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captainsweet · 1 year

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Am I writing ANOTHER Rise AU That is Brains and Brawn centric? Yes. Yes I am. Do I know why? Because I'm bored that's why, what, I'm not in for questioning or anything.

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marsalta · 2 months

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#couldn't decide wether to draw radioapple or radiostatic so both #both? both. both is good #they were gossiping about how much they “hate” alastor together #radioapple #radiostatic #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin alastor #alastor the radio demon #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin lucifer #lucifer morningstar #nifty hazbin hotel

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delicourse · 4 months

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i miss them a little if im gonna be honest

#mp100 #mob psycho 100 #kageyama shigeo #kageyama ritsu #hanazawa teruki #tome kurata #tsubomi takane #shou suzuki #deliart #i meant for the image to be like. after the end but i also didnt think about the hairstyle changes. sorry......#also i know i was like shou 100% has dwarf hamsters since he got 2 but u know what i dont care. golden hamster stan for life #im planning on getting one i've been checking out breeders near me so i can get a proper healthy one. there are so many good ones here too #i already am thinking on what color im gonna go for..getting picky even. something like offwhite.. silver pearl.. silver dove.. silver mink #jurys still out on wether im gonna get another female or not #i do love how big ladies get and their intense energy and work ethic. truly the most passionate creatures i've ever come across. inspiring.#but a lazy fluffy guy that just sits around and washes his balls all day does seem easier. less likely to climb my curtains.#i got distracted i love hamsters so much. look at my mop drawing now everyone

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fumifooms · 18 days

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I don’t like minimizing the importance and gravity of Laios and Toshiro’s fight into just being a childish squabble, even if to a degree it is framed that way, because to both of them it has a lot of personal significance and emotional weight and runs very deep to their characters… The fight isn’t nothing it’s a LOT, they made up but it’s not something easy to express and to get over for either of them which makes it all the more meaningful! I’m on both sides but there very much are sides, there’s no "they’re both having a ball, Toshiro and Laios hand in hand yay" side to the fight, that comes after

The fight with Toshiro WAS very scary to Laios, almost existentially so, but it’s moreso the "I thought I’d made a friend!!" bit and my god. My god actually

Like it’s not "just" about oh his friend liking him less than he thought, THAT IS SO MUCH. It’s a bond he thought he had being a lie it’s all the time and moments spent together either being a lie from his perspective or marred now looking back. It’s not only being upset at Toshiro for lying but upset at himself that he’s so easy to fool, it’s being upset that there’s something so wrong with you that you can’t even tell if your "close buddy" even actually likes you or not, it’s like. Holding my head. He can’t trust his own vision of events that happened do you see. There’s always this film of distrust that it could be a lie that should be there when he interacts with people there’s always this sense of cloak and dagger to expect backstabs out of nowhere because you CAN’T see it coming you CAN’T you CAN’T there’s something about you which makes it impossible so you CAN’T-

He’s so scared of not being able to read people. He knows it’s a weak spot he has, he’s always known. All of these bits are centered around social expectations and betrayals, the assumption that he doesn’t belong either in society or with other humans.

And Laios’ level of awareness is actually sort of complex to analyze, but it’s there, there’s how out of him and Falin he was the one sensitive to the ~aura of hatred~ he felt from the townspeople, there’s of course his nightmares whispering to him about the mocking looks, and how yeah actually he realizes that his gold stripper coworker was taking advantage of him. There’s of course the Winged Lion speech about his trauma and how he fundamentally mistrusts/dislikes humans to some deep seated degree, this distrust that he still keeps under control always. There’s how pre-canon he often wanted to suggest eating monsters but never worked up the courage to bring it up with the others. There’s how he gets across as stoic when he isn’t being enthusiastic…… We don’t know how aware and wary he is exactly in the moment but we do know he has some anxiety around social stuff, and looking back he does notice and aughh augh, the sense you have to hide yourself to not get hurt and be on your guard and shit and.

When you don’t know what to look out for and when to look out for it, the general ‘common sense’ of not always trusting people or noticing when someone’s messing with you becomes hypervigilance in social settings

"Man they really know what you hate huh". Being socially unaware literally plagues him, he knows, he knows it so well.

It’s so quick that it’s almost hard to digest how literal and blatant Laios summoning his monster to crush all the people who’ve hurt him is. His literal go-to coping mechanism for comfort in his literal monster-induced emotionally intense nightmares, saving him by taking away the upsetting element (the humans)

"Monsters are his coping fantasy, where they can whisk him away from humanity, all the hurt it’s caused him and its arbitrary rules" with the subtlety of a brick. Monsters are his comfort safe zone "because they kill humans" yes but no it’s because he pits them as the guardians against humans who to him are in the role of the agressors. To him they represent freedom from the shackles of what it means to be part of humanity, a fundamentally social species

#Fumi rambles #Was asked to post this but a lot of this is present in my shuro-Laios fight analysis from Laios’ pov #Bite sized fumi #Laios touden #Meta #happy nightmare chapter day #Character analysis #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #And humanity being a social species is ofc ultimately not shown as a negative.#Dunmeshi is about unity and coming together when seeking to understand that which you do not!!!#But yeah like imagine if you will that you can never really trust your own perspective of events because you literally can’t tell #Wether the person likes you or hates you and you just can’t tell. Even when they ARE being obvious about it #The nightmare scene is so real like I def have vivid memories where I’m like ‘Ah yeah they cringed here #that should have been a dead giveaway’. It wears on self-esteem and self-trust. Like “you don’t belong in society” in a way they’re #sorta like factually not wrong and like. Oh ok man. Sitting down #Just spitballing here obvi. Personal experience. Hey did you guys know that dunmeshi is good. Man. It’s good #Dungeon meshi #Analysis #Feeling The Owl House Gus meltdown episode in tha club tonight #Sobbing about how the flashbacks we see of Laios’ childhood are only happy when it centers around Falin or the dogs

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luckycloverforducks · 2 months

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[WIP? Sketch?? Idk concept]

[Swap AU]

"it's you... !"

That moment when the girl who patched you up and saved you from dying in an alley (that you promptly ran away from) show up at one of your very first concerts

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kennahjune · 5 months

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Fuck the Trauma Bond

A Lucas and the Party version of this

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Lucas was bouncing the ball on the pavement of the basketball court at the playground. It was surrounded by high chain-link fences and the hoops on either end were worn and rusted and the pavement itself was cracked worse than the Upside Down ground.

He had never looked happier.

Dustin and Will looked on from where they sat at the top of the slide on the playground. Lucas was tossing the ball around with a couple of other kids from school that neither of them knew.

But Lucas knew them, and that was all that mattered, apparently.

Max, El and Mike were a little farther back from Lucas, past the lame excuse of a basketball court and in the street, where Max was showing Mike how to skateboard while El loitered and watched.

It was absolutely sweltering. Ranging from 92 degrees to the Devils fucking asscrack, in Dustin totally correct opinion.

He was bored out of his mind but didn’t mind watching Lucas bounce the ball. He looked happier bouncing an orange sphere than he did playing DnD, which unsettled Dustin in a way that made him lightheaded.

“Hey, Will.”

Will hummed in acknowledgment but didn’t look up from his sketchpad.

“Does Lucas look happier?”

Will looked at Dustin with a raised eyebrow before focusing in on Lucas.

“Huh. I mean sure.” He shrugged. “But it’s cause it’s basketball. Lucas really likes basketball. And if he really likes it then why not be happy while doing it?”

Dustin flipped the thought a few times in his head.

It wasn’t that he was mad about Lucas playing basketball. He got over that a while ago after Lucas and Mike had a full-blown argument/mental breakdown that included Mike’s abandonment issues and Lucas’ FOMO (fear of missing out).

But Dustin also wasn’t outright vocally supportive. He didn’t go to the games, he didn’t hang around for Lucas’ practices. He would (probably), but even after Eddie’s name was cleared and he was painted a hero but the government goons, Mike and himself were still targeted heavily in school alongside the rest of Hellfire.

“I don’t really see the appeal, I guess.” He told Will, instead of voicing his inner thoughts.

Will shrugged. “You don’t have to. It’s Lucas’ interest. But simply showing you’re willing to listen to him about said interest can go a lot farther than you’d think.”

“Are you saying I don’t listen to him?”

“I’m saying you guys dismiss him.”

“Dismiss him?” Dustin watched Lucas more intently.

Will hummed. “Literally yesterday. He was talking about his encounter with Steve and how they’d made a really cool new play and you guys all so obviously tuned him out that when he stopped you guys just kept nodding because you hadn’t noticed.”

Huh.

That was really shitty.

“Did we really?”

“Yep.”

“Damn.”

“Damn indeed, Dusty-buns.”

Mike, Max and El joined them a couple minutes later.

“What’re you nerds talking about?” Max asked, sitting at the bottom of the slide with El while Mike climbed up to sit behind the boys and lean on Will’s back.

“How we’re apparently really shitty friends,” answered Dustin with his chin in his hand. He was still watching Lucas. One of the guys playing— a curly blond kid a head shorter than Lucas— pulled him into a weird hug thing where they slapped each other’s backs and immediately went back to playing.

“What?” asked Mike, muffled from where his head was shoved into Will’s shoulder.

“Lucas likes basketball.” Dustin confirmed.

Mike and Max looked at him.

“Yeah? We know that, Henderson.” Max snarked.

“And we know nothing about anything including him and basketball.”

They both seemed to pause.

“What do you mean?”

“Will says we’ve been dismissing him every time he brings it up.”

They both looked at Will, Mike peeling himself off of his back to do so.

Will shrugged and harshly erased something on his paper. “You do.”

“Which is why it’s stopping now.” Declared Dustin.

Mike blinked at him owlishly. “Um, dude? We can’t really go to him games or practices. You know we’ll both get mauled,” he muttered quietly.

The other three looked between Mike and Dustin.

“You’re both having problems still?” Will asked, looking stricken.

“I thought Jason dying would mean they’d fuck off.” Muttered Max.

Mike scoffed. “Just cause Carver’s dead doesn’t mean shit. They still think Eddie’s the Devil and that we’re his fucking worshipers or whatever. They chased me all the way to the back of the school on Wednesday.”

Will winced and Max glowered. Dustin felt the slide shake a little.

“El, relax. It’s not that bad.” Dustin watched El’s gaze soften slightly and the slide stopped rumbling. She looked at him sadly. They’d all heard about the bullying in Cali at some point. Dustin smiled back but it didn’t reach his eyes.

He turned back to address the whole group.

“Sure we can’t go to every game, but maybe we can get Steve to go with us to some. You guys know he wouldn’t let anything happen. And besides— Steve likes sports to.”

That struck a thought in his mind: how many times had he dismissed Steve?

He pushed it back for now.

“And even without going to games—“ he pressed on, “—we can still try and listen to him more.”

Mike and Max nodded slowly. Dustin takes it they hadn’t realized they hadn’t been listening before.

“And speaking of,” Will said, placing his sketch pad and pencils into his bag. “Here comes the man of the hour.”

Sure enough, Lucas was walking backward to them while waving to the guys who were leaving the park altogether. They were all waving back and laughing.

“Hey, guys!” Lucas jogged up to the slide.

“Hey, stalker,” Max greeted cheekily when Lucas bent to give her a kiss.

“Hi, Lucas!” El cheerily added. “Did you have fun?”

Lucas smiled. “Yeah! Daniel— the dude who was wearing the red hoodie like a damn maniac— was stupid fast and really cool! He showed me how he pushes off his feet for speed and when I—… never mind.” He tried for a smile but it didn’t reach his eyes.

Dustin frowned.

“Why’d you stop? Keep going, dimwit. When you what?” Mike prompted.

Dustin snickered when Will slapped his arm lightly.

Lucas looked stricken for a split second before his face broke out in a grin.

“Well—“

And the rest is history.

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Bonus:

When the first game came up, only 3 months later, Steve took the whole Party— older teens included.

They took Eddie’s van, the kids piled in the back while the teens took the actual seats.

When they got to school it was hectic chaos of Steve taking a headcount and leading everyone in. They struggled to find seats where their whole group would fit and in the end they sat on the bottom line of the bleachers with half of the them on the floor.

It was actually fun, much to Dustin’s and Mike’s surprise. Even if the looks shot at them and Eddie from some of the players were downright hostile.

Steve went with them every time they got up to do anything. No one left without someone else there— so Mike wasn’t alone when Adrian Gonzales tried to corner him by the concessions. And Dustin wasn’t in as much trouble when Treyton Klink pulled him by the shirt into the bathrooms.

So yeah— it wasn’t the best. But that was ok, because the hug Lucas gave them afterwards was worth it. Dustin would go through hell (again) to get another hug like that.

Mike looked about ready to agree with the flush that now littered his face and shoulders.

Will laughed at him and poked fun at him about the blush the entire ride home. Max and Lucas himself eventually played in with it as well, only worsening the blush and making the teasing better.

Lucas was over the moon for the rest of the night.

They slept over at Casa Harrington (as the Party so lovingly called it), piling blankets and pillows and dragged mattresses and discarded cushions on the living room floor while Lucas went on and on and on with Steve for what felt like forever.

Dustin wouldn’t have it any other way.

Especially with the matching smiles on their faces.

Dustin’s never seen them so happy, and he caught Eddie staring at Steve the same way Max was staring at Lucas, so Dustin figured he agreed.

He’d endured literal hell for his friends; what’s so wrong about one interest?

Dustin’s dreams were filled with buzzers and cheering and scoreboards. But that was a problem to complain about tomorrow.

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funkinmadnesss · 3 months

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As always, My old followers saw this coming <3

Happy Valentine’s Day y’all :] made a silly lil Lovecore design for my Mysterio! Plus a lil doodle ft @lazymonth and @hollowsart ‘s guys :D

#Spider man #spiderman #mysterio #quentin beck #Earth 4918: Humming-spider #rufioarts #My brand!#hope everyone has a good day wether they celebrate or not :]#Oh btw it was suppose to be a tiddy window but I’m a coward/j

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dealwithadeer · 4 months

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Ok, but Alastor treating Husk(er) worse because now he not only has to deal with Lucifer living in the same house as him but Lillith is also there as well and he needs to be in control of something/someone. And Husk is not stupid so even though Alastor starts to make 'the leash' appear much more often (really, he has 'pulled rank' more often in the last month than he has pulled in the first year they have known each other and Alastor had considered that his 'training phase') he does not really comment on it. And at one point when Alastor is particularly condescending and almost cruel Husk actually starts to laugh. And it is on the tip of his tongue to just rhetorically ask his boss wether he does not seem to no longer like him all that much because he sees all that he hates about his own position in him.

An ex-Overlord who has lost all of Hells respect after a defeat, now chained to do whatever the one owning their soul wants them to do. But even though Husk has the habit of saying what's on his mind, he is not stupid nor is he feeiing particularly suicidal these days. Although he is beginning to doubt wether Alastor would actually kill him. After all, who would he have left to treat and dominate (hah, Angel would have loved that thought) like this once his 'pet' is gone?

Alastor meanwhile (because there is no way Husker or anyone would ever dare to laugh at the Radio Demon, let alone laugh at him in his presence - well maybe aside from the Devil himself or Vox) thinks that he has broken his favorite pet/toy.

Husk(er) is not stupid enough to correct him.

#alastor hazbin hotel #husk hazbin hotel #radiohusk #Husk Hazbin Hotel #I am actually not sure wether Alastor would see 'breaking Husk' to the point of Husk laughing #as a good or a bad thing #really depends on how evil you think Alastor truely is

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cieric-of-chaos · 2 months

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the worse thing that ever happened during the multiverse of madness era is Wanda being headcanon as a sw*ftie, like god...free Wanda Maximoff from that woman's song..like...Wanda Maximoff is the type of person that would HATE T*ylor swift

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skullinahat · 5 months

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ok so the thing is great for all the obvious reasons and i love the ending, just watching the tension between childs and macready subside in the face of their only chance at life burning down. both of them putting aside the underlying distrust of their continued humanity because we're not in much shape to do anything about it, anyhow. you're the last living being i'll see before i die. so c'mon, have a drink. childs still relying upon/mocking the leadership of macready, what do we do now? how do we make it? childs, whatever he is, still wants to live, but macready's long accepted his death. why dont we just wait here for a little while and see what happens? wait by the warmth of the fire, passing the alcohol. die with your lips on the same bottle of the man you called a murderer. the exhaustion that must have set in by then, the relief of a moment of rest, and then that consistent fear in the back of your mind that you're spending your last moments with the very creature you've ended your life to kill. and what are you going to do, waiting for the end? the very least, after all of this, is die in the arms of your fellow... man.

#gabbering #so anyway i think they had gay sex. wether or not childs was the thing #its the least macready deserved. he looked good in that cropped jacket #the thing #john carpenter #the thing 1982

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phatcatphergus · 5 months

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Guys can we give qtubbo a chainsaw and a cowboy had bc I think that would go hard as fuck

#he could be a cowboy who rides a mechanical horse #also cowboys are so good at fixing shit with what they have on hand #he kinda gives me outlaw vibes atp with his whole shoot now ask questions later mentality #also cowboy hats are hot #I think he deserves it #plus he is definitely attractive considering like half of the federation is in love with him wether they like it or not #*looks meaningfully at agent 18 and cucurucho*#anyway cowboy hats #tubbo #qsmp #qsmp tubbo

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charophyte · 9 months

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“I can fix him” “I can make him worse”

okay but what if it was perfect just the way it is 😩

#ashton #my art #oc x canon #bg3 spoilers #bg3 the emperor #bg3 tav #mind flayer #everyones arguing wether or not to trust it but im just like. dont care didnt ask now lets make out-#i feel like ash is the one person it meets that understands that its a mind flayer and that #even though its not really good or nice (ash can relate) it doesnt mean its evil or doesnt deserve to live #its not abt feeling sorry for it or trusting it its just. understanding #id almost say sympathy #its also about the nasty sex but thats kind of unrelated

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felixfeliccis · 5 months

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Hi I'm going insane abt the world n' stuff rn but you can expect a comic pretty soon

#also maybe pheonix wright art #wether you want to or not #im rotating him in my mind like a rotisserie chicken #how do you spell that #anyway #you guys heard about the new good omens season #thats crazy

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yrwnrsk · 3 months

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I said to myself this affair never will go so well

But why should I try to resist when baby I know so well

I've got you under my skin

#benny and my courier oc reyna!#I've worked on this too much that i cant tell wether its good ir not but at this point art is art #and art cannot be defined by bad or good #or “finished”#fnv #benny gecko #benny fnv #fallout #fallout new vegas #this was drawn over Romantic Couple btw #my art #courier reyna jiménez

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bear-fangs · 16 days

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no way is that the no. 1 and no. 2 hackers of los santos??

#my art #nopixel #gta rp #nopixel fanart #marty banks #yuno sykk #3.0 yuno looks so bald without his cat ears lmao #I can’t decide wether it’s good or bad yuno only wears a helmet #they put in a no mask rule for meetings when yuno wasn’t there and immediately stopped having them lol #I miss Marty’s fuckass red hair #he used to be such a loser… </3 #( he’s still a loser )#PICKLES COME HOME #<- I live in denial of that time yuno said the co killed them after he left

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suwisuwii · 2 months

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>has chronic pain

>tends to downplay it and pretend they're fine because they feel like they're inconveniencing/bothering others

>feels like a fraud or like they'll be accused of lying when the pain is too much and they actually have to ask for help/accomodations, because they usually downplay it and thinks others believe they're usually fine

#this is being my experience with it #I use a cane now when I go outside and I am struggling because I feel like people will judge wether I need a cane or not #It's probably all in my head #I just feel like if I'm having a good day when my pain is more manageable people will think I'm faking the whole thing #maybe it's because it was like that with my parents growing up #I either had to be on my deathbed or I was not deserving of care #and when I was in need of urgent care #I was a bother and they wished I hadn't been born #lmao that's probably it #trauma #chronic pain #disabled

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