#and i started crying

[irondad-defensesquad]

“Peter.”

The boy can’t even look Tony in the eye. Not because he’s afraid, but because he’s tired. Defeated. The most he does is glance at his mentor like a sad, curious puppy.

Tony can only smile.

“You’re doing great,” he tells him.

Peter looks surprised to hear that, as he raises his head a little and actually gazes at the man.

“I know you don’t believe it with how much you’ve been dealing with,” Tony details. “You might think you’re failing, but I see your effort. You’re a hero both at school and at home… and well, everywhere. And I’m proud of you.”

It’s like Peter hasn’t heard these words in forever.

Because his eyes grow deep, his lips quiver, he begins shaking. Tony can tell there’s a lot of pain in there, as Peter covers his mouth once he starts sobbing, so he doesn’t make much noise.

Tony kneels in front of the kid, opening his arms. Peter immediately launches himself towards him, hugging him so desperately, and sobbing so much that it must hurt. Tony hates imagining how long Peter must have kept it to himself. How long has he felt like a failure?

Peter is so much more than “good enough”.

He’s doing great, amazing, even.

And the kid needs to remember that more often.

Tony will make sure of that.

#lotus speaks #irondad #fics #my fics #drabble #i might write a complete story. eventually #i wrote this bc my psychiatrist yesterday merely told me i was doing a good job #and i started crying #like #ppl often tell me i'm doing the best i can #and i get the intention #but sometimes i don't feel like that's good #so hearing someone say i was doing good or great #not just 'good enough' or 'the best i could' #wow. #that hit me like a ton of bricks #idk if this makes sense #rambling in tags

[quotidian-oblivion]

Jasonothy

Tim was sneaking in the middle of the night, hella sleep-deprived, looking for coffee.

He stopped in the kitchen's doorway, scrunching his eyes to look at who was cooking inside the room through his blurry vision.

The figure turned to look at him. "Fucking- What the fuck are you doing here, Replacement?"

Tim closed his eyes in a long blink.

"Damn, you're really out of it, huh? Back to bed, now, come on."

"Nuh-" Tim tried to protest.

"No, you are going to bed, Timothy Jackson Drake. You are not going to ruin my alone time."

Someone pushed him out of the kitchen. Tim didn't like that. He wanted his coffee. "Nuh-uh. No. I want-" The figure didn't stop pushing him. "Stop," he slurred, his lips heavy.

"Damn, how are you even standing right now?"

"Stop, Ja-" Tim whined. "Jasonothy," he said firmly. "Stop."

Finally, the pushing did stop. So Tim got down on the floor and curled up. Like one logically would.

"What the fuck?" the figure whispered.

"Go get me purple cookies, Jasonothy," Tim yawned. Then he promptly fell asleep.

#this is nothing #i was replacing 'tim' to 'jason' in my word doc #then i forgot that i had written tim's full name #and then i was suddenly staring at 'jasonothy' #and i started crying #(metaphorically) #and suddenly this appeared in my mind #and i just had to #jasonothy #jason todd #tim drake #sleep deprived tim drake #sleep deprivation #quotidian writes #dc #robin #batfam #batfamily #batboys #batkids #batbros #batbrothers #this is unedited #have my raw first draft #robin dc #red robin #red hood #scratch that it just turned into a second draft

[spellbooking]

has anyone cried over their oc for the most mundane reason?

#nu.txt #I just realized how curly Othellos hair is #and it has a reddish tint #and I started crying #bc I love him so much and his little details #oc: othello nulara

[public-trans-it]

Previous anon here, I literally forgot one very important word from my previous message: I meant to say you have very good RPG opinions. But now I'm glad you did because my fuckup meant I found out about your RPG project, which sounds absolutely fantastic! Keep working at it, I'm excited to find out more!

Well double thank you then! I’m trying to quarantine my game design talk about it over at @forged-fellowships but I’m doing a VERY BAD JOB about it and keep cross posting between that blog and this one.

I still don’t have a name for it (that’s not true, I have one but it’s I found out it was already used by a video game a few years back and I’m hesitant to use it myself and am still trying to grasp for other names), so it’s just called Forged Fellowships cause it’s 90% just a port of the game Fellowship by Vel Mini to a modified version of Forged in the Dark I’m building specifically for Play-by-post type games.

#you are the second person to say this to me actually #the first being a discord game I joined from a designer looking for more players on twitter #and I scrolled up to read them discussing the game in the chat #and saw them post my reply in the chat going ‘hey does anyone know this person? they might be a good fit for us’ #’they have good thoughts looking through their twitter’ #and I started crying #cause that meant a lot to me #and I’m also tearing up now #Ty anon ilu

[idahhhhh-curly]

Kim Jonghyun at 34

We can only imagine what kind of direction his music will take

Perhaps he'd have a world tour or 2, maybe even a Japanese album

His views on current affairs (we would love to see him not-so-subtly declaring his hate for isra**), his hobbies, his style

I wish we could have seen it all

#there was this twt n op was wondering how jonghyun would look like now #i too started imagining n wondering #n like it got all bittersweet #and i started crying #like we cant ever see tht #we can only imagine #but we cant see it #im sorry i got too emotional #but i would have wanted to see it #would gladly be there for the possible change of musical direction #maybe he'd even hve a world tour by now #n i'd gladly travel just to see him #its just all around bittersweet #missing you always my love #i hope i can remember him for the rest of my life #jonghyun #love #my love #🌸

[sprinedankle]

damn i wasn't gonna drink tonight but i'm missing her's like a mf

#do i have any her's moots #i listened to them again after like two years #and i started crying #like all the comments on their youtube vids and songs #im so sad goodbye

[occasionallyfangboi]

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WAKE UP BABE NEW BOIFANG CONTENTTTTT 😭😭 this bf crumbs is already enough for me ..

#boifang #cr to Doredorodore on twt #i clicked it and #and i started crying #smh i need them to hold hands #like so so so badly

[polithicc]

just started crying bc i have really great friends who love me and support me 

#one of them texted me saying #I will always ALWAYS be super protective of you ' #and i started crying

[charliecuntcicle]

i see a father and a daughter and be losing my shit

#michael jon carter #rani carter #bruce wayne #cassanda cain #oliver queen #mia dearden #i thought about those 3 duos too hard today #and i started crying #and then jacob was like “yeah man you have daddy issues” #wdym i have daddy issues all i did was cry over panels of fictional men interacting positively with their daughters smh /j #im well aware of my daddy issues lmao

[tenpixelsusie]

i hope the grim reaper is kind and comes to the deceased with open arms and a warm smile. i hope they feel comforted and welcome in the event of leaving earth

#sorry im getting really emotional about the concept of death as a person #idk why. thought ab that one post that's like ''i hope death is like being carried to bed after falling asleep at a family party as a kid'' #and i started crying #i have summer school in the morning and im crying. i'm crying over this. #tag don't look

[44cowboycryptid44]

Headcanon that sometimes, Steve goes up to Reefer Rick's cabin and stays there for a few days, and while he's there, he looks for Eddie, cause he can't accept that he's gone. Someone please write this.

#stranger things #steddie #I told this to my friend #and i started crying #I am mentally ill gay person #they deserved so much more #And Eddie deserved to be mourned #So I guess I'm just going to have to write everybody mourning him instead

[girlscience]

the fact it's been five fucking years and i still sob like a baby any time some character comes out and their parents accept them fucking sucks

#i did not expect to be so tense i started sweating and my jaw started hurting just from watching a silly episode of schitts creek #but here we are. #i do not like coming out stories. they are constantly stressful and i avoid them as much as possible #but i didn't know that's what the episode was going to be and then it was #and like i knew they weren't going to have his parents Not accept him but all the nerves were there #and then he told them and they just told him they loved him and wanted him to be happy #and i started crying #it just fucking sucks. all my friends know. day to day i don't think about it #but like earlier my mom asked if i wanted to do something with her tomorrow and i got nervous #because what if i do the wrong thing. what if i say the wrong thing. what if this is the day she decides i'm too queer and she brings it up #what if this is the time church gets talked about again and i can't hold it in #i have been on eggshells my entire life and i'm so fucking tired of it #i'm scared to even looking into transition. i don't feel like i can even try to date. i can't buy things i want cause what if they see them #what if i do and they stop talking to me. if i don't wait till my grandma dies will she disown me? #will i still get to see my cousins if my family finds out? will i get to go to holidays and birthdays and family dinners if they know? #it would be easier if i didn't care about them or i knew they didn't love me #but i do and i they do and so i'm scared #and i could just get it over with and be done with it and tell everyone #but i don't have a girlfriend and i'm not transitioning so what's the point #it seems stupid to tell them when i'm not changing at all. so why change my relationships with them #i don't know. i'm just fucking tired of it

[soapkaars]

It’s days like these where I’m confronted with my own (suspected) neurodivergence in less fun ways

Like ffs why are there so many unspoken social mores that make no sense and I still have to figure out or else I made a huge faux pas??

#when a person gives me a price I assume that’s what it has to be #why am i expected to haggle #why do people get mad at me if I don’t haggle?? #why is this apparently the way the industry works? #we just never get paid our full worth and we constantly have to force others to give us services for less money than they ask???? #ugh #sorry #anyways my boss told me off for accepting some guy’s offer #and it was for my OWN project #not anything for work #and i started crying #ugh what a day #but i don’t think I’m overpaying?? #like i know what the hourly rate is of most people #and it just seemed reasonable #but apparently i was expected to haggle the price down to a quarter of what was being asked #so he can keep doing that with other people?

[mimicgender]

Apparently it's time for that deep loneliness to hit.

#my heart started aching out of nowhere #and i started crying #oof ouch

[wizardwomenwisdom]

i gave myself a mullet during a mental breakdown and in the last 48 hours i’ve been compared to half the stranger things characters by different people.

#my best friend immediately told me i looked like #mike wheeler #and i started crying #n e way #stranger things #st4 #eddie munson #steve harrington #billy hargrove #i don’t wanna look like mike man #i wanna look like eddie #or steve #or even billy like #they’re all gay doing crime #and then there’s mike hating gays and hating crime #st4 spoilers #stranger things 4

[illputdownmyrootswhenimdead]

why is it so scary when the lights turn off when you’re in the bathroom……… horrifying

#once the power went out at the same time as really loud thunder while i was. doing my business #and i started Crying #i was scared :( #dove talks #interestingly in every house ive ever lived in. the bathroom was the room that would be safest if there was a tornado. #i grew up incredibly scared of tornadoes.