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dirivaakku · 2 years

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Fuck it I'll answer the bday questions even though nobody asked

1. When is your birthday?

19/6 or 6/19 for yall Americans

2. Do people remember your birthday?

I'd hope so at least. Only one of my irl friends wished me happy birthday yesterday though :/

3. Do you remember the dates of your friends birthday, have them written down or do you use something else?

I remember my friends birthday with memory

4. What is the weirdest/most memorable present you've received for your birthday?

I once got a pack of instant noodles lol

5. Your favorite and least favorite present you've received?

My favourite has probably been a mug my parents gave me and the least favourite probably was some crossword book

6. Do you prefer homemade or bought presents?

Depends on the present, mostly bought

7. What's your go-to birthday present for others?

Probably chocolate or smthing

8. How would you react to being given [x] for your birthday?

I asked a friend to give me 3 random objects for these [xy] questions. In this case x= a gnome statue

I'd be really confused...

9. Would you rather receive [x] or [y]? Why?

x= an axe and y= a bowl

I'd take the axe

10. Any hot takes/controversial opinions about birthdays?

No not really

11. Are you looking forward to a specific birthday of yours right now?

Probably the next one

12. Do you prefer to stay at home or go out?

Stay home all the way

13. Ideal way to spend your birthday?

Stay home, eat cake and feel special

14. Do you celebrate your birthday or do you treat it like another day?

I celebrate mine

15. Is there something that you associate with birthdays that most people don't?

16. Any birthday traditions?

Celebrate w/ my family

17. Do you share your birthday with some fictional characters?

I had to google it, and apparently there's a bunch of anime characters and then there's Garfield

18. Do you share your birthday with real people, famous or not?

Well duh other people have the same birthday as me, but apparently some famous ones are KSI and Boris Johnson

19. Do you share your birthday with an important event?

On June 19th 1944 Pablo Escobar surrendered to police, fun?

20. What's the ideal number of people to invite to a birthday party?

If it's a party with just friends then like 5 or so. If it's with with relatives then idfk under 20

21. Have you ever had or helped organise a surprise party?

22. Did you ever had themed parties? If so, what were they themed after?

No, I was a boring child

23. When was the last time you hosted birthday party, or went to one?

Last time hosted yesterday, last time went the day before yesterday

24. What's the weirdest/most memorable food you had for birthday?

I don't remember anything I've eaten except once I ate pizza

25. Homemade or bought cake?

Homemadeee

26. Number of candles on cake or candles shaped like numbers?

Number of candles, gives a challenge to blowing them all out at once

27. What was your last birthday wish about?

I've never made a birthday wish

28. Have any of your birthday wishes come true?

No cuz I've never made one

29. Tell us some interesting birthday related stories!

My mom told me that once when I was a small child nobody showed up to my birthday party. I was too small to know what's going on so I didn't get upset

30. Tell us some birthday related fun facts!

I turned 10 in a local grocery store

#birthday asks #birthday #asks

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liquidstar · 2 years

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growing up i was sort of the de facto babysitter for all my first cousins on my moms side, i was the 4th oldest but the other three were all boys and significantly older, like, in their 20s when i was 10, so they were already hanging out w the adults. so i was left with the role of taking care of all of the younger kids pretty much as soon as cousin #5 turned a year old (1 day before i turned 4, though obviously that didnt mean much when we were toddlers lol)

anyway theres 15 of us now, and like, despite being a sort of babysitter for most of them i was still their cousin, so i was a total asshole sometimes. i think the worst thing i ever did to them was one night when the adults were all downstairs at my uncle’s bar for somekinda party, we were all in a room inside the inn above the bar, i was around 12 and my cousin’s ages varied from about 1-9. we were hanging out and i decided to make up a scary story just to mess with them.

i told them aaaalll about how in this Very Room in our uncle’s inn, a man was murdered and his body was left to rot under the bed for years so now he haunts the room and dooms everyone who enters it. it was stupid and incredibly far-fetched but they were little kids and got scared by it anyway. and later that night i decided to mess with them even more by hiding in the closet and rattling it, but i guess this scared them TOO much because they all started like. loudly crying. all at once. literally like 10 kids just bawling (1 wasnt born yet if ur doing the math). i think the older ones probably wouldntve cried if everyone else wasnt crying too.

so basically i was a total asshole for that one and i had to go downstairs during the party to tell one of my aunts that everyone is crying SO much and it is my fault. oopsie

#this is just me reminiscing really lol #and also repenting #sorry everyone!#this wasnt the case for my dads side of the family though because i was among the youngest out of my first AND second cousins #so when it came to even extended gatherings w his side of the family it was different. i was one of the babies.#my brothers actually were the youngest tho. assholes stole my spotlight. sucks to suck bc they had to share it anyway lol #hashtag twins suck (joke)#they actually have the exact same birthday as one of our cousins. but 1 year later. which is crazy bc like thats 3 whole bdays in 1 #they always got the biggest parties but they had to share LOL #i never shared a party w my cousin whos bday was a day before mine tho. probably bc we were further in age #so like we had friends different ages w different interests and it would just split the party in half anyway #thats my guess at least. i wasnt the one organizing the parties.#i dont even know all my second cousins on my moms side tho theres like at least 60 of them. cant keep track #and at this point some of them have kids themselves its a lot #3rd cousins... forget abt it i dont know those ppl LOL #ok i know a couple but only the ones that happened to live close by

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heejakewon-moved · 2 years

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KJAFSIK you're so cute, once i'm able to, i have like a little plan to make gifs for all the cc's i've supported just as a thank you for creating beautiful gifs and spending so much time on their creations 🧡 (you're on the list!! i'm just gonna dm/send an ask to ppl and be like "hey i wanna create something for u, give me an idol u like" and boom)

i honestly feel like jake and i would get on really well tbh, his personality is so similar to mine and he has a v kind heart <3

omg yes, they would get on so well <3 and i would give boop lots of boops!!! 💝💝💝 i love boop already <///3

i've been an adult for a few years, and i used to really love my birthday when i had parties and saw my friends, but since i've had two birthdays in lockdown/covid, it's just been a normal day. my last birthday, i watched gossip girl all day and ate chocolate. and my birthday this year, i stayed up til 5am, slept until 2pm and then watched horror movies. the day passed so fast. </3

ᓚᘏᗢ : hsjhjs thank you for having me on the list !!! i feel like you already know which idol i would give if you asked me. if not, hint: name starts with a j and ends with an e and has four letters and has a cute smile and a wonderful personality ( like you <3 ), everyone loves him and his surname is sim

boop would love you too !!! if you like to touch him and cuddle him all the time he'll surely love you and recognize you as his hooman aside from me !!! he just tends to get shy at first lol but that's normal, right ?

mmm maybe it's just me then hahaha when i became an adult, like, even like maybe 16, when i had to leave my town and start to live alone for 11th grade it was stressful especially since i'm away and had to adjust + the university i'm in always gave heavy workload even for the high schoolers hsjhds and like my bday is always in line with the finals week when everything gets hectic and stuff. i remember back in 12th grade we had a defense for our research during my birthday, and then during first year college, it was exam week and all my hard subjects (i'm in pre-medicine) fell on my birthday too. it's like the universe doesn't want me to celebrate hsjkds and then pandemic came and birthdays became even more booooring

#. ࣪ ˖ ✉ ៸៸ mail #‹ heather. ›#my birthday last year was the worst #pandemic and all this lockdown and stuff took a toll on me and i got soooo d*pr*ss*d #it was so bad except that was the week i found oreo <3

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darkroom-wildlife · 4 years

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Birthday Coupons | Asmodeus x MC

Alternatively titled: Happy Birthday, Asmo / Focus on Me

Word Count: 1128

Inspired by the card: Focus on Me

But pretty much inspired by Asmodeus’ birthday

You knock lightly on the door in front of you.

“Come in.” answers the room’s occupant

You turn the doorknob and enter the room of your favorite demon, Asmodeus. You make your way behind him as he sits in front of the dresser.

“Happy Birthday, Asmo!” you exclaim, planting a kiss on his cheek

“Oh thank you so much, my darling!”

“Here, I got this for you.” You say, extending your hand to him to reveal an envelope. He opens it to see a birthday card and coupons.

“MC, you shouldn’t have! Well, yeah you definitely should, but oh! you shouldn't have!”

Laughing at the response, you tell him to open the card. It read: “To the demon who’s been my friend since day one,

the most beautiful being I have had the pleasure of seeing and getting to know,

to one of the only few brothers that hasn't tried to kill me [yet?],

from the bottom of my heart,

I love you and Happy Birthday!

Love, MC”

Asmodeus turned from his position by the dressing table to envelop you in a hug.

“You sweet little thing! You are just the cutest! You definitely got all of those right!”

You hug him back and say, “Now check the coupons, I made those myself!”

There are 6 coupons:

> Companion for the whole day (1)

> Lunch on MC (1)

> All-expences paid shopping spree (1)

> Hug (1)

> Kiss (1)

> Sleepover (1)

“They expire, so you might wanna use them up soon~” you say, giving him a wink, “If you avail of the first one, I’ll walk to school with you.”

Without a moment’s hesitation, he ripped out the first coupon and handed it to you, “Deal! This birthday boy's got to have an escort!”

You extend your arm for him to link with his but he opted to hold your hand instead. “Let’s go!"

At R.A.D., you sat next to each other. During class, you passed him a note,

“How does having me for the rest of the day sound?”

“Is this a date~?” he writes back

“It’s whatever you want it to be, birthday boy! Treat’s on me so you would be wise not to turn it down ;)”

After class, you and Asmodeus headed to town. You treated him to lunch at the poshest restaurant in the Devlidom - Ristorante Six before looking around the shops for some cute things to purchase.

As you two were on your shopping spree, when Asmo wasn’t next to you, you immediately took out your D.D.D. to send a group text to the remaining 6 residents of the House of Lamentation, reminding them of your plan for today. You receive messages of affirmation. You sigh in relief, everything was going according to plan.

You check out a few shops, and whatever he likes, you pay for. At first he was surprised but you reassured him that this was your birthday treat for him. He feels equally spoiled and grateful to you for each item you’ve bought for him.

Inside the jewelry store, Asmodeus spotted a pair of earrings. They were circle drop earrings with one ring inside another, with a core of dangling sapphire.

Asmodeus’ eyes were drawn to the pair almost immediately. He tried it on and was checking himself out in the mirror. You peeked at the tag and then quietly made your way to the cashier, hoping the demon wouldn’t notice.

“That pair over there, please. The circle drop earrings being checked out by the strawberry-blond haired demon.” you say to the cashier, handing her your payment.

You could hear Asmodeus approach, his voice getting louder, “Oh, you found something you like already, MC? I found this gorgeous pair here but it’s crazy expensive.”

You gave him a big smile, “I didn’t but it seems you have.”

“Huh? then what did you pay for?”

“Your earrings” you say matter of factly

“EH? But, MC, this is too expensive, specially for you!”

You laugh, “It’s your birthday! Let’s just say I’ve been saving up just for you for quite some time now~ Besides, it’s part of the coupons!.”

Asmodeus’ lips quivered. He pulled you in for a tight hug.

“Oh my darling, MC! You are just the sweetest little human in the Devildom!”

“Haha you’re welcome, Asmo! Let’s go home, I’m sure your brothers want to celebrate your special day with you.”

Upon returning home, you two were greeted with a loud “SURPRISE!” from the rest of the demon brothers. All went according to plan it seems as dinner was hot and ready, with Asmodeus’ favorite cake by his seat at the table, waiting for him.

He blew out the candle and you all enjoyed wonderful dinner as a family. After dinner, you and the brothers gave your presents and he opened them with much delight.

After the party, you helped Asmo carry his gifts back to his room.

“Thank you, baby doll!.” Asmodeus says to you

“No probs, Asmo!” you reply

“Oh before I forget,” he says, walking over to his dressing table.

He picks up the coupons and walks back over to you.

He rips up

>Lunch on MC (1) and

>All-expenses paid shopping spree (1)

and hands them to you.

“Thank you” you say politely, a smile on your face

“Well, I guess this is goodn-“

Before you could finish your sentence, Asmodeus rips up another coupon and hands it to you

> Hug (1)

“Oh, of course! Come here, Asmo~” you coo

He hums softly, taking you into his arms. As he rests his chin on your head, you hear him rip another coupon from behind your back.

> Kiss (1)

he gives it to you with one hand, the unoccupied arm now snaking down to your waist from your back.

Asmodeus’ expression changes. His usual airy demeanor has now been replaced with, well what better word for it than, lust.

He looks into your eyes, silently asking for your consent, and you nod. He leans in and closes the distance between the two of you. Your lips meet. At first it was soft, almost chaste, but quickly enough it evolved into something hungrier, more passionate.

Breathless, you break away for air. You see a gleam in Asmodeus' eyes as he looks at you and then back to the remaining coupon in his hand. He hands the last one to you and says,

“You do know what kind of sleepover this is going to be?”

You gulp, your mind racing.

“This is going to be a long night, huh” you exclaim

“Like you said, MC, you’re all mine for today~”

“Happy Birthday, Asmo.” you say as you grab him for another kiss

“Happy Birthday to me indeed” he replies before once again sealing your lips with his. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Ah! I honestly thought I wasn’t going to get this out in time for Asmo’s bday :( I hope I made it (in other timezones lol). If you’re reading this, hi! I hope you enjoyed it! and Happy Birthday to our beautiful Avatar of Lust, Asmo!! To be honest, this, unlike my first story, had the idea before the card. My levi fic was inspired by the card itself, while this one was inspired by the occasion of Asmo’s bday :) no one asked but i just wanted to share haha

#obey me!#obey me #obey me! fic #swd obey me #obey me asmodeus #obey me satan #obey me beelzebub #obey me x reader #obey me asmodeus x reader #obey me asmo x reader #happy birthday asmo!#obey me birthday fic

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meet-me-in-the-kitchen · 4 years

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Ok now do the playlist as if it’s them conversing back and forth through song, in order, to tell their story... one song from him then her then him etc etc etc. I’ve tried to do this myself and get lost :( but you are an expert so.....

You owe me for this, lol. Still a work in progress, but here are some of the songs I have where the lyrics have parallels and it sounds like they’re having a conversation.

The songs grouped together are in pink, a song that’s a parallel to only one of the songs in a group is blue.

“I didn’t come back, I wasn’t there” you could also add IKYWT, because of “I won’t trouble you no more”

“This is the last time I’m asking you this, put my name at the top of your list” “The taste of your lips on the tip of my tongue is at the top of the list of the things I want”

“You’re still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can’t wear anymore” “This isn’t the stain of a red wine, I’m bleeding, love” “I knew you, stepping off the last train, marked me like a blood stain”

*have to add ME!, but* “Living in winter, I am your summer” “Summertime, butterflies all belong to your creation”

“Give me some morphine” “Gave up on me like I was a bad drug”

“If I could fly” “Two paper airplanes flying”

“Do you remember when you hit the breaks too soon? Twenty stitches in a hospital room” “Promises broken like the stitches”

“I hope you can see, the shape that I’m in, while he’s touching your skin” “I can see you staring, honey, like he’s just your understudy”

“I gave so many signs” “I must admit I thought I’d like to make you mine, as I went about my business through the warning signs, meeting in the hallway every single time”

“We always walked a very thin line” “We’ll be a fine line”

“You never learned to read my mind, never turned things around” “What do you mean, I’m sorry by the way, never coming around”

“Be so sweet if things just stayed the same” “It would’ve been sweet, if it could have been me”

“You searched the world for something else to make you feel like what we had” “You will find me, in places that we’ve never been, for reasons we don’t understand, walking in the wind” + the whole “we’ll be alright” lyric goes w/ Afterglow

“Maybe someday you’ll call me and tell me that you’re sorry, too” “Hey, it’s all me, in my head, I’m the one who burned us down, but it’s not what I meant. I’m sorry that I hurt you.” Also, title reference to MMITH.

“We take their shots, but we’re bulletproof” “Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life” “Why are we always stuck in running from, the bullets?”

Do I even have to.

“Don’t call me baby again” “Don’t call me kid, don’t call me baby, look at this god forsaken mess that you made me. You showed me colours you know I can’t see with anyone else” “The rest of the world was black and white, but we were in screaming color”

Do I even have to? *Note: add Style for James Dean Daydream lyric*

“If you like midnight driving with the windows down” “Small talk, he drives, coffee at midnight”

“You two are dancing in a snow globe ‘round and ‘round, and he keeps a picture of you in his office downtown” “I’ve got your face, hung up high in the gallery”

“The flowers that we’d grown together died of thirst” “Your flowers just died, plant new seeds in the melody”

“I once believed love would be be burning red, but it’s golden” “You’re so golden.” Extra points just because it’s the album closer for Lover & opener for FL released on T’s bday.

IKYWT Monologue, not the lyrics to the song! THE MONOLOGUE.

“I knew his world burned too bright, maybe he knew that when he saw me” & “Take me back to the light, I knew you were way too bright for me I’m hopeless, broken, hoping you’ll wait for me in the sky”

Don’t even fuck with me. The monologue was released while she was with Harry & the MV was inspired by him, even though the song wasn’t. It can happen. Please use your brain.

“Why’d you have to lock me out when I let you in?” “I know that you’re scared because I’m so open”

Update:

“Yesterday I went out to celebrate the birthday of a friend, as we raised our glasses I realized you were missing” “It’s hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound, hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you” (could be referring to Caleb Followill’s bday/Harry not attending Taylor’s BBMAs Afterparty after seeing her with Calvin)

“Baby, you’ve got me tied down” “Hostage to my feelings” + “Wear you like a necklace.” Both songs are about being hostages in a promiscuous manner. Harry described SS as being stuck with a nympho, Taylor’s legit in a cage & it’s very clearly sexual.

And don’t be like “that song isn’t about so & so!” because it’s not ME who responded to certain songs Harry’s written with lyrics very closely paralleling it—it’s Taylor/Harry. They had the misconception, doesn’t mean I’m not going to upload the content. Happy listening! :D

#haylor #harry styles #taylor swift #1989 #folklore #yep i forgot a few but here it is!#sorry the read more function isnt on mobile

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decembercamiecherries · 4 years

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Killugon Week - Day 4

It’s killugon week!!!! :D aaaaaaaand I don’t have anything written except a one shot for Gon’s birthday lol

But I do have a lot of fics written that fit well into the aus/prompts picked out for everyone at @killugonweek! So I figured I could just post a few snippets with links to fics that fit the prompts each day as a form of shameless self promotion lol.

I will have something new to post on Gon’s bday though, I promise! And for the free day on Saturday I’ll share some snippets of work in progress fics I’ve been working on ^-^ happy killugon week, everyone!

-o0o-

May 6th - Day 4 - Internet/Social Media AU

Title: 29 Missed Calls from Killua Zoldyck - (link) (I know this fic doesn’t exactly fit this au but it was the closest fic of mine I could find lol)

Word count: 4,000

Snippet:

“Thank you for calling the home of Gon and Killua! Neither of us can answer the phone ‘cause we-” “Get to the point, Gon. They don’t need a whole monologue.” “But-!” “Leave a message if it’s important, otherwise, hang up. Bye.”

Beep.

“Gon, are we doing Valentine’s Day gifts?! Is that a thing, now?! I need to know. Like, immediately. I mean, I have something for you that I thought of and I want to give it to you really badly ‘cause I think you’ll really like it but I don’t want to make you feel bad if you don’t have anything and I! Ugh. I’m so confused. Just, call me back!”

Click.

-o0o-

May 6th - Day 4 - Vacation/Relaxing

Title: After x Glow - (link)

Word count: 2,853

Snippet:

Killua hummed, continuing to drag his hand up and down Gon’s back. “Your skin…”

Gon’s brow furrowed. “My skin?”

“Yeah. It’s warm.”

“Really? I never noticed.”

“You wouldn’t. It’s yours, it feels normal to you.”

Gon made a noncommittal sound. “You’re probably right. Yours is cold.”

Killua froze, his hand hovering in the air. “Do you want me to sto-?”

“No!” Gon said quickly. “No, I like it when you do that. Don’t stop, please.”

Killua lowered his arm hesitantly before letting his hand rest between Gon’s shoulder blades. “Okay, as long as you’re sure.”

“I am.” Gon sighed and his eyelids closed as Killua began to rub small circles into his back. “It feels nice when you do that.”

A small smile crept its way onto Killua’s face. It was nice for him too, seeing Gon like this, relaxed and placid under his touch. To know that he was the reason for Gon’s bliss. It made his toes curl and his cheeks burn.

-o0o-

May 6th - Day 4 - Party

Title: Are x You x Ready? - (link)

Word count: 2,118

Snippet:

Gon let his hands drop into his lap. “Why are you trying so hard to get out of this party, Killua? It’s not like you’ll hate it. All of our friends are going to be there. And I’ll stick with you the whole time, too.”

Killua made a face. “That’s just it. They’re gonna- I don’t know, expect us to do things.”

Gon frowned. “Like wha-”

“I don’t know!” Killua said and threw his arms up in the air. “Just- things. Y’know. Holding hands. Kissing. Telling ‘the story’ of how you did it. Ugh.”

#killugon week #hunterxhunter #killugon #dc writes #29 missed calls from killua zoldyck #after x glow #are x you x ready?

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babypaulchen · 4 years

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babypaulchen’s fanfic recs

Most of these fanfics are shippy, some are gen (no ships). Please feel free to recommend me some fics as well!

Firstly, The Other Side of Midnight is my favorite Rammstein fic! “Till and Paul tell each tales to pass a sleepless night.” Paul and Till share stories about how they fucked Schneider, basically. I really like this one because one of Paul’s stories takes place in Feeling B era and I soak that shit up like a sponge. Plus it’s written beautifully. Like, this is one of those fics that makes me envious it’s so damn good. Read it or else!!!!

Fried Eggs and Honey - “Feeling B are just becoming established, but Paul wants more. He doesn’t know exactly what it is that he wants, though - not until he meets the shy, mysterious Till.” A super cute fic that I read all in one night. It’s written so realistically and casually that you can’t help but feel like you’ve lived the moment. I love fics that actually feel genuine. And Till is adorable. And Paul is so Paul. This fic literally had me punching the bed because they wrote Paul so spot-on. His faults and flaws, when he was young. Read this one. It’s so cute and perfect and the romance is written so realistically and ahhhh

Heroic & Durable by @zigratbites - “Paul has an accident on stage, but decides the show must go on anyway. This leads to some yelling, h/c and kissing.” Another great, wonderful, perfect fic where they capture Paul’s personality well. He’s a dedicated dumbass who will do whatever it takes to get something done well, and this shows in this fic. The side of Chrispaul does not hurt one bit, either. Love this one so much!!!

My Girl. by @till-hammer - “Frau Schneider comes out of her shell, but only for him.” this is Till/Schneider! this fic is SO GOOD I want more like this. exploration of character and gender is a favorite of mine. def recommend this one. love love love it

führe mich, halte mich by @slashs-head-is-fuzzy - “Paul and Christoph impulse fuck after leading each other on with regular cuddling sessions.” LEGIT ONE OF MY FAV FICS AHHHH this fic is for me and naturally I requested Paul topping. I adore how Paul is written, and the smut is sehr gut ahhh

sehnsucht ist so grausam by @lunarcorvid - “As they wrap up the shoot for Du Hast, Till finds himself staring at the pistol that Schneider still has tucked into the back of his pants.” A++++ this is so hot lmao gun play can be so good if written well

Lied der unruhevollen Jugend by @wiener-blut - “After spending some time at a party, Christoph and Paul meander back to Paul’s flat, wasted, to have some more fun.” I LOVE THIS FIC another Feeling B era fic, done by the lovely Lily, for my birthday ;w; It’s so cute and fun and she is always so spot-on when it comes to portraying their personalities. Def read!!

Scent - “Paul is careless; Christoph gets mad.” I love this one. It’s short, but so so sweet. I’m a sucker for fluff. And they wrote them both well, too. It’s so cute ahhhh

You Make Me Perfect by @krispy-posts - No summary, but basically domestic Schneider and Paul being cute before delving into smut. I am sooo weak for the beginning domesticity, and also the mention of chubby WHDT era Paul. I’ve reread this fic so often. I adore it ;o;

Jetzt hab’ ich dich by @wiener-blut - “Attending a sophisticated ball, a particular man catches her eye.” A DRSG ‘98 AU where the reader is attending the ball and Paul approaches and dances with you ahhHHHHH I LOVE THIS ONE IT MAKES ME MELT

ich will eure blicke spuehren by @lunarcorvid - “Till and Richard need to work off some post-show adrenaline when they get back to the hotel room. Richard has an idea involving cigarettes.” I have a thing for smoking and Richard casually lighting up while sitting on Till’s dick is super hot lol

Rock Star - “Till overhears things on the tour bus.” Paul and Schneider flirt, with Till sitting in another room, hearing it. It’s from Till’s perspective. It’s really cute and funny!! Inspired by this pic:

rein, raus - “ Paul could never shut up, especially at the most important of times. Like when fucking with Christoph on a tour bus while their band mates are sleeping.” summary says it all LMAO I think this was the first smutty Rammfic I read and actually enjoyed.

All My Marks On Your Skin - “Paul can’t remember when seeing Schneider’s claim on his skin became such an essential part of his life.” Post-concert fic where they stand in front of a mirror and Schneider touches his bruises! It’s Good™.

the strings that change the faces of men by @slashs-head-is-fuzzy - “Richard initiates something with Ollie. Schneider joins in on the fun. It all remains among friends, of course.” a very nicely written threesome fic!! I adore how Richard is written in this and the smut is EXCELLENT

Fluffy Slippers by @writing-rammstein (go and read all of her fics honestly, they’re all cute and perfect) - “For the prompt: ‘can u hook a gal up with some good ol reader/paul hugging?‘” A request made by me LMAO This is super cute and sweet, I love it so much T__T

Herr Lorenz - “ After an inconsiderate joke, Flake feels insecure. Paul might just have the solution to it.” Feeling B era!! This was one of the first Rammstein fics I ever read…It’s so sweet. I love their friendship so much ahhhhh

Broken Machine by @iinchicore - “This story is set in 1994, during the time Rammstein stayed in Eichwalde to work on the songs for their first record, Herzeleid. The plot mainly focuses on Flake's struggle dealing with his speech disorder.” This one is so relatable and touching. I love this dynamic between Till and Flake and the writing is BEAUTIFUL ackkk please read!!

So seid recht gut auf allen Wegen (So be good in all your journeys) by @prismabird - “Far from home for the first time, Till finds solace from the unfamiliar in the arms of the familiar (based on Till, Richard, and Oli’s first trip to America in 1993).” So far, this fic is REALLY enjoyable to read. I love the element of friendship and reliance on each other. It’s a fun read, albeit sprinkled with some angst. I have laughed a couple times, and I related to Richard’s struggle with language.

Scar Tissue - “While Till and Paul attempt to get on with their lives and repair an alreay damaged relationship, the band are also dealing with their bandmate who is suffering from a serious addiction.” This one is really, very good. I love the TillPaul aspect, but it’s very bittersweet. This fic is so sad, it nearly brought me to tears hhhh

Du riechst so gut - “Paul finds Schneider's scarf while he is cleaning up the hotel-room he's in for the moment. He really had just intended to use it to block out the light but- well, he's not going to complain about what happens instead.” this writing is excellent, and the smut is very enjoyable. I adore any author that includes realism: Schneider’s inexperience and sloppiness in attempting to blow Paul is really appreciated.

Heart of the Matter by @weitweg-vonmir - “Paul received a heart transplant from a stranger that saved his life. Now, a year later, that stranger's lover comes to meet the recipient of the transplant.” man this fic is like a punch to the gut. honestly, I’m seldom ever moved by angst fic, but this one legit made me cry, thinking about how fucked up and sad this whole situation is. you can only feel true sympathy for both sides of this. excellently written A+

Nähe des Geliebten by @naraism - “It's New Year's Day and the boys (Paul and Richard) finally have some free time just for themselves.” so soft and warm throughout it....such nice writing, too. and ugghh TOP PAUL IS MY WEAKNESS overall a really enjoyable fic!!

Together - It has no summary but basically Ollie and Paul go to the stage of where they’re going to perform to get a feel for it, and cute stuff happens. I wish there was more Ollie/Paul out there ),:

Let Me See You Stripped by @wiener-blut - “Post concert, Paul submerges himself in an indulgent fantasy with Schneider.” this one is a bday gift for me and it is SOOOO good lmaooo lily knows what i likes B) good shit

Wir halten uns den Arm (We hold each other by the arm) - “Paul and Richard spend some quality time together.” I found this more cute than sexy. I like how they wrote Paul in this!!

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For the sake of full coverage, I wanted to include my personal favorites of my own works. This is more or less in order from #1 favorite.

Ich Will Eure Hände Sehen - “A six-man group of criminals, lead by Till, operate in early 2000's Berlin. A series of occurrences, both good and bad.” This is my baby lmao it’s been with me since I first joined the fandom, and I really need to finish it. I love the characters sm... prob the most effort I’ve put into any of my fanfics in a long time ♡

Mein Tier - “Frau Schneider keeps to herself, unusually so. Her weekly life consists only of work, and staying at home. Unbeknownst to the people around her, Schneider goes home every day to five loyal dogs. Dogs who are unaware of their state of captivity. Dogs who are not truly dogs, but men with their humanity deteriorated to that of beasts. But they are more than happy to be cared for by their neurotic, loving master.” I’m so fond of this fic; I love all of the characters, and the dynamics. it is so fun to write for!! ♡

Reconnecting - “Paul and Schneider used to have an on-and-off-again sexual relationship when they were younger. Now it's 2017, and something has reignited.” I LOVE this one. Schneider/Paul is my OTP, and this was the one time I shoved all my Feelings for them into a fic. it’s so soft and intimate

Stripping Away the Layers - “It's been a while since their last "session". It seems Schneider has to reteach Paul how to obey. Unlike Till, who has always striven to please him, Paul clings to his pride. Schneider manages to rip it from him. He always does.” THIS ONE IS SO HOT THAT’S ALL HDSFFGL I’m really pleased with how it came out. The spanking part is my FAVORITE love this one...

This Is How This Night Is Going to Go - “Following the hectic evening of being followed around by documenting cameras, Paul and Schneider find some privacy away from the others. Paul doesn't really appreciate what he pulled earlier at the party.” the first smut fic I wrote for Schneider/Paul! I adore how I managed to write Paul in this one. he’s so bold and it’s hot lmao ♡

Red Ribbon - “Taking place in the 19th century, Schneider visits a whorehouse with intention of hiring the services of a male prostitute. It seems there are a few new additions. One in red catches his eye.” I’m mostly really proud of the second chapter... I love the pace of it, and the developing relationship. writing in different time periods is also sooo fun (plus ngl I really love prostitute AUs)

Worth the Risk - “Ollie visits Schneider in the secrecy of the night at a secluded villa where they're currently producing their newest album. He and Schneider make use of their bandmates' absence.” a super indulgent, super kinky Schneider/Ollie fic that I’ve reread multiple times just because I feel like I got it just right; it’s pretty damn hot lol

A Rocky Start - “Paul gets up earlier than Flake, and decides to make them breakfast. Soon enough, Flake joins him with a lovely surprise. Paul was never the best at resisting temptation.” I couldn’t get this idea out of my head while at work, and I’m really pleased that I managed to get it into words just how I envisioned it... so soft and warm and sexy ♡ I love this ship so much and I hope you give it a chance!!

And that’s about it! My greatest recommendation is exploring Rammstein fanfic as a whole, it’s another world of fandom that I feel deserves more recognition. Don’t be shy to test the waters!

#Rammstein #fanfic recs #text #mine #Rammshipping

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thegreatescape · 4 years

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SHARE THE LOVE CONVENTION

Here’s what happened at the Share The Love Con in Milan! :) [Sorry for my terrible English lol]

At the con I was in the front row with my friends. It was amazing but at the same time I felt a little bit observed lol Pietro was the first one who greeted me and then Nicholas recognized me ;;

After the panel, my friend and I decided to take a picture with Federico because he was too beautiful with that blue sweater and when we went to take the picture he gave us a tight hug that I will remember forever. I don't know why but I was more nervous than the previous times... maybe because he was even more beautiful than usual lol

Then we queued for the Fede + Rocco duo and I don’t know where I found the courage but I showed them a photo in which two people were kissing a girl on the cheek and this happened sdifhoisadpo

Damn Fede has really soft lips, I cry just thinking about it. I left the room shaking like a leaf lol Then we went to the autographs of Nicholas, Greta and Beatrice. Greta and Bea were a wonderful surprise. They are both so kind and sweet. When Greta saw my drawing she gave me a hug and said ‘thank you’ a hundred of times. She was sooo cute! ;;

Even Beatrice thanked me so much and complimented me and said “You drew me so hot!” And I was like "Well, you are" haha

Then I went to Nicholas and this happened:

Nicholas: Hi! I'm a big fan of yours!

And I smiled at him sooo embarrassed.

Nicholas: I don't know how to thank you! I’m very tired after a drawing, you draw 10 drawings every day! You're very good.

Then Greta arrived at his table and said: Did you see my beautiful drawing with the pink background?

And he was like: Mine is gray! :(

Me: I made the backgrounds based on the shirt you had in the photos and you always have a black shirt.

Nicholas: I have to do a photoshoot then haha

Nicholas then asked me to show some of my drawings to Bea and when I showed her my Instagram profile she remembered those I had done for her and Greta added: Oh my God you made me the drawing of me and Nini kissing? It's beautiful! ; _;

This is Nicholas’ autograph. He drew me Luchino eating pizza’s crusts LOL

Then we went to the autographs of Pietro, Fede and Rocco and I have to say that this was one of the most beautiful moments of the Convention. When Pietro saw me he greeted me with an "Hello darling, how are you?" And before I answered he said: "Did you bring me something?" And when I gave him the drawing he said: “Oh my God, it's awesome! This is a new one!”

Me: “Well, yes, I couldn't post it before, it had to be a surprise!”

Pietro: “Can I keep it? ;)”

Me: “Sure it's for you! Also, sorry if I tag you on so many drawings.”

Pietro: “It makes me so happy! You drew the futuristic black and white one, the one where I’m in Venice, the one with the flag you gave me last time and ... this, right? (he remembered all of them ; ___;) And then he added: “But you drew Federico more :( AHAHAH”

Then I went to Fede and he said: “I know that yesterday was your birthday so… HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” And he sent me a kiss. I died. Then I gave him the drawing and he thanked me and he looked at me with a pleased smile saying: “What can I write here ..?” And he wrote me this beautiful autograph that I’ve to frame.

Then, without saying anything, he got up and hugged me and it was a beautiful moment because I didn't want to let him go. Maybe that was the best hug- not only because it lasted longer but because I could tell him how grateful I was for everything.

Then I went to Rocco and he greeted me with a big smile saying: “Hello Giulia, how are you ?!” And I was actually dying inside so I immediately gave him the drawing and he said something like: “Wtf is this a drawing? Oh my God it’s amazing thank you so much” and he showed it to Fede.

Then in the afternoon there were other panels but for those I will make a special mentions at the end of the post.

Then there was Fede and Rocco meet & greet. It was pretty weird because we were all so shy and we didn’t know what to say so they told us something that happened on set during Marti and Nico reunion on the terrace in 2x09.

Fede: “Ludovico told us ‘Kiss!', so we did it. It was so romantic, but when we stopped, I noticed that I had Rocco's snot on my cheek. So I said: WHAT THE FUCK IS IT? THIS IS DISGUSTING! and the atmosphere was ruined.

Rocco: “It's true HAHAHA”

Fede: “I had your snot on me all the time! You were always crying!

Rocco: "Yes, there was an important exchange of body fluids. AHHA”

Then we went to eat the pizza with the cast. The first one who sat at our table was Federico. I was the first one to get the pizza and he said: “Well you're the birthday girl that’s why they gave you the pizza first”. I just smiled like an idiot and he said: “Eat it or it gets cold!"

Me: "No, I'm waiting for you …"

He: “But if it gets cold, it sucks”. (it sucked anyway haha)

Then me and my friends started arguing with him bc Federico claimed that the pizza has to be cut in 8 pieces (and we were cutting it in 4). Thankfully Pietro arrived and supported us and told Fede: “Stop being so annoying” ahah.

After that, there was the most embarrassing interaction that I've ever had with him. We looked at each other and he smiled, so I smiled back but I was too nervous to say anything. Basically we kept smiling for like 15 seconds and it all ended with an embarrassing silence :))))

Then Rocco sat right next to me and he was so… excited? Haha

Rocco: “Did you eat today?”

Me: “No, we were anxious…”

Rocco: “Why? C’mon we know each other now! We’re friends!” (I almost cried, I swear).

Then I showed him a bracelet that my friends bought me for my bday (a heart with the word ‘Sbedemmic’ written on it) and he enlightened and said: “Nooo! Oh my god! Sbedemmic !? A-ma-zing!”

Then we asked him how to pronounce “Maxence” and Rocco called him at out table and Maxence rushed to us leaning towards us and we were blown away because he has really beautiful eyes and honestly I didn't even listen to what he said ahaha

Then Nicholas joined us and said "I want to sit right next to Giulia” (I wanted to hug him ;u;) and we talked about drawings and it was wonderful. Then at a certain point I don't remember what he wanted to ask Bea and he started to call her addressing a girl at the table next to ours and only after a while we pointed out that Bea was sitting on the other side of the room and he was like: “Who was I calling? The girl doesn't even have hair like Bea!” HAHAH

Before he left we hugged each other tight and we thanked each other for everything.

Maxence is literally an elf. He is nice, funny and he gave me a lot of positivity. We asked him to take a photo all together and he immediately put the glass of wine down because “If my mom sees the picture she gets angry” xD He said he never had the chance to interact so much with the fans at the events and that he thinks it’s amazing to create a bond with us.

Then I apologized bc I tag him on a lot of drawings and he asked me “Wait, what did you draw?”

Before I answered him he started to jump on the chair saying “The raccoon one!?”

Me: “Yes, even the-”

He: “The one with the shirt! Come on, let me see it!”

So I showed him the drawing and he exclaimed: “YEEEEES! THIS ONE! YEEEEES! THE SHIRT!!!”

He thanked me and I closed instagram, but I had forgotten to change my background and I had a photograph of me with Federico.

Maxence saw it and said: “Is that your boyfriend?"

And I said: “I WISH!”

I swear I didn't want to say it out loud, but it was spontaneous. He widened his eyes and literally burst into laughing while I turned RED. I apologized saying it wasn’t my intention to say it out loud but he said that he got that bc he read the panic in my eyes as soon as I realized it, but he appreciated my spontaneity and he said that it will be our little secret xD (then we talked outside and we took a couple of photos, he even chose the poses AHAHAH but then we got caught and the staff told him to go inside xD).

1 December

The second day in the morning we went to the autographs of Robin and Lukas and they both thanked me so much for the drawings (I will never forget their expressions ;;).

After giving Lukas the drawing he stood up and hugged me tight and he was the sweetest, with his beautiful and kind smile :’)

Then I took a photo with Nicholas

and a duo with Maxence and Rocco where I asked for a group hug and Maxence said: A POLIPATA ?! (an Italian word that idk how to translate. Obviously Rocco taught him that haha it’s like “hugging like an octopus” lol)

The last photos were those with Federico. When I showed him the photo I wanted to do he made an expression that I will never forget a mix between a smile and ;) and he said: “Uh, today we are in the mood for kisses”. And of course I turned BRIGHT RED :DDD

The last activity of the day was the autograph with Maxence. He thanked me for the drawing and said "You made me a beautiful drawing, so I will also make your own beautiful drawing" and he made a stylized character of me ahaha

At the cocktail party Maxence was the first one to sit with us! He didn’t know what to say so he asked us to do a toast and we all said in chorus 'cin-cin' and he said: "Do you know that ‘cin-cin’ means vagina in Chinese?” Ahah This was the highlight of our conversation.

Then Nicholas and Rocco came at our table and we talked all the time about medicines and reflux lmao We looked like the geriatric department bc they said that all the cocktails tasted like medicines lol

Then Pietro and Fede arrived, both sooo tired, but Fede greeted us with "Hello rays of sunshine!" And we were literally dying . Pietro said he was worried about not being able to return home because he would have arrived after midnight and he didn't have the keys. "I can't call someone and say "Hi, I'm the guy who lives upstairs" ahaha

Then we talked to Lukas and Robin and they were so cute ;; Lukas is a very interesting person, he has a pure soul and it was a pleasure to know him ;;

In the end, Bea and Greta arrived and we gossiped a lot, especially about boys haha

Best moments of PANELs:

-Nicholas said his favorite word is Australopithecus Robustus and Greta said "Fregno" (it’s a slang for ‘hot’) xD

-Fede said his Spirit animal is a Golden Retriever and that Martino’s is a fox

-Fede made fun of Rocco because he spoke with metaphors that didn’t make any sense so Fede was like: Enough Rocco, enough! Stop it! THAT'S ENOUGH!

-We made a video for Bea and everyone cried in the room

-THE KARAOKE

-Fede said that Rocco didn’t know how to ride a bicycle and they had to shoot that scene a lot of times

-Fede complimented Rocco and then he gave the microphone to him saying: “Come on, I’m waiting.” Because he wanted to get compliments too haha

-Rocco sat in the audience and asked Fede the story of Bambi and Fede called him “Er Lucertola (lizard)” in revenge and said that the name of Bambi was born because of a toxic (Rocco haha)

-Pietro who answered BOH to all the questions haha

-When a girl mentioned the 4th season (even if we couldn’t) and everyone said to keep hoping and thanked us for fighting so much during these months and then Rocco said: Yes, thank you very much for the support. Without you it wouldn't have been pos— Everyone: ROCCO !!!!! haha

-When another girl talked about Massimo Reale -Dr. Spera- (referring to the photos he posted from the 4th season’s set) and then Bea said: She just wanted to know the name of Dr. Spera and yes, it’s Massimo Reale xD

-Rocco screaming SBEDEM

Here’s some pics I took at the panels :)

Everything was AWESOME! I miss them all so much ;;

Please if you want to use one of these pics tag my instagram account: here

#skam italia #skam france #druck #federico cesari #maxence danet fauvel #rocco fasano #robin migne #lukas von horbatschewsky #beatrice bruschi #greta ragusa #pietro turano #nicholas zerbini #skamit cast #share the love #i #i fede #i rocco

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destinyc1020 · 4 years

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Yeah he did wear it when in LA. Had another one in Salt Lake City. Him wearing THE jacket when on his way to LA was interesting as well. I am among the ones who still think it was him at Z's birthday party, people changed their mind after more proof of Elordi came out, as always rewriting shit when it suddenly doesn't go with their theory.

I’ll have to do more research on the neck chain “tea”. That “jacket” tea on the way to LA was shocking as well. I remember a lot of us in the fandom thinking that maybe they hadn’t broken up after all. (Eeeesh) RE: Z’s birthday party I’m actually one of few (?) who don’t think Tom was at her house for the birthday party. I never did believe it actually. It just didn’t seem to make sense to me. Plus, I know the logistics of that day (a friend of mine was there at the D23 event he was at and met him) and we met up that night after the event for dinner (my friend and I), and just knowing the length of time that it would take Tom to get from Anaheim to Northridge.... AND also make a flight at LAX to get to Philly’s Keystone comic-con event over on the east coast in time for a morning event (when they are 3 hours AHEAD of the west coast)?? Ehhhhhhh....

It just doesn’t add up to me! It just never has, I’m sorry lol! I think the lady who was told that was Tom at the party was probably mistaken. Plus, do you REALLY think Zendaya would invite her EX to her bday party where she knows she’s already dating (or at least TALKING to) another man? I just don’t see that! Unless...you think Tom dropped by unannounced and uninvited? LOL! I’m sorry, but that just doesn’t make sense to me! But of course, I’m open to receipts.

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wanderingpages · 5 years

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Were u a party girl in high school or a massive nerd?

Lol in retrospect everyone in my school was a massive nerd. That being said, senior year i was a party girl. Like freshman and sophomore year i was just kinda trying to survive, junior year i relaxed a lot more, then senior year i was dating a football player and ended up accompanying him or helping plan parties idk i just started having more fun. Safe fun tho. Maybe. Nothing crazy cus literally everyone on a team was religious about not fucking up their bodies during the season.

Lmao i remember my birthday was on a Tuesday and i shared it with a friend of mine who was on my boyfriends team so we got thrown a joint surprise bday on that Tuesday night, got shit faced and still ended up in class a few hours later.

Heard practice was brutal that day though lmao

#asks #senior year is my favorite memory #also i had like four classes #the time of my life

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namelessstoryteller · 5 years

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I'm not like her other friends

Recently got a message from friend I'm calling Linn. Linn was my first friend when I started High School, and I made friends with Anna and Joe, who were her childhood friends, and a chick I chatted to in homeroom named Freda, who was Linn's bff.

Two events started the downfall from me getting kicked out of this group. I felt like a taxi driver while driving Linn and Freda around on Halloween, and mentioned to Linn, hey I don't like being a third wheel afterwards. So whenever she brought up hanging out with Freda, as I was the only friend with a car, I always rejected it. The second was I brought us tickets to Impractical Jokers, our fav show that was touring in our town that year. She agreed to pay me back the 70 over time. This was the only time I ever asked her for money in the 6 to 7 years of friendship.

Linn never had much money so I hung with her and brought the tickets, the food, and the events. I hung out with her because I could always make her laugh and loved our shared interests.

However, turns out everything that was said, was shared between Joe, Freda, family, and others. I got a bf and wanted to ask her yknow girl/perverted questions, I wanted a conversation about this stuff with her as we been friends for years and I only knew her attempts at relationships. I made her feel uncomfortable with this open conversation. I apologized but I learned this was shared with everyone and I was a bad friend for not noticing the signs.

A group chat was formed later on, with Joe, Freda, Linn, rando, and a chick named Iris. I knew Iris but I really don't know what side she was on throughout this whole thing, she had conversations with both of us and sent me screenshots from Linn, so I suspect she did the same for Linn. I made a comment, like "what up b*tches" and that fucking broke Freda. Apparently I hated her and it was aimed at her. And Im insensitive (which is a bit true but I have said worst, and Linn brings this up a lot later on).

I wanted an overnight hangout for spring break, I invited Linn, Joe, his gf, Anna, Iris. Linn knew I smoked and drank, but due to the friend group, I was never planning on bringing those items along. They didnt know I only invited them, my bestie, and a HS friend. Only Iris ever drank. Only my bestie smoked.

After hearing no, I gave up and just went to the hotel with my best friend and our HS friend. I had a good time playing uno. But Linn asked to hang that night and I told her I was doing this as I had planned a long time ago.

Apparently I got blocked from the friend group (i had it muted so I never noticed), i only noticed when I got invited back and saw the messages.

"That's so messed up of you S to leave one of your real friends whose been there for you" said iris.

It been planned for a long time, it was even planned with everyone in mind.

"I don't wanna start anything bc she'll just try 2 play the victim lol" "I don't trust her with alcohol and weed. But now I kinda don't trust her with a lot of things" "I mean if you look how Savannah grew up, you see why she is the way she is...." "I didn't like her mom the moment I saw her"

No, I had party friends and a pothead cousin. The mom comment is because my mom smokes cigarettes and Linn hated the smell and called her mom to leave my house. And I moved to my grandparents years later.

"She's reckless and tbh I'm sorry to say this but she is also kind of a hoe" said Joe. The same guy who wanted me to sleep with him when I had a bf for over a year. And he even said if I slept with him (while having a gf) that he would put in a good word. Linn agrees "I only want to find a bf and sleep with him. Not sleep with the whole town"

"Ig when I hang with her again I don't want drama but I have 2 talk 2 her maybe steer her on the right path maybe she's secretly sad. And puts her pain into weed and drinking"

No, when Im sad, I talk to you or my bestie, but then that gets shared to everyone so I stopped talking to you about my feelings.

I don't remember when this happened, but I made a comment about her oversized bra as she had tiny chachas. My mistake. Everyone has body issues, and that was hers, and I spent an hour apologizing as sometimes I do run my mouth. I just felt like the bra didn't mean much if it wasnt padded, but just there for air for her body type.

Through months of talking. Getting mad at each other. Stopped talking. Unfriending each other. Of how Im not like her other friends. We agreed on a movie. I sent her a msg at 10am asking if 10pm was a good time to go see a random movie, she read the message. I never got a message back until 9pm saying she was ready. I told her, dude message me sooner I thought you ignored me and got ready for bed. And she got mad I didn't tell her I got ready for bed while she was prepared to go out. I said it's a movie we can reschedule, it's too late to drive to her home and movies especially when it's opening night. This, of course, got her mad. I said Im sorry for the miscommunication on my part.

I heard back from her 3 days later, 4 days before the Impractical Jokers. "Are you still taking me to Impractical jokers?" At this point, I'm over these issues and her so I finally stood for a battle.

I replied, "Linn, how things are looking like right now, probably not. And I don't really feel bad since it wasnt paid." I told her I didn't want to because she more focus on the tickets when we still had last arguement.

She had 5 dollars, I told her at least 25 (not even half the price but it was something) or least try to pay me in small amounts. She said she was saving up for something so 15 at most, and I repiled like you tried saving up for these tickets.

She said "Ur like my only friend who wants me 2 pay back a concert ticket. Everyone else has brought it out of just being nice. But I did agree to pay back $70 which tbh is too much. So I said $15 but Idek bc rn I have $5" "U want me 2 ask ppl hey can u give me money bc my friend wants me 2 pay her back 4 a concert? They aint gonna do that Bc they're gonna say that's ur friend's problem"

It's your problem, Linn. Not mine.

She said this should be her bday gift, and when I brought up how much I spent on her throughout the years, she said "you never had to and Plus u should kinda do that out of being a good friend not do it 4 money btw....but now ik not 2 ask u 4 shit bc ur gonna want me 2 pay u back 4 it. I wouldn't want u 2 pay me back but that's just me 💁💁"

She msg me on my phone. Went through the cycle of her saying hey I can make payments now, and me saying it's too late since I already invited someone else, "Im money hungry/i never apologized", she had family issues and is broke, stop bringing up things in the past she already apologized for (when she brought up things I apologized for). How she kept me as a friend, how loyal she was, when all of her friends and family told her to drop me, who knew every single bad detail about me, every bad secret. Yes, this came up a lot during our disputes. Even when I told her I didn't care what her friends thought cuz I wanted just us talking.

I thought we liked to hang out together, but maybe it was just me who enjoyed those times. She always wanted someone else there. Anna, Iris and Joe I was okay with just in small amounts because of gas. Plus, those guys never had money either and I can only pay for so many. Maybe I was her friend because I had a car and okay with spending money.

So yes, I'm the bad apple. I've been living with the same guy for the last two and a half years, clean from weed for the last one and a half (bf told his dad he would stay clean, i only smoked because i was always offered some by others), drinking once a month.

And then Linn messaged me on my bday, happy birthday we should hang out with anna she misses you!

Uhuh. Sure. Maybe someday.

Sorry I had to rant since apparently I always saw myself as the victim. I did fuck up with the uncomfortable questions and bra comment. I felt I had these conversations with my other friends, so why not with the friend I had for the longest. But the movie ticket, like come on seriously?

Tl;dr toxic friendship turned bad, got witchhunted by my "friends" and money hungry for a ticket I brought.

#toxicity #toxic #broke bish #bad friends #insensitive #argument #heart break #bullies #witchhunt #seriously #toxic friends #toxic friendships

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your-kpopmama · 6 years

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oMFG THE POEM WITH IT I LOVE THAT SM AHAHA ANYWho HI IM SO SORRY I WENT AGAIN, IDK WHAT IM DOING LATELY BUT I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU, I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL, HOW WAS YOUR DAY? HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TO THE TWINS (i think it was on the 6th so im sorry!!) Have you been able to resume renovating your house yet? (this message is a mess but idk how to make things flow lol) ((also have you gotten round to any of the requested one-shots? (no pressure tho! jus curio if mine came in lol)))

HI T! I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU TOOOOOOOO. IM ALWAYS CHECKING MY INBOX TO SEE IF YOU SENT ANYTHING ;-; my day was okay. Nothing too exciting. I lazed around and played Dragon Age: Inquisition lmao. And their party was on the 6th but their bday was the 26th of june! So its okay! Haha. And no renovations. We are in a bind so we had to stop that for now. Tho luckily we only have the kitchen floor and painting the laundry room left and then its all outside work. And yes! Im working on the one shots! I did get yours and i have it in my drafts!. Ive been working on them all little by little in between the chaos that is my life rn hahahah. 💜💜💜How are you doing? Are you ready for classes to start soon?? Hows things with your friend?

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can you write something about harry being cute in y/n birthday? (my best friends just forgot mine and i'm sad) 🤧

hbd, anon! the world was blessed today by your presence. i can relate lol my best friend did the same thing and it bothered me a lot because it hurt, but honestly just drop a ‘hey, it was my bday’ into a conversation and it makes things volumes better.

“baby, are you crying?”

Harry’s forest green eyes widen in surprise as his girl’s pretty, wide eyes fill with unshed tears, her bottom lip trembling some. he can’t tell what has caused it, but she’s looking at the pile of presents, wrapped up gifts, and homemade tray of breakfast Harry had been up making for hours; the same scent of her favourite breakfast foods which had serenaded her into awakening alongside his warm, loving voice (“happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you.”) and his party hat supporting head of curls as if he’d shot her.

what did i do wrong? i knew i should’ve let her sleep some more. did i make her something she’s allergic to, or is it because i’m a shit cook? he’s panicking at y/n’s reaction, to say the least.

“i’m sorry…” he trails off, desperation lurking in his expression as he drops the streamers and balloons and colourful accessories to move his hand hesitantly and press his palm against her soft cheek in an attempt to comfort her when she unexpectedly launches herself into his warm chest, tears wetting the bare skin as he responds with an oof. his arms wrap around her waist instantaneously, keeping her close to him to ensure a safe landing for her as they go falling back onto the mattress. his hand finds its way under the thin fabric of the shirt—his shirt- she had on, pressing lightly against the warm skin of her lower back and rubbing. his lips pressed warmly onto her forehead in both concern and confusion.

Harry pushes her onto his lap, holding onto her with one arm around her hips.

“what’s wrong?” he coos, brushing aside a lock of hair on her pretty face before frowning at the wetness on her cheeks. she nuzzles further into the crook of his neck, harshly inhaling his boyish scent before staying silent. “wha’s got my pretty girl in tears on her birthday? is it me— i swear i didn’t put that one ingredient you might be allergic to in the pancakes, so if you thought I forgot--“

“no,” y/n speaks wetly, peering up at him finally through bleary, sleep ridden, awed eyes. “‘s jus,” she sighs before continuing on, already knowing it would make her sound dramatic. “no one else has really ever done anything like this for me.”

his heart drops, and he holds her a little tighter.

“I know this is gonna sound kind of dramatic, and i swear i understand that people have lives and all, but growing up, i didn’t really have a birthday,” she whispered, glancing at her fingers, nervous because she knew she wouldn’t be able to fully express just how grateful she was. “my parents were working shifts, my friends just never seemed to care. it just hurt, because i cared about those people so much. i poured everything into making them feel cared for, but i don’t know, sometimes it felt like i always would care more than anyone would ever be able to reciprocate for me,” It’s softly spoken, but her emotions are a wreck.

“even now, ‘s jus’… i’m not used to this. and i know it’s not that important of a day and all, but-“

“hey,” he looks into her eyes with all of the attention and care in the world. “it is an important day. you’re important, okay? the universe is lucky to have you, and i love you. you deserve so much more than i could ever give you.”

she nods, wiping her tears away and apologizing again before he seals her lips in a soft kiss, one that becomes gradually more heated until he has her straddling his lap with his fingers digging into the flesh of her hips as they make out. as he sucks gently on her bottom lip, letting out a low groan as she rocks against his thigh, sighing delicately, her stomach suddenly growls.

“shut up,” she grumbles, lips subconsciously moving forward in a pout. he continues to laugh, leaning forward and nipping at her swollen lips before pressing a final peck to them.

“saving that for later, birthday girl,” he speaks with a raspy, low voice, one that has her burning again until he reaches behind his back to pull out a large cupcake, iced imperfectly with ‘Happy Birthday! love you. H’ scrawled onto it, a single candle flaming on top of it. he’s signed his name onto it, like she didn’t already know who he was. her heart feels like it’s been enveloped with a thousand pillows. she feels like she’s walking on air.

“now, make a wish and blow this out. still’ve got a cheesy presentation to do on how much i love you, and then spoil my girl for the rest of her birthday,” it’s said in a teasing tone, but y/n can tell he’s perfectly serious by the anticipation in his gorgeous eyes.

so y/n leans forward, giggling as she bumps into a clumsily wrapped present and blows on the spark of fire.

she wishes to always remain his first choice, wishes for him to stay, just like now.

then, she lays back and feasts on chocolate covered strawberries, watching her boyfriend pull a projector into the bedroom with amusement, rolling her eyes when he nearly tripped over his own two feet. she thanks the universe for keeping her alive long enough to see days like this.

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