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The Anti-Void never made noise. It never hummed, it never stirred. Things echoed without walls, if one is quiet enough they could hear the thrumming beat of their soul, soothing like the sound of a fan late at night. Never terrifying to him, the sound of him breathing, shifting, just him and him alone out in such an expanse. No random, intruding sounds that came from living in an AU, no surprises. He controlled what he heard and what he didn't even without his headphones, he only needed such helpful items when someone else was nearby or when he was out and about. The endless clicking of his needles or off-thought rambling, sometimes saved videos on his phone or a portal to Undernovella.
He liked how simple that was. Absolute silence. All the time. He loved the beat of his own soul, repetitive and constant, never-changing. Just like every other sound he allowed in there. Most things that were too extra and assaulting to the ears were barred. But sometimes unexpected and changing sounds were welcome, because even they have a certain level of consistency he could follow and even lull to.
Some sounds, like the irregular tune of an aimless hum, were more soothing than a soulbeat. Distracted tune-deaf singer voicing colorful thoughts, swinging his feet back and forth underneath the in-the-works of a sweater. Small enough to lay comfortably over his companion's chest with very little crowding or irritation. Blanketed in gentle fabric that pulled and shifted as it was worked on.
Some sounds were welcome, they gave good hugs when they were needed.
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parkerrogersgirl · 5 months
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300 Awkward Blind Dates Later...
Pairing: Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x Reader
Summary: You go on a blind date on your birthday so you don't have to spend it alone, but it ends up going better than you expected.
A/N: Hey friends! This is a little birthday drabble for my buddy @roosterforme. Thank you for being such a help and inspiration, you're the best!
Warnings: fluff, maybe swearing, a whole lot of sweetness so book your dentist ASAP, allusions to smut (bc I can't help myself), spice
Word Count: 2,617
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You take a deep breath and fix your hair in your rear view mirror. You look down at your dress and check your phone one last time. You'd thought your ex would at least act like he cared that it was your birthday. He wanted you back, and yet he couldn't be bothered to text you on your birthday. So, that's why you were on a blind date on your birthday.
You put your phone away and walk into the restaurant, sitting at the bar. The bartender immediately comes over and you order a soda, presuming this date won't last long enough for you to finish any alcohol.
Once you have your soda, you let yourself relax a little bit. You let yourself get lost in the bustle of the bar at happy hour. That is until you hear a voice startle you out of your daze.
"Excuse me? Do you mind if I sit here, ma'am?"
You snap your head to your left to see the hottest man God has ever created. He has curly brown hair and a gorgeous mustache to match. He's got chocolate brown eyes that you could easily see yourself getting lost in-
"Oh! Yeah, sure." You turn to look at the clock to see that your date is 40 minutes late. You pull out your phone and see that your date had cancelled because you didn't sound like his "type," and he didn't want to waste your time. "I've been stood up, apparently, so I should probably go anyway."
The stranger frowns and takes the seat next to yours, "well, apparently it's a blind date."
"How'd you know that?"
He smirks, "if he knew what you look like, he wouldn't have stood you up. You're perfect."
You blush and as the bartender takes the stranger's order, you ask her for a refill on your soda. Before you can take your card out of your wallet to pay out, a rough hand covers yours.
"You can add it to my tab. Both of the drinks." You look up and meet his incredible eyes.
"Are you sure? You don't even know my name."
He laughs and turns your hand over to shake it, "well, I'm Bradley. Bradley Bradshaw. And you are?"
You introduce yourself, and you notice that although you're not shaking hands, neither of you have let go. There's something... right about how his hand feels on yours. It feels like you're home. You subtly roll your eyes at yourself before dropping his hand.
"Well, Bradley, why do you insist on paying for my drinks?"
He grins, putting his arm around the back of your chair, "well, miss Y/N, my mom always told me to pay for a lady's drinks on a date."
"You're awfully bold to assume this is a date," you raise your glass to your lips, smirking at him over the top.
"You were already here on a date. It's not my fault I had to step into that clown's shoes. I'm just taking a shot."
"And if I said this wasn't a date?"
"Well, I would be crushed. I think you're great. You're funny, you're hot, although we do have to have a talk about stranger danger."
You scoot your stool closer to him and start drawing circles on his leg with your finger. The second your fingertip touches him, you feel him tense up and you smile softly, "I'm hot?"
He leans in closer so his lips are almost touching your ear, "baby you're the hottest person in the whole damn bar. As soon as I saw you, you were all that mattered. Especially because I would really, really like to see you again. Tonight. In my bedroom. Preferably under me. "
You bite your lip and stand, heading for the door. You go out and stand next to your car around the corner and wait. Not even 30 minutes later, you hear the restaurant door open and close, followed by footsteps on the concrete. Bradley turns the corner speeds up, jogging toward you.
You open your mouth to speak, but before you can ask Bradley to follow you home, his arms are around you and his mouth is on yours. You moan into the kiss and back up against your car, letting your lips dance with his. His lips were coarse, but in the best way, where it feels like static electricity.
He pulls away and immediately blurts out, "do you want to come home with me?"
"Let's go. I'll come get my car tomorrow."
"No, we'll come get your car tomorrow. I don't plan on letting you go."
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bluesylveon2 · 11 months
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OMG HI I CAME AS FAST AS I COULD WHEN I SAW REQUESTS FOR 400 FOLLOWERS WERE OPEN I LOVED YOUR ORTHO FAMILY DAY ONESHOT!! i was gonna ask for idia + "i wont say im in love" or "once upon a dream" bc both are SUCHHH good disney songs, i hope you can write whichever one seems more fun to you, lots of love!! - ♡ anon
Omg hi!!! Thank you for reading the ortho fic! It was my first time writing for twst and I glad at how it turned out. I chose "I Won't Say I'm in Love" because it just screams Idia 😂. Hope you enjoy anon!!!
Notes: Idia being in denial, mentioned Vargas camp pt 2, fluff, Azul uses one line from the Ghost Marriage, and the housewardens team up on him (it's basically their team-building exercise lol)
Word Count: 975 (I said that these are supposed to be drabbles but now they're oneshots lmao)
Warnings: possible ooc characters and not beta read.
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Idia thought the Vargas camp was torture, but it was actually Crowley's team-building camp (with no technology, might he add) filled with some of the scariest people he knew (read: the housewardens) and the Ramshackle Prefect. 
Yes, the Prefect.
Crowley said she needed to attend since she was in the same position as them for Ramshackle. However, Idia knew she didn't have to be there since Grim was her only dorm member. The real reason she was here was to keep the housewardens in check. 
"You're staring off again," Vil's smooth voice caused Idia to jump and take his attention away from the nearby Yuu talking to Crowley. 
“I’MNOTSTARINGATYUU!”
Vil sighed, "I never said anything about the Prefect."
Idia wanted the ground to swallow him whole, "H-how long have you been standing there?" 
Vil crossed his arms, a frown etched on his flawless face, "Long enough for everyone to get stuff for camp except for you," he emphasized his words by pointing out to the vacant field except for the Prefect standing far from them. Vil, annoyed, gracefully walked over to Idia and pressed a manicured finger to his chest, "Look, I'm not sure what Yuu sees in you, but if you hurt her, I will not hesitate to send Rook at you," he said in a brotherly manner. Idia swore that Vil's glare could kill him if it could. 
Idia's hair turned slightly pink, "Whoa, whoa, why would I hurt Yuu?" He was grabbing one part of his jacket when he heard Vil sigh.
"I don't want to see her shed any tears over you, got it?"
Idia opened his mouth to reply but was stopped by Malleus teleporting to him. 
"You are going to hurt the Child of Man?" Malleus frowned. 
Vil rolled his eyes, "Malleus, do you think that Idia is in love with Yuu?"
"Hey!"
Malleus hummed in thought and ignored Idia, "Lilia taught me what love was the other day, and I think Shroud fits the description. He mentioned how humans can turn red, and I assume that Idia's pink hair is a similar reaction."
Idia squealed and feebly attempted to blow out the pink away, but it grew out of embarrassment. 
"Will you shut up! Some of us have better things to do and nap," Leona called out from a nearby tree. He had an annoyed and tired look on his face. 
"Hey, Kingscholar, do you think Shroud has feelings toward the Child of Man?" Malleus innocently asked the lion beastman. 
"I'm literally right next to you!" Idia exclaimed, but it fell on deaf ears again.  
Leona opened one eye and looked at the group, "Do I think? Hah, I know he does. Radish Sprout tries to keep his lovestruck face hidden from Yuu, but we can all see it. He can't conceal his obvious swooning. Honestly, it makes me want to puke."
Idia's hair was a mix of pink and red "I am not trying to hide anything!" He exclaimed, causing Vil to roll his eyes. 
"Hey, guys!" Kalim threw his arms around Idia and Malleus, causing them to stumble a bit, "is there a party going on?"
Malleus shook his head, "No, but we were discussing how Shroud harbors feelings for the Child of Man," he pointed at the said male with his thumb. 
"WHEN DID WE COME TO THAT CONCLUSION?"
Kalim's mouth was open in an o, "Oh, I can definitely see it! There was one time I tried to invite Idia to my party, but he was too busy swooning over the Prefect that he accidentally hit a wall," he sighed sadly. Meanwhile, Idia wanted to crawl into a hole and stay there. 
"What is going on here? We should be looking for food or logs for the campfire!" Riddle looked like steam was ready to burst out of his head, but Azul, who was behind him, didn't look bothered by it. 
"We are talking about how Idia likes Yuu," Kalim brightly smiled that it could rival the sun. 
Azul held back his laughter while Riddle rolled his eyes, "What are we? School girls." He pointed a finger toward Idia, "Don't even think about denying it! Own up to it!"
As a last-ditch effort, Idia looked to Azul, "Azul, we're friends. Disagree with them!"
Azul let out a fake sigh, "Well, I buy many things as a businessman. I don't buy that you don't like the Prefect. To think that Idia, king of all introverts, would fall for the Prefect... I can't see through all my tears of joy," he said, wiping away a fake tear. 
"NOOOOOO!" Idia's hair was now entirely pink, and he tried to hide himself behind his hands. Vil, annoyed (again), grabbed a compact mirror from his pocket and opened it. He angled to where it showed Yuu feeding Grim some tuna. He grabbed Idia's hands and yanked them down, "Hey Idia, look into my mirror and tell me what you see."
Idia briefly glanced at the mirror, and his scared expression turned lovestruck, "It's Yuu feeding the itty bitty kitty," He sighed, causing everyone (including sweet little Kalim) to smirk victoriously. 
"Well, we got our answer. Let's go, gentleman." Vil closed his mirror, startling Idia, and stood up. Everyone else headed out, including Leona, who decided to find another tree to nap in.
In gaining his scenes, Idia scrambled to save himself, "Wait, that doesn't prove anything!"
"Your face said it all," Vil called out.
Idia watched as everyone became small figures until he was alone, "F in the chat for me. I will admit it, but I won't say it out loud," he muttered. 
"You won't say what out loud?" Yuu's voice asked from behind him, a hint of amusement in her voice. 
Idia wanted the earth to swallow him whole and throw him into a pool of lava. 
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400 event is still open!!
Disclaimer: I do not own Twisted Wonderland and its characters. Those belong to Aniplex, Walt Disney Japan, and Yana Toboso.
©: This story belongs to bluesylveon2 2020-23. DO NOT modify, republish, or plagiarize my work.
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softxsuki · 1 year
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Hey there!!
I just discovered your blog while looking for some comfort fics and I immediately loved your newest Hawks fic and I will definitely be checking out your Yona fics now!🥹🥹
I have an urgent request too actually but pls don't feel pressured or anything if you are busy!! I'm just having a really bad BPD episode at the moment and I have the urge to cut everyone I love off because I feel unloved by them and like such a burden to everyone and I feel like I can't handle the pain anymore..
Sooo therefore I'd like to request Drabbles/Oneshots (honestly fully up to you) for Hawks, Gojo and Lucifer (only if that's okay for you ofc!!🩷) with a reader who acts all cold and becomes more and more distant in their relationship and when they confront her about it she breaks down and admits that she did it out of fear that they were going to abandon her anyway and bcs she felt like they deserved better..?
I know it's very specific and I am kind of embarrassed to ask for it but honestly my fav characters are my only source of comfort rn and I saw that you do mental health requests/comfort fics and I thought it's the sweetest and most thoughtful thing ever!!🥲
So even if you won't write this for or can't do it "immediately" I wanna thank you for doing this for the mentally ill folks who get their comfort from fictional characters. You are a lovely person! 🥹
-🩷
Hawks, Gojo, and Lucifer (Separate) with Reader Who Tries To Cut Them Out of Her Life
Pairings: Hawks x Fem!Reader, Gojo x Fem!Reader, Lucifer x Fem!MC
Warnings: mentions of feeling like a burden, wanting to cut loved ones out of your life, unedited (excuse any mistakes)
Genre: comfort
Post-Type: headcanons
Word Count: 1.07k
Summary: In which you try and distance yourself from them and they realize and try to talk it out with you (Yeah ik I'm still bad at writing these summaries, I'm sorry 😢 😂 )
[A/N: HEY! Thank you so much for your sweet words! I'm blessed that I'm able to write things for people that provide them with comfort. I'm so sorry for the long wait, life has been crazy, but I managed to find the motivation to get this done today! I hope it helps. I know you were looking for oneshots or drabbles, but I only write headcanons when someone wants a request for multiple people, so I hope that's okay! Enjoy! I hope it provides you with a little bit of comfort if anything :) <3 Take care!]
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Hawks:
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He gets very petty and if you decide to avoid him, he won’t make the effort to force you to be in his presence, but ofc it does sadden him, he loves you and having you push him away and not reach out to him less and less, hurts
Until one day he grows impatient with your silence
What did he do to have you shut him out? Why were you doing this? 
He needed answers and he needed them now, so get ready for him banging at your door and inviting himself in as soon as you open it a crack
Hawks is gentle with the way he approaches the issue, honestly he might think that he may have accidentally done or said something without realizing it that possibly hurt your feelings
So he begins with an apology and just asks what you need him to do for you to forgive him for whatever he’s done
You mean the world to him, so having you slowly push him away from you without any kind of warning makes him nervous…he can’t lose you
“I know I’m out frequently doing hero work, and I sometimes have to leave our dates if I’m called for an emergency. I’m sorry if you’ve felt like I don’t care about you because of these things. But I want you to know right here and now that I love you so much and nothing will ever change that. So please, let me into your heart, don’t push me away anymore Y/N…”
Once you tell him that you’ve just been feeling like a burden to him, he moves quickly to wipe those thoughts out of your head
Never once has he thought you were a burden and his love for you just seems to grow as the days pass
Moving forward, he tries his best to verbally express his feelings for you more often, as well as trying to find time to see you again if he ever has to leave for a hero emergency
From now on, you’ll never doubt his love for you–and please, just mention whenever you feel this way again to him, he’d love to talk it out with you instead of just having you push him away
Gojo:
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This man gets so pouty when you decide to ignore him
But it doesn’t affect how much he sees you on a daily basis
He refuses to let you avoid him and will continue to stick by your side
He’ll annoy you with his presence everyday, until you lash out in desperation because as much as you tried to slowly avoid him he was always there
But he remains unphased through it all and continues to act like this idiot he is
He does however, decide to get a little serious and hear you out as to why you are attempting to push him away, when you already know you’re stuck with him for life
Gojo isn’t stupid, as much as he tries to avoid serious conversations, once you actually open up to him, he knows that it’s time to listen to you and be there for you.
So when he hears that you’ve been feeling like a burden to him, he patiently listens to you the whole time
“Well, you don’t have to worry about that. If anything I’m probably the one who’s a burden on you. I know I can be too much sometimes, but I just want to make sure you’re always happy. I’m sorry for not realizing your feelings sooner, Y/N. I don’t know exactly what's going on in that head of yours, and even though I joke around too much you can always open up to me about all those complicated feelings in your heart.”
A rare, empathetic Gojo moment that you out of everyone else in his life gets to see, so it’s truly an honor
Be he wipes an insecurities you may be feeling away and gets to joking around again in hope that it helps lift your mood
He’d probably put his phone on silent from all the elder higher-ups trying to contact him and spend the day with you–after all you are the most important person in his life, he’d do anything for you
Lucifer:
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Out of everyone else on this list, Lucifer definitely knows what’s up even by the slightest change in your mood or actions towards him
I picture him not caring that you’re pushing him away, he's still going to go see you every morning and wish you goodnight every night
Stubbornness doesn’t work on him. He’s been alive for too long to have things go over his head so he already can kinda guess what’s going on with you after avoiding him just once
Literally, he sense something is off so fast, and his pride won’t allow him to just leave you be so you hear him knocking at your bedroom door so fast; you didn’t even get a chance to properly try and avoid him NFJENAKF
So he gets down to business very quickly, asking you what’s been going on and what he can do to help you feel better
Don’t even try to play dumb and act like nothing's wrong by trying to persuade him that you’re completely fine–he will see right through all your attempts
Once he is aware of how you’ve been feeling, he’s almost offended
“Have I done anything to prove that I do not care for you anymore MC? I invite you to my room each night, I treat you with respect and as much love as I possibly can. I know I’m not always as open with my feelings in public, but we both know that if I didn’t care for you, I wouldn't give you my time of day. That would never happen though, I’m already in too deep for you and nothing can change that…not even if Diavolo himself commanded it.”
He’s a passionate man, and knowing that you felt like he didn’t love you anymore really bruised his pride.
Expect many romantic advances after this; private dinners at Ristorante Six (he’ll rent out the whole place for you), going to see plays together, late night walks in the devildom away from his chaotic brothers who won’t leave you alone, and much more
He’ll make sure you know he loves you at the end of every night, so be prepared!
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REQUESTS ARE OPEN :D
Posted: 4/26/2023
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dyinglikeastar · 6 months
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Twenty Questions for Writers
1.) How many works do you have on AO3?
417 🫠 Don't be too impressed though lol, I'm very old and many of them are drabbles
2.) What's your total AO3 word count?
951,061 🥲
3.) What fandoms do you write for?
Currently: Justified. Biggest past fandoms: DC comics and danmei
4.) What are your top five fics by kudos?
(I'm just going to list my Justified ones since that's what everyone's here for, but feel free to check out my works if you're interested in those other things.)
1. we could follow the sparks - 4793 words
2. for you it's always me - 15, 753
3. in my defense I have none - 54, 264
4. working for the knife - 1491
5. ten feet apart - 5581
5.) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
Absolutely. I don't get around to every single one and sometimes it takes me a while, but I try to because every single comment makes my day.
6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I love to write angst, but I tend to have at least a mildly happening ending in fics. For Justified I don't think I have an angsty ending fic yet, so its probably going to be Nothing Left To Burn, an Untamed fic. (heed the tags, proceed with caution etc)
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
This is hard since most of my fics do end on a happy note. I don't write fluff or weddings or anything like that, but I think For You It's Always Me is the happiest ending for my Justified fic though. Domestic Raylan and Boyd make me happy.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
In my many, many years of writing fic and out of the 400+ works (many of them ~~problematique~~)I have up, I'm fairly certain I've only ever gotten two even remotely negative comments. I'm not sure how I pulled that off, but it probably has something to do with being a virtual hermit and never promoting my shit lol. Anyway, one of them was on a sex worker fic and the criticism was that a group of teenage runaways doing sex work wouldnt have to eat ramen or live in a shitty apartment because apparently all sex workers make triple digits 😅. The other one threatened to call PETA on me bc a kid in the fic had multiple goldfish die.
9.) Do you write smut?
Pretty much primarily lol
10.) Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've ever written?
It appears that I've never published an actual crossover, huh. I've written plenty of AUs, like my Hunger Games!Raylan/Boyd AU, but never a true crossover.
11.) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not to my knowledge
12.) Have you ever had a fic translated?
I have, I give blanket permission and its always nice to get those notifications
13.) Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yep, the most recent one being In My Defense I Have None, and I wrote 2 pretty popular DC comics fic series with someone.
14.) What is your all-time favorite ship?
Oh Lord, I can't do favorites. I can tell you which was my first, which one I've shipped longest, my favorite from each fandom, but I can't pick just one, thats like picking a favorite child.
15.) What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Pot canon Raylan/Boyd where Raylan doesn't turn Boyd in, instead he kidnaps him and runs away with him into the mountains somewhere. I just don't know how to end it in a way that makes sense.
16.) What are your writing strengths?
Well I don't know, but I hope it's characterization and dialogue, because that's what I enjoy the most. Also, fitting a bunch of shit in few words.
17.) What are your writing weaknesses?
Exposition. Long fic. Did I mention exposition? Exposition is my nemesis.
18.) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for fic?
It's fun and immersive, but only works if you're fluent or have a native speaker to ask about it, otherwise you end up with a Lance Voltron situation.
19.) First fandom you wrote for?
Harry Potter, unfortunately.
20.) Favorite fic you've written?
Honestly, In My Defense I Have None. Its the longest thing I've ever published, it was super fun to write and totally self-indulgent, full of all of my favorite tropes, and I got to write it with my girlfriend.
Thanks, @tallsinspace and @willowmckinley for tagging me in this meme
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choerrypuffs · 2 years
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i love making headers!!! honestly my fav part of making fics :) im not the best at them but it's really fun and i like to experiment with them.
and rlly (my productivity) it's a curse LMAOOO i'm stuck w so many ideas that my brain can't keep up, and i start like 17 different fics and finish none of them
i'm not rlly sure!! i try not to ballpark fics bc im awful at guessing and then i feel bad if i don't reach that wc LMAOOO. the taeyong is already 3k though!
listen... i have a meme that calls him the prettiest mf and perfection i still love him
omg soon??? im so excited HELPP
themes are so fun i love just admiring people's work bc like !!! 😍😍wow
i had anons on main but they've all vanished :( and the one of the side blog hasn't send anything in a bit but im just more motivated there bc i don't have the pressure of being a big blog and not disappointing, you know? like you dont wanna let down your following (sidenote your ccsa anon is so cool omg)
it might become my main atp, i have more ideas and motivation to write there 😭😭😭
im not a collector and im an ot7 dream stan so i'll be happy w any of them!!! hyuck is my ult of ults though so if i get him i will be extra happy ( i have his cafe dream pc in my phonecase )!
YES OMG making headers is so fun!! it actually gets me in the mood to write 😩 even though it's so exhausting trying to find pics sometimes 💀
i completely understand rip i have drafts that are from 2019 🤧 you could try turning them into short drabbles! that way you can still post the fic but it won't be super long
SAMEEEE i feel like estimating a word count means that it definitely won't be around that length 🥴 omg 3k is a lot!! good luck with it, my love <333
prettiest mf and perfection but he's still not in your series 💔 ig he just isn't enough for you 😩😩😩
soon 👀
i hope your anons check in once in a while :((( they're probably busy with life and stuff but it does get lonely when an anon doesn't drop by anymore. don't worry about disappointing your following, my love!! as long as you're happy about what you're writing, they will be too! ahhhh i wish i could tag my ccsa anon bc they are indeed vvv cool 😎
that's right 😤😤😤 do whatever makes you the happiest !!!
omg let me know who you end up getting! i used to keep my pcs in my car bc i just tucked them back in the albums until cat told me how bad of an idea that was 🤧
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softxsuki · 2 years
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urgent request!! can i request midnight comforting her student beacuse she got a bad grade from an exam that she studied really hard for? the reader is very hard working and always studies but cant help but has a panic attack when she learns and her parents don't do anything to help so she goes to her? later they check the papers and turns out she didn't get a low grade? i'm sorry if this doesn't make sense i just had a panic attack and i can't think clearly but im hoping that my teacher mixed the papers bc i worked really hard for my exam😕 thank you and good day/night!
Midnight Comforting Student!Reader After She Fails Her Exam
Pairings: Midnight x Fem!Reader (Platonic)
Warnings: mentions of panic attack, failing an exam
Genre: Comfort
Post-Type: Drabble
Word Count: 990
Summary: In which you fail an exam, which sends you into a full blown panic attack. You go to talk to your teacher, Midnight, about it and she realizes she made a mistake when grading.
[A/N: Hi anon! Hoping you're feeling better now :( I know how terrible it feels to do horribly on an exam that you worked so hard to study for. Don't be so hard on yourself! I'm out of school now and I honestly regret all the anxiety and panic that went into all my assignments. We can only do out best, and that is more than enough. I hope it was just a mix-up though, so talk to your teacher about it! I wasn’t really sure what you meant by “reader has a panic attack when she learns” when she taught something? Or when she learns of her failing grade? I took it as the second one, so I hope that’s okay! I've never received a request for Midnight before, so that was pretty interesting. My apologies if she's out of character :') Hope she can provide you with some comfort through this drabble <3 take care and don't worry. everything will definitely turn out okay!]
NOTE: I only write requests for Midnight that are platonic :3
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You drag yourself through the halls of UA, one hand clutching your chest as you struggle to breathe.
Please still be there.
After checking your grades online for the exam that you had been worrying about, your whole world came tumbling down when you saw your failing mark. You were confused, hurt, and devastated. How was it possible that you failed the exam when you spent every waking moment studying to prepare for it? Did all your hard work go to nothing? You couldn’t wait another moment without knowing if your grade was true or not, so you left your dorm with tears in your eyes, overthinking the whole way to the main building.
Which leads to where you are now, mid-panic attack, struggling down the UA hallways, looking for your teacher, Midnight's classroom; hoping and praying that she was still around so you could talk to her about your grade. You must have looked like a mad woman with tears running down your face as you gasp for air, trying but failing to control your spiral of worrying thoughts that came tumbling down on you.
Thankfully the school was already emptying out as students left for the day so there weren’t that many concerned glances thrown your way.
Midnight's classroom eventually comes into view, so you pick up your pace, needing answers to your worries as quickly as possible.
You force the door open, and desperately look around, but there’s no sign of her. Frustration wells up inside you and you drop to the ground, heavy tears falling down your face as your loud sobs echo in the hallway.
“Y/L/N? Are you alright sweetheart?”
Your head snaps in the direction of the sudden voice and hope seems to fill you again as you’re face to face with the one you’d been looking for, Midnight.
“Senseiii,” you cry out in relief, but more tears seem to fall on their own, “I thought you already left for the day.”
She walks over to and gives you a hand off the ground, wiping away a few of your dried tears before leading you to one of the desks so you can take a seat.
“I was just about to head home actually, but I heard crying and came to check what was happening. Then I found you,” she explains, taking a seat beside you at another desk, crossing her legs, “Now tell me, what happened? Why are you in my classroom crying?”
“The exam,” you start anxiously, bobbing your legs up and down, “I failed it. I worked so hard every single day, giving up hours of sleep and precious time to study for that exam and I just checked my grades and I failed it. I’m freaking out right now.”
Midnight knew how hard you worked as a student to make sure your grades were always high. You were at the top of the class, scoring well on every assignment due to your hard work, so to hear that you had failed was very surprising.
“There’s no way that’s right,” she hums in thought before jumping up from the desk, heading to her main desk at the front of the classroom, “Come with me.”
You follow her over to her desk, a glimmer of hope bubbling in your chest.
She unlocks one of the drawers at her desk and takes out a stack of papers, shuffling through them quickly, “It should be here somewhere,” she mumbles, continuing to flip through the papers until she stops on one, “Aha! Here.”
She hands you the paper and you see that it’s the physical copy of the exam that you had taken, but instead of a failing grade, you see a perfect score written at the top of your paper.
“This is mine?” you question, stunned at the grade in front of you.
“Mhm. I must have accidentally put someone else's grade in under your name. I’m sorry that led to you freaking out Y/L/N.”
You wipe away the remainder of your dried tears, relieved that you not only passed the exam, but received a perfect score!
You smile at her, “It’s okay. I’m glad I came over to ask you about it instead of worrying alone in my dorm. Thank you Sensei.”
“Of course sweetheart. I’m here if you ever need anything,” she places a comforting hand on top of your own and gives you a small smile, “But let’s try and not let your grades affect you like that again. You’re incredibly hardworking and intelligent; your grades don’t speak for you. I have many students who are just like you, but on the day of exams, they get so nervous that they forget everything they’ve studied and ultimately bomb it. So just keep up the great work and don’t fret over small things like an exam. You’ll look back at your school days and question why you took it so seriously.”
“That’s easier said than done, but I guess I could try to ease up a bit. I don’t really want to panic like that again, especially not over my grades–that was a horrible feeling,” you sigh, glad that you could breathe freely again.
“I’m sure it was. You’ll be okay though. You’re going to make it through the school year just fine, so don’t worry about a thing. Come to me if you find any more issues or if you’d just like to talk to someone about what’s on your mind, okay?”
“I will,” you smile, thankful to Midnight for being such a supportive teacher; something you didn’t receive back home from your parents, “Thank you again Sensei.”
“No worries. I’ll see you tomorrow then, get some rest!”
“Will do, see you tomorrow,” you say, walking happily back down the halls with your exam held proudly in your hands.
You were just glad that at least all your hard work turned out to be worth it.
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Posted: 1/1/2022
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urgent request!! ok hi, i sent one urgent request with platonic dabi before and i hope it's okay for me to send another one. it helped me and thank you very much! can you write for platonic toga or shigaraki comforting a fem teen reader when the reader is having a panic attack about the things her mother did to her? they find her in room or smth like that maybe,sorry i can't really think rn. she just wants to be enough to someone and someone to show affection to her and they show her affection. i hope you have a nice and and thank you! 💕
Shigaraki Comforting Reader Through A Panic Attack
Pairing: Shigaraki x Fem!Reader (Platonic)
Warnings: Descriptions of Panic attacks, just sad moods here
Genre: Angst, Comfort
Post-Type: Drabble
Word Count: 990
Summary: In which you mother does something to you which send you into a panic attack. Luckily, Shigaraki just happens to stop by your house and shows up in time to calm you down and comfort you.
[A/N: Hey anon, of course it's fine for you to send another urgent request. If anyone needs comfort, you can send in an urgent request at any time <3. I'm glad the other request helped you, hopefully this one can as well. I don't write for Shigaraki, for the sake of not knowing how to really portray him in my writing as he isn't my fav character (I'm sorry NJFEKA). However, I tried my best to write him here for you. I apologize in advance if he's completely out of character and horribly written. I REALLY DID MY BEST, I SWEAR. I also tried not to vent my own feelings in this bc I'm going through my own problems with my mom at the moments and I could write a whole essay on her rn... ANYWAY, I hope you enjoy and feel better soon <3.]
P.S: I won't be writing normal requests for Shigaraki. This was just a special case, so if anyone who sees this would like to request a normal request for me to write, please check out the list of characters I write for, which is on my navigation post, pinned on my page. Thank you :D
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You were home alone in your room replaying the things your mother had done and said to you a few minutes earlier before she left the house. The negative thoughts spiraled in your head until you couldn’t take it anymore and began panicking. Your heart was hammering in your chest as a wave of sadness overtook you and tears began to fall on their own from your eyes.
You couldn’t stop them from falling, your breathing only increasing as you struggle to gasp for air. No matter how much air you try taking in, it felt like only a portion of it was actually reaching your lungs. You needed more, but nothing was working, causing you to panic further.
Luckily, your close friend Shigaraki, just happened to stop by, one of his random visits that he usually made to you. Not answering the door after a few knocks like you normally did though, he got worried and let himself in. Thankfully, your family wasn’t home, so he could walk around freely, as he wasn’t exactly someone your family liked you being friends with.
He hears your heavy breathing and sobs coming from your room and rushes in their direction. You’re knelt on the floor with your head in your palms, a hand grasping for your throat as you gasp desperately for air.
Panic strikes his face and he’s on the floor at your side in an instant, calling your name to get you to look at him.
“Y/N? What happened?” He asks in an attempt to get your attention, but you’re too distracted by your panic attack to even hear his voice.
“Hey,” he places a hand on your back and rubs small circles onto the area, “It’s okay. You’re okay. Let’s just calm down. Take deep breaths and focus on my voice. You’re fine.”
Finally, you do manage to hear him and focus on the sound of his voice rather than what you feel, following his instructions as you try to take deep shaky breaths, attempting to stop the tears from falling. He talks you through the whole thing until you’re able to breathe freely again, your tears now under control as you continue to take deep breaths.
“There we go. That’s better,” he says, his hand still comfortingly rubbing your back.
You look up at him, relieved that your emotions were finally stable enough to face him.
“Thanks,” you sigh in relief, truly grateful that he had been there at the right time for you.
“Now, tell me what’s going on. What got you so worked up?”
You lean up against your bed, still seated on the floor as you look up at your ceiling.
“Nothing new, just my mom. You know how it is. She took it too far this time though,” you explain, the scene replaying in your head at the mention of your mother.
“Ahh, I see,” he hums in understanding as he vaguely knew the not-so-great relationship you had with your mother.
“I just,” you pause for a moment trying to find the right words, “I wish I was enough for her. What’s wrong with me that she has to have such an issue with everything I do and say? Why can’t she be like a normal mother and hug me when I need it and tell me that she cares for me instead of treating me like this. To the point where my own emotions spiral out of control?”
Tears begin to pool at your eyes, threatening to spill once more. Shigaraki takes that as his sign to show you some affection that you were clearly in need of. He hesitantly wraps his arms around you in a firm hug, hoping that you were okay with it. He wasn’t exactly the hugging type, but he was willing to comfort you like this if you really needed it.
“You are enough. Actually, more than enough—at least for me you are. I’m sorry you have to deal with a mother who makes you think otherwise. I’d break you out of here if I could, but I know that would probably just cause more issues for you at home.”
You relax in his arms, almost melting into the much needed hug. You could feel how much he cared for you with every second that his arms remained wrapped around you.
You can’t even remember how you managed to score a friend like Shigaraki. He was a bit older than you, but somehow the both of you clicked and became friends easily--thankfully. He was someone you could confide in whenever you needed to. He had his own troubled past that he told you about, which was something the both of you could relate to together.
“Thanks,” you say again after a few more moments in his arms, finally pulling away.
You sigh once again, but this time in relief, happy that you were calm and starting to feel back to normal.
“Don’t worry about it. Just don’t let what your mother does or says, get to you. You’re amazing, and it’s a shame that she can’t see that.”
“It’s alright. As long as we remain friends, I think I’ll be okay. How is it that you always manage to cheer me up so quickly?”
“Just one of my charms I guess,” he laughs lightly as the atmosphere in the room lifts.
“Yeah, I guess,” you smile.
He spends a little longer with you, the both of you hanging out until you hear a car pull into your driveway. Your mother was home. He had bid you farewell before taking off out of your window. Since your family--specifically your mother--didn’t really like him, he didn’t want to make things worse for you by having her catch him there with you. But as he left, you felt a lot lighter, glad that at the end of the day, at least you had him there for you.
He’d always have your back.
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Posted: 12/6/2021
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