating jeremy’s ELEPHANTINE ego, unvacillating confidence & cockiness is a rookie mistake no one in their right mind should make since the honey-mouthed rascal is so self-assured that he’s in result convinced that he can woo just about anyone you could point at in a crowd of people. it’s downright pathetic how she ridiculously presents herself as overly self-confident whilst her insecure, attention-hungry eyes always stray to check if HE’s watching whenever she is interacting with cas, that she feels the need to send him taunting texts as if she’s fucking desperate for jeremy’s reactions   ——   FUCK, maybe she’s foolishly trying to make him jealous because she’s obviously fucking obsessed with him & not his ex ?! regardless, her devious plan to demolish what he has with cassius will be nothing short of a FAILURE, which is only further proven by the way the heated pair refuses to make their bodies part even as they’re aware that the majority of their given time has surely passed. ‘ ONE MORE MINUTE ! ’ a voice echoes, disturbingly close to the thin door, as if the meddlesome person has been listening the entire time, to the duet of smooching noises & responding grunts, but jeremy has no more than an eight of a brain at the moment & cannot be bothered to figure out who the owner of it is. with his spidery, inked limbs faster than his awareness of the action being done, he flips cassius onto the ground with determination and cages him, forces him to look at his overweening, lordly face up close before kneeling between his squat-thickened legs & slowly beginning to button up his unfortunate shirt. midway, he becomes bored with the tedious, repetitive task and yanks cassius up into a sitting position to finish that mundane action, only for his shuttered eyes to unexpectedly roll, head carelessly thrown back at the sloppy neck kisses he’s willingly receiving as his rose gold shirt gets fixed into the best state possible regarding the fact that they spent almost full seven minutes messing around on the floor.         ❛     you know birthdays are sacred, right ? … you should spend it with someone who loves you .. if you get what i’m saying … ahm. let’s continue this tonight, after the party ?     ❜         the evocative offer hangs in the air as jeremy’s gifted, elegant digits find those of the lanky male’s in order to hold them   ——   instantly they detect an INTRICATE ACCESSORY around one of the fingers, mindlessly lifting his hand up to inspect it since he cannot for the life of him hold eye contact as he awaits the nerve-racking response that could have painful consequences for his exhausted heart. promptly his orbs shine with recognition, shifting hilariously between cas’ browns and the object of his interest so violently and swiftly that they threaten to turn into an endless slot machine. he’s devastatingly BAFFLED, shook to the core, heart racing & hands blatantly starting to tremble. it’s that feeling in your stomach that only appears when you’re at the highest peak of a roller coaster, cart making a terrifying pause over the edge as it prepares to lunge down, and you’re a millisecond away from screaming your poor lungs out, peeing yourself and puking all over your buddy, but in a good way, you know ?   ——   does this mean anything more than cassius simply appreciating the ring for its aesthetic value, and is there any hope for the emotionally mutilated tattoo artist ? he doesn’t dare open that pandora’s box considering how little time they have in the privacy of solely each other’s company, but he wants to showcase his acknowledgement & gratitude for the fact that cas hasn’t tossed the piece of jewelry in the first dumpster after their parting. he topples over the man, pinning him to the ground strongly and nearly suffocating with a flurry of emotional kisses, those which shamelessly expose just how touched he is by a seemingly small, unimportant thing to the outsider, which means the world to jeremy. what he is yet to learn is that the festive group on the other side of the door is ready to steal this piece of heaven away from them and disrupt what they have going on.        ❛    dae, it’s over, open it~ !     ❜         a particularly ( unnecessarily ) loud blonde amazonian shouts from the ridiculously boujee sofa once her phone startles her by having its alarm go off when no one in particular was paying attention to the device in question. shockingly obedient, daehyun gives the closet another awfully polite knock & announces that they will be letting them outside before poking their little head through the thinly cracked door, eyes innocently peering & needing a bit of time to adjust to the darkness before they yelp at the sight of the ongoing, all but chaste scene before them. embarrassed, with pink hued cheeks, they regretfully shut it and back away a little, whispering a few words of warning to the hot & bothered pair, so that they wouldn’t be discovered by the remainder of the group. they mentally smirk like the evil little minx they are, though, because their INTUITION was right yet again.         ❛     guys ! hurry up !     ❜         daehyun rushes them in now full on panic when their ears pick up on a set of dooming footsteps coming towards them chillingly, and they’re right to do so, making jeremy laughably snap out of it & pull back from cassius in a matter of seconds, as if his ex has been crafted from fucking lava itself. shit. he clears his throat & straightens up, aiding cas to his feet and brazenly winking at daehyun   ——  he’s convinced they’ll be taking this mutually shameful little incident to the grave anyway, partially because of their baseless & quite frankly ridiculous fear of cassius. the cogs in his overflowing brain surprisingly start turning swiftly & he masterfully begins pretending to continue a business conversation with cas, something about promoting his tattoo show on his radio station, as they step out of the closet & join the ogling bunch, not paying them the time of day since he doesn’t want to see their prying expressions and beady little eyes scanning them from head to toe as if they’re america’s most wanted criminals. he simpers victoriously when cas announces that the game should be over in order for them to get to the established birthday venue in time for their reservation, and as everyone casually packs up & moves outside towards the over the top limo, jeremy bluffs being busy looking for something in order to be the last one out with cas who needs to lock up the place, only to steal a sneaky peck & give his irresistible ass a squeeze sub rosa. he runs off to join their friends before he can hear cas potentially complain.

          A COLOURFUL DISPLAY OF AMBROSIAL DRINKS decorates the opulent, chic black table of the private booth, the grandest & most exclusive one in the entirety of the polished & tastefully stylized venue   ——   at the very arrival, a frivolous discussion was held about which celebrities might have sat in whose seat, neglecting the fact that KENT, OHIO isn’t HOLLYWOOD per se. jeremy has no doubt that this, along with the posh birthday dinner they attended prior to the nightclub, has only made a small dent in cas’ account   ——   a street rat like jeremy ( one that cassius’ affluent parents accepted warmly regardless of the fact that he wasn’t as well-heeled as them, for which he will carry everlasting gratitude in his heart ) could never imagine having enough money to splurge on a similar event he’d forget anyways if he let himself negligently dive into his notoriously reckless alcohol consumption. with his lonesome prepregaming, the drinking games they played, wine that was served along with dinner and this being their first round of drinks here, the architect equipped with a stomach of steel is still certain on his feet & clear in his mind, enough to pick up on a set of venomous eyes burning holes in his skull as he endearingly follows the birthday boy with his own pair of obsidians. since she’s withing an earshot & the music is yet to reach brain-liquifying levels, he scoffs & addresses her without allowing the others to sense any negative vibes.           ❛     give it a rest with the ogling, yeseul … you’re not my type. but it seems that doesn’t go for that dude over there, so be a p e s t elsewhere,     ❜         he motions vaguely until the literal demon goddess herself, chu yumi, comes to collect her frenemy ( & hopefully drag her back to the frozen depths of hell where they both belong ), buzzing about a threesome & whatever else jeremy didn’t manage to catch her ranting about due to her insufferable, fast speaking manner, and he can’t say he’s interested. though chumi has that same irritatingly-crafted, arrogant, emotionally fucking stupid vixen personality to her, at least he can go without taking her blabbing head off her shoulders whilst they’re together in a room for longer than five minutes, and he believes he could be tolerant when it comes to the other snake too only if she dropped her pitiful attempts to annoy him by messing with someone he obviously cares about more than anyone’s ever cared for her. alas, he was’t about to duel her & disappoint cas by quarreling and ruining his day, so he played it off as if he didn’t know she was staring at him because she was continuing to see through his bullshit, or however she phrased it that one time when she tried to lecture him. a light burn of booze down the throat deletes her presence from his already cluttered brain entirely & for the rest of the night he can’t say that she crosses his mind at all. it passes majorly with daehyun’s whiny, restless tugs & yanks of his silky sleeves towards the dance floor, and he ultimately does cave without being the single grim black sheep of the group, but he frequently goes back to their booth for a calming cigarette & another taste of alcohol, because without an intoxicating sip beforehand he physically wouldn’t be able to make a fool of himself carelessly in a dance circle. currently the artist is on a mini break in order for his feet & calves to recover, two pieces of a minty fresh bubblegum popped into his mouth after his last death stick; all alone in his seat, he’s checking the appointments he has for the next week, since he cleared the schedule for cas’ birthday   ——   the biggest pieces he already has all sketched up and confirmed with the customer, so he’s not too stressed about taking a few days off. he reflexively raises his unfocused pupils from the multicoloured pixels when he feels someone drop beside him, the deafening music preventing him from hearing their hard breathing, but he can see the hyper rise & fall of cas’ slightly sweaty chest. he carefully lowers his phone down onto the table, meticulous about avoiding a couple of wet spots from cocktail spillage, and offers the exhausted dancer his untouched glass of water, watching him gulp it down in seconds, making it disappear like a magician. always being generous ( philanthropic, even ) with compliments when it comes to cas, he leans up to his ear & makes sure to let him know how SEXY he was up on that dance floor, his hand unabashedly landing on his muscular thigh, the shell covered with nips & torturing, languid laps of jeremy’s tongue. light strokes & squishes interchange, as if he’s kneading dough under the table, and his free hand tilts the gorgeous, glowing man’s head towards himself. no one’s looking, he whispers nostalgically   ——   he frequently used to be on the receiving end of those secretive words when, nine years ago, they hung out in their neighbourhood & jeremy wasn’t openly CASSEXUAL, so he worried about kissing him in public in the fear of having his ass kicked by his homophobic friends. tonight, he’s the one to reassure the other that no one but strangers would discover them, and soon lazy, tipsy smiles melt & mold together euphorically   ——   it’s the club atmosphere, he assumes, heightening the sexual desire, since generally he would be more than fine with solely getting kisses for days, but now it’s as if he’ll wither & die if he doesn’t get the older on his lap immediately. a pleading let’s go gets repeated a couple of times in sheer need before the ache for cas’ body becomes so unbearable that he has to speak his mind.          ❛    leave the limo for them, tell the driver to pick us up in a different car. half of them have scattered already anyway, they won’t notice we’re gone. if they do, i’ll tell them i took you home because you were sick tomorrow.   ——   fuck’s sake, we don’t have to explain ourselves to them.     ❜         it doesn’t take too much convincing since when they look around there’s none of their friends in sight, most having found entertainment in each other’s or a stranger’s company. besides, they have the driver’s number shared in their group chat, as well as junhyuk having one of his own, as well as enough money to get each of them an uber SEPARATELY, so jeremy isn’t worried about those grown ass motherfuckers at all. he cannot recall the entirety of the following events, only getting some fresh air with cas before holding hands in the backseat of the car, small nuzzles exchanged as they did their best to keep their manners & not traumatize the poor employee. but he does clearly remember how they didn’t jump each other’s bones as soon as they set foot into the house, how they were both sober enough to know they really wanted each other, how they played it cool for a couple of minutes in the kitchen, or fuck   ——   maybe it was their ancient feelings crawling back, preventing them from doing it unemotionally, and instead setting up a slightly more ROMANTIC scenario than they would for a pure stranger.         ❛     ah, but am i really worthy of your super special, limited edition, exclusive, vintage, valued at approx. couple a’ thousands o’ dollars whiskey ? tsk, you flatter me, cassie.     ❜         a purr tickles the shell of cassius’ ear as jeremy presses his lean body against the older’s back. though he’s slightly shorter, he can still peek over the other’s shoulder and see him pouring some of the amber liquor on the rocks in two pricey glasses at the kitchen counter, and jeremy knows he could make him drop & spill all that money by catching him off the guard with his touches, but he can’t help it when his starving mouth grazes the side of his ex’ exposed neck, impatient hands pulling at the slightly tucked shirt & exploring the smooth flesh below. he hyperfocuses on the spot which elicits the loudest of noises, and he can feel a gulp underneath his tongue as cassius swallows his shot. he gives him enough space to turn around, one of his inklike brows lifting curiously as he gets offered his drink   ——   claiming his hands are awfully busy, he parts his lips ridiculously with the tip of his tongue poking out, bratty, daring but twinkling eyes observing him until he feels the liquid hit his tasting muscle, the excess spilling down the sides of his chin, luring out a few of his signature giggles. it’s as if a sudden switch is flipped when jeremy stops with his shenanigans & you could cut the tension with a knife between them when they both notice a glint in each other’s eye, rushing to collide their desperate lips, greedily suckling at each other & tasting alcohol, becoming braver & braver with each passing second, burning hands wandering, teasing, groping, pulling at the annoying garments as their backs hit the walls and counters in this lustful battle. and it isn’t until he gently grips cassius’ throat that they manage to catch a breath.         ❛     on your knees,     ❜         he commands calmly, unshakable resolution clear in his gruff voice. he knows cassius won’t be able to resist it, he knows his legs will shake at the sound of it. and why not bless a couple of different rooms, when they have the luxurious abode all to themselves ?

          ALL SPREAD OUT ON HIS EX’S BED, jeremy’s cozily resting on his v-shaped back with dormant cassius all curled up and preciously molded into his side. the younger’s swollen lips are abnormally, attractively crimson in color, all the hemoglobin rushing to those overworked, puffed petals which are now gingerly pressed in a nurturing, soothing pucker against a smooth, golden patch of skin on the SLEEPING BEAUTY’s no longer sweaty forehead   ——   he’s been awake for the past nine minutes, putting his all into convincing himself that he’s not lucid dreaming or perhaps high as all hell, painting the unreachable picture he’s been yearning to see for the past four years. he’s whispering the sweetest of nothings as loving, no longer held back pecks get delivered to the comatose features of the adored individual, yet he knows not even those would wake the snoozing giant after how badly, triumphantly jeremy has tired him out, combined with the numbing spirits they consumed during their celebrations. thanks to this unlimited  ‘cassius - vital information’  bank, he dexterously sneaks out of his embrace & dreaming nest, covering himself by a pair of fitted black boxer briefs which leave nothing to your devilish imagination, and heads out of the room in order to prepare one of his unmistakably appetizing culinary creations, which raise from the dead, obtain a glass of water & painkillers for a potential headachin’ beanstalk, but his quest is derelict once he hears commotion & a cacophony of bangs, hums & steps coming from the floor below   ——   it dawns upon him that cas isn’t the singular inhabitant of this chateau-esque manor and that having his studious, virginal mansionmate catch him at his peaceful dwelling this early in the morning and so scantily-clad would be a grand calamity. with a low curse murmured under his perfectly face-appropriate nose, he makes a swift half ballerina twirl & returns to his ex, an endeared smile blessing & stretching his pillowy lips when he sees the drowsy, dazed man blindly investigating the crinkled, still warm yet empty spot beside him in search for something or someone. HIM ? should he allow himself to dream that cas is needing him & thinking of him right as he lifts his heavy eyelids, and that he’s not hunting for an item as simple as his phone in order to check the time ?         ❛     hush, i’m here … i tried to go and make you some breakfast, but junhyuk’s causing a ruckus downstairs and i doubt you want him to know i spent the night …     ❜         jeremy thoughtlessly gives himself the right to assume cassius wouldn’t be overjoyed if anyone found out that they hooked up, let alone learned about their past. though the forlorn, anarchic tattoo artist himself has no problem with it, he’s convinced that cas would be devastatingly ashamed to admit his heart once belonged to someone as woeful, wretched, toxic & eccentric as jeremy, so he’s eternally thankful that taemin hasn’t squeaked to anyone about it yet. he dives deep into the softness of the most comfortable, homely mattress in the world, unlaxing on his side this time as he pulls closer the man who’s mirroring his position, the thick white duvet covering their nude bodies, safe for jeremy’s underwear slipped on in a rush. his restless, greedy hand finds its place on cas’ narrow waist and travels lower on its own accord, stroking & soothing each and every muscle it eventually reaches.        ❛    sore ?     ❜         an unhesitant nod lures a complacent, yet not too wide or toothy grin onto his amused features   ——   jeremy really did a number on him last night, but neither of them were complaining whilst in the heat of the moment, unbothered & unaware of both physical & emotional, inexorable consequences of their indomitable arousal & sweet sin.         ❛     tired ? hungover ?     ❜         the additional unreluctant affirmations cause a childlike coo to strum his vocal cords, and he brigs some needed moisture to his lips with a singular swipe of his proficient tongue before connecting their rosiness with his favorite pair in the world, heart pouncing humiliatingly when he feels a hand on himself as well, encouraging him to resume the session for at least a few minutes. here, right here, is his SERENITY, his SAFETY, his HEAVEN, his HOME   ——   right here in cas’ arms, where everything is okay, where the one who’s holding him is the one who’s to be credited for jeremy’s pulse not flatlining yet, for his insides twisting & curling, his palms sweating & toes curling, the one who makes him nervous & blissful, the one he wants to cry with and laugh with and live with for the remainder of his days on this cursed earth, the one he’ll love until the very last breath leaves his lungs, and even longer if anything awaits after death. he knows that a lifetime with this man wouldn’t be enough, that he’d be a REBORN BELIEVER, that he’d pray on his bleeding knees that death wouldn’t do them part. as the waltz of slippery pink muscles meets its end with a timid titter, jeremy’s caring thumb comes up to hastily wipe at cas’ bite-mark adorned lower lip, pecking over it as if to heal the lightest of imprints. he harmoniously entwines their fingers on the disrupted mattress between them, tracing the meaningful ring cas is still wearing, fondly, recalling seeing it in the closet, having flashes of his cerebration from back then, remembering their breakup, and the idyllic little bubble of bliss he’s been captured in since last night BURSTS without warning. gingerly, warily he brings their joint hands up to his quivering mouth & kisses the ring before wordlessly resting them down & gazing lamentably at the man he loves, as if he’s in mourning. he has no right to still be here, or talk about making breakfast and nursing him through a hangover, or even imagine hanging out for the rest of the day, cuddling, watching movies and maybe going for round number whichever. he yet again recalls their text exchange where cassius questioned if jeremy still had feelings for him, and he made it clear last night, whispering hushed I LOVE YOUs to him while they were making love repeatedly, and all jeremy wants to ask now is if cas has them too. he wants to beg him to spare him of all the misery, of tragic hoping, to help him either come to terms of it being fully over and aid him in moving on, or give him a reason to work on them, on getting back to what they used to be to each other, an improved version of THEM. but he can’t. and he has no right to try & sabotage whoever wants to get with cas, because he’s a free man with a mind of his own. all jeremy wants for him is to be happy, and he tries to convince himself that he’s been attempting to keep him away from bad people, but if they are the source of cas’ happiness, he’ll gladly step back.       ❛     have i overstayed my welcome ? should i go ?     ❜         he asks directly, eyes glassy and leaking onto the pillow below his tragic head. but all he wants to know is   ——   do you still love me ? can i have another chance to make it right ?

#riotvcn #answered #icb this is seeing the light of day LMAO #she once again said quantity over quality

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Do you see that? It’s 29 year old ELSA ARRENDELLE of the AURDONNE ALLIANCE; They are a AUTHOR; I heard some people say they resemble CARA DELEVINGNE. Luckily they’re OPEN. 

L O O K I N G   B A C K

Elsa Arendelle came from a family that were considered royalty in the midwest. Their parents were wealthy bankers who traveled often which left Elsa and their younger sister Anna under the care of nannies. At a young age, they began suffering from depression due to their parents’ absence; this made them difficult to deal with at times. They often refused to eat or come out of their room. Anna did her best to make her big sister smile, however. Every Saturday it became a tradition to go on bike rides/roller skating adventures to get Elsa out of their room.

One Saturday afternoon as the two girls rode their bikes, they got into an argument over Anna’s crush on Hans Westergard. As Elsa got angrier with Anna, she didn’t realize the group of school bullies coming over to pick on her. Elsa had always been different never feeling like they belonged in stereotypical female norms. They began to act, speak and be a very genderfluid individual. In a midwest town that simply was not accepted or understood. Because Elsa was so caught up in worrying about Anna they didn’t see the bullies who pushed over Elsa’s bike knocking them off their bike. Elsa kicked a rock in frustration and it hit Anna’s bike; soon Anna’s tires lost control as she hit a turn and she slid into the lake. Elsa was quick to plunge into the freezing water in order to save their sister, but ever since then they blamed themself. Elsa was a monster and didn’t know what was happening to her but she decided to keep it a secret to anyone else. They didn’t need any more problems or anything happening to Anna because they were different. A few weeks after their sister’s recovery from hypothermia, their parents died in a plane crash on their way home. Although the two Arrendelle sisters had vowed to stick together, grief-stricken Elsa broke that vow.

C U R R E N T   E V E N T S

One of Elsa’s nannies knew of their secrets, and their struggles with their identity. She informed the young Elsa that their parents wanted to wait and tell them on their eighteenth birthday, due to their untimely deaths however, the nanny helped them walk through everything. They were a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on, and the voice of understanding and reason. She then told Elsa, “Conceal, don’t feel” when it came to the bullying so they would never have the upper hand, and that is exactly what Elsa did. Though years past, They ended up moving to New York City alongside their younger sister Anna. A relative in New York was able to take them in and the two children attended the Dalton Academy in High School with Elsa having attended Columbia for her University years. 

From the way they carry themself, to the way they talk, Elsa has this elegance and sophistication to them that’s very alluring. Many may perceive them to be cold and withdrawn, but in reality, they’ve just very kept to themself for so long. They found solace writing in their journal and reading books from the library. SO much so that they actually pursued a literature degree and are on their way to writing their first novel. Although many may think that because they are possessive and harsh like the power of winter, they are a very kind and warm person to be around, once people get to know them for who they really are. Though they are still introverted, they are mending their relationship with their sister, Anna and even have a few close friends. New York was a better experience for Elsa and sometimes they even forget what it was like to ever live in a world so unaccepting and harsh.

P E R S O N A L I T Y   T R A I T S

+ Courageous, Strong-willed, Intelligent - Introverted, Withdrawn, Misunderstood

R E L A T I O N S H I P S

Anna Arrendelle { Younger Sister } : Anna is not only just their sister, but their best friend. Elsa is very protective of her and will go at all odds to make sure Annar is happy, even if it’s to Elsa’s own expense. While it has taken a lot of trial and error Elsa and Anna are quite close now after all they only have each other left. The two can butt heads sue to their differences but at the end of the day would do anything for each other.

Hans Westergard { Dislikes } : Though their families have been friends for a very long time, Elsa never really got along to the youngest and more malicious brother of the 13 Westergard boys, especially around Anna. Elsa doesn’t like his deceptive tricky ways and the fact he deceived Anna. His behavior has made Elsa want to destroy him and they honestly just might. 

Olly Fabinski { Chosen Family } : Olly grew up near the Arrendelle sisters and Anna and Elsa used to babysit Olly. Elsa began to realize that Olly was like them and they quickly took Olly under their wing. Helping to mentor and advise Olly about how to deal with bullies or stand tall in the face of adversity, Elsa is sometimes jealous of Olly. Their roll off the back always positive attitude is something Elsa admires and wishes they could imitate. 

#cara delevingne #elsa #frozen #disney rp #crime rp #town rp #city rp #mafia rp #mob rp #frozen 2 #open #opennb

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Fanfic Ask Game

A: How did you come up with the title to [insert fic]? 

Sinceramente el titulo siempre se me complica, por lo que la mayoría de las veces salgo con lo primero que se me ocurra y que más o menos indique de que va el fanfic. En otros casos solo escojo el nombre del OC y los utilizo (Kigeni, Alexei o Fanny).

B: Any of your stories inspired by personal experience?

Los personajes que plasmo tienen un poco de mis experiencias, pero no uso todo el aspecto de mi vida.

C: What member do you identify with most?

No estoy seguro si se refiere a alguno de mis personajes, pero todos mis persoanjes tienen un poco de mi mismo, creo que Upweke es el que le he plasmado más de mi.

D: Is there a song or a playlist to associate with [insert fic]?

Sinceramente no soy de los que les crean playlist a sus fanfics o asocian canciones a la misma. Pero cada que escuchó los solos de batería de John Bonham (Led Zeppelin) me recuerda a un fanfic de Benson (Regular Show) que escribí tiempo atrás y una canción de Shostavkovish me recuerda a una escena de Kigeni.

E: If you wrote a sequel to [insert fic], what would it be about?

Definitivamente Kigeni, siempre he tenido la idea de plasmar la vida de mis hienas, aunque el fanfic ya no se centraría en Zootopia y ya no tendría acción como fui el fanfic anterior.

F: Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

“Ahí va la jirafa sin paños” Cantan los felinos

“Es porque es mi cumpleaños” Canta Fanny

“Y nosotros no podemos verlo”

“Yo solamente puedo saberlo”

“Dinos tu secreto jirafa”

“No caeré en esa estafa”

“¡Desnuda!”

“¡Guaooooo!”

No me gustan los musicales, pero me decidí a escribir la letra de uno y aunque no tiene música con la que pueda leerse, siento que pude escribir algo fuera de lo común y que puedo adentrarme a cosas que irónicamente no me gustan, además una jirafa bailando desnuda mientras nadie se da cuenta esta asombroso.

G: Do you write your story from start to finish, or do you write the scenes out of order?

Por lo general me gusta llevar orden de principio a fin, ya que si escribó por separado o forma salteada, suelo tener dificultades para hacer encajar la historia y eso provoca que me bloquee muy rápido, he dejado fanfics incompletos por ello.

H: How would you describe your style?

Sinceramente no sé como describir mi estilo, pero se podría decir que harían “blushear” a las jirafas.

I: Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)?

Bichis, nudismo, desnudo, en pelotas, viringo, cualquier cosa que deje sin ninguna prenda encima al personaje.

Otro poco común es que leo fanfics fetichistas de otros tipos, para ver como es la visión del autor, ver como desarrollan su historia al mismo tiempo que insertan su fetiche, parafilia o gusto culposo favorito. He leído cosas muy cabronas por ello.

J: Write or describe an alternative ending to [insert fic].

En el fanfic de Kigeni tenía ideado que Kigeni muriera por la mordida de la serpiente, iba a explicar con más detalle la vida depresiva de Kigeni. Una vez muerta, Upweke se sacrificaría sin Kigeni. Ambos corren en la pradera siguiendo a la gran madre.

Estaba pensado, pero no me gustó.

K: What’s the angstiest idea you’ve ever come up with?

Desarrollar un flashback de Kigeni en el velorio de su padre. Era de escribir la visión de una niña(o) de la muerte de su padre y desarrollar la perdida de la inocencía. Por cierto, el padre de Kigeni falleció por una ccidente automovilistico a causa de un irresponsable, fue repentina y paa Kigeni fue la perdida que la afectaría de por tvida, al ser tan apegada a él.

L: How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?

Cuando es un texto que me tomo rato escirbi, lo suelo revisar hasta 5 veces antes de darlo de alta. Cuando son escritos rapidos o ejercicios, solo lo reviso una vez y corrijo algunas cosas.

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?

No, cuando comparto avance de alguna historia, luego no las escribo, es una maldición, ya que me siento aliviado por contar mi idea y luego como que le pierdo interés.

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

Mi fanfic Onda de Calor lo termine muy de golpe y falto más caracterización de los personajes. Sinceramente me gustaría cambiar el OC Beagle por Skye o Judy, ya que fue un regalo de una amiga que jamas lo leyó y me abandono cuando escribia fanfics.

O: How do you begin a story–with the plot, or the characters?

Soy muy malo dando descripciones de la trama, por lo que siempre empiezo una historia con los personajes.

P: Are you what George R. R. Martin would call an “architect” or a “gardener”? (How much do you plan in advance, versus letting the story unfold as you go?)

Para mis escritos como fue Kigeni y mis planes para la ciudad de Alteyonek (Aunque ya no es un fanfic), si suelo idear muchos aspectos del canon de la historia, cosas que no serán incluidas como reglas o headcannons van implícitas, a veces las puedo plasmar y a veces no. A veces cuando inicio un oneshot voy agregando headcannons que acompañan a la historia, aunque no se lean.

Q: How do you feel about collaborations?

Me gustan y si alguien quisiera hacer una a base de juego de rol o por escritos en turnos, no me negaría.

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

Les seré sincero, para mi, los escritores de literatura son mi mayor influencia, no puedo comentar más ya que no daría fin a esta pregunta.

Respecto a los escritores de Fanfics, no tengo una influencia directa de estos, pero aquellos que pueden escribir un fanfic de principio a fin y mantenerse en el fandom, me son una inspiración, ya que es muy común que muchos solo escriban unos cuantos capítulos y se les acabe la “inspiración” dejando escritos incompletos o peor aún, en cliffhanger.

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

No soy del romance, pero me gusta mucho la pareja compuesta de una mujer fuerte (sin ser muy musculosa) o grande y un hombre flaco o “delicado” (Kigeni y Upweke). Tal vez sea mi complejo de Edipo, pero me gusta cuando una mujer tiene necesidad de cuidar de su pequeña pareja.

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

Triángulos amorosos. Son el cliché del romance, todo es predecible y siempre hay angustia de saber quién de los dos elegirá el protagonista. Cualquier cosa que implique triángulo amoroso, lo dejo de leer.

Y el clásico protagonista que no puede decirle que ama a su crush, porque piensa que arruinaría la relación de amistad entre ambos. Para mi este es un cáncer, ya que la inmensa mayoría de los fanfics lo usan a lo pendejo. Esta bien que lo usen, pero cuando lo sobrexplotan, me resulta cansado y más cuando van a declararse y algo importante sucede en la trama que lo impide y se declaran en el mero climax de todo, apuesto que si leyeron algunos podrán identificarse con este.

U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

TGWeaver – Le tengo cierto recentimeinto por actualizar con mucha lentitud su fanfic PAckstreet y sentirse como un hiatus. Pero me gusta como uso todos los elementos de Zootopia y los plasmo en su spin-off con sus propios persoanjes, incluso aunque hay una especie de pentágono amoroso (Ya que son 4 personajes que parece que estan enamorados con el protagonista), me gusta mucho.

KirbyHaniou – Escribe buenos one-shots de Zootopia y no deja nada inconcluso de lo que escribe, además que ha sido una de las escritoras que se han mantenido en el fandom después de 3 años del estreno de Zootopia.

Tuve una amiga en el fandom de Regular Show que escribía buenos fanfics aprovechando lo que ofrecía el canon de Regular Show, por desgracia dejo de escribir después de ser atacada por unos shiperos pendejos.

V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

Realmente no me he encariñado de un fanfic de otro autor que quiera escribir una precuela o secuela

W: Do you like more general prompts, or more specific ones?

No sé qué se refiere esta pregunta.

X: A character you enjoy making suffer.

Fanny, mi jirafa OC, está diseñada para ser bichada y humillada de muchas maneras.

Y: A character you want to protect.

Upweke, lo diseñe de manera que fuera un “rol de canela”. No me gusta hacerle pasar cosas malas.

Z: Major character death–do you ever write/read it? Is there a character whose death you can’t tolerate?

De mi parte no he matado un personaje importante, no es que no pueda, si no que, si esta muerte no contribuye a algo importante en la historia, me parece innecesario matar un personaje por puro gusto o para generar una reacción o shock al lector (lo que parece que algunos fanfiqueros hacen para generar reacciones.

Solo el padre de Kigeni sería uno que a pesar no aborde en el fanfic, es parte del canon de mi hiena. La muerte del padre de Kigeni en un accidente automovilístico en la infancia de esta, la marcaría de por vida volviéndola melancólica y sin ganas de superarse. De la misma forma la muerte de la abuela y madre de Upweke en su infancia contribuiría por volverlo más melancólico.

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Took Away The Pain

m e m b e r : Joshua Hong!!! g e n r e : fLUFFY!!11!!!1 w o r d c o u n t : 2k

i n t r o : SEVENTEEN has been busy preparing for their latest world tour Diamond Edge, and it’s starting to take a toll on your boyfriend’s body.

“Good job everyone, that’s all for today! Please go home and get ample rest before the next stop.” The 13 boys that were sweating profusely slowly dispersed from the practice to collect their luggage, they waved each other good bye and proceeded to go their own way, majority heading to the dorm while some returned to meet their family and Joshua was no exception.

Jeonghan and Joshua walked down the hallway of Pledis building and down to the basement carpark in silence. Ever since they landed 5 hours ago, they have been practicing non-stop and were exhausted out of their own minds. Joshua then broke the silence, “Need me to drop you off Han?” He said while fumbling to unlock his car. Jeonghan laughed at the clumsy boy and shook his head. “Thanks man, but my parents are coming with my little sister!” He said with a hint of excite. Joshua nodded his head gently.

“You should hurry home, your soulmate must be dying to see you.” Joshua’s eyes immediately smiled at the mention of you. How your eyes would light up whenever you saw him, how the corners of your beautiful lips was always up whenever he was around, even in your sleep, and how your cheeks would always be a tint of red whenever he was home from schedules.

And that’s why Joshua came to fall in love with you. You were so happy and optimistic and there was nothing that could ruin your day. You were his happy pill after a long day of schedule and training. You guys have been dating for a year after he arrived in Korea, back when you were working under Pledis as a Korean teacher and translator for new trainees who couldn’t speak Korean.

Joshua spoke Korean back in the US, but not that fluent. So he still took lessons with you, be it an excuse to see you or to actually learn. He was a fast learner and picked up the language fast, which is why he was put into SEVENTEEN early in his trainee days. He was also really fast in winning your heart over with his dad jokes, puns and acrostic poems. But what made you fall crazy in love with him was his kindness to anyone and everyone and his determination. You never ever saw him get angry, was always polite and gave his 120% during his training, even when he didn’t know if he could debut.

It’s been a little over 3 years since you guys started dating, but due to his visit to America, you guys couldn’t celebrate the 3rd Anniversary. In particular, it’s been 3 weeks since you last saw him and you only had him for 3 days. It was tough but nothing beats your love for him. Joshua felt bad missing the anniversary no matter how much you said it was okay so he kept sending you gifts, even from America. Today was no different, and he was about to surprise you again.

He alighted from his car in a small alleyway with lots of side shops and walked into the florist. “Sojung nuna! Jisoo here to pick up the flowers I ordered last week!” Her head popped out from a bunch of flowers and she smiled, “Hold on a minute! I’ll go get your flowers!” Sojung was his cousin from America that moved over to be a florist and he was his reliable source of surprising what he likes to call you, the most beautiful flower in his life.

“Here you go.” She passed him the huge bouquet of peonies and baby breaths, and as he was taking his wallet out, she stopped him. “On the house, you’ve worked hard the past 3 weeks. Go surprise her.” He nodded and thanked her, slipping a $100 note into the tip jar, knowing she would later reprimand him over the phone. He walked to his car and placed the bouquet of flowers next to him before he drove to the apartment you guys shared.

He pulled up infront of the loft that you two lovingly shared with your two golden retrievers and he took a good look at the house, grabbed the bouquet and unlocked the door. He opened the door to two excited pups begging for his love, “Hi there Bean and Dubbs!!!” He cooed before looking around for your presence. He spotted you in the kitchen cooking something, listening to your earpiece.

He smiled and put the flowers on the kitchen counter before back-hugging you, removing one side of the earpiece. “How’s my favourite girl doing?” You stood there frozen for a second when you heard his voice, before regaining consciousness and jumping on him. “Babe! When did you arrive? I MISSED YOU!” You did a little cheer while your two dogs barked at you two, making a ruckus.

Joshua smiled at your shining eyes and red cheeks, “A little while ago. I have a surprise for you.” Joshua moved aside to reveal the huge bouquet of your favourite flowers and you screamed again. “SHU! You shouldn’t have!” You said as you hugged the huge bouquet and squashed your face in it. He smiled widely, “I should’ve. It was worth it.” You turned to him to give him a long, loving kiss before pulling apart, forehead together, giggling.

“Where’s your luggage, I’ll go get it! I’ll run a bath for you! I’ll finish cooking dinner!” Joshua laughed at how you were trying to multi-task with your little body, running around with two huge pups following you around. He sure loves his little family of four. You then promptly ran out to bring his luggage in, dumping the laundry in the washing machine. Joshua watched as you ran around the house getting things done.

You ran into the bathroom to run the warm bath for him and fetched him a towel, pushing him into the bathroom. “I love you baby, thank you for this.” He said at the doorway of the toilet, kissing your cheek lightly. You smiled before shoving him in the bathroom, “I love you too, but you stink!” You laughed as he said a loud ‘HEY!” and you continue to prepare dinner.

After you guys were done with dinner, you guys collapsed on your bed in matching puppy pajamas, your two dogs flopping down on the floor next to you. “Good night baby, no more good night texts.” Joshua whispered, as he kissed your temple gently before snuggling you, You smiled lightly and said quietly under your breath, “Good night love.” before falling into a deep slumber.

Next morning, you were awakened by Joshua groaning loudly and your eyes shot open. He was clutching his arm before groaning again. “SHU! What’s wrong?” He moaned out, “My arm and back really hurts..” You checked the time, 9am. The clinic nearby was open and you immediately got dressed and brought Joshua to the car, driving him to the clinic.

The doctors couldn’t identify what was wrong with Joshua, so they prescribed him with painkillers and told him to check back again in a few days. You guys drove home and Joshua was groaning in pain on the couch. The dogs sat by him on the sofa, ears dropped down as though they knew he was in pain. You were saddened by the event and how it made Joshua so weak. He couldn’t stand or lay down properly because it would just hurt.

You brewed him some porridge and fed him his medicine, and he fell asleep shortly after. You called the members and their manager to inform them about the incident. The members and managers dropped by to visit while Joshua was asleep but none of them wanted to wake him up, even in his sleep, he looked like he was in so much pain.

You served the guests some snacks and tea before they left, leaving well wishes. Pledis called you and did say that if it gets worse, Joshua can get treatment at the hospital and not attend the next tour stop. But knowing Joshua, he would hate to do so. Joshua hated disappointing his fans, and would push himself to the limit. That’s how he always was, giving his 120%.

He woke up later in the evening to eat some food and take his painkillers again, before falling back into sleep, this time on the bed. You sat next to him after washing up and feeding the pups, you looked at his angelic face, eyebrows furrowed probably due to the pain and face scrunched. You looked at him with so much worry, and tears started to spill.

“Have you ever met someone you loved so much, that when they were in pain, you just wanted to take the pain away from them, even if it means that you will be in pain. Or just want to share a bit of the pain so that person can at least rest a bit better?”

You were crying, sobbing and in a load of tears. You hated it, how you couldn’t do anything to make Joshua’s pain lesser, or make him feel even a slight bit better. He was probably the most kind-hearted and nicest person you ever know, why did he have to suffer? You just cried and cried and cried, hoping something would make his pain lesser.

You sat next to him all night, and fell asleep on the bedside table. Joshua then woke up because Bean jumped on the bed to lick his face. He searched around for you before finding you, fast asleep on the floor, head propped on the bed, looking at him. He caressed your cheek before kissing your temple with all the strength he had.

It woke you up, and he got a shock. “I’m sorry, did I wake you up?” He looked at you, eyebrows furrowed, face obviously still in pain. You stared at him before breaking down again. He was confused but comforted you with all the strength he had left. “What’s wrong baby.. Please don’t cry, you know I hate seeing you like this.”

“I just feel, bad. I can’t do anything to help you feel at least a bit better and you’re suffering alone. I hate it. How I can’t share even a bit of pain with you. I’m sorry babe. You’re the most amazing boyfriend yet I can’t do even a single thing for you.” Joshua smiled at how pure your heart was. He was lucky to call you his.

“Hey.. Don’t cry. It’s not your fault, and I’m fine. You being here makes me feel better. You did do a lot for me love. You cooked food for me, fed me my meds, carried me around and even took care of the guests. You’re the amazing one.” Joshua whispered, probably because he was exhausted. You smiled at his words and jumped on top of him, hugging him tightly.

“Thank you for everything Jisoo ah.” The way you called him made his heart flutter, even after 3 years. “I love you babe.” You said before spamming kisses all over his face and neck. “I love you too babygirl.” He said with you squishing his cheeks, kissing him all over. He sat up, pinning you under him and now it was his turn to spam kisses all over you. Bean and Dubbs joined shortly after, rolling around the bed.

“Babe? Does it not hurt anymore?” You remembered, asking Joshua. He looked at his arm, and then cracking his neck. “I.. feel better. All of a sudden.” Joshua looked at himself in shock and you jumped on him. “MY BABY’S OKAY!” Joshua smiled and hugged you tightly. He was happy with where his life has come too, his small family of four and his amazing other half. He stopped you, pulled you apart to face him.

“It’s the power of your love. You did it babe. You took my pain away.” He said, smiling widely, his cat eyes prominent. You smiled and mumbled softly only he could hear, “It’s a power of OUR love.” You two then shared a sweet kiss before it was ruined by Dubbs putting his butt to Joshua’s face.

#hong jisoo #joshua hong #seventeen joshua #joshua imagines #joshua fanfic #joshua fluff #joshua scenarios #joshua smut #seventeen imagines #seventeen scenarios

[decayingliberty]

ABC tag

I was tagged by @starshideyour-fire and @sparkly-courf

a - age: 20

b - biggest fear: staying bitter.

c - current time: 13:52

d - drink you last had: carbonated water

e - every day starts with: checking tumblr

f - favorite song: currently, Medals by Lu Han.

g - ghosts, are they real: maybe

h - hometown: Bonn

i - in love with: a squishy lamp in the shappe of a chubby kitty.

j - jealous of: people who are genuinely optimistic and radiate literal sunshine like, what’s your secret please tell me.

k - killed someone: many characters.

l - last time you cried: can’t remember

n - number of siblings: one younger sister and even younger brother.

o - one wish: let’s go back to Eden where no one was suffering.

p - person you last called/texted: my sister planning mother’s day gift.

q - questions you’re always asked: “Why aren’t you doing anything?”

r - reasons to smile: ANIMALS!

s - song last sang: Breaking Free

t - time you woke up: around 9 AM

u - underwear color: red

v - vacation destination: LONDON

w - worst habit: moving leg up and down. at all time. also, doodling in class.

x - x-rays you’ve had: teeth and wrist.

y - your favorite food: BREAD. AND SOUP.

z - zodiac sign: Pisces

I tag @fa-ee and @reven-niaga, and @fuzzy-amaranthine-socks

#tag meme

[squelchsquelch]

Tagged by @r0ryy!!

Rules: Say something that begins with each letter of the alphabet, then explain what that word means to you. Then, tag 26 people to do it.

A - apple juice - I was addicted to apple juice in high school lol

B - bananas - my favorite fruit! Even if I have a mild sensitivity towards them and my mouth gets very itchy

C - cucumbers - I REALLY LOVE CUCUMBERS!! [okay enough with the food stuff lol]

D - dicks!!! - you all know damn well why I’m always thinking about dicks

E - eggplant - my favorite emoji! [ok! for real!! last food thing, I swear]

F - Foster the People - I think their album Torches is a very mc/han/zo album, if I do say so myself

G - guillotine - we recently learned the difference between code switching and borrowing from other languages, and guillotine has miraculously retained its phonological features despite all of English’s short comings!

H - hungry - I’m always hungry: for food, new media, cute headcanons, the love from my friends, everything

I - Ignacio - I really love this name! I’d give this name to my child, but my husband would always call them Nacho [the diminutive form] and I am not down with that

J - jello beans - I never understood the deal with jelly beans, worst candy imo

K - kinder eggs - I WANT THAT MILKY EGGY TOY

L - large - my boobs have gotten quite big in the last few months, I’m not complaining, but my shirts are

M - minuscule - did you know this word has gone through orthographic changes based on people’s relation to ‘mini’? It’s historically minuscule, but since it means small, most people have an intuition that it should be miniscule to match the ‘mini’ mindset

N - nanomachines - son

O - orphaned works - I always wonder what drives authors to orphan their works! A mystery I will never solve

P - preferences - as in Video Preferences, which I am writing!! I can guarantee you that!!! 

Q - quiche - I don’t. Know what this is. Just that rich white people eat it apparently?? And while I’m at it, what the hell is a casserole?? Someone hit me up, I need answers

R - redo - UMMMM..... I think about redo-ing a lot of fics because I think they’re super shitty???? But that’s just the anxiety and poor self esteem talking [I hope Dx]

S - sauce - chocolate sauce, barbecue sauce, hollandaise; any and all sauces have a welcome residence on Hanz-- on food .__.

T - turtle - I had the cutest jingly turtle stuffed animal in the entire world!! His name was Mr. Turtles and he had a jingly bell in his tum and, oh he just looked like an old man. Too cute, too precious.

U - universal - I think about universal truths a lot of the time: joy, suffering, that sweet feeling of coming home and taking your pants off, that’s the ticket

V - vulva - the outer portion (lips/labia) is called a VULVA, not a VAGINA. The vagina is internal

W - watercoloring - I think that’s the most beautiful, peaceful leisure activity one can do. There’s no such thing as a bad watercoloring experience

X - xylophone - I played the xylophone in my high school band! Even though I preferred the marimba, but no one ever knows what that is, so I have to say xylophone :p

Y -  yearning - how I hope I’m writing Mc/Cree in these chapters of JGBD

Z - zebra - APPARENTLY it’s supposed to be pronounced zeh-bruh and not zee-bruh

This was fun! 💖❤️

I tag anyone who wants to do this!! Please do it for me [I just don’t want to make you feel obligated!!]

#about me #I suppose?? #I also don't want this showing up in certain tags #hence the lines separating words

[hippieheartedmoonwitch]

R U L E S: Copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours. When you are done, tag up to 10 people and also tag the person who tagged you… and most importantly, have fun!

tagged by @sashka-diann my beautiful twin 💙 A) Age: 19 B) Biggest fear: regretting the things I didn't do C) Current time: 11:12 am D) Drink you last had: Cup of Earl Grey tea with a splash of almond milk E) Every day starts with: Yoga F) Favourite song atm: La Vie en Rose by Edith Piaf G) Ghosts, are they real?: deffo H) Hometown: Grantham, England (bleurgh) I) In love with?: the moon and the stars J) Jealous of?: people who know and believe in their own strength and self-worth K) Killed Someone?: not that I'm aware of L) Last time you cried: 2 days ago, over endangered scalloped hammer head sharks and the beautiful kindness of @sashka-diann M) Middle name: Rose N) Number of siblings: Older sister and younger brother O) One wish: that everyone would except each other for who they are P) Person you last called/texted: my bestie Han Q) Questions you are always being asked: what has you're knickers in a twist (I have resting bish face) R) Reasons to smile: My friends I have met at uni and the ones I have met through mutual suffering over clexa mean the world to me S) Song last sung: Girls like Girls Hayley Kiyoko T) Time you woke up today: slept in until 9am wtf U) Underwear colour: blue and green and pink floral W) Worst habits: doubting myself, forgetting medication X) X-rays you’ve had: chest Y) Your favourite food: berries and apple sauce Z) Zodiac sign: Sagittarius Tagging @xxxzoe96xxx @alwaysaslutforlexa @scenebarwick and legit everyone who want’s to do this!

#personal #asks

[mewtwo24]

Tagged by my best friend and fellow Mrs. Han @talesofbiro

A (age): 19 B (biggest fear): Being forcibly silenced C (current time): 10:15 PM D (drink you last had): Water E (easiest person to talk to): My bestie @talesofbiro​, she’s such a peach F (favorite song): *screams* I have no idea how I could ever choose one, but I think I’ll go with Remembering Sunday by All Time Low G (grossest moment): Every second that passes, really H (horror yes, horror no): Psychological horror? In spades. Gorey horror? Absolutely not I’m the biggest wuss. I (in love with): Honestly too many fictional men to count at this point, with Date Masamune from SLBP at the top. J (jealous of): I don’t know, I try not to be. But in moments of weakness I guess when somebody is lauded or privileged with something I felt I deserved. K (killed someone): Wouldn’t you like to know L (love at first sight or should i walk by again): Walk by again. M (middle name): Don’t have one lol  N (number of siblings): Two. (Often wish I only had one) O (one wish): For Date Masamune or Arsene Lupin to be real tbh but I digress I wish I could create a system in which human beings would not be able to enslave others and perpetuate that slavery. (Whether it be overt, physical, financial, etc.) I wish there was a way to stop greedy people from making others suffer. P (person you last called): My good friend from college Cat Q (question you’ve always been asked): “You can speak Greek?? Say something!!” R (reasons to smile): Date Masamune, Arsene Lupin, Jumin Han, anime boys in general, chocolate, books, @talesofbiro​, the gentle reassurance and acceptance provided by the fewe people who understand me, when I feel included in any social setting, more chocolate S (song you last sang): Δε σε συγχωρώ by Παντελής Παντελίδης (De Se Synchwrw by Pantelis Pantelidis) U (underwear color): White V (vacation destination): Greece and possibly the Caribbean X (x-rays I’ve had): When I broke my forearm in the fifth grade Y (your favorite foods): Tsoutsoukakia, chocolate, spinach pancakes, rice, macaroni and tomato sauce, waffles, french toast Z (zodiac): Scorpio

I’ll tag @raechelpapaya @elantil-arcacia @catchthespade 

#tagged #about me #i'm terrible about tagging hope none of you feel annoyed by it #@talesofbiro is such a sweetheart love her

[placebogirl7]

Tagged by @miskatsura (thank you!)

rules: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to 10 people and also tag the person who tagged you… and most importantly, have fun!

a - age: 24

b - biggest fear: probably losing someone or something I love. Also I’m arachnophobic and I suffer from vertigo.

c - current time: 12.35pm

d - drink you last had: water

e - every day starts with: me waking up, preparing breakfast and doing some houseworks

f - favorite song: I can’t chose just one, I love music too much!

g - ghosts, are they real: I don’t know if they are ghosts or presence or whatever elese, but I think something paranormal could exist

h - hometown a little village in the province of Modena, Emilia Romagna, Italy

i - in love with: music, dogs, manga, art

j - jealous of: people who always get what they want without efforts 

k - killed someone: flyes and mosquitos count? XD

l - last time you cried: I don’t remember 

m - middle name: None

n - number of siblings: 0

o - one wish: To visit Japan

p - person you last called/texted: A friend of mine

q - questions you’re always asked: I don’t think I have one in particular, but people asked me many times if my culrs are real, if I still sing and when I made a draw/painting or whatever artistical they ask if I made it.

r - reasons to smile: Dogs

s - song last sang: The Devil in Me by Kate Voegele

t - time you woke up: 9:30 am today

u - underwear color: Black

v - vacation destination: In my dreams California or Japan, actually I think I will only go to Lucca in Tuscany in November! XD

w - worst habit: Eating my hangnail! XD

x - x-rays you’ve had: Years ago at the stomach, recently (like 2 or 3 years ago) at the head to see if I actually had sinusitis.

y - your favorite food: Mmmh...I can’t chose between pasta and chicken! 

z - zodiac sign: Capricorn

tagging: @sssskk, @jaja-han, @the20thcenturykid, @sternguckerin, @pfirsichtoertchen, @satansbratn, @cinnamoncountess, @shin-red-dear, @blue-tea-mug, @inukag

#personal #meme #tagged by miskatsura #thank you

[beholdthethunder]

@apirateslifeforme123 replied to your post “Fanfic Ask Game”

I want all the answers for you too, Katie! :) 

I’m going to answer as many as I can ::cracks knuckles::

A: How did you come up with the title to [any fic]?

I’m literally the worst at titles. It’s usually the most obvious thing that comes to mind. 

B: Any of your stories inspired by personal experience?

No, not really. Unless you count the fact that my husband and I bicker in similar manner.

C: What member do you identify with most?

Definitely Elizabeth. I admire her bravery and her ability to do what she feels is right no matter the consequences. Though, Jack’s personality is most similar to my own. I hardly take anything seriously unless it counts.

D: Is there a song or a playlist to associate with [In a Bottle]?

You bet! A lot of my fics are inspired through song. To name a few for this fic:

“Up is Down” -Hans Zimmer

“I don’t think now is the best time”-Hans Zimmer

“The Swan”-Camille Saint-Saens

“Rey’s Theme” -John Williams

E: If you wrote a sequel to [In a Bottle], what would it be about?

A slice of life fic with the whole Sparrow clan.

F: Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

I don’t have a specific snippet, but I was rather proud of my most recent one shot The Lies We Tell, that is probably my most well crafted, but simple piece of writing. I’m also rather proud of Ch. 31 of In a Bottle. There was a lot of time jumping and more imagery based writing in that chapter as opposed to my usual writing which reads more like a play to me at times.

G: Do you write your story from start to finish, or do you write the scenes out of order? 

Definitely try to go linearly, but sometimes I come up with an idea for something that is to happen later on, and if the muse is hot, I’ll just go ahead and write it.

H: How would you describe your style?

Very dialogue based. Almost to a fault...

I: Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)?

I definitely have a propensity toward the heated fight turns into ravenous lovemaking trope. I also like the person A is hurt/person B nurses them back to health trope.

J: Write or describe an alternative ending to [insert fic].

In a bottle was almost a very depressing story. The epilogue of them on the ship sailing into the distance was going to be a fabricated existence. Something to the effect of, they weren’t able to control Elizabeth and all of the power she obtained once Erebus had been defeated, and so they trapped her in a glass bottle. So the last scene was going to be of Jack on the Pearl with the glass bottle at his belt, Liz trapped inside for all eternity living out the fantasy she made for herself.

K: What’s the angstiest idea you’ve ever come up with?

Probably “The truth of things”, to be fair though, the prompt it stemmed from was a bit angsty, so I can’t take sole credit for the idea.

L: How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?

It varies from once or twice to about a million

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?

I’ve got another modern AU waiting, based of the pic set I posted not that long ago.

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

Hahah All of them. Writing can be so cumbersome when you have so many ideas in your head. Sometimes all I want to do is read someone else’s wonderful work.

O: How do you begin a story–with the plot, or the characters?

Characters. Definitely Characters. Usually Elizabeth.

P: Are you what George R. R. Martin would call an “architect” or a “gardener”? (How much do you plan in advance, versus letting the story unfold as you go?)

Again I try to plan in advance or at least have a rough outline, but in all actuality once I start writing sometimes the story will take on a life of its own.

Q: How do you feel about collaborations?

I think they’re great :)

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

Definitely GRRM, GOT really got my creative juices flowing again. Florencia7 really changed the game for me. Also SleepyLotus; her work and constant activity in the fandom, really fanned the flame for my writing.

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

Will they, won't they, but you know they will, so just give it to me already, but don’t make it so easy.

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

Meh, I like pretty much everything.

U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

See R

V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

If I could get her notes, I would love to finish Thunderhearts for Florencia7. The story had such enormous potential, but she sadly was unable to finish it. 

W: Do you like more general prompts, or more specific ones?

Either are good. A prompt is a prompt is a prompt is a prompt.

X: A character you enjoy making suffer.

Barbossa. Beckett. A little bit Will. A little bit Jack. 

Y: A character you want to protect.

Jack. Elizabeth. Gibbs. 

Z: Major character death–do you ever write/read it? Is there a character whose death you can’t tolerate?

I don’t mind it. I don’t use it as a default, but if it’s powerful enough I’m fine with it. 

#apirateslifeforme123 #longwinded #you asked for it #sparrabeth #fanfic #fanfic ask

[its-btrz-blog]

A-Z Book Recommendations

@macrolit, a blog I love (all those lovely classics and those gorgeous editions) made this challenge and I decided to try it too! :p

A - The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes, by Arthur Conan Doyle - Who can resist a Sherlock Holmes story? They manage to be surprising and clever and make for a very interesting read. I’m collecting all the books and at the moment there’s only one left for me to find. A recommendation for everyone.

B - The Book Thief, by Markus Zusak - I think it’s a must for book lovers, specially for anyone who likes historical fiction set in WWII. I loved the writing style and became absorbed in the story.

C - The Count of Monte Cristo, by Alexandre Dumas - Read for the first time many years ago, but this story of injustice and revenge remains one of my favorites.

D - Daughter of the Blood, by Anne Bishop - It’s the first book on one of my favorite fantasy series (I’ll call it a trilogy, since I recently found out the remaining books and I like to forget the sequels to the original three exist). She created an intricate society in this fictional universe, with complex power and etiquette protocols, and lovable main characters. I’ve re-read it many times.

E - Emma, by Jaune Austen - Pride and Prejudice is the most famous (and I love it too), but this is my favorite Austen book. Funny, with a flawed protagonist you end up liking all the same, and a great romance. The best part: she’s not interested in marrying, but in in finding marriages for others, and when she finds love, it’s based on a good existing friendship.

F - The Fellowship of the Ring, by J. R. R. Tolkien - Well, I know this is a hard one to read (along with the rest of The Lord of The Rings), I suffered too, but it’s one of the things that made me love fantasy as much as I do. This universe he created, it’s so real, you feel you could live in it too.

G - The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo, by Stieg Larsson - A thriller/mystery, with a wonderfully strong and complex heroine. I recommend the whole trilogy to anyone (forget the ones after that, by another author).

H - Human Acts, by Han Kang - I’m not sure how to express exactly how much this book moved me, so I’ll just say it’s an historical fiction book on the horrors experienced on a South Korean popular uprising at the end of the 20th century. I think it’s a very powerful story.

I - Interview with the Vampire, by Anne Rice - Well, seeing how I love fantasy (and paranormal) this book couldn’t be missing here. The first of the Vampire Chronicles, it’s also the best, with beautiful descriptions and scenarios and with one of the most iconic vampires in fiction as main character.

J - Jane Eyre, by Charlotte Brontë - One of my favorite books. I remember the first time I borrowed it from the library, I didn’t return it until I had read it twice in a row. A classic about a woman who, despite her feelings, remains true to her principles.

K - Kafka on the Shore, by Haruki Murakami - My first Murakami book. Since then I’ve read and enjoyed many others, but this one remains special. I can’t say much about it. It’s magical realism, and I think until you’ve read one of his books you can’t really decide if it’s for you or not. Whenever I read something from him, I’m always invaded by a sense of peace, that helps me absorb what I’m reading.

L - The Lady of the Camelias, by Alexandre Dumas, son - It’s a well loved classic for me, and it’s a tragic story of a famous courtesan and her love for someone below her on the social and economical scale.

M - Les Misérables, by Victor Hugo - It’s been almost one year and I’m still unsure of my love/hate relationship with this book. I love the characters, the story they allow to tell, and the social critic present. However, I hate knowing about Paris’ sewers, the whole history of the Battle of Waterloo, convents in Paris and the life story (and financial and domestic arrangements) of a character who will then be present for a very small fraction of the book. I’ve since been told there’s an abridged version.

N - The Narrative of Arthur Gordon Pym of Nantucket, by Edgar Allan Poe - My first Poe book, a good adventure story with a mix of horror in it.

O - Oliver Twist, by Charles Dickens - My first and favorite Dickens book (until now, I still have several to read), this story always moved me with its portrayal of innocence and social injustice. I also think it has the best characters he has written (sometimes they tend to be reduced to quirks).

P - Persuasion, by Jane Austen - OK, another one by Austen, but this was her first book I read, and along with Emma is one of my favorites, and it’s not as well known. It’s a love story, yes, but more than that it’s about a woman finally freeing herself from social pressure and her family’s expectations to make the decisions she really wants for herself.

Q - The Queen of Spades, by Alexander Pushkin - Got it from a pocket book collection purchased with the newspaper, many years ago. It’s a very short and delightful read , with some lovely social commentary too.

R - Red Dragon, by Thomas Harris - The Hannibal books are fascinating to me and good horror/thrillers for anyone who liked the genre. This is the first one, introducing the famous cannibal and Will Graham, the FBI agent (and inspiration for the TV show Hannibal)

S - The Shadow of the Wind, by Carlos Ruíz Zafón - The first book in a series of four (The Cemetery of Forgotten Books), set in Barcelona around the time of the Civil War. It’s a good series with memorable characters that seems like an ode to literature and book lovers.

T - Treasure Island, by Robert Louis Stevenson - A classic pirate story, on which many pirate stories are nowadays based! I love pirates, so this had to be here.

U - Hmm, I have read four books beginning with U, but none I would recommend :(

V - Vanity Fair, by William Makepeace Thackeray - A classic about a woman who manipulates everyone around her for her own gain: rise in social status and acquiring wealth.

W - We Have Always Lived in The Castle, by Shirley Jackson - Read recently, and I couldn’t help but love this gothic classic.

X - Nothing here.

Y - The Yellow Wallpaper, by Charlotte Perkins Gilman - A short story that shows the unfair treatment of women concerning mental health.

Z - Sorry, another blank one.

#a-z #book recs