#agony pain

[binghe-malewife-goals]

when you try to get back into the furry community or something like it to sell comms but the forums on the website u use don't allow u to link anything that violates their guidelines (like gore and nsfw) so you're just suffering and u rly don't wanna create a new account and get to know a whole new community all over again and chdnchfj

#why did my brain decide to be in the danmei fandom #idk about other ppl but i cant get shit commed here 😔 #agony pain #art commisions #whining tbh #i just want to make money and not feel like a failure to my family oke

[hcsfff]

Omg I messed up the poll again

It's okay I fixed it

#agony pain #posting a chapter is like a twelve step process lol

[devilcatdarling]

There is truly no greater love than taking your most adored fictional character and throwing them into the emotionally-devastating angst fueled trash compactor and pressing every single button on the machine just to see what will happen

#hollow knight #hollow my beloved #hmm yes I'm drawing pain and agony tonight #night rambles #night causes pain #night causes suffering #Feel free to apply to ur own blorbos #all blorbos must suffer :D

[inkskinned]

the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.

#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone #yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post. #writeblr #ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person #and on this blog we support workers. #at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going. #when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens #have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists #and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like. #it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases - #at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory. #it was what i had seen. #and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference #we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol' #so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender #and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID. #he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different #i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.

[percexe]

WOE SIBLINGS BE UPON YE

#i was so emo drawing this last night #takes a long sigh #now i have to spread my pain and agony to the rest of you #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo #heroes of olympus #hoo #riordanverse #rrverse #pjo annabeth #annabeth chase #annabeth chase fanart #pjo luke #luke castellan #my art

[buckleydiazmp4]

at this point we should all get group therapy

#QUEER AGONY. PAIN AND SUFFERING #ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #blackbonnet #izzy hands #con o'neill #good omens #aziracrow #ineffable husbands

[chronicpaingirlie]

hi fellow disabled people . this shit sucks huh

#(filled with agony) AUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #disabled #disability #chronic fatigue #chronic pain #0

[fleshmaid]

"Radiant is Gabriel, for he is the light in my darkness."

#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #ferryman ultrakill #my art #good god my fucking eyes. my back. sitting for almost a week working on this on and off #agony. pain even.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i saw them in the cookbook pages and Immediately thought of this meme:

#barnaby: this is so nice. just me and my buddy whipping up a tasty treat #wally: *having six simultaneous crises* #anyway. huh? #this was a pain to scribble and i Dont Know Why #i had to redraw barnaby's face literally five times #but im trying to Expand my skillset by attempting more backgrounds #or background adjacent things... Props! #im very proud of the counter & flower vase off to the side! #and uh. Filters! those as well. i wanted to make this look somewhat like its aged... #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #man. these two. squeezes them #halloween update made me love them all the more #name a better pair of best friendsssss you canttttttt #they are Top Tier and i hope they get torn apart one way or another #you see i live for the drama the pain the agony the devastation #i see my favorites and i want them to Hurt. #anyway thinking about them baking together melts my stony heart #theyre bonding 🥺 #oh man why is that emoji So Fucking Detailed on my laptop. its scaring me. kill it kill it kill it

[all-da-ladies-luv-leoo]

percy, laying dramatically on the floor: pain! agony, even!

annabeth: what happened??

jason: i accidentally ate the last blue cookie

percy: PAIN! AGONY, EVEN!

#annabeth chase #percabeth #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #incorrect pjo quotes #jason grace #incorrect percy jackson #pjo series #pjo incorrect quotes #pjo #pain agony even

[dont-be-gentle-please]

Screaming. Wailing. Sobbing. Whimpering. Begging. Bargaining. Screaming again. Giving up. Complying.

#don't be gentle please #whump prompt #whump thoughts #whump #whumpee #pain and agony #whumpee thoughts

[mythbringer-mayhem]

Comic wip?? Idk

To be honest, I haven't been able to draw shit recently. The stuff I have, I've struggled with. I've been working on this Radioapple comic for a little while, but I dont really like how it's turning out-

I'm posting this anyways, I'm going to redo this. Probably in a more sketchy style so I don't give myself more wrist problems then I already have-

I like the concept of the comic, just not the execution, hopefully I'll get the full thing out to my liking soon enough :p

#artists on tumblr #digital art #character art #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel lucifer #radioapple #hazbin alastor #character dynamics #art struggles #comics #hazbin hotel ship #hazbin hotel comic #hazbin art #hazbin lucifer #wip #rose tinted #rose tinted au #rose tinted hazbin au #hh #Shitposting kinda #art block #artblr #duckiedeer #pain and agony #I can only draw dragons rn and I don't know why #I just wanna draw my stupid lil gay bois #Is that too much to ask? :(

[furutetalks]

this freaking dude man

#he is pained #constant state of internal agony #he exists to suffer #why did they make him shirtless #why did they not give him a shirt #he is probably very cold #i do not want to draw a bare chested troll pleas give him a shirt #he went theough agony slowly getting turned to transperent elmers glitter glue and they didnt even give him a shirt #floyd trolls #trolls floyd #trolls fandom #trolls 3 #trolls dreamworks #trolls band together #trolls

[bakudekublogblog]

this is izuku remembering kacchan being stabbed btw

#i’M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND #BKDK #BAKUDEKU #MHA SPOILERS #BNHA SPOILERS #HES SO PAINED HES SO IN AGONY THANK GOD NOTHING BAD WILL EVER HAPPEN TO KACCHAN AGAIN RIGHT LADIES #I SAID RIGHT LADIES #GUYS

[andallyourlittledooms]

Do you guys like my new hamsters

Inspired by these posts and the various tags left under them

(bonus version under cut)

#i spent TOO LONG on these to not post them #and then glaze took over 6 hours to render #pain. agony even #alright jokes aside hamsters are territorial and the majority of them cannot be kept together #they can and will kill each other #sorry i did hamster research in 7th grade and its stuck with me now #fob #fall out boy #patrick stump #pete wentz #fob art #fall out boy art #fob fan art #fall out boy fan art #my art

[fatal-blow]

Hey You Reading This. Are you in Pain?

Go to this website. See of you can find the thing that's bothering you (pain patterns denoted in red/shaded areas).

Massage the X shown in the diagram. See if it helps.

If you want more information on treating muscle pain, download this book off the Internet Archive:

You deserve to not be in pain. If nothing else has helped, this might.

#fatals physio corner #chronic pain #ehlers danlos syndrome #hypermobility #im still writing that essay but the sun sets at 5pm and I am in agony so this will supplement