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katebeckets · 2 months

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How do I already have a coworker I dread working with

#she annoys me so much. SO MUCH #she asks me so many questions #like ?? girl I have worked here for less time than you have #also she just told a mom that I’d do an intake next Tuesday like?? bitch I have back-to-back appointments scheduled on Tuesdays??#I know they’re intensive but I cannot rearrange my entire Tuesday if productivity is going to factor in #I hate my life so much rn #and I am struggling to figure out if it’s about me or the job #but I would rather die then go to work every day. it’s bad

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irascible-iridescent · 11 months

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Reminder: always take sunglasses and earphones with you. Even if there is no sun or it isn't sunny, even if you are gonna ride a car the whole way. The minute you think that you don't need sunglasses and headphones - you are fucked

#personal #i hate my life so much rn #ONE time I don't take sunglasses and headphones and I need them desperately #kill me

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myfavoritespotonthecitadel · 2 years

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fuck everything, fuck you, fuck me, fuck this life, fuck this house, fuck it all, fuck everyone, either i fucking quit or i leave this life with only my dog and i go live in alaska

#about me #i hate my life so much rn #feels like i went back to my old days being suicidal and all #that's so great #i really love it

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starheirxero · 4 months

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After revisiting your "came back wrong" comic, absolutely wonderful btw, I came to a rather haunting realization.

Because it became true. But instead of Bloodmoon, it's Eclipse. And that's both much worse(for the characters), and much better(for the narrative).

Because both him and Lunar went through the same, and in a way seem to parallel each other, though that's probably me overthinking.

Both of them died. Both of them were blown to smithereens. Both of them came back after several months. Both found themselves in a body not their own. We've seen what they look like in every other universe.

Both of them came back wrong.

Lunar came back numb, quieter than before, with all their energy being a play. He came back running from unknown danger. They died a normal animatronic, and came back being more.

Eclipse is the opposite. He came back louder, erratic, full of madness. Where Lunar is running from unknown danger, he is sprinting towards it, not realizing the consequences until it's to late. Not to forget the star. Eclipse died being somewhat of a god, and came back as nothing more than a plaything, a puppet on a string.

In a twist of fate, they can relate best to each other now, and that might be the worst part for both of them.

Because what is there to do? Even though they understand, even though, one day, they might glance at each other and wonder "Do you feel the same?", they will never be able to confide in each other. Their relationship is beyond repair, and for good reason. Eclipse hurt Lunar, used and ab*sed him, and then blew him up.

This also opens up so much emotional baggage. What will Lunar think? Will he wonder "Do you regret what you did now, knowing how it felt?" Will a part of him feel the smallest bit of satisfaction? Will they ever be able to look at him at all, or will they forever hide away?

What about Eclipse? Will he feel guilty? He seems aware of the damage he has caused the celestial twins, even telling Ruin that he deserves what's coming for him, but he still showed no remorse when he talked to them.

I'm sorry this got so long, I am incredibly emotional about this right now, and I can't even begin to describe, how this makes me feel-

ANON OH MY GHOD /POS

DID YOU KNOW YOU HAVE THE BIGGEST FUCJING BRAIN EVER. DID YOU KNOW YOU'VE CONNECTED THE MOST PERFECT DOTS KNOWN TO MAN. HOLY SHIT.

LUNAR CAME BACK AS MORE AND ECLIPSE CAME BACK AS LESS BUT BOTH CAME BACK WRONG AAIAUAUAYAGAGGGHHHHHH

#asks #anon #other's thoughts and rambles #THIS IS LITERALLY #I'M . OH MY /GHOD./ I CAN'T EVEN LIKE STRING TOGETHER A COHERENT SENTENCE TO TRULY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I ABSOLUTELY ADORE YOUR THOUGHTS HERE #UR LIKE ABSOLUTELY CORRECT ON THE PARALLELS BETWEEN THEM OMG. I WAS ACTUALLY LITERALLY TALKING ABT SMTH KINDA SIMILAR 2 MY FRIENDS ABOUT HOW #-ECLIPSE IS PROBABLY TAKING LIFE SO BADLY RN BC—JUST LIKE LUNAR—HE ACTUALLY /REMEMBERS/ DEATH #HE HAS EXPERIENCED LUNAR'S 'DIED AND CAME BACK' SITUATION FOR HIMSELF AND HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH THAT #AOOUUGGGGGHHHHH #/AND UR POINT ABOUT HOW SIMILAR THEY ARE NOW BUT HOW MUCH THEYD HATE THAT/ UUGGGHHHAAAAAAAA #i'm gunna DIEEEE anon your mind is huge. holy shit. oh my ghod #if the world was a kinder place then they would have been closer than ever bc of this but instead they have never been farther apart :((((#absolutely insane and git wrenching ramble anon ily forever.....#sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams #sams lunar #sams eclipse #lunar #eclipse #long post

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oc3anic-ang3l · 3 months

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[after watching the purge]

Nico: it’s “purge”. it’s a soft g.

Percy: the purg. i feel like i’m saying it.

Nico: no, it’s “purge”. you’re saying it like “iceberg”.

Percy: purg.

Nico *getting increasingly frustrated* say iceberg.

Percy: iceburge.

#I HATE MARCH #there’s so much going on in my life rn that’s why i’ve been gone #heroes of olympus #percy jackson and the olympians #nico di angelo #percy jackson #percico #pjo/hoo #pjo memes #percico memes #nicercy #pernico #jacksangelo #percy x nico

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napping-sapphic · 3 months

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Crazy how i’m not being kissed hard enough to forget everyone who has ever hurt me rn

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lovecoredeity · 2 months

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recent paycheck got fucked and after paying my phone bill I don’t have any money left for other necessities until my next paycheck (a whole two weeks from now) so now I have to attempt to sell ✨this✨ doll themed adoptable, I’m not like even sure how to go about pricing it so instead we’re doing ✨an auction�� starting at $25! I have Zero Confidence that this will even receive bids or be sold but here we are anyways! I do not have a specific “reach this amount to buy the design” price in mine I’m sorry I’m bad at pricing things and have 0 confidence in my art </3

#deity dialogue #deity’s doodles #artists on tumblr #d&d #dnd #dungeons & dragons #dungeons and dragons #character design #tieflings #adopts #adoptables #<- was originally going to do several doll themed adoptables but then realized that no one thinks they’re worth much and don’t see the poin #in continuing the ‘series’ of doll themed adoptables #but I did make this design before finding this out and like I want to be rid of it + I need money so I can afford groceries n shit :’)#I hate my job and rn I’m generally in a ‘I hate my life’ spiral so like. hi hello sorry to be depressed on the art blog but the economy is #in shambles and I wanna cry #I will delete this later if it gets no attention and then idk. we’ll cross the bridge when we get there

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brokendeerteeth · 8 months

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exterminate the one free man.

Thinking of making an au where Barney is a combine ordinal sent to kill Gordon, shenanigans will ensue

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feelslikegold · 2 months

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while I understand what this person is saying….the difference in how their partners are treated makes no sense to me lmao. I have seen the other partners (some who might argue are just as if not more private than josh’s) be included in fic??? with tabs kept on all of them to the point where fans even notice *instagram comments* left from them???? it’s so funny that only josh gets this kind of treatment when every other relationship (hannah doesn’t count) is obsessed over by fans…..

we don’t know for sure what jenny was to danny and yet why do I still see people casually mentioning her and posting about what she’s up to when her socials were private too while she was with him????? she was clearly very private and yet……?? people obsessed over talking about them…..

respecting their privacies should be happening, but respect all of them? the same? 😭 josh’s partner is treated like a curse if he’s mentioned which is pretty respectful ig, but why are there tiktoks of other partners along to the sound of “she’s getting that dick” like it’s just SO so fucking weird to me that this fandom does not respect women no matter what and has also treated josh so oddly when he came out 😭

#if ron’s photos were taken from a private account and leaked then that’s absolutely one thing but I will never get over just how weird this #fandom acts towards josh the second they learned he has a male partner 💀#if you’re going to play the respect card (which is appreciated/should be the standard as fans) you need to respect ALL of their partners???#if you’re weird about only josh………it’s actually weird :’)#ok rant over #I just cannot handle hypocrisy 😭#god josh himself is going to post wedding photos one day to his instagram and fans are going to be so weird about them 😭😭😭#respect josh’s privacy always but don’t basically re-closet him after coming out??? I just do not understand it #(in the terms of him posting wedding photos…not rn because he doesn’t share much of his private life still)#but if he had an issue with ron’s photos they literally would not have been posted ?????? ron adds all fans as friends and his facebook is #very public……..he’d know what josh is and isn’t comfortable with 😭#also don’t twist my words bc clearly if you’re cropping josh OUT and only posting his partner that is so fucking weird 🧍🏻‍♀️like.#just be normal!!!! just be normal oh my god #you don’t even have to make 3738392938 tweets like this like literally just be normal and leave ALL of their partners alone 😭#except miss hannah because she might die from lack of attention 💔#also ignore me bc I have to run my mouth or *i’ll* die #also hate to be that bitch but *some* treatment towards josh really is homophobic lmfao but I will not get into that rn when I have already #yapped this much <3

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felizusnavidad · 6 months

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unpopular opinion but i really miss those days when it was all about the music in taylor swift fandom

#time for a little rant because i feel like i need to get it off my chest rn #i feel so disconnected from this fandom lately #mostly because literally everything is about travis these days #like don't get me wrong i'm really happy that she's happy but #i just don't feel the need to talk about her relationship 24/7 like some of the swifties #and honestly it's all just too much #everything is about taylor and i'm not even excited anymore when i see new pictures of her #because it's just too much???#i truly love her with all my heart and i always will but even i am tired and i've been a swiftie for literally half of my life #why do people have to discuss every single detail about her love life #and who cares if she's going to be at the game again #let her live maybe #i'm sorry but it's just so annoying lately #this fandom is being too fucking loud and i'm tired and it's not even fun anymore #remember when the eras tour started? amazing times #we were talking about it all the time and discussing every single detail of the tour and the songs and all #now it's all about her new relationship guys it's not... like... WHY.#it makes me so sad because it used to be different #ugh #i might get hate for that but i don't care i just really needed to say that #taylor swift #ts #talking shit for the hell of it*

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broken-glass-puppet · 2 years

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I'm going to make a fucking AU where reader has a little a plant shop, he's a single parent with a 10 year old boy who hates people hitting on his dad

And you know who is the character who falls in love with reader?

Simon "ghost" Riley, he's now living his best life in a the most calm part of the city and he's retired, my man needs a safe and calm life

I inspired this AU with a fanfic of this user:@xmalereader

Please go to follow him, his fanfics are chef kiss

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rxttenfish · 2 days

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listen to me. listen.

sometimes things are better when theyre worse.

#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#primarily talking about this in a worldbuilding perspective rn #where it irritates me a lot #when people treat the world being created being flawed or messy or ugly or hypocritical as like. a sign of the worldbuilding being bad.#like. no. this is ultimately why i hate a lot of wish fulfillment media.#because i dont want my fictional worlds to be perfect and exactly what id want and where i want to live #i want them to feel lived in #which is an entirely different metric #and too many wish fulfillment media feels so divorced from life and the ordeals of life that it makes me panic #and think far too much about for whom this would be a hell onto itself that they would never touch #and it feels far more sincere and Accurate when you acknowledge that. yeah. those people do and will always exist #and god knows ive been them plenty of times before #it feels better when the world is already flawed in the ways that everything is already flawed

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skunkes · 8 months

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experiencing a weird thing where im trying to go to sleep earlier (because im tired and sleepy) but i take so long to fall asleep its the exact same thing as just going to bed late...feel so hopeless and i always end up tired either way... im very big on "i can always try again tomorrow" mentality in any way it can be interpreted (interactions with others, mood, the amount of work i do etc) but its so hard to Try Again when you're always too tired to do anything...

#i rarely take naps...i tried to do so today and after the hour i gave myself to nap i still hadnt fully fallen asleep #im so sleepy and tired ....#even if i manage to get my personal required 9 hrs of sleep im tired....#i dont get it...im so sleepy rn + am going to bed but i wont fall asleep until much later...#god. i also hate this bc you'd think being an unemployed homebody who cant leave his house wld mean Constant #Naps and Sleeping. i avg like 6 hrs a night i cant imagine how worse off ill be with a job #i just want to sleep...!#and feel well rested...#talkys #sorry im just very frustrated...i try to do things to better my life and health and it ends up Not Working #like whats even the point. can barely keep my eyes open but i wont fall asleep until 5 am. why not just #go to bed at 5 am then. ugh.

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quatregats · 29 days

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My grades are okay and I'm not going to fail out of the program and I got a week and a half of socialization to boot. Crops are watered skin is cleared nature is healing etc etc

#ignore everything i've said in the past three to six weeks #the thing about not trusting your thoughts after 9 pm also goes for 9th week #god though i do miss my undergrad #going back for [redacted] was so nice like what an amenable social environment #someone at my current institution described it as a 'preserve for neurodiversity' and like. yeah. yeah #it was good to see people i hate life much less rn #and i am probably going to get the first b of my academic career (don't ask) but as long as it's only one i'm good #fully was not sure for a moment there if i was going to make it though :')#perce rambles

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welcometoteyvat · 1 year

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jing yuan and yanqing are giving zhongli and xiao if the latter’s canon relationship was Actually fanon’s made up father figure/adopted child dynamic

#idkkkkkkkkkkkkk who looks at zx and is like 'you know what. this is a healthy parent child relationship'#like girl by fitting them into father son boxes you are actively making their relationship imbalance Worse #if you do that and dont shy away from it i respect that but if you say dad/son makes their relationship more wholesome or whatever like WHY #now i wont deny shippers might do that too but i see the dad son version so much i think im just averse to it by default #also because i think father son makes people actively Try to make their relationship something that its not and it erases a bunch of subtlet #subtleties in it. it's the nuanced r/ship -> entirely unproblematic and flavorless r/ship that i hate #also the number of people who'll block if you ship zx. like damn thats crazy you guys really think theyre father son (fake)???#at their peak they're like. 4000 year old guys who have too much history and repression and some weird entanglement of 'nah im bothering him #too much' and 'gotta protect him w my life' complexes. and then this devolves into theyre never gonna kiss until 3000 more years have passed #listen they just Contain Multitudes idc if you dont ship it just dont make it into dad and son and we will be so gucci #jing.yuan and yanqing are like different i think mostly bc yanqing is actually like a minor and jing yuan is also a normal ish person #plus the light cone and the abouts?? yeah this is an actual like adopted parent/child thing #also good or bad news i caved and am now playing hsr. the plan is to pull yanqing and then go on infinite hiatus in the game 👍#JWKFLJWEK i dont think theres really any draws for me besides him. personally neutral on turn based combat and the open world isn't giving #the only saving grace i have rn is 1) ive gotten to the part where bron.seele is real and man theyre gay 2) trailblazer trio 3) tall female #mc 4) everyone has way better emoting abilities than genshin 5) su.shang's really cute <3 #the story doesnt really interest me though its like cool but not mindgrippingly interesting #tbf i think genshin is the same way storyline wise (at the beginning) but the difference is that turn based combat isnt really my thing LMAO #ramblings!#zhongxiao #if you want to filter it out ??

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notblue-bandit · 19 days

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i keep getting the urge to quit my job, delete all my social media, cancel my phone bill, and completely isolate myself from the rest of the world forever

#im dealing with such massive amounts of shame right now #i literally loathe myself my existence is so fucking embarrassing #i hate the fact that people percieve me at all #its actually so painful and having to tell myself not to give into my urges when all i want to do is stop existing #and i literally didnt do anything at all to provoke this which is so fucking dumb like its just #i lived my life and im literally cringing so hard at memories of me today just yk being a person that is alive #and not just today but yesterday and the day before that and literally every memory i have makes me want to sh00t myself rn #i hate this i hate it so much why is existing so fucking shameful #its episodes like these that make me suspect AvPD everything else is just background noise this is PAIN

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