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freefolkfightorflight · 8 months

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Making soup.

I put away some laundry

Answered a phone call.

Need to go to dmv 🙄 dreading it bad. Need to just try to make it happen tomorrow but it’s iffy with everything closing. Gotta get the kids by 11 from school.

I know this sounds like nothing but it’s a lot for me right now. I’m overwhelmed and weepy and struggling somethin fierce. But god damn this broth is exquisite.

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disney-mystical-au · 21 days

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When art block hits you, draw them.

Bonus doodles cause why not.

Wondering where their scarf went? Well here’s your answer. (For context, yes Yen Sid did washed their scarfs. But didn’t tell them ksdksfsosvo-)

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#my art #art #mystical au #ortensia the cat #oswald the lucky rabbit #mickey mouse #donald duck #goofy #yen Sid #phantom blot #haha I’m evil-#gosh I need to draw them more #also I’m not dead woo!#topolino

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yesneverno · 23 days

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Me: omg how come I can never avoid spoilers

Also me: *scrolling through the tag on tumblr*

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stuckinapril · 2 months

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#I’m only very rarely inclined to get this intimate w my thoughts so I might as well say it NOW butttt I will never not see the dead children #In everything I do #Like legit #I’ve read up on Hind so extensively and seen so many photos of her #And I have a very healthy relationship w the popular Palestinian journalists so she’s not my blorbo or anything #But hearing that memo destroyed me bc bisan is only 23 and she seemed so vivacious #Idk like I do normal people things I can’t just pause on my life #But idk how it feels like to sit at a boba place and enjoy my pearl milk tea w my friends #While the horrors over there don’t just lurk the back of my mind. I do normal things and I’m guilty for having the luxury #And as an Iraqi girl I’m living in the literal ideal timeline #Where my mom decided to immigrate to the us and that’s why I’m here living a normal life like everyone else #It’s like in a different world if I were born in a different time it could’ve so easily been me. I’m one of the Lucky Ones idk #It’s not survivor’s guilt bc it’s not like I had to survive anything like I never had the chance to live in Iraq or anything #But like. If some things had fallen just a little differently #And I keep thinking about how I’d feel if it were happening to Iraq and people behaved the way they’re doing to Palestinians #I’d be so mad #And some people on here are dealing w assholes while bursting at the seams w grief #For losing their loved ones #This is why I’m so fucking angry at anyone who’s complicit #This was a major tangent but basically I feel weird about doing normal things now while simultaneously knowing I can’t just sit and wallow #And watch life pass by as if it’ll do anything #Misery is not a home but I’m struggling to be 100% normal #And I think that this tonal dissonance is reflecting on my blog too bc I can’t go back to just #Posting about all the other normal things I used to. Like I want to but sometimes I feel off.#Is this anything. I haven’t slept all night #I can’t just allow myself to lose interest in everything I used to like and be and just fade away but maybe it’s about accepting that this #Will also always be a part of me now. It’s that awareness that shadows everything I do #or maybe I need a therapist it’s a toss up #I’ll probably feel better once I get my day started but this was cathartic to voice I think #p

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lavampira · 7 months

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I touch the place where I’d find your face my fingers in creases of distant dark places

#cringe is dead i’m posting another one today #peep my fc room we’re pretending it’s their apartment <3 #but do not look too close. i broke several things and had to fix them and i’m lucky i got this far LOL #dani plays ffxiv #game: ffxiv #oc: d'alia liveq #ch: sidurgu orl #alia/sid #gposers #ffxiv gpose #wolsid #sidwol #ffxiv dark knight #sidurgu orl

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ash-eats-film · 2 months

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So I was just randomly scrolling through insta stories when I saw someone had added a post to their story of a horror com Jeffrey Combs was gonna be at so I looked into it cause it’s within a distance I’d be willing to drive, AND OH MY GOD LIKE ALMOST EVERYONE IVE EVER WANTED TO MEET IS GONNA BE THERE ALL OF THE REANIMATOR TRIO INCLUDED

#BRUCE ABBOTT NEVER DOES CONS HOW DID I GET THIS LUCKY #BRUCE ABOTT #jeffrey combs #barbara crampton #reanimator will forever have a lil cabin in the front of my brain where dan amd herbie live reanimating my awful dead memories #brian yuzna #I’m gonna make a total fool of myself in front of my idols and I’m struggling to come to terms with that #I will probably not be able to speak #i might cry

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heres-to-all-that-is-mine · 5 months

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:3

#purples art!#my art!#mine!#not mine!#fanart!#special agent George chamberlain #George chamberlain #ofc pod #our fair city #George chamberlain ofc #I drew him way too nice here #in my mind’s eye his eyes are flat and dead as a sheet of soggy paper #maybe if I’m lucky I could squeeze out a little coffee shop au Drabble thing……… I’ve been wanting to #as I said to Raz; he has to look like he’s dying of consumption or something

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ssreeder · 2 months

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you can never make me hate sokka. Idk what he said to chang was mean lmfao he deserved it. are we really expecting a deeply sexual and emotionally traumatized 15 yo to take it well that one of the adults he trusted actually kinda sorta knew what was going on but was too blinded (by his own trauma which sokka knows NOTHING about) to do anything about it? chang told him to unload on him and sokka did. they could never make me hate you pookie

yeahhhhh Sokkas reaction was valid but I do agree Chang didn’t deserve it entirely! I do support Sokka as well in the way he handles his trauma, especially because the poor kid bottled it up for so long & now that he can’t control it and it’s spewing everywhere! Haha

luckily he seems to have decided he wants to process things better & start making the changes he has to in order to be better! Now if only we could get Zuko to do the same thing lol…

thanks for the ask pooki-anon

#I’m glad you get it!#I get so eye twitchy when people comment about how sokka needs to chill #HOW ABOUT HE DOESNT #OK??? how about he just RAGES #Poor kid has dead mom trauma & dad abandonment issues #& THEN all the trauma from LIAB #we’re lucky sokka hasn’t gone off the deep end #& joined zuko in the trenches!#Don’t worry we’re going to work on pulling zuko out of there! One agonizing step at a time!#Thanks anon for the ask #Pookie anon #Pooki-anon #<- I don’t remember how I tagged it lol #Liab #ITF #leaving it all behind #ask

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dumb-teambucciarati-headcanons · 10 months

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Stands interacting with La squadra

THANKFUL DEAD or grateful or whatever

Formaggio: very scared of the thankful dead, he doesn’t want to lose his “good looks”. The thankful dead likes to pull pranks on him by aging him when he isn’t expecting it.

Illuso: since he has a mirror stand, he looks in the mirror a lot. So when he first met prosciutto and didn’t know what his stand was, he nearly panicked when he looked in the mirror and saw that he had aged many years. That was the thankful dead’s way of introducing himself. Illuso doesn’t mess with prosciutto.

Pesci: he thinks it’s such a cool stand (because it’s his big bros)! He gets nervous when he uses it because he is usually his big bros partner out on missions. The thankful dead does it’s best to look out for Pesci.

Melone: melone is a big fan of how it ages people to death, being as crazy as he is …

Ghiaccio: is immune to the thankful dead and will forever rub it in prosciuttos face. He will say things like “I think your stand would actually make me look younger, that’s how immune I am to it.”

Risotto: thinks the stands name is edgy as fuck, and mentions that whenever the thankful dead is mentioned. Wouldn’t mind being aged to death because that’s really cool and his joints already hurt anyways. The thankful dead willingly poses for edgy goth photo shoots with Risotto.

Sorbet and gelato: one time they got hit with its aging power and they were both like “wow, you are still so attractive when you are old, at least I know we will grow old together and still be in love!” And a bunch of other mushy stuff couples say.

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goldkirk · 1 year

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My god everything is really paying off huh. yes I do still have to crack and clunk my hips regularly but I’m in less pain overall and after one extra half dose of antihistamines and a metric boatload of water, you know what I did for the first time in years today? RAN. I RAN at speed 6, 7, 8, and 9 for 30-120 seconds at a time between speed walks, and my god I did it without feeling as bad as I used to. I could actually do it and I only got to 60% symptom intensity instead of 120%

#my god life really does change #I’m so LUCKY #all the time I am so lucky to have had the chances I’ve had and I’m so amazed and grateful to experience this #I am getting to know my body for the first time in my life! and my body is having a second puberty at the same time!#and I am becoming! always becoming!#health #YOU KNOW WHAT I DON’T HAVE RIGHT NOW?#RED FLUSHED SKIN WITH HIVES ALL OVER #know what I’m doing? sitting up and while I feel kind of sick and fatigued am still able to stay awake and watch lord of the rings #know what used to happen when I dared to just walk to the dumpster and back at the wrong time of year? a FOUR HOUR SLEEP OF THE DEAD #wherever I happened to sit down first. no matter what #my eyes aren’t hot and tired and heavy and I’m not itchy everywhere and I DID SOME RUNNING AH #personal #hEDS tag

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britcision · 1 year

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Listen. Could Dead and Loving It be a fraction of the length and maybe finished by now if I only focused on Danny and Jason?

Possibly

Would it be a better story?

Probably, from several perspectives

But it absolutely would not be the same story, and nor would it be the story I want to tell

Because I am hopelessly addicted to ensemble casts, and I don’t want the boys to exist in a vacuum. I want Jason to run off with his siblings and with Danny’s friends, and I want Danny to fuck with the bats

I want them to touch all the parts of each others lives that existed before they met, and will still continue to exist after even if things change forever between them

I want all the background characters to interact with each other, have their own inner worlds and their own motivations, and yeah, this absolutely means this is not an efficient telling of a slow burn romance

Because the story isn’t the slow burn romance

The story is these two people, and the world they live in, the story is the way Duke and Cass both see Jason differently than Dick and Tim ever could and that matters, and that none of them are wrong

The story is Danny finally telling people who will listen about the Anti-Ecto Acts, and all the fucked up things the GIW do, and being able to ask for help and have that be okay

The story is messy and complicated and will have so many rises and falls, so many pivotal moments that are drama and combat and so many that are just two people talking to each other and finally seeing eye to eye

The story is the way that Jason’s relationships with his family can finally mend, now that he has someone who can get him the help he’s needed

The story is the way that Danny can come to terms with the responsibilities of being a king, the constant question of agency and power and what he’s worth if he’s only Danny and not the Ghost King

The story is Clockwork fucking with the pair of them because he specifically thinks it’s funny (he’s right)

And yeah, there’s a slow burn romance in there. There’s also a coming of age tale, and a story about healing and reconciling and moving forward knowing you cannot change the past, but you can do better

Unless fucking Clockwork decides you can change the past because yeah then it’s fine to just go do that I guess

I was kinda considering breaking the story out into multiple chunks because holy fuck is 100k an intimidating chunk of words, but I’m not gonna

It’s all one story, and you will be my hapless victims as we get to fucking 300k or wherever this beast ends because we are not here for efficient story telling and motion of the plot

We’re here for the connections, the characters, the meaningless bullshit that would absolutely be cut in anything anyone ever wanted to sell, cuz I am not selling this

Imma write every fucking scene I wish I got from books, TV, movies, podcasts, actual plays, every fucking time I scream at the characters to just fucking talk to each other because messy is good too

Messy is okay

Stories don’t need to be marketable to be worth telling, and this one’s gonna be too long and intimidating for some people and that’s okay

But I fuckin’ rolled in from Critical Role which averages around 500 hours of content per campaign and a cast of 7 plus Matt’s NPCs

And I STILL want more goddamn character moments from all of them so I haven’t found a size yet that I can’t manage

I love reading focused stories that I can get through fast, and fuck, look at the rest of my AO3; I will fucking never diss a one shot, or a short story, or a piece that really focuses in on one or two characters

Delicious, I love them, my bread and butter

It’s just not what this mess is gonna be, and that’s okay too

Gods be fucking willing we will not have another six chapters that take place over the course of three hours, but we’ll just have to see how that shakes out cuz I’m being possessed by a seemingly infinite number of plot bunnies and my own tendency for “hey it’d be funny if”

And oh boy has it been funny every time

#danny fenton dead and loving it #i swear i can do short stories #i’m just not #also yeah 300k if we’re lucky based on my outlines so far #some of this will go faster but we’ll see #totally was gonna let tim just google amity park with tucker’s advice in mind but then #then my brain went ‘hey how funny would it be if danny just forgot they can’t contact amity’#‘and tim couldn’t find a way around needing the amity park ip’#so now we get a bunch more frustrated bat sibs #and i regret nothing #fucking adding like 5k to the story but it’s 5k of CRIME #and my sweet beloved darling harley #i did actually read all her comics up to 2018 #only dc character i go for but i am considering some red hood #mostly to see how upset comic store owners get when i ask for my 6’ of babygirl #no business for them if they got that toxic masculinity i only shop where cat maid hood rules #which fucking cannot be found online i’m heartbroken

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amiacalvas · 2 years

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Honestly love that the last thing Em and us see before the movie ends is her brother like this whole movie they’ve been trying to get the impossible shot of Jean Jacket and she did it! In the hardest (indeed impossible) way possible! But in that moment Em doesn’t look at what all this work has amounted to because she’s too busy looking at her brother 🥲

#literally unrivaled shot like everything about it #like the buildup of thinking he’s dead like hoping he’s not but it doesn’t look promising #and then at the end there’s OJ sitting proud on lucky #anyway I’m glad that so many artists have drawn that like it truly is the best shot of the movie #nope 2022 #nope

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raan-miir-tah · 10 months

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DO YOU LIKE COMIC BOOKS?? LIKE AT ALL???

Then you’ll love the massive-verse and all it’s medium bending glory! Image Comics’ (whose totally creator owned, btw) favorite superhero shared universe has something for everyone, from sci-fi to crime noir.

Look at this incredible art!! The entire team is balls off the wall talented and you should throw money at them!! You probably already know Kyle Higgins and Ryan Parrott from their power rangers runs, and their original characters are twice as impressive.

So here’s radiant black issue one. Here’s rogue sun issue one. Here’s the radiant black and rogue sun podcasts, and here’s the podcast for NO/ONE. Here’s the radiant black Wikipedia article, and for the Massive-verse itself. Here’s another article. Here are some youtube videos about the massive-verse. And here’s the animated fight scene.

This has been a brief and incomplete propaganda post. For the love of the gods go read these fucking comics they’re incredible I promise

#kaan’s #image comics #comic books #bookblr #radiant black #massive verse #rogue sun #radiant pink #the dead lucky #inferno girl red #radiant yellow #radiant red #no/one #book recommendations #propaganda #PLEASE #I DONT WANT TO BE HALF OF THE AO3 TAG ANYMORE #TUMBLR PSPSPSPSP COLORFUL COMICS WITH A FANTASTIC CAST OF CHARACTERS AND COOL SUPERPOWERS PSPSPSPPSPSP #I’m earning my blog title fr

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sammygender · 2 months

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thinking about how one of the last things john ever tells dean is an admittance that the way he treated him was fucked. & of course this destroys dean and makes it so much harder for him to come to terms w his death right after and with his childhood in general bc he’s spent his entire life chasing after johns approval. he’s spent his entire life telling himself that the way he was treated was okay and justified and that their childhood was good because he could handle it and he was strong enough and that was how it had to be. he’s worshipped john as a hero and seen nothing wrong with any of it. because he’s had to. his entire life is built around this idea there’s nothing else. he’s his dads perfect soldier and punching bag and wife-replacement and suddenly his dads gone & he said he’s sorry and that he shouldn’t have treated dean that way. what the hell is he supposed to do now.

#augh. i don’t know i haven’t seen enough of this show yet but.#thinking about that episode with the abused kid who has psychic powers like sams and sam sees himslef in the kid a lot #but is horrified by the extent of the abuse and keeps saying like. Dean i never thought i’d say this but you’re right dad was pretty good i #guess we were really lucky to have him. it could’ve turned out a very different way.#and deans just like. idk there’s something about his face. like he wants to agree cause this is what he’s always saying but he Cant.#because. well. sams thinking about this kid with circumstances so similar to him who ended up entirely victimised by his father and #thinking Wow i had something that kid didn’t. i had MY dad who was so much better after all (despite kicking me out of the house and #always refusing to support me but wtv)#but really the thing sam had was DEAN.#dean as sam’s protector and john’s golden child and the adult of the family. dean as the person #john winchester comes home to after a hunt the person who tells him it’s okay #dean playing the part of his dead mom and still shielding sammy from the worst of their father and as a result internalising that this was #fine.#what the hell is he going to do now that his fathers dead? after his fathers dead and wrong and theoretically morally weak and admitted hed #raised dean badly?#IDK!!! i’m sure excited to see him continue to break down though #(have just finished s2e2 for future me ref)#supernatural #<- Sorry guys i’m batshit obsessed.#father by the front bottoms dean song of all time #spn #oliver talks

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luckkems · 1 year

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Thinking of modern Arthur as a rancher,…. He is THE horsegirl and cowboy perfect equilibrium (I hope I used that word right)

Anyways he rides and raises broncs/cow horses and he also has a little puppy dog

Also he has a horsegirl yt channel where he does trail ride vids, barn tours, and training tutorials

#arthur morgan #rdr2 arthur #red dead redemption #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan rdr2 #rdr2 #rdr2 artwork #he loves his horses #so much #sick of y’all making modern aus taking his horses from him #he is a horsegirl no matter the circumstances #he has an Australian shepherd #bc he raises cattle too #okay I’m going to go back to my delusions now #bye bye 😁🤭#lucky art

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providnce · 10 months

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do you accept van’s offer?

+ bondy

#shitpost #surprise i’m not dead #van mccann #johnny bond #bondy #for my van and or bondy girls #maybe someone lucky took van up on his offer…#maybe that’s why he hasn’t been seen at all #catb

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