If I had a nickel for every reality bender character who couldn't kill themselves because of their reality bending I'd have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's funny that it's happened twice
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SCP Aesthetic: Jude Kriyot (requested by anon, created by @kinchtheknifeblade-blog)
People like me, I see why you wanna lock us up sometimes. I really fucking do, buddy.
(green, smoke, compassion)
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we know you wear a binder, but have you thought about getting top surgery?
that's. sorta personal. also, complicated. for, uh, ontological reasons. gonna put it under a cut, bc gender/dysphoria talk.
bottom line: I've thought about top surgery every day for the past six(-ish) years. Dysphoria is a "splinter in your mind" thing. Once you're aware of it, you're never not aware of it, and once you find a way through it... god damn! it's like breathing fresh air for the first time ever.
I'm not happy being seen as a woman. I'm not happy being saddled with this extra weight, and wearing a binder all the time isn't healthy. (Take breaks, folks. Your ribs and lungs will thank you.) But... that said... I'm not sure yeeting my tits is really an option right now.
Y'all know I have tracking issues, right? I sorta, drop out of the story sometimes. So, like... what happens if I go under for surgery, and some mundane doctor forgets I exist? That would suck. That would suck real bad. That means option one is not actually a viable option.
Option two: find a fleshcrafter. Not as easy as you might think! Nälkän communities are super insular and I don't want to step on any toes. (Plus, idk about their cultural attitudes towards gender assigned at birth, and at this point I'm afraid to ask.)
Option three: ask GAW for help. Sounds like a no-brainer, right? We're a bunch of magical queers. Trouble is... I've never actually told anyone about my tracking issues. Let alone where they come from. (Tanya has a vague idea of what went down, but she doesn't know specifics.) So... what happens if I ask for help, and they try sharing some of their juice with me? Would that work? Or would we get blended together, like some Cronenbergian fuckup? I don't want to risk that. They're family.
Jude offered to help once. Just. Out of the blue. No buildup, no explanation. "I could get rid of those for you." That was the only time we've actually argued. Because... fuck me, that's not something you just say! That's like knocking on some trans person's door and saying, "You need The Surgery? I could hook you up." He was trying to be nice, but wow. Maybe don't talk about shit you don't understand.
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I NEED to know if Ruiz x Jude is canon. If it's not then someone should make it canon.
does this answer your ask
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