#and wouldnt be so worried

[angelsfalling16]

..

#still havent deleted last nights post #but heres another #im doing a lot better today #did cry a couple times this morning #but i didnt have to deal with so much today #anyway #i had a bad night last night #i rarely dream except when im really stressed #and last night was full of bad dreams #every time i woke up from one id fall asleep again and have another #it was like every anxiety i was feeling was popping up #and i couldnt break free #so now im kind of afraid to sleep tonight bc i dont want that to happen again #i kinda wish i could be with my bf and have him hold me all night #because then i would know he was safe and close to me #and wouldnt be so worried #in a lot of my dreams he wasnt okay #which is stemming from something that happened the other day #i know hes okay but the mornings are especially hard #because i worry until i hear from him #and i feel selfish for making what happened about my worry #its just a hard time rn #but im getting through it #it really helps to write it out like this #ollie rambles #not so late night ramblings #delete later

[kkoct-ik]

can you watch them while i go eat

#kostik draws #ah... my ocs #goodtimeswithscar #gtws #gtwscar #grian #fanart #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #hermitshipping #im happy im so back #i genuinely worried i wouldnt be able to draw like i used to after this depressive trauma resurgence episode #but im so back!! #now give me attention

[buggachat]

Part 158 of my bakery “enemies” au!

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Kofi

#ml #miraculous ladybug #miraculous #marinette dupain cheng #marinette dupain-cheng #adrien agreste #adrienette #adrinette #ladynoir #my art #bakery enemies au #I DEBATED HAVING ADRIEN IN PANTS VS NO PANTS FOR A WHILE WHEN I ORIGINALLY DREW THESE PANELS WEEKS AGO #BUT I SETTLED ON GIVING HIM PANTS BECAUSE I WAS A COWARD #BUT THEN EVERYONE JUST ASSUMED HE WAS PANTSLESS ANYWAYS AND THAT WAS SO FUNNY I WENT BACK AND CHANGED THIS PART TO REMOVE HIS PANTS #HES FREE NOW #its ok he's wearing underwear #that one joke art i drew of adrien being like ''you'd like to know wouldnt you'' i drew thinking he was wearing pants and that was the joke #but now that he's NOT wearing pants his ass cheeks really were just on full display there huh #it's fine. it's fine. dont worry about it. #''i don't change my comic based on reader reactions'' i said. well i lied. i took away adriens pants. ive betrayed myself

[anatomical-puppet]

apparently the moment i get into a new piece of media is the perfect time for my hands to forget how to draw . oh well post first house thotties

#dont worry about all the empty space i didnt feel like making the composition look nice lmao #i just needed to get their designs out of my head so i wouldnt explode #the locked tomb #harrow the ninth #john gaius #augustine the first #augustine quinque #mercymorn the first #mercymorn cristabel #gideon the first #puppet scribbles

[randomminty]

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#art tag #pokemon #hatsune miku #kagamine rin #project voltage #morpeko #rotom #akatsuki enstars things are happening rn dont. even worry about it im doing so good rn #i auuhg. gheuhdb. okay #i still really like elec miku i think shes never leaving me #morpeko is so hard to draw u wouldnt except it but….. weird shape….. #ok. byebye gn

[janewayintersection]

can we talk about how the mars mission + huerta visits were the ultimate hurt/comfort angsty reconciliation fluff... IN CANON

#mass effect #shenko #shepley #kaidan alenko #ashley williams #i get the complaints about it knocking the VS out of the plot for a couple of missions and i agree but also. #i wouldnt trade the 'VS gets hurt' plot for anything bc its just so deliciously angsty #like think about it. garrus getting a rocket to the face is only talked about for a couple voice lines and then they all move on #we get the mars mission. shepard carrying VS to the shuttle. and then worrying about them. #THEN THE HOSPITAL VISITS (3 of them!!!!!!!) with optional flirting and connection and then the DRAMATIC STANDOFF #where if you have high affinity from visiting. they will just believe you without any persuasion needed. BC THEY TRUST YOU AGAIN AND AAHHHU

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

SO. TO KICK OFF THE WEEK OF SPECULATION BEFORE THE UPDATE DROPS.

last night i had a bit of a Revelation. literally. i borderline woke up in a cold sweat with this realization. the way i lunged for my laptop to scream at friends... ough. lets get into it

so. i do believe I've made a couple of theory posts about Barnaby not being quite as receptive to his and Wally's "forced" best friendship as Wally - since the show wrote them to be friends instead of it happening naturally. i thought it might be a point of tension for Barn. i thought a lot.

YES SO I'M TOSSING (almost) ALL OF THAT OUT THE WINDOW!

the bios state Barnaby as Wally's best friend multiple times over. it had to be regularly reinforced. their colors were chosen to mark them as friends.

but Barnaby - presumably - can't see the bios, he wouldn't know the scripts. the friendship would be natural from his perspective. how would he know otherwise? even if the relationship started out synthetic, i don't doubt that it became genuine. in the context of their world and perceptions, realistically speaking Barnaby probably wouldn't sense anything wrong.

the reminders to be best friends weren't for Barnaby.

they were for Wally.

i'm starting to suspect that Wally is Barnaby's best friend, but Barnaby isn't Wally's. i think that Wally's "best friend" is Home - or at least Wally has a closer connection to them / Home is more important to Wally than anyone else is.

i remember reading this livestream trivia (from theneighborhoodwatch's doc, if you haven't their resources yet what are you even doing?):

and i assumed it was for Barnaby's side of the relationship. but it's not, is it? it's Wally's? and it makes too much fucking Sense! it fits! i can see it perfectly! i can feel things slotting together in my mind due to this shift in perspective, and i'm scared

Barnaby probably thinks the relationship is natural, just like how he thinks he's a real person in a real world. Wally probably knows that the relationship is a role, just like how he knows he's a puppet in a false reality.

that leaves me wondering how much of it is genuine on Wally's side. i don't doubt that they really are friends, but how deep does that connection go? in the interview, Wally sounded excited/proud about having a best friend, but how much came from a place of feeling, and how much came from a place of Fulfilling The Role? how much of it is performative? how much of it is a mask?

i've been seeing everything differently. Barnaby poses for Wally the most because he has good balance and is good at staying still, not because of favoritism or because he's Wally's best friend. in the 14 (15 including the hidden halloween) audios, Barnaby consistently seeks out Wally and checks in on him. Wally seems more casual about their relationship than Barnaby is.

i'm worried that Wally values Home & You/Us over Barnaby. that Barnaby is second or third place in Wally's heart. that Wally means more to Barnaby than he means to Wally. after all, only one of them needed their relationship to be reinforced on a seemingly regular basis.

i'm confident that Wally cares about / loves Barnaby, but the question is how much? to what extent?

#IM SO FUCKING ILL. #and by worried i mean Frothing At The Mouth. that would hurt so good. it would be delicious #i mean. it makes so much fucking sense. it feels Right! #and oh the ways this could hurt barnaby #i already suspect he has some Internal insecurities and shit but. oh man. if this is true it would break his heart wouldnt it #he has his hearts on his palms but wally's hearts are hidden on the soles of his shoes.... #god. no this. this. i cant start ranting and raving about what this means for barnaby and how i think it might affect him #the picture all the pieces of What We Know About Him So Far paint #all i'll say is. comic relief characters are always a tragedy under the mask. #wh speculation #homebogging #wh theory #welcome home speculation #welcome home theory #the way i was losing my absolute shit in discord. Man. #i am continuously in premature mourning over barnaby. #eddie might be doomed by the narrative but barn is Screwed by the narrative #poor guy just can't catch a break #also the idea. the Concept. that wally might consider you/us a closer/dearer friend than barnaby #is. its. well its devastating and juicy as Fuck! #there's. there's so much to unpack here im gonna be honest #for the first time since getting into this project im feeling like im starting to see a cohesive picture #the implications. the connections. the way it ties into themes. man... oh man... And It Makes. Sense. #barnaby knows wally better than the other neighbors - Besides Home - but how much more? #does he think he knows more than he does? i mean absolutely. wally is still hardcore masking around him. #wally doesn't confide in him not really #but man. Man. oh i understand why completely. at least i like to think i do #oh boy this is gonna kill me and im gonna like it #i had this realization and i felt my neurons shift just a little. just Enough. FUCK #barnaby b beagle. baby. i am so sorry but you're gonna have a hell of a fucking time

[the-snowfall]

design for a techno lanyard keychain i was working on

#i hope it turns out right #im especially worried about the pig accompanying him #i want to make a philza one too but #the problem is the minimum quantity amount so im left with a few extras #im thinking of selling the rest but im not comfortable making profit off of techno? if that makes sense? #maybe like 50% going to the sacroma foundation #i wouldnt mind making it 100% if it was only for the first two but buying custom charms esp lanyard ones really tank my wallet #h we'll see #im sure finding like 2-4 people interested in buying wont be too difficult? hopefully? #thats if i didnt mess anything up and they turn out alright. lmao.. #mcyt #dsmp #technoblade #my art

[daily-hanamura]

#p4g #persona 4 golden #p4 #persona 4 #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #ok ok this scene gets to me so bad actually #because yes on the one hand hes playing up that big brother role again #reminding kanji of HIS role as nanako's big brother as well #but its also reminiscent of yosuke's tendency to hide his own sadness and put up a front for others so they wouldnt catch on #i think in this moment its not necessarily a bad thing and yosuke was kind of right (imo anyway) #keeping their spirits high would be a more comforting sight for nanako #who wouldnt want to see them worried #i think its such a strong reflection of yosuke's consideration towards others #part of me is like yes kanji is the one that said it but hes just voicing what everyone else was also thinking in that moment #and yosukes response isnt just for kanji but also for the team and esp Yu #because of them all Yu is the one that undoubtedly looked most heartbroken considering how protectice he was of nanako #even though we cant really see it in game it's very clear how his reaction is like in p4u when he thought nanako might be in danger #anyway yu didnt have a speaking line in this scene so i could be delulu but im pretty sure it was about him as well #he's good with his queue

[bobmckenzie]

your f/o would remember and always consider your dietary needs, btw. they care about you, they don't want you to eat anything that could make you sick or have you feeling out of sorts. maybe you have a very specific eating schedule, or can't eat out at many places, or often need to ask about ingredients or food prep (they'll ask for you, if you want them to!), whatever it is, it's okay. there is nothing burdensome to them about making sure you're healthy and happy and eating well ❤️

#self indulgent post time LOL #i never really worry about my vegetarianism being a 'problem' (tho some f/os would def tease me abt it 😅) #but i have so much stuff i cant handle when it comes to food that it does make eating a bit complicated 🧍‍♀️ #i just like to think it wouldnt bother or annoy them and theyd be understanding with me ❤️ #food mention #tw food #selfshipping #selfship imagines #selfship positivity #safeshipping #safeship #f/o imagines #caitiechat #imagines 💭

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

dca fandom (please turn on your volume and brightness i have no light)

#i need to sleep #yeah i really used a cassette tape for this #the audio WORKS and IM HAPPY GODD I WAS SO WORRIED I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO RECORD DIGITAL AUDIO ONTO THE CASSETTES #THIS IS A GREAT NIGHT

[clumsyhusky06]

has this been done already

#hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #hermitblr #docm77 #docm77 fanart #grian #xisumavoid #ender dragon #its been forever since ive drawn a dragon #i was really worried i wouldnt be able to get it right #also. the reason the first panel looks so different in style is because i sketched the second panel on paper #it takes me at least 10 times as long to draw things on my phone. im hardly joking #ANYWAY enough complaining ab art. DOC #WHAT THE DOC DOIN #clumsy art #my art

[seriemorder]

they should give out one free killing yourself that resets you to either factory settings or takes you back to a specific point of your choosing in your timeline just to do it again cause the first time round was sort of meh

#im feeling this way because of a fic btw #i wanna go back in time where i didnt know what thia shit was amd stay clean of it #and maybe i wouldnt be feeling manic on this stupid december night #im fine really so fine do not even worry about me

[smokbeast]

Seeing allot of trans stuff lately. I don't do this but obviously trans people and all people of LGBTQ+ are welcome here!! If you are a terf or sick mf I will stomp on you till you die you are not welcome here.

Also merlot, frak and soma are trans! Allot of my ocs are of the queer skellies and my goobies alike so hehe :]

#just letting yallknow this is a safe space! obviously i PFNGNn it be funny if a ttans dudes blog eouldnt be but i wouldnt be surprised #with how some people are tbh. but JUST SAYING HERE IS SAFE THATS THE POINT IM MAKING SKSMG #but ye merlot is a genderfluid trans woman and frak is a trans man #soma is fem nb! im not picky about pronouns so yall can have fun but just wanted to point that out ^^ #many of my ocs tend to fall down genderfluid trans categories cause that's how i see myself usually! #so no worries if you confuse pronouns or anything you can always ask it wont bother me! #trans #smoki rambles #also lesbians trans and cis alike are all welcome here and gay men trans and cis as well there is nO shame being cis and queer i just wanna #say that too cause i know thats not told allot when i mean everyone is welcome EVERYONE is welcome trans cis nb EVERYONE i love you all #i respect all people and everything cause however you are as a person that makes you happy makes me happy #i respect women i respect men i respect thems i respec everyone big huggems to all!

[frostinepac3]

Can you please tell or show what happens to Werepeppino on a bloody full moon?Does his shape of a werewolf in such a full moon have any differences from the usual one, does his behavior change?

Short answer, stay far farrr away from him 😀👍

Imagine being super irritable all the time, and your skin is also constantly itchy and on fire and everything is loud and overwhelming.

I imagine bloodmoons make it so werebeasts can't think clearly all and are almost nearly reduced to a bundle of fight/flight and a need to just stay alive no matter what 🫠

At least- that's what my werebeasts are usually like???

Noise has airpods in he can't hear us

#my art #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #pizza tower au #pizza tower monster au #pt the noise #smoking cw #yeah I usually make it so they get a reddish tint to their fur/feathers but I feel like that wouldn't fit peppino #but also his fur is nearly full black so you wouldnt see it anyway #also dont worry noise is fine i think

[baalzebufo]

'I don't know what you're-a trying to say…' Peppino sighed, exasperated. He went to turn away, when-

'Pe-Pino.'

The voice… it was his voice, but the cadence was just slightly off. An imperfect mimicry, but close enough that it immediately fired every panic neuron in his brain at once.

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A little piece of writing to nail down the vibes im going for with my interpretation of Fake Peppino! Having a normal fun day in the kitchen where nothing uncomfortable or weird happens.

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'Pe- pi- no.'

Peppino tried not to flinch when he felt the heavy wet hand on his shoulder and the voice gurgling in his ear. Deep breaths- okay. He inhaled sharply and grit his teeth, bracing himself before he turned around.

It hadn't been easy, getting used to… that thing. Fake Peppino, as he had been calling it in his head. But he did feel admittedly a little guilty for destroying the tower- its home, really- and it didn't ask to be made like that. Still, he wished it hadn't decided to stick around sometimes. He'd spent an entire week just trying to make sure it didn't attack him on sight! And even then, it STILL chased him from time to time...

But he had reached an uneasy accord with his doppelganger, or at least thought so. He seemed more sedate at any rate, and Peppino had even managed to talk it into helping in the kitchen- which is where he was now, spreading a ball of dough thin with his knuckles, before he was so rudely interrupted.

He turned and forced a smile, trying to cover up his nerves with fake confidence. Ghh- he never got used to seeing him. His fake looked like him, but… uncanny. Stretched. Something wearing the wrong size of his skin. It made a weird bubbling noise- Peppino had come to learn that was its 'excited sound'- and grasped his wrist to tug him to the other side of the kitchen.

'Okay, o-kay! Slow down- whats-a the rush, paisano? What do you want to-a show me?'

Peppino tugged his wrist free and returned his hands to their comfortable position, tugging nervously on his tank top. Fake Peppino had dragged him over to the pizza oven. It was a great brick thing- a traditional piece and easily the most expensive thing in the whole restaurant, but also something he would never sell. After all, what kind of a pizza chef would he be without his pizza oven?

His clone straightened up then, drawing an involuntary shiver out of Peppino. It looked at him. Peppino looked back. He briefly made eye contact, watching as the fake's right eye slowly dribbled down his face- he glanced away before it started to make his heart pound any louder.

'Ah… what? What is it?' He mumbled again, shrivelling a little under the unyielding gaze. He may have been his clone, but they apparently didn't copy the part of him that hated prolonged eye contact, ugh. He chanced another look. His double was looking at him almost expectantly.

Suddenly, he raised an arm- quick enough to make Peppino flinch. But he didn't strike. He simply pointed- one finger poking Peppino in the chest. Then he moved his hand to point at the oven, the heat of which was beginning to make even more sweat bead on his forehead.

'I don't know what you're-a trying to say…' Peppino sighed, exasperated. He went to turn away, when-

'Pe-Pino.'

The voice… it was his voice, but the cadence was just slightly off. An imperfect mimicry, but close enough that it immediately fired every panic neuron in his brain at once.

'Peppinos. Pi- Za.' The fake nodded, looking pleased- then slapped one hand down on Peppino’s head, crushing his chefs hat down and drawing a yelp of surprise out of him.

'Peppino. Pi-zza.' The words sounded smoother as he rolled them around his mouth, smiling wide enough that his teeth looked as if they were about to drip out of his lips. He pushed Peppino a little closer to the oven- his heels dug into the ground instinctively. The heat was oppressive... 'Peppi-no. Pizza.'

Peppino froze. He had learnt not to run- bolting only excited his fake. He stood stock still, even as its face slowly lowered to his. His eyes widened- there wasn't anywhere else to look but into his own distorted visage, the oven's heat only causing it to drip more. Oh, god, it was dripping everywhere…

His hands balled into fists, ready to react, but his body seemed stuck. Damn his freeze instinct-! He held his breath as his fake tilted his head curiously, and then laughed. A bubbling gurgle, face practically split in two.

'Pizza. is. Peppi-no.' He said, happily. Peppino couldn't bring himself to figure out what exactly that meant, because the only idea he had right now- well, the heat wasn't helping, and his vision was blurring, and it wasn't good…

'Peppino. Pizza. Nothing. Compares!'

All of a sudden, he was pushed back. Away from the heat, a cold blast of air hitting him as the doppelganger shoved him. All at once Peppino’s body reacted, scrambling back along the floor and breathing- wheezing, really- trying to get enough air in his lungs so he didn't pass out. All the while he watched as the wax figure of himself dripped like a candle in the heat, spun on its heel happily and giggled.

'Not- yet!' It smiled, face still firmly turned to look at Peppino even as its entire body twisted 180 degrees to stick to the nearest wall- his neck creaked with the strain, more of its doughy flesh sloughing off onto the floor as he moved away from the heat.

'Cook.' It's hand found one of the open vents- it's favorite hiding spots. 'Let him. Cook. Not ready!' It smiled, eyelids squeezing shut happily over misshapen sockets, tongue lolling out the side of its mouth.

'Later? Pizza later. Nothing Compares...' He mumbled, voice softening as Peppino could only watch in wide-eyed terror as it folded itself in half to slide into the narrow vent- he'd seen it many times but he still wasn't used to it. The wet sounds of a body moving in ways it shouldn't, the scrape of the metal... As it pushed itself into the darkness, Peppino saw its face- his face- the last thing to disappear.

'Peppino. Pizza...? Soon...'

And then it was gone.

He didn't move.

Honestly, he stayed on the floor for an uncomfortably long time.

After what felt like hours, his body finally decided to return the feeling to his joints- and all at once he scrambled upright. What- what was that? He thought…

He thought he was reaching… some kind of agreement with that thing. But clearly it was still far, far beyond his understanding. And what it said- no. No, Peppino shook his head violently. He didn't want to think about it. Because if he thought about it, it sounded an awful lot like...

No. No, no, no. That was silly. He just needed to get back to work. He needed to push this out of his mind and forget it ever happened.

He stumbled over towards his pile of pizza dough. Looking down at it, he couldn't help but feel… uneasy, suddenly. A wave of strange nausea rose in his chest.

Maybe… maybe that was enough pizza for one day.

#pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #set post-game where fake peppy wouldnt leave the pizzeria so peppino just has to deal with him now #haha! im sure thats fine peppino! dont worry about letting your guard down around him again! #do i even have a writing tag? i dont remember #BUT UM... HEE HEE.. hope someone else enjoys this little thing. i felt inspired #i want to write him being Creepy more ok i love having fake peppino make Implications