#and we didnt get a confirmation we were just told to get into to the car bc he were going to nannys and we walked in
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I know I don't have to justify my yesterday's breakdown after seeing my mom's ex, but I just want to make it clear how much I hate this man.
When I was ~14 years old one night I heard/witnessed an argument between them so bad, that the next morning I ran away to my sister. Back then she used to live in this small town near mine, but there was no public transport connecting the towns and she doesn't have a driver's license, so she hitchhiked to pick me up, and we walked along the road until someone picked us up. I left a note at home to my mom, saying where I am and that I don't want to come back as long as her partner lives with us. She didn't acknowledge the contents of the note, but she read it. I ignored her texts and calls the whole day, until in the afternoon she texted me that if I don't come back right now to take care of my younger brother (he was ~8 then) I won't be allowed to visit my cousin the entire winter break. So basically she didn't even ask me to come back because she was worried, but because she wanted me to look after my sibling, and she pretty much blackmailed me to come back. And I had to come back that afternoon, but since it was january it was dark already, and really cold, and no one wanted to pick us up for like half the way. The town my sister lived in wasn't too far, it is a walkable distance, but like, we walked for like over two hours in the cold before someone drove us to my town. And mom never acknowledged the whole situation, she was just angry but didn't talk about any of it. So yeah. I think if his presences made me do that I'm absolutely justified in panicking when I see him now.
#my sister always had very delicate skin so she got frostbite on her hands when she was walking me back#her gloves kinda. stuck to her bleeding hands bc it was so cold and dry#i caught a cold#it was awful#at least we watched a fun movie while i was there iirc#and that was the day when i told my sister how bad it is at home#she knew some of it cause they started dating before she moved out#she didnt know how violent it got though. she suspected it but needed me to confirm it#like those years when they were together were some of the worst years of my life#and it's terrifying that mom refuses to acknowledge the abuse and the trauma#she did for a moment after they broke up#we could finally freely talk about how bad it was. i could express how much i hate the man#but now shes seeing him again#idk if theyre dating or just hanging out but even if they literally just talked id still be upset#she deserves better but at some point i cant help being angry at her for doing this to herself#im still angry at her for letting him get so close to our place yesterday. he didnt come inside but just being at the door is enough#im still jumpy and scared that he might come again#i genuinely hope that one day someone will hit him with a car or beat him to a pulp#bee buzz
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vicious I ln4
pairing: lando norris x reader, a little of charles leclerc x reader🫣
summary: lando's fans always attack you yet he does nothing to defend you, inspired by vicious by sabrina carpenter
notes: if youre the anon that requested this sorry it took so long lol! but you were so sweet ty
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user wait is she dating lando??
user there's been rumors of them dating for months but neither of them have confirmed
user hopefully not lol
user i had no idea she went on this trip
user yeah cause lando never posts her or even likes her posts lmfaoaofda
user am i the only one that finds her annoying...
user nooo everyone else does lol shes always leeching off lando
yourbff ur perfect babe
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user pls dont let this be a hard launch🧎♀️lando get UP
user of course she has to post lando🤣she needs him for the likes
maxfewtrell spent more time on the ground than actually skiing
yourusername SHHHH it was my first time
user why are all these comments about lando?? im only looking at her😍
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f1gossip Y/n Y/l/n spotted in Bali celebrating New Years at Martin Garrix's show, possibly with Lando Norris. The two have sparked dating rumors for a few months now but no confirmation has been made from either of them.
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user we might have to start accepting that theyre dating☹️
user I REFUSE
user wait im new to the fandom, whys everyone hating on y/n i love her music...
user shes always posting lando for attention and he clearly has no interest in her, he doesnt even like her posts
user plus his ex >>>>>>> y/n
user she doesnt deserve him, he needs someone lowkey and y/n is such an attention whore
user not surprised shes there, always leeching on him
user right like girl give him space, he aint yours
user im a y/n defender idgaf. everyone in these comments are just jealous
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user yikes...
user defending someone who needs a man to stay relevant lol ok
user i miss luisinha😭
user im convinced theyre still dating and shes using lando for pr
y/n
hey lan, i safely made it back to the hotel
lando
👍
y/n
i still dont understand why you wanted me to leave early though, its not even midnight :(
lando
y/n, we talked about this.
there was lots of paparazzi there and if they saw us together on midnight they would think we're dating
y/n
we ARE dating...
why are you acting like we arent?
lando
yk what i meant
im just trying to protect you from the craziness that comes from dating me baby
y/n
im already getting hate, hows hiding me any different?
lando
lets just not do this tn. yk how much worse its gonna get it if we confirm anything
listen i love you, isnt that enough?
y/n
yeah, ily too
lando
ill see you later tn❤️
lando
baby where are you?
come on it was a drunk mistake, yk i only love you
it was just martins friend, you know her
y/n
oh the girl you told me not to worry about?
lando
it didnt mean anything
why are you acting like this?
y/n
because you fucking cheated.
im leaving and im moving out of the apartment
lando
please dont, im sorry baby
i love you
y/n
you say you love me but you can never prove it
you hid me away for a whole year, was it so you could hook up with other girls?
lando
of course not wth
but since there's clearly no trust in this relationship maybe we should end it
i wish you the best y/n
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yourbff YES WIFEY
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user she unfollowed lando omg.
user WAR IS OVERRRR
pietrapilao out of sight out of mind🧘♀️
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user is this about lando omg...
luisinhaoliveira99 😍😍
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user ARIANA WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???
user WHEN DID THEY MEET???
user I NEED THE TEA RNNNNNN
charles_leclerc 🖤
user OH?
user what is going on in these comments omg??
user shes finally realized lando will never date a girl like her
user hahaha fr she finally deleted all her posts with him
user probably gonna go for piastri now🤣
yourusername
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yourusername took some time off music but dont worry, im back and ready to prove i dont need anybody to stay successful
vicious is out now💌
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user OH NOWWW LANDO LIKES HER POST
yourbff sooo back baby
user this has to be about lando...
user the lyrics are heartbreaking omg
user you all owe her a big apology for the way you treated her
charles_leclerc you look good in red
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charles_leclerc congrats on the new song!!
taylorswift 💌❤️
user yall better not start switching up!! if you were hating on her, stay away
user are we just going to ignore charles' deleted comments??
user bro was NERVOUS
user we dont know if this is about lando!! they were just friends
user you toxic lando fans need to stay away🙄 she was never seen with anyone else this past year so its clearly about him. hes not some saint you paint him out to be
user exactly!! you guys are acting like you know him
user her shirt saying loyal🫣thats gotta be a diss
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landonorris pretty vicious life im living rn
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user the caption??? the hard launch??? oh thats not-
maxfewtrell bro. no.
user his own best friend doesnt approve of his behavior😬
user this winter break drama is something else
user lando i cant keep defending you. why would you caption it this.
user IS THAT NEW YEARS KISS GIRL ON THE THIRD SLIDE???
user yess i found her @ shes martin garrix's friend and she was at that party
user anyone else notice luisa unfollowed him??
user she chose her side HAAHAH
user pretty ironic cause so many fans were comparing y/n to her and now theyre friends🤣
user whys everyone mad?? its his private life why do you guys care
user oh so now you guys are giving him privacy?? but when he was rumored to be with y/n you were hating...the hypocrisy
yourbff alexa play obsessed by mariah carey🥱
user OOP
user the girls are fightingggg
user not even a y/n fan but this was a bit unnecessary...
user "you dont feel remorse, you dont feel the effects" 🫠
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f1gossip Despite hard launching their relationship just one week ago, Lando's new girlfriend has been spotted getting cozy with a different guy! The leaked pictures have already caused for her to go private on all social medias😬
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user karma is A GOD
user i know y/n is having a good day today
user omfg poor lando :(
user womp womp
user i bet he is regretting his decisions rn😭
user y/n nation won today, ln4 nation taking L after L
user we cant catch a break😩
user WHAT IS GOING ON WITH LANDO RN
user craziest winter break yet jeez
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hey y/n! i know we havent spoken much but ive seen how lando treated you the few times you were at races and i apologize for never speaking on it
i just wanted to tell you you're a great person and your music is so amazing
if you ever need anything please just shoot me a text!
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y/n you blocked my number?
im sorry about everything baby
can we please just talk?
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yourusername im soooo sorry for your loss😊
my new single feather is out now!! special thanks to @charles_leclerc for helping me out in the music video, had so much making it <3
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user this mv was so hot omg
user I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS BUT I LOVE
user i know a certain someone is FUMING
luisinhaoliveira99 on repeat already!!
yourusername 💋💋
user im convinced luisa reached out after she saw all the comparisons with her and y/n and they became besties
user wait that makes so much sense
user f1 twitter is going insane rn
user Y/N NATION KEEPS WINNING
pietra.pilao AHH youre so talented bby
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charles_leclerc had the best time on set with you❤️
yourusername ❤️
user i ship it........
user i want them both
user ofc now shes going for another driver🙄
user oh you guys are OBSESSED with her, get a job
user y/n still has them mad LOL
user l**** would never agree to anything like this
user im literally never getting over this, ive watched it 5 times in a row already
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landonorris a toast to my real friends
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user if this is a charles sneak diss i will cry
user we got carlando content....but at what price
user oh he definitely got blocked by y/n😭
user dw we're on your side lando
user who is we?
user just take the L and move on bro
user the way 2 songs got everyone to switch up on lando HAHA
user not just that but his shady posts too
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user the girls are OFFICIALLY fighting oh gosh
user next season is going to be interesting...
user my roman empire
user IS THIS A HARD LAUNCH???
user what is happening.
user PARENTS
#lando norris#f1 x reader#lando norris fanfic#lando norris imagine#lando norris x reader#lando norris smau#lando norris x y/n#lando norris x you#ln4#f1 fanfic#charles leclerc#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc imagine#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc fanfic#charles leclerc x female reader
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˖⁺｡˚⋆˙no saving u | LS2˖⁺｡˚⋆˙
pairing: logan sargeant x piastri!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, break up, brother's best friend/childhood friends to lovers
warnings: trigger warning many max verstappen mentions unfortunately /j
summary: in which they are pulled together following a particularly messy crash during the last race of the season and an even messier break up
a/n: i got this plot as a request and i love it ahhh i linked the request below!!! hope u guys enjoy i lowkey luv writing logan fanfic especially when max loses something 😆
request!!!: max is getting too cocky and dangerous on the track and he knows you disagree with his antics which causes tension between you, he continues his dangerous streak even though he’s just had the pit lane rules changed for abu dhabi and ends up crashing into logan during fp2, you’ve had enough of max putting himself and others in danger whilst he’s on an ego trip and rush to check on logan after he’s been taken safely from his car and end up going to the hospital with him (you’re childhood friends because he did karting and f3 with your brother), you leave max that night and end up spending more time with logan as he recovers, the summer is spent exploring your new relationship and you go public when you’re spotted in his paddock in 2024, max is humiliated beaten by the worst driver on the grid in his opinion, he’s finally humbled, you could also maybe have logan doing better as he’s had an opportunity to be involved with the cars development, and he even gets a couple podiums in his sophomore year :)
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maxverstappen1 the true artwork is you!
oscarpiastri cringeee
danielricciardo he's trying
yourusername max verstappen most bullied f1 driver on the grid
logansargeant assuming we will see you in the williams garage in abu dhabi
maxverstappen1 no!
alex_albon it's our turn
oscarpiastri nope it's our turn
yourusername shame it's none of you lot's turn. you will see me in mercedes perhaps
lewishamilton i always win
georgerussell63 😊
user1 y/n x f1 2023 grid interactions are my absolute favourite
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yourusername yes of course hehe i will come see you before free practice 🧡
alex_albon u didnt cheat but ur still a traitor
yourusername 🐱
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maxverstappen1 you are ignoring me
yourusername i just dont want to talk right now
maxverstappen1 why? you didnt even see if i was okay
yourusername i knew you were okay
yourusername im just very upset and angry it wouldn't be productive to see you right now
maxverstappen1 you are not coming back to the hotel?
yourusername no so dont wait up, i'll see you tomorrow
maxverstappen1 okay i am sorry y/n
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logansargeant this is literally false information
lilymhe she knows where she should be
landonorris im so lucky i get to see y/n before every race now
oscarpiastri you literally told her she stinks like 5 min ago
yourusername oh great thanks maybe im not welcome anywhere
mclaren we love you y/n
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mercedesamgf1 you know where to find us y/n
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user11 the caption...... is this a break up confirmation bc she isnt welcome at rb garage anymore
user12 i love how all the teams fight over her lol
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f1wagupdates we are gathered here today to mourn the alleged death of f1 couple max verstappen and our favourite aussie y/n piastri. please leave your respects below 🙏 we are celebrating with some of our favourite maxy/n moments!
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user13 wag death 🙏
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user14 one of my favourite couples😢
user15 dont cry coz it's over.....
user16 this has rattled me
user17 the caption CELEBRATING? Hahahah
f1wagupdates whoops freudian slip
user18 😭 i will never know peace
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carmenmmundt dodged a bullet 100%
yourusername then why does it feel like i got hit anyway 😐
carmenmmundt you are so strong y/n/n
yourusername somehow it's worse because he would have me back if i asked lol
carmenmmundt omg he has no idea what he lost .. you are going to be thriving whilst he is flopping by next season i promise
yourusername i hope ur right 😀
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logansargeant vacation time 🏝️
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yourusername vacay vacay
oscarpiastri baecay baecay
yourusername ur so weird
oscarpiastri noo hahahh ..
user19 "baecay" what does that mean 🤔
user20 not oscar shipping his best friend & sister together 💀
user21 love seeing y/n hanging out with everyone now instead of being hidden away in max's dungeon
yourusername DUNGEON i just shrieked
user22 😀😀😀 im fine
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danielricciardo woohoo woohoo woohoo
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user23 omg more y/n x grid content
yourusername yoohoo
danielricciardo hi y/n
yourusername hey 😄
lilymhe my fav ppl
landonorris should we all give up our seats and hang out 24/7 instead
alex_albon no
danielricciardo no
oscarpiastri no
yourusername yea yay!
lilymhe yes wahoo
user24 i wish i was their friend
user25 max verstappen found dead
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charles_leclerc what we've been up to
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user26 y/n & charles taking a flight together🥹
user27 omg she is everywhere loll
yourusername exposing my weird airline meal
charles_leclerc still dont know what it was
oscarpiastri lol flying with y/n/n is an experience
user28 who is y/n dating im confused ??
user29 no one her & max just broke up but she's oscar's sister so she's always been friends with a lot of the grid
alexandrasaintmleux i can't believe u saw y/n without me
yourusername 😭 i miss you
alexandrasaintmleux get on a plane now
yourusername i genuinely will
charles_leclerc dont steal my gf
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lilymhe oh hello
yourusername 👀
carmenmmundt excuse meee mrs
yourusername perhaps you were right
carmenmmundt not surprised
logansargeant
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logansargeant ...where should we go next?
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user33 looks like y/n .. anyone else?
user34 that is deffo y/n
user35 why would we assume y/n is dating logan everyone has been posting them hanging out with her lately
danielricciardo go to japan
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user36 aww daniel giving travel advice
yourusername
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yourusername new favourite place
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user37 omg not them going to japan because daniel told them to
user38 i rly think logan & y/n are an item
user39 aww she is having so much fun since the breakup
danielricciardo did not expect u guys to actually go where i said
yourusername we were feeling crazyy & impulsive
oscarpiastri come home im bored
yourusername make some friends
oscarpiastri why make friends when i have u
user40 lol i love their sibling relationship
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carmenmmundt omg this is giving hard launch
yourusername 😭 this is special circumstances
logansargeant couldn't have done it without you
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yourusername bahrain bahrain p.s he was tired after getting p3
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oscarpiastri just got the strongest urge to bully you for this post
yourusername u hate to see a girl win!! ur a misogynist or something
landonorris u didnt win anything y/n
logansargeant she won my heart actually
oscarpiastri omg.... lose my number.
yourusername lose ur seat!!! ur a b word
user44 not them arguing over literally nothing
mclaren we're on your side, y/n
yourusername i will always be a mclaren girl!
user45 lol y/n x grid interactions own my heart
user46 i love her relationship with mclaren in general
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logansargeant me and my gf in murica
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yourusername 🦅
oscarpiastri you hate america
yourusername no need to mention that rn
logansargeant ???
lilymhe never been so happy
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carmenmmundt i told you so, y/n
yourusername you did :)
logansargeant dont know what you told her but thanks 👍
user48 AHHHH i love y/n
logansargeant you and me both
yourusername WHAT?
oscarpiastri that's my sister bro
user48 omg what did i start
alex_albon oh shit
logansargeant urmmmm
yourusername i love you too 😜
carmenmmundt 🥰🥰
THE END 🤍
#f1#f1 fanfic#f1 fic#f1 imagine#f1 smau#f1 x reader#smau#daniel ricciardo#alex albon#lando norris#charles leclerc#logan sargeant#ls2#max verstappen#mv1#mv1 x reader#mv1 imagine#maddie's smau
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here with you
pairing: charles leclerc x fem!model!reader
type: social media au
author’s note: first time writing a social media au, hope you enjoy! lots of high school musical references in this haha but this was sm fun to make (took some time since it was my first time) and i did spend some time raging at tumblr before realizing id messed up
i was gonna release this on tuesday, but because of charles's pole and then p3 i just had to get this out early so 😘
warnings: none!
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yourusername good times
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verstoppn1 liked by pierregasly?!
verstoppn1 oh he’s tagged im stupid
francisca.cgomes sm fun 😂
yourusername haha a bit too much
francisca.cgomes pierre was not happy
pierregasly my head still hurts 😔
indy019 wasn’t charles there?
yourusername he couldn’t make it sadly 😭
indy019 OMGG IM SCREAMING ILYSM
charles_leclerc wish i could have been there
yourusername ❤️
charlos4life omg the red heart?
sharl.lecf1 i lowkey ship im ngl
charlos4life ok chill its just 1 red heart
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pierregasly 🌃
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yukitsunoda0511 where was my invite?!
pierregasly you told us you were busy
yukitsunoda0511 oh right i forgot
yourusername same time next week?
francisca.cgomes yesss
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yourusername take 2 (ft. charles)
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carmenmmundt ill bring george next time
yourusername yes carms!!
lilymhe so sad i couldnt make it 😭ill see you at silverstone though!
yourusername gl at shoprite ❤️
lilymhe 😘
f1vibes she’s going to silverstone?
cnlarlslec wait they’re so cute together
gaslypxiere fr, kika and pierre are a match made in heaven
cnlarlslec i was talking about charles and yn but yk that works too
lannorrizz id give my liver to be a part of this friend group
mclaren.fan01 double date?!
nightsanna yn and charles arent dating tho?
mclaren.fan01 shut up and let me be delusional ty
ynfan.1 you have to admit theyd be one bombass couple
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yourusername silverstone you were amazing
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charles_leclerc come to ferrari next time?
yourusername get me a paddock pass and i will
charles_leclerc already done
lestappen4lifx OMG WHAT
alpinef1team happy to have you, come again sometime!
rosiesangel who is she?
f1luvr she’s a model who works at the same agency as kika and shes friends with the grid through pierre
hppycharles dang she should take up photography
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yourusername spa i love you (p.s. congrats on pole charles)
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carlossainz55 it was amazing to meet you :) charles has told me so much
charles_leclerc CARLOS
naatt03 DAMNNN LMAO OK CARLOS
scuderiaferrari we loved having you!
charles_leclerc ❤️
username THE RED HEART AGAIN IM DEAD
lecharles bro the second yn shows up charles gets a pole, does ok in the sprint too, AND THEN P3 IN THE ACTUAL RACE
lechairxx fr shes like his lucky charm or something
yukisan he wants to impress her 😉
pierre_gasly yes he does
lecharles PIERRE?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
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lando.jpg he got some moves
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charles_leclerc i didnt even know that was being taken
lando.jpg thats because you were too busy flirting with yn
essiebessie DAMN LANDO AIRING OUT CHARLES’ BUSINESS LIKE THAT
bellie02 wait so is this confirmation?
applebottomjeans lando you’re so screwed lmao
pierregasly gvmve mewqeo photo ofre chslr aasdk yn ksifn
yourusername someone take his phone away
charles_leclerc on it
pierregasly smtgnfrn yudont wnna say snarls?
yourusername where is kika 😭
lechres1 pierre had way too much champagne
lechres1 wait
lechres1 THE ;JLSDKGJRELNJKTWL
lechres1 YALLL DID REWENJ JSUT GET CONFRIMATION
lechres1 HOLD UP IM POSTING THIS ON TWITTER
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Hello. I was wondering. If u could write something where reader is mayed to the bat boys. She has a sickness that her father died from and she has and hasn't told her mates nor her younger siblings. They find out and are frantic. You can add flashbacks of how her father was loving, single dad, and his final moments with her. ( I was hoping it could be a small series). U can add whatever u think looks cute. Thank you!
Why Don't We Celebrate? (part 1)
Summary: New revelations leave Y/n shook.
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A/n: I'm gonna make this hurt 😌
(also, make sure to check out @readychilledwine's losing forever as it is based on the same request!)
Anyways, enjoy bbs!❣️
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Y/n almost nearly flew with her nonexistent wings as she walked up to the door of the town house. She and her new lover were supposed to go to a new restaurant that he had found, and she had told him she would meet him at the town house.
It hadn't been all that long since she saw him. Maybe a day or two.
They had only met barely over six months ago, while she was walking around Velaris picking up groceries.
The two of them were taking it slow. They had only slept together once, and that was the last time she saw him. It also didn't help that they'd met just before Rhysand became high lord, and then Cassian had mostly become busy with helping his brother handle the court.
Y/n didnt mind. In fact, she was proud of him for it. But she couldn't say she wasn't jealous or possessive of him sometimes. After all, she should be allowed to spend time with her love.
But the fact that she loved how important Cassian was also did not mean she liked Rhys much. She almost hated him, and would have given him an earful long ago if he hadn't meant so much to her lover. She always pushed it down, trying not to let her anger at not being able to have her lover all to herself cloud her judgement and kill Rhysand the first chance she got.
Y/n knocked on the front door of the town house, smiling at the thought of meeting her lover.
The door opened after a moment, and Azriel, Cassian's other friend, smiled at Y/n from the doorway. "Hey. It's been so long since I last saw you. How have you been?"
Y/n smiled at Azriel, trying not to let the impatience show. "I'm good Azriel. Uh, how are you?"
Azriel gave her a knowing smirk. "I'm good I'm good. Are you here to see Cassian? I think he's a little busy."
Disappointment crashed through Y/n, and she deflated. Now that she thought about it, she should have confirmed with Cassian. After all, they had made the plan to go out a week ago. He might've forgotten or something important might have come up.
Y/n shook her head, smiling at Az. "It's nothing much. We had plans to meet and go out, but I guess not. Just let him know I was here and tell him to come home as soon as he can."
Az looked dumbfounded. "I think Rhys can get someone else to do the work, I- I will talk to Rhys-"
Any other time, Y/n would have gladly taken up that offer, but right now she was pissed at Rhys and wanted to make him feel guilty.
"It's okay, nevermind. Just let him know I was here for Cass and that he ruined all the plans." Y/n winked at the spymaster, on whose face a smirk spread.
"Sure."
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Y/n stared at her father who lay on the bed for a moment, coughs wracking his body before she went to his side, settling on the edge of the bed.
She had walked directly to his home after she found that Cassian was busy. She had nothing else to do, and it had been over ten days since she saw him, so she had to go meet him anyways.
But the moment she entered, she heard him coughing from his room, and she had run up as fast as she could.
"Father? Are you okay?" She questioned as she placed her palm on his forehead.
He was burning up.
He continued coughing as Y/n filled a glass of water for him, bringing it over from the table in the corner. She helped her father sit up, wondering what the hell was going on.
After drinking the water, he calmed down a little, leaning back against the headboard.
He lived alone, all his kids having moved out when they came of age. He'd been pretty happy to have his space all to himself too, always grumbling about his clingy kids and cursing their late mother for not being around to go through the torture alongside him.
"Paa? Are you alright?" Y/n asked after a moment when he remained silent.
He sighed at that, patting the space next to him. "How have you been, my darling child?"
Y/n leaned against him, holding his hand. "I'm very happy, father. But that's not the important thing right now. Have you seen a healer?"
She did not say anything else, waiting for him to tell her what the hell was up.
After a moment, he spoke. "Do you know how your mother passed?"
Y/n's blood chilled, and she sat up straight to look at her father.
"Why are you asking me that?"
He smiled ruefully, ignoring her question. He ran his shaking hand through his thinning dark hair through which his scalp was visible, now turning white at the edges.
"She had been so healthy." He mumbled, more to himself than her. "It was all going so well. But one day, she fell sick. We thought it was a normal fever, that it would go away soon."
He shook his head, laughing a little as he let his hand fall limp at his side, only increasing the bad feeling in Y/n's stomach. "What are you trying to say paa?"
Again, she was ignored. "Her condition only worsened. I should not have listened to her and got a healer. Alas, I was madly in love and did not want to upset your mother. Curse her for being so selfless."
Tears shone in the eyes Y/n had inherited, and her heart squeezed at the longing in that all knowing gaze. Her father had always been a strong male, never showing emotions considered negative in front of his kids, so watching him cry now was like a bolt directly to Y/n's heart.
He hadn't even shed a tear at his wife's death, and Y/n, being an angsty adolescent, had resented him a little for what she assumed was the lack of love for her mother. She had grown to understand that all he wanted was to be strong for his kids and he thought that shedding tears with them would make him weak.
"She did not want a healer to come see her, because back then, we were not as well off. It was either get a healer, or feed the four kids. For her, suffering was a better option than starving her kids."
Y/n's father coughed again, and Y/n rubbed back until he calmed. With a sigh, he continued.
"When her sickness worsened to the point where she started begging for the sweet release of death, I dragged a healer back home. I had fought her, yelling at her for being so- so uncaring." A sob ripped out of his chest, tears slipping down his sagging cheeks. Y/n did not move to wipe them, despite how much she wanted to for fear of breaking this moment.
"But it was too late by then. On my way back with the healer, I had planned to apologise for yelling at her. We were both so young, and you were an unplanned surprise. We did not know what to do. And then you grew up so fast, and your mother wanted more kids. We had no idea how to navigate life. It was hard. And sometimes these feelings would just... burst out. And I know it is no excuse for my harsh words, but I have nothing else to blame but myself."
Her father lifted a weathered hand to rest upon her head, and she leaned her head down, laying her head on his lap to hide her tears. "When I reached home, you told me your mother had stopped coughing. I thought it was some miracle and that she'd healed. But then I went to check on her and she... she'd passed." His voice broke on that, and Y/n's throat constricted at the pain in his voice.
"The healer found out that she'd acquired a rare disease, even for mortals, who acquire diseases left and right. It was highly contagious, so that meant I was at high risk-"
Y/n didn't let him complete, sitting up straight faster than she could think. "What? Don't tell me you-"
"Are sick with with the same disease? Yes. It had apparently been lying low in my body, and now it's acting up."
"Paa..." Y/n spoke on a broken breath, the tears finally spilling over her cheeks.
Her father smiled sadly. "I've sent letters to all the kids to come visit me. They don't know that I'm sick, just that I want to see them. I do not think I have much time, but-"
He coughed, and Y/n watched helplessly, knowing she could do nothing but watch and curse the mother.
"Papa, why did you not tell them that you're sick?! They would have raced home if they knew-"
"Yes, but I did no want to bother them. I am old as it is. I would have died no matter what. I'm just dying today instead of tomorrow. What's the big deal? They anyways have more important things to do and care about than this old skeleton covered with flesh."
His entire body shook at the next fit of coughs, and he doubled over.
Y/n, unable to sit and watch his misery any longer, stood. "Papa, I will go get a healer. I'm sure there's a solution."
Her father glanced at her with a small, knowing smile as he settled back, slithering down to lie on his back. "Alright my child. I will just rest for a minute here. Sleep a little." He grunted before he finally settled down, calm overtaking his features. His next words were soft, mumbled on an exhale. "I love you, my little princess."
Despite not wanting to believe the fact, Y/n knew his soul had left his body before that final sigh did.
Y/n knew that the sweet embrace of death had claimed him before sleep could.
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The door creaked open, soft light from the lanterns outside spilling through the crack in the door as Cassian shouldered his way in, mumbling to himself.
"I fucking hope Rhys gets burning diarrhea. Bastard." He muttered under his breath as he shut the door softly behind him, trying to make as little noise as possible in the darkened house, the only light source the lamps outside.
In the dark, Y/n could not see what he was doing, but she did not have to wait long. The faelights came on, and she found Cassian standing in the middle of the foyer, his hands outstretched out towards the lights.
He jumped when he realised that Y/n was sitting against the wall nearby, staring at him. He grinned wide before faltering, taking in the state of his lover. He quickly made his way over to where Y/n sat, her knees pulled up to her chest.
"My love, are you aright?"
Y/n could do nothing but stare, her eyes vacant and body numb. She had no more tears to give, so she simply stared at her lover as he tried to fuss over her. "He's gone."
Cassian gave her a cautious look, and Y/n could see the wheels churning in his head as he tried to think of a way to get more information out of her.
She spared him the effort.
"My father. He passed."
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max x reader (you)
enemies to lovers slow burn or fast burn idk idc
write a self indulgent fic when you're drunk
slayyyyyy im drink rn girlie lets write some fan fictionnnn
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MV01 | ★ BRO WHATS YOUR NAEM?
so its a clubbing scene. im drinking as usual. i want to dance but my friends arent dancers. they're also tired. a man comes up to me and i instantly want to rail him.
he says " you wannt to dance?? ' i said " Yeah dude all night' . so we're on teh dance floor and we're dancing and my friends are at a distance somehwer in the club
then i fall tired so i left to ge t a drink and join my friends, just as i sit down with them, this man. built like a tree. same one from earlier comes back and says lets dance again come on. i was tired but he was handsome so i wen back to dance. then again i was tired so i came bk. and so did he. "come onnn the night is young lets go back" he pleads with a huggee smile. as if he slept with a hanger in his mouth
"dude WHO EEVN ARE YOU AND HOW DO YOU STILL HAVE THE ENERGY??' i asked as i was close to passing out. (just like rite now while i amm typing this)
but he just smiles and takes my hand and i follow him and we're again having fun on the dance floor. soon enough i couldnt do tjis anymore so i tell my friends that we can leave. and we'er sitting on a bemch outside waiting for our uber AND GUESS WHO SHOWS UP!
"you want to catch a drink later someday again?"
i only stare at him. what does he even mean?? " i dont live in this city, i'm here for like 5 days. also WHO ARE YOU i still domtknow your name yet!! how will i even find you??'
'so u do want to find me? " he smirks " if we have one last dance left togther, maybe we will find eachother " and with that he left.
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HI I DDI NOT FORGET WE ARE BACK HELLO!
OKAY so now this is probably the next day or the day before we leave the city (i dont know which citty)
im in the lobby with my friends, just back from a whole tiresome day of site watching ? seeing?? the city. im waiting to get something frm the recption and i hear his voice.
" you're here??" "omg dude are you stalking me ?????" i ask with a smile! LIKE WHY AM I SMILING ??!!
" nope. my friend actually lives hre. i came to drop her off "
" you have a girlfriend?" "would not you like to know??"
" nvm i dont, bye"
"okay wait, shes just a friend, and besides i came to drop her AND her boyfriend." and idk what to say, i wanna ask him out but whats the point ill leave tomorrow...
" would you like to go out today? i know this really really great place that has a great salsa night..." not like the dip like the dance!
"sure i'd love that" why am i brushing like an idiot. i told him i'd meet him down in just a few minutes. and sooner than later we were at this beautiful place, you could see the coast. so many people were dacing through tje entire street.
and then so were we. one mimosa after another. one song after another and we were both super drunk and laughing anf giggling and dancing and just having the greatest time ever.
and we continued to have a great time even after we got back to my room. im sure we had great sex. and we wer arguing about something i dont remmbr and having a roast contest. thats all i remembr.
★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★
because when i woke up, he was gone. not a single trace. no note, nothing... AND I STILL DIDNT KNOW HIS NAME. was he just a ghost? perhaps my drunk imagination or halusination...
went down for breakfast and met my friends. and they asked me about last night. AND I ASKED THEM FOR CONFIRMATION " SO I WASNT THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD SEE HIM??"
maybe he was real.. but i had to leave in a few hours. maybe he would just have to remain a core memmory to me in this city. and it sucks because he has the cutest smile, and the best energy when it came to dancing.
the whole time, in the taxi, the airport , the flight.. okay maybe no tthe flight because i usually fall asleeep. i thought about him and waht a wonderful time we had.
would i ever see him again??
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Hi! Just wanted to share some of my experience from yesterday at the Melbourne con. It was truly a great day. Some things didn’t go as planned & it was hot but all the boys were so amazing. Not one complaint. They were all so much fun and engaged with the crowd. John Bell was such a darling and so genuine. He spoke real and honest in the meet and greet at night (which was supposed to start at 7pm but they turned up close to 8.30pm) it was a long day and everyone including fans were exhausted. Sam popped in to apologise and say they had arrived and would be in very soon. Even though it was such a long day those men came in full of energy and laughter and took their time chatting. Very thankful. I’ve met actors before that have not lived up to expectations but the OL men are truly wonderful.
A funny thing I thought I’d share is Sam had his handler Steve there to sift through questions as he explained to us later on at the meet and greet that Sam gets very inappropriate questions and Sam’s too nice to shut certain fans down but funnily enough on Sam’s panel with Duncan, Steve did read out a question asking sam “what’s the craziest or weirdest rumour you’ve heard about yourself” as Sam laughed he immediately said he’s heard he has multiple kids and started laughing, then as the crowd reacted he said yes kids that I never see, clearly poking fun at the suggestion that he’d have children in secret and never see them, then Duncan said someone told him that Sam is married to his business partner and Sam was confused and then said oh yes Alex! We’ve been happily married for years! Everyone was laughing then Sam said ppl will make up anything about him.
Also Steve was asked at the meet and greet (Steve sat at tables as Duncan was unwell and didnt attend) how does Sam cope with the schedule he has, how does he balance his life and “loved ones” or lack of and Steve basically said what ppl need to understand about Sam is that he is very VERY happy. He loves his life and what he does.
Anyway sorry it’s long :) was a wonderful day and again they were all amazing. Sam was especially very thoughtful to fans and very inclusive. Even though we were running late he didnt rush anyone at autographs he accepted gifts and chatted. Very thankful and grateful to everyone. Was lovely to see in person how kind he is. Xx
Thank you so much, I love this report and happy you sent me this! It's sort of confirming quite some things we've all been saying here for a while. Good to hear this 🧡🧡🧡
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I'm not okay Pt 2.
love y'all and request are opennn!! I. Love. You!
ghost x reader kinda?? idk guys
genre: Angst
Warnings: no proof read reader being kind of depressed, depression rooms, soap being a good friend AGAIN, ghost being an Asshole AGAIN, some fucking plottwist in the end:), yelling, hurting feelings, situationship
Your gaze drifted to the floor looking at the tons of litter covering your carpet. Your body lazily laying on the couch, arm dangling down- hand dropped onto the cold floor.
You sighed in selfpity.
It's been three days since Ghost forgot your birthday and even though you were used being stood up on him- it still hurt.
It felt like he didnt gave two shits about you- not reaching out to you either.
Johnny suggested that he would talk to him- also being his friend, but you quickly waved off.
You didnt want Simon to know how pathetic you looked right now. Crying over his stupid ass and drowning in laziness. Just sleeping and crying- sleeping and cursing yourself,
sleeping and regretting your life choices.
The door of your small flat opened- empty soda bottles fell over with a loud clank, as the door hit them. You didnt bother to look at the person in your doorframe- knowing it was Johnny.
He quickly sighed- walking through your trash-stuffed and dark room- opening the window blinds and letting you hiss in reaction. The bright light was something you did not saw for days, choosing to live in the comforting dimness of your dirty room instead of looking at the cheery sun- laughing about you.
Your eyes finally settled on your friend, who was now standing with a broom and a trashbag in the centre of your home-made-dumpster;- cleaning your trash without a word.
You knew he was going to talk soon enough.
"So-" Soap begun as you clicked your tounge in confirmation- sitting up in the progress.
"He is angry." He just said- shorty stopping his cleaning to look at you with a serious look- that told you to take this as serious as his voice was.
You shrugged at his statement, not caring about Ghost- standing up and opening yourself a soda can. It opened with a soft click and you could smell the tummy churning sweetness that radiated off the drink.
"let him be." You just answered, feeling too empty and broken to care about somebody that didn't cared about you
Soap chuckled quietly- not liking this pessimistic side of his friend. His heavy footsteps made its way to your trashbin, opening it and letting the litter fall into it.
Onto a still half full bottle of your cheap whiskey.
"He says that you need to send in a report of why you are absent."
he quickly glanced at you, as his gaze finally drifted away from the alcohol. You rolled your eyes and groaned in response, taking your now empty soda can and letting it fall into the trashbag Soap held.
His smile refreshed, as you also smiled gently at him- but soon it was replaced with a nervous gutfeeling.
"Did you tell him anything?" you asked softly with a croaked voice- falling gently into his arms, as you felt the tears sting in the corner of your eyes again. Soap sighed as he buried his head into your hair- taking a deep breath, softly hugging you back.
It was a sweet moment- something between friends. Gentle and lovely.
Soaps heart ached just like yours. You deserved the world in his eyes- the whole fucking universe. Seeing you so sad made him feel something. Some rage that he burried deep down- deep deep down his soul- marked as dead
but it lived.
"You need to get away from him." he muttered- his grip on the back of your head tightening just a bit as you nodded into his chest, not complaining about his words.
Maybe you would- in another live
You knew that you and Ghost had no future together. it would just mean more tears. more sadness
More heartbreak.
"Help me Soap." you mumbled with a shaky breath, burrying your face into his warm chest- not wanting him to see you cry again like a stupid baby. You didnt want him to think that you were weak.
"We will get you out of that situation." he whispered lowly into your hair.
And oh you hoped his words would come true
-
"What do you mean you are done with me?"
Ghost roared behind his office desk. You couldnt see his face- but the hatred that radiated off his eyes was telling you enough.
His fingers clenched around the pen he held, almost breaking it and knuckles turning white. A snarl noticable under his mask- as he rised from his stool.
"You heard me." you huffed while puffing your chest out with crossed arms. Jaw clenching and unclenching- just wanting to get it done.
"Fuck I did." He said with anger blazing behind his brown eyes, voice only a low growl.
"Good-" you wanted to scoff at his asshole behaviour.
"I never liked you anyways." he smirked while looking down on you, only inches space between you.
you breath hitched, your gaze that was never on him- instead on the window of his office- quickly flew to his face. You knew he was lying- just denying some shit that hurts his big ego- but still.
Why did he have to say something like that.
And why didnt he stopped?
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"I am doing it."
You said to Johnny, leaving him look at you with shock, his mouth standing agape for some seconds before catching himself and clearing his throat.
'I never felt something for you while we had sex.'
Johnny grasped your hand, smiling at you.
'I imagined someone else the whole time."
"I will support you." he whispered with a soft and gentle smile
'I just used you the whole time, princess'
"Thanks Johnny." You said with a teary smile- hoping he would be your best friend forever and ever and ever.
It was decided.
You will do it.
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He felt bad.
Really. He wasn't lying about this. Well he was.
But not entirely
He didnt loved you nor cared for you the way you did.
But he felt bad for his words.
Ghost was standing in front of your door, quiet and unnoticable, debating if he should leave you alone or knock- saying one or two nice things and then never talking about it again
It seemed like a plan.
He quickly glanced at his watch that sat on his delicate wrist. 11pm. You often were one to sleep much and early- leaving Ghost worried if you would even hear him in your sleep.
You would have
but only if he had really knocked on your door.
His mind was torn by his inner conflict, Soap telling him that he also forgot your birthday.
He felt bad. He really did. Well not entir-
I think you already know what he means.
His fingers knocked before he could think, eyes focused on the wodden door, waiting- anticipating if you would maybe- maybe accept him. Or something else
You didnt answer. You always answered- but not today.
His shoulders visible slumped-maybe because of relief? Maybe because of grief.
He knocked again.
He didnt knew why, but he had to see you a last time-why?
Well maybe he wants you back? Its been two days since he said those horrible words to you, leaving him alone every night.
He had to admit it.
He missed you. Even buying those dumb sodas you liked- the ones he disliked so much because of their taste. But he neverthless bought them in case you would come back after all. Maybe drinking with him just like back then.
Maybe.
His knock was unanswered, leaving him to knock again, harder this time It should have waked you.
A small noise errupted from his side, turning his head to the man that stood there, chuckling at Ghost's Actions
His eyes shortly fixated onto Soap that stood in the corner of the hallway, observing his lieutanent.
"You didnt hear?" he said with an unreadable expression, leaving a confused simon.
"What?" Ghost growled, not wanting to see Soap right now
"She left."
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Classic Story...
all birth stories
My old Story: Anna's Birth Struggle
Anna had recently graduated and was college bound. Being 18 was fun for Anna and she enjoyed the graduated life. Her boyfriend Tom was also looking forward to college as well, but the two would be separated as they had been accepted to different schools. On the final night before moving away for school, they spent the evening together. Alone.
Three months had gone by since the two had been together. Things were going well for him, but no so well for Anna. She was sick most mornings, and just felt off. A couple more weeks went by before she finally called her mom. She told her about her morning sickness and other symptoms. Her mom asked if she had taken a pregnancy test. To that she answered
“Are you nuts?” “I’m not pregnant.”
A few more days passed, she finally gave in and took a test. The test said she was indeed pregnant. She didn’t believe it so she took another. Same result.
She called her mom in disbelief.
“Mom I’m Pregnant.” Anna said.
“OH my goodness....” Her mother replied.
“What about school?” She asked Anna.
“I don’t know mom, I don’t know what to do.”
Regardless her mom was actually very excited, but Anna was far from excited. She had waited years to go to college and now it was all at risk. She visited the doctor where they confirmed she was about three months along. Much to far to go back now. Anna Couldn’t believe it. A baby? She didn’t want to have a baby!
She then had to let Tom know. She didn’t know how he would react. She was very nervous making that call.
“Tom, Its me, Your going to be a dad.” Anna said.
There was a brief silence on the line....
“Oh my god are you serious?!?” He said excitedly.
“Are you mad.” Anna asked.
“Of course I’m not mad, Im absolutely ecstatic.”
“Why would I be mad Anna, Its my fault your pregnant!” He said.
“Oh thank god your happy.” Anna said. “What about our schooling?”
“Its ok Anna, we will make it happen no matter what, I’m here for you!” Tom said.
Most days Anna had morning sickness and other issues. Pregnancy was not easy for her. Anna was a petite brunette. She was small overall. She has a small frame, tiny arms, and she was only 5 foot 2. She was still just a girl in reality, but she now was going to become a woman faster then she had ever imagined. She continued her studies as best she could. Eventually the ninth month had arrived. Annas belly was like a basketball protruding from her body. Anna knew she would birth at home as this was her wish. Her mom Mary had been preparing thier home for months. Everything Mary could afford to get she got in preparation for the birth. Finally summer break arrived and a very pregnant Anna returned to her home, and Tom did to. One morning Anna awoke early to pains in her belly. This wasnt unusual for her as the baby frequently moved around in her belly causing discomfort. These pains were different however. She felt around the top of her belly. She could feel a little baby foot squirming around within her. Anna was grossed out by the babies movements, she didnt like the idea that a baby was inside her. She was ready to be done, ready to give birth and be back to being a normal girl again. Anna prepared a breakfast and joined her boyfriend Tom on the front porch for a Saturday morning conversation. Tom asked how Anna was doing and knew that she was in some type of pain.
“I think it may be happening.” Anna said
“Ok honey, lets get things ready.” Tom replied.
Tom prepared her bed with clean sheets and comfortable pillows. He also layed out towels in the bathoom and on the bed to catch fluids during the birthing process. A couple hours later Anna was in real pain, labor had begun and her belly squirmed wildly as the baby moved toward the birth canal. The contractions were sharper and shaper and it wasnt long before Anna was really hurting. She layed sprawled out on the couch, trying her hardest to bear
through each contraction. She was wearing a light shirt, bra, and panties. She fought the pain as best she could, but still yelped in pain with each contraction.
Tom had read up on birth and was going to school to be a doctor. He figured this would be a good training opportunity.
“My poor baby girl.” Tom said, sitting beside her.
Anna continued to struggle through the pain.
Anna entered transition, this was the worst pain she had ever faced.
“Oh my god, oh oh oh, help me, ahhhhhhh” Anna yelped.
She continued her struggle. Till finally transition had ended. The baby was now low in her belly and engaged in her pelvis.
“Ok its time to check your cervix to see if you can push.” Tom said
Anna sat upon the bed and Tom inserted a finger to check Anna.
“Good girl Anna, your right on the money, 10 centimeters!”
“So now what do I do?” Anna asked.
“Time to push that baby out hun!” Tom replied.
“Im scared.” Anna said.
“I know baby girl, but its so close to being done now.” Tom said.
Anna endured another couple of contractions. She was ready to get over to the bed, but the next contraction brought a tiny gush of fluids.
“Whats happening!?!” Anna shrieked.
“Your water broke baby, The baby is coming now!” Tom replied.
Anna and Tom went to the bed, Anna waddled as it was so strange to her having so much pressure between her legs. They arrived at the bedside. Anna took off her shirt, bra, and panties, then climbed into bed.
“Wow look at my beautiful baby girl” Tom said. “You are so beautiful.”
“Ok how do I do this.” Anna asked.
Tom put several pillows behind his pregnant girlfriends head, he put an absorbent pad under her butt as well.
“Lift your butt baby.” Tom said as she slid the pad underneath.
“Ok now we wait for a contraction and you push.” Tom said.
“I will teach you how to push.” Tom stated.
Tom put a finger in her opening.
“Feel my finger?” Tom asked.
“Yes.” Anna replied.
“Ok when a contraction comes, your push like your having a bowel movement right at this spot.” He said
“Ok” Anna replied.
It was time to put her newly acquired knowledge to the test. A contraction came.
“Ok baby, pull your legs up toward your chest and push like your pooping.” Tom instructed. Anna pulled back her little legs and pushed.
“Grrrrr.” she grunted out. She then stopped.
“Good girl Anna.” Tom said.
“Hold those pushes good and long.” Tom stated.
Anna pushed again.
“mmmmmm grrrrrr ahhhhhh.” She grunted hard.
The contraction ended.
“Good girl baby!” Tom said. “Now relax.”
“How many pushes will I have to do?” Anna asked.
“Could be a few minutes, could be a few hours babe.” Tom said.
“A FEW HOURS!” Anna yelled.
“Yes baby, pushing a baby out is a long process. Your young and small, The baby has to stretch you out to get free.” Tom said.
“You will be ok. Just breath and relax.”
Another contraction came.
“Ok baby girl, here goes.” Tom said.
Anna pulled back her legs and grunted. She pushed good and hard this time, curling her little toes in protest of the pain.
“Good push girl! And again!” Tom said.
Anna pushed again and again till the contraction was over.
“Ok babe, lets see what we can see.” Tom said.
Tom used both hands to open her opening. He poked around a bit.
‘“Ok girl, heres a contraction, push hard.” He said
Anna pushed with all her strength.
“Ohhhh!!! We have something here!” Tom said.
“I see something!” Tom said again.
“We have a little baby head!”
“I wanna see the baby!” Anna said.
Tom grabbed a large mirror and placed in in front of her, she then pulled back her opening once more.
“Ok push hard and watch the mirror” Tom said.
Anna pushed, in the tiny little back of her opening a tiny spot of hair was visible. As the push stopped the spot went away.
“Where did my baby go?” Anna asked.
“Back in your tummy.” Tom said.
“Why in my tummy, I want her out!” Anna stated.
“Birth is a two steps forward, one step back process baby. The baby will come out a bit, then go back in a bit, remember she is stretching you out so she can get free.” Tom said.
“ I want her out!” Anna said.
“Honey, she will come out, you have to push her out. “ Tom said.
Anna dropped her legs as the contraction ended.
Tom grabbed more pillows as it was a struggle for Anna to push and hold her legs open. He put pillows under Annas legs to support them. Then another contraction came.
Anna moaned as she pushed, she struggled and quivered. Her perineum however was starting to bulge a bit with each push.
“I’m uncomfortable.” Anna said.
“Change positions honey, you have the whole bed.” Tom said.
“Try side laying, I’ll support your upper leg when you push.”
Anna slowly moved from laying on her back to laying on her side. Her cute little Belly touching the mattress. Another contraction came. Tom supported her upper leg as she began to push again. Anna dug deep and bored down with all her strength, the perineum slowly bulged outward. As the push ended the perineum bulge disappeared. The contraction continued so Anna pushed again. Once again the bulge appeared, and then slowly disappeared as the push ended.
“Good girl Anna, your making her move in there!” Tom said.
“With every push your helping the baby escape from your womb.”
Tom laid down first and let Anna lie down on his lap. He did this to comfort Anna and help her push the baby out. The mirror was positioned so that Anna and Tom could see the progress. Little did Anna know this was just the beginning of the battle.
Another round of contractions Hit Anna. Assisted by her boyfriend she began pushing again. Anna drew back her legs and let out a push. She curled her toes as she pushed, her Tummy shook and quivered as she pushed hard to free the baby. Her perineum bulged as she continued to push the baby. The next push brought the bulge out further. It was becoming evident that the baby's head was close to the opening. A few moments later another push came over Anna. She strained and struggled, but her efforts were awarded. She pushed again, the perineum bulged farther this time. Anna continued to struggle, however she was about to be rewarded. As in her vulva, a tiny tuft of hair protruded.
“Good Girl baby!” We can see that little Head! Tom said.
As the push came to an end the tuft of hair receded from view. The contraction ended. Anna relaxed in between the waves. Less than a minute later the next contraction started. Tom assisted Anna in drawing her legs back. Anna pushed with all of her strength. The tiny tuft of hair appeared in the opening once more.
“Reach down and touch the baby.” Tom said
Anna reached down with her hand, and for the first time touched her baby's head.
“Ewww its slippery and gross!” Anna said.
Tom just laughed.
The next contraction started. Anna Drew back her legs once more and pushed. The baby's head became slightly more visible this time. However as the push ended the baby's head drew back inside of Anna’s tummy. She was so close, but yet so far. When pushing she could see her baby, but the battle was far from over.
“Ok baby girl, the next stage is the tricky one. The babies head will fight your perineum to get out. When you push the head will come out, but when you stop it will roll back. The perineum skin will hold the baby inside of you. You must overcome this skin to get the baby out.” Tom instructed.
It was time for Anna to dig deep. Her baby's head was stuck in between her legs, and only she could free it. It did not matter how much assistance her boyfriend gave her, it was totally up to her to give birth to the babies head. Anna knew that Tom could not pull the baby from within her. It had to be done on her own.
The next contraction came. Anna's Little body strained as she began to push. Below her belly the tiny baby Head was starting to emerge. It seemed so much more fluid in her. The head was more responsive to her pushing now. Even a tiny push had a reaction on the baby. Tom layed behind her and watched the action unfold in the mirror. He was so proud of what his girl was doing, and slightly aroused. Anna pushed again which revealed the baby's head once more, however as she stopped the head receded back in. The battle between baby and skin had begun. Every push moved the head into the opening, but at the end of every push the baby went back inside of Annas tummy. The battle continued. Anna pushed down hard, the baby responded this time, and the head protruded quite far. However with the end of the push the baby went back into her tummy. Anna made tiny moaning sounds as she pushed hard to free her baby. She needed a position change to see if she could push the head free in a different position. Lying on her back was obviously getting her nowhere as the baby continued to go in and out. She once again switched to side lying. Tom supported her upper leg as she pushed. The baby's head came into view then slowly rolled back in as Anna stopped pushing. The little baby head was not coming anytime soon. It's almost as though the baby preferred Annas tiny little Tummy. Anna continued to struggle, but the babies head remained firm in her. It had now been two hours since Anna began pushing. She had made good progress, but the babies head was still within her. The baby had made an appearance several times, but refused to stay in the opening. Anna's Young perineum skin just was not allowing the baby to come forth. Anna was becoming desperate. She wanted the baby out of her badly but no matter how hard she struggled the head would not come free. Still on her side she began to wiggle her tiny hips back-and-forth.
“Good girl Anna. Move those hips, it may help her out.” Tom said.
“Follow your instincts.”
Anna resumed another push. As she wiggled her hips back and forth the baby's head started to make more headway. The tiny tuft of hair head become the top of the babies skull. A tiny teardrop shape was starting to happen. Anna's perineum skin was finally starting to stretch. “Good job baby girl, wiggle that tummy and get that baby out!”Tom said.
“Uhh, uhgrrrm, ooh god, mmmmm.” Anna moaned as she pushed.
Anna was getting tired And frustrated. It was time for an all out massive push.
“Im going for it.” Anna said. “Hold me open.”
Anna waited for the next contraction to set in, Tom held her opening below to allow more space for the babies head. Anna breathed in any gathered all of her strength. She dug her feet into the mattress, strained as hard as she possibly could and let out the biggest push she had
ever done. She wiggled from side to side as she pushed. The baby's had came far into the opening. The furthest it had been yet. Even a small portion of the babies forehead was visible. However at the end of her massive push, the babies went back inside the tummy.
“Wow honey, I was for sure that would have her out!” Tom said.
“I dont think I can get her out.” Anna stated.
“You can honey, I will coach you.” Tom said.
Tom began the coaching. He came around from behind her to assist the perineum in opening. “Ok baby, hard push.” Mary said “1 2 3 4 5... “good let go.”
Tom continued coaching her for another 15 minutes. The baby's head continued into yo-yo action. Slowly coming visible with the push, and receding back in with the end. Finally after a few more pushes the head was starting to come forth far into crowning. Even though the baby's head was starting to crown, at the end of the push the head was still receding into Anna's tummy. Tom continued to coach his girlfriend, but the head refused to come free. The perineum skin was still fighting to keep the baby inside. No matter how hard Anna pushed the baby continued to recede in at the end.
Tom assisted her by pulling back the skin as she pushed. Anna was taking a real working over and Tom knew that she would soon tire to the point of exhaustion.
“I cant get her out.” Anna said.
“Ive been in the same spot now for 45 minutes and the head is still stuck.”
“I know baby girl, you have worked so hard, your perineum is just so tight.” Tom said.
The babies head remained in the vulva. Visible, but not able to get free of the perineum.
“Help me, I cant get her out.” Anna wailed.
Anna began to doubt, she had worked so hard, but with no avail. Tom had doubts as well, seeing his poor girl struggle was starting to make him wonder as well. They took a break for a few minutes and regained composure.
“Help, help me.” Anna said.
“There is nothing I can do to free the baby honey, you just have to keep going.” Tom said.
Anna let out a tiny grunty push. The head moved, but barely. She pushed again. Once again the baby responded, but it was little effort against the tight perineum. The baby receded back into Annas tummy. Once again becoming clenched by the Tight perineum. It was time to take a break and give up for a while, it was becoming apparent that Anna was not going to be able to free the baby. She was simply too tired, and her skin too tight. Anna drew her legs together and the baby disappeared from the Vulva back into her tummy. Anna stood up. It was time to take a break and walk. The walking motion and the movement of her hips might help the baby get into a better position to get free. The baby now back firmly in the tummy made Anna upset. She had carried this baby for the last nine months, and now it was so close to coming out, but yet she was unable to get it out. She could feel the baby moving within her, she could feel it kick and struggle to get free of her tight skin. She began to wonder if the baby would actually fit out of her. Anna endured more contractions as she paced around the bedroom. She could feel the babies head just inside her rubbing the perineum as she walked. It was a strange feeling. After 30 minutes of walking around, it was time for the inevitable. Anna needed to starting pushing again.
Anna returned to the bed with Tom at her side. She drew back her legs and began pushing once more. She breathed in and bored down, her skin bulged below. She pushed again, the skin bulged farther and the vulva opened. She pushed again, the head came back to view then slowly receded with the end of the push. The next contraction came. Anna pushed hard and the head came to view, as the push slowed the head went back. Anna was grunting will all her might to free the little baby, but it was stuck. The tiny head held tightly in place. She took a breath. The head slipped slowly back in.
“Good girl Anna, it will happen, just stay with it.” Tom said.
However after several hours of pushing Tom was starting to get worried she would not be able to get the baby out on her own. Secretly he was turned on by this. Anna kept at it though, pushing hard to get the head moving, then watching it go back inside. She knew she really had no other choice but to get the baby out. The morning turned in to afternoon as Anna continued
to push the baby out. The head had now been going in and out for two long hours. Anna had now been pushing for five total hours. Anna’s body was covered in sweat, and she was becoming very exhausted.
“Tom, the baby isn’t coming out.” Anna said. “I’ve been at this for hours.”
“I know babe, but the head is right there in your opening, It will come.” Tom replied.
“Yes I know Tom, but her head has been there for two hours!” Anna said. “Are you enjoying seeing me like this?”
“No babe of course not, I mean you are quite cute when you push, but I want the baby to come out to.” Tom said.
Anna returned to pushing, she grunted hard and long. The babies head was right there at the opening, but just refused to come out any farther. Anna tried and tried again to get the baby out but with no prevail.
“Ok Tom, I’m throwing in the towel.” Anna said. “Your baby isn’t coming out.”
Anna felt trapped by this. She had a baby stuck in her, she couldn’t get it out, she began to feel anxious. Her anxiety made her tense up. This made the baby retract back inside her. As the baby retracted her tummy got bigger.
“Looks like your still pregnant.” Tom said.
“Yes, but I’ve been trying to get un-pregnant now for hours!” Anna said.
“Why did you have to put such a big baby in me Tom? Anna asked.
“I’m not sure its a size issue, I think there is another complication.” Tom replied.
Anna went to say something again but was stopped by a contraction. She pushed hard and the head moved out to its farthest yet. The head stayed in the opening for a few seconds before slowly retracting back inside.
“See babe, your getting it, that was the farthest its been out yet.” Tom said.
“Well ok, I’ll keep trying.” Anna said.
Anna pushed again with the next contraction, the head came slowly into view. The babies hair was dry now, it had been in the same spot for so long. Feeling the head going in and out was starting to become natural to Anna. It was actually starting to become slightly pleasureable. She pushed again feeling the head push against her opening. She was becoming aroused. Tom noticed this.
“Starting to like it babe?” Tom asked.
“Well.... I mean I want it out, but the feeling.....” Anna said.
Anna continued to work the baby in and out of her. The head would slowly decend and push her opening, then retract back within her. Anna continued this until she could handle the pleasure no more. Her body shook and quivered with pure sensation. As the sensation overtook her she pushed, her opening contracted in and out. The babies head did the same, however it wasn’t popping out as she thought. The tension of the contractions held the baby tight within her.
“Ok Tom thats it, your baby is stuck in me and I want it out now.” Anna said. “Get this baby out of me or else.”
“Ok ok, lets see whats going on in there.” Tom replied.
Tom reached in Annas opening, he felt around the babies stuck head with his finger. He got around to the bottom of the head and found the problem.
“Ok so first of all we have a hand here, and second of all the baby is face up.” Tom said. “Theses two conditions make birth just about impossible.”
Tom then withdrew his finger.
“I suppose I could pull the hand free making birth much easier.” Tom said as he took a step backwards.
“Ok so do it then.” Anna said.
“Nah your ok babe, Just keep pushing.” Tom said as he stepped farther away.
“Are you nuts Tom!” Anna said.
“Your just so cute when you push.” Tom said.
“Tom I command you to pull that hand out.” Anna said straining to push.
“You’ll get it babe.” Tom said.
“TOM!!” Anna yelled.
Tom slowly sat back down at her side. Anna desperately reached down and tried to feel for the babies hand. She could get her fingers just inside, but her belly was to big to be able to reach far enough inside. She gave up and moaned in protest.
“Good girl Anna, just keep pushing.” Tom said.
“Oh I’m going to get you for this!” Anna said.
Anna went to move toward Tom but was hit with another painful contraction. She pulled her legs back and pushed as hard as she could.
“Mmmmm Ahhhhhh, COME OUT BABY!” She yelled. She pushed hard again.
“OHH MMMM AHHH, COME OUT!”
She was gaining traction on the baby, moving its head ever farther out of her opening. However the babies little hand was preventing escape. She pushed hard again, her belly covered in sweat. She could feel the baby kicking and squirming inside to try and get out. Anna put her legs up on the headboard of the bed and continued to push with all her might. She pushed on her belly with her hands to help the baby. But it wasn’t moving. The baby was stuck just prior to full crown. The forehead was visible, but the face had yet to come.
“TOM!” Anna said.
“Good effort babe, But your still pregnant.” Tom said.
“Make you a deal.” Tom said.
“Ok what.” Anna said.
“If I can impregnate you again in the future, I’ll pull that hand free.” Tom said.
“NO, I don’t want another one of your babies inside me!” Anna said.
“Ok keep pushing then.” Tom said. “Quick tip, wiggle your hips.”
Anna stood up and got on all fours. Then went into a squat. She pushed and wiggled her hips as much as she could. The babies head began to come forward. She pushed harder and harder, the head began to finally stay down. With the next push the face came forth. It retracted a bit with the end of the push. The next push was a struggle but the baby was moving.
“AHHHH MMMM.” Anna grunted as she pushed. The head was coming slowly out. The babies ears started to show. The end of the push had the ears disappear back in, to Toms pleasure. “Good Girl Anna, just keep pushing.” Tom said.
The baby was coming but it was also continuing to recede back at the end of the pushes. The next push was finally the one that Anna had been waiting for, with a epic push and struggle, the head finally emerged. It was a relief to Anna to finally have the head out. She wiggled and pushed again, the first shoulder popped free. With the next push the other shoulder and body slipped free.
Anna was elated to finally have the baby out. She got to know the new baby, and allowed Tom to bond as well.
“So, when can we have another Anna.” Tom said.
“Don’t get any silly ideas.” Anna said.
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Hate + Love
Chapter 2
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Summary: There is a thin line between love and hate but what if it's way thinner than you thought?
“Hi, im suppose to be tutoring somebody.” you told the lady at the front desk. The last 2 weeks had been stressful but out of extreme luck you managed to get all A’s but that also meant you had to tutor the people that were not doing so well in school.
“Oh yes, you must be Y/n.”
“I am.” you confirmed.
“Min Ho.” The lady calls his name and he jumps out of his seat.
“You gotta be kidding me.” you look at Min ho and he seems just as surprised as you are. “There has to be some sort of mistake, I can't tutor him.” the lady looks at her computer for a second and looks back at you.
“Sorry but there is a specific note from the teacher saying you can't switch.”
“What? Who wrote that.” you asked.
“It was your math teacher. Take a seat and get started.”
“I can't believe this.” you said sitting down.
“Do you think I want to do this? I have no choice.” Min ho rolled his eyes.
“Whatever can we just get started.”
After two hours tutoring you were done but to you i feel like 5 hours because every 10 minutes you and Min ho were arguing about something different.
“Thank you.” Min Ho says. You look at him in shock, you were never expecting those words to come out of his mouth.
“You have manners, I see. Can I get an apology too?” you asked hopefully.
“It happened almost 3 weeks ago, get over it.”
“God you're such a bitch.”
“Takes one to know one.”
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“We have Alex next.” Kitty said.
“Oh my god we still have to walk up the stairs.” you said, you were tired already and it was only your 2 period.
“Do you want to go to a ramen place after the 5th period?” Kitty asked.
“Im Pretty sure I don't have to tutor today, so yes.”
“How is it? By the way, you are still not getting along.”
“Nope now i have to sit with him in alex class, because he wont let me change seats.” you rolled your eyes.
“Dude you have 4 months left until winter break, at least try to stop hating each other.”
“He's the problem, not me, he won't apologize. He said thank you yesterday when i tutored him but that's it.” you explained to Kitty. You honestly don't think that you and Minho would get along every chance he gets to make fun of you. He's gonna take it and you're tired of it.
“The problem is that you are both stubborn.” Kitty grabs the handle of the door and lets you into the class, she gives you a ‘be nice look’ and takes a seat.
You walked over to your seat and to your surprise Min Ho was already sitting down, he was always late. You take a seat and don't say a word to him.
“No greeting?” he asked
“What do you want?” you say in a cold tone.
“Woah, somebody woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.” he smirks.
“I just don't have time for your bullshit today.”
Lucky Alex didn't have you guys do anything with your partner work today you didnt think you could handle it anyways.
You grabbed your things and stuffed them into your backpack.
“y/n?” you stopped in your tracks and looked at the guy that called your name. Minho also stopped and looks at him.
“Yes?” you look at him confused. You've never seen this guy in your life and you had no idea why he was talking to you.
“I'm Derek, I was just trying to see if i can get your number.” you look around to see if anybody was watching and behind him were his friends waiting to see your next move. You didn't want to seem stuck up or anything, so you just smiled and typed your number into his phone.
“Great, I'll text you.”
“Cool” you watch him walk away and turn to Min ho. “And why did you stay?”
“What does he want with you?”
“What do you mean?”you asked, confused.
“His dad is literally a millionaire.”
“I honestly dont give two fuck about that.” you said.
“It had to be a dare.” Min ho shook his head.
“Oh really? Just because an attractive guy asked for my number that means it has to be a dare?” you said offended. Min ho knew he messed up, he always jokes around but he knew that what he said really affected you.
“That's not-”
“Save it.” you walked away.
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For the next few weeks you continue talking to Derek, you thought he would be a jerk but turns out he wasn't. He was really nice and listened.
“Where are you going?” Min ho asked Q.
“Oh the nature club is having a hike today.” Q said, putting on his shoes.
“Great i'll come” Min ho got up from the couch.
“You can't.” Q said.
“Why?”
“Club members only.”
“Dude i went last time.” Q stayed silent and didn't say anything. “Unless you don't want me to go for some reason?”
“It's not that I don't want you to go, it's just that y/n and Derek are going to be there and I don't want you messing it up for her. She told me what you said when he asked for her number.” Q confessed.
“That's not what I meant, I tried to tell her that.”
“You should have said it in the first place, are you jealous or something?” Q asked.
“What no… no”
“Yup that sounds so convincing.”
“I don't like her, I hate her.”
“You know, you can hate and love somebody at the same time.” Q said shutting the door.
Min ho stood there thinking there's no way that he loves y/n? He hates her too much.
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[SUMMARY: Your older brother works for Pablo, Javier gets close to you to get information. He unexpectedly falls for you and gets you pregnant without telling you who he truly is, only becoming more protective of you.]
“You’re pregnant. I’m not letting you out of my sight.”
Angst, violence
Being the younger sister of a man who worked closely with Pablo bought a life of secrecy. You were watched like a hawk on everything you did and your brother Jose wasn’t nice about it. Until the day came that you met a man, what was suppose to be one encounter, turned into feelings that grew deeply on both sides. Javier and you secretly saw each other in the night at a motel as much as you were able to. You told him you didn’t want your brother seeing you around with a man yet you didn’t explain the true reason as to why….although you didn’t have to. Something you didn’t know was that Javi was a DEA agent. He knew more about you than you were aware of, and what was meant to be a source to get an inside look at Pablo’s world was now a trap for Javi, as he had unexpectedly fallen for you.
Things slowly became more complicated when you realized you were falling for this man. There was no way you two could truly be together, your brother didnt trust anyone being apart of what he was apart of he and treated you like a child. You knew this could only get Javi killed. Things only took a turn for the worse when you realized your period was late. Your heart sunk at the thought of a pregnancy,how were you suppose to go to through with this? How were you suppose to tell Javi?
Maybe it was best you didnt.
The next day you met with Javier with the mindset of that being the last time you would see him, pregnant with his child or not.
Opening the door to your motel room, Javi rushed in pulling you against him as he kissed your neck.
“I missed you baby”
“Javi..” you whispered as he pushed you against the wall. His hands moving up your waist as his lips covered yours, it was hard to deny his kisses but you had to.
“Javi-“ you turned your face away feeling his lips softly against your cheek.
“What’s wrong?” He asked in a low voice. You struggled to fight back tears as you pressed your lips together before turning back to him.
“Javi….I…I don’t think we should see each other anymore…” his expression quickly changing, your words feeling like a physical hit to his chest.
“What are you talking about?”
“We can’t be together…you know that..” you looked up at him as he raised a brow. He wondered if something had happened with your brother to make you now say this.
Something he wasn’t suppose to know.
“Where’s this coming from?” He asked in a serious tone, you looked away.
“It’s just the truth, it always has been..I told you how my brother is and this has gone on long enough-“ you moved away from him grabbing your purse.
“Where are you going?” He continued, following behind as you moved quickly.
“I have to go, I have to be somewhere-“
“Where? What the hells going on?” You could hear the frustration in his voice but you couldn’t allow it to let you give in. From what you knew Javi had no idea who your brother was and you wanted to keep it that way. It was impossible to have a relationship let alone a child with anyone with the life you lived.
“Maybe someday I can explain...” Without giving him a chance you quickly left with tears falling from your eyes as you rushed downstairs. Javi cursed at himself before rushing out into his car catching you getting into a cab. Slowly and discreetly he followed you before realizing you pulled up to a doctors office. Parking a block away he waited for you as you walked inside and leaned back in his chair.
About an hour later he caught you walking out making him sit up in his seat. He noticed you looked more uspet than you originally were and furrowed his eyebrows slowly following as you walked.
The doctor had just confirmed you were pregnant.
More than the hurt you felt about feeling like you could never tell Javi, you were afraid.
Your brother was not a nice man and if he found out you were pregnant you were sure he would find out who it was and kill them.
“What the hells going on baby?” Javier whispered to himself as he watched you quickly walk off and turn the corner.
Javier drove back to the station as Murphy looked up at him with raised brows.
“Anything new from your source?” He smirked as Javier remained serious and sat down across from him.
“Something wrong?” Murphy leaned forward noticing Javier was actually upset.
“What’s new on Jose?” Javier asked changing the subject.
“That’s something I thought you would know? Or are you too busy fucking his sister?” Murphy laughed before realizing Javier wasn’t finding anything funny. Not saying a word he left to the back room to listen over the conversations that were had in your home with the phones that were tapped.
The sound of your voice instantly playing on those tapes, he could hear the fear in you as you spoke to your friend Jenny.
“I don’t know what to do, Jenny. I can’t tell him-“
“You have to tell him.” Your friend could be heard on the other end as Javier listened closely.
“My brother…my brother will kill him, you don’t know how dangerous Jose can be.” You explained in a shaky voice.
“He’s never to know that I’am pregnant, promise me-“ you begged not knowing Javier heard you loud and clear. In shock he sat up staring blankly at the cassette player. Repeatedly rewinding the clip of you saying you were pregnant, releasing smoke from his mouth as his cigarette dangled between his fingers. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing.
“Jesus Christ..” he whispered realizing the danger he had put you in. If your brother found out you were having any kind of a relationship with a DEA agent….you would be dead. Javier wanted to get you the hell out of there. Continuing the recording he listened carefully to what else was said.
“I’ll be at the bar tonight working, I should be home around 3.” You continued with a sigh.
“You should be careful in that place, you know how those men can be there.” Your friend responded.
“Yeah well I have to work. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Fucking shit.” Javier slammed the tape off and quickly paced out the room.
That night Javier showed up at your job, he watched you from afar as you served a group of people in front of you. He watched as a man approached you trying to create conversation with you barely looking up at him. Your mind seemed elsewhere.
“Hey lady, I’m talking to you!” The man yelled making you look up as he shook his glass in your face before a smile slowly spread on his lips.
“There she is” the man grinned as Javier took a step closer, the man seemed familiar to him.
“Let us get 5 tequila shots, you bring it to our table over there and we’ll give you something nice.” The man winked at you as Javier looked back at the table he was pointing at, he knew those men. These men were rivals against Pablo’s cartel and they must’ve known your brother worked for him.
You were a target.
“I’ll be right with you,” you assured the man with a smile realizing you needed to go to the back for more ice from the fridge. The man sat down with his men as you made your way to the back, Javier quickly moved through the crowd rushing to get to you before you could come back out. Just as you were about to come out Javi grabbed you by your arm making you gasp.
“Javi!” You looked at him confused as he looked around pulling you out the back door.
“Where are we going?! What are you doing?!”
He wouldn’t respond, simply pulling you to his car.
“What the hell are you doing?!” You pulled your arm back.
“Get in the car. Now.” He spoke low yet sternly.
“No,I’m in the middle of my damn shift.” You went to walk around him but he stopped you. All he could think of that moment was that you were pregnant. Pregnant and afraid, too afraid to even tell him and all he wanted to do was protect you.
“Get out of my way, Javi.” You looked up at him as he refused to stand out of your way.
“Im not letting you go back in there, baby.”
“And who the hell are you to say?!” Once again trying to walk around him he stopped you with his words.
“They’re here for your brother.” He finally blurt out making you stop in your tracks.
“What do you mean?” You looked at him confused, what did he know of your brother?
He didn’t say a word and he didn’t have to. The look on his face said enough for you, as many questions as you may have had, you knew you had to move fast. Quickly you followed him out to his car and sat beside him as he drove off.
Looking around the motel parking lot Javier walked you to the room. You rushed inside pacing around the room as he closed the blinds and locked the door.
“How did you know those men were there for my brother?” You asked crossing your arm. Standing across from you with his hands on his hips he looked away.
“There’s a lot of things you don’t know, sweetheart.”
“Then tell me! What the hell do you know of my brother?!” You yelled at him walking up to his face.
“I know your brother doesn’t protect you the way he should.” He looked you straight in your eyes. His words making you take one step back, you raised a brow.
“What are you saying?” He looked down at you pressing his lips together, his silence only frustrating you more.
“Dammit Javi-“ you suddenly took a step back placing your hand over your mouth. The sudden feel of nausea creeping through your stomach like you had never felt before, Javier took a step forward raising a brow.
“What’s wrong?”
You quickly turned away only to be hit with a wave of dizziness, you leaned on the table beside you trying to balance yourself until you felt Javier’s hand around your waist. Taking a deep breath you stood still taking a sip of water he gave you from a bottle. Not looking up at him you didnt realize the concern he had in his eyes. The danger you were in, him knowing you were pregnant and not knowing what the hell that meant for either of you.
“How far long are you?” He finally blurt out low, his question making your eyes practically bulge.
He knew.
“What?” You looked up at him confused.
“When were you gonna tell me? Or were you planning on never telling me?” You didn’t understand how he could have possibly known, who could’ve told him.
“Javi…I-“ just as you were to explain a loud bang was heard at the front door making you jump.
You were followed.
You gasped as Javier quickly pulled you to the back toward the bathroom as you looked behind and noticed the door knob begin to move.
“This way!” Javier opened the bathroom window carried you up and quickly followed behind. You could hear men on the other side as Javi pulled you up by your arm practically dragging you to his car.
They hadn’t noticed a thing yet.
“Where do we go?” You asked in a panic as Javier quickly got in and began to drive off just as gun shots went off. The side view mirror getting shot at, you screamed covering your ears ducking down as he stepped on the gas harder and sped off.
“You ok?!” He yelled loudly not taking his eyes off the road, unexpectedly reaching his hand to your stomach. A conversation that was yet to be finished.
“Yes, I’m fine..” you realized where he placed his hand and looked over at him. Things calmed down as he adjusted himself in his seat and pulled away, grabbing the steering wheel he continued to drive.
Once he was sure he lost them, the rest of the drive was silent. Who the hell was he, and what the hell was this all about?
“Who are you?” You finally whispered.
“It’s better you don’t know-“
“Like hell it is!” You screamed slamming the door.
“You know who my brother is, you knew those men were targeting me….you know that I’m pregnant, you obviously have been watching, oh God- you’re a cop” you looked at him shocked as he continued to drive.
“Is that what this was?” You began to laugh sarcastically.
“I was your little informant-“
“No.” He quickly responded staring straight ahead.
“That’s exactly what this was, I’m so stupid..” you shook your head.
“That’s probably why these men are after me and if my brother finds out-“
“Nobody is gonna do anything to you, I won’t allow it.” Javier snapped your way.
“Take me home.” Your tone was blunt as your mind raced.
“I’m not taking you home, you don’t know where those men can follow you to. Not to mention-“ he looked your way with a hesitant look.
“You’re pregnant. I’m not letting you out of my sight.” As much as he wanted to keep you safe, this wasn’t the way.
“Take me home, Javi please, I know my brother… he will suspect something. He will find out something..please.” You turned to him with worried eyes. If it was up to him he would never leave your side but he knew you wouldn’t give in. He sighed and drove you to your brothers home a few blocks away, just as you were about to get out he grabbed your arm but you snatched it away. You had nothing to say to him, he knew you would be upset with him and all he wanted was to explain himself. Without saying a word you walked out and slammed the door as he watched you walk off into the distance, he of course kept close by.
The next day Javier walked into the station with Murphy rushing towards him.
“They spotted Escobar-“
“Where?!” Javier turned back following him out taking the piece of paper that Murphy handed him, stopping in his tracks he realized it was your home address. His stomach turned at the thought of you in the dead center of danger. What the hell was he doing there?
“This has to be a set up.” Javier whispered running beside Murphy.
“Well, only one way to tell.”
Sitting in a truck everyone gathered around cameras watching as one was perfectly giving the cops the view of you surrounded by Escobars men in your living room.
“What the hell are they doing?” Javier asked making Murphy look over at him, he could see the concern on his partners face.
“There’s her brother-“ one of the men pointed at the camera as he entered the room and suddenly yanked you up by your arm.
“Who have you been talking to huh?” Your brother yelled angrily in your face as Javi watched, his heart racing with a million thoughts running through.
“I haven’t spoken to anyone Jose, I promise. I-“
“Don’t lie to me!” He roared angrily making Javier begin to pace back and fourth with his hands on his hips.
“We’ve gotta get her out of there,” he stopped and leaned his hand on the table watching anxiously.
“No, we can get something out of this. Escobar never showed up but maybe they’ll give us where he is-“
“Or maybe we’ll get her killed.”
“Jose please, you know me, you know I don’t talk to anyone!”
“Then what the hell is this?!” He slammed a paper down on the table before you, a photo of you coming out of the doctors office where you had found out you were pregnant.
“I-“
“You what?!” He slammed his hand on the picture making you jump.
“Shit..” Javier whispered out of breath.
“Jose please-“ before you could finish your brother unexpectedly smacked you knocking you off the chair. Javier’s clenched his jaw ready to run out of the truck before he felt Murphys hand on his arm holding him back.
“Son of a bitch..” he bit his lip angrily watching as you backed away from Jose while still on the ground. He knew the terror you must’ve felt, he didn’t give a shit who said what, he wasn’t going to risk anything happening to you.
“I’m going in.” Javier ran out making everyone turn to him.
“Pena! No!”
Javier bust through the doors with back up making everyone around you jump and move quickly. Most running out though the windows as you flinched staying down before looking up and realizing one of the cops was Javi. You froze with your lips parted as chaos erupted around you, he ran towards you and quickly lifted you up pulling your arms behind you.
“What are you doing?!” You asked through shock and tears.
“I’m getting you out of here,” he whispered discreetly against your ear before pulling you back against him and placing cuffs on your wrists.
“What the hell did you do, you little bitch!” Your brother yelled as he was placed in handcuffs before Javier pulled you away.
Standing alone in an interrogation room you, your thoughts were all over the place. This whole time you were dealing with a DEA agent.
You felt used, you felt like a fool.
A tear rolling down your cheek until you heard the door open you quickly wiped it away. In walked Javi silently closing the door behind him. You refused to look at him, he knew you were upset with him but that didn’t stop him.
Standing right before you, you looked to the side ignoring his presence until you he took a step closer and you felt his hand gently take hold of your face as he took a close look at the mark your brother left you.
“Get off of me,” you whispered abruptly pulling your face away.
“Listen to me-“
“Don’t. I don’t want to speak to you.”
“Well I’m not going anywhere.” He responded bluntly as he stood close looking down at you.
“I’m not the bad guy here-“
”You’re all liars!” You unexpectedly screamed turning his way.
“You could’ve gotten me killed! My brother or anyone else could’ve thought I was helping the police and they would’ve killed me!” You began to hit his chest until he caught your arms stopping you.
“I wasn’t going to let that happen” he shook you trying to snap you out of it.
“Oh please, Javi. You don’t know them. And you and Jose wanted to use me in your own way-“
“Your brother did anything but protect you, and I’m sorry about that baby I really am. But I’m not him, I wasn’t going to let anything happen to you and especially this baby.” His words catching you off guard and he saw it in your eyes. You caught yourself looking down at your stomach as Javier leaned in closely.
“You’re a cop, and my brother…my brother will-“
“He’s not gonna do a damn thing.” He assured you with a whisper. Still you stood in shock with the realization that you had a relationship with a DEA agent and now you were pregnant. Javi slowly placed his hand on your stomach as you looked down, for a moment you couldn’t move.
“Please let me help you..” he whispered as a tear rolled down your cheek. You shook your head feeling yourself begin to hyperventilate, it suddenly felt hard to breathe.
“Here sit down,” he pulled a chair beside you quickly sitting you down and crouched before you.
“Tomorrow I’ll take you to a doctor and make sure everything is ok, alright? I don’t want you to worry about anything.”
“That’s kind of hard, Javi.” You looked down holding back tears just as Murphy opened the door making you hear your brother yelling as he passed the hall.
“Where is that bitch after everything I’ve given her!” He yelled angrily, Javier quickly stood up and slammed the door shut.
“What are we doing?” Murphy asked.
“She’s not apart of anything-“
“Peña she’s a damn witness to a lot-“ Javier stood close in front of Murphy standing his ground.
“I’m not mixing her anymore into this shit than she already is.” He whispered low enough where you couldn’t hear. Murphy knew Javi wouldn’t give in, he silently stepped back before leaving the room.
“What happened?” You asked as Javier turned back to you.
“Nothing. They said you’re free to leave.” He took your hand walking you out quickly before anyone could say anything to you.
“I can go?” You asked a bit confused knowing you were the sister of a man that worked closely with Pablo.
“Are you sure?” You asked looking back as he discreetly pulled you out. Javier wasn’t new at breaking rules and he was willing to go through any of them and lie to you if it meant keeping you safe…
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I reached post limit so im gonna write this and save it for midnight to post later 🥰
-10:30 EST
Richas made a reference/mentioned outliving forever and bad started screaming and sobbing for a solid 2 minutes and then started talking about how no no forevers probably fine cucuruchos probably taking care of him, richas asked if thats what bad tells himself to sleep at night, if he just lies to himself and bad said yes! if all else fails, simply lie to yourself and push your true feelings down to make it through this meaningless existence :D and richas said "so if we said the sky is pink at all times a day and just lie to ourselves its ok?" and bad said yes, we already lie to ourselves all the time we just need to think about how much lying we accept :3
richas thinks dappers colorblind
bad said his chats british 😭
time to read books!
-10:40 EST
bad is making fun of us for being sad because of angst(/lh/j) and sang a brief song about us being sad and mentioned "the sun is gone" just to torment us over forever being gone. He also went f5 said something like “if you think it’s sad now… anyway..... spoilers!!" implying it will get even sadder!! (terrified)
oh theres a letter for bbh and forever :((( this might be sad now that forevers. in his place. chats crying
-10:50 EST
Bad is screaming and crying because forever will never be able to read his letter, hes literally head in hands screaming and crying and hes letting the TTS read it out
one of the qsmp purgatory programmers wrote bad a letter saying he was supposed to die more and bad said hes a bug tester at heart and richas is bullying bad because of how many bugs he found and exploited LMAO bad said he'll fudging do it again
-11:00 EST
bad found ANOTHER wall bug to glitch thru, hes insane
-11:10 EST
someone said the word forever and bad is reduced to shambles on the floor, hes crying and whining forevers name in tears and agony and he made the dying "bleh" sound like 4 times
also bad mentioned that as soon as its confirmed to the characters like in-character that max is dead theyre having a funeral for him, like bad as the grim reaper knows but he hasnt told anyone, nobodys aware of him being gone, >>>>also he was ominous and said he needed to shoot max a message oorp and refused to elaborate. what the fuck was that about badboyhalo? <<<<<
-11:30 EST
Bad and richas and pomme wanna make an elevator death trap and then call foolish over to trap/murder him <3 chat is advocating for this idea. chat also wants to see the museum, bad said yes!!! Museum time!
before that, bad is being ominously silent again and is texting off screen. that max comment earlier + this makes me worried. MOVING ON THO BC HES SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RICHAS AND POMME GOT HIM A PRESENT FOR HIS BDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICHAS!!!!! (in brazil time) The present is Honey cookies! because richas got covered in honey and used as bait while they were away LMAO
Bad was talking about the 1k snow golems prank and was wondering if the cleanup team would be upset or love that, and richas said "lets say im part of that tio" and bad is now saying richas will take 100% accountability for that and will clean all of it up by himself LMAOOOO richas placed down signs saying "NO TIO I NEVER SAID THAT!! I DIDNT" and bad read them out loud as "Yes tio i agree i did say that ill do it!"
oh god bads spamming richas signs everywhere this is gonna fucking lag everything LMAOOOO richas crashed and bad kept placing until he got bored and said "yessssss richas will get in so much trouble hahaha! messing with the server!!!! bad then said "Richas always comes back" in the FNAF voice, didnt need to know you were an even bigger nerd BBH but okay /aff
-11:40 EST
Pomme is dragging bbh around on a lasso and is trapping him somewhere <3333 theyre climbing up the big ben and bad is taking SO MUCH DAMAGE he has his auto eat on
he accidentally said the word "forever" again and started crying again, his chat is in shambles.
MUSEUM TIME!!!!!!
HELP THE FUCKING ADMINS INCLUDED A DRAWING OF BAD LITERALLY STUCK IN A PADDED ROOM BASED ON HIS TIME IN JAIL, RICHAS SAID "natural habitat"
>>>>>>bad's crying again, and being horny because of how "cute" forever looks in the fanart, but mostly crying<<<<<
pomme started bullying bad because he called forever cute LMAO
tinas on!!!!!
-11:50 EST
Bad's crying again over art of him and forever in the pool he made in forevers base, the admins want to hurt him specifically/j
"treasure the wholesome moments chat, for they are just dust in the wind" -BBH 2023
bad took his totems out of his offhand again :)
Bad's crying again over another image of him and forever!!
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˖⁺｡˚⋆˙i told my friends u were the one | 2023 grid˖⁺｡˚⋆˙
pt2
pairing: 2023 f1 grid x nepo baby y/n prost reader (she/her)
genre: social media au
warnings: nepo baby spoiled girl :) this is part 2!!!
summary: in which everyone's favourite nepo baby has to share her time between all the f1 garages
a/n: second part:)) any guesses on who she could be dating💌
request!!!!: I would love a smau with reader who’s a nepo baby but is everyone’s fave nepo because she’s just living life aesthetically and the grid loves her and she’s hinting at a soft launch (idrc with which driver)
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you jealous, nishimura? — yeah, I do. (smau + written)
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warnings: mentions of choking someone, arguing, reader is hella oblivious, jealouski, protectiveki, suggestive theme, mentions of racism
wc: 2k!! NOT PROOFREAD
“so who did you invite to come with us?” Riki asked you. You two were both waiting on a bench outside of the mall.
“you’ll see!” you say, a small smile on your face which causes Riki to playfully roll his eyes. For the next few minutes you two were just watching tiktoks on Riki’s phone.
“hey Y/N! sorry I’m late, I couldn’t find my wallet.” Kai says as he approaches the two of you. At the sight of Kai, Riki tenses up a bit. not enough for you to notice, but enough for him to feel uncomfortable.
“it’s alright, you don’t have to apologize. by the way, this is Riki! have you two met before?” you say as you stand up from the bench, dragging Riki up with you.
“no we’ve never met personally, though i have seen him around the company before. you’re from one of the newer groups, enhypen, right?” Kai says as he looks at Riki, which causes him to stop breathing for a split second.
“yeah, I am.” Riki says dryly, causing you to slap his arm. Riki only rolls his eyes at this and mutters a sorry to you Kai.
“so what were you two thinking of doing?” Kai says, removing his attention from Riki and onto you instead. A wide smile painting his face as he looks at you.
“oh we never really have specific plans when we hang out, we just walk around and go to places we think would be interesting…” you awkwardly chuckle, cringing at yourself for not preparing something to do as you knew this wouldn’t be like a normal hangout between you and Riki.
“thats fine, how about we go to that café across the street?” Kai suggests, pointing his thumb over his shoulder.
“I’m fine with that. ‘Ki, you down?” you ask Riki and he only nods his head. ‘huh… weird’ you think to yourself. Riki is usually very verbal around most anyone, especially you. it didn’t matter who else was there, as long as you were there he was even more talkative and social. so why’s this any different?
“alright, lets go!” Kai says with a smile as he leads the way to the café. the three of you enter the café and get inline. you and Kai were looking at the menu together, trying to figure out what to get. when you turn around to ask Riki what he thought, he was on his phone typing away. all he did was mutter a quiet “yeah, sure.” he didnt even look up at you.
you had just assumed Riki was playing a game or texting his friends. little did you know he was furiously spamming his twitter private with hate comments to Kai.
“so Y/N, what are you gonna get?” Kai asked you.
“I’ll get the-“ before you could finish your sentence Riki cut you off. “the strawberry cheesecake and a matcha latte.” he said in nonchalantly. you had begin to wonder why Riki was acting this way, you hadn’t seen him act like this before.
“yeah, what he said.” you confirmed with a smile on your face. Kai seemed a bit stunned that Riki had known your order already as you had told him you’d never been here before.
“are you sure you two haven’t been here before?” Kai jokes, trying to lighten the slightly tense vibe.
“ah, no we havent been here before. i just almost always get the same thing at every café and i usually make him order for me so he basically knows my order by heart.” you explain happily as Kai laughs.
“alright well I’ll order for all of us this time. Niki, what do you want?” Kai asks, trying to be nice to Riki.
“just a strawberry cheesecake.” he says dryly once again, before taking his phone out of his pocket to watch some videos on social media.
“okay… I’ll be right back, you two go find somewhere to sit.” Kai says awkwardly as he rubs the back of his neck. “alright, come on ‘Ki.” you said, grabbing Riki’s hand and dragging him with you.
As Riki sits down, you immediately sit down next to him. You then snatch his phone out of his hand, causing him to look at you with widened eyes. “what is with you ‘Ki? ever since Kai got here you’ve been acting all emo.” Riki’s jaw clenches and gaze hardens at the mention of his name.
“its nothing, don’t worry about it.” he says, looking away from you.
“its clearly not ‘nothing’. if it were nothing you wouldnt be acting this way. do you not like him or something?” Riki can only help but sigh at your comment. he was about to speak up until Kai came over to the table.
“here we go!” he said happily as he placed down the treats, sitting beside you.
“oh thank you Kai!” you thank him, nudging the boy beside you, trying to get him to do the same.
“thanks.” Riki says in a rather harsh tone, his jaw still clenches, his hand clenched into a fist under the table and his eyes showing jealously, hatred and annoyance towards the boy who is sitting in your other side.
“you’re welcome… lets eat?” Kai chuckles nervously, not quite sure what he did to anger the boy.
“so Kai, whats it like being in TXT?” you ask, trying to lighten the mood.
“it’s fun! since we’re a smaller group we’re all really close and our shoots go a lot faster, not that being in a bigger group is bad or anything!”
“oh that makes sense! whenever i go to shoots with Niki and Sunghoon it always takes a while, honestly after a while i start to fall asleep!” you and Kai laugh. you didn’t notice, but Kai has been staring at you a lot today. a bit too much for Riki’s liking. as you eat your cheesecake, Kai continues to stare at your body you. Riki sighs, taking out his phone to type something.
he then places his phone down on the table and starts to take off his jacket. once he has it off, he drapes it gently over your shoulders. when you look at him a bit confused, all he did was mutter something along the lines of “just wear it.” you gave him a skeptical okay look and put your arms through the sleeves.
“Y/N we have to go.” Riki says as quickly shoves his phone into his pocket and grabs your drink in one hand and your arm in the other, causing you to stand up and drags you out of the café without explanation, leaving Kai sitting there alone and stunned.
“Riki what the hell?!” you yell angrily as he drags you down the sidewalk and towards the bus stop. “Riki what the hell was that?!” you yelled again, only to get no response. you try to pry your arm out of his tight grip but he doesn’t let go, finally once you make it to the bus stop you’re able to pry your arm out. “Riki answer me! what the fuck was that?!” your gaze is harsh as you wait for an explanation.
“if you don’t answer me I’m going back to the café.” you say threateningly, Riki’s eyes widen and he sighs.
“he was staring at you.” he said, your eyes go wide and your angered face dropped in confusion.
“wait what?” you said, not comprehending what he just said.
“you made us leave because he was staring?” to which Riki nods his head.
“is that why you’re making me wear this?” you say, gesturing to the large jacket which you’re wearing, Riki nods his head again.
“Kai is my friend, I trust him and I don’t need to hovering over me just because I’m hanging out with another guy who isn’t you, and all he was doing was looking at me. and i mean you’re not going to be the only guy in my life forever.” you defend Kai as you become slightly angry again. Kai’s your friend, what right does Riki have to make assumptions about him?
“you don’t know that. he was looking at you too much. I’m a guy Y/N, I know how we think and I can tell by the way he was looking at you that its anything but saint. I’m doing this to protect you, Y/N. I wouldn’t be able to live knowing that I let you hang out with some guy who could have ill intentions and that I didn’t do anything to stop it. I promised I’d keep you safe so I’m doing exactly that. now can we please just go home?” Riki says. as you let his words set in, your angered face drops and your eyes soften. without another word, you come crashing into his chest, your arms wrapped around him tightly.
“thank you ‘Ki. I don’t know what I’d do without you. I’m sorry for getting angry.” you feel the regret setting in, you don’t know why you got made at him, he’s never done anything to hurt you.
“It’s not your fault Y/N,, its my job as your best friend to protect you. I know you liked hanging out with him, but i can’t trust him around you.” he says, wrapping his arms securely around you while gently resting his chin atop your head.
“lets just go home, we can talk about it more some other time.” you say into his chest and you hear him say a soft okay.
when the bus arrives, he lets you get on first. you slide into the window seat and rested your head on his shoulder once he had sat down beside you. you watch as he takes out his phone and unlocks it, you smile softly as you see him enter his password. your birthday, his password is your birthday. you see him tap on his messages with your brother and type in “we’re on our way home rn and we’ll be there in like 10 minutes or so.”
after 10 minutes you two had arrived home. you two step into the house and slip off your shoes. “we’re home!” you yell as the two of you make your way to the living room, where your brother was waiting for you.
“you guys are back a bit earlier than I thought, so how’d it go?” Sunghoon asks with a sly smirk on his face, you make a bit of a confused face then turn to Riki, who is looking away from you.
“it was fine, nothing happened we just got bored and decided to come home.” you say as you go sit down on the couch next to him, Riki immediately following after you.
“oh yeah? is that why you’re wearing Niki’s jacket? he smirks again. you and Riki only look at each other.
“I wear his clothes all the time!” you try to defend yourself.
“yeah yeah whatever, go change so you can give him back his clothes. you already have like what, half his wardrobe in your closet?” Sunghoon teases as he shoos you away.
the two boys sit in silence while they listen to you walking up the stairs, only speaking again once they hear your bedroom door close.
“so, what’d you think of Kai?” Sunghoon snickers as he hears Riki groan.
“I hated him, i’m not letting him see her ever again.” Riki complains, throwing his head back in annoyance while Sunghoon just laughs at him.
“oh yeah? why not?” Sunghoon teases.
“oh shut up i don’t have to explain.”
“well thats too bad, cause i was thinking about letting them hang out again.” Sunghoon jokes.
“you wouldn’t dare.” Riki says sarcastically, knowing Sunghoon was only joking.
“oh but i would. i mean why do you care? you jealous, nishimura?” sunghoon teases, only to get no response.
“so you are jealous!” Sunghoon slams his hand down onto the seat, his eyes wide with excitement.
“i’m not jealous.” the taller boy said calmly, with a small smile spread across his face. Sunghoon noticed this and took it as the perfect chance to “tease” the younger once again.
“you like her, don’t you??” sunghoon says with a wide smile and teasing eyes as he takes a sip of your drink which Riki had placed down on the table.
“yeah, I do.”
NOTES: YAYAYAYAY THIS CHAPTERS FINALLY OUT!! I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT AND IM SORRY FOR THE WAIT! also i am asian so pls dont come after me 😭
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This ending felt kind of frustrating. Dont get me wrong, really liked watching it. But it just felt... too much? And too little at the same time. There were just so many plot points that went unexplained and brushed over, while new mysteries were introduced. It felt like a cliffhanger for a cliffhanger's sake. There was no satisfying ending to Purgatory bc there was no ending. Literally, it didnt end. They announced pt.2 with other people.
And Purgatory was a plot that interrupted MANY other ones. Just so u guys get the picture im listing some of them:
rebellion (etoiles and fit),
soul vultures & grim reaper (bbh),
presidency & nether comeback (forever),
cell's comeback (cellbit, bagi, pac and mike),
fed infiltration (foolish),
past lives (cellbit & bagi/bagh/pierre/fit)
Here's also a list of all the unanswered questions and lost plot points i could think of, regarding all of the qsmp:
Who was the cursed team? The eye didn't mention it once during the ending.
Who is the Eye?
What the organization behind Purgatory is? Was it only 1 entity?
Still no answers abt what is the federation besides the worker hierarchy and that there is something stronger than it.
Still no answers abt Arin or the computers
What did qforever achieve by going to the nether? Was it all for nothing?
What was the Judas book? Was it related to Purgatory?
How did qPac get out of the Nether to go to Purgatory??
What were and what was the purpose of the Mini-mes?
Elquackity. Just Elquackity.
Antoine????????????
What does comic bbh recieved mean?
What does the egg story the islanders got on the maze mean??
What are the eggs?
Why were the islanders and eggs kidnapped by the Eye?
Why are they cracking? What are those cracks?
Why was the fed conducting hybrid child experiments?
What was the eye's intention? Why did they want to prove the islanders were bad people so much?
What does that radio convo they listened to on the maze mean? Who were the ppl talking?
Black cucurucho/evil cucurucho/baribal. How does he fit in the purgatory arc? What is it?
Why did the fed send qWilbur away to do shows?
What is the black substance?
What did they do to quackity? Why quackity?
Why was qmax told to build a nuke, how did he carry it into purgatory and why did he set it off on egg island?
What was the island b4 the current events? Where did the people that lived there go?
Why did qbagi's and qcell's parents live on quesadilla island? What were they doing there?
What did qCellbit discover that made the feds send him away?
What happened to Sofia?
Why did that guy tell qMax to build Sofia?
How did dan and spreen die?
What is Project AB?
Why was Dappers hat on the puzzle b4 the dice game?
Why was the first game directed to qBBH? Why was everyone else just tp'd?
What did the "Humans believe in god because they dont have answers. You are inteligent" line Cucurucho said to qBBH mean?
What did they do to qFelps when he was kidnapped??
What did the Fed do to qCellbit while he was infiltrated?
Is the rollback implied by qForever's insanity cutscenes canon? Or were they dreams/hallucinations?
Who is the rebellion and what are their goals and motives??
Why were they targeting the eggs?
What are the codes?
What is Codeflippa, who is she affiliated to?
Who is the Special Guest and why did the Fed buy muffins by their request?
Who is the Duck?
Who is the Host?
What did the egg's Purgatory messages mean?
Why were they first kidnapped?
Why did Elq kidnap Dapper?
The Angelic Cucurucho??
There's certainly more, but these were the ones i remembered. Also, yes, there are theories, implications and semi-confirmations for a lot of these. But no clear direct answer. Just fan work.
There's so much going on. While the regret arc was happening, the mysteries were simpler and the stakes were a lot smaller. We had the fed, the eggs, the island and the codes. That was it. The main goal was to get off the island but now. It ended in a satisfing way bc it was a linear tale that followed naturally and wasnt too long.
Happy pills was also a satisfying arc bc it ended clearly. We got the payoff we needed from it.
With the eggs disappearence arc, we've been suffering for too long. Theres always a new clue. We are always so close but too far. When we think we'll get an answer and a conclusion, we just don't. For the story to have felt complete we needed answers. What we didn't need was a cliffhanger. Another one.
#this is not hate or /neg towards the team; the ccs or quackity.#although i do think they are losing their grip on the story and expanding it too much for its own good; >#> i do believe that they can salvage it and answer our questions#also tbh when i started writing this it wasnt meant to be so big#but then i enjoyed listing qsmp unanswered questions and said fuck it this is a list now#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#qsmp eggs#qsmp analysis#qsmp discussion#qsmp lore#qsmp happy pills#qsmp resistance#qsmp regret#qsmpblr#qsmp forever#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp 4ever#qsmp bbh#qsmp bagi#qsmp cellbit#qsmp cucurucho#qsmp cucurevil#qsmp codeflippa#qsmp code monster#qsmp code entity#qsmp maximus#qsmp maxo#qsmp arin#qsmp baghera
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7 Days (kmg) TEASER
During a seven-day vacation with your friends, you try to get over your feelings for one of them.
Feeling alone surrounded by people who seem closer to each other than you, you find comfort in the one person that you didn’t know before.
genre: kim mingyu x fem reader, angst, fluff, smut (not here, but in the full work)
w.c: 500~
note: this is a teaser for the next au I'll be posting this weekend!!
it took way longer to finish than i anticipated and i apologize :( i have a few things to add but It'll sure be finished by this weekend :) for now its around 20k :p
i know this teaser's short but i didnt want to spoil much (>.<) hope you like it ♡
lmk if you want to join the taglist♥︎
warning! this is a fictional work!! it does not represent what the people mentioned are like in real life!!
“Thank you.” You finally speak up after a few minutes of silence.
“For what?”
“For listening,” you answer like it’s an obvious thing, “it was a lot, and you didn’t have to, but you listened anyway.”
“Of course, and I asked, didn’t I?” You chuckle lightly. He has a way of making everything easier.
“So, what do you think?”
“Do you really want my opinion?"
“I asked, didn’t I?” You copy what he said before and he chuckles.
“Don’t tell anyone but,” he starts, and you smile at his silliness, “I never really liked Minghao in the first place, I don’t know why, but now I have a reason.” You can’t help to laugh.
“You don’t have to dislike him just because of what I told you, you should get to know him!” You dare to look up at him from his shoulder, and your face is much closer to his than you thought. It’s dark in your room, only the moonlight providing you with enough light for you to see how his head turns slowly to meet yours, and his eyes encountering yours, like he knew you were staring at him.
“He’s an ass for what he did to you, and I don’t want to be friends with someone like that.” He speaks softly, almost in a whisper, but with such a serious tone that it gives you goosebumps. Your eyes can’t seem to leave his, and neither of you want to stop. It’s becoming a habit of you two to stare at each other, testing who’ll look away first. His breath fans over your face, and you think about his words. You knew Mingyu was a good listener, he proved it several times over the span of four days, but now he’s even taking what you said into consideration before establishing a friendship with someone? Sure, he already didn’t really like Minghao, or so he said, but you gave him a reason to, so he must believe and trust you enough to truly take into account.
This time, Mingyu breaks the silence first, “Let’s go watch the sunrise tomorrow,” but he doesn’t break the eye contact. You swear you see a little spark in his eyes at his words, and it makes impossible for you to say no.
“You really want me to go with you?” You just want confirmation that he does, that he’s not taking pity in you after crying your eyes out in front of him.
“It’ll be sad if I go alone, and besides, you’re the one I like the most here,” and it’s like a thousand butterflies fly out of their cocoon simultaneously inside your stomach, “don’t tell Chan I said that.” You both laugh at his words.
“We should go to sleep then, what time does the sun come out? Like 5:30 am?” You groan while saying the last words. You were never a morning person.
Cold hits you all around when Mingyu takes his arm off your shoulders and gets off your bed. You almost want to ask him to stay the night here so you can wake up together. But you don’t.
“I’ll come and wake you up, but don’t punch me please,” he jokes about what you said the day before and you chuckle. “Good night, see you in a few hours,” he walks to your door slowly, hoping you’d ask him to stay. But you don’t, and he doesn’t say anything either.
posting the full work this weekend ;)
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