the bond between a queer kid and their favorite straight ships can be something so strong…
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Everytime I go out ppl stare and stare and stare...it's quite draining. I've learned to not take it personally; I would stare at me too.
But damn I am so fucking tired of having to initiate everything all the time!! I refuse to believe that I'm intimidating, I have big brown eyes and cherub cheeks goddammit!
An angel amongst men!
Please answer me so, why render my natural social allure to dust? Does my smile and eye contact do nothing for you?? Must I always be the first to speak...admit...love? Lord, I have traveled internally searching for answers on why I am so special. This is my ultimate carousel.
My final battle.
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i was able to do a lot of work on alaris today even tho the craziest jjk chapter dropped i hope you’re all proud of me
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this is why im the way i am
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deermice and harefish
passing cars flick glowing retinas
over curled-up bodies deep down in the ditch.
we were not made for fluorescent lighting
and the world at night seems far too bright
than the gentle beams from our childhood cars
dipped low and slow, shining just for us.
and we held out our books from the back seat
and we hoped to catch licks of yellow light
like fireflies as it flickered by,
then bedtime under orange streetlights.
they cradled us in their hands like mice.
we were the future, and they wanted it bright.
the bench in the classroom flickers red-pink-clear
and the words on the whiteboard fall into numbers
and squiggle falsely under squinting eyes into
rabbits, badgers, dormice, hares,
a foreign language to the brave new world,
and a strange look on from the weary teachers,
who watch the world as it plays the river
and selfishly erodes its own riverbanks,
but were stuck fast in the net early on
and have to watch children play in the dirt
a little less for every generation that passes.
we squirm together like fish under fractions.
we are the new deer caught in headlights
and you will find us at the side of the road
hunched and bleeding, dazzled and cold.
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I did say to myself I would get to Wano before the semester starts however that does mean I have to finish WCI and Reverie tonight and I got 3 hours worth of episodes to watch tonight...I'm going to do it wish me luck everyone 🫡
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the pain of having a friend watching succession for the first time and it's like i wanna respect the pace you're going at but also if you dont start season 4 in the next 30 seconds i am going to kill myself
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do any of you have any idea how difficult it is to walk around a college campus taking photos while absolutely battling the urge to compose every single shot like this
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im a saint for not killing everyone who disagrees with me
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Lying here trying to figure out why im suddenly not tired and can't fall asleep and it's because i took fucking headache medicine that had caffeine in it im going to kms i forgot it had caffeine or i would’ve taken it at fucking 9:30pm😭😭😭
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it takes a man ungodly amounts of strength not to tell people when their skull/bone tattoos are anatomically incorrect
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today i found an old dean winchester fic i was writing a few months ago and it took everything in me not to pick up right where i left off and study math instead
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